#disability stuffz

[whatareyoudoingwithamaserati]

Logically I understand that putting off going to sleep is not going to change the fact that I will be sent straigth for a recovery coma but……… what if I don’t Want a recovery coma

#been running on chrooonically dogshit sleep the past week and I can physically feel my body preparing to shut down #I’m going to hit the pillow and I’m not going to get up for another fourteen hours #hence the fact that I’m trying to cram in as much Fun as possible before hitting the pillow . with a raging headache #nt a fan not a vibe not enjoying having a crappy body #think I’m gonna stay up until I can reasonably take my morning meds chug a protein shake so I don’t wither overnight and then crash #disability stuffz

[objectlovernonhuman]

being fluctuating ability/needs is hell bc society is so weird abt that stuff and assume you dont need accomodations bc sometimes you can do The Thing when im reality most of the time you do The Things Expected youre spending most of your energy on it . youre not doing it in the abled , not chosen effort way thats like second nature and takes nothing for ableds and is taken for granted by them . youre spending what little you have on being more "convient" when it could be easier w/ accomodation .

~ Hosty/Mortis ( it )

[ this is about both physical disability and neurodivergence . op sys is chronically fatigued & semi-vocal autistic ]

#disability stuffz #disabled #disability #chronic pain #chronic fatigue #chronic illness #autistic #autism #neurodiversity #neurodivergent #semivocal #semi vocal #semi speaking

[riddlrz]

The jester sighed. He rolled from side to side, trying to close his eyes. It didn't matter that his mattress was rock hard and uncomfortable- the castle staff didn't get very good accomodations, but the man managed to get used to it. He couldn't sleep because of all the noise. The maids were working their backs off, cleaning the ballrooms before tomorrow's big party. The king was supposed host a ball to find someone worthy of marrying him and continuing the legacy.

Blah blah blah

Noel didn't care about all this stuff. His job was just to entertain, not to make sure his superior gets lai...

Suddenly, the man's thoughts were interrupted by a knock on the door of his bedroom. He growled.

- John, is that you? It's past midnight, for crying out loud!- Jester called out, standing up from his bed. John was a knight, who often took on night guard duties in the nearby hallways.

When the man reached the door, he opened them, sighing again. His jaw dropped when instead of the friendly soldier he saw no one other than the king himself. His head wasn't accompanied with the crystal crown, instead he wore a purplish night gown, which nicely brought out his features. His strong jaw, delicate brown irises, dark curls, small scars from training, oh he was just...

- Noel?

-...- The man was caught off guard by the kind calling out his name. He snapped out of his mind, blushing in embarrassment.- Your highness! What are you doing here, at this hour?

Khari slowly walked into the room, closing the door behind him. The jester furrowed his eyebrows. At this point panick settled in him. His Majesty NEVER came to him. Especially not in the middle of the night. Not so defenseless.

- You know about the ball tomorrow, don't you?- The king began, looking around the small bedroom. He seemed surprised by how poor it was, definitely nothing compared to his luxuries.

- Of course I know, sir. What about it?

- This is gonna sound weird...- The bigger man sighed, thinking for a moment.- You need to embarrass me in front of the guests.

The jester looked up at his king, confusion painted on his face.

- Say I'm bad in bed, whatever! Something that will make the damsels not want me!- The king explained.

- Excuse me? Your majesty you...- Noel thought for a moment.- You don't want to get married.

Khari sighed.

- Yes. I don't.- The king admitted.

- Why?- Jester asked, without a second thought. But after a moment, he bit his tongue.- Sorry, I shouldn't ask.

- You shouldn't, yes. Promise to do this for me?

- I can try.- Noel said, looking down.

- Thank you! This stays between us.- Khari blinked, and smiled. With that, the king turned around, opened the door and left the room.

The jester stood there, flabbergasted.

What was that? The king doesn't wanna get married? He trusts the jester to do his secret deeds for him?

Noel blinked a couple of times, his tiredness seemingly returning after that moment of adrenaline. With a yawn, he returned back to his bed, laying down. The noises upstairs continued, but the jester managed to fall asleep. That night, he dreamt about a man with soft, brown eyes.

#stuffz #king x jester #original characters #writers of tumblr #disabled writer #unnecessary jester tag

[sc3m0-st1mz]

WELKUM 2 DA STIM ZONE!!!1!1

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hiiiii, i'm RILEY and this iz my stimblr blog!!!! [4 my main blog go 2 @gl1tz1]. i'm a scemo kid who likez bright colorz and flashing gifz!! (i'm also photosensitive, so, oopz XP)

i have v hyperaktive ADHD and autism, n tend 2 be very understimulated, so stimblr rockz 4 me!!!!!!

other kool factz: - my pronounz r pog/pogs, they/them, 👾/👾s, h3/h1m, sh3/h3r, alternating he/she, + anything except it - i'm 6teen (my body'z 18) and my birthday iz Halloween!!!!! - i have swallowing issuez so i cant drink normal monster but u'd bettr believe im chugging monster rehab 24/7 - i'm PLURal!!!!! putting the & in peace love unity & respect

[ID in alt text, all blinkiez from blinkies.cafe except happy ween/rawr XD]

also i luv blinkiez XD // tagging system iz under da cut!!!

tagz - stim stuffz!! #♾️, #stimz / anything stimmy that i made!!! stimboardz, moodboardz, kool gifs #✨, #stimboard / a themed board with gifs #🦝, #moodboard / a themed board with still images #💿, #gifset / collectionz of gifz i made #👽, #imageset / collectionz of images i made tagz - misc. stuffz! #👾, #rilez rawrz / non-stim posting! #🐾, #PAWsome / reblogz of cool stimmy stuff!!! #🍭, #rqd / completed requests #🛻, #two truckz?? / queue

tagz - CWz! ❤️ format will alwayz be “#cw ___”. u kan request a new cw for the list, but i may or may not add it. i will never cw reclaimed slurz or disability aidz tho 🖤 #gif, #flash warning, #strobe, #eyestrain 🧡 #cw unreality, #unreality 🖤 #cw knife, #cw needle, #cw sharps 💛 when close up / #cw hands, #cw feet, #cw eyes, #cw eye contact 🖤 #cw horror, #cw blood, #cw bloodlike (ie red liquids) 💚 #cw death, #cw bones, #cw gore, #cw cartoon gore, #cw pastel gore, #cw zombies, #cw cartoon zombies 🖤 #cw object harm, #cw plush harm 💙 #cw AI, #cw AI mention 🖤 #cw fire, #cw lightning 💜 all fandoms are tagged with just their namez so block those if u want 🖤 this blog iz mostly sfw but sometimez ill make boardz for more 'adult' stuff i think is funny / #nsft, #cursed, #adult topics, #adult fandom

#flash warning #eyestrain #strobe #gif #stimblr #stim blog #stimblr intro #plur #plural #pluralgang #scemo #scemo kid #scene #emo #scenecore #emocore #scene kid #cringe #cringecore #trendercore #scemo stims

[asenarieka]

Please read this before following!!

Helloo~

♡ Astrid / Envy ♡ Autistic ♡ Non - Binary ♡ Asexual ♡ Self-shipper ♡ Fictionkin ♡ They/She ♡

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*

I'm Astrid but feel free to call me Asena or Envy.

I'm Autistic and Bipolar so I struggle a lot with understanding other people's emotions, my mood swings can also be rather extreme at times. I do not understand jokes and sarcasm unless I know you so using tone indicators would help a lot.

I mostly make OC x Canon or Envy content using various 3D softwares like Source Filmmaker, Blender, MMD and VRM Posing!

I sometimes upload VRChat stuff as well.

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*

If it’s not obvious already, I’m a self-shipper. I only have one f/o which is my Envy from Fullmetal Alchemist, despite them being evil and all that, they have been a huge support for me through some really tough times. I’m also a fiction kin, where I also kin Envy. We share a very similar mindset and we’re both outcasts of our Family. (kinda referring to 03 Envy here) and we're both extremely jealous over other people. I tend to 'switch' into Envy at times, sometimes I'm aware but sometimes I have no idea. I have not yet been diagnosed with any form of a split personality disorder, but I'm working on getting a new therapist so we'll see. There is a possibility that I have a mild form of it but I'm not gonna make any claims until I have an actual answer.

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*

I will probably mostly upload content featuring Envy or from my ship Astrid x Envy. If you don’t like self-shippers then please just block me.

If you are also an Envy self-shipper then I kindly ask you to not interact with me, I’m sure you and Envy are absolutely adorable together, I’m just uncomfy with other Envy self-shippers. I already know I’m gonna get a lot of hate for that, but I mean no harm nor do I intend to be rude. I get easily jealous, it’s been a life-long problem so I doubt it’s gonna change anytime soon but I try not let it get the better of me. 

I self-ship to cope, I only have one f/o and they mean so much to me, my feelings and the connection I feel are very much real even tho it’s a fictional relationship. I believe it's a soulbond, that seems to make the most sense.

I have a few other kins which includes, Stiles Stilinski from Teen Wolf, Emma Swan from Once Upon a Time, Dean Winchester from Supernatural and a couple of others.

I’m Asexual and Demi Romantic, I will most likely block NSFW and Fetish accounts as I really do not like that stuff! It just makes me way to uncomfortable..

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*

♡ Some things about me ♡

╰┈➤ I'm a selective mute, I do not talk much nor do I write much, I grew up pretty much alone so I never spoke much to anyone.

╰┈➤ Due to trauma from family and ex lovers, I get triggered and scared really easy. I do not feel comfortable going into details, I know i've spoken about it before but I don't remember how much I actually said. Because of Autism and trauma my mental age is different from my physical age.

╰┈➤ I'm not the type of person that trusts other easily, too many took advantage of that in the past.

╰┈➤ I may have "furry" like characters but I left the fandom quite a while back. No hate towards them, just got a bit uncomfy from some situations.

I have more info on my carrd: https://asenainfo2023.carrd.co

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*

I do not know how active I’ll on here. I may just re-blog a lot of self-ship or Envy content. I’m honestly scared of being active on here.

Messages/Asks are disabled for my own safety!.

Art tags:

#asenarieka - All art

#envyxastrid - Selfship tag

#astridxenvy - 2nd selfship tag-

#astrid's rambles - My rambles and other weird stuff

#astridxenvy cai - Character ai stuffz

#envy my beloved - Envy tag

#self ship community #selfinsert community #self shipping #selfinsert #self ship #introductory post #intro #introducing myself #pinned post

[xxr41nb0wc0r3-d1n0s4urxx]

HAII im the CAPTAIN im 17 my pronouns r she/her n i luv scene stuffz, rainbowcore, smiley faces, kandi, etc. my fav music genres r crunkcore n happy hardcore <3 its a scene blog buuuut i post other stuff 2 sometiemz XP liek i luv all kandi, rainbow stuff, smiley faces, old web stuffz, etc so u will find a variety of thingz here LOL

check out sum of mai sick sites XP i got other social medias PLUS my own sites 💖

my sites

https://www.kaptainskandi.space

https://www.captaiinobvious.space

my social mediaz

spacehey: captaiinobvious

hive: captaiinobvious

furaffinity: captaiinobvious

i keep a queue filled w rainbow stuff. lots of it iz scene related but some of it isnt it just goes here anyways XD cuz the rainbows part. it posts multiple tjmes a day >:3c

i dont really have a dni cuz what guy sees racists dni and doesnt interact outta the niceness of their heart? but we support trans ppl, ALL neurodivergent ppl including narcs n psychos (like myself :3c), poc, intersex ppl, disabled ppl, systems, etc and if u dont suck my entire dick

[jojoratti]

Welcome to my blog loser!

Stuffz about me!

My name is Ratti! I also go by JoJo, or rarely, Mikuna.

I identify as a Nonbinary bisexual GreyAroAce.

I have ADHD and I'm physically disabled in my legs.

I enjoy thingz like Fire Emblem, Pokémon, Ensemble Stars, and Cowboy Bebop.

I am a selfshipper/waifuist and selfship with Professor Sycamore from Pokémon and Múspell from Fire Emblem Heroes!

I draw and write about anything that interests me!

What this blog is about

Me! It's all about me and my and my selfshipz! I will post and talk about anything relating to my selfship here. I'm not new to Tumblr btw this is just a new blog.

BYF..

I will not tolerate any bullshit or hate against me. If you don't like me, don't interact. Blocking is easier than bitching.

I will not have other selfshippers who ship with the same F/O's as me on my blog bc it makez me uncomfortable. If you ship with my ships, block me. If you ship my F/O's with other canon characters, block me aswell.

I am not proship but I am not an anti either. I exclusively believe that both sides should leave eachother alone and that people should be able to do whatever they like with fiction.

DNI if ! ! !

You are considered to be apart of general DNI criteria. (racist, lgbtphobic, MAPS, Zoos, etc.)

You harass others over fiction

You selfship with my F/Os

You ship my F/Os with canon

That's it really. Just don't be a dick.

That's all folks! Have fun with my blog ;D

#introductory post #introducing post #introduction #intro #introducing myself #selfship intro #self ship #selfship #self shipping #selfshipping

[crushcatwarrior]

🌈Hiya, I’m Crush :3 🌈

🌈Im a 20 y/o moron from the U.S. who didn’t get to be myself till now, so I’m just fashionably late to teh party LOLZ.

🌈I use He/They pronounz as well as neopronounz! I useeee:

🌈It/Its, Rawr/Rawrz, Gloom/Gloomy/Gloomyz, Void/Voids, Corpse/Corpses, Creature/Creatures, n’ more! :3

🌈I leik Warriorcatz, Scene/Emo shit, Monster Energy n’ Arizona Green Tea drinkz, I am a furry n’ a Therianthrope, n’ I’m also Autistic n’ disabled wooo!

🌈I LOV halloween/horror stuffz, n’ I am a digital artist :3 so that’s pretty fun ig

🌈I’m currently a college student xD tryna do some art shit

🌈Please don’t follow me if u are a Pedo/Racist/Homophobe/Transphobe/etc, n’ If u are against Neopronouns. Don’t be fuckin’ rude or I’ll block u

🌈Just be kind, itz not that hard xD

✨Thx 4 visiting meh page xD ✨

#scene #scenecore #scene aesthetic #scene emo #scenemo #2000s emo #2000s scene #emo #scemo boy #2000s scemo #scemo blog #scene art #Spotify

[butchdataset]

support palestine

about

data

it/they/kit/xe

jesse is my girlfriend

interests

the scary jokes

breaking bad (Skyler and Jesse especially, I'm kissing both of them)

lgbt+ stuffz (flags esp!!)

byi

I will most likely post some queer discourse but it will be tagged accordingly (#lgbt discourse / #queer discourse) and will not be the main focus of this blog

I really don't like queer exclusionists and/or radfems and will likely block you if you are one

in my 20's, I try not to interact with minors beyond reblogs

I discuss topics relating to non-hard drugs that will likely be untagged

I'm disabled (mentally and physically). keep in mind my body and brain may not work the same as yours

unless I know you personally, I do not reblog/post financial aid posts on request. this is bc so many people use it as a means of scamming with no means of verification.

other stuffz

I kin the devil on the april fools album cover (this) and nadia vulvokov from russian doll. I don't mind doubles, though

pronouns.page for what gendered terms I use

I am a system. if I ever refer to myself or people in general like I have multiple people in my head, it's because I do.

my moon <3 @ reach-a-place

#yapping <- tag for original text posts I make

let me know if I accidentally interact with/RB from TERFs

#intro post #queer community interact with me pls pspspsp #introduction

[whatareyoudoingwithamaserati]

I CAN’T TRUST MY HANDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#disability moment. everyone look away #that art I rbed earlier Got Me . in the feelings #my hands don’t shake but these days it feels like they do #and I can’t write the right words because all of my words are wrong ones and the urge to create has deserted me . FUCK #I can’t trust my hands to do what I need them to do. and if my hands cannot do what I need them to do I am left with nothing #fuck disability. from the bottom of my heart #disability stuffz #wish I could draw. I need to draw gore of my hands slowly being peeled apart because nothing else can describe them

[whatareyoudoingwithamaserati]

I am crippled. I am a cripple. A richer, stronger, harsher word than disabled. It takes my experiences and the way people look through me and it forces them into an unignorable word, a slur I pick up and reclaim. I am crippled; I am sick; I am disabled. No matter what word I use, I am destined for this fate. For the rest of my life, I will struggle with my body, with my thoughts, with my mind, with my heart. For the rest of my life, I will oscillate between sick and well, suicidal and stable. I am destined for a life of in-betweens, urges to walk in the cold of night to a highway an hour out. They diagnosed a fifteen year old with an incurable, painful, depressing disease, and said off you fucking fuck! Box breathe through the pain! What a fucking joke.

#I am years past my diagnosis and still the reality of it all never fails to hit me at every turn #I will never become fully stable the way my younger self hoped. there will always be parts of me that want to die #nevertheless. I grab my cane and dust off my shoulders and keep going #there is no other option ! #sorry to be a downer on main. been a rough couple days #suicide mention #disability stuffz

[whatareyoudoingwithamaserati]

I got on disability. I got on disability. My application came back today. I’m on disability. Holy fucking shit

#I feel. beyond words #I still haven’t processed it I collapsed on thr floor to open tje letter and I’ve been staring blankly ever since #they accepted me. theu see the level of my impairment. I don’t have to worry about a job #I could cry. I did cry. best pf 2024 moment rught here #cats.txt #disability stuffz

[whatareyoudoingwithamaserati]

What I mean when I say I would never wish my condition nor my life upon even my worst enemy is the fact that I just had an 8/10 pain episode that lasted two hours. TWO HOURS.

#my brain feels like someone went at it with a potato masher #this is enough to make people go insane. genuinely feel like crying in relief that it’s over #or maybe just cryint because I couldn’t do it when things hurt #I dunno! glad to be out of the woods though #at least in childbirth they give you drugs. raw digging this shit with a barely working NSAID and a whole bunch of grit #cats.txt #disability stuffz

[whatareyoudoingwithamaserati]

“are you okay” nah I just stood up and I can feel my heart racing in my chest like I just ran a marathon

#actually disabled #ok to rb #STILL DON’T KNOW WHAT’S WRONG WITH ME!!!!! BY THE WAY!!!!! #disability stuffz #cats.txt

[whatareyoudoingwithamaserati]

Sick and tired of being sick and tired again

#sigh. where’s my fucking saltshaker #if it didn’t feel absolutely illegal to do so I would throw salt in the protein infused smoothie I’m making but. illegal #at least I have EKG and a holter monitor appointments next week. see if we can make any progress on that front #until then we vibe we move we stay silly :3 we try to keep our RHR below 100 and try not to collapse #disability stuffz

[whatareyoudoingwithamaserati]

medication love post. I love my medication so so so so so much bless it for working

#I’m feeling really emotional about it tonight. thinking about being in high school and staring at a doc miserably because I wanted to write #so so so badly and my symptoms were stopping it #and now I’m looking at a doc and *writing* #my head feels so much clearer I’m just. fuck man. I love my meds I love being able to do my hobbies again #life isn’t perfect but god it’s so much better then it was #me when I think about how much pain and misery I was in compared to now ;-; #I can handle a month long flare up so long as it isn’t ANYTHING like how grade eleven was. amen #cats.txt #disability stuffz