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ebongawk · 3 months
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pls show us how eddie would ask chrissy to marry him ❤️❤️❤️
The ring was burning a hole in his pocket.
The ring had, in fact, been burning a hole in his pocket for, like three goddamn months now. Because he'd been kinda-sorta-basically flying by the seat of his pants this entire relationship, up to and including his potential proposal, and three years of accidentally tripping and stumbling into all of the right messes with Chrissy made him think he could just buy the goddamn thing and wait for the most opportune moment.
The ring itself was an unanticipated surprise. Eddie had been shopping for a new-to-him amp, and buying those off the belt was a mistake he'd never make again. Rewiring older models with newer technology was basically Henderson's forte, though, so every time he and Chrissy popped back into Hawkins to visit Wayne during their long stints on the road, Eddie had a couple projects that Dustin's eager little mitts made grabby hands at.
(If Eddie found another tech kid on the road, he was pretty sure Dustin would spit and hiss and claw the newbie's eyes out so he would never be able to touch Eddie's projects again. He fucking loved that little shit. Had no clue what he was gonna do when the kid went off to MIT in a few months.)
So, yeah. While Eddie had walked into that pawn shop with a singlemindedness, he'd still perused the aisles like a perfectly respectable patron.
And the ring had been right there. Grinning up at him from the display case a winking in the overhead lights when it caught his eye.
Chrissy was literally right up the street, struggling over which books she wanted to trade in at the used bookshop so she could read some new material. That was the worst part about being on the road – they never got to keep anything. Like, sure, yeah, they had some shit stored at Wayne's, but they couldn't pop into Indiana whenever Chrissy needed to drop off her books so they could fit new shit in the van.
If they could, Chrissy would have a veritable library by now. He'd told himself a year ago that, as soon as they hit a label, Corroded Coffin's first purchase would be Chrissy Cunningham's dream house so she could have shelves of books. The guys were all in begrudging agreement.
"Hey, uh," he'd said, grabbing the attention of the shopkeeper and pointing at the ring. "What's that?"
About six months ago, he and Chrissy had been walking a mall in search of a birthday present for Wayne when a jewelry store grabbed her attention. Eddie had kinda expected her to beeline for the engagement rings – and maybe that was his own underlying fantasy, honestly – but she hadn't. She'd gravitated toward birthstones, pointing out his and hers and Jeff's and Gareth's and Grant's and Wayne's, gushing about which looked best together in her opinion.
"That's a, uh, ring," the cashier said, looking down at the thing. "With, y'know, stones and shit."
"Very fuckin' descriptive, man, thanks," Eddie responded. "How much?"
"For you, kid? Twenty bucks."
"I'll give you fifteen for it and thirty for the amp."
"Deal."
He didn't even get a box. The guy had been 'fresh out', allegedly, so he'd given Eddie a little drawstring bag for it.
Which was fine. Easier to hide. He just had to remember to transfer it around his three pairs of jeans while they were doing laundry.
"Look, that's your birthstone," Chrissy had said that day at the mall. "A garnet. And mine's right there! Aquamarine!" She'd sighed. "If I had been born a day earlier, I would have been an amethyst. But our stones look pretty together, don't they?"
They did, in his humble opinion. And wouldn't you fucking know it, Eddie had found a garnet ring inlaid with two aquamarines on either side at a thrift store in fucking Norton, Kansas when they'd stopped at a motel for a couple days to rest before a show in Kansas City. He'd even had it assessed at a jeweler in Saint Paul a week later just to be sure.
The thing was legit. The jeweler had polished it and everything. From there, it was just actually proposing.
But, as the weeks wore on, Eddie had to wonder if his decision to wait for the right moment might've been a fucking mistake. What was the perfect moment? What if it'd already come and gone and he didn't even know it? What if it never happened and Chrissy got upset and left him before he had a chance? Did she even want to get married? They were still young, and, outside of her shitty high school relationship (that predated her amazing high school relationship with him, thanks so much), Chrissy had never really dated around. What if he popped the question and she laughed in his face?
(She wouldn't. He knew she wouldn't. But, shit, what if, y'know?)
So, yeah. That fucking ring had been sitting in his pocket for, like, ninety-seven days, whispering platitudes and anxieties in equal measure. Building him up and tearing him down at every opportunity, like it found joy in watching him rise higher and fall farther.
Or maybe that was his own stupid brain.
They'd been booked on a mini-tour to open for another band that was just a few steps beyond Corroded Coffin. The money was kinda shit, but last night, at their show in Reno, a few people had been wearing the merch they'd sold weeks prior at a show in Vegas, and that had made Eddie feel like a goddamn superstar. He'd played his fucking heart out, and Chrissy said they sold out at the merch booth before the headliner even took the stage.
He'd even been asked for autographs. What the fuck?
Afterward, he and Chrissy were squeezed together into their motel room's bathtub. It was entirely too small for the both of them, but Chrissy sat between his bent knees, letting the hot water and scented bubbles relax them after what felt like a ridiculously long night. As though he could ever really relax with Chrissy's naked body all wet and pressed against his.
Her head was on his chest, listening to the slow thudding of his heart as the radio played almost imperceptibly in the background. Chrissy had gone so far as to light a few candles, and on the floor next to them was an open bottle of wine they were taking turns sipping.
It had to be somewhere around two in the morning, and Chrissy was probably exhausted. But she knew Eddie was always off-the-walls after a show, so corralling him into a shared bath was to help him wind down.
"You did amazing tonight," she said, her fingertips tapping against his shin where her hand rested. "All of you guys, but you especially. You were electric up there."
"Did you even look at the other guys?"
"Of course! It's hard not to, but I always look at you the most. Promise."
"Pretty sure you're legally required to say that, as I'm the one who makes you co––"
"Eddie."
Laughing, Eddie pressed his lips to her crown. "Thank you, sweetness."
"I'm serious. Like, I think that was the show, you know?"
He knew what she meant. Their discovery show. The one where some talent scout was hiding out in the crowd because he'd heard Corroded Coffin's name making the rounds. The one where they'd be getting a phone call first thing in the morning asking to meet at an agency.
Their we finally fucking made it show.
"Unlikely," Eddie said, wet fingers brushing a few strands of loose hair back over her ear. "But I appreciate the vote of confidence."
Chrissy said nothing for a moment. Then, using some expert maneuvers won over years in dance and cheer, she pivoted, working her lithe little body until she was comfortably situated in his lap. Eddie's arms automatically wrapped around her, sinking lower into the water so she didn't go sliding off his slickened skin and into the faucet.
"You guys are amazing," she said without a hint of irony coloring her tone. Wet hands cupping his jaw, she nudged her nose against his. "You have a contagious stage presence and you play incredibly. There's no way you aren't going to make it. Got it?"
"Yeah?" Eddie asked, eyes on her lips. "You gonna be my little cheerleader the whole way?"
"I've been with you this far, haven't I?" she shot back, wearing that gorgeous grin he loved so much. "I'm not going anywhere, Eddie. You're stuck with me."
"Hey," Eddie said, affronted. "That's my line. Who's stuck with who?"
Wiggling her hips in his lap (which was... yeah, doing things), Chrissy smiled. "I think you're the one who's literally stuck here, love."
Tucking his thumb against her chin, Eddie just chuckled, drawing her in for a kiss that tasted of promise. Of this future she was certain would come to fruition, where they stood hand-in-hand as recognition fell upon the band. Because Chrissy had sacrificed so much for him, for all of them, and Eddie would be damned if he didn't have opportunity to return the favor.
Oh shit, he realized as she chased his lips for another kiss. This is it. This is the fucking moment.
And his pants are on the other side of the goddamn room.
Shit. Shit. Okay. He could make this work.
"Hey, uh." He smiled when she kissed him again, the wet skin of her squirming in his lap again as she made a little huff of disapproval. "Wait, wait, sweetness, hang on."
Chrissy blinked at him. One hundred percent caught off guard because Eddie had never turned down her advances before. (How could he? He had an actual goddess sitting naked in his lap. Who was he to tell her no when she wanted to, y'know, get closer?)
"Did I, um. Did I overstep?"
"No, fuck no, just, uh––" Grabbing Chrissy's long-handled loofa off the tub rim, Eddie set a firm hand on Chrissy's thigh, anchoring both of them as he leaned as far out of the tub as he could to drag his jeans toward them. Sloshing water out of the side and making Chrissy yelp his name as she grabbed his shoulders to hang on.
The handle slipped from his grasp, clattering to the floor with one pant leg right there. Eddie leaned further out, stretching his fingertips as Chrissy squealed. He heard the water splashing, but that just seemed a small price to pay.
Whooping in excitement, he managed to get a small piece of denim between his middle and ring fingers, yanking the jeans across the floor and digging around in the pockets for that fucking bag.
"Eddie! They're gonna get all wet!"
"They'll dry," he responded, finally finding the stupid ring bag in his back pocket. He dropped the jeans uncaringly into the puddle he'd created, resettling Chrissy against him and tangling his hands in her hair as he kissed her question of what he was doing off her lips.
"You know I love you, right?" he asked, a little breathless from the combination of half-crawling out of the tub and the spark from their kiss. Chrissy, wide-eyed and confused, giggled a little when she nodded. "Like, more than anything?"
"Yes, Eddie, I know."
"And I wanna spend, y'know, the rest of my goddamn life with you. You know that, too?"
Chrissy blinked, her smile fading with parted lips as realization seemed to dawn new horizons across her face.
"I-I mean, yeah," she said after he waited a second for her answer. "Eddie, what––"
"I, uh, picked this up a while ago," he admitted, brandishing the tiny bag. "Been waiting for, like, the perfect moment, I guess. But, I dunno. Kinda realized that, maybe all our moments are perfect, y'know?"
He opened the bag, tilting it so the ring fell into his opposite palm. Her eyes widened, jaw falling slack as she gasped.
"I just want to make more moments with you, Chrissy," Eddie said earnestly. "Before and after a quick trip to the altar, I mean."
"Oh, my God," she breathed, trembling fingertip reaching out and gently stroking the gold band. "Are you–– Are you serious?"
"You are the one thing in my life I am one-hundred-percent serious about, sweetness," Eddie replied, softly brushing a thumb against her cheek. She glanced at him, so briefly he almost missed it, but she couldn't take her eyes off the ring. "Marry me?"
"Okay," she said, voice still breathless. Blinking, she shook her head as though she were falling out of a trance, her eyes instantly filling with tears that spilled over her cheeks, mixing with the water of their bath. "I mean, yes, yes, of course, Eddie, oh, my God!"
Throwing her arms around him, Eddie heard more water as it splashed over the side of the tub. It made him laugh, burying his face in her hair and holding her close as she cried into his neck.
"I love you," she sobbed, pulling back and letting him open his fist so she could take the ring. "Oh, my God, and it's our birthstones!" The realization made her cry harder, and Eddie had to help her get the ring on her finger. "You remembered!"
"Of course I did," he chuckled, his own eyes wet with the amount of love he felt for this girl. "I remember everything you say to me."
"We both know that's not true."
"Okay, well, I make an effort, at least!"
She laughed through her sobs, pulling him in and kissing him soundly. Crying, laughing harder, then crying some more between desperately locked lips. Completely soaking his jeans next to the tub, but Eddie couldn't care less.
He had his fiancée in his lap.
"I love you," she gasped between kisses. "I love you, I love you, I love you."
"Love you, too, little wife," Eddie grinned. "So much."
Yeah. Perfect fucking moment.
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cyraclove · 3 months
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Find The Word
Find the words from the list in your WIPs and post the paragraphs they belong to!
SO I was tagged by three lovely people, @unmaskedcardinal, @drsteggy, and @bisexualchrissycunningham and I waited way too long to do this so I am looking for the words light, over, age, fall, return, begin, rise, under, dark, leave, grip, book, wild, smirk, find (😅)
light
A floor lamp in the corner glows dimly as it casts shadows onto a faded rug in the center of the room, the only other light coming from the balcony doors behind the sofa.
over
Instead of stepping back, he stays right where he is. Chrissy’s back presses against the bookshelf as he towers over her. Her chest goes hot when she dares to glance up, Eddie’s dark eyes shining right back down at her.
age
“This boy’s good people, no background check needed,” Walter says, cutting Laura off. “Like I said, he’s from Hawkins. Al Munson’s kid, lives with his uncle now. You know him, dontcha? You two’re ‘bout the same age.”
fall
Looking up at Eddie’s sad eyes, Chrissy softens. Her shoulders fall with a sigh as she nods knowingly. He’s right. She owes him at least a conversation. She’s the one who kissed him, after all. Who knows what would’ve happened if she’d actually been able to control herself. Maybe they wouldn’t be in the mess they’re in now.
return
Vecna had been waiting for them when they’d returned to Hawkins. Waiting for Chrissy, for Max. Waiting for El. After they’d barely escaped with their lives, the police had been waiting for Eddie.
begin
The beginning of a new semester has always held a sort of magic for Chrissy. Even when she was a student herself, the metaphorical crossing of a threshold from old into new was something that she always looked forward to.
rise
Bile rises in her throat when she allows herself to think of how they must’ve treated Eddie.
under
While she’d always had a basic understanding of the mechanics, Chrissy hadn’t realized just how much more there was to sex. Her first time with Jason, she’d laid underneath him and watched the ceiling fan twirl while he’d hammered away at her like she was a woodshop birdhouse.
dark
She vividly remembers the evening she read Histoire d’O by Pauline Réage with a flashlight, her face burning hot in the darkness of her dorm room. There were words on those pages that she’d never seen before–about things she had a hard time even imagining.
leave
Chrissy opens her mouth, but words don’t come out. The rational part of her brain is screaming at her to leave, to end this now. All she can do is look into Eddie’s eyes, a coppery amber in the dusky light. Like whiskey.
grip
Eddie’s lips are on hers again, his tongue already past her teeth. Chrissy moans into his mouth and all but melts in his arms, a delicious thrill zipping up her spine when she feels his grip on her tighten.
book
Sometimes, Chrissy would read a book for no other reason than to spite her mother. She’d study each spine as she strolled through the stacks until she found something that sounded perfectly obscene.
wild
Chrissy had sobbed wildly onto the tasteful tiling in her mother’s bathroom, her chest like it had been ripped open, pleading with her to let her leave the house. She’d turned a steely shoulder, refusing to meet her eye.
smirk
Chrissy’s eyes dart towards his hands as they hover near his waist. He’s fidgeting with those chunky rings he wears, twisting them around and around like he’s nervous. He’s never like this in class when he asks questions. He’s usually confident, smirking at her from his seat in the third row.
find
For the first time, she’d had free rein to find out just what it was that she actually enjoyed. So much time had been spent troubling over how someone else wanted her to look, what they wanted her to say.
I will tag @astorytotellyourfriends @medusasfinalgirl @ebongawk @justhere4thevibez and @erythromanc3r
if y’all wanna play, your words are close, gentle, push, fade, and almost
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justhere4thevibez · 3 months
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WIP Whenever
Thanks for the tags @pipergirl17 and @olpie for the tags! I have too many wips to add snippets of them all here, so I'll be a mean little tease and post a piece of a totally new one instead 😏
Hi, you probably don’t remember me, but we used to go to school together back in Hawkins. Eddie blinked. Rubbed his eyes a little and then blinked again for good measure. Nope. Still there. Since hitting it big, a few old “friends” had popped back into his life, mostly to ask for money or to see if they could hitch a ride on his coattails. But of all the people he’d imagined tracking him down on Instagram after the band rose to fame, Chrissy Cunningham hadn’t been on that list. At least, not on the realistic list. If she’d entered into a fantasy or two of his, well, that was between him and his overactive imagination. Not that he thought about her a lot nowadays. There’d been a time… but he’d been a dorky loser, and she’d been queen bee. He’d really moved past that stupid little crush he had, though as he scrolled through her profile (he had to make sure it was really her, okay? Plenty of scammers in the sea and all that) he remembered exactly why he’d been ass over tits for her back in the day. Fuck, she was beautiful, with her big eyes and crooked smile and hair that made you want to run your fingers through it. Focus, idiot. This did appear to be the real Chrissy Cunningham. And she looked… happier than he remembered her in their last year of high school. Her posture was easy and relaxed in her recent photos, her smile more real than he remembered. Okay, so if this was Chrissy Cunningham, what the fuck did she want from him? Please, he begged as he tapped on her message to expand it. Please, god, don’t let her rope me into some MLM scheme. Tammy Thompson had already tried that on him. Twice. That was how he’d ended up with a closet full of skincare products he couldn’t fucking pronounce and an armful of kitchen knives he barely ever used. People assumed he was mean and scary, but honest to god he was a pathetic little pushover. Chrissy Cunningham could ask him to buy dirt and he’d hold his hand out for a shovelful. Apparently, though, the MLM gods had spared him—this time. But the message he got instead was almost as puzzling.
Tagging @staceymcgillicuddy @pearlypairings @ebongawk and whoever else wants to join!
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ransom my heart.
Author: @ebongawk
Rating/Warning: Explicit
Chapter Count: 2/2
Description:
There were–– way too many goddamn layers of this onion to peel apart right now, but Eddie did his best regardless. In his mind, he envisioned a numerical list:
1.) Jason Carver was a dirty rotten cheater (Eddie always knew he hated that guy for reasons other than being an absolute tool).
2.) Jason Carver was a master manipulator if he’d managed to convince Chrissy that his cheating was her fault.
3.) Chrissy Cunningham was currently asking Eddie to pop her cherry.
4.) Chrissy Cunningham wanted to have sex with Eddie Munson.
5.) Chrissy thought girls didn’t get horny for some reason?
6.) Chrissy fucking Cunningham wanted Eddie to fuck her.
or
Chrissy seeks Eddie out in the woods, but it's not for drugs.
Tags: Alternate Universe- no vecna, fuck Jason, cheating, Chrissy already had a crush, Eddie is done for, smut, it's SO HOT WHEW, small misunderstanding, Eddie POV, two-shot, status: Completed
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✨🤩 for fic recs!
Thank you for the ask, love!
🤩 A fic that made me SLAM the subscribe button:
So many, so so many. But I remember starting heart begins to beat by @ebongawk and just being hooked straight away and wanting more. I love how Chrissy is portrayed, how she's dealing with both the trauma and realities of coming back to life. And the explanation of how that happened, the mechanism of that and how she's linked to Eddie was excellent. Immediate subscribe.
✨ A fic I wish I could read again for the first time:
Ooh, also soooooo many LOL But I think someone reaching back for me by @enoughtotemptme because I love me a time loop fic, and when I find one that is as clever and gorgeous and engaging as this one was I wanna read it all over again like it's fresh and new. Ironic, no?
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Sugar dating, also called sugaring, is a transactional dating practice typically characterized by an older wealthier person and a younger person in need of financial assistance in a mutually beneficial relationship. 
Like all my rec lists- please read responsibly and check out tags before engaging with any fic! The tags I mention are merely the ones that stand out to me.
Sugar Daddy AU's
lover, be good to me by akosmia | @kylorensx | Explicit | 13k | One shot | Modern AU | Sugar daddy arrangement | Age difference | Older man/younger woman | light dom/sub | pining | Rey POV | "Rey has everything figured out with her sugar daddy. He pays for her college tuition and her living expenses, and she spends her Friday nights with him. It's easy. Uncomplicated. So what is this sudden, unbearable warmth in her chest that makes her ache for more?"
provocateur by dankobah | @dankobah | Explicit | 114k | Complete | Modern AU | Sugar Daddy arrangement | Daddy Kink | Dom/sub dynamic | Obscenely Wealthy Ben Solo | College Student Rey | Graphic depictions of luxury I will never experience | side stormpilot | Angst and Drama | HEA | Marriage | Multi POV | Rey needs a Sugar Daddy. Ben Organa-Solo has more than enough money for one. What starts as an arrangement grows to something more.
💖 baby, it will bury us by diasterisms | @kylorenvevo | Explicit | 48k | WIP - Last updated: 2021-09-30 | Modern AU | Paris | Class difference | Sugar Daddy | Daddy kink | Ben POV | Businessman Ben meets waitress/college student Rey, and even though they have very different lives, sparks fly. Despite their powerful chemistry Ben is afraid of getting in too deep so he settles for an 'arrangement' with Rey ... how long he can go without breaking his own rules remains to be seen.
💖 Desperate Measures by ebongawk | Explicit | 22k | Complete | Modern AU | Sugar Daddy arrangement | Daddy Kink | Texting | Long distance relationship | Pandemic/Quarantine/covid-19 | Friend Group Dynamic | ANGST | Multi POV | "Rey jokingly asks her friends if one of them knows a sugar daddy when she falls on hard times. Poe doesn't really take it as a joke."
Hold Me Down by KyloTrashForever | Explicit | 6k | One shot | Modern AU | Sugar Daddy arrangement | Enemies-to-lovers | Dubious Consent (Rey Wants It But Doesn’t Want To Want It) | boss/employee dynamic | Angst | Rey POV | Down on her luck, Rey enters a contract with her boss. He'll pay off her student loans if she spends her weekends with him.
heart-shaped sunglasses by SecretReyloTrash | @lyresandlasers | Explicit | 38k | Complete | Modern AU | Sugar Daddy Arrangement | Proposal | Vacation | Dom/sub dynamic | Switching | Rough Sex | LONG ASS CHAPTERS | Flashbacks | Rey POV | "Rey and her sugar daddy Kylo have their arrangement all figured out. Until he proposes."
Glucose Gentleman by mafgmouse | Explicit | 6k | One shot | Modern AU | Sugar Daddy arrangement | Daddy kink | Millennials | Humor | Multi POV | "A small inheritance from an unknown relative leaves Rey ineligible for financial aid, yet unable to live in the manner to which she has grown accustomed-- aka eating three meals a day and having both of her kidneys. She joins a Millennial Sugar Daddy app and meets Ben, owner of a modest LA home (making him rich)."
cherry stems by cherryclefairy | Explicit | 6k | One shot | Modern AU | Sugar Daddy arrangement | Daddy kink | Cam!girl Rey | Dom/sub dynamic | Budding relationship | Rey POV | "Rey has an onlyfans. Ben is a subscriber. They meet by chance in a bar."
Lower by beccastanz | Explicit | 1k | One shot | PWP | Modern AU | Sugar Daddy arrangement | Daddy kink | Dom/sub | Shoe kink | Dom!Rey | Sub!Ben | Rey POV | “Aren’t they lovely?” she teases, and he eagerly drinks in the closer view before gazing up at her. “Yes, sweetheart.” His hand comes to her ankle, so delicate, such gentleness from a form that does not imply it. “You—you wear them well.”
Paid in Full by Celia_and | Explicit | 4k | Complete | Modern AU | Sugar "buddy" | Texting | Strangers to Friends to lovers | Rey POV | "Rey might be the first person in the history of ever to end up in the friend zone with her sugar daddy."
Sugar Daddy Vibes
Technically not sugar daddy fics
💖 Every Penny by kalx58 | Explicit | 11k | One shot | Modern AU | Roleplay | Roleplay - sugar daddy relationship | Roleplay - Sex work | Casual sex, then not so casual | Character Study | Rey POV | "She likes there’s nothing real about this, that it’s just a fantasy on even footing. No money, no gifts, even as a prop. No whiff of obligation. Nothing binding them except their shared want for this weird, intense thing."
Snowdrop by andabatae | @andabatae-writes | Explicit | 41k | complete | Modern AU | Hate to love | bad first impressions | strangers to lovers | slow burn | poverty/wealth inequality | childhood sexual abuse | sexism | drug trafficking | drama | scrappy/independent!Rey | sugar daddy vibes | Rey POV | "Rey has been fighting for survival for as long as she can remember. She finally has her own apartment, but between rent and bills, she's barely staying afloat. Without her job as a waitress at a high-end restaurant, she'd wind up on the street. Then, one fateful evening, she spills a glass of wine on rich customer Ben Solo. And her entire life changes."
Quail and dumplings by Ever-so-reylo | @ever-so-ali | Explicit | 9k | One shot | Modern AU | Sex work | Sugar Daddy vibes | Emotional constipation | Rey POV | "Rey needs money. Ben offers money to Rey in exchange for sex. Rey accepts."
twinkie by arroways (need ao3 account to read) | Explicit | 6k | One shot | PWP | Modern AU | Sugar Daddy vibes | Daddy kink vibes | Established Relationship | Dom/sub dynamic | Bratty!Rey | Rey POV | "Ben ends up having to postpone a date because of work. Of course, Rey would forgive him. She just wasn’t going to make it easy for him. The problem is—well, not exactly a problem, per se—if she does misbehave the way she has in mind, it might mean a punishment. The thought makes her giddy with delight."
Working Remote by beccastanz | Explicit | 3k | Oneshot | PWP | Modern AU | Sugar Daddy vibes | Dom/sub dynamic | established relationship | Long distance | Masturbation | Sex toys | Rey POV | "They’re in love. She thinks he’s waiting for her to say it first. That’ll be another surprise, but one she’ll save for when she can actually kiss him."
silk and lace (i'll keep you warm) by lachesisgrimm | @lachesisgrimm | Mature | 4.5k | One shot | 5+1 things | Modern AU | Established Relationship | Wedding Dress kink | Sugar Daddy Vibes | Injury recovery | Soft & fluffy | Rey POV | "Ben has a specific kink, and his girlfriend is very intrigued."
Rockabye by AteLala | Explicit | 23k | Complete | Modern AU | Sugar Daddy vibes | Age difference | Older man/younger woman | Daddy Kink | Somnophilia | Dirty Talk | ANGST | Rey and Baz are frenemies | Multi POV | Rey tags along on Bazine's family vacation. She meets Ben, the recently divorced adult friend of Baz's dads.
Rey Tries Things! By andabatae | Explicit | 30k | Complete | Modern AU | Sugar Daddy vibes | Youtuber!Rey | texting | canon age difference | Ben needs a hug | Angst | Drama | Loss of virginity | Loneliness | Ben POV | "Corporate asshole Ben Solo falls in love with a YouTuber a decade his junior."
Other
I can't explain it - but I had to include these fics on this list - they just gave off vibes - and it felt wrong not to include them??
the more that you say (the less i know) by reylonly | @reylonly | Explicit | 8.6k | Complete | Modern AU | Strangers to lovers | Roommates | Somnophillia | nonexistent discussion of boundaries | Rey POV | "Rey’s desperate for a place to spend the night. Luckily enough, her mysterious customer Ben offers something much more permanent."
💖 Compatible by AttackoftheDarkCurses | Explicit | 62k | Complete | Modern AU | Daddy Kink (without the "daddy") | Friends to Lovers | Vacation | Dom/Sub dynamic | Caretaking | What-could-have-been-type-ANGST | Rey POV | Long time friends, Rey and Ben, go on a joint vacation to get away from their Ex's -- while discovering Rey's Daddy Kink along the way. Slowly they both come to realize.... what could have been.
Pliable by vuas | @thevuaslog | Explicit | 3.6k | One Shot | PWP | Modern AU | Character Study | Established Relationship | Daddy Kink | light dom/sub | Rey POV | "Rey doesn’t have any kinks. Seriously. None. (Just please don’t check her browser history.)"
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11 November 2021 Additions to Reylo Soulmates
These fics have been added to the Soulmate list located here.
the star to every wandering bark by addictedtoacertainlifestyle (AO3 2018  Rated M Complete, One-Shot, Modern AU, Quick Synopsis: When Ben Solo travels to Takodana in the name of his second novel, meeting an impossibly intriguing woman named Rey wasn't exactly what he envisioned. But the universe has a funny way of working things out.) (bring you) peace by ebongawk (makeshiftcandy) (AO3 2021  Rated M Complete, 4 Chapters, Modern AU, Quick Synopsis: “Are you family, sir?” a nurse asked. “I–” Ben faltered, looking at her again... When her own eyes opened, they looked around wildly, confused and searching. Searching for him, he somehow knew. I don’t even know her name. “Yes, I am,” he finally managed, and the nurse nodded.) Hot Cocoa and Cinnamon by ABeautifulBreakdown (AO3 2020  Rated E Complete, 2 Chapters, Modern AU, Quick Synopsis: When a trip the the park leads to her child wandering off Rey is left in a state of panic. Distraught and over run with emotions she hunts down her little boy only to find him standing with a strange man who upon closer inspection doesn't actually seem so strange.)
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ebongawk · 4 months
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Oh, I'm so sorry, I didn't know! What about Eddie and Chrissy's first date?
His palms were sweaty.
Why the fuck were his palms sweaty?
He absently wiped them on his jeans, further crinkling the protective layer of plastic that was wrapped around the sparse bouquet he'd picked up from Bradley's when he stopped in for a pack of cigarettes. Cursing, Eddie set the damn thing in the passenger seat, scrubbing his hands against his pants and willing them to stop fucking leaking. Stop condensing or what the fuck ever.
It's one date, he told himself over and over. She agreed to one date. And sure, okay, maybe he didn't have, like, a plethora of experience regarding dates – he was more of a one-night-stand sorta guy. A meet-at-the-bar-and-have-a-quickie-in-the-back-of-his-van type of dude. Not really the type that girls took home to meet the folks. And that was fine. He wasn't really interested in the distraction of a girlfriend, and basically every girl he'd met didn't really catch his attention for longer than those quick, heated glances that extinguished when they, y'know, both got what they'd wanted.
But this wasn't every girl.
This was Chrissy.
And Chrissy had already held his attention for, like, significantly longer than the average Eddie Munson Experience. In that, instead of one night, he'd been thinking about her for the last two months.
(Or, y'know, the last six years, but he'd never admit that to anyone, living or dead. He could barley admit it to himself. And, shit, if that was the reason he didn't acknowledge girls outside of those single nights? What the fuck was wrong with his brain?)
So. Fuck. That was probably why his palms were sweaty. Nervous. Eddie didn't get nervous, though. He waltzed through life with the same seat-of-his-pants confidence that got his dad into all that trouble, but kept his focus on shit like music and his morally okay but ethically wrong pharmaceutical sales instead of, like, jacking cars. And, okay, maybe it'd gotten him into one or two silly situations, but he waltzed right out of them with that same confidence.
Nervous. Him? No way.
(Way.)
He'd been sitting outside her house for, like, five entire minutes so far. Trying to talk himself into going up and actually knocking on her door. Introducing himself to whoever answered – Chrissy had warned him about her mother's judgmental attitude, which was one hundred percent something Eddie could face. He'd watched enough Teen Beat movies to know the whole spiel – "Yes ma'am, I'm Eddie Munson, pleasure to meet you, I'm here to pick up Chrissy for our date, no ma'am, we're just going to the drive in and out for a bite, home by eleven, of course – but he couldn't shake hands with her parents when his palms were so goddamn sweaty.
A deep breath. Another. And Eddie grabbed the handle of his driver's side door and wrenched it open, stumbling from the safety of his van and barely remembering to grab the bouquet sitting sadly in his passenger seat.
He didn't remember the walk from street to front door. Just that, all at once, he was there, staring at this ornate wooden door in fucking Loch Nora with one of those fancy brass knockers. Opting instead for the doorbell, Eddie took a full step back, listening to the distant bustle of activity within the house.
It flew open all at once, and––
Holy shit.
Chrissy Cunningham.
Oh, she was so fucking beautiful. Her hair was down, hanging around her shoulders in subtle curls that framed her face. She'd done something different with her makeup, something he couldn't quite put his finger on. A different color, maybe, but it was hard to focus on when she gave him such a bright, excited smile. His favorite one – the one that made her eyes crinkle until all he could see was the subtle ocean storms glistening in the light that seemed to emanate from her.
God, he was in deep if he already had a favorite smile.
"Eddie!" she squealed, bouncing on her toes as she opened the door completely and let him step inside. "I'm just getting my shoes on, and then–– Oh!" Her hands clasped in front of her chest, she looked down at what he was holding with a soft gasp of surprise. "Are... Are those for me?"
Eddie followed her line of sight, startling at the crinkly paper still in his hands that he'd completely forgotten about.
"Oh, shit, uh, yeah!" he said, awkwardly holding the bouquet toward her. "Uh... Sorry. They're–– I mean, slim pickings at the Big Buy."
The smile that blossomed on her face was a soft, gentle thing. A gradual unfurling of lips and teeth that rivaled the petals she now held in her hands.
New contender for favorite smile.
"They're beautiful," she said, honesty bleeding in speckled sunlight through her tone. "Peonies are my favorite."
With loving, gentle hands, she brought the bouquet up to her nose and inhaled deeply, that same smile affixed to her face as her eyes fell closed.
He felt his knees go weak and had to lean against the doorframe so he didn't fall at her feet and beg to worship her.
"Give me just a second," she said, meeting his gaze. "I'll put these in water, and then we can go."
She took a step back, then hesitated. Instead closing the distance between them, her little hand resting on his arm as she popped up onto her toes and pressed a chaste kiss to his cheek.
"Thank you," she whispered before disappearing back into the house.
Oh, Christ. Oh, God. Nothing but television static between his ears during her brief absence. Trembling fingertips gently brushing against the warm dot on his cheek before he realized that his stupid palms were still stupid sweaty.
He held them against his pants until she came back, carrying the flowers in a vase that was way too nice for their sad state. It was set carefully on the foyer table before she slipped into her shoes.
"So I don't forget to take them up to my room when I get home," she told him by way of explanation. "Are we ready?"
Subtly brushing his hands against his pants again, he held one out to her.
"Yeah. Let's go."
And, holy shit, maybe it was all gonna work out. Maybe this wasn't just a crazy one-off situation, and maybe she was just as excited for this one date to evolve into an endless stream of dates as he was.
Because, when she took his hand, he realized that her palms were sweaty, too.
(ask meme)
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ebongawk · 3 months
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I just binged your 'heart begins to beat' fic. Sorry, but where do you get off being so god-damned talented? It was fucking glorious. I'm new to the ship but ready to get stuck in after reading that. Do you have any recommendations? Also, do you take requests? (I'm poor but I have good vibes to send)
In all seriousness, you smashed it.
Oh gosh, hello there!!!
First of all, welcome to my shit show, where it’s my show and I go from being the shit to full of shit, usually within the same sentence.
Second of all, omfggg thank you so so much 🥹🥹 heart begins was truly a labor of love, and I cannot accurately depict what it means to me when people tell me any of my work has touched them. I appreciate it endlessly.
Regarding recommendations: *slides my fake dating AU across the table like a $3 bill* we're a lie (you and I) was my very first hellcheer long fic (my very first hellcheer fic title belongs to ransom my heart., actually, if you're into two-chapter smutshots). I have a few other stories up on ao3 as well!
I don't read as much as I wish I did because usually I can either read or I can write, but seldom can I do both at the same time. However, cyraclove, justhere4thevibes, deathinasmalltown and justyrae have never missed in my opinion.
(that's @cyraclove @justhere4thevibez @billysblueeyes and @astorytotellyourfriends respectively.)
Regarding requests: The short and long of this answer is: sometimes! I will usually post when I'm in want of doing Tumblr drabbles, whether it be me begging the timeline for inspiration or me reposting an ask meme. I don't really take, like, rec's I'd want to post on AO3, but every now and again my ask memes or desperate search for inspo end up evolving into a much longer story that goes up on AO3 (as was the case with my a/b/o AU, give me your hand (give me your sound) lmao)
Finally: Welcome to the fandom! We're all pretty fucking spectacular, in my humble opinion 😘😘 and we're so excited that you're here!!!! 🩷🖤🩷🖤🦇
(also, I LOVE vibes, so if you ever wanna bounce ideas off me just shoot me a message!!)
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ebongawk · 3 months
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I am always game for a road trip fic, so... roadtrip to hell(cheer), please!
oh you picked my angsty baby 🥹🥹 and I have a snippet for this one!
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ebongawk · 4 months
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Can I just point out your sense of description is weird. Using ocean and sunlight make no sense in describing Chrissy during the first date one shot
thank you for your tips I didn’t ask for! I will not be taking them to heart and I’m not sorry you don’t understand my use of imagination and metaphors!
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ebongawk · 6 months
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pom poms and beltchains 2.0 🤍
how did i know you were gonna pick this one!!
tbh this is the one that I wasn't sure about adding to the list because I'm not sure if I'll ever actually post it. but it IS the very first hellcheer fic I ever started – it's my st4 rewrite!
so we start, of course, at Eddie's trailer:
Eddie accidentally knocks into an old record player, starting up a Fleetwood Mac album of Wayne's that snaps Chrissy out of her trance (from the ceiling obv)
she screams, loud and long, and Eddie screams with her because what the fuck was that
they sleep in the trailer's living room that night, every light on, because holy shit (no music, tho, bc Chrissy doesn't know if it was that or just Eddie's voice that pulled her out)
Eddie cannot sleep that night, so he gets his acoustic guitar and plays that Fleetwood Mac song quietly to cope with whatever the fuck just happened
Chrissy doesn't know what she's supposed to do, so she goes home the next day to find Jason, her mother, and Chief Powell all on the porch, convinced she'd gone missing
she doesn't tell them where she was, ofc, but she falls asleep that afternoon for a hot girl nap and has another nightmare that basically tells her it's coming for her. first reaction: call Eddie, ask him to come get her
when they get back to the trailer, Max Mayfield is waiting for them, asking why she heard so much screaming the night before
ensue Party involvement
there are SO MANY great st4 rewrites and that story has been told from so many beautiful avenues; it's the only thing that stalls me when I consider my own story. But I still think about them all the time.
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ebongawk · 3 days
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What's the most insane troll logic critiscism you've read or heard about Hellcheer?
omg full disclosure: I spent way too long in the reylo fandom to even dabble in hellcheer discourse 😭 when that huge explosion of discourse was going on at the beginning I was impartially blocking anyone who brought up shit like st3ddie superiority and bashed on hellcheer as abusive/pedophilic/etc
I guess maybe the craziest thing is just the blatant refusal for people sowing the discourse to accept that Joe himself said everything with Chrissy was done with romantic interest? and that, even when asked directly, he completely deflected questions regarding the other ship, but they created narratives of Eddie regardless
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ebongawk · 1 month
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honestly? “sweetness” 🫠
ok no joke I was NOT anticipating that taking off the way it did like? it was just a silly thought I had that ended up on Twitter when I was DESPERATELY trying to cement my place in a new fandom where I didn’t seem to be wanted
but I honestly get a little emotional whenever anyone else uses it bc it feels like there’s a tiny sliver of me implanted in this fandom I love so much, and it’ll be there forever
confess what you remember/love about my writing!
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ebongawk · 4 months
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The more I think about how Chrissy is a one episode character and not coming back next season, then the more I think it’s kinda weird and bit pathetic that Grace does cons for such a small (and insignificant) role. Pointing out you don’t see Shannon (Barb) or Chris (Benny) do cons for their characters 
Hi, anon! I'm sorry that you have so much hate and negativity in your heart! Please don't make this my problem again!
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ebongawk · 7 months
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can we see a sneak peek of the next 'hearts beat' chapter??
oh gosh, sure!! 🥹🥹🥹
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