this endless cycle of violence between Growers and Showers on the streets of our great nation must stop. Thats why if you elect me, the guy whose penis stays exactly the same no matter what you go and do to it, I promise that we will enter an era of sheer peace the likes of which you’ve never seen, jack
normally if i’m having some kind of “everybody hates me and i suck at everything and i’m worthless” kind of spiral that’s something i can break out of by having something to do but it becomes Really hard to not feel like it’s being Proven Factually True when you’re stuck in bed for the second day in a row and can barely even stare at your phone screen without having to take breaks. there’s really nothing i can even point to to say like “see you’re actually cool and awesome” bc being bedridden for days makes one feel like a blight on society with no worth. actually
i fell asleep around 9 last night. i just felt too bad not to go to sleep.
my head still hurts if you can believe it. i know part of it is that im really thirsty but im just super frustrated. i don’t wanna be stuck in bed again :( but even though i slept like 10 hours i might just drink some water and go back to sleep if i can manage it. i feel horrible
i had like one migraine free day yesterday but i was still really tired and just like. idk im mad at being stuck in bed so much. my head doesn’t hurt so badly right now but im stuck in bed bc i don’t feel well. i can only stay up long enough to get food or water bc im just so tired. i showered earlier and i think i used most of my energy on that. i’m so bored but almost everything i want to do will exhaust me so i can’t do anything. ughhh
i might listen to more of the ascendancy audiobook. i was doing that with my migraine the other day bc for a while i couldn’t keep my eyes open but just laying in bed with them closed was driving me nuts. it’s just hard to pay attention sometimes because migraines are so draining neurologically so i just can’t think straight.
im so tiredddd of having these attacks that last for days and days i hate it so much im so fucking sick of being bedridden i just want to cry and cry
When I say there are things that Israel will never ever take away from Palestinians I also mean the way the fight for Palestine is ingrained into every aspect of our lives, down to even the names we give our children who come decades and decades after our initial Nakba.
For example, Bisan is a very popular girls name in Palestine and it is the name of a Palestinian city that was depopulated by Israel in 1948. Girls with names like Bisan, Yafa and Jenin may not have seen these cities yet, but they carry them within them regardless.
Also, many Palestinians can identify with how our aunts and uncles have symbolic names such as A'ed or A'eda which mean returnee. These names were not chosen arbitrarily by our grandparents who were forced to raise their families in refugee camps. Similarly, there are names like Thaer (revolutionary), Bassel (courageous) and Nidhal (revolutionary struggle) that are very common to this day.
We are literally walking around carrying notions of Palestine and our struggle with us and planting the seeds of resistance within our children, we must be so frustrating!
@vault-33 just got out the hospital with more cysts on its spleen and we could use some help getting the OTC meds it needs to keep comfortable until they can be drained. Splenic cysts are extremely painful and causing a rapid heart rate and terrible chest pain.
Am I glad god's in his heaven, and that we're down here and that all's right with the world and that we're in heaven down here and that we're in his heaven and I just remembered we're down here