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arcsimper5 · 5 months
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Rafael, my love...
Yeah, the first time I saw this thicc boi cleaning graves I was smitten.
Have some screenshots of married life :P
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He doesn't even take his clothes off to sleep. Dedication. (Side note, please tell me we'll get a bathroom in the house at some point haha)
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TOO CUTE
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NO, BABE, TELL ME, PRAISE ME
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That poor little sad face almost makes me forgive the fact this was moments after he crawled in AT 00:50. RAF WTF
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Look, I'm just saying, there's a reason that mom and pops weren't invited to the wedding lol
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He says this when I have over 100K coins haha. Bless his cottons.
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Perfection.
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Absolute perfection.
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<3
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He likes the quiet life <3
Can we get a crowdfunder to make Rafael real now please?
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szasfuckingwife · 10 months
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SELFISH
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HOBIE BROWN X BLACK CAT!READER
WARNINGS: smut, black cat is white in comics but there’s no mention of race here, black reader in mind tho, british slang, gwen stacy is mentioned but it’s the gwen in hobies earth NOT ghost spider gwen , royal family existence
a/n: wrote this for my black british ppl dem, hobies existence kinda made me proud. i put some british slang/phrases here n there. also, black cat is an underrated love interest i wish they put her in a movie.
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It’s midnight, what better time to steal the crown jewels? Yes, it’s heavily guarded and there’s a slim chance you’ll even make it out alive but you needed them more than some overrated family. They don’t even belong to the royals, right?
You navigate through the tower of London, looking for something worthy of taking and risking your life for. Last time, you took (what was apparently) Queen Victoria’s robe and one of those fancy looking crowns. This is light work to you, but since you know the guards will be changing shifts in fifteen minutes, all you want to do is get the big one and leave.
Oh, what’s the big one you ask? St Edwards crown.
Yes, it’s not entirely ethical, robbing something from the most notorious robbers in history but it’s better off them and in someone elses hands, you figure.
Someone reliable, honest and responsible like you
Plus, your not greedy, the charity organisations were frequently shocked when ‘Anonymous’ donated $1,000,000 every month or so.
When you come face to face with with St Edwards Crown, your eyes widen behind your black goggles in amusement. The diamonds looked so…big.
After you fawned over the gleam of all the rubies and diamonds, you took out your laser and, carefully, cut a circle into the glass. Slowly, and gently, you pulled the cut glass away from the rest of the box.
Once your gloved hands touched the crown, you felt an odd chill in your spine.
“Oh, don’t mind me, love, just enjoying the show..” That familiar voice causes a smirk to appear on your face. When you turn around, you see that same patriotic red and blue covered by silver spikes. He’s leaning on the wall, arms crossed. You wonder how long he’s been standing there.
Or if he even cares that you’re stealing from his beloved monarchy.
“Spidey, strange to see you here…” You smirk before quickly replacing the real crown with a replica so no weight detectors could go off. Hobie smirked behind his spiked mask, “Strange to see me ‘ere? In my city?”
You loudly roll your eyes, putting your new souvenir in your bag. “Y’know what I mean. Did you see what I got this time?”
“The big one…Look at you! A year ago you were robbing the richest men in Dubai..” He chuckled as you smiled at his compliment. His heavy boots almost scare you when he walks up to you, he could alarm a guard.
Not wanting to cause a breach in security, you took out your grappler and shot up to the ceiling, “I’d love to stay with you, Bee, but a new apartment is calling my name!”
Bee. He smiled at the nickname as he remembered the many times you’d say it.
He stares at your every move, and how every one of your movements makes your body look so damn sexy. Your latex black suit giving you that perfect silhouette, not to mention the fluffy white fur on your calf and chest that ultimately made you look regal.
“For fuck sake..” He sighed. He remember what Miguel commanded.
‘Stop being an anarchist or whatever you call yourself and actually try capture the bad guys!’
Suddenly, five bright flashes shone into Hobies eyes, blinding the man as security guards rushed into the room. They had their tasers in one hand and flashlights in the other, analysing the room and the shattered glass from the glass roof. All Hobie could do in response was kiss his teeth.
“Took you lot long enough…” He raised his hands, surrendering as if he was trying to make them think that they had control.
They stepped closer to him, “What are you doin ‘ere, Spider?”
Hobie groaned again. The fact that this was the useless security the stupid government spent so much on made him sick, “Tryna catch the cat that’s been stealing shit from all around the world, you donut!”
One of the security guards looked at the missing artefacts and looked back at Hobie.
Hobie scoffed, “I knew you man were racist, but you’re really gonna accuse a black man for stealing these fucking jewels that don’t even belong to that bloke in the castle?!”
The security men didn’t know what to think, looking at each other to answer spiderman. They didn’t even know spiderman was black! “N-No! I would never-”
“Shut up, just shut up.” Under his mask, Hobie smirked. He webbed up to the ceiling, leaving the security guards gobsmacked. “If I ever see you again, it’s wraps, understand?”
They all nod.
“Wasteman…” he muttered, before chasing after you.
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You ran along London rooftops, your movements a little slow due to the heaviness of your bag. This stealing shit was tiring, you hoped once you sold the jewels, you’d be able to live comfortably for the rest of your life.
After a few more leaps, you rested on the top of the shard, overlooking London and it’s nightlife. From here, you could see Leicester square and almost smell the food. You sighed, taking in the city.
Dreams of getting rich might’ve blinded your vision, but the rush feels exhilarating.
“You dropped this..” You turn around seeing Hobie, without his mask. He held a shiny ruby in between his fingers. “Come get it, kitty.”
You rolled your eyes at his banter and stood, walking towards him. As much as you tried to get him out of your head, his smile alone sent thousands of butterflies to your stomach. “Why are you following me so much, hm? Thought your big bad boss made it clear there’s a Gwen Stacy here that you have to be with-”
“And when have I ever listened to him?” He steps closer, placing the ruby in your hand. You watched him as he carefully removed your mask from your face, finally seeing your face.
You recall the time when he told you about this Gwen Stacy and how Miguel clearly expressed his disappointment that someone as smart as Hobie would ruin the multiverse due to his selfishness and some ‘petty thief’. As much as you understood all this about canon events and the multiverses, you loved Hobie too much to let him go to that fashion designer, Gwen Stacy.
However, after a lot of thinking, you decided it was best if you left him, not wanting him to face any problems with Miguel.
But, you miss him. You miss the smell of his cigarettes, the sound of his guitar, the feel of his naked skin pressed against yours.
It was for the best.
“Hobie, go away.” You try to snatch your back from him but he moved his arm above your head. His smile deepens as you cross your arms, looking up at you.
God, he missed you.
“Me and Gwen? It’s like watching paint dry. It’s boring. And most importantly, she’s not you!” His callous hands stroke your cheek, has he ever been this soft? “All I want is you.”
“You can’t have me. Miguel will have your head-” “Let him have it!” Hobie exclaims, as if that is a reasonable answer. You curse under your breath, pinching the bridge of your nose.
Hobie chuckles slightly because he knows you, and he knows his love for you. But when he sees you look at him sternly, all smiles stop.
“Why can’t you just understand that I want you to be safe, fuckin idiot..” You sigh. Hobie sighs too, but out of frustration. The two of you were like immovable object meets unstoppable force. Both as stubborn as each other.
He grabs your face and rests his forehead against yours. You cringe slightly at the feeling of his eyebrow piercing but look into his eyes anyway, “Fuck Miguel. I’m safe with you, I want you.”
Bastard, you thought before planting a kiss on his lips. He held you tightly, gripping onto your hip before deepening the kiss. Hobie’s kisses are something you’ve missed, especially the horny, sloppy kisses like the one you share now.
His hands search for a zip or any easy way to undress you as remove his punkish denim jacket. The feeling of you two undressing each other whilst standing on top of a tower is inexplicable. All you want right now is him, all of him.
He finally finds the zip to your suit and he marvels at the reveal of your chest, it almost makes him stain his trousers. It also didn’t help that you were wearing only your panties underneath.
Hobie would pay thousands, millions if he could see you dressed in nothing but the many jewellery you stole.
You’re just so badass.
“Lay…down..” He whispered in between kisses. You did as he said and lowered yourself to the floor. You stay mindful of your bag of opulence, trying not to knock it off the tower and bash someones head in.
He follows you down, not breaking his steamy kiss. By now, you both are half naked, staring at each other with nothing but pure ecstasy. “Ya gonna let me make you feel good?”
Whilst Hobie males you feel oh so good, you decide it’s time to make him feel just as good. You flip him over and straddle his crotch, staring down at your ex.
No, your boyfriend.
Hobie was already hard just by looking at you, but you grinding on his lap and leaving wet kisses on his torso may send him to a whole different dimension.
You let your fingers travel until you find the hem of his boxers, batting your lashes at him when you pull them down.
Now, Hobie was huge, you know this, but after months of your short lived ‘break up’ you truly forgot how big he felt inside you.
“F-fuckin hell..”, He groans, you figure he must’ve forgotten how good your gummy walls feel when he thrusts up into you. You instantly feel his hands grip onto your hips, rocking you back n’ forth while he feels you nipping at his ear. “Fuck sake, Y/N.”
After a few small movements, you begin to ride him. Your ass bounces off his pelvis as you moan in satisfaction. Hobie looks at you as if you were an angel, but then he sees your claws scratching his chest and he realises you are anything but.
“I missed this..”, You breathed, trying to uphold your dominant side. But it felt too good. “I missed you..”
You’re achingly close to your orgasm just when Hobie flips you around on your back. He looks beautiful with the stars behind him. “Missed you too, kitty.”
Wet, breathless kisses are left on your breasts as if Hobie wants to take you all in just incase something happens. You feel his cock slide inside you again as he whispers into your ear, “You’re so fuckin tight.”
His thrusts speed up as he builds up that sensation again, he wants to decorate your insides with his cum and there’s nothing you want more but for him to do so.
If anyone walked onto the roof and saw the sight of Spiderman fucking the Black Cat so roughly, they’d either faint or run to the newspaper agencies, claiming insanities. But, you wouldn’t mind if someone caught the two of you.
I mean, by the way you’re moaning, you must want someone to find you.
“I’m gonna…cum..” You mewled, gripping onto Hobie’s arms He closed your open mouth with a kiss, letting your moans fall onto his tongue. “Hobiee…fuck!”
“Wait f’ me…I’m so close, babe!” He nipped at your neck as you moaned for the whole city to hear. “Fuckin shit!”
With one more thrust, both of you shook as you climaxed, Hobie kissing your forehead repeatedly. The moans were gone, and replaced with panting. You quickly found your panties and suit and dressed yourself.
You heard Hobie whistle, then chuckle, “Got to do that more often, love.”
“We can after we take this to your place. I’m fuckin freezing, I need hot chocolate!”
“The way I make it?”
You look at his cocky smile, “Duh?”
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BONUS:
The next morning, you find yourself clad in Hobie’s Sex Pistol tee, sipping hot chocolate opposite Hobie who’s leaning in his chair, tickling his guitar strings.
“What are your plans for today?” You ask, resting your head on your hand.
“Nuffin..” He sighs as he concocts a new melody with his instrument. “You?”
“Nuffin..”, You sip your drink once more and stare off to the distance.
There is a gentle moment of silence before a blue hexagon appears in Hobie’s living room. You look at Hobie in confusion, why would his spider society choose to come this early?
From the portal, Gwen and a brown haired man holding a ginger haired baby walk in. You’ve met Gwen a couple of time but not the middle aged man.
“Hobie, we need your help with this spiderman called Miles- WOAH!” The man spoke before notcing you, someone he’s never seen before, in Hobies apartment, in Hobies shirts.
“Uhhh…Hobie, there’s somebody in your-” “Peter..” Hobie began, before taking the baby from Peter.
“That ain’t somebody..” He gave you the baby in his hands.
The cute baby looked up at you curiously as you smiled down at her.
“That’s my gyal.”
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simper-fi-kolchek · 1 month
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So an update on Jason Sim. I have been putting him in random stuff to just mix it up. I only have a few more outfit sets to work on. Of course I got canon Jason from @viktorviolettaenterprises and his wonderful tattoos from  @pinkgelatin.tumblr.com I prefer the middle one most, but dem arms tho.
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magici-if · 11 months
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hey, just a poor farmer here humbly requesting demetra facts to feed her children 😔🤲
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ofc ofc. hope this is enough for david (5M) and crystal (8F) 🫡 😞
here, Demetra lore for you
When she was little she used to just go and hide in the closet or under the bed without telling anyone, then wait until her family noticed and hide and giggle at them desperately looking for her. She'd come out at least an hour later.
MC's brother had an unrequited crush on her so things got awkward for a second, but it's all good now.
She's a music nerd. Specifically, shoegaze. Also 'alt.end' by The Cure holds a special place in her heart.
She's Italian, born in Italy but she and her family moved to the UK when she was 11.
Dem and Evander become really good friends during the show, they initially bond over their shared love for music.
She has 3 brothers and she's the youngest out of her siblings, so they are all very protective of her (even tho she's prolly more mature than them)
She's a cat person but has only ever had dogs.
Her oldest brother, Federico, teaches Ethical Considerations in Magic and Magical Artistry and Aesthetics at Magici Academy.
Demetra loves doughnuts, specifically the ones that look like Doughnut Sheriff from Gumball.
She has a big red birthmark on her right arm, her life has been a constant of explaining that it's not a bruise, just a birthmark.
She loves snakes, she wants to have one as a pet.
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bludmd23 · 7 months
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Waaaaaa okay guys different stuff today!!!! I laid my hands on writing a fanfic for the first time!!! I tried to write hess and dems first kiss, I’m not really a good writer tho this is just for fun!!! The paragraphing is a little weird idk how to do it actually 😭😭😭😭😭😭 sorry if there’s ooc or it’s cringe!! I’m probably gonna upload it to ao3 too once I get an account!!
The whole fic under the cut⬇️⬇️
"...So this is how humans express ‘love’...?" Demantoid snorted, glancing at the small electronic screen where a couple held their hands and gazed at each other passionately.
“It gets better, just you wait!”Hessonite claims, squeezing Demantoid’s shoulder gleefully. The latter hummed in response.
Just like any other Gem who felt excited about the new era, Hessonite had recently become obsessed with exploring Earth's culture and had gotten an outdated projection device out of nowhere, jabbering on about watching it with her companion. Demantoid was different, she had always felt there was little value in researching whatever the humans made, and even the technological aspects were ridiculously rudimentary. However, faced with the tall gem’s sparkly eyes, she didn't reject the invitation after all. And so Demantoid left her half-done experiment and was dragged off to nest into the exquisitely large bed in the palace's main bedroom (thankfully Pyrope was outside the palace or they’ll never hear the end of her tantrum), for “maximum coziness”.
Apart from that, Hessonite also insisted on shutting every curtain in the room for “atmosphere”, leaving the scene projected on the wall the only thing noticeable. Well, and Hess’s nagging too. Demantoid’s wandering mind was brought back by Hessonite’s loud giggle, as she stared at the protagonists with joy. One of the couple grabbed the other by the arm, pulling their partner towards them, the distance between them closed as their lips met.
“What…are they doing..?”Demantoid frowned a little as she tried to comprehend.
“Oh I’m glad you asked!” Hessonite replied quickly as if she was expecting that question. “According to my grand research on several humans, THIS is one of the ultimate ways they show love for their cherished ones! They call it ‘kissing’, quite intriguing, no?”
“I assume so.”Demantoid mumbles as the characters separate reluctantly, red tinting their cheeks.
The couple moved on from the kiss, but Demantoid pondered a little about it. What a strange behavior it is to have facial sensory organs embracing to represent love, the latter a concept she still has trouble grasping, yet she felt the gesture was weird and…suitable in some way. What would it feel like to kiss someone? Demantoid thought, purely out of curiosity at first, and found herself automatically thinking of that noisy tall gem for that someone. Upon that thought, images uncontrollably played in her mind of herself and Hessonite touching lips. The small gem felt light travel to her face for a second, turning it hot. She developed a different feeling for Hessonite recently, making excuses to spend more time with her, the prideful warrior occupying her mind occasionally. Demantoid blushed once more and glanced at the other gem quickly to make sure it went unnoticed, luckily Hessonite was completely indulged in the movie. Relieved, she tried to brush the silly thoughts away.
Before Demantoid fully retrieved her idea, the movie ended and credits started playing.
“That’s all! What do you think? Weren’t their love so grand?” Facing her companion, Hessonite asked with a grin.
“Yeah, it was rather nice.” Demantoid answered sheepishly, knowing she wasn’t focused on most parts of the movie.
“Well I’m glad you enjoyed it! After all, it was chosen with care by the great Hessonite, how can it be bad at all?” The orange gem stopped to laugh at the back of her hand, before going on and on about how she enjoyed the piece. The faint light of the projector hugged her face gently, softening her features, her gem gleaming as she moved.
Demantoid found her eyes traveling across her features, landing on her lips as the thought about contacting them with her own reappeared in her brain. Hessonite must’ve felt the stare, as she turned around and smiled.
“Just as I was saying, it is the background of that time that made their love so special and courageous! But as considerate as I am, I know you might not fully understand the complexity of the human culture! So you are welcome to ask me anything about it, or in general, and you’ll find that I indeed have the answer to everything!”
The boasting made Demantoid roll her eyes a bit, as she heard herself say in a low voice “I do have a question”. The tall gem nodded in encouragement, waiting silently for her to begin.
“What…does a kiss feel like..?”Demantoid decided to mutter it out before regret could devour her and thought about brushing it off if the other didn’t catch it. Hessonite’s eyes widened, clearly not expecting such a question from the overly rational gem.
“Wuh-I-I haven’t exactly tried…” she sputtered in surprise, looking away.“But I would assume it to be rather sweet and enjoyable, and…” She glanced back at the smaller gem, greeted by her sparkling eyes. Hessonite froze mid-sentence with her mouth half open, instinctively she thought she saw a different emotion brewing in Demantoid’s eyes.
“Hessonite..”Demantoid murmured, keeping eye contact.
“Y-yes?”
“Would you like to try it with me?”
And the taller gem couldn’t help but be more surprised, not to say she doesn’t want to do it, just that she never expected Demantoid to be the first to ask for it. Hessonite realized before they had something happening, but just naturally thought she was in charge of advancing their relationship.
“W-why, you meant kissing?” After getting a firm nod from the other gem, she felt hotness rush to her face and knew she must be blushing hard.
“Then the answer is yes, I would very much love to!” She answered quickly with a huge smile, then felt a bit embarrassed about how excited she sounded.
Demantoid chuckled softly, slowly closing the distance between them, until she could hear Hessonite’s gem pulsing, and see herself in those heterochromatic eyes. She brought her hands up to cup the orange gem’s face, a cozy warmth seeping into her hands. Closing her eyes, Demantoid leaned forward to peck gently on Hessonite’s lips, quick and steady. It was experimental and she didn’t sense much, but she knew it was the right thing. Before Hessonite could start doing anything, she was dragged into another kiss, much deeper than the first one, as she clearly felt the smaller gem’s soft mouth pressing against her own, an indescribable feeling building in her gem and heating her cheeks. And so she responded by putting her arm around Demantoid, pulling them closer, letting her partner sink into her embrace. They kept kissing a little longer, before finally separating, reopening their eyes to gaze at each other’s flushed cheeks and glistening pupils.
“W-wow…that was…” Hessonite started first, her cheerful tone suggesting it was enjoyable.
Demantoid nodded in agreement, a smile appearing on her usually monotone face. She lowered her head a little, making sure her head lined up with Hessonite’s chest, and snuggled their gem together. Hessonite gasped softly as she felt Demantoid’s gem vibrate, both their gems glowing at a similar pace and everything fell silent, only the small sound of their gems beating could be faintly heard.
“Demantoid?” After a while, Hessonite still decided to break the quietness like the chatty gem she was.
“Yes.” The answer came from below, laziness tinting the usually clear voice.
“Are you interested in watching more romantic movies? I still have a lot to share, you see, and all are equally worth trying! I promise you’ll love them-” Hessonite went off again, barely able to stop herself from ending the sentence.
Demantoid sighed, lifted her head to look at the nagging gem, then learned forward to shut her mouth with a smooch. “Affirmative, I would like to watch them with you.”
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The Bad Batch Season 2, Episode 3 Spoilers
-MY BABY FINALLY HERE
-Is it just me or does he look more buffed up this season? Look at dem arms GAHDAMN
-HE SMEXY
-THE TANK SHOTS, THE DISC SHOT AAAAAAAAAAA
-Cody & Crosshair!!!!! The power the hold!! Crosshair protecting cody!!! Cody protecting Crosshair!!!!
-Also poor my boy always getting interrupted when he's eating his soup agagagag
-The two clones that leave when Crosshair sits at their table
-Crosshair getting more and more annoyed with Rampart
-CODY'S GONE AWOL
-All in all, I'm happy my boy getting his own episode, getting to see him in action.
-THE CAMERA SHOT ON HIS EYES THO MHMMM SIR YOU FINE
-"You're lucky I'm available" GAGAGAGA sassy little shit. First Tech, now him!!! ALL MY BOYS GETTING MORE SASS THIS SEASON.
-"Try to keep up" *immeadiately gets choked by a droid*
-Crosshair being annoyed when Rampart address Cody by his numbers.
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sentofight · 3 months
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ooc. me thinks of LaDS verses for some of my ocs...
just ideas for now
einar: veteran hunter who lost his arm to a wanderer when he was young recruit. his evol is ...hm ... perhaps something with electricity.
sohrab: evol researcher ?? he's young but he can do whatever he wants. i think. in law range lol. his evol is ... hmhmmhh absorbing materials??? absorb and analyze? haha;;
jokull: blacksmith who makes the cool armor and weapons for dem hunters. his evol is def his freezing cold temp. sorry zayne it aint just you. but i will think of a twist. i mean he is already got the twist he cant touch anyone; zayne can. something something. tots not like spoiler-ish but what if he was experimented on like u know who but he was failed experiment and welp. forever ice popsicle lad.
feiruz: the nerd who still farms despite being techno agricultural. her evol is farming related!!! gotta be a cute one!! mmm perhaps helps the seedlings to grow some uh roots??? idk. gotta think of something super duper cute!!!!
roland: mmm... lost his family only his older sister remains sooo ... perhaps just followed her into becoming a hunter even tho he is unsure of this decision. he just wants to be by her side no matter what. his evol is his acute sense of hearing. boy can hear the drop of a needle yehaw.
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OOH for the oc asks 💪, 🧸, 💐, 💌 for Lillian and Liam >:)
[ask game]
Eyy Hawke time >>:) Ty for the ask Max! <33
💪 : What is your OC’s most physically attractive attribute? 
Liam - mmm i wanna say his eyes? They are very warm and earnest. And tbh i always imagine that his appearance as a whole is attractive, but kind of.. in a way where you can't put your finger on it? Cos he really is not built in any way that is remarkable, and his outfits are p generic too, but The Whole Picture just. fits. Also it's become a running gag with me and my friend that his arms are his sluttiest feature lmao (bc he rolls up his sleeves a lot)
Lilian - dem guns 💪. fhsfgfh no but really, she is well toned and she knows it, and i'd lie if i said she doesn't keep fit at least partially for looks. She has sharp features, which suits her well, and probably counts as p attractive. Personally i'd also say eyes again, because they're a curious colour somewhere between dirty yellow and warm amber, and they're intense, but much softer than you'd expect if you care to look closely.
🧸 : Into public displays of affection or are they more reserved?
Liam - is very reserved about any grander sort of PDA, but does smaller gestures like holding hands or sharing glances all the time. Smh he manages to be more obnoxious this way than if he simply made out in public (all his friends hate it <3)
Lilian - is pretty much the other way around - has no qualms being raunchy in public, but anything more tender or romantic happens behind closed doors; that's reserved for her and her loved ones only
They are both very chill about platonic PDA tho!
💐 : What is their courting style? How would they woo someone?
Liam - dunno if i'd call it courting per se, but he puts a lot of effort into showing that he pays attention to their needs and wants as best as he can But it's also a lot of just.. hanging out, getting to know each other, building trust. Liam is quick to admit interest but very slow about actually establishing a relationship, cos it's important to him that they actually Work Out
Lilian - she is Very Demiromantic and the first time this was relevant would have been with Isabela, however in that case it was practically the opposite of courting lmao. Lots of I Pretend I Do Not See from both sides, but hey, in the long run, it worked! xD
💌 : How would they plan a romantic evening for a significant other?
Liam - has learned the hard way that meticulous planning will never turn out how you want anyway, so it's basically just a plan of an activity or two that they can do together. Honestly most planning goes into making sure that they can Actually Do It, so, trying to gauge when the weather plays along, making sure that the place is free and that they have a means of getting there, and, in their dad era, that Addie is taken care of for the evening, stuff like that.
Lilian - will be sooooo sneaky about scouting out a cool place or thing to do, instigate a ""random"" trip/walk/date/whatever, and then """accidentally""" stumble upon it on the way. Omg can you believe there is a secluded grotto with lots of pretty fish right here? Oh look i think that is the fabled tavern with the best brandy on the coast! She is Very Bad at being subtle about it; it's something they both know but neither ever addresses, because Bela is charmed by it and they are both having a good time with it <3
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444namesplus · 7 months
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percervall · 2 years
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Player: Thiago Alcantara Words: 1356 Warnings: Smut, phone (FaceTime) sex, masturbation
A/N When I saw this photo of Thiago, my filthy brain ran with it for the hills. Enjoy the result of that 🙈
Please let me know what you think!
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Jesus
I pretty much choked on both thin air and water at the same time
Rather be choking on somethin else tho 😏
(I’m sorry. You’re probs on the bys back and next to Adrian)
*bus
Why are you posting thirst traps on twitter?
I think I lost my final three brain cells
sIR
Can’t stop looking
Dem THIGHS
Schatz 
I know you’re probs still in training. Or on a bus. But damn. 
We’re in a heat wave but holy shit 🥵 
Thiago had to bite his lip to stop himself from laughing as he read his wife’s messages. She had been right in thinking he was still in training when she sent them, but he just sat down on the bus back to the hotel. He tried to keep his screen hidden from his teammates as he messaged her back. “I’ll facetime you in 30 minutes, just made it onto the bus” to which she responded with a thumbs up and another three of the smirking emojis. Thiago chuckled and pocketed his phone. He’d be lying if he said he hadn’t posted those photos on purpose, knowing she’d see them. 
They had met during his first year in Munich. One of his teammates had recommended Elisabeth’s company to help him after Thiago had said he was struggling to settle into his new house. Elisabeth had managed to help him figure out his own style when it came to interior design and even became a good friend before they realised their feelings for one another ran deeper than friendship. The two of them got married in 2015 and welcomed their daughter a year later and a son in 2018. 
When she answered the call, he could tell she was in her office. “Hope I’m not keeping you from your work?” “No, don’t worry. This can wait, just wanted to get started on some of the designs. Keep getting distracted though…” she said. “Oh?” “Don’t play innocent schatz, you know damn well what I’m talking about.”  Thiago laughed and rested back against the pillows of his hotel bed. “Lo siento? The PR team wanted me to post some photos on social media.”  “Evil PR team, telling you to upload such salacious photos while you’re so far away,” Liesa said, pouting.  “Aww, did seeing those pictures get my wife all riled up?” Thiago cooed. Instead of answering, Liesa panned the camera of her phone down so Thiago could see more of her body. She was wearing a simple cotton tank top, which did very little to hide the fact that her nipples were poking through her bra. Seeing how that photo had affected her sent a jolt of want down his body, causing his shorts to feel a lot tighter.  “Trust me, it’s not cold in this room. It’s 26 degrees outside and it’s not much colder inside. I wish you were here to help…”  “Who says I can’t help from here, nena?”  She aimed the camera back at her face, biting her lip. “Are you…?” she didn’t even finish her question when she saw Thiago nod. “I’m by myself and I know you’re alone as well. I’m sure we can figure out a way for me to help you,” he said. Thiago could see how Liesa left her home office and made her way upstairs to their bedroom. 
Liesa shoved the pillows against the headboard before sitting down. Her heart was hammering in her chest, and not just because she’d run up two flights of stairs.  “Okay, so how do we do this? I’ve never… done this?”  “I haven’t either, but I’m sure we’ll figure it out. How about you start talking me through how that photo made you feel?” Thiago suggested. “Well,” Liesa started, pausing to gather her thoughts, “I guess seeing you reminded me of how much I miss you, and then seeing your thighs…” she trailed off, the ache between her thighs back in full force. “Seeing so much of your thighs, and your arms… You looked so beautiful and powerful, and I just wanted you to be here so I could sit in your lap…” she confessed, her cheeks heating up. “Oh? And what would you do sitting in my lap?” Thiago asked, his voice low. It sent shivers down her spine.  “I would… I would ride y-your thigh until… until I came?”  “Would you now? I bet you just got wet thinking about it, didn’t you, nena?” “Yes,” she breathed, biting back a moan. The hand that wasn’t holding her phone wandered down her chest, over her stomach and underneath her skirt, down to her thighs. She skimmed a knuckle over her core, feeling how she had soaked her panties. “Thiago…” she moaned. “I know babe, me too. So hard just thinking about you, about how turned on you must be now. Fuck, wish I could make you feel good…”  “You are,” she panted, moving her hand underneath her underwear. She slid a finger into her core, slowly fucking herself. “I can hear how wet you are, nena,” Thiago murmured. Liesa could hear how he was fucking his own fist. All she could do was throw her head back with a moan. “So close.. Thiago.. Need.. Please…” She could barely string a coherent sentence together. Just thinking about him, daydreaming all day about what she’d do if he’d been in their bedroom, and now hearing the effect she had on him, had gotten her to the brink already. Her eyes fluttered closed as she brushed her thumb over her clit. “So beautiful amor, I love the sounds you’re making, knowing only thinking about me got you this riled up. Would love nothing more than to taste you right now, always so sweet…” Thiago said, breathing hard. She added a second finger, trying but failing to brush against that spot that he always seemed to find so effortlessly. “‘S not enough…” she whined. “I know, amor, focus on your clit. I know you’re close… Am too, so close…”  Liese rubbed circles around her clit with her thumb, pressing down slightly. Hearing Thiago moan and praise her over the phone, the feeling of fingers stretching her in combination with the stimulation of her clit, were finally enough to send her over the edge she’d been teetering on all day.  “Fuck, you’re so beautiful when you come,” Thiago groaned before he climaxed as well.  Liesa removed her hand from her underwear and tried to regain control over her breathing. 
“Can’t wait to hold you in my arms, nena,” Thiago said after a moment. Liesa smiled at him.  “The kids and I will be at the match in Salzburg. I arranged for them to miss the last two days of term so we’re flying to Munich on the 16th and then driving to Austria from there a day or two later. I think my parents might join us as well,” Liesa replied, getting up from the bed.  “I’ll be counting down the days,” Thiago said with a smile. “So will the kids. They miss you.”  A knock on Thiago’s door interrupted their conversation.  “Need my charger, can I come in?” Liesa heard someone call through the door. “Give me a second!” Thiago called back as he got out of bed to hide the evidence of their call in the bathroom. Liesa laughed as she saw how he struggled pulling his boxers and shorts back up one handed.  “I’ll let you get back to your teammates. I need to get my butt in the car to do the school run.”  “Can’t wait to see you in person, nena,” he replied, eyes twinkling. Liesa chuckled and blew him a kiss. “Ich liebe dich schatz. Give the boys my love,” she said. Thiago blew her a kiss back and ended the call after asking her to give their children a hug from him. Then Liesa put her phone in her pocket and quickly walked into their en-suite to splash some cold water in her face and to check the damage of her call with Thiago. She couldn’t help but smile, shaking her head at what they had just done. 
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akkivee · 2 years
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hyped up was a lot of fun which means i have a lot i wanna gush about lol:
to the absolute surprise of no one, jiro is the best dancer out of his bros lol
ichiro’s the one you’d watch when you’re learning a dance since he sticks to the basics and saburo is the awkward one lol like he has rhythm he just doesn’t know what to do with it lol
saburo was really cute in this live tho lol??? he just looked really happy and excited to be performing up there and i’m not used to a happy saburo for long periods of time lol 🥺
but seriously jiro yessir 😩👍
the utter delight i experienced watching ichiro beatbox was comparable to the first time i saw kimura beatbox so thanks hyped up for giving that back to me lol
sasara leg
it’s very entertaining to watch samatoki do his bad boy squat with essentially a six foot pole in his hand lol
it’s just the nature of juto’s mic lol but he really did strut around the stage like those rich wine moms that carry their purse in the crook of their arm lol
RIO BIG HE STRONB BIG BOY MAN HUGE 🥺🥺🥺
the above is me anytime rio was in frame lol
rio: *salutes as mtc finishes their turn* me: 😭😩😩😩😭💞💞💖🫶💙💙😭💖😫😫😫😫💕💕💙💙💖💙
leggy sasara
DICE WAS SO PUMPED I LOVE IT LOL
and ramuda was so kawaii wtf????? the way he walked and moved to everyone’s songs omg 🥺
and lol during the leaders talk ramuda pissed off kuukou and fluttered away from him, only to piss off samatoki and wind up back where he started lol
it was really nice to see clear inspiration from their seiyuus’s lives in everyone’s performances while maintaining a character spin on it but it was a little odd to see fp very animated during stella lol
also gentaro being the most animated during stella is hilarious lol
twig legged sasara
HES BEAUTY HES GRACE ANYTIME SENSEI WAS ON SCREEN I FELT THE URGE TO PUNCH MYSELF IN THE FACE
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH—
*sobbing* how can i go on in life knowing that jakurai’s that pretty how do i still go on in this life while knowing this for four years and being constantly reminded of it—
*sobbing even harder* and he has the gall to be adorably weird still like overthinking sasara’s pun during the leader’s talk and clapping shapes and doing the angler move hayami-san does in hangout and gently bowing at the audience after mtr finished 🅱️LE A SE HE L P—
hifumi’s dancing is so delightfully dated lol!!!! like his moves are just an era older than he is so it stands out while suiting his host persona!!! and hifumin’s energy was so cute lol
sometimes hifumi was standing in the third position in ballet so here’s a new hc—
lol doppo
was absolutely dying when jyushi did one of his flourishes and doppo, tucked away behind sensei and jyushi, had to actively dodge jyushi’s arm LOL
ahhhh watching shinjuku style again made me miss watching shinjuku style live 😭😭😭
sasara all leg all day
nuru-dem legs
the string leg theory as presented by nurusara—
lol no but i liked how sasara was timing the beat with his legs
sasara can never miss an opportunity to mess with samatoki lol respect
the way he bounced around to everyone’s verse was a lot of fun too lol!!!!!
if you had any questions as to rosho’s past as a comedian, lay them to rest after watching hyped up lol
DRUNK ROSHO WAS ADORABLE LMAO
also rip @ rosho for getting caught up in gentaro’s lies lol like it was a good distraction but at what cost lol
rosho: yumeno-san
rei mr ‘boogie oogie oogie ‘til you just can’t boogie no more’ lol
BOOGIE!!!!!
his mic was somewhat unsettling lol like that eye of sauron actually follows you around on that pimp stick
kuukou sure had his feralness dialled up this live lol
LIKE THE WAY HE FLAT OUT GROWLED AT JYUSHI LMAOOO I WAS SO STARTLED KUUKOU PLS
heh heh heh kuukou growl 😳
you can tell by the way kuukou moves he’s got a good core and balance and he’s very in control of how he moves like no moves wasted
AND THE WAY HE LET HIMSELF GO LOOSE IN HOODSTAR➕ GET IT KUUKOU LOL
jyushi introduced himself as bat kicked off and then again unnecessarily during the 2gumi talk lol he’s so funny
we all agree that strike-a-pose-mid-song-jyushi’s a jojo character in disguise right lol
the way he was kinda like ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ while the rest of his team were clapping to the beat during rip lmao
hitoya on stage in front of thousands of viewers: vroom vroom mfers
me: AND HOW CAN YOU NOT JUST LOVE HIM LMAO
it’s always fun watching hitoya get his groove on lol
after kaigen was the 3gumi talk so bat was exiting stage right and hitoya paused and spun on his heel right back around lol what a cool cat lol
hitoya: there a two things that i— *the audience is already clapping lmao*
the audience was half the fun too shoutout to that one obvious bat stan that was waving their wand to the exact manji pattern bat does in rip lol
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werewolfdays · 2 years
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How the hell did I miss the fact that you have an AO3 account???? Care sharing your username or a link? (also yes yes yes tell us more about dem delicious AUs)
Yeah I do have an ao3! I’m not really a fanfic writer tho so there’s only a couple fandom things on there, one of which is the unfinished Dragon Age AU that I wrote in like 2017 and the other is a Cyberpunk 2077 one shot for fem!V and Panam.
If you haven’t seen it, I am actually posting the edited/revised version of Jayde x Nadya’s story on there! First five chapters are up if you wanna read it. I’ll be updating it as regularly as I can!
As for the AUs, I’ll talk a little more about them under the cut!
The only AU I've actually written for is the DA one! Also, it's the first bit of writing I actually did for Jayde x Nadya. I sorta used the fic as a tool to jumpstart my motivation for their canon story and it totally worked. I wouldn't have this blog if it weren't for that fic. But it is objectively bad/cringey cause that's literally the first time I wrote something in years. I still keep it up though cause it's cool to see how much I've improved.
Anyway idk how familiar you are with the games, but Jayde is Hawke from Dragon Age 2 and Nadya is the Inquisitor from Dragon Age: Inquisition. I just loved playing them in the games so much and it actually fit them really well. But then I was frustrated that the Inquisitor couldn't romance Hawke when they made an appearance in the game. thus the fic was born.
I was drawn to it cause of the angst potential too. Particularly in the Trespasser DLC cause the Mark on the Inquisitor's hand starts growing and is slowly killing them until they ultimately lose most of their arm. I never got far enough to write that in the au, but the Mark was Jayde's biggest fear for that very reason and she would have done anything to spare Nadya that pain. So she has it out for Solas BIG time lmao. Maybe I'll revisit the au when DA 4 comes out!
My current au obsession is The Quarry! I didn't expect to have so much fun with that game, but I did and SPOILERS since it's werewolves at a foresty summer camp lodge, my brain immediately went to Jayde and Nadya. Nadya canonically was a summer camp counselor too and I really ran with the idea. I haven't written anything yet, but it might be a fun exercise when I need a break from working on the main story.
The thing about the werewolves in The Quarry is that they're really terrifying and dangerous because they have no control of themselves whatsoever. Also they look gnarly af. Jayde is definitely getting bit saving Nadya and I am 100% adding a scene in there where monster Jayde is gonna go in for the kill, but Nadya calls out her name and makes the werewolf hesitate for just a second. Nothing like that happened in the game, but if Josh from Until Dawn can get through to W*ndigo Hannah then I can have this lol
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castle-dominion · 10 months
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5x21 still
beautiful music & coffee RC: Yes, which is writer-speak for “all procrastinations welcome”. So what was it? A terrorist plot? A meth lab?
Women hate it when men do that
six minutes is a long enough time bro
Love the badges lol. also love the writer jacket
mum suggested that this is not diego
GET OUT OF THERE BABES GET OUT GET OUT
he WAS planning on selling baseball cards
Oh NO she got trapped or it's a mine
Ok but if it is that sensitive with my adhd I'd die
RC: Loose nail. That’s how floorboards get wonky. KB: You know, if I have to be stuck not standing on a bomb, then I’m glad I’m stuck with you. remember Cuffed?
mahoney my beloved
Gates my beloved & ryan's outfit my beloved
Spray paint my beloved like in indiana jones-- hE SAID THE SAME THING
No it cannot. Going DOWN should not set it off... shifting weight should not set it off, gosh my add would kill me
it's a unique episode, stationary instead of running around after murderers bomb buddy <3
RC, correct: That would be great if you were a reliable judge of your own feelings, which clearly, you’re not. But he brings up the wrong example. She liked you as an author, then she thought u were annoying & you thought she was hot, then you realized she was more than hot & she kind of liked you even tho she hated you, & then you fell for each other & he stopped liking you for being hot but for being you (including your hotness lol)
love all the flashbacks his ear XD APPLES ajdfasjdkfhsjfh I love the flshbacks
RC: Oh, geez. How do you even get in that position? The three boys: EW EW EWWWW
her hair became boring. I miss her old hair
KB: That’s not how I meant it. I can’t help it if you get off by putting things in my mouth.
She's right he did WAY more with bad sayings lol
Cut to: we've never done this before (escept yk that's not what actually happens)
Poor Boyer. poor boyer ten months hhh
Gates my beloved What was that with gates & esposito
BRO... WHAT ARE YOU THINKING
OH NO HE'S DEAD I FORGOT
Oh no he probably set a bunch of bombs!
Like a colonoscopy
Quick as we can, slow as we have to you have a daughter get rid of your porn collection? (esposito: I got u covered bro) WAIT I WAS RIGHT RC: You need me to hind your porn stash so your dad doesn’t find it? I don't make promises. Esp if idk what I'm promising to do
wow hours...
What if I think of ice cream on a sunday afternoon? What if I think of something on a something afternoon? It's ice cream on a sunday afternoon I lick I lick. What flavour of the ice cream will I pick? I want RASP BER RY. I want CHO CO LATE. I want chocolate chip mint chocolate chip with chocolate sauce-a
Lanie knew (& maddie knew & esposito knew & jordan shaw knew & that fbi guy with the dirty bomb knew) how did I forget about natalie rhodes? (& demming asked castle) Who is that last gal tho?
Many of those were undercover & there was that one when she was on a date with the puppy fireman-- BTW WHY DIDN'T ESPOSITO LOOK INTO HIM WHEN THEY WERE TRYING TO FIGURE OUT ABOUT CASKETT?
KB: No, it wasn’t a coincidence because you were always following me around. Why? ‘cause you were into me.
Castle is just playing her lol
They didn't have that silly fake sound when he got hit
They are seriously calling esposito? (also what is the injury on his arm? Is it ever explained? No? Good. I like how he is allowed to have random injuries that have explanations even if they were not explained onscreen. Maybe he was cooking. He has a life outside of what we see.)
JE: Seriously? Who liked who first? JE: You do realize that I’m busy trying to save your life? JE: listens, but he doesn’t really care. KR: Who’re you talking to? He covers the microphone. JE: It’s Castle and Beckett. I think they’re starting to crack. Check it out. He flips his phone over to speaker. KR gives JE a look. They’ve lost interest. KR: Yeah, well, totally losing it. JE: Yep.
Why is there a timer too?
30m & not 47 seconds exactly castle my man
Only half an hour left? Oof look at these beautiful scenes look at this flashback but it is different from the previous funny ones I just love it
MARTHA BUSTING IN ON THEM LMAO
The story always matters The flashbacks are getting annoying but actually I like it. & then the samebrain moments. I just saw a youtube video of samebrain moments & then his spun tales I love it. Spinning too far insane
RIGHT? THE BASEBALL CARDS WERE INDEED SUS
Read em through each individually
Oof only 10m left. I can't believe it has taken hours & then suddenly only 30m left
Clever of her to have made him promise this Girl you have a daughter
First name hhhhhh I love you HHHHH Always
Has she had anything to drink all day?
Calling her dad hkjsdfhsjkdfhh good for her this is saddddd who else does she absolutely need to call
MONTGOMERY HJKASHFDJKHSFJDSKFJSGHJDSKFSDJ
this is another flashback sequence sjfdksljfklsdj mmmmmmm
Great scene there camera angle like that
But srs what if they DO like put a box beside her
CASTLE IS SO CLEVER
But that didn't mean anything, diego didn't know anything...
Porn, more porn witness protection?
Ryan has removed his tie... (someone should take pics from allllll angles & on all days for this man & his outfit)
But what is the kid's NEW name? & what was his code BEFORE he got the name?
five digit code tho JE: What kind of mother’s gonna call her kid Willy unless she wants his ass kicked every day at the playground? could have been the kid's bday
Maybe DON'T step off yet just in case it only deactivated the timer...
Love how he slams the table once castle confirms she's off
Always <3
ngl when I first noticed the red car (in under the influence with the musician & the foster kid, the joey malone ep) I thought it was his personal vehicle but it has lights & stuff on it. & gates is in it huh THAT'S WHY HE TURNED ON THE SIREN, TO PREVENT THEM FROM KISSING IN FRONT OF GATES also becks needs some water & food sharing hugs but they didn't switch hugs, it was only especkett & rystle.
Even you mr castle! She was a detective too! gates <3 <3 <3 castle looks so proud lol
clipping that lol
the music jfsdhfskdhjdsj but they def had more kisses that were not onscreen again with the flashback I'm love
What a great kiss
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harlowcomehome · 2 years
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So fucking gooood 😭 those arms 🤤 fr tho I saw the pic and just thought “dem tiddies” 🫢 I’m thirsting so hard rn someone call me a doctor - 💀
Girl, tell the doctor to come to me too! 🙄 He looks so delicious. 🤭
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aphrorite · 2 years
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☆ ‧ sweetheart's entry #1 ୧ ‧₊˚ 🍮 ‧ ☆
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☁️ ✨🐥🌾🍼✉️ 💫
⤷ tw vent
frick i rweally rweally miss my daddy and i jus want to make some popcorn wit him and we can hav some cold sodapop becos itll make us sleepy and then we can cuddle up under the sheets in a pretty pink tent and i can have the safety and comfort of being in his arms with my head resting on his chest while cartoons or pixar movies or the anticipated anime series plays and i can jus shut my eyes, knowing dat hes home. ):
and he can fall asleep wit me being a litol cuddlebug for him — get as much rest as he needs becos my daddy is a hardworker!
i so sad, diary.
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tw pain, medical
like twoday jus wasnt it. 'm woke up around 5, went to go hangout wit my daddy <3 and we gots some new avi's 'n all of dat and dat was really funs, and da day before dat he bought us a subscription den he had to go sleep, but im stayed in the game server doing sum karaoke, socializing, and met questionable person :// but nice person too, n then went abouts my day. it was fun den. but the day progressively got worse
am got ready, forgo brush my teef, had banana wit cereal for breakfas, went to craf store for beads for bracelet, gots back home... mom bleach my hair n it completely went south. i wanted the cool strands (i call dem skunk strands) wit the blond and all of dat for da new school year but the bleach was too strong and was kept on for too long. after desperately trying to wash it out and pulling out parts of my hair which were now thinner towards the bottom, it was a hair disaster for me cos ive never seen dat much hair come out by simply pulling.
my scalp felt tender.. it hurt a lot, seriously thought im would lose all my hair ))): i was really scared so i messaged my daddy and he said that ill always b his favourite, adorable daughter no matter wat happens to my hair, and dat was really reassuring, tho it din help wit my mood cos im was felt like my confidence is tarnished.
tw trauma and swearing
after dat to make myself feel better im went on game again, met some not so nice people )): two others made fun of my voice too and it made me upsets because is like, why r u making fun of meeee?? wha did i do to uu??? people were jus super meanie and... is like, im a sensitive wittle baby. im care about environment and especiolly when the environment is tense, i cans feel it and im didn like that.
plus da two people im met reminded me of deese other people who i used to know and dat forced me into a call to reveal my voice and they talked in their own language and stuff except i could understand what they were saying. estrella, my username is star in spanish, mira - for look in spanish, madre... senorita.. a la verga.. chinge tu, a lot of swears when someone changed the song cos it was in a karaoke. the aggressive nature put me off from those people and i din like dat.
to make myself feel better, im grounded maself. m turned off computer, changed into some comfy pajama and stocking, im missed my daddy so i put on a champion sweater dat was kinda like his, and brought bear and some pillow downstairs. im had blankies already in da wash so im was waiting for them to warm up, turned on sum cartoons, ate really late dinner (like 11pm) and sulked while my scalp still hurt ): watched dora da explora.
eventually when max and ruby turned on and im was done sippying my agua and eating dindin, im shut my eyes and slept on the couch while waiting for daddy to come home. he came home around 2, but im woke up at 3, and den we hungout till i got dizzy / light-headed vertigo. i wuved having him around 'n getting headpats and hugs but my mood was still low and im felt bad too becos sometime i feel like i keep my daddy up when he needs sleep T_T my mam also said that tomorrow-today she would buy some hair treatments for my scalp.
eventually my dada and me, we call and im fell asleep wit him watching over me. and it was nice, but it wasnt nice to have a horrible nightmare and then waking up realizing dat i accidentally left the call in the middle of the night ):
i guess.. i wish im could lay beside him, you kno. hold onto his index finger wit my smol hand, he'll tie up the friendship bracelet im made for us, we'll eat lots of yummy foods and hold hands, he'll walk me to the bus stop and wait for me after school, he'll take my calls during nutrition break and ask me all about my day. and itll be beautiful, and peaceful, and what a family is ; loveable.
i kno a lot of people believe that the typical, stereotype american dream is the white picket fence, georgian windows, freshly cut grass, trimmed hedges, golf on some days and the kids have sports classes, mortgage is paid off and both r financially stable, two dogs and some children and a homemaker wit a breadwinner. but for me, my american dream is living wit my daddy.
my american dream is him holding me by the waist when i need to reach up for a box of fruit loops at the grocer.
my american dream is us making popsicles on a hot day or him reaching out wit his big ol' arms in a pool, boasting and encouraging me, saying, ''c'mon cub! come to papa!"
my american dream is being in a little car seat in the back of his car or sitting shotty while rain pitter patters down the window, and my dada, drives smoothly down the road, making sure to not wake da baby, aka me.
my american dream is making pillow forts w my dada, going back to school shopping wit him, giving him hugs whenever he comes home, preparing foods for him cos act of service love language, us hafing both spa day or jus rest day in a castle of clouds cos we so sleepy, watching movies and having him come to track and field meet and all the field trips, for him to pick me up from school or leave cute lunch notes in my baggie.
dats mine.
im sad sad sad, diary.
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mashmaiden · 3 years
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Just needed to post this here so we can appreciate the ArmP0rn on both Eric and Dani! (via Caleb's Instastory)
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