#dont fucking pull this bullshit

[spotsupstuff]

as i'm workin on my Ancient stuff- i've got to say that it is really interesting and neat (read: nasty) that there's a good chance most of the Ancient population probably didn't actually wear masks. but We think they did cuz the only really solid evidence of what they looked like at all all comes from places of the higher social circles. and those strived for religious... superiority, i guess. brownie points, not actual dedication to the religion for the sake of its teachings but either because it made them look good, put them higher in the social hierarchy or whatever manipulation have you (or the flawed look upon the religion aka "we gotta get out of this cycle no matter what")

all we are left with are the bastards. the simple people and their cultures that were left to weather the Iterators' rains were simply washed away. nobody cared for their way of life- as long as it served the higher circles well and they stayed submissive (enough so that at the end everyone would take a dip in the void), nobody had to give a singular shit

just how much do we not know about the Ancients' *everything* because of this disregard? how much do we think we are right about, when such is true only for the small but privileged piece of the species?

#Spot says stuff #rw #which is why i -goes insane over oc lore again- #VIVA LA REVOLUCIÓN BAYBEEEEEE #this came to me cuz like. sparrows is very much a Bruh girl. shes a yeehaw if you know what i mean. shes kinda stumpy cuz she grew up in- #-the farms of Euros' facilities n had to haul things around. ancients from the iterator cities? or the ones on the murals? very much dont- #-look like that nah. theyre like twigs without any muscle to hold their bellies in some kinda form so they look like That. the masks- #-themselves originally became a thing for religious reasons. what reason would a farm girl have to wear a mask while workin in the fields? #yanno? it sounds mostly impractical. n down there they prolly werent such religious nutcases like the ''Higher Ones'' #sparrows' granda would have some choice words bout her havin a mask now JKVLDSMLKC he constantly complains about Euros cuz like #he remembers what it was like before Euros was turned on- man had an iterator rain free childhood n now he has to deal with This bullshit #''back in M'day we didnt hefta be runnin fro' some rain generated by an overgrown *Toaster*!!! we played in da grass for however long- #-we wished!!! sure aye it was standin there n overshadowin us from time to time but-" ''ya ya we kno granda settle down before u pull smth' #iterators r so fucking terrifying

[ozlices]

ty for the people following me bc of the watcher posts. this is a watcher hater club now u can all vibe here knowing we are mentally standing outside that pretentious hollywood hq building w pitchforks and torches

#mine #watcher #i literally dont think ill ever be over this and i truly do not ever want to be #bc i dont care what absolute pr BULLSHIT they pull but they do not deserve to get away with this. #they rly dont. #and tbh since i havent spoken abt it yet imo shane is the most egregious one for being involved. #how fucking DARE you build your career off being an anti-capitalist ally & spouting 'steal from the rich' #just to pull THIS SHIT as successful as you are. #you fakeass wannabe punk bitch FUCK you shane madej. #you're right. some insufferable people did also meet you. and you're WORSE than any of them for doing this #hosting a show called puppet history just to shit all over internet history & success. #FUCK YOUUUU FUUUCCKKK YOOOOUUU #TOMATO TOMATO TOMATO!!!!!!!

[cyber-flight]

Reminder once again that if you stan or support Dream in any way you are not welcome here and genuinely need to get help. I've seen how much some people are trying to defend him in any way, including isolating themselves, and I don't wish that upon anyone

I have not and will not ever associate or know much about the dsmp or anything to do with it, but those allegations were enough to dissuade me when they came out (not that I particularly had any interest in it anyway tbh). Now that he's made a video about them with literally no proof to exonerate himself, this is even more my stance.

If you support him in any way get help and stop and look the situation or prepare to be blocked by many people, myself included.

#dsmp #cc dream #dream #dream situation #patch posts #i dont even care about this stupid minecraft guy #but the way some ppl are reacting as if he's getting hatecrimed for literally committing assault and possible SA is fucking horrifying #get serious help if you don't see theough this bullshit he's trying to pull to gain attention yet again #sorry for the rant #just felt i needed to make a post about this #bc the situation is fucked

[dullahandyke]

also re looking at the laptops of ppl in front of you in lectures, its actually doing wonders for my perceptions of the average computer user's tech literacy. im so used to circles on here being like 'and of course we're all on firefox with these 6 extensions and digging the algorithms out of our operating systems' meanwhile today in a lecture i saw someone with a lenovo driver pinned to their taskbar. ???

#im establishing myself as tech-proficient-enough-to-stand-out-in-an-arts-class by making my laptop look fucking stupid #they dont even know you can put the taskbar to the right instead of the bottom of the screen #or that u can turn off font smoothing to make everything look worse #oh also i finally got around to backing up all my files so the linuxification is impending #like my problem is that i look at people on here who like specialise in computers n shit n im like #aw jeez i only kind of know what a bios is... im such a poser.... #meanwhile my family are enraptured by me bcos i can type fast and press buttons #like dgmw having the intuition to figure shit out by pressing buttons is a learned skill in and of itself that many people r lacking #but it always feels a bit bullshit to pull out of my back pocket. oh yeah im just smart #basically when it comes to my computer i say that my MO is that i care about privacy and open source shit #but really i just like having control. and sometimes control means making things worse on purpose just bcos u can

[dormiloncito]

they should name this stupid game rage & quit

#I'M. #alright this never happened with the first game but i feel that anger now LMFAO #the centaur is so fucking hard and for what #i dont know how many hours of progress i lost to it #WHATEVER. time to pull out my secret move: a tutorial on youtube #this thing is so fast and that stampede attack is bullshit Enough. ksjndfkjsdfnjdsknf

[nyxi-pixie]

mikes whole 'a fight you cant come back from' thing is so interesting bc u would expect a dude to care more about preserving a 2yr long relationship with someone hes supposed to love???

like it just kinda suggests hes Already given up without even trying to fix it. and like yeah its mike hes stupid but hes not dumb. he knows How to fix it bc its the simplest thing in the world like he just needs to tell her he loves her. he knows thats how he was supposed to fix it bc he fucking says that. 'if id said that thing'. but he wont 'say that thing' because its a fight he cant come back from.

if vol 2 he just turns around and is like oh em jee e| loml ilysm it wouldnt just be lazy writing it would be fucking stupid.

#mike wheeler is never beating the gay allegations #sorry homie i just #i know what you are michael #idk i just think its funny how fucking obvious they made it that he isnt romantically in love w her. #and like a decent portion of the general audience is still so blinded by heteronormativity #that they start bending over backwards coming up with bullshit that doesnt even make sense #'oh poor wittle wheeler siblings cant say ily bc their parents dont love each other' #even tho no one fucking said that abt nance when the stancy fight first happened #and like even if it Was true for nancy #(its not. she just didnt love him lol she called their whole relationship bullshit. thats not 'she cant say it🥺' behaviour) #it would Only make sense narratively for her bc shes the only one that talks abt their loveless marriage #we dont even know if mike the oblivious dumbass is AWARE that its a loveless marriage #(he probably is but its never actually stated and if they wanted to pursue that storyline for him ud assume thered be a reference earlier) #idk i just think its funny that they say we are reaching but then literally pull up like that stretchy guy from fantastic four #got the ExtendaLimbs+ for Maximum Reach #idk its kinda funny #anyway #mike wheeler is gay #and in live with will byers #byler

[humandisastersquad]

#congrats on being The Most Obnoxious Nuvian #i wont even say dr who fan bc it's obvious from the article the author rly isnt as they only watched tennant and smith #and didnt bother past that #not to gatekeep or anything but if ur judging the show mainly on how attractive you find the protagonist #then ur rly not a fan lmao #anyway rtd already ''made doctor who '''''sexy'''' back in '05 trying to appeal to modern audiences #and i fucking loathe that he's pulling this shit again #dont mind me im just a bitter aroace classic whovian #who's tired of characters being 'improved' and made 'more relatable' by having love interests/being 'sexy' or other allo bullshit #dw critical #fandom critical

[chiangyorange]

who is karai's favorite person to hang out with in the bad future?

April O'Neil herself!!!! :]

dont get me wrong she adores everyone in the fam!!!! (the remaining ones that are still kicking it that is) but there is something so relieving about spending time with oneil

(looking at blue makes her think about her own position as the founder of the hamato and it hurts.) (angelo, while absolutely wonderful in conversation, has that idolizing glint in her eye that she cant help but lean away from only out of pure instinct. sure you can argue that oneil is going to have that same idolization but karai senses herself in her. aka that possession thing? yeah karai feels that) (shes a little wary of tello only because she went straight from the fucking 1500s to scifi apocalyptic future and tech,,, scary.) (casey jr reminds her too much of her son, especially how young he lost cassandra and it being a reflection of what she has to do before the twilight realm.) (raphael and splinter are already gone)

and i can imagine that karai sees a lot of herself in april in general. being a person with leadership in a war so much bigger than herself but fighting it anyway because its just whats right. if she can fight and help people out why wouldn't she fight it?

sound familiar to you? (it should it should very much so sound familiar because THATS JUST KARAI BABEY)

#cbabe asks #using the names im going to be referring the future fam in this bc i might as well drop em lmao #its not gonna be another wmas situation where its in fic 'ayo wtf do i call you' in the fic #theres not going to be a lot of 'padding' #i need it streamlined beforehand cause theres a lot of time bullshit in this so. more plot drivin me thinks #also im going to be pulling a lot from my other fic 'until then matriarch' but i dont think im going to link it in this one i dont think??? #the vibes and some facts for karai are still going to be the same for both backstories of karai but cbabe is its own separate thing #ill reference utm now and again??? maybe??? idk we'll see #i dont plan on making much emphasis on karai backstory other than her son bc. obviously. thats her fucking son #tldr saki still exists and i love him so

[dennisboobs]

my biggest sin is that i actually really like mandy and wish they'd bring her back

#she was so unfazed by half the shit thrust on her and then called dennis out like she saw STRAIGHT through him #like of all the people den couldve knocked up. i dont think den wouldve bothered trying to take responsibility if not for the fact that #mandy was like completely unflappable & was legitimately and selflessly concerned about their son's wellbeing #like she expected nothing from dennis financially she just wanted to give him the chance to have a relationship with their son #and den kept in contact with her for two fucking years. he says she contacted him while she was a couple months pregnant #if mandy wasn't like. normal. i dont think dennis wouldve had any qualms continuing w their bullshit and getting rid of her #ada speaks #if we're talking about funny straight men in the show like. have y'all seen the faces she pulls when frank's talking abt banging her.

[wabblebees]

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#have been attempting to make a self-tape for this audition for DAYS #after a whole helluva lotta bullshit having to do with hunting down a time+space+camera to film with i Finally managed to get some takes #then some weird bullshit with the camera's sd card happened where i wasnt able to pull the files off onto my laptop #FINALLY able to copy the files to my laptop. FINALLY able to access playback (the video camera i borrowed wouldnt let me access its gallery #FINALLY watching them... they all kinda suck so far but thats Fine at least i Have Them yk #get to take 7 and its actually not nearly as terrible as the previous 6!! feelin pretty good abt this one!! dont get hopes too high ofc but #i mean hey this ones acceptable if the last few arent any good either & just in case i cant go thru with my plans for tmrw to do a reshoot #so yk i start to rename the file so i can tell which clip it is! #Whole Laptop Crashes #WAHOO #typed this up to avoid freakin out while carefully rebooting her. bbg dont do this to me #luckily i already saved multiple contingency copies just in case (bc ive already had so many issues i was feelin Extra Cautious) #so i at least dont have to worry about dealing with the sd card bullshit Again. ugh #EDITING TO SAY: SHE LIVES!! laptop is fine after powering back up & files are unscathed!! was able to retitle & keep on truckin no problem #god i hate dealing with video as a medium #*this* is why im a stage performer not a screen actor lmao #fuck this shit. juust gimme a floor and an audience and ill make it worrk #cameras are fickle creatures on-par with printer machines #im rly excitednervous abt this audition tho; only submitted my resume+headshot on a whim & didnt rly think anything would come of it #but they contacted me and asked for a tape!! so im like !!!!! okayy sure id love to send that !!! i just have to face The Horrors first #if i dont get it then thats not the end of the world or anyth; but itd be SO FUCKING COOL if my v first submission landed me my first gig!! #so uhh. pls put out a good thought to the universe for my self-tape landing me the chance to perform in this queer play festival !! #bee speaks #🤞🤞🤞

[dear-mrs-otome]

Wowww, game really said 'fuck you' twice in a row. 🙃

#ikepri gacha is the fucking worst #its such bullshit you dont even get a guaranteed 4 star on a ten pull unless its with diamonds #especially since i DO pay for these tickets technically with my pass

[koko2unite]

#its been a whole day im at parents house #i hate that every time we talk its always about how thin i am #how femme i am (i dont even being femme rn #like just call me a fag or smth....) #or have i met some girls (i dont even meet guys and im gay) #never about my job #am i healthy #am i happy #nope nope none of that #and looks like she keeps threatening to put me back to this house #since my last stay at home sibling will leave for work abroad #and im the closest to her since im only several towns over #i dont know what kind of bullshit shes gonna pull to evict from **my own house** #but im not gonna budge #im already so uncomfortable being here for less than 24 hours and i dont want more of this #the day shes gonna do all that im gonna fucking scream and act like a mad man until they cant take me anymore #you will never put me back to this house and forcefully correct me #fuck all of them

[aloysarrow]

I wish GI wasn't trying to push people (kinda specifically longer players) away from the game, like damn. I really hope new players are watching closely and not just deciding "there are haters" or "complainers." Some of the things, like the age old where's the end-of-game road map, have been actual game needs that haven't been addressed for years. Game needs, guys. Idk, if you still call some people haters/complainers, then I'm probably gonna call you a bootlicker lol

#also three pulls for three debate clubs is actually insulting and no. we were not happy about it last year either #i hope the CN community causes such a ruckus that they fix the artifact loadout bullshit #GI actually needs to apologize and ive said some wild things elsewhere like they need to give a free 5* character but honestly i just want #to see that theyre are listening to the fucking players. we fund their game and/or promote it with playing and community on platforms #they wouldnt have BILLIONS of money without the pkayers and they are not doing QoL things or fixing busted characters or the artifact #loadout that is going to be more trouble than useful. end of game information. lost weapons to timed events - im lucky i have cinnabar #spindle in case i get Albedo but i dont have that Festering sword or Jade Cutter? and both are apparently great for Furina and im pissed #that they just wont be available ever again. they heed to put them in the shop like they do the skins and im so serious about that #theres so much more #it just makes me sad bc i do really like genshin but im probably gonna move on after this all blows up or when nothing happens at all #genshin impact #my posts #oh right my frustration is with the community on the mihoyo app bc even just saying you think this is a good thing will bring in the REAL #bootlickers telling you youre ungrateful for three debate clubs lmao. i have never called it copium before but i think that if youre calling #players ungrateful for being mad that GI's appreciation for a year of playing and/or spending money is worth three 3*weapons then youre a #boooootlicker with a sad fucking addiction. seriously cope harder bro lol #i really just want them to fix the artifact loadout that shit is buuullshit. and of course i want Aloy’s constellations. they should have #been there September 2021 ffs. and i like Dehya. i like playing her too. im not meta enough to notice things i guess but hyv should have #listened to players about her. #this shouldnt be a staff of homa moment guys. that bullshit actually made change happen for the better like why are you mad at the demand #QoL things???? why are you just ok with no actual patches patching anything??? #ok i gotta be done. the tags are the actual post damn lol

[classicstupid-tom]

literally what the fuck is even going on with fnaf lore at this point <3

#could they stop doing things to william please #first the mimic now this #i dont even care anymoree I DONT CAREEEE #i have a version of fnaf that exists in my head and thats the real version #whatever bullshit scott pulls out of his ass is noncanon to me now #it doesnt even fucking make sense to me #like why. why would he do that #why would he make michael kill cc #it just ruins any kind of motivation he had #like 'hes already evil but his son dying made him do something about it' #to 'yeah hes just evil and performing the fucking russian sleep experiment on kids now. fuck you' #like WHY. WHY WAS THIS NECESSARY #i could accept the lore getting all sciencey and shit when remnant and agony were introduced #but this is just getting stupid #'uuu villians with no motivation are scarier' i dont care #its like. we got to a good point a little while ago #where the theories were good and i was like yeah i like how it is now #then in the past like year theres just been wrench after wrench after retcon after 'uhu its actually been planned the whole time' thrown in #and i just hate it now gjfh #wtf do i know tho #bullshit talking

[the-gayest-sky-kid]

my brother keeps being a bitch on purpose and it's really not helping

#my therapist says hes probably doing to feel better about himself and it's like. fuckin hell dude #because like. look im not saying i dont poke fun at him either right #but i like go think i dont go below the belt in terms of shit??? #like i love him im not going to call him genuinely stupid or ugly or anything. #hes good at math and pretty capable. even if he incinerated mac n cheese once and we had to get a new microwave #but he keeps going up to me like (aether) whats a×b? oh how do you not know that instantly? are you stupid? #its because (extremely personal issue) LOL (deep cutting personal issue again) #and its like look ive never been good at mental math stop being a fucking jerk over me not knowing fuckin 9×7 off the top of my head #and i keep telling him to drop it and shut up but its just spurs him on more because its funny to him #and he keeps bringing up other shit like being queer or being trans specifically because he knows its upsetting and its just fucking funny #he loves to say people with weird pronouns and think there's more than two genders should kill themselves because he knows it makes me angr #with him. and he knows im fucking queer. he knows our grandmothers queer. and he still pulls this shit #and i cant say anything because when i do i get a whole lecture about how hes my flesh and blood and i should treat him like such #and im the asshole for suggesting he act like it for once #i love my brother and im proud of his achievements but i cant keep fucking doing this #and i know its my fault because hes a stupid kid and going through typical middle school boy bullshit #and seriously getting hurt by whatever a middle schooler says is downright pathetic #but it fucking hurts to hear someone you held as a baby and defended say people like you should kill themselves #and it hurts to have them fucking push a topic that upsets you for their own amusement #swearing cw #aethers rants #cw vent #personal posts and stuff idk

[narutomaki]

I always get self conscious when people talk about the amount of thought the goes/went into their art because there is.

there is no upper processing happening when I'm designing a character or background. my hand starts moving and my brain shuts off. I recognize there was probably a point in my life where this WASN'T the case but. like. it's why my art is like. mostly flat and lifeless. my art is never intended to tell a story because when I intend to I get angry/frustrated to the point of wanting to break shit because it's not going right. and I've tried to tell stories with my art both comics and stand alone pieces and it all feels fake or flat or.

idk.

I've TRIED to start and finish a piece where I've made conscious choices beyond "does this look good/right" and "am I being offensive in ways I'm aware of with anything here" but it just. makes me want to scream.

I learned people told stories with their art and I tried to and I stopped drawing for 5 years despite having. before that point been doing art studies for 8 to 10 hours a day for. 2 years.

I mostly just think it's because I have nothing to. say.

I can't add anymore tags to this post??? homophobia.

any way this post is useless idk I'm just sad because people do this thing so easily and enjoy it when it makes me break down crying. I don't get it. every person I've known regardless of neurodivergency has been able to do this consciously to some degree and enjoy it and meanwhile my stupid ass is asked how/why i chose something and I just. shrug. idk

looked nice?

#idk i probably say a lot UNintentionally #but like. #idk i feel like im just being. like. whining. for no reason. like boo hoo no one cares grow up if art makes you thay mad just stop drawing #like. man i WANT to think i WANT to tell stories i intend to tell along with the things i dont pick up on but. #i also mean like. if someone looked at a piece they could pick it apart comprehensively. like #but its like. idk. im like. i think im just to stupid for it. #im the same way with media analysis to be fair. which isnt like great but like. #why did someone choose this lighting? i dont know they thought it looked good ? #i have gotten 90-100% on every single analysis and opinion piece i ever submitted in HS for English #the only time i DIDNT get over 89% on an opinipn piece is when i tried to articulate my actual feelings on a topic to go along w researc #THAT got me pulled aside and told what i had written about was inappropriate and that i should think twice #before submitting a paper with that kond of content in the future #ao i did :^) and went back to bullshitting every single thing! #the curtains were blue in this scene to indicate not sadness but instead her deep love for uhhh fuck. flips through reading material and #lands on a random page. her dog buddy who is depcited in chapter (x) seeing as buddy is usually a male dogs name we can extrapolate and say #she chose these curtain colours after his death to remind her of the dog she had lost ÷ #end sentence end oaragraph submit paper withoit a secondary proof reading and lie and say i left the roigh draft at home. walk away #how did i get high grades. dude. like everyone says teachers know when a kids bullshitting but like #the teachers ATE MY SHIT UP 😑 i got used as an example of comprehensive stucture and analysis on more than one occasion #this is not me bragging this is me saying i never actually learned how to domthis stuff because i was supported in faking it #some people can do analysis like yhis on their first read through like. and remember it. how? how??? what??? #whay do you mean its because you read mote than thee sparknotes and random chapters because the book didnt interest you. #'we know when you dont actually read the book?' why did you compliment me on my comprehensive opinons of the parts i didnt readm #'We know when you write it the night before?' why did you laude me as an example of dedication put into an essay when i fucked around every #single in class wotk session past the first one and frantically typed and printed that in the computer lab before class 20 minutes ago? #why!! like DUDE #its like when they say they can tell when you use wikipedia to soirce things and then lie about it #and then compliment ur sources when youbl just used wikipedias sources. witout reading them urself. #which i also did #and when they tell you not to just use google translate because they can tell. when i did and then edited a LITTLE to catch names.