#don't mention the missing days

[yuutasprincess]

Day 4: Toge Inumaki

Word Count: 1.9k Warnings: Dubcon, spit, thigh fucking, he cums in you, readers kind of mean but not on purpose

If someone were to ask Toge what he likes about you he’d stay quiet. It isn’t that he has something against you, but god do you know how to bend him. He’s wrapped around your pretty finger, hearts in his eyes everytime he hears your name. It all began as a simple crush, a consequence of spending so much time in the company of only two women—Maki, who often scolded him relentlessly and adorned him with fresh bruises every other day, and you, the sweet girl who would tenderly mend his injuries while flashing a mischievous grin at the new blue marks forming on his skin.

Though perhaps "sweetest" isn't the most fitting descriptor for you. It's just too tempting for Toge to resist your playful provocations. A gentle touch on his elbow to draw him nearer, a flirtatious flutter of your eyelashes in his direction, and a few sugary words are all it takes to have him eating out of your hand. There may not be a clear label for whatever dynamic exists between the two of you. While officially declaring Toge as your boyfriend would bring a semblance of normalcy, the thrill of being tantalizingly out of reach is simply too irresistible.

He wants you so incredibly bad, craves your praise, yearning for your attention with a desperation that knows no bounds. Toge isn't entirely sure how things escalated to this point. Maybe it was that one haunting night when you slipped into his room after a particularly grueling mission. He woke up with heavy-lidded eyes, swollen lips, and a throbbing neck adorned with telltale marks. All he had to remember that night was a bad hair day and the lingering taste of you.

The thing about Toge is that he doesn’t outright show his attraction around others. It becomes less fun teasing him when a group is present, his countenance remains stoic, with a subtle quirk of his eyebrow at most when you take the seat next to him and place a hand on his knee. Beneath his collar, an unnoticeable flush creeps up, a nod in your direction and eyes flicking to whoever else is around him. 

His biggest struggle is when you slide in next to him when everyone goes out to eat, fingers sneaking between his thighs to paw at his hardening cock. You’re so evil, stifling a laugh behind your drink while he’s slumped in his seat acting as if he’s hiding a smile when really he’s trying not to cum his pants. You don't make it any easier for him afterward either. No, you send a sweet, taunting kiss his way and give a playful wave to everyone before being the first to make your exit.

In his mind, there's an extensive catalog of every tantalizing thing you do to him. He imagines you desiring him just as fervently as he longs for you. He thinks about how good you’d feel most of the time, sure he’s been between your legs. Eating you out as if he’s been starved, pretty fingers digging into the skin of your thighs and lips wrapped around your buzzing clit. But god, he’d do anything to fuck you. 

Toge's love knows no bounds; he would willingly follow you anywhere, simply to bask in your presence.

Late-night snack runs are Toge's favorite, frequently evolving into moments that leave him craving for more. So, when he hears a knock at the door, he's quick to throw on his jacket and meet you in the hallway. Maki has a hankering for something spicy, Yuuta's got a sweet tooth, and Panda's in the mood for anything crunchy. Toge, on the other hand, holds no particular preference; if he's lucky, you might reward him with a lingering kiss for shouldering the bags of snacks. 

As you walk side by side, the world seems to blur. Your shoulders brush against each other, and his fingertips ache to interlock with yours. He hears your words, but he's not truly listening. Something about Maki discovering a new coffee spot for your group, and while everything you say is undeniably interesting, when he's in such close proximity to you, essentially breathing the same air, his ability to focus is gone. 

“I had a dream last night…” it drowns out, his eyes reading your lips to give him an excuse to imagine them wrapped around his- “You were in it.” Ok, now he’s listening. 

His head tilts, marked tongue slipping out to wet his lower lip. “Wanna know what happened? I can act it out for you.” you tease, feet abruptly halting, you grab his arm and pull him into a nearby alley,

You guys never make it to the convenience store.

Lips meet lips, and for Toge, it's like drowning. The kiss is everything to him, a fervent, messy exchange of emotions mirroring the depths of his feelings. He can't help but wonder if you can feel just how much he wants you; it seems impossible not to know. His hands find the back of your neck, his slender fingers gently pinching at the skin of your nape, prompting a scoff from you but he quickly pulls you back and slips his tongue to meet yours. It’s overwhelming, he forces himself to breathe through his nose, his every exhale is your inhale as he won’t let you separate.

You’re patting his chest, tongue licking at the roof of his mouth until he groans and you can part. “Wow-” and he’s back on you. “Toge-” Tongue trying to slide back into your mouth. “Hey! Toge-” You have to force yourself out of his hold, lips chasing yours as he whines low in his chest. “Come on Toge, let’s go get the stuff then we can continue this…” But he knows you too well, knows you’ll just tease him at the store. 

You’ll talk candy in his ear and cling to him, maybe give him another intense kiss then you'll part ways, leaving him in a state of torment until the cycle begins anew. Toge is caught in the endless loop, unable to bear the longing any longer. He wants you. 

"Stay," his voice, so seldom heard, sends a shiver down your spine, leaving your knees weak. You barely hear him speak outside of his curse, and when you do, it lingers in your mind for days. You can see everything, feel the intensity of his touch, but as he said, you don't move. You remain locked in that moment, an unspoken agreement between you both. His kisses are feverish, marking the curve of your neck before claiming your lips.

It’s an odd sensation, having no control of your body as he slips your shirt over your chest, fingers sliding into the cups of your bra to pull your breasts out and pinch at your nipples. A shiver runs down your spine, his head bending down to spit on each tit before taking the left into his mouth and moaning. It’s everything he’s imagined, ok, maybe not exactly like how he pictured this happening. 

Toge drools all over your chest, cheeks flushed a deep red as he watches you, your expression is flat but he can see the way your eyes glaze over. The unspoken truth lingers between you both: you want him just as desperately as he wants you, and he knows it. His mouth leaves your nipple with a string of saliva that he breaks with a swipe of his tongue, fingers grazing your sides before unbuttoning your pants. 

His hands are shaky as he pulls your jeans down to your thighs, eyes dropping to the way your panties hug your pussy and the noticeable damp spot. His tongue feels heavy, throat itching as he resists the urge to rip your underwear off and tongue fuck you until his cursed speech breaks and you have to push his head away, desperate to reclaim a semblance of control. But he doesn’t do that. Rather, he slides your panties down to meet your jeans and he stands. 

Kissing you over and over until your bodies sway and he has to wrap an arm around your waist to keep you standing while the other pulls his pants down enough to let his leaking cock free. Pushing his sensitive tip between your thighs he rolls his hips, breathing heavily in your ear as he grinds against your pussy, arousal coating his length and precum sticky between your legs. 

It’s hard to stop kissing you, he’s sucking on your tongue, forcing your mouth open so he can spit into it before forcing you into a sloppy kiss where he can tilt your head back and make you swallow. Toge can't stop the whining and groaning, he wants to cum so bad but the idea of cumming inside you is too tempting. His cock slips into you with ease, your body forcefully relaxed as you stand still in his hold while he humps your shivering body. 

There’s so many things he wants to say, wants to praise you and tell you how deeply he feels for you. How if he could he’d fuck you everyday until your pussy is shaped to take only him. You’re so warm, walls clenching around him and cunt gushing with every thrust, he feels so sensitive, he’s never been so pent up. Toge could cum any second, his jaw tense as he waits for his speech to wear off so you can really react while he fills you. 

“Shit- shit!” you sound so good, so fucking sweet and breathless as he pulls you in impossibly tight. Arms circling your waist and lips finding your tit again as he sucks on your breast while you try to fill your lungs with air. His hips never stopping as he fucks you, thrusts quick with no specific aim, he can’t bring himself to pull out to the tip when you feel so good. Your hands pull at his hair, head thrown back and knees buckling as he bites hard enough to leave marks on your chest. 

What pushes Toge over the edge is the way you look down at him, head falling onto your shoulder and eyes staring directly into his. He’s so smitten, just a glance has him digging his blunt nails into your lower back and hips stuttering as he cums. And when you’re not cumming with him, body trying to catch up with the sudden control of your limbs, he's panting in your ear. “Cum.” and fuck, the way you soak his cock and tighten around him has his brain melting. 

When time resumes he has the nerve to look at you shyly, eyes wide and chin damp with his own drool as he softly ruts against you, oversensitivity creeping up on you. “Toge, you pervert” And you grin at him, that malicious teasing quirk of your lips that has him utterly ensnared. His cock twitches inside of you as he focuses on the white ring at the base of his length, he can’t look you in the eye. Too afraid he’ll cum just as quick again. 

“If you wanted to fuck me so bad you should have just said so.” this time it's you kissing him, he’s moaning into your mouth and cumming when you spit onto his tongue, his eyes squeezing shut as you grip his hips and force him to keep sliding in and out of your pussy, “Stay” this time, it’s you commanding him. Voice sharp as he bites his tongue and lets you use his body. 

Toge knows that you don't possess the same level of control over him that he exerts over you. But he’ll be damned if he lets this opportunity pass. And he knows Maki is going to give you guys shit when you come back in the early morning. But how can he complain when he's dreamt about this for so long. 

#don't mention the missing days #jjk smut #jjk x reader #jujutsu kaisen smut #cw dubious consent #inumaki x reader #inumaki smut #inumaki x you #inumaki x y/n #jujustsu kaisen x reader #kinktober

[yashley]

imogen & fearne in c3e64

#critical role #ygifs #imogearne #imogen x fearne #I MISSED THEM SO #fearne says THIS my girl. I THROW her under the bus I HOLD her hand I TORMENT her day🤗💗 #imogen being like I literally don't need to read her mind to know what fearne is doing and its so intimate 2 me #I mean ashley's insane for the second they mention laudna's okay fearne's looking at imogen to hold her

[uncanny-tranny]

It's not uncommon at all to miss your abuse, to miss disordered behaviours, or miss when you were at your worst.

It's understandable why you might feel like you have no clue what to do - recovery is an uncertainty. It is unfamiliar, it is scary. It's okay to long for the stability of those dark parts of your story. You aren't a bad person, you aren't ungrateful, nor are those feelings proof that you cannot recover.

You still deserve to recover, however that looks for you. You don't need to run from yourself, you are not a net negative.

#recovery #mental health #mental health advocacy #abuse tw #abuse mention tw #having nostalgia for abuse/poor mental health is something people don't mention a lot #people expect you to run away from those feelings and embrace the holy light of recovery and joy #but that's unrealistic #i have so many nostalgic feelings for those points in my abuse and that's *common* #i remember watching somebody on youtube talk about them missing the 'bad old days' of their disordered eating #and it's like... that is how it feels. the bad old days are sometimes so overwhelmingly tempting #and we cannot shut that part away and pretend it doesn't (or rather can't) exist

[barrowsteeth]

Heartstopper in Paris - Behind the Scenes via Sam Joly

#heartstopper #heartstopper cast #behind the scenes #i don't think i've seen these before #but it's quite possible i missed them on release day #in the frenzy of watching rewatching and giffing #tara in her dance outfit from the HS yearbook!! #someone mentioned that in the tags but i hadn't seen it before #corinna brown #kizzy edgell #kit connor #joe locke #tobie donovan #leila kahn #bradley riches

[mellotronmkll]

cannot put into words how much finding out that women with autism being misdiagnosed with bpd is like a super common thing shook my entire understanding of everything I had experienced my whole life that was the real final nail in the coffin but it's crazy I somehow didn't know that until recently

#And like It Just So Happens #Anyway at this point...and now that my mother has started literally just sending me lists of all the traits that are obvious in hindsight a #things she missed and now is kicking herself I'm just like...well it's just like I'm documenting things and I really think once I just #have insurance you know . I've just been like What if I'm wrong for like a year now but to be honest #I think at this point after all the research I've done and discussions I've had it's like. There's no way bro #Like you have a multi page google doc of evidence #And like it's funny cos my mom will be sending me random texts out of the blue too like did I mention already the fact that you would #sit and study maps for hours as a kid and if anyone interrupted you you had a meltdown and I'm like well #But its like these texts constantly all day #And im like tbh you're going through the same realization process I went through but now you're also telling me things I forgot or didn't #even know that are just blasting any. Doubt of the water #But I think she feels guilty also that she never noticed and im just like shrug I don't know like #there's just many many many such cases so like #But its very helpful I was so scared to tell her about it for so long but apparently she'd been already wondering for ages too so like #And now she's also just like This makes so much sense it just makes everything make sense and I'm like see. That's what I'm thinking too

[mattodore]

dash is going so slow guess i finally have to open blender and start working on this muzzle pose for matthias.......

#river dipping #i am sooooooooo weird mentally atm that i'm like . i don't want to do anything i just want to scroll #but timezones and ppl actually being asleep rn is getting in my way -_- #if you all could just also have trouble sleeping that would be so cool..... #i could honestly just go thru specific blogs bc ik i've missed a lot of posts since i haven't really been on much but #daunting task to me... for some reason....... #so i'm just here #''muzzle pose'' just means that he's just gonna be wearing one in it #really it's that pose i mentioned the other day where i'm once again going to be pushing him onto the floor before theo #what can i say... this is just how i see him djfkgndfghj #anyway nene says river what abt you do X thing and i'm like . well yea of course i have to do X thing now so true #also took pics in game for them earlier too like. i'm on it captain 🫡

[running-in-the-dark]

today would have been my dad's 76th birthday 😔

#it's.... really weird to think about for a dozen different reasons #first of all he died 8 years ago. he didn't even make it to 70 #and also. man this is so weird but my brain is stupid so. that's how old John is and it reminds me that he will die too and I don't like #thinking about that #I should only ever like people who can't die. Jenkins. I'll only like Jenkins from now on he's immortal he's safe #except one day John will die (no he won't I refuse to accept that) and then I'll think about that whenever I see Jenkins and it will be sad #I don't think I was meant to be human tbh. I should be a cat with no concept of death 😔 #personal #(how fucked up that this is what my brain cares about. not like oh I miss my dad. no. this guy I don't even know will die. 🤦) #(I do miss my dad but that's like. I don't know it's just a constant thing that's always there now. I've gotten used to it and it's fine now #so it's not something I feel I need to mention)

[justanothermerthurshipper]

On this Mother's Day, as on all Mother's Days, I would just like to say: Celia Bean go fuck yourself

#this post refers to UK Mothering Sunday #if you aren't British don't worry you haven't missed anything ! #if you are British and 1) the fact that it's Mother's Day took you by surprise and 2) you celebrate it #you might wanna make a quick trip to tesco before the flowers run out #Mischief theatre #tgws #the goes wrong show #mother's day #tw mother mention #I hope that woman is having a terrible time somewhere while her son and Trevor have a nice day out and only get into about four arguments #regarding Chris' map reading skills and where to eat lunch and the fact that it's raining and a bonus subject of their choice #Mischief

[doedipus]

I didn't get around to posting about it last night but I

WON

A TOURNAMENT

specifically dust up!! 12, run by despair-tea/lars-canyon

also pictured: despair-tea in 2nd, warmcoals in 5th, and deriveandd-e-r-i-v-e at 7th.

#first ever win yay! #the others might have tumblr urls but I don't know em off the top of my head #I forget if fennel was planning on making a top 8 graphic for this one since we agreed to a low production value night #we were missing some of the usual killers and rivals this time so part of me wants to downplay the achievement #but I also finessed a pretty commanding win off of C2 in the bonus round and fennel was on fire all night #so I got no qualms about taking it #honorable mention to directivexero entering on a day 2 happy chaos on a whim and managing to do anything coherent with the character

[arashi-no-saxlphone]

you know what's funny is I wanted to try a ton of characters before I really got into strive (Millia, Zato, Anji, I-No) and none of those characters appeal to me in terms of actual playstyle anymore for varying reasons (difficulty mostly) but currently all the other characters I really REALLY wish I could play are all fucking zoners I'm starting to think I might just be the Zoner guy I might be a bastard (Johnny, Testament, Asuka) I mean I wanna play them because they're cool, hot, or resonate deeply with me but why are they all zoners am I the piss people off on purpose guy??? I'm so nicies I swear you can trust me from a distance *zones you zones you zones you*

#sairambles #guilty gear #ggst #no character tags on this one I don't wanna pollute the tags for minor mentions #raaaaah my sleep schedule is all messed up rn I haven't gotten to play any gear in a few days #I guess I have to settle for rotating them in my mind at lightspeed while giggling fruitilly #I am doing the missing link testament laugh irl I can be trusted #I also played Ky and I still kinda want to play him but it's been a very long time #he's not hard I probably could!

[foibles-fables]

I’m curious about your unpopular opinion regarding Beta and Aloy… I can never get enough of everyone’s different perspectives on their sister relationship and have yet to find one I dont like

lmao okay fine please nobody disown me for this

To preface: I think my opinion here has a lot to do with my overall stance on how the Zeniths were introduced way too early--IMO, they should've been a game 3 threat, and they (and Beta!) would've been a fantastic post-credits stinger reveal.

Since the first time I heard it, I've had a really hard time buying the buildup to "that's between me and my sister," to the point where the line broke my immersion in the game's goings-on.

It just--IMO, this line was written to be a Line. Not reflective of an organic moment. But in being constructed that way, it really was a rushed conclusion and they needed more. More struggle, more time actually spent together, more focus on the psychological aspects of their relationship (is Aloy threatened because there's another Elisabet? Is she projecting her anger at herself/her own shortcomings onto Beta? Give us the MEAT), more just...idk. I think it's a testament to my view on the pacing of HFW's writing that I went "uhhh sister?" as soon as Aloy spoke it.

I love Beta, huge fan of her whole concept, always hoped and knew there would be a second Sobeck clone involved at some point in the narrative. I think there was a lot more potential underneath what were were told and shown, and it's frustrating to have seen the payoff be rushed.

#this is not to mention the 'you were just missing a dad!' / 'oh ok!' conversation #or how this inadvertently rooted aloy's connections to Otherness #but those are separate posts #please don't flay me!!!! i love you all #PLEASE have the best day 💕💕💕 #horizon forbidden west #hfw critical #aloy #beta

[brynnmclean]

I have been daydreaming recently about getting five of my female friends + maybe my sister (if I can lure her out of her apartment) to play D&D with me. We could play monthly. I could brave running base 5e so people can play spellcasters. We could make the setting together via Ex Novo and/or the Session 0 System. Or, I SWEAR, I'll read and run Ghosts of Saltmarsh. Or... I could enlist them to help me figure out the starter box for The One Ring 2e which I think starts out with hobbit pregen PCs. It could be fun. Trouble is... I HAVE to wrap up AKB first. I have tried to run multiple campaigns at once and it is Too Much for me (not to mention I have other hobbies)! So. I have to sit on my hands until Spring anyway. Alas.

#this has been a post #do i need a loremaster tag? #there were men in my old group but i think one wouldn't show and the other is hmm. maybe 50/50 on signing on. #and 7 players is TOO MUCH #6 is doable. 5 is normal for me. 4 is actually RAW for CRs. #so if i got 6 interested but not everyone could attend consistently it would be okay. #as long as i don't lean on PC spotlight arcs too heavily #anyway can you see how much this idea has been bouncing around my brain #i very nearly made an interest FORM the other day #i feel weirdly shy about it. maybe especially because i can't devote myself to running anything to the best of my ability until after April #and even then i'd have to make some decisions about 1) whether i want an actual DMing Break #and 2) if i want to get back into acting Shakespeare in the summer #which would make having other hobbies a little more difficult. not impossible just i'd have less time #not to mention creative energy would be less for fic -- and i miss writing fic :( #why can't i have unlimited creative energy and time to use it i ask you #/grumbles

[zickmonkey]

Oh my god hey besties guess who's having an awful time like mentally

#ironically I have an email to respond to for an appointment with my mental health worker but I don't have the energy to answer #I've eaten approximately one meal and then dessert today. Nothing else. It's 11pm #And the thought of eating just the half a bag (snack sized) of chips makes me want to cry #not to mention the days long urge to take a knife and try to cut out my veins. Like a dissection but I still get to watch #Playing guitar hero last night was great for giving me something to do that didn't make me think #except for the part where every time I missed a note I hated myself more #I ignored my bestfriend for 3 days after proclaiming that everything was bad and I didn't want to be alive #and then when he asked if I was still alive and I replied we had an entirely self deprecating conversation #Ryanna was texting me this morning and I replied but the whole time I had no interest #And at one point I wanted to cry just because nothing was right and it was all too hard #Ryanna is usually my favourite person to talk to #She said she'd text me again tonight (to finish the conversation) and I'm hoping she doesn't #I hope she's too busy #So yeah besties having a hard time lmao #jamie shut the fuck up #personal blog #just vibing #rambling #vent :(

[humblemooncat]

Have my no good, terrible son.

This is Nox. Nox is a Summoner. Nox's phoenix really loves him. Wanna know why? He's a voidsent in disguise. Nox is going to pick up Reaper soon because this pact is about to get wild.

It's honestly a shame I rarely play this man, but he's one of the OCs I rarely ever rp with because his story's just... weird? Idk, I might be overthinking, but I figured people would be more up for roleplaying with my more canon-friendly, good boys. Nox is a dick. Gorgeous, but a dick.

#Nox #Have some more crimes of my terrible son #that secret 5th alt I mentioned in the poll #I miss him #but I only ever find myself logging on him to save our FC house nowadays #since he's the leader and I don't wanna lose it #some day I'll find a partner who I feel he won't scare off #xD

[rinielelrandir]

If you follow me and in any way, shape, or form think the Israeli civilians killed and kidnapped on 07Oct (including children! including old people! including goddamn peace activists working for Palestinian liberation longer than some of us have been alive!) *deserved* what happened by virtue of being Israeli? Do me a favor and unfollow me. This is me showing you the door, please see yourself out, I do not want to have a conversation with you about this. (See tags for caveat.) Because killing of non-combatants is never okay.

It literally does not matter which "side" you are on here. To be clear, I do not agree with being on any "side", this isn't a fucking sports match. These are real people being straight up murdered. Palestinian and Israeli. Both for having the misfortune to be born the wrong country or the wrong religion. That will always be wrong. Hamas is wrong. The Israeli government is wrong. Because killing civilians is always wrong. That's it. That's the takeaway. You don't get to say "Palestinians have a right to self-defense" as a justification for 07Oct. Self-defense does not extend to civilian targets. To non-combatants. To CHILDREN.

And to be quite clear, I will not accept "Israel has a right to self-defense" as a justification for the killing of Palestinian civilians but I'm largely not seeing that from Jewish leftists, including Israelis and including Zionists. I'm largely seeing them call for a ceasefire and for peace and condemn the Israeli government and its actions.

But I *am* seeing fellow western leftists, particularly non-Jews, defend Hamas and the 07Oct attacks in their desire to stand with Palestine. You have to stop doing that. Hamas are not the good guys, you can read their damn charter documents online. You can read analyses of them by experts - Hamas is a religious extremist group intent on imposing jihadist control over the entire region and eliminating all Jews. It's not something they've been secretive about. They routinely kidnap, torture, and kill PALESTINIAN peace activists who they learn have met with Israeli peace activists or in any way worked towards a 2 state solution. They use global aid donated to Gaza for themselves while letting their citizens suffer. Their most prominent leaders don't even live within Gaza, aren't even at severe risk. These are all things you can verify easily and readily just by doing some basic research anywhere that isn't Twitter, tumblr, or Al Jazerra.

So if you want to justify killing civilians? If you want to support a terrorist organization? If you are going to unilaterally condemn all Israelis for the crime of being citizens of a country whose government you disagree with? Please see yourself out. And when you do, please keep in mind that I am a nonzionist telling you to kindly consider availing yourself of the sea. I do not support Israel and I work with actual Palestinian liberation organizations when I can. I've been doing so for the better part of the past 5 years. I attend a synagogue that is actively involved in Palestinian liberation as well as the first nonzionist havurah in the US. I'm not exactly new to this.

But I am also a Jew. I do not support Israel, the government of the nation state, largely because I do not support the concept of nation states as a whole. I find the system inherently violent. But I *do* support, Israel, the people. I am a Jew by Choice. I have chosen to throw my lot in with Israel and her people. They are MY people. If you gleefully call for my people to be slaughtered, I want nothing to do with you.

#caveat that if we're actually friends you are free to reach out for a conversation about this #the no conversations bit applies only to followers #mutuals who are not irl friends i will allow good faith questions but know i will likely be less forgiving than if we were friends #also no content tags for this bc i really don't want it being found #but yeah i'm having a ROUGH time lately with all this #basically every single one of my jewish friends has a family member or friend on a casualty list #or a missing list from 07Oct #and if they don't they know someone who does #i have a friend from that havurah i mentioned who had 2 longtime friends in Israel affected #both were elderly peace activists living on kibbutzim and working for palestinian liberation #one was killed and the other taken hostage #and i just i can't handle the people saying 'everyone deserved it' #really? really??? #did *they* deserve it #did the children killed deserve it??? #(i have a dead sister if you tell me anyone ever deserves their child to die i will personally fight you) #oh and did the bedouins who were also at the music festival and also killed deserve it? #bc ya know hamas didn't just kill israeli jews that day #they also killed bedounis (who are generally considered palestinian) #bc hamas is an extremist terrorist group and that's what they do

[yohankang]

besties i gotta be real one of you has to visit me or i'll go insane

#i can't keep having convos about weather and housework any longer #i'm going a little bit insane bc i feel so lonely here. like i do have friends in this city and my colleagues are v nice but. #coming home and talking to my aunt made me realize just how much i have to pretend every day #my coworkers know shit about me even though we get along well #my friends living here know me better and i feel comfortable around them but still. they are not my /best/ friends #and i feel like i haven't been myself since i moved #god. i feel stuck already and it's been only 2 months #maybe it'll pass.... #soon i'm going to meet a lot of people so there's a chance i will meet someone i naturally click with #i don't think i mentioned this but i'm joining a political party agjsfjsjd #so i'll be around people who care abt the same stuff as me and who are actually tolerant etc. #i just miss the times when i had a lot of close friends around me #k.txt