#did you know a flower bloomed?

[toomanyfandomsorkinafs]

The way I audible gasped out loud- 😭I CNAT WAIT

#did you know a flower bloomed? #Life series #:3 #double life #third life #last life #limited life

[anonymous-flowers-on-the-beach]

When all hope is lost

And the battle is done

My tears will come

And flood the place

I am a crier

And I burn with a fire

My fire is bad

And so very mad

But why am I mad

When I am not the victim 

I am a bystander 

And an attacker

I am an oppressor

And a thug

I am a tyrant

And a persecutor

I am a ruffian

In need of a hug

Yet all the same

I am hurt by the words

I am the tormenter

And the tormented

I am the pain 

And the pained

I am the scarer 

And the scared

I am in fear 

Yet all the same, the cause of fear

#poems #Really bad day #Currently hiding in the closet #Not from anyone but myself #I’m afraid I might hurt myself if I let my emotions out too much #It’s scary #life is scary #im afraid to lose my friends #I’m afraid to lose my parents #I’m afraid to lose my sibling #And I’m am just so afraid to lose myself #I’m spiralling really #So Til tomorrow’s fucking Break down #This has been Kina. #Signing off for today #did you know a flower bloomed?

[front-facing-pokemon]

#spinda #AAAHHHH YES!!! our belovèd spinda. from their café!!! probably one of my favorite minor characters from pmd sky #whom i don't even think was in the original explorers games. i think spinda's café was exclusive to sky. if i'm remembering correct #ly. or maybe that was shaymin village. i know shaymin village was for sure but maybe it was just that and not both of them. either way #have a delicious drink and allow the flower of conversation to bloom! i could quote spinda all day. he had “hopes and dreams” before toby #ever did. THAT'S ALSO like i had no idea what spinda's pronouns were. i kept trying to figure it out because i talked about him quite a lot‚ #but no one in game ever talked about him. to mention his pronouns? turns out. there's ONE line of dialogue where the post office fucker in #shaymin village mentions him and calls him a he. i think that's the only time spinda is referred to in the third person with a pronoun #i believe it's when they're talking about like. how you can send gifts or whatever and pick up the characters' responses at spinda's café #which is still a really fucking good feature. of any video game. SEE WHAT I MEAN spinda and their café is just an incredibly good Thing #it's to the point where my home wifi network is named “Spinda's Café Wi-Fi” because i love it so much. so if you're ever runnin around #and you see a wifi network by that name… it might be me! you never know! or… it could be the real deal. the real spinda's café is somewhere #nearby…! ugh. i wish. i would go there immediately #not even to mention all the other shit about this pokémon that's really good. like that they never walk in straight lines or whatever #their little dance. it's just. huUGHKLJKAHJVDHJHDAJSVGD i love spinda. a nice pick-me-up after the underwhelmingness that was grumpig #shake it this way… shake it that way… and stir it all around… and it's done!

[jimmyenjoyer]

No I just think it's nice jimmy gave someone else flowers I just think that was really sweet and also I have art ideas about it that ill probably never do

#dead poppies and blooming lilacs. im going insane. #SHUT UPPP WHY DID SAUSAGE SAY SHIT ABOUT POPPIES !!!! STOP IT YOURE HURTING ME !!!!!!! #i. #i like. #i cant talk #its like #IDK ITS JUST NICE!!!! THAT JIMMY CAN GIVE SOMEONE FLOWERS!!!!!!! IT MAKES ME HAPPY!!! #because idk #its like. #its nice #that you can give someone flowers even though last time* you gave someone flowers it kinda uhhhhh went bad #because its been long enough and things can be good and YOU CAN GIVE PEOPLE FLOWERS AND ITS JUST NICE???? #(* i do not actually think ALL THE WAY BACK IN 3RD LIFE was the last time jims handed another player a flower) #(i know he has done it after that and that wasnt the last time im just. using words wrong for affect)

[widowshill]

— But it's almost midnight. — Oh, that's the point! At the stroke of twelve, he turns into Dracula. C'mon, Vicki – he won't bite.

pose ref.

#dark shadows 1966 #victoria winters #roger collins #➤ roger collins & victoria winters. ┊ pain sometimes precedes pleasure，miss winters. #vamp roger au tbt #➤ roger collins. ┊ I and my ghosts want a drink. #➤ victoria winters. ┊ because she’s lost and lonely. because she looks in shadows. #➤ edits & art. ┊ the evans cottage art gallery. #art. #i always feel a little apprehensive about putting r/v things in the general tags bc i know that's not everyone's cup of tea but. #if r/v squicks you out and you don't have me blocked idk why lmakldfgfg. that's what we do here. #well! did you know that the moonflower is a highly poisonous and psychoactive flower that belongs to the nightshade family #and can cause respiratory depression arrhythmias fever delirium hallucinations psychosis and death if taken internally. #and they are night-blooming and pollinated by sphinx moths. much to think about. #scenes from the vamp roger au that i've been plotting with tortie and have only posted like one thing about but. anyway. #should be making violent love to you behind a palm tree etc. but the moonflowers in liz's greenhouse will have to do. #yeah yeah yeah we've all heard about his more famous triangular cousin but what about the real collins vampire huh. #who was here in 1966 draining years off another man's life. who spent ten years in a coffin (augusta) and came back wrong. #who knows nothing but a habitual; driving; consuming thirst. #who feeds on the youth and innocence of his governess – of his sister's hospitality – of the shelter of the collins blood. #who prefers; instead of living; to bury himself in the collins tomb. #who creates not biological sons but makes other men into monsters just like him. #also lou was really hot as a vampire for 0.5 seconds in hods.

[astro-inthestars]

WAIT I FORGOT TO TELL YOU GUYS?!?!? WAIT WAIT

GUYS!

I GOT MY FIRST KISS YESTERDAY!!!!!

ME AND LAUREL KISSSSSSSED FDGSHFKDSHKGFHDSJD HWHHEHEHWHHEEHHHEEHEHEEEEEE

#rennikorambles #flowers blooming in the stars #but that was just one kiss so its old news #BUT THE THING IS LIKE WAAAAY BEFORE WE STARTED DATING LIKE THE WWEEK BEFORE #WHEN I JUST CONFESSED #she said she wasn't allowed lip kisses as per her bros' rules #and i was like ''THATS OK! I respect that!'' cant stop a guy from yearning though so.... #i ended up drawing it a lot ... she wanted to see it once and when she did fdsghfdkskhHFSG #''....one kiss wouldnt hurt right-'' GFASGFHAJH love how easily she folds #BUT LIKE AFTER HER BROS MET ME THEY LET ME OFF THE HOOK!!!! #yknow. when they met me . while i was cowering like a cat. my loserboy swag caught them yes i DID IT #anyways i didnt know that yet so yesterday i was SURE that that would be the only kiss i get.... #BUT NOPE I FOUND OUT THAT HER BROS WERE OK WITH IT AND NOW I AINT GETTIN ENOUGH <3333 #hey guys holy shit i cant get over the fact i HAVE a girlfriend wtf. are you sure im not dreaming

[nguyenfinity]

Another project, a dozen drawings based on 3 rules you set for yourself!! mine were flower heads, shows the sky somewhere, and they're all different times of day

#sana school stuff #original art #flower girls was something i've been wanting to do for years and i thought this project was a good opportunity to do so but yknow. the thin #where when you do something for school it's less fun #yeah #especially with time constraints #honestly i thought about making enseason my dozen but 12 of those in such a short timespan mightve actually killed me #i did 11/12 of these backgrounds within a 12 hour timespan (breaks included) #each of them took 30 min-1 hour #the actual people tho. took anywhere from 1. to multiple hours #the flowers were chosen based on the month they bloom in #'cause all of them also correspond with a month #fun fact did you know daffodils can kill other flowers (namely roses and tulips) they're in a vase with if not treated properly first #no one pointed out the morbidity of a flower person walking in a flower field. #also. if you care #i don't know if i can get the april edition out on time #i'll try but i've taken 2 days rest to recover from the fact i cranked all these out within like 3 weeks total (lineart got my ass) #sana will be back shortly i miss posting here #i miss you guys!!! #guh

[prototypelq]

Wanted to relax a little this evening, and my go-to game for that is Death Stranding. Did some deliveries today, and first time ever in my playthrough saw more than one structure in a row that deteriorated to unusable state... Guess the game is older and less people are playing so some structures are breaking down little by little. It's surprisingly sad, but also not really, this is a postapocalypse setting after all. This is what the characters of the game are constantly feeling - the slow but very visible passage of time around them. Or not so slow, not so slow at all...

Anyway, great walking simulator, had fun, got a little closer to that platinum

#i wanted to boot dmc i really did #i know i said it myself that vergil is fun to fight in every way even loosing to him is fun and that is completely true #just was in a mood for a more relaxing experience and a sort of easier win in my games today #(can you see why I haven't played bloddborne yet?) #(how do i form a connection when we can't even shake hands you're at the center leading me) #(we're parting the shadows hang out in the gallows stuck in the loop for eter-ni-ty) #(do you know why the flowers never bloom why you retry and let the pain resume i need a new leader i need a new ludens) #(new ludens new ludens yeeeeah) #(i love DS soundtrack it's so catchy) #death stranding

[revvywevvy]

Blooming still, even in the mud and rain

+ a closeup <3

#913's art #ok to rb #digital art #medibang paint pro #♡ pyrrha alexandra #Pyrrha Alexandra #self ship art #self insert #self insert community #wlw self ship #//if you know what the caption references then ily forever /p #//also im gonna draw her like that from now on. I like the idea of her powering through and getting rid of the deformed arm thru #//sheer force of will like sie/gfr/ied did (at least I think thats how he did it?????) that kind of power is so perfect 2 me #//the flowers are blooming from their wounds <3 for pyrrha its her malfested arm and heart (not visible bc of the cloak) #//and for caelina her burnt arm and uh. also her heart. but shes facing away. so also not visible. #//anyways. holding pyrrha in my arms and giving her plenty of kissies on the face mwah mwah MWAH!~~~~~ #//its what she deserves <3333333

[satisfaxtion]

if you kill yourself now you won't ever see the sunrise again, and you won't ever be able to walk on the beach or through the forest, and you won't ever be able to spend hours staying up at night laughing with your friends, and you won't see the leaves change color and fall in autumn, and you won't jump into a pile of them, and you won't drink hot cocoa or tea in the middle of winter when it's freezing cold, and you won't see the flowers bloom again next spring

#tw suicide #somebody left this in my inbox years ago and i’ve kept it deliberately in my inbox since #and every so often when I get sad i think about this stranger that reminded me about the leaves changing colors #and hot cocoa in winter #and my toes in the sand on the beach #and the quiet hum of the trees and the birds as you walk through the forest #idk who this person was and is but i hope you’re doing okay and i want you to know that i am too #i still wanna die sometimes #but i think of the trees and the leaves changing colors and hot cocoa in the winter and i choose to live for spring when the flowers bloom #and then i do it all over again #and i want you to know that i did all of these things this year with people i really love and care about #we hiked through the smoky mountains and i had sex on the beach #so when i’m sad i distinctly remember the smell of the trees and the salt in the air and i remember this stranger typing four paragraphs #in my inbox that night so thank you stranger you probably saved me and continue to do so until this day #i am forever thankful for that ask that night i don’t know who you are but i love you and i hope you’re doing okay #suicide #depression #sad #sadness #suicide awareness #it will be okay #self harm #ptsd #jay says stuff #grief #so sad #academia #poem #poetry #writing

[shining-gem34]

💐 [from Yaoshi ;) for Dan Feng]

Misc. Actions Post || Accepting @grislyintentions 💐- to gift a bouquet of flowers .

Trigger Warning: Slight Body Horror/Vomiting/Blood

The bouquet is tossed the ground before a heeled boot stomps it. Yinyue Jun smashes the delicate white petals, the golden wheats, and the red berries. Uncaring to the crimson stain growing underneath his boot, he grinds it to the stone pavement with no mercy.

His carefully blank expression is broken by the sneer marring his beautiful face. The nearby bodies of water stirs in response to the fury swirling within his chest. He cares not for the roots digging painfully into his bones or the tightness of his throat filled with petals- a punishment for his sacrilege to the maniacs beloved deity.

The Plagues Author is not his Aeon, and they will never be despite their so-called "blessing" forced upon him.

Yinyue Jun removes his feet, noting that the sticky red mess looks similar to gore.

He feels nauseous.

A memory of last week resurfaces where Yinyue Jun hunched over his desk as he threw up petals all over his documents. The white flower petals, covered in bile and blood, left their stain on his desk.

It was a mockery to him, reminding Yinyue Jun of his weakness.

Clicking his tongue, the High Elder snaps his fingers and summons a droplet of Cloudhymn magic. The magic waters purifies the filth dirtying his floor. Within moments, it was gone as if it was never there in the first place. Satisfied, he shoves his hands into his sleeves and tilts his head to the star-covered skies.

"You will find no devotee here. Mark my words, Plague Author. The Hunt shall aim straight for your heart and end your reign of abominations." Yinyue Jun declares, filled with both determination and hatred.

Yinyue Jun turns his back to the skies, spurning the deity "gifts", and retreats into his residence. But whether or not the High Elder consent matters-

An azure scale lays on the ground. Their brilliant color have dulled to a grayish hue devoid of any life. Where the scale had fallen from Yinyue Jun skin, a single root starts to sprout.

Then, the whispers begin...

#moon drinker (il) #shackled prisoner (angst/serious/gore) #grislyintentions #jade answers (a ask) #||I just came up with the tag halp #||Not sure how to tag CW since it's more or less slight/implied #||I put the tags atop with read more just in case #||Let me know what/how I should tag it as #||When an Aeon decided to reward you for trying to find a solution to your race infertility's problems #||Yinyue Jun did not sign up for this. #my bones rot/flowers bloom on my horns (AU- Yinyue Jun)

[toomanyfandomsorkinafs]

@chocolate-cake-enthusiast CAKE CAKE CAKE CAKE! GUESS WHAT GUESS WHAT GUESS WHAT!!!!

#did you know a flower bloomed? #:3 #IM LITERALLY SO HAPPY

[anonymous-flowers-on-the-beach]

Sharp.

My teeth too sharp, they only tear and break your skin.

My teeth too sharp, they only harm you.

My teeth too sharp, they only want to hide.

My teeth too sharp, they only cut.

Your skin too soft, would break under the pain.

Your skin too soft, would it hurt?

Your skin too soft, would you see me as a monster?

What would you do when my teeth so sharp finally hurt you, and you see the monster I truly am?

#poems #I think my teeth is the only metaphor I could use to describe myself #To sharp. Too rough. Too mean. Quick to hurt. Quick to break. #Did you know a flower bloomed?

[osshisan]

i know it's risky and i probably should slow my roll to not end up disappointed because this is ensemble stars but i have such high hopes for the valkyrie climax story... if !-era valk was the build-up of mika helping shu (and the unit itself) to recover from the war and regain stability, it feels like !!-era valk has been the process of shu helping mika develop his confidence in his own artwork and humanity in return-- so they can truly be equals. and since we already know the event is a shu center...... i just think there's maximum potential for this story to fuck severely if done right

#i just hope it is so full of love #and not even in a romantic/ship sense i know it wont be that #but. nnggnnhh. you know what i mean #and i really wonder if they'll properly address the whole mademoiselle-is-talking-less-lately thing... i think thats meant to have been-- #coinciding with mika getting more footing in valk's partnership (and in shu's life) #i also saw someone speculate that if valk ever got a power-up event like rst did then maybe the new logo would have #the rose buds bloom into full flowers #valk's logo progression could follow the unit's own progression that way #first as thorny vines and a tattered name.... then with new stability and roses budding #only beginning to bloom #so a third could have a full blossom... maybe with a fancier penmanship font..... like a bouquet #yknow. the bouquet shu wants to show the world per his words in that phone call in the !! mainsto #the logo thing has nothing to do with the climax event i just got into rambling mode. these guys have so much real estate in my brain #enstars #valkyrie #.txt

[avalons-agent]

i really appreciate that the concept art refers to gingko clothed volo as  パトソール / подсолнух / padsol (lit. sunflower) because russia is genetically related to the ainu people given their geological position (iirc the first description of russians by japanese people were “light haired ainu”)  and given that volo is a direct decedent of the celestia people (pokemon’s ainu counterpart) and it’s just more interesting and accurate for him being russian inspired than greek or spanish

#pla spoilers #im assuming padsol was volo’s stand-in name while they figured out ‘’volo’’ because the series does tend to name characters after plants #and thematically volo being a flower that stares towards the sun makes so much sense with arceus representing the sun #tall sunflower looking ass (affectionate) #anyway i demand salvic volo redraw memes you know the ones #anyway did you know volo's title in the jpn game is pokemon messenger and not pokemon wielder? #i just think volo is very interesting #also i planted some red and yellow sunflowers awhile back and so far only the red bloomed #the inflorescence is really red+black in the front and surprisingly red+yellow in the back giratina moments #it's ya pal jean

[aurivore]

𝐌𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐅𝐚𝐯𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐬 : 𝐏𝐫𝐞𝐟𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐬

✧ Animal:      The Felidae family, with a strong preference toward lions. ✧ Flowers:     Reed flower. ✧ Scent:        Cistus-labdanum incense, freshly polished steel, myrrh, baked clay, crushed grapes for wine fermentation.  ✧ Coffee:      Black, spiced with cardamom and saffron. ✧ Tea:            Marjoram tea. ✧ Drink:         Wine. ✧ Alcohol:      Well-aged date wine and golden beer (kaš sig), the latter malted with barley and emmer. ✧ Food:         Salted and spiced meats, particularly roast kid; ‘exotic’ game meats with deep, rich flavors; unleavened bread of sasqû flour; fruits with dark juice, such as grapes and pomegranates. ✧ Dessert:     Girí lam pastry, which was reserved only for individuals in Sumerian society of the highest conception and authority: kings and gods. Sweetened with honey, flour-bound, prepared with dates and raisins imported from Smyrna through trade. ✧ Clothing:    Whatever he declares is of high standing and is worthy of being worn by him. Fine robes with luxurious dyes and long kaunakes (a symbol of his Kingship) were the basis of his wardrobe in his time. Has a marked preference for gold and darker colors, such as black, crimson, and royal blue. He particularly loves his modern ‘rider outfit’, such so that it being marred by a speck of dust or being grazed by an unworthy hand is an insult. ✧ Candy:      Mersu with date syrup and ghee. ✧ Left or Right Handed?:       Equally ambidextrous with both hands. However, he always wields Ea with his right, and clutches the Chains of Heaven with his left. ✧ Sloppy or Neat Writing?:    Immaculate and authoritative in the way it is bereft of any fallacy. Near-clinical in its perfection. Any errors in penmanship or tablet-make are mistakes he does not commit. In the manner of conveying his own speech, his court scribes are also expected to never falter. The King’s words are far heavier than any tablet or stone upon which they are carved.  ✧ Clean or Messy Home?:    The palace servants will ensure the former. ✧ Shower in Morning or Night?:      Either. Does not ‘shower’ in the modern sense, but rather takes highly luxurious baths. ✧ Tasks Done Early or Last Minute?:      Does it matter? He decides when things begin and when they end. ✧ Love Language?:        Gilgameš does not love lightly. Like his feelings toward mankind, his love is exceedingly vast and unfathomable and consuming. As shown in his constant combat with Enkidu, the two of them conversing not with tongue but with the clash of blade and battle, too is that violence a manifestation of his affection —  just as he is willing to commit what is deemed by the masses as atrocities in the name of seeing Man prosper. The Gate of Babylon as an infinite testimony to mankind’s achievements and value further elicits how humanity is endeared to him. Words were deemed as having numinous significance in ancient Sumer, and every breath of the King is worth its weight in gold — if he declares you as invaluable, then that truth is absolute for all of time. If one must allocate a love language (that is not to exclude him from showing any of the others), it would perhaps be quality time, whether bestowing the turmoil that precedes growth, providing his aid (even if under the guise of desiring entertainment), or simply him allowing someone to exist next to him in comfortable, intimate silence — if Gilgameš is not already communicating in his own ‘language’, that is. Simply because it is elusive does not mean it is not there. It is important to look not merely at what he says but what he means, to see the fine lines in his actions. ✧ Believe in Love at First Sight?:        He can appraise the value of anything simply by gazing upon it. And he knows that worth well. If it is valuable enough he may even wish to attain it. But to garner his interest and desire is not equivalent to invoking so visceral and complex a feeling within him as love, something which he stringently distances himself from. In a word: no. 

𝐓𝐚𝐠𝐠𝐞𝐝 𝐛𝐲 : @adpulvis and @artificile. Thank you! 𝐓𝐚𝐠𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐠 : @kyrieleisen, @kishisms, @maledicti-oculi, @lyriccl, @koorinohebi., @moonlightmagus​.

#𝐇𝐂. He who has seen everything‚ I will make known to the lands. #(icon artist credit: a.u. delete / pixiv ID 5376622) #// I've done 'muse associations' before but ascertaining innate preferences is fun #Gilgamesh's tastes are ancient - though this is not to say he cannot deem modern ones worthy - #and as such this is reflected in his preferences. Spices and seasonings were reserved for the higher echelons in Ancient Sumer #(they also didn't have sugar so foods were sweetened with honey #as well as fruit syrups and juices) #even modern fruits have been enhanced to be sweeter through artificial selection so Gil is highly selective about which fruits he eats #in modern incarnations. On another note - roast kid was considered a very luxurious meal in his time. #His palate is highly attuned (he would be considered a 'super taster' in modern medicine) and as such he is highly particular about his food #(+ did you know putting saffron in coffee gives it a golden colour?) #(also sasqu flour was used in rituals. The presence of it in Gil's preference for bread is but one manifestation of him being irreverent #to the gods.) #as for his favorite flower. I've thought about his heavily. Gilgamesh himself mentions the 'mankind is a thinking reed' quote in CCC #And reeds (alongside clay) were an incredibly vital resource in Ancient Mesopotamia #To say it was foundational is no exaggeration. The reed stylus was the foundation for writing; reeds were used as the basis of housing; #reeds boats revolutionized aquatic travel; etcetera #This importance alongside the metaphor for the reed symbolizing mankind's ingenuity #led me to believe Gilgamesh would value seeing them bloom.