#didn't tell somebody that im a lesbian

[vzajemnik]

i wonder why it is that im way more forgiving towards myself when it comes to gender and not at all when its about sexuality

#🗞️ #like when my gender and or gender expression changes im like ok cool. whatever man #and when its sexuality i go into panic mode and feel like a fraud yet again #like idk.....ive lived as a bisexual for my whole life basically. and now that i feel like im a lesbian i feel. idk like i maybe + #should stick with the bisexual label just for the hell of it and just not date men.....but thats just not right yknow like being bisexual + #just isnt me anymore. and when i made that coming out post last week or whenever it was i did it because i felt like id choke and die if i + #didn't tell somebody that im a lesbian #and also idk i feel like such a fraud too bc i know me being a lesbian is a result of trauma and sa and whatever. so it feels ingenuine tome #but it isnt all bad like i feel so liberated and free being able to call myself a lesbian. a weight has been lifted off my shoulders forsure #but still. idk. okay i feel a bit better now i needed to get this off my chest #it also started fucking raining again I HATE HOLDING AN UMBRELLA AUGHHHH

[nyctophiliq]

Heyyy! If matchups are still open can I get one for arcane or overwatch!

20 nb lesbian ESFP. artist, entertainer, artist, musician. I'm pretty butch, goth, I use they/them, I'm short and have dark short black hair, gauges and multiple tattoos, people compare me to Wednesday, Sevika, Ruby (Steven universe) and Toph. I tend to dress in all black, purple or red. When I'm not working Im drawing writing or playing guitar. I'm a chill person, who prefers to listen to people talk, or just being able to relax around people. However with specific subjects I can get more talkative. I have a small friend group cuz I'm really picky, people say I am friendly and inviting, but I look intimidating or unapproachable due to my rbf and alt style. They also describe me as easy to talk to, chill, nonjudgmental, protective and a bitch to people when I need to be. I'm not easily angered, but I used to get into fights, and I'm very protective of the people I choose to be around. I exercise every night, I love interacting with new people, listening to hard rock or metal, partying, drinking smoking, or spending the night inside. It honestly depends on my mood, I like cooking, long car rides and adventures. Honestly kinda just a stoner in scary clothes. Scary and cool till I open my mouth then I'm more of a lovable idiot.

your match-up and star messenger is . . .

JUNKER QUEEN ! ODESSA "DEZ" STONE (estp) !

you are the "annoyingly loud, tall and their scary sweetheart short s/o" couple

maybe it was your similar style that convinced odessa there was no better person for her, or that she had to think twice to talk to you when first meeting you because you looked like you were about to murder someone. either way, she was attracted to you the second she had laid eyes on you.

odessa has much to say and even more wild stories to tell you and that requires a pair of patient ears. she is glad you like listening to her tales, that no matter how horrible it may sound you answer to her without poison on your tongue. the two of you would have only small kinks when communicating, phrasing your sentences too emotionally or overly poetic would confuse odessa, setting up an awkward silence session between the two of you.

the two of you are rarely resting, odessa always has a new adventure for you two to go on. both of you have the type of personality that doesn't like to sit around, do pointless routines or tasks, and rather be creating new things, building new connections, and going to concerts, parties, or hang with your friends.

junker queen will try to learn at least one of you hobbies, most likely playing the guitar. she never really had the opportunity to learn an instrument and would like to expand her skills and open herself up to new possibilities in smaller ways. to think she would make a bad student is completely wrong, odessa can be patient she just needs a bit more encouragement to handle such things as music. in fighting you need to throw big punches, and the guitar needs a delicate touch.

some aspects of your relationship would be:

her constantly teasing you about the height difference, she is 7ft tall, and nobody tops that

drive-in cinema dates! there is a place that still does this thing, a little far away but neither of you is complaining about the long road ahead

talking shit about those rude people for no reason is one of your ways to connect and suddenly start a deep talk

odessa can't help but find it adorable how you stand up for her or yourself if somebody is bothering either of you

MEETING EACH OTHER !

version 1

the night was still young but you were just getting started with your laps around the abandoned block in the town. if there was any reason why you took your exercises in the night remained unanswered, you didn't remember, it has been going on for so long. so wrapped in your own thoughts, trying to figure out why was it so relishing to work out in the night you missed the person coming towards you and the two of you bumped into each other. falling ass first on the ground, a groan left your throat. it took you a second to regain control over your shaken body, that's when you first saw her, offering you a hand with a troubled look on her face.

"are you alright there? i didn't expect anyone else around this turn of time, this place in town. i'm odessa."

version 2

you were part of junkertown's enforcers, serving directly under the queen herself which was a surprise for you too since you haven't been in the line of duty for too long. you have never seen the queen personally, only on the papers that were put up around the town and her commands came through your squad leader. on the night junkrat, a former resident of the town claimed that he found a 'treasure' and you along with your comrades were sent out to take a look at said 'treasure' only for it to turn out to be a trap set up by him and his partner in crime, roadhog. in the fight, you were incapacitated, and by the time you woke up your queen's face was the first thing to greet you.

"i'm sure the two of us can talk about compensation privately... a queen cares for every one of their enforcers."

YOUR SONG IS . . .

can't feel my face by the weeknd !

#📼 › moss tapes #overwatch match up #overwatch #match up #match up event

[c0rpseductor]

i realize im preaching to the choir here but it is extremely bold of the autogynephilia guy to insist that the VAST MAJORITY of adult trans women are, like, outright lying about their own experiences based on his having sorted them into arbitrary, unscientific categories AS A STRANGER. extremely fucking deranged

also obviously speaking on a more personal level the proposed "autohomoerotic" type of trans guy is so fucking infuriating to me. it's like, obviously that's going to be the explanation for gay trans men this idiot comes up with because of the view that being gay is "feminine male" behavior, so how do you victor victoria around that if your understanding of how gender and sexuality interact is from the stone age? Well Clearly It's A Total Separate Other Thing.

it's obviously a talking point every gay trans man on earth has heard at least once, like "you're trans because you're interested in pretending to be a gay man" rather than like. the actual situation. you know. i'm very tired i feel like garbage bc it's a bad migraine brain day but like it just frustrates me bc like...i mean clearly it's cruel and uncharitable and transphobic.

my own experience is that i grew up experiencing a lot of "typical" markers of dysphoria and preferring to be seen as a boy or at least "not a girl" and wanting to hang out with other boys and puberty sucking etc etc you have certainly heard the narrative people trot out and i did fit a number of those points. but it was difficult for me to pin down how i felt and who i actually felt i was without also wrangling the fact that i was struggling with a lot of internalized homophobia. growing up even before consciously understanding myself as male i felt a lot of guilt about being interested in guys and felt it was "wrong." for a good number of years i attempted to transform "i guess girls are pretty" into "i'm DEFINITELY attracted to women, a very socially acceptable thing for a man!" while also trying to deny being trans, which resulted in this really absurd attempt to convince myself i was An Lesbian despite having genuinely no fucking interest in women whatsoever beyond liking their clothes. ("slay bitch!" is not actually attraction to women, but try telling 19 year old lestat that, he will not agree.) and, of course, i absorbed a lot of surface level feminist talking points about how Bad And Yucky men are that made me feel that it would be, like...misogynist to not be a woman.

so i did have to reconcile all those things at once, but ESPECIALLY the fact that i was attracted to men to finally, like, be ready to just call myself a trans man. it was finally realizing that despite my shame about it growing up and the feeling that it was "bad" or "wrong" or "not feminist" (????) (my internalized homophobia was weird sometimes) i did like men, but only if they'd also treat me like a man, because i didn't really want to be having relationships with men as a woman. i was like "huh...this kind of sounds like i don't want to have relationships with ANYONE as a woman." and then i kind of realized after a short stint of identifying as bi that i was also like. just not interested in women at all. i had been making that shit up for notes.

so like, i think in that regard it's like...it's hard to separate my understanding of myself as a man who likes men from my understanding of myself as a man more generally, which is why it's especially frustrating to me to hear that twisted into "it's because you have a fetish for gay men" when i had to like. fight myself tooth and nail for Literally 22 years to accept that i am a man AND that i am attracted to men. i was so uncomfortable with who i was and tried so hard to be cis (or at least Not a man) and straight (or at least Not into men) at the same time that i tried to force myself to be a lesbian. despite having no interest in women. to me that was better than being the person i actually was, which was somebody i felt a lot of shame and discomfort about. accepting that i was binary trans and gay was not like "being gay seems cool can i play" so much as having to tell myself "maybe liking men and being male does not make you some kind of disgusting aberrant monster, dude." but god forbid anybody have any compassion about that when it's way easier to get mad at a straw fujo

[youngbloodlisk]

9-1-1 and Lone Star reactions (2 days late cause i was so busy this week)

5/11/22 (aired 5/9/22)

9-1-1 (Hero Complex)

GUILLOTINES ARE COOL AS HELL actually

banger music man

captions just said "Young Jonah" YO? Okay

oh my god yeah i just remembered how last week's episode ended OH MY GOD IM SO EXCITED

god corinne massiah is so pretty

"Feels like it should be somebody's fault" and judging by the preview for this episode last week i'm gonna guess it is !

chim and hen my fave bffs i wanna be their friend

OH THE SPIDER GUY OH YEAH...... oh my goddd

UGH I MISSED THESE TWO TOGETHER when chim wasn't on the show while he was looking for maddie i missed him and hen being the best friends EVER soooooo much

no I'm never gonna not mention the chemistry and tension between eddie and buck Sorry

PRE LONE STAR COMMENT CAN I PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE GET SOME MARJAN THIS EPISODE I FUCKING MISS MY GIRLFRIEND....,,,.....back to 9-1-1

wait wtf is bobby's password rewind

NashBby_118 i mean okay but- Yeah. Okay

chim wiping the desk of prints with his sleeve is so funny

"You're a terrible liar."

"And you're too good." LMAO

chim and hen are so funny

"They never start with murder."

"I'm sorry, Pat, I'm gonna need to buy a vowel."

THEYRE SO FUNNY I LOVE THEM 10/10 comfort characters right here

this is such an interesting plotline I love it

no cause honestly? go off eddie speak the truth good job

taylor annoys me more every goddamn episode!!!

please tell me she runs the story and buck gets rightfully pissed and he dumps her PLEASE I WANT TAYLOR OUT OF HERE

wait but that would probably lead to buck and lucy being a thing. nvm there's no win here

OHMYGOD HEN

CHIM?? OH NONONONONO

Stop Oh no no no no

i always forget that kenneth choi has 사랑 tattooed on his chest but i love it every time i see it the font looks so pretty

this guy is so unbelievably psychotic my god

yes chim YES CHIMNEY YES

GO HOWARD

okay actually crying i love these two

BEAT HIS ASS BOBBY

taylor you BITCH.......

chim sucking down a capri-sun yes sir!

"You're the best friend I've ever had, Chim, and I can't imagine my life without you."

"And you're never gonna have to."

cue the waterfalls from my eyes

9-1-1: Lone Star (Spring Cleaning)

okay the ad before the episode is playing. cmon marjan give me marjan please even just a little bit of marjan. please let this episode have some marjan

oh i have a bad feeling abt this trash chute.

oh no no no Oh no dude don't do that- and down he goes

MARJANNNNNNNNN MY LOVEEEEEEEE

one second of her beautiful voice and i am a happy person

OH GOD OH NO THE COMPACTOR?

mateo with the fix thank god love him

OH MY FUCKING GOD IS THAT COACH BOLTON.

BART JOHNSON?? It says 2 episodes on IMDB did i just totally MISS him being in another episode idk whatever IM SO EXCITED BART YOU KING HI

nANCY? can i call this wlw erasure cause she's so absolutely a lesbian (im playing around dont jump me)

mateo ✨avoiding✨

CATANNNNN great game. Great game

damn maybe if mateo and nancy communicated like couples should do idk

tommy???? goddamn???? alright maam go off

catan IS spicy tk you're so right

oh this is already terrifying my anxiety is already through the roof this seems like a bad bad bad situation

OH NO ITS IN NEUTRAL oh my god

"Hulk smash." MATEO 😭

oh that was so clever. getting him arrested that was so clever thank god

wtf why is he getting picked on for dressing nice 😭 better to be overdressed than underdressed ur not too good for a suit man cmon

i need to kiss marjan on the mouth

HELP THEYRE ALL LIKE didn't see that coming uhhh

this is so sweet

"coffee" yeah okay go on go bang it out

julius is sweet :(((((

judd what on earth are you abt to do.

oh bad feeling. gas leak + judd in the elevator ? Sounds like a recipe for a stuck elevator?

THE BUIKDING JSTFUCKINGGG COLLAPSED okay so I was a LITTLE UNDERESTIMATING THIS CLIFFHANGER.... WOW

goddamn

Final Comments

right okay so next week's gonna be a fun week i am excited

i got to see two of my favorite things:

- chim and hen being the iconic duo they are

- marjan

good week of 9-1-1 for me !

#gay firefighter show #911 on fox #911 lone star #may grant #howard han #henrietta wilson #buddie #911 buddie #evan buckley #eddie diaz #bobby nash #marjan marwani #did I mention marjan is my girlfriend #cause she is #anyways back to tagging characters I mentioned #mateo chavez #bart johnson #coach bolton the legend #anyways #nancy gillian #tommy vega #tk stand #wyatt harris #judd ryder

[fallinforgyu]

IM GONNA MENTION EATING DISORDERS AND SELF DIAGNOSIS, SO IF THATS TRIGGERING TO YOU, PLEASE PAY THIS NO ATTENTION and if you're uncomfortable with this bun, please ignore it too! I just need to tell somebody.

I told my friend I wanted to start exercising (to get healthier) and they went "no 🥺 you shouldn't want to loose weight you look perfect just how you are 🥺 just learn to love yourself,🥺🥺🥺"

and like, I don't want to loose weight?! I never said I wanted too, I usually love my body.. so I'm convinced they listen to the first 2 seconds of my vid saying I was gonna start exercising more and took it upon themselves to assume I want to loose weight. And like the whole thing they sent back was kind of backhanded, idk if it was on purpose but they made me feel shitty.. that plus every opportunity they get they trauma dump, which isn't a bad thing but alot of the time it's after I've specified not wanting people to trauma dump because I'm feeling bad mentally..

I don't want to sound like a shitty friend but it gets alot you know? Like they recently went to a physch ward for their depression and they sent me a video saying their doctor told them they didn't have an eating disorder but they were certain they did so they weren't going to listen to the doctor because they know their own diagnosis better than the doctor giving it to them. And 1) that's just self diagnosing, 2) I've told them multiple times not to talk to me about eds because I struggled with one for a few years and they ignored it + got mad at me when I didn't acknowledge what they'd said even though they knew it made me uncomfortable..

Alot of the time it seems like they're trying to compete with their friends as well as my own trauma, and it's destructive.. like I'll be venting to my friend about something that happened in my family as a child and than they'll interrupt telling me something that was "worse" than what I experienced and completely invalidate my trauma? They also outed me to my entire school (as gender fluid) and it wasn't on purpose, but it still sucked.. like I live in a rural area full of homophobes and for them to find out I'm gender fluid just made everything worse for me (I get bullied for being a kpop stan and having a trans sister + lesbian sister)

I just have told them my boundaries so many times and they continue to cross them and it's getting to much for me?

i'm so sorry this is happening to you lovey :( friends should be there to uplift and support you and trauma should never be a competition. do you think it would get better if you talked to them about it? it sounds like they aren't great listeners, but you might feel better if you tell them how you're feeling. i'll be thinking about you lovey!! :( <3

#tw ed #bunny's mailbox 📬

[rhaenyras]

I'm rereading snk and I didn't believe it the first time but I'm really starting to think that Eren got Historia pregnant. And I'm glad to see that you love Pieck!!! She's sooo clever, strong and beautiful 💕💕💕💕

I KNOW RIGHT?????? i mean, why would yams even give us chapter 130 if eren wasn't the father of historia's baby???? she literally asks him "what would you think about me having a baby?" in the chapter but eren had already made clear that he was strongly against historia being used as a breeding pawn by that time, countless times. so what's the use in asking again, during their last on-page conversation???? there's definitely something we're missing to that exchange. maybe she meant to say "what would you think of giving me that baby so that i don't have to ask anybody else + i won't have to inherit the beast titan for now and maybe at all if you succeed in bringing about the rumbling, which I won't do anything to prevent in any way?"....... or maybe there's some other explanation but i just know that it does not make sense as it is currently delivered. and then there's that eren/zeke exchange in the SAME CHAPTER where big brother zeke just basically tells him "go ahead and enjoy life and develop meaningful human relationships" and eren is like super nihilistic about it, going "what's the point?? I'll be dead in a few years anyway. they'll keep living even after i have died" and yeah, he was obviously talking about his comrades and friends there, but well, didn't grisha face the same dilemma once he reached the walls, too???? either be on your own and wait for death, or find somebody to love who will make the remaining years worth it. I've got this feeling, ever since that chapter where eren asks mikasa in marley what he means to her, that his thoughts were wandering a bit too close to the romantic edge. why is he so disappointed that mikasa only considered him "family"? why does mikasa wonder if a different answer that day could have changed the course of his actions? it's all up for speculation really, but the only conclusion i can draw is that eren did feel the need for something more, a romantic bond, maybe??? and he must have thought that he could have that with mikasa, for a time at least, only he despised the idea that she was so close to him simply because she imprinted on him as a consequence of her ackermann blood. so historia steps forward in his mind and he begins to consider her too? and well, the rest might be history. i just think eren's days are numbered anyway, and it would be sad for him to just disappear....... the erehisu baby would be a proper legacy to leave behind imo + it would fit both historia's and eren's narratives. i love historia too much to believe that she just decided to sleep with the asshole who bullied her as a kid. it's literally so crass and unredeeming.

armin obviously got annie???? they're canon now??? so yams isn't too much against making ships happen every once in a while, clearly. let's keep our fingers crossed and hope that erehisu will be made...... retroactively canon at this point lol as i doubt they'll see each other again in the present :-/

as per the superior characters, here's my updated list: hanji zoe, levi ackerman (often paired up together because im a die hard levihan shipper), pieck, historia, ymir (both the founder AND the disaster lesbian), armin, uri and frieda reiss.

thank you for giving me the opportunity to talk about my theory omg as you can see, i was dying to elaborate on the whole thing. have a great day 💓

#ask #anon #anonymous #snk spoilers #erehisu #snk

[bad--but-sad-boy]

Alright no one asked for it but here it is: my ocs (for the book im writing) - in alphabetical order! (also they all have pointy ears in canon but the picrews didn't all have that option. also i dont have any of the links to them im sorry)

First up: Alecta!

They're non-binary, aro ace, and their power is having perfect aim (and causing others to have poor aim)! They're also one of the original eight!

Next: Amber!

Nobody likes Amber! She's the main villain of the story and one of the only two cishet people! She's also a bitch!! Her power is changing/controlling people's thoughts! Another one of the original eight!

Then we have Anne, who will not be pictured due to only being another characters older sister and the picture limit on posts.

After that is Beth!

Who knows what Beth's gender is? Certainly not Beth! Beth is aro ace and has the ability to manipulate water!

Next is Declan!

Declan is the only other cishet in the story (who isn't like, somebody's parent). He sides with Amber against his will, but really is a softie at heart and supports everyone else. His power is seeing the outcome of certain things (tests, battles, etc.) He is also one of the original eight.

Now for one of my favorites, Destiny!

Look at her! They're just so cute!! His power is creating forcefields, sort of like Violet from The Incredibles but without the invisible part. Also, they're dating Maeve, who was not important enough to get a real backstory but was important enough to get a picrew!

Very cute!

Next we have Eira, who was created today!

With the power to create and manipulate ice, she's pretty much Elsa. She's very shy, but given the chance, will tell you all about her wonderful girlfriend who was not given a name seeing as I just came up with this.

Nearning photo limit we have Emiko!

She's very pretty and has power over the air!

Next up, the fourth member of the original eight, Emmy!

She is a raging lesbian, who has the power to literally look at things from a different perspective!

Honestly I'm surprised I haven't hit photo limit yet, but next we have another one of my favorites: Evan!

They're bi and were the first character I created with the intention of making them non-binary! (Alecta and the other enby member of the original eight just sort of... happened). Their power is telekinesis!

And that is image limit!! I will reblog with more!

#rhys rambles #my ocs #wait what was the tag #fictional people i love and cherish and also happened to have created

[cornerstorebitch]

at what point would you call it immoral to not confess bisexuality? i'm super extroverted so people don't expect me to be scared when it comes to dating but starting something is hard enough; i would find it almost impossible to say early on unless directly asked

maybe i'm living a different context than the people you're addressing idk. i've never met someone who said they were gay and weren't; that's less common in my age cohort which is probably the only pool of people i'd date from anyway. plus i grew up with one homo friend who probably passed as bi bc it was more acceptable; when we were in university there was something of a cultural movement and a lot of people came out of the closet. some contentedly het people got curious too but i think they've mostly grown out of it by now. hopefully lol i had a bad experience with a young woman who said she was bi and maybe wasn't, even though we didn't have sex i felt like a damnned rapist

btw 100% of lesbians i've ever known, including as friends with zero interest between us, have either clocked me as bi or more vaguely "someone who can dig women" --even when i'm not depressed over any crush people can tell, so i'm not sure how necessary it is to point this out to people

then again i had no clue before reading tumblr diary that lesbians might see bis as gross or std ridden. i mean you'd laugh at me if you heard my life story but despite being probably bi i can't do anything with men. so i don't want to violate anyone's rights but i know for a fact that im not going to transmit anything, is there a rush to talk about it then? should i type up an informational leaflet for people i might want to date?

i mean somebody who is bisexual will have different life experiences than somebody who is gay. i do think it's important to be honest abt things for that reason alone. but ultimately people will do what they will in their personal lives im not gonna b the gay police lol

[sweet-xoxo-thatcares]

Lo and Behold

Glynda dumbass just now blocked me on snap, even though im the one who unfriended her 1st.

Yup, just another petty Jay move, just because you got butthurt.

I deleted my account on Tinder right after messaging her "I'm pissed. Wtf we bonded, dude." and then she said "why am i getting bitched out just for asking one question."

And this was after I accused of her of trying to use me as a sex toy and hiding her true intentions with me, when this whole time (it was just 3 days) your'e telling me you and your boyfriend wanted a 3some. And weeeeee was just talking us two having a bonfire, doing some cooking together, and smoking weed (which i dont need to get back on anyway) but yea her intentions was presented that this was just finna be all about me and her getting busy and having fun. And when she tried to gaslight me and acting there's no reason for me to be mad....like dude no. I told you straight up im not feeling dudes rn and you still had the nerve to go ask me that shit out of the blue and on top of that you waited until 2-3 hrs into us bonding, flirting and sexy talk to even say you had a bf, but it was only until after the 1st 30 minutes you was worried about me getting into a relationship with you.

And I said, "No, boo boo, you wanted a threesome. That right there was manipulative. And I cut people off for doing that.

I deserve better. Buh Bye".

Cause who the fuck does that? And I'm too pretty to be stressed about hoe getting her feelings hurt cause she asked me off the wall question that I didn't expect her to ask when I even asked you does he know about us texting and you said yea, he's cool with it. He lets me have my way. She said nothing about a threesome then.

She waited until after we sent some nudes, got all comfortable, and cute on the flirting and shit....and then boom. Wanna ask for a 3some cause you thought I was a lesbian?

Then when I confront yo ass, you got a problem?

Now look who bitchin, who the fuck blocks somebody that unfriended you on snap and from your view deleted you off Tinder?

A sad petty bitch. Look how your feelings hurt, cause you didn't give a fuck about mine.

Sad ass hoe, remind me just like my ex tryna get me in the same scenario again. Cause yo nasty ass wanna have your cake and yo dick at the same time.

Fuck Her. Wayyy more women to meet in my future, and at least im not cuffed to some idiot.

She thought I was just gonna fuck whoever she wanted to bring in the bedroom with her? She trifling and tried to trick my ass.

Im so done with white trash. Sorry, but technically my ex was too.

Disrespectful niggas. Listening to Jelly Roll. We bonded over country music damnnnn and I thought I could trust you???

Damn. We out here fr, by ourselves.

[monstrous-beauty]

Monstrous Beauty Text Posts

Mal: I'm BI I'm HOMELESS I have RADIATION POISONING and I'm NEW IN TOWN/ I swing both ways ;) Violently. With a bat. Come get some motherfuckers./ in order to lead a happy life i'm gonna have to disappoint my parents a bit/ my neutral expression makes me look like i'm always in a bad mood which is convenient because it's usually true/ if i feel an emotion one more time im gonna snap/ "that's too much eyeliner!" cry me a fucking table, Linda, go back to Forever 21/ whatever *becomes an enemy of the state*/ if someone points at your black clothes and asks who's funeral it is, a look around the room and a casual "haven't decided yet" is always a good response/ Hmmmm gay rights but for me i think? The rest of you are on your own/ family dinners more like heteronormativity and offensive jokes/ Maybe she's born with it maybe She's Been Constantly Pressured To Meet Impossible Standards Since Birth/ if i ever opened up to you i was joking/ i'm bisexual and stupid. that's all i am. god looked at my shitty tiny frame and said, "you're going to be a little bisexual moron" then released me into the world.

Estelle: ...and this is my bedroom aka my Isolation Station TM/ every day is leg day when ur running from your problems/ im a witch i mixed some herbs and crystals together and now my cat nows the f word/ it's just me and my 400 unread books against the world i guess/ "You should never bottle up your emotions," I say kicking seventeen Emotion Bottles TM under the carpet./ If you were a gifted kid in elementary school there's a 100% chance you're gay and depressed now

Jaki: the longer my hair gets the more powerful i become/ *enters with a bad powerpoint animation effect* hello/ what if i deleted myself off the face of the earth? haha...unless/ not to be controversial but respect trans women or die by my sword/ I just want to say from the bottom of my heart I didn't sign up for this shit/ accidentally indulged in too much 'me time', turns out I've been reported missing for over six months and presumed dead by most local and national authorities/ since it is pride month and due to recent events I am challenging all transphobes and Agni Kai. I have my hairspray and lighter ready. Get in line.

Malais: "dude" but like romantically

Mal and Estelle: "Darling" but I can't stand you/ I'm gonna start a Cute Bi Club for all bisexual and biromantic folks and all we're gonna do is pet cats and talk about how cute and bi we are

James: women want me. fish fear me. dermatologists hate me. hot singles in my area want to meet me. god wishes he were me./ While you were studying the blade, I was studying a bigger, cooler blade/ you guys don't know what a himbo is anymore. you've lost sight. you can't just call every man you like a himbo. theres nuance/ the more knives you have the more valid you are

Celine: please do not disrespect the moon/ *wakes up* what the fuck/ u ever wake up from a dream like "damn i guess i'm not coping with THAT as well as i thought i was/ i wanna learn how to throw knives so i can throw them real close n graze somebody to let them know 2 shut the fuck up/ I'm gonna replace every bone in my body with a knife, if someone punches me they're in for a surprise (the knife)/ "Wow, you're so mature for your age!" thanks it was the trauma/ yeah i'm beautiful but where is my mental stability???

Solais: Im a slut for validation!!Tell me you're proud!!! Tell I did good!!!!/ have you ever met someone that was sunshine in human form/ the rumours are true...i have a soft heart/ i'm very important and soft/ have you ever met someone who's smile looks like it could make flowers grow/ talents include looking 12 and saying thank you to the bus driver/ I'm dropping out of school to become a full time lesbian reblog if you want in

Diego: she knocked that smug look off my face but luckily i was a second, smaller smug look underneath/ if you ever feel safe please remember that im out there/ power move: saying "that's treason" everytime someone does something that mildly inconveniences you/ *sigh* why am i better than everyone/ ok yes i may be evil and morally corrupt but i'm also incredibly beautiful and i think that makes up for it honestly/ i want to do cool teenager stuff, like going to parties and arson/ yes I am fully aware that I'm the worst TM but I still wanna be like.....loved and stuff/ i am no longer baby i want power/ i'm fine thank you for asking! though recently there has been a darkness growing within me

Lucifer: hi im here to ruin everything/ my therapist once told me i have have obssession with seeking revenge...we'll see about that/ *straight person voice* you rebel scum/ everyone who died and was killed on my quest to get really good fashion and hair deserved it and i don't care/ Men will have a kid and be like "i have lost the ability to be wrong"/ Is it hot in here or am I just Satan

Diablo Siblings: You're important to me you piece of shit/ do you ever see your sibling and just this overwhelming urge to smack them for no reason? like my brother will walk into the room and i'm like "oh man i guess i have to end you"

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