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nuwanders · 4 months
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calling on tes and bg3 moots. please humour me here.
reasoning:
nocturnal's sphere is night, darkness and mystery. also referred to as lady of the night, lady of shadows, the mistress of mystery, the unfathomable, etc, nocturnal claims to be an aspect of the original Void: "before oblivion, there was nocturnal." even her worshippers don't claim to understand her or her intentions, because 'to understand her is to negate her'. in 2E 582, a cult of nocturnal tried to invade clockwork city, with nocturnal's ultimate goal being to "rewrite reality and become an infinite being". she is enemies with azura, the prince of twilight, (and also nocturnal's 'sister'), as well as meridia, the prince of light and radiance.
mephala's sphere is murder, lies, secrets, sex, and deception. she is referred to as the webspinner, the plot-weaver, the whispering lady, the teacher of the secret arts, and the queen of oblivion. she is known for weaving webs of intrigue and terror, and deals in secrets and hidden lore. outside of morrowind, she is worshipped in illegal cults individually known as 'webs'. people generally don't seek to join the cult, rather, they are drawn in by the 'weaving of her web' and believe their involvement in the cult is 'as inevitable as death itself'. her worshippers value secrets and mysteries above all else.
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these were the two that stuck out to me as the most obvious, but if you think any other princes have a claim i would be intrigued to know!
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froschli96 · 8 months
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As an asexual Good Omens fan
There's something I've noticed in this fandom that makes me really uncomfortable, and that is the way that Crowley and Aziraphale's possible asexuality is constantly being connected to and justified by them being not human.
I just honestly really hate that, because implying that asexuality is something that somehow "logically" follows from characters being nonhuman is ... not great. Like, I hate having to be the one to point this out, but asexuality is, in fact, very much a human attribute.
And unfortunately, most of the time when I come across this take, it doesn't feel like someone seeing themselves in the characters and relating to their experience, but rather an othering, this kind of otherwordly pure non-sexualness, where people put these characters above such trivial things like sexuality.
I am not asexual because I am somehow confounded by this oh so complicated human concept of sexuality, or because I don't ever think or care about sexuality at all (a lot of thinking was unfortunately involved actually before I finally came to a conclusion about my identity) it is just a fact of who I am, as a human being, it’s a part of my human experience.
And let's be honest, attributing asexuality to nonhuman characters is not the hot new take a lot of people seem to think it is — this trope has been around for ages. And it hasn't done a great deal to normalize asexuality. In fact I'd argue it's perpetuated an othering of ace people, but you take what you can get, really. (This is not to say that it is in any way wrong to identify with these kinds of characters, I definitely do, too! It's just sad that the topic of discussion is always about how "human" someone can be considered when they don't feel sexual or romantic attraction)
To be honest, I don't actually see A&C being asexual as canon — as a lot of people seemingly do — just because the author kind of suggested it in a tweet where he basically conflates "asexual" and "sexless" (for the record, this is not a dig at Neil, I just think the implications were kind of unfortunate, even if it might not have been intentional, which makes it all the more frustrating that a lot of fans just ran with it). And yeah, going around calling people aphobic for seeing the Ineffable Husbands as gay rep or any other identity, when they’re oh so obviously canonically ace, is honestly kind of insane.
I get that it might feel nice and tempting to be able to "claim" these characters and this relationship and being able to tell other fans off whose headcanons on their sexuality differ from your own because it is hard to come by any kind of representation when you're ace and there's finally a creator who's not only not contemptuous towards but even supportive of fans reading his characters as queer. And if you feel represented by A&C as it is then all the more power to you. But the thing is, it doesn't matter what kind of justifications there are or what canon might or might not say (bc when has that ever mattered in fandom spaces) or what the creator says, you cannot convert people to your opinion about a character, and you're going to have a bad time if you spend your time in fandom trying to do that.
And really, I am just wondering why we necessarily even need an explanation or justification for them possibly being asexual. Why does it have to be that all angels and demons are asexual by virtue of being nonhuman, and so A&C have to be too? why can't that just be an aspect of them that is completely unrelated to them not being human? Could these characters maybe not simply identify as asexual, not because they're nonhuman, but in spite of it? (btw, in the same vein it is equally stupid to argue that A&C can't be ace because they have "gone native", which is also an argument I've come across)
Honestly, I'm not even asking anyone to fundamentally change how they see these characters here — if you think they must be asexual solely because they're angels and have no concept of human sexuality, then whatever, I can't stop you and I don’t want to police anyone's headcanons bc as I said that's stupid and a waste of time. What I am asking you is that you maybe reflect a little bit on why exactly it is that humanity and sexuality are somehow so intrinsically linked in your mind to the point where you automatically use it as a way to distinguish between human and nonhuman characters.
Anyways.
Tldr: please stop equating asexuality with non-humanness thank you and good day.
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mhsdatgo · 3 months
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Hotd writers choosing to adapt Mushroom's records out of everything they had in hand is the worst decision they could've ever come up with btw.
It's been stated time and time again that while F&B is purely built on records and gossip and morphed retelling of events out of bias and propaganda, Mushroom is the LEAST reliable of all the sources. He's a fool at Rhaenyra's court, his job is make people gasp and laugh, not retell historical events.
We're talking about the same guy who said that he had a penis large enough to match the size of his head, mind you. Also, he's obsessed with little girls giving BJs to Targaryen men somewhere in Flea Bottom. It's happened twice according to him.
The writers' reasoning for this choice is basically that F&B was written by Maesters and Septons, who were all greedy men, apart from being Green supporters. So anything they say is false, anything they say is written with sexist intent. Writer's intention was to do the exact opposite.
Then tell me, for the love of God, tell me, why is every woman apart from Rhaenyra, who is clearly whitewashed and I can go into heavy detail about that, basically shunned?
The Maesters claim Alicent left Viserys' body to rot and swell for days preparing and LEADING Rhaenyra's usurpation. She's the leader of the Greens, she and she alone. Not Otto. The Green Council answers only to her orders, they are loyal to HER.
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I've seen people argue that since Alicent is what Maesters view as an "ideal" woman, then they would try anything to paint her in the best light possible. While I agree that this may be true, I don't think this is the case. In history books, even in real life, women are rarely painted as leaders or important figures.
For Queen Alicent to be written as THE face of the Greens, you know this mama wasn't playing around.
Now, how is this:
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In ANY WAY, even comparable to THIS?:
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At the end of ep.8 and quite literally the entirety of ep.9, Alicent is shown as a lost woman who doesn't even seem to know what she's doing, pushed by Viserys' last words about prophecy rather than SHEER DESIRE to get her hands dirty for her children's safety (which by the way will always be superior imo). The Green Council conspires behind her back, and on top of it all, she's yelled at by one of her own men and is made to take it like a beaten dog.
Moreover, we had Helaena's ROAST (yes it was a roast, my Queen inherited cunty lines from her cunty mother) against Aegon and her coronation, the latter being addressed as something quite wholesome, if you ask me. Alicent places her own crown upon her daughter's head and calls her "my Queen" after kissing her cheeks and kneeling. Afterwards, her and Alicent are literally written to be the only ones who could get through Aegon II's thick skull when he wanted to start the war right then and there as a result of Rhaenyra crowning herself on Dragonstone.
You hear me??? Aegon sat down and fucking listened to the two women in his life. Not the Council, them. These two were dogwalking him, the KING, on the daily, how is that sexist writing on the Maesters' part????
Yet these things are nowhere to be seen in Ryan Condal and Sara Hess' "progressive" show. We got beaten dog Alicent and Helaena being nothing but a walking spoiler machine other than yet another instrument to paint Aegon as the big bad wolf and usurper. Not a single scene of them counseling Aegon.
Baela and Rhaena have nearly no lines or scenes that don't show them in the presence of the Strongs. They are seemingly okay with anything Rhae throws their way because it's Rhae. The one and only scene about Baela openly speaking to her grandma about her wish to fight for Rhaenyra was deleted.
Meanwhile, Rhaenyra is stripped of her rage and thirst for vengeance, and instead made to negotiate for peace while in the books she was the one pushing to go to war first.
Can you tell me, again, how the fanfiction that is Hotd supposed to prove that they want to be "progressive" in contrast to the Maesters' "sexist" work, when literally all they do is whitewash Rhaenyra and sideline any woman who isn't her?
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mrvlbimbo · 2 years
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AHHH EDDIE MUNSON LITERALLY OWNS ME HOLY FUCK
this is a request btw but if you dont wanna this could easily just be us geeking abt this beautiful man
okok sO y/ns like this good girl teachers pet-- pleated skirts and mary janes and all-- with straight a's and she's sent to tutor eddie bc man is failing with a capital F so they're studying in her pink room with a bunch of awesome stuffies (in my head a lot of them are dragons and gargoyles and eddie's nerdy lil heart fricken explodes but this is just me being stupid in love) and he has full intention to do absolutely zERO work
(corruption kink and dom!eddie if you couldn't tell by now jdjjd)
and the whole time he's just teasing her (cough degrading her cough) and flirting with her (cO U G H praising her ahem) and- oops now they're fucking *acts shocked*
fin
(also i'm 19 minors pls away away *sprays you with water*)
oh gosh. This is filth, genuinely. I don't know how I wrote this with a straight face. I need to go to confession or smthn.
content: innocence kink, unprotected sex, creampie, improper use of a study date, I literally never know what to put in this part, not proofread bc I'm lazy
Eddie paced around the delightfully pink room, taking note of how the frilly edge of the bedspread matched the girl spread out on top of it to a tee.
In his dreams this is exactly how her room looked, sans the adorable stuffed animals that even he couldn’t have conjured up in his imagination. He plucked one off the bed, inspecting it carefully as if it were some precious item. "Your room is uh...cute,” he commented.
“Oh jeez. I mean to put those away before you got here.” She shook her head and her bottom lip between her teeth, coaxing the stuffed animal out of his hand and carefully setting it back on the bed.
“I think they’re cute. Didn’t take you for a bat girl though,” he teased, gesturing to her large collection of unorthodox stuffed animals. It was made up of mostly bats, with a few dragons and other miscellaneous fantasy creatures.
“Oh yeah. I wanted to rip the head off of one of them, ya know as a reference to Ozzy Osborne, but my mom said it was too vulgar.”
"You're cute too,” he said confidently. She had noticed the way she looked at him in class and when their teacher paired them together to help get his grade up, he knew it was his chance to make a move.
"Hm?” She hummed.
“You’re cute too. Like the bats.” His voice pitched slightly, still unsure of his actions. She sat on the edge of her bed, blinking up at him with wide sparkling eyes.
She shook her head, looking away and hiding the shy smile on her face. “Oh. I don’t think-“
“Aw. Why are you getting shy on me now?” he teased, cupping her face. His thumb brushed over her lip, pushing its way into her mouth when her lips gaped slightly.
“Mmmm,” she whined around his finger, looking up at him though her fluttering lashes with an innocent and confused gaze.
“Lookit you. All innocent and yet you’re sucking my finger like a-"
She tongued his finger out of her mouth, pushing it away harshly and whining the residual drool off her face. “Eddie. We need to study," she warned.
“Alright, baby. Whatever you want. How about you sit on my lap so we can focus on each other better?” He sat in her bed, back against her headboard. He waited comfortably for her answer.
“O-ok.” She hesitantly straddled his lap, knees shaking to hold her a respectable distance above him.
He gripped her waist, tugging her hips down to meet his so she was resting more comfortably on his lap. “So. Tell me about the Pythagorean theorum.”
“Basically…” She droned on about the sides of a triangle and how they all related to each other. Her voice stuttered slightly when his hands fell from her waist down to her thighs, pushing up her skirt and digging his fingers into the flesh of her legs.
“Mhm, keep going. Did I say you could stop?” he asked, his voice innocent enough but he was clearly mocking her.
“Why is your lap so hard?” She questioned, hips stuttering and involuntarily rubbing against him.
“Because someone is soaking right though their panties onto my cock,” he chastised, running two fingers over the seam of her and feeling the wetness seep through.
“I didn’t mean-“ she started to apologize but she was quickly interrupted.
"If you're gonna get them all wet, you don't really need them do you?" he asked, hooking his fingers into the band and tugging it back. The fabric snapped back against her skin, causing a whimper to leave her lips.
"Uh, no. I guess not," she replied slowly. Before she could finish he was already prying the underwear off her body, gently sliding them down her legs.
She whined when she pressed her uncovered cunt back to the denim of his jeans. His arms wrapped around her waist, pressing her tightly to him but stilling any motion she could have made with her hips.
“Aw, none of that. Do you want me to help?” He asked, slipping one hand down to grip her ass and squeeze.
“You’re gonna make me feel better?” she whimpered, a pleading look in her eyes.
He could already feel her wetness dripping onto his lap, easily sliding two fingers into her. “Yeah. I’m gonna make you feel so good," he cooed, curling them against her walls. A smooth metal ring bumped against her clit, sending a shiver though her body.
He teased his fingers in and out of her, revealing in the way her body shook violently against him. "Pleeeease," she whined, grinding herself down on his digits when he stopped moving.
"This isn't enough for your greedy pussy?" She didn't respond, instead wailing against the skin of his neck, drool dripping from her mouth against him.
"More." She rolled her hips, seeking out friction from his unmoving fingers.
"Alright. Alright." He slipped his fingers out, making quick work of unzipping his pants and tugging his boxers over his hard cock. The appendage slapped against his stomach, angry reddened tip already leaking with pre-cum.
"Oh. It's pink!" she yelped, fingers ghosting over the shaft as she examined it.
"Y-yep," he gasped when she wrapped her fingers around it finally.
She giggled when it twitched against her soft palm, lazily jerking him off and watching the way he reacted.
"You want me to put it in?" he asked, peeling her fingers away and replacing them with his own.
She nodded, lifting her hips so he could run the head of him against the silky wet folds of her cunt. He rubbed the tip around her bundle of nerves, giving an adequate amount of time for her to get desperate.
Finally he settled inside her, bottoming out with only a little pain. He stayed still for a moment, letting her get used to the stretch. By the time he started to gently thrust his hips, her pussy was already drooling around him.
Her legs were shaking, doing no favors In helping her fuck herself on his cock. His hips thrusting up into her were doing most of the work along with his hands cupping her waist and sliding her over him like a pocket pussy.
It was only minutes before she was spasming around him, one hand tangled in his hair while the other was clawing at the neck of his shirt.
"S'good," he slurred, cum spilling inside of her at the same time as she convulsed in pleasure.
"mmmMMm," she moaned, slumping against him, exhausted and drowsy.
"Was that good?" he asked, far too shy for their current situation. Both of their laps were sopping with their combined fluids before he even pulled out.
"Yeah," she murmured, nuzzling her head against his chest affectionally.
"I still don't know the pythagorean theorem," he joked, giving her a little kiss on the forehead. A bit of affection exchanged before he got up to clean them both off.
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reds-skull · 7 months
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Fic recs - oneshots
So I wanted to post some fic links since I got a very long list. Some of them are very well known but many deserve more attention. And I see people asking for recs in the tags all the time so I figured a few will like them.
[also I always like this kind of posts lol]
Like I said I have way too many links (last time I counted it was 200 but that was months ago...) so I'll make a couple of posts if anyone is interested.
also this is almost exclusively ghostsoap since those are the kind of oneshots I read, apparently.
Starting off with (some of the) sfw oneshots:
Peace by Metrokid - Ghost dies and has a chat with death (it ends up well dw!)
Pencil Scratches and Ink by Fluffykitty9000 - Ghost thinks Soap loves someone else and shuts him out; Soap thinks the worst.
A Lesson in Trust by mothbeast - Ghost never revealed his face to Soap and Soap feels hurt by it.
He has to Break by GalacticKraken - Ghost has to torture Soap in a mock interrogation, but he refuses to break.
(Don't) Need You to Protect Me by FreeToWriteForMe - Ghost is down, and Soap risks his life to save him. Ghost is pissed.
Beautiful Boy (To my eyes only) by Whyhellotherefriend - Ghost knew he was beyond the ability to be loved. When he starts pulling away, Soap has to do something.
You shine like the moon and the stars in the sky by C0nfused_cactus99 - Soap hasn't been sleeping much and after a mission gone wrong Ghost finds out why.
A Quiet Kind of Caring by bailish - Soap finds Ghost taken down with the flu, and feels the need to take care of him.
Broken Habits by bailish - Ghost finds Soap struggling with his greasepaint on his way to a mission, and decides to help.
Shadow of Him by goth_iterations - Ghost finds Soap's journal, and is pleasantly surprised at what he finds.
Grab On To Me by peachytea - 5 times Ghost grabbed Soap by his tac vest and 1 time Soap grabbed Ghost.
"Draw Me Like One Of Your French Girls" by SonTi - Ghost stumbles upon Soap drawing. The memory haunts him and he's intent to get to see it at least one more time (this isn't nsfw despite the title lol)
How dare you love me (like you've never known fear) by itwillcomeback (MandoKain) - 5 times Soap sang for others, and 1 time someone sang his own song back to him.
the broken dam & the starving hearts by iiruwu - Ghost has a bad habit of getting drunk and calling for Soap to take him home (this one is hurt no comfort btw)
Burn Bright by orphan_account - Ghost gets triggered in the shower after a mission, thankfully someone can always pull him out.
Place To Rest My Head by Louffox - Soap disappeared after an exhausting mission and Ghost went looking for him.
Slipping Up by ElizaStyx, starryathame - Soap gets drunk after a harrowing mission and accidentally confesses a bit too much to Ghost.
Warm Me to My Core by EmpressCirque - Soap and Ghost have to share body heat. Simon realizes he might love Johnny.
To be a Fire by Hallow_fiend - Soap and Ghost get sent into the heart of Siberia and have to face an enemy they can't fight alone.
Heatstroke Heartbreaks by Cutleryy - Soap gets attacked by dogs and Ghost and him have to face a sandstorm (this is technically one chapter but it's 20k words. Extremely good though)
Alright that's enough for one post, this is about half of them. If any of the links don't work or if anyone is interested in more, don't be afraid to say so!
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kokusfluffyhair · 4 months
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Hiiii! I have such a good request, it’s been on my mind for quite a while now! So can we get a Muzan x reader? She’s been with him since he was human, she loves his long hair. She gets really annoyed and sad that he cuts it. She literally has a mental breakdown because he cuts it. She’s really over dramatic btw.
I can’t blame her though, muzan with long hair was just… 🥵…
Muzan Cuts His Hair
Muzan blinked his eyes as he gave you a dull stare.
"What ... is the problem?"
He can't comprehend what the fuss is about. All he did was cut his hair so that it was easier to move around in. He accidentally burnt some split ends into it too many times while developing his demon attacks.
"How could you, Muzan!?" you whine, sobbing and covering your face.
"It's hair," is all Muzan can say.
"It was so beautiful! If you didn't want to make split ends, you could have tied it up! Muzaaaaaaann!!"
"I do not have the intention to waltz around like some of these cocky young samurai do with their long ponytails."
You scream. "How could you have done this without asking me!?"
Muzan sighs and tries to walk away.
"No!" you wail and run to him, grabbing onto his clothes to keep him from moving away. "You need to regrow your hair! You can do that, can't you? Regrow it just -- just -- halfway to what it was before! Pleeeassee!"
"No. Stop making a fuss."
"You're not the same anymore!"
"I am the same. It's hair."
"Muzaaaann!!"
He takes a deep breath and takes your hands, removing them from his clothes before he turns to face you. "Y/n. It's still my hair. It's still wavy. It's still soft. It's my hair. This conversation is over."
His coldness to the situation makes you cry even more and you fall to your knees begging him to somehow grow his hair back.
"I will let it grow back naturally. Does that suit you?"
He's not really going to, but by the time it grows back past his shoulders, you would have been used to the new length anyway and wouldn't be so whiny about it. He thinks.
"Why naturally, Muzan!? We're demons! We don't have to do anything naturally!"
"I cannot grow it back on its own."
"How!?" you start to become more demanding. "You can grow more brains and more hearts but you can't grow more hair!?"
He gives you a blank stare. "I can't. So, you'll have to be patient." His eyes slid to the side as he looked out of the corners of his vision, noticing Tamayo loitering around by the door. "Deal with Tamayo."
"Tamayo?" you ask in a surprised tone.
Muzan gestures with his chin towards the door.
You look and see her back away. "Oh ..."
Muzan starts to leave.
"Where are you going?" you ask him.
"To try to turn that red spider lily I have blue. Now, either continue crying here or forget about my hair and come help me."
You decide to give in for the time being and help Muzan with his experiments. If anything, you simply did not want to end up having to talk to Tamayo.
By the way, you do get your way and he grows his hair back somehow. Here's Muzan in the Sengoku Era with his short hair:
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And here's him later when he turns Akaza into a demon:
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And Muzan in Hantengu's backstory:
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So, you'll get plenty more time to enjoy his luscious locks 😁
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gettingfrilly · 6 months
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Let's talk about Eddy and empathy
Okay, so. Hand-me-down Ed.
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Lotta people talk about this episode. Lotta them have the take that the boomerang unleashed Eddy's repressed nurturing side. This is a very valid interpretation when you consider the abuse Eddy has endured and all the reasons he has to repress any nurture-type feelings. But here is the thing that I think. Or don't think. I don't think Eddy represses a secret nurturing side. I think it got repressed by outside forces when he was young and squishy and moldable, and now there's not really a whole lot of nurturing in there left for him to repress himself. I truly believe the intent of the episode was to show the Eds being the opposite of who they truly are. And Eddy, truly, in my opinion, is an incredibly traumatized kid with some really unfortunate learned behaviors and underdeveloped empathy muscles that just aren't gonna fully recover.
There are two episodes I wanna talk about to back up my claim.
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Ah, Dueling Eds. Who doesn't like Dueling Eds? I certainly consider it one of my favorite episodes. It's a surprisingly serious episode with a genuine look at how Eddy navigates the consequences of hurting someone. That long silence in the van with Double D? His continuing insistence that he didn't do anything? Continually asking throughout the whole episode what the hell is even going on? Mwah. Chef's kiss. I've seen a few different theories for what's going on with Eddy in this episode, but I've always felt that he genuinely has no idea what he did, why everyone's acting the way they are, and is incredibly fucking frustrated by how little sense the whole situation is makes. He knows it has to do with the fishball; he even brings it up himself when he's talking about the incident with Double D later. But he doesn't understand why that was wrong. He doesn't get how something so inconsequential in his own mind could be so hurtful to Rolf, and he is either incapable of, or refuses to acknowledge, that just because it wasn't a big deal to him, doesn't mean it can't be a big deal to someone else. (We call this ~theory of mind~ btw and it's a big component of empathy.)
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Another favorite of mine, Little Ed Blue. I've talked about this scene before because I love it for a lot of reasons, and one of those reasons is the insight we get into how Eddy's emotions have probably been addressed by those around him in the past. I mean, jeez, this is Ed! He's one of Eddy's most important people! A true and dear friend he's had since he was a toddler and one of the few people in the world who outwardly likes him and gets along with him. And what does he do when Ed's having a bad day? Calls him a wuss, laughs at him, invalidates his feelings, and tells him to get over himself. This is some grade fucking A asshole behavior, even for Eddy. And yet he does it easily without a shred of guilt, convinced this is the correct way to address a friend who's in the throes of misery. I mean, just look at this face.
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Has Ed ever made a face like that? His feelings got fucking hurt man. (also, as a sibling, I can say that this is categorically the most Sibling moment between Eddy and Ed in the entire show.)
IMO, someone with a repressed nurturing side wouldn't be that baffled by how Rolf is reacting or be that cruel to their own best friend. This looks more like someone who genuinely has a low amount of empathy. So what's actually going on? Do I think Eddy is just some cold, uncaring asshole? Of course not! He's a traumatized 12 year old kid who's endured intense physical abuse. Cruelty was normalized for Eddy at a very young age. Why should Rolf be so upset about a fishball? It's not like Eddy beat him or something. And what's Ed got to be so miserable about? Men shouldn't act like wusses. Men are supposed to just get over it. And how could Eddy be wrong for thinking these things? It's what he was taught, after all. He learned these behaviors from his hero, after all. This is all he knows. This is what makes sense to him. It's Rolf and Ed who are being ridiculous.
That kind of stunted growth to someone's empathy isn't something so easily fixed. This is why I don't headcanon or write a more grown up Eddy as someone who learns he doesn't have to repress his nurturing side anymore; I see him as someone who's learned that nurturing and empathy are part of the whole "having friends" deal. He's learned that nurturing and empathy are what's considered normal, learned that it's what's expected of any decent human being, man or not. He's also learned, a la BPS, that you have to be a good friend to have good friends. It doesn't come naturally to him. It's gonna take a lot of hard work and growth on his part. But even if Eddy doesn't always understand why he needs to be gentler, needs to just listen, needs to offer a shoulder to cry on, that doesn't mean he won't do it for the sake of his friends. Because even if empathy ain't his strong suit, even if being empathetic is hard fucking work, he still genuinely and wholeheartedly cares about his friends and cares about doing right by them.
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hauntedwitch04 · 6 months
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Anxiety party
James Potter x Reader
Words: about 1.9k words
Warnings: none, just some anxiety and a lovely Jamie (and wolfstar making out ;) )
Author's note: Hi! I'M SO SORRY, but saying that uni is kiking my ass is little. I have so much to study and a little time to do it, but after a week (and some day) I finally managed to write a oneshot for the b-day for the amazing @kdbsr-h. It's not much, but I hope you like it!
Btw guys my mind is blowing, if I hear another history word I go crazy
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I have the best friends in the world.
I think this is easy to state. Sirius, Remus, Lily, Regulus, and the list would go on for hours because there are really so many of them, they are really sweet, kind people who always find a new way to show their affection and make you feel special, and they always do it in a big way, but I didn't expect all this on my birthday.
When I entered the Common Room, I thought I was going to faint at any moment from embarrassment. The whole room was decked out for the occasion, with even pictures that my friends had taken of me all these years, with them,alone or with my boyfriend James (I know for a fact that the one where we sleep at the Potter house after watching one of my favorite childhood cartoons was taken by Sirius, and for that he will pay dearly).
After noticing how it is decorated, I realize instead how many people are there, and for a second, I feel my breath come short. Everyone is moving in time to the music, and for a moment, I get the idea of running away, hoping that no one had seen me yet, when I see Sirius coming with James and Regulus under his arm, all three wearing a T-shirt with our picture together. I blush even more, feeling myself more and more under a huge spotlight, making me sweat and feel watched and judged by every pair of eyes in the room.
"The birthday girl has finally arrived!" Exult the Black brothers, as I see Jamie look at me and immediately realize that something is wrong. As soon as he's near me he wraps an arm around my waist, and lets Sirius explain to me who he invited, why, what they did, and I realize more and more that as wrong as I feel right now, and with too much attention on me, they did it only with good intentions and only for the purpose of giving me the best "celebration of approaching old age," quoting Sirius' own words, possible. As soon as both Regulus, intent on finding something to drink, and Sirius, trying not to give away the fact that he was going into a corner to make out with Remus, are gone I feel James' lips settle on my neck, just below my hairline, to leave me with a gentle, reassuring kiss, before speaking softly close to my ear to be heard over the noise of the music.
"I'm sorry, I know you don't want to be the center of attention, but Sirius insisted that you deserve a party worthy of the 'queen of Hogwarts,' which you are." He says making quotation marks, shaking his head, at the words of his friend, who is convinced that the two of us are by far the most beautiful couple in the entire school, and are therefore its undisputed rulers.
"That's okay, I know they did it in good faith, and I kind of expected it wouldn't be in my comfort zone, but I have to say Siri really went for it this time." I say as I look at the shirt he's wearing with our faces in the foreground, and immediately blush to think that half the people are walking around with my face printed above his chest.
"Remember that all it takes is one word from you and we'll go away, I'm ready at any moment to save you my queen, as soon as it all becomes too much just give me a sign and we'll be out in no time." James reassures me, still holding me tightly in his arms, and immediately it doesn't seem so bad to be here, with him, among my friends.
At least for a while.
Slowly I feel anxiety rising more and more, like a snake slowly running over my skin and coming hissing to my ear, whispering insecurities and fear into my ear. I feel dread making space inside me, and all of a sudden this room seems too small, stifling, oppressive, and I feel like a fish out of water fighting to stay alive. The loud music shaking the walls fades into the background, and I find myself as if floating in a soap bubble, not knowing what to do or where to go, confused and dazed, but at the same time frightened.
Until James punctures that ball that had formed around my head, and brings me back beside him, touching my shoulder.
"Hey, are you okay honey?" He asks worriedly, already knowing that I am not okay. He immediately puts down the glass he has in his other hand, and rests his other hand on my other shoulder, placing himself in front of me and thus obscuring the other people we have around, so that only he can see me and relax me this way.
I shake my head, and wave to him with my hands around my neck that I am choking, without saying a single word not having the breath to say it, since out of panic my breathing had gone to hell and now I look like I am on the verge of an asthma attack.
He understanding me perfectly, however, picks me up and we go out into the corridors, where the night air invests me with all its power. Cold, but like a sedative, barely touching my skin, the breeze of this mid-November night calms me.
I stay for a few minutes taking deep breaths while James stays close to me, just holding my hand, knowing that on occasions like these I need my space to breathe and understand that I am not trapped. He slowly leads me by the nearest window he can find, sits down and then lets me sit on his lap.
"Better?" He asks in a whisper, and I can do nothing but nod. I allow myself to be cuddled by the smell of the autumn night and the scent of my fiancé, as I snuggle against his chest, trying to recover.
"I'm sorry, I know it took you so long, but I don't know what happened to me. One second I was perfectly fine, and the next I felt like I was crushed in a death grip, like the room was a sweater that was too tight and itching, that wouldn't let you breathe." I try to explain to the boy, as I look up from his chest to look into his eyes, and all I see is pure and total understanding.
"Love, there is nothing to apologize for. I knew it wasn't your kind of party, and I didn't have the guts to tell Sirius when he decided to prepare it, since you planned his birthday party. If it's anyone's fault, it's mine." James confesses, lowering his gaze feeling guilty.
"Don't say that even in jest, it's not your fault. Let's do this, it's nobody's fault. We should have been clear right away with our friends, but I don't feel like telling Siri that I felt bad because she had the wrong party, he had nothing to do with my panic attacks, however, I know that if I told him he would feel bad right away." I say and James can't help but nod as he sees me yawn. The boy smiles at my gesture, leaves a sweet kiss on my lips, not brief but gentle, and then strokes my hair, before handing me his jacket, which he had taken just before leaving the room.
"Get some sleep honey, I'll wake you up when the party has quieted down for a moment and we can go back inside." I try for a moment to counter, saying that I am not tired, but after a couple of minutes between his scent, his caresses and the night breeze, I fall asleep suddenly, falling into a quiet and peaceful dream.
Until I hear two sets of footsteps coming toward us, but I don't have the strength to open my eyes, so I stay and listen.
"That's where you two lovebirds ended up." He comments on what I recognize as Siri, while then Remmy speaks next.
"He's fine, before I saw you leave I saw that he didn't look good. Wasn't there too many people?" My friend asks worriedly, and I feel my heart ache at hearing his concern in his voice.
"No, it's okay, we wanted to spend some time alone. You know we don't like making out in public, unlike two of my roommates who are here now." Says James, and I can hardly hold back a laugh, being able to imagine the middle finger Lupin gave my boyfriend.
"Don't worry, he needed to rest for a moment. We'll be back inside in a bit." Jamie continues, and the other two happy with the answer, indulge themselves to return to the party, while I hear Sirius say that the two of them don't actually make out that often in public.
I hear James laugh at his friend's words, before his lips come close to my ear to whisper something, thinking I am still asleep.
"That's not true princess, we can all stay here as long as you wish, as long as you need to rest. Besides, it's true that the two of them always make out in public, Siri is just a little liar." My love says, before leaving me a slobbery but sweet kiss on my cheek. "I love you, more than you can imagine." He continues and I just want to tell him that I love him even more.
And just as I wonder how I can be so lucky, again his caresses on my back make me fall asleep, letting the night of my birthday pass and welcoming the new year ahead.
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vee-is-a-clown · 6 months
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Ok but what if Alteans can take information from someone's head by kissing them? Like Starfire but could be used for more malicious purposes. I'd suppose that Alteans can combat it quite easily but people of other species don't understand it and can't defend their brains.
I'd also imagine that different people store the information and memories in their brains differently. Lance's brain is a comfy book shelf filled with scrapbooks whereas Keith's brain, I think, would be filled with different notebooks with haphazardly notes about the memories. The Alteans don't get the memories the way that the person sees them, they get them in these weird, material-esc forms which they can inspect in the mindscape.
Allura wouldn't have known English, she kissed one of the paladins to inspect their language and also learn about whoever just stomped into her castle with dirty shoes. I'm in favor of her kissing Keith so it gives Lance something to be jealous of. Unfortunately, Allura doesn't understand English so she's desperately trying to grab stuff that looks like it might be about the other intruders to copy and take back to her mindscape and ends up grabbing just a bunch of random stuff.
This would show up for comedic effect by her randomly asking what seems like a stupid question and then they remember she's an alien and then they remember that she's supposed to have Keith's memories and they look over at him and he looks like he's about to die of embarrassment because he in fact doesn't know this really obvious thing and he feels stupid. Alternatively, she uses language or jokes that are very specific to Keith and it freaks people out. This is, of course, before she develops her own sense of the English language and can communicate in her own way. What confuses everyone is the accent. Keith doesn't have a British accent. Why does she? (I certainly don't want to figure out the logic of that so it remains a mystery as well as most Altean culture.)
Allura introduces herself to all the intruders by Keith's memory of them. She's like, "Ah, Pidge. You fucking beat Keith at Uno on board game night and he will never forgive you for that. And Shiro, you are a kind and compassionate man. Hunk, is it Hunk? Or is that just a nickname for friends only? Oh, and Lance."
Even better if Lance is like "I think you should get to know me better. I have so much information in my brain that you need to take a look at." And Allura says, "No, there really isn't."
Btw I'm posting about this because what if Keith and Lance were secret dating and Allura found out from the mice but she was suspicious of Lance's intentions because she knows Lance is like, really flirty with any girl that he sees (including mostly Allura) and also, she's seen those hearts scribbled in the corner of Keith's mind notebook, ok? So she treats Lance a little differently and he notices and pulls her aside alone to ask her what's up and she's like "I know you and Keith are dating and I don't trust that you love him because I know damn well that he loves you and my team's dynamic isn't going to shift because you just had to flirt with another alien girl."
Lance is like "woah, woah, hold on here. I can show you. Just kiss me."
And Allura kisses him and his intentions are true. He loves Keith. Really fucking unfortunately, though, Keith only just walked in on that "just kiss me" part.
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itsmebytch001 · 9 months
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Do you write anything else except for yandere?
I love the yandere content but it's not quite my cup of tea. I wanted to ask if I could request something with Father!Aaron again,maybe they have an argument about Reader doing something mildly shady,coming home with bruises etc. I don't really care what the plot is,just please no yandere and comfort (at least in the end or something)
(btw I realize the first sentence doesn't really make sense so I'll elaborate. It's great content,I love the writing.While I love the plot idea I'm not a big fan of yandere,that's what I mean by it. :D)
Ask And You Shall recieve->
Summary: After a terrible hair related experemint, you now have to face...youre Dad.
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You should have known not to dye your own hair, standing in Musa's the bathroom, looking at yourself in the mirror you saw your hair turned orange with the intention on blonde, Musa trying not to giggle covering her mouth, heaving with buried laughs.
Y/n: "What have you done to me?!"
You yelled flicking the brush at her.
Musa: "I didn't do anything! you did this to yourself!"
Y/n: "So why didn't you stop me!!"
You heard a knock on the door, Its Ayesha.
Ayesha: "You okay in there?"
Y/n: "No!"
She slowly opened the bathroom door, observing the sink with its strange red hue to see you, standing in a bath robe with an orange mop untop your head.
Ayesha: "... Ice spice?" She asked jokingly.
Y/n: "Fuck you! what the am I going to do when I get home!"
Both Musa and Ayesha broke out into booming laughter as you crumpled onto the cool tilied bathroom floor.
Ayesha: "I thought you were going blonde not Ron Weasly!"
Musa: "AAAAAhhh HAHAHA" she keeled over the bath while laughing, unable to control herself while Ayesha held onto the door frame for dear life.
Y/n: "I'm supposed to be home in an HOUR! What the hell am I going to DO!?"
Musa began to shed tears of joy and your unfortunate fate.
Ayesha: "I told you! you should have waited for Stella's she's good at this kinda thing you wait a few days she might be able to fix this!"
Y/n: "I can't hide away from my Dad for a couple of days the last time I did that he got my damm uncle involved!"
Ayesha: "the cop one"
Y/n: "Yeah, and it won't matter any way I won't have hair by the time she gets back, my Dad's gonna cut it off!!"
Musa wiped tears from her face.
Musa: "come on I think your exagreting! he wouldn't cut off your hair would he?"
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Y/n: "I Don't know!!!" she cried out, melting down onto the floor as both Musa and Ayesha held onto each other laughing like mad men.
As the time approached for you to head back home, you and the girls where scrambling to do damege control, styling your hair in any way to make it look less bad, Dutch braids, pig tail, pony tail, French braids, fish tail, basic plat no matter what they did it looked terrible.
infact it took so long to run through all these styles, you were far out behind your cerfew.
Ding
Its youre Dad.
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Oh fuck oh Fuck Oh God take me now
Musa: "You know...it's not that bad?" She said as her voice squeaked.
Y/n: "don't lie to me Musa, I look like a damm pumpkin!"
Ayesha: "Maybe if you hide it till Monday, Stella can fix it when she gets back!"
Y/n: "You think I should avoid my Dad seeing my hair for 3 days?"
Ayesha: "Sure, why not just stay in your room, it was a lock dosen't it?"
Y/n: "Ayesha, if I locked by Dad out my room he would kick it down"
Ayesha: "Then just wear hoodies all the time"
Musa: "I think he'll still notice the red hair poking though"
Ayesha: "Yeaaaaaahh it's bad"
Y/n: "I hate you both so much"
As you were taking yourself out the house and at the door, Ayesha hanged back in the hall with Musa, waving you off.
Ayesha: "If don't seen you Monday we'll file you a missing person report!!!" She yelled while smiling as you walked down the street your hoodie wrapped tight round your head, not wanting the world to see this monsterousity.
18:11
As you stood outside your front door, you could hear the TV on, so you must assume Aaron is waiting for you, waiting to scould you for being so late, for walking home alone or for your hair.
God please don't let him see my hair
As you crept into the the living room, you heard a beckon call.
Aaron: "Ay, Y/n, why are you so late huh?"
Think of a lie, think of a good lie
Y/n: "Musa's Dad was having one of his melt down and I didn't want to leave her"
Aaron: "Oh damm, is she okay? Should I pull out the couch for her to crash on?"
Y/n: "Oh no, It's taken care of, and Ayesha's sleeping over at hers so she should be alright"
Aaron: "okay. what you wearing that hoodie for? it's warm inside"
Y/n: "Its just comfortable Dad"
Aaron: "m'kay, anyways I don't really feel like cooking, how about take out?"
Y/n: "Sure Dad" you say dissmissvly as you head off for your room.
Aaron pulled out his phone.
Aaron: "What do you feel like then, we got Korean, chinses, jamican, mexi-"
Y/n: "anything is fine"
Aaron: "...is everything okay?"
Y/n: " yeah I'm good just need to sleep"
Aaron: "It's 6pm?"
Y/n: "yeah I'm tired"
Aaron: " is this about Musa? If she needs to come over it's totally cool"
Y/n: "No, Musa's okay I just want to go to my room and die in my bed"
Aaron: "die in youre bed now? You sure you okay?"
Y/n: "Yes Really I'm fine" You said as you rushed over to your room.
You felt your Dad's hand on youre shoulder, pulling you back.
Aaron: "How bad was it? Musa's Dad?"
Ugh, why must your Dad make you feel so terrible
Aaron: "Should go pick her up?"
Ughhhhhhhhhhhh whyyyyyyyyyyyy
Y/n: "Dad-"
Aaron: "is it like last time? should I call Uncle Jeff?"
Y/n: "Dad-"
Aaron: "I can make room for Ayesha too if she need's to stay"
Y/n: "DAD!"
...
You pull back your hoodie revaling your redish hair. Aaron is confused, your once lovley black hair was now frazzed and ginger.
Aaron: "What the hell happend to your hair?"
Y/n: "I-"
Aaron: "You look like Bob ross"
Y/n: "Excuse me?"
Aaron: "oh dear god, did you try and dye your hair?"
Y/n: "Maybe"
Aaron: "And you did it at Musa's?"
Y/n: "Yeah"
Aaron: "Did Musa do this to you?"
Y/n: "Noooooo I did" You asked wincing, ready to be scoulded for such a silly endevour.
Aaron: "....okay" he huffed.
Aaron went to get his jacket and grabbed his keys.
Y/n: "Lets go get you something to fix...that" He gestured to your hair.
Later, while in the beauty shop youre Dad led you down into the hair care isle.
Aaron: "What were you trying to do anyways?"
Y/n: "I was trying to go blonde"
Aaron: "Ah I see"
He picked out a box of black hair dye.
Aaron: "So you went over to Musa's house to secretly dye your hair, and you thought you could just come home, blonde, and I wouldn't notice?"
Y/n: "No, I just thought You'd accept it...eventually"
Aaron: "uh huh"
He places the dye in the basket.
Aaron: "You need anything before we go?"
Y/n: "Uhh No I'm good"
As you and youre Dad walked out the store, bag in hand he stopped you walking and pointed over to the new local Korean place.
Aaron: "You wanna get some barbeque?"
Y/n: "Sure"
Once you and your Dad got home, he unwrapped the take out and made you a plate.
Aaron: "We'll take care of your hair tmorrow, m'kay?" He said, sitting down next to you on the sofa.
Y/n: "Yeah that sounds good"
Aaron: "What you said about Musa, that true?"
Y/n: "...no"
Aaron: "So you lied about Musa's Dad have a melt down, too what end?"
Y/n: "I just wanted to get you off my back before you saw my hair"
Aaron: "...Don't be lying to be about that kinda thing, it's to serious m'kay? If Musa need's to stay, that's fine but don't be making stuff up"
Y/n: "yeah, I know I'm sorry"
Aaron: "You know who you look like?"
Y/n: "who?"
Aaron: "That new rap girl, ginger lady"
Y/n: "...I hate you"Dad
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Hello! Love ur fics sm btw!!
Idk if your taking requests but may you please write a male! Reader x any cod boi angsty smut. Like it’s an interrogation scene but the m/reader is being non- cooperative and a brat then the boys finally have enough then.. yk…
All good if you can’t though🫶🏾
Getting Answers the Hard Way (smut)
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2,000+ words...
Wow...
Um... I shocked myself with how fast I wrote this but I hope it's to your liking @silly-little-grot !
I did also mention one of my OC's within it if you don't mind...
WARNING: There are mentions of blood, scars, but it's mostly mild
I hope you enjoy!
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Y/n wasn't pissed when he got caught by the 141, but he had no intentions on letting them get any information out of him. 
They didn't plan on treating him nice when they wanted information either, so he opted to stay silent the entire time. 
Of course, this led to him getting plummeted by the man with the skull mask but Y/n didn't even bother flinching at the pain. He stared at the man deep in the eyes and just smiled. The man just glared at him angrily and sighed before leaving the room. 
Y/n hardly registered where his knife had pierced through his skin but barely paid attention to it as he wondered who they would send in next.
The masked man was the third of the four to come into the place they were holding Y/n, not that he was concerned but eventually he would have to get out of here and report back to his own superiors...soon.
While lost in his own thoughts, Y/n didn't hear the door open again as the black male stepped into the room.
"I'm surprised Ghost didn't crack you… He usually scares the shit out of anyone" he chuckled out, finally gaining Y/n's attention as he whipped his head up to look at the man standing before him.
Y/n stared at him with blank eyes before letting his own eyes scan over the man's features. Y/n couldn't help but smile at the attractive snack in front of him. 
The thin little hips were making him go wild, those sharp beautiful browns gazed into his very soul, the perfect height, and his voice… Damn he wanted to rail the very being out of the young Brit. 
The male stared at him in confusion before sighing and walking up to him and pulling Y/n by his collar harshly to look at him.
"You have information that we need. No point to keep it to yourself..." he growled out while pressing deep into the bullet wound in his thigh making Y/n smile even more at his eagerness as the pain spread through his body like a wildfire. 
It was cute to watch him, honestly. So why not toy with him a bit more?
"I didn't know the 141 kept such beauties around..." a knife was now going through the same thigh he had gotten shot in but he continued to ignore it as he watched the black male look at him, a much more pissed expression now painting his face.
"I don't think to realize just how fucked you are... so I suggest you either cooperate or we'll have to do things the hard way," he pulled his hair back this time, hard as Y/n just laughed at him.
"Oh don't worry, I'm already halfway there... in the meantime, why don't you tell me your name, cutie?"
The hit to the ribs made him cough up blood, but he still smiled up at the man.
Y/n really did want to know his name, he was damn near gorgeous to look at.
"You're disgusting...you know that?"
Y/n laughed more as he coughed up even more blood than before.
"Well it's hard to not be when I got a beautiful specimen standing in front of me... and I know you want me-"
The punch to his jaw was definitely going to sting for some time but Y/n didn't mind... the beauty in front of him could do whatever he liked as far as he was concerned.
The male walked out the room angry, slamming the door as he stormed out to his team.
"Any progress, Gaz?" Soap asked him.
"He spoke...but he's weird. It's like he doesn't even register pain-"
"HE SPOKE?! Not even Ghost could make him talk, mate!" The Scottish man said in surprise.
"Yeah, but he keeps calling me a beauty and everything... Are you sure he never said to the rest of you?"
"Nope, you're the first... Oh, we also got a name now for him... Y/n."
Gaz sighed and nodded before making his way back into where they were holding... Y/n.
The man looked the same as he left him, bloody and beaten but still smiling up at him.
"Hey, Beautiful... Miss me?"
Gaz was going to be honest, Y/n still looked too damn good considering the amount of scars and bruises they had left on him... it was partially unfair in his opinion.
"Shut up, Y/n..."
"Likewise, Gaz..." Y/n responded.
Gaz wasn't even mad that the man knew his codename, before grabbing his collar and kissing him fully on the lips.
Y/n looked surprised but continued fucking smiling at him regardless.
Gaz let himself get seated in the man's lap, and damn could he feel Y/n's member, as he continued to kiss him before groaning at not being able to get the man's shirt off.
"You're gonna have to let me out of these, Beautiful..." he shook his chains to make his point.
Gaz was going to say no, but at this point his mind was made up as he unlocked the chains they had put on Y/n's wrist.
With his wrist no longer chained, Y/n took Gaz into his arms and pulled him closer by his waist as his tongue breached Gaz's mouth.
The Sergeant cried against his mouth he felt the man squeeze his ass painfully as he tugged him even closer to his body.
Gaz quickly stripped himself of his gear, still keeping his gun and knife near, and doing the same with Y/n.
Surprisingly, Y/n was gentle with him, but Gaz didn't let his guard down despite the vast amount of pleasure he got from the man.
"You're tense, Beautiful... what makes you think I'd hurt you?"
"You're 2 times my size for one, now stop talking and fuck me," Gaz growled out again as he pulled Y/n into a deeper kiss this time.
Y/n was quick to listen as he quickly stripped Gaz himself and began to kiss down his chocolate skin slowly. Gaz let out soft moans as Y/n worked his way down his chest sinfully, looking up at Gaz each time making him turn away from his gaze and blush furiously.
As Gaz grasped and moaned from Y/n's skillful tongue, he finally managed to get a sentence out.
"Y-Y/n...fuck...eat me out n-now," he whined before turning onto his stomach and presenting his ass to their enemy.
Y/n watched in awe before picking Gaz up and laying him on the table so he could see his face.
"We are not fucking on the floor, Beautiful... You deserve better than that" Y/n said as he dropped to his knees and pulled Gaz to the edge of the table before lifting his legs up and letting his tongue swipe at the Sergeant delicious hole.
Gaz jumped at he cold and slimy feeling run over his hole before grabbing Y/n's head and pulling him closer. The man's tongue danced around his insides wildly as he ate out Gaz's sweet hole. It got even better when Y/n added in a finger to stretch him even more.
Gaz had to cover his mouth to hide his screams from the others as their prisoner rimmed him all too well.
He hated how good Y/n's tongue felt inside him, he hated how hot Y/n was, he hated his voice, his eyes, his everything. He hated how much he was enjoying this.
Gaz was sure one of the soldiers had already saw or heard them but would rather worry about it later, especially when Y/n stood up after loosening his hole more than ever.
Gaz hardly had enough energy to even lift himself up to look at Y/n before feeling something press against his hole.
The Sergeant shivered as he felt Y/n run his member over his hole even more, watching some of the pre-cum run down it as well.
It was menacing to even look at when Gaz saw it.
"You got any lube, Beautiful? I can't exactly go in raw..."
"G-Go find it yourself," Y/n stared at him still and he sighed, "first pocket on my vest..."
"Well aren't you naughty... I can only wonder who you'd keep this around for..."
Gaz only scoffed as he thought of a certain Leopardian-Arachnian that he knew as Y/n walked back over to him.
He squirted some back onto his hand before rubbing some on his dick before aligning himself with Gaz's hole.
Without warning, Y/n pushed in and waited while Gaz got use to his size.
Y/n gripped at his thighs tightly as the Sergeant tried his best to adjust while he tried his best not to move.
"Come on, Beautiful..." but the man was quickly shut up when Gaz tightened around him making Y/n groan quietly to himself.
"Just move dammit," he cried out as Y/n thrust into his vigorously.
Somehow, this man managed to his his prostate spot on, making the him scream before trying to regain focus himself.
Gaz hung on to Y/n's shoulders for dearly life when Y/n fucked him against the table before picking him up and fucking him into the wall.
The man's pace ruthlessly abused his prostate, even making the poor Sergeant hiccup ever so often.
Y/n kissed him deeply and Gaz couldn't even make himself hate it even if he wanted too. Their prisoner was doing so well that he could hardly keep up with his pace before coming himself on the wall.
Y/n was surprised and quickly pulled out of Gaz, making the man whine, before moving them to the chair with Y/n sitting down while Gaz straddled him.
Y/n didn't bother moving when he sat the Sergeant back on his member. He enjoyed watching him struggle to get some friction and he rolled his hips slowly.
"Y/n I fucking swear-"
"Fucking yourself on my dick and I'll give you the information you want."
Gaz's eyes opened in shock as he looked at the man he was supposed to be interrogating.
"You're lying-"
"I have no reason to lie to you, Beautiful, especially after this lovely treat you've already given me..." he thrusted up into him, making Gaz squirm in front of him as he put his hands out on Y/n's chest to steady himself.
"Fuck me..." was all Gaz said before using the last of his remaining strength to fuck himself on Y/n's cock, rolling his hips every now and then to relieve himself.
Gaz lifted his hands to Y/n's, grabbing them and leading them to rest on his ass before wrapping his own arms around Y/n's neck and grab his hair and pull him into a kiss.
Gaz's pace quickened as he bounced up and down on the man's cock before finally slamming himself back down and feeling Y/n feel him up.
The Sergeant gripped Y/n's scared shoulder as he looked at him and leaned in close just before their lips touched.
"You owe me that information, Y/n..."
Y/n, slightly annoyed that he didn't receive a kiss, obliged anyway.
"Let's redress at least-"
"Info. Now." He said sternly.
Y/n sighed but smiled and told him while trying to make each sentence as lengthy as possible, even adding extra information to make sure he stayed inside the Sergeant for as long as possible.
"Good boy," Gaz said as he watched Y/n face light up at the nickname.
"Why thank you, Beautif-"
Y/n groaned as Gaz decided to full unsheath himself from Y/n, watching the way some of his release slipped out of Gaz or was either still connected too Y/n member with a thin string.
Gaz huffed out a laugh as he tried to walk but ended up falling back on top of Y/n.
"Damn you..." Gaz said as his legs refused to work.
"You know you don't have to keep me in these chains, Beautiful... I'll tell you everything about the people I work for if you'll have me," Y/n grinned up at him, hoping he'd accept his offer.
"As lovely as that'd sound, I can't..."
Y/n looked at him in confusion before watching Gaz bring up one of his hands.
A simple silver band hugged his ring with a blue line going through it. He glared at it full of angst as he could only wonder who had claimed Gaz. As he did so the Sergeant on top of him chuckled a bit, before sitting up to look at him with a glint in his eye.
"So, ever heard of the C.L.A.W.S?"
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hihihi ok. so i’m in my last of us fixation mode and i’m being extra silly about it but i NEED to know what’s ur current opinion on the last of us hbo?? also i logged onto tumblr and saw a lot of rly good points defending joel’s final choice and i remember during the last of us pt1 playthrough u had differing opinions so i wonder if u think the show’s differences affect that at all? btw i LOVE ur stuff and cannot wait until u do last of us pt 2 wehehehehe!!! anyway besides all that i just want u to know that u are one of the things in my life that makes it easier to get up in the morning
I still feel exactly the same about the final events as I always have! The show didn't change it for me, and actually being able to remove myself from being in control of the situation in the game and actually just watch the events play out in show format solidified that further. The connection I have to Joel as a player when I play the game really helps me understand his perspective more and stomach the goal a bit more easily, but without that immediate intimacy it puts into perspective for me how kinda monstrous the whole thing is from every angle. Obviously I don't ever lose that sympathy for him, and I never stop understanding why, because the whole point of the conflict is that no one is in the right. Ultimately I think the damning thing for every single person involved is that they removed Ellie's agency from the equation, and I still stand by that. They all should have talked to her. They should have told her the truth. All she wants is for her immunity to matter, and I believe that they may have been surprised at the lengths she's willing to go in order to make a difference, whether it's ultimately the right call or not.
I don't know what arguments you've seen exactly in defense of Joel's choice, but personally I don't really agree with one I see a lot and I'd expect will pop up again now that the show is over, which is the whole "well who's to say a vaccine would have worked anyway?????" angle. I think, while reasonable from a meta standpoint, completely ignores the intended framing of the story in order to more conveniently justify a protagonist that the story through its entire runtime is trying to tell you is a little bit of a piece of shit. It's pretty clear and safe to assume that the ultimate intent here is that... yes, the vaccine WOULD have worked. Maybe not in the sweeping way they hoped, but Ellie's sacrifice absolutely would have done something. The whole moral dilemma of the situation really does not make any sense unless you give them that as fact imo.
So then, assuming that is true, you have to wrestle with the idea that Joel is willing to take down the entirety of humanity for Ellie. And not really for Ellie, because none of this is what Ellie wanted. The game AND the show QUITE LITERALLY SPELL OUT for us that Ellie really really really does not want to go back to Jackson without finishing what they started, regardless of the cost. Joel's reasons for saving Ellie, while understandable, are ultimately selfish and rooted in his own trauma and having just seen the light at the end of his grieving over Sarah. Again, incredibly sympathetic, but it's selfish. I know we like to joke as much, but Ellie IS NOT his daughter. They share a similar bond after everything they go through, but by the end of the game you can already feel Ellie pulling away from that notion because she's starting to realize Joel doesn't have the same commitment to the idea of her immunity being meaningful as she does, they're only a few miles away and he's already asking her to give up and go back to Jackson with him.
Then, of course, I think what ultimately damns Joel in my eyes on a poetic/storytelling level is his decision to lie to Ellie after it's all over. That's the nail in the coffin for me. It would be one thing if he said "they were going to kill you on that operating table without even telling you what was going on and I couldn't let them do that", but instead he lies to her to make sure she's still able to see him as the father he desperately wants to be again. It doesn't change anything. He tells her her worst fear has come to pass: her immunity, this unexplainable thing that has taken so many of her loved ones from her, is completely useless. Not only that, but now even more people are dead. Including Marlene, who's known her since birth. The only thing his lie changes is the fact that he's responsible for it all.
Anyway, part of what I love most about The Last of Us Part II is how it follows up on these threads and you may be pleased to know that I actually just started streaming the game last night after the HBO finale premiered cause I was so pumped up I couldn't wait any longer haha. So you'll be seeing VODs for that soon :)
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I don't mean to talk out of my ass, and am saying nothing about how alcoholism works in the real world, but when it comes to the fictional world of the show I really don't think they ever meant to imply Dean has a dependency issue when it comes to alcohol. I think what the show is actually doing is using short hand for either "Dean is in a bad mental state and self medicating" or, separately and not related to that, is using alcohol as a glamorized "cowboy who can put away his liquor" shorthand. For contrast, I'm watching House right now and (regardless of if it does a good job depicting addiction, which I feel absolutely unqualified to comment on) it does want the audience to understand that House is an addict.
I think the issue is there is a lot of room to bring your own personal experiences with alcohol to interpreting the show, and obviously if those have been bad it's easy to apply that to Dean, who does drink frequently in show. As do Sam, Cas, Bobby, Rufus, Ellen, etc. I don't know why people focus in on Dean specifically, though.
I think the funniest thing about this disk horse (which I consider to be over btw—using this as a springboard for closing thoughts) is that I never said at any point that Dean has never abused alcohol. I didn't even say there's no point in the show at which he can be described as an alcoholic (Dean describes himself as one in 10.12 "About A Boy"). I didn't even say I would never believe that Dean has ever driven drunk ever in his entire life, or that headcanoning that Dean has driven drunk before at some point is somehow some horrible evil thing.
All I did was respond to mail asking me if I remembered times in the actual show where Dean was shown drunk driving, because my anon heard a claim that it is shown to us "All of the time" in the actual show, and didn't remember that, and they were looking for someone with a more recent memory who could corroborate. So I said I don't remember that happening explicitly in the show either, and invited people to provide examples if they remembered an example.
I think if the show wanted to say Dean is a frequent drunk driver— specifically—the show would show me Dean being a drunk driver. It wasn't a problem for the show to quite overtly show me Sam driving drunk in 4.09—it wasn't something they shied away from showing. If (to your point—which you are absolutely right about) alcohol is used as a signal of our characters current mental states (Bobby in 4.01, Sam in 4.09, Cas in 5.17, Dean in 10.22, etc) then there's no reason the show would refuse to simply show me Dean being a frequent drunk driver. I'd be happy to explore it if I thought frequent drunk driving was a genuine facet of Dean's character. I just don't think it is, because the show doesn't show me that. And people can say all day long that "Dean drinks a lot" + "Dean has a car and is often in the drivers seat" = "Dean is a frequent drunk driver" until they're blue in the face. I am still holding out my hand, palm up, waiting for an actual example instead of whiney voices crying and whining insisting it simply HAS to be true because they think it should be.
I think you're right at the end of the day that the show isn't worried about Dean being an alcoholic as much as the show uses upticks in each character's drinking to indicate they're going through something—you're 100% right there. I also understand and respect that some people legitimately—with well-meaning intent—want to explore Dean's relationship to alcohol, because it's absolutely in theme imo and I think there's more attention ultimately put on it with Dean than any other character (though this is not true up to season 4 in my current rewatch). I just can't say I'm sitting here wringing my hands over Dean's relationship with alcohol in the actual canon of the actual show. I'm just not. The fact is, our characters have extremely limited options in terms of coping tools, and have trauma more extensive in breadth and length and diversity than anyone in real life has experienced ever, and are almost perpetually existing in a war zone. The fact that they self-medicate in various ways in order to cope isn't remotely surprising and I don't think there's anything shameful and evil about it either especially given their circumstances and utter lack of options. I just also... don't think Dean is a frequent drunk driver.
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I also want to clarify some of my posts from the other day and just like explain where my head's at. This is not a vague to anyone btw its just about me.
My posts about "no speculation" was mostly because I saw leaktwt stuff in which was pressuring Shubble, digging up extremely private information about HER, and also using tommy vlogs as evidence of something and it made me feel so sick as a victim who wouldnt wnat that to happen to me about my past abusers. It was a very triggering day for me and I regret posting so much about it as I did without that clarity.
However, I want to be clear people coming to their own quite obvious conclusions about the situation was never the problem (I have come to conclusions myself as well, though I don't think I need to state them out loud nor do I need to make a long post about what posting on my blogs gonna be like at this time I don't think that's productive for me personally). And I never NEVER meant to post as if I was supporting abusers, none of my posts were to be "neutral" or defend anyone at all and I don't think it came accross that way but I want to make sure and emphasize that in case it did.
We can live in a world where pressuring Shubble and harming her and her private information (meaning the stuff that wasn't what she talked about publicly) is bad and also moving intentionally to not platform abusers can exist in the same realm. Shubble made it clear that silence has only bolstered this man, and that he's dangerous and will hurt others again and again.
So, I just ask, going forward. Please be kind, please do not pressure Shubble at all, do not entertain leaktwt doxes/nor their intentions (which is not pro-victim). But do bolster Shubble's message and her wishes above all else. Do not let your misogyny cloud how you talk about Shubbles story. Do be cautious in platforming abusers. Do be patient with us victims who are triggered by all this in the fandom again. Do not make long posts saying you support your fav male cc and why "you'll always stand by him" and do not victim blame or try to pick apart shubbles story you equally make me sick to leaktwt doxxes and you are not pro-victim either. Do not use your stories or other peoples stories of abuse to denounce Shubble's do not attempt to discredit her because your experiences were different or you just really really want to defend your male cc.
And I am sorry I posted without clarity and while I was in a triggered state of mind (those posts have mostly been deleted).
I just I'm scared. I cannot go through another moment in this fandom where people blame and harm victims like many did during the dream allegations. I cannot do that again. I cannot. Your behavior has consequences and does in fact harm people, that is why it's so important to be for victims. I love you all, thank you. And if you areleaving the fandom/blog/etc. as a mutual of mind feel free to reach out if you want to stay in contact o7
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celestiababie · 1 year
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So Hot You're Hurting My Feelings - C.VN
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Pairings: ex!Vernon x gender neutral! reader
Genre: Angst, slightly suggestive, exes to friends
Warnings: alcohol usage, reader is a bit.... annoying but they're drunk so— let me know if I should add something
Word count: 1.354k
Summary: You always thought your friends were stupid and immature when they said it was a bad idea to be friends with your ex...maybe they were right
A/N: I was listening to "So hot you're hurting my feelings" and got this idea... listening to it while writing it made me sad :(( but I hope you enjoy it! I love writing angst. Feedback is always appreciated! (mostly unedited btw)
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Fuck him and his stupid face. His stupid handsome face, his gorgeous eyes, his kissable lips, his shoulders—
"Hello? Earth to Y/N?" Your best friend waved a hand in front of your face, trying to get your attention away from whatever you were glaring at on your phone.
It takes her one glance at your phone before rolling her eyes, disappointed at how you're still pining after your ex.
"I hate him," you boldly proclaim, not an ounce of truth backing up your words.
It was a complete lie; there was no reason for you to hate Vernon. You had a peaceful breakup that would make most people envious. No harsh words thrown at one another, no pets to fight over, no infidelity or lies. It was just a simple breakup between two people who felt like something was off in the relationship. Vernon offered to still remain friends, which was proving to be harder than you thought.
Maybe it would hurt less if he wasn't so hot.
Vernon was a great guy, not the most romantic, but he was endearing in his own way. Dating him felt easy. His presence brought a certain comfort that you never got out of your previous relationships. He never failed to make you laugh, whether it was intentional or by him being his weird self. You could be yourself around him, free of any judgment because he knew you better than anyone else. He loved you for things that others never had the honor of seeing.
But that's all over now, and it's time to move on.
"If you hate him so much, why are you still friends? And stalking his Instagram? I didn't bring you to a club just so you could look at photos of Vernon."
You glare at your best friend, slightly offended that she thought you would go as far as to stalk your ex-boyfriend.
"I'm not stalking him— he sent me these. He wanted to know if I liked his new jacket..." your words trail off, suddenly embarrassed over your explanation as your friend stares at you with raised brows.
In a way, she was right. Yeah, you weren't stalking your ex-boyfriend. Instead of having fun at a club, you were texting him, practically drooling over the photos he sent when all he wanted was an opinion on a jacket.
God, you felt pathetic.
With a small huff, you turned your phone off and stuffed it into your bag, your eyes full of a newfound determination to move on from Vernon.
You grab your friend's arm, making a b-line straight for the bar, ready to drink your pain away.
The lights seem hazy as you down another shot. You look around for your friend, letting out a drunken laugh as you find her dancing against a man whose face you could barely make out.
At least she's having fun. 
The faint sound of your phone ringing brings you back to reality, snapping your eyes away from your dancing friend. A groan leaves your lips as you stumble to a quieter area in the club just in time before the call went to voicemail.
You don't even bother to see who's calling you as you bring the phone up to your ear, his excited voice filling your ears and breaking your heart.
"Hey! Sorry I'm calling you this late, but some of the guys and I are gonna go see a movie tomorrow night, and I know it's the one you've been wanting to see, so I thought I would ask. The guys are all fine with it, by the way. They've always liked you."
If it weren't for the muffled sounds of club music in the background, Vernon would have thought there was something wrong with the call. He opens his mouth to ask if you're there, but before he can get the words out, your slurred voice interrupts him.
"Fuck you, Vernon. I don't want to see your stupid face or the stupid movie."
Both lies. You've wanted to see that movie for months, but didn't have anyone to go with. And you loved Vernon's face.
"Y/N, are you—are you drunk? That's a stupid question. You're obviously drunk. Where are you? I'll pick you up."
It was as if your words didn't even phase him, and you hated it. He shouldn't care this much, and it only made it harder for you. The sound of him shuffling to find his keys brings you out of your thoughts.
"I don't need you to pick me up, Vernon. I'm not leaving. In fact, I'm here because I want to get fucked," you say a little too loudly, the alcohol in your system causing your words to spill out of your mouth before your conscience could stop it.
Vernon let out an amused sigh, "you can get laid when you're not too drunk to make good decisions. Just tell me where you are."
Suddenly more frustrated than before, you let out a piece of information that you would surely regret tomorrow.
" I can't get laid when I'm sober because all I can think about is you fucking me. Maybe if I'm drunk, I won't think as much."
Vernon clears his throat as his heart rate quickens from your honest words. You knew it wasn't just your drunk state of mind that made his words inaudible.
"Okay, um, wow, okay— Uh...I'm flattered, but that's not important right now. You should go home. You're really drunk," he scrambled out.
Silence fills the air, the two of you listening to each other's breath over the phone before another string of drunk words spill out of your mouth in a voice so soft Vernon's heart fluttered.
"Do you ever miss me?" Tears well up in your eyes, suddenly overcome with emotions you couldn't explain.
You hear Vernon take a shaky inhale, seeming almost afraid to answer your question. You wish you could see his expression right now, Vernon wasn't exactly known for being able to hide his emotions, but as you stood in the dark club, couples passing by you with drinks in their hands and smiles on their faces, you could only rely on Vernon's words to guide you towards what he was feeling.
It feels like an eternity before he finally gives you a response. One that you were anticipating, but still left a sting.
"I care so much about you, Y/N. You're one of my best friends, and I'll always love you. And a part of me does miss what we had, but I think we're meant to be friends."
If you weren't so emotional and drunk, you'd applaud him for his kind honesty, but his sweet rejection was just as bitter as the shots you downed not too long ago.
"Being friends with you hurts a lot, Vernon."
You quickly wipe your face, not noticing your tears falling until just now as you move out of the way for someone to pass.
Clearing your throat, suddenly sober from the embarrassment.
"You don't have to pick me up. I'll just get an uber." You make your way out of the club, not wanting to ruin your friend's night with your tear-stained face.
"Oh—okay, text me when you get home, please?" The concern in Vernon's voice sends another knife through your chest, but you push it down, wanting to get this call and night over with already.
"I will. Thanks for being a good guy, Vernon. Bye."
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Your car ride home was awkward. Silently trying to contain your sobs in the backseat while your driver chooses to remain silent, probably used to passengers doing much worse.
You keep your word and send Vernon a quick text, ready to pass out from high emotions and alcohol. As if Vernon was waiting for your text, he sends a few back almost instantly, breaking your heart again with his kindness.
(New Message)
 Vernon:
Glad you're safe
You can still go see the movie with the guys
I won't go if it makes you uncomfortable
Goodnight
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cosmicjoke · 3 days
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Hi there cosmic! I hope you're feeling ok after the emotional rollercoaster we all as Levi fans went through :')
Someone has posted the full chapter in English so I wanted to let you know :)
I also have an ask regarding the last dude Levi flung off the cliff. I didn't really understand that part. The guy didn't really hurt Levi and he may have truly had pure intentions, although he sounded very ominous to me to be honest. So why did Levi killed him as well when the glasses guy told him "I just want to save you"?
I read your thoughts and it's a great post (thank you for sharing btw) but I just can't wrap my head around this conversation and why it eventually led Levi to throw the guy off the cliff while he might have just wanted to save Levi and prevented from harming him like the other bandits.
Thanks in advance!
You can't really believe that man wanted to help Levi? He was blatantly lying, as proven by his unbothered and casual demeanor while the other man beat Levi to within an inch of his life. He did nothing to try and stop it. He only said anything because if Levi was killed, they wouldn't be able to sell him into prostitution. But then he proceeded to figuratively shrug his shoulders and turn away when the man beating Levi continued on. He didn't care at all about Levi, believe me. The man in the glasses was a part of this crew of obviously deeply depraved criminals who made a regular practice of abducting and selling children into sex trafficking circles, and who also thought nothing of murdering children, cutting them up into pieces and feeding them to pigs. I wrote about it in more detail here, in my analysis post, if you want to read it: https://www.tumblr.com/cosmicjoke/749421897355264000/bad-boy-analysis?source=share
The man wanted to sell Levi into sexual slavery, and then he tried to lie to and manipulate Levi afterward to save his own skin. He was a horrifically bad man and he deserved to die. I would say he hurt Levi worse than any of the others with the trash he said about Levi's mother "crying in heaven" because Levi had killed these pigs, threatening Levi with his own love for his mother. Truly, I think the man in the glasses was the worst one of all. A coward and a liar and a man of shocking cruelty.
Please, please don't anyone think this pig wanted to help Levi. He didn't. He wanted to hurt him in the worst ways possible, and in the end, he did.
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