#deepest sigh

[aroaceleovaldez]

remember when Rick said the series was over. 100% full stop over, and everybody had big feelings and goodbyes about it but agreed it was time and Percy's adventures were over and it felt right. and then Rick went and wrote four new books in the series and made a tv show. yeah me too good times.

#pjo #riordanverse #percy jackson #rick riordan #deepest sigh

[phopollo]

Last night, the realization of why Sketchbook (a ship I was pretty indifferent about when I started drawing art for it) grew on me so fast hit me like a truck, but if I were to just say it, you wouldn't understand as well

So

#deepest sigh #do you see my vision #head in my hands #art #digital art #hilda netflix #hilda the series #hilda #hilda sketchbook #johanna hilda #hilda johanna #kaisa hilda #hilda kaisa #kaisa the librarian #carmen sandiego #carmen sandiego 2019 #julethief #carulia

[seasonallyspooky]

canes vs the refs & caps

#carolina hurricanes #washington capitals #canes #caps #hockey #deepest sigh

[mizumuu]

#talking #deepest sigh

[yashley]

“are you sure it wasn’t intentional?” “I didn’t …… it just happened, fearne.” okay but they gave.

#critical role #cr lb #imogen x fearne #GOD GOD god #i will DREAM of the conflict of fearne continuously asking imogen things like this NOT cos she’s Judging but because fearne ISNT #and that doesn’t compute to imogen so it’s like stop asking me about this and fearne genuinely says if this is You while imogen just. snaps #and surges and fearne just looks at her. not sad for the loss of control but for the shame she sees imogen has in herself #deepest sigh #denying one’s nature in the presence of a fey like that’s not something ok #but when you See someone but they Can’t Accept themselves Okay Like That’s Not Something

[brain-depositary]

It’s alarming to me how much people love to declare “Frankenstein was written by a teenage girl! A 19 year old girl!!” and in the same breath declare that any edits she made to the edition that was released when she was in her 30s actually made the book worse, because it makes the implications that hindsight, processing, experience, maturity, and your husband no longer being around to edit your book to be more “poetically” obtuse actually makes women’s writing worse.

#frankenstein #Mary shelley #I Have A Problem Okay #I get this site is full of teenagers but please consider for a minute #deepest sigh

[hylaversicolor]

altho re: that poem post i just remembered i was at a poetry reading in college once for the lit mag and i was like "i'm gonna be so cool and recite mine" but midway thru i blanked on it and had to go back to my seat to get a written version. horror

#left mind to waste and body living rot / his essence torn in sacrificial Rite #DEEPEST SIGH

[talysalankil]

oh no, i've made a mistake: shared a critical thought about ff14's cash shop in a discord that has ff14 fans

#deepest sigh #i have the ff14 channel muted it was in another one #but i should have known #you literally cannot speak about the game with these people! #the moment you have some nuance #or call out some shitty business practice #they will defend it with their entire ass

[charles-pitlane]

ah, here we go again

#we defo can't catch a break yeah? #deepest sigh

[desolationlesbian]

If you search something on youtube now the results will be interrupted every three videos or so by a block of completely irrelevant suggestions "for you" or "people also watched" because my keywords and what I am actually trying to see fundamentally don't matter I guess. I am so tired

#when the internet is flooded with garbage i accept that as a natural result of human activity #but making it *actively harder* to sort through the garbage by killing search engines! #deepest sigh

[youngthugadlib]

I want to be in love, or at the very least, in lust

#deepest sigh

[imaginejolls]

so we can DRAW tits but aren't allowed to post our own?

#deepest sigh

[touchmycoat]

Blargh I am job searching and it’s very low-simmer-stressful so I’m basically rendered completely useless except for creative projects I can do with my hands ;; so my deepest apologies to anons and everybody I’m not communicating with, I’m just,,violently abuzz

#nothing like job searching to bring out all your deepest anxieties and fears and regrets!!!!! #also got a pay cut at one of my jobs so that’s contributing to the panic #I just need to be intentional about this #and not fucking lose myself in escapism like I so deeply want to #DEEPEST SIGH #why do bad things happen to hot people… #anyways if I’m emotionally weird this is why eiowpahdjndjdb #personal

[miiversian]

randomly feel like going scorched earth with vchuuber fanart now. lol ! (disclaimer this is a 4 am post, mostly stemming off me realizing im losing my old passion & interest in the funny vee chuubers)

its mostly just cause i was more interested in their personas' lore than the actual streams/streamer in the first place... so seeing everyone get excited and hype over big events and me not being able to share that hype anymore (mostly due to my oshi retiring & the big group dynamic changing) has been crazy alienating

tldr never interact with a big fanbase worst mistake of my life. the discourse is fucking crazy lmao

#shoutout to u7trakill for finally ending a nearly 2 year toxic parasocial relationship lmao! #tbf my experience over the past 1.75 years has been #80 percent good/neutral and like 20% negative #tldr being a vtuber fan has put me in presence of the craziest mood swings for the longest periods of time #mostly gonna blame it on the fans and less the streamer themselves #bc guess what!! twt is a hellhole!! #n it doesnt help that a big chunk of fans are *those* types of anime fans #ie fucking freaks #and i hated that i had to share a space with them #YES curate your own experience. whatever. #doesnt change the fact that i still had to occasionally bear witness to the WORST kinds of ppl #liking pure straight up fiction is way less messy than liking streamers lol #sorry if that came off really harsh #its just. im fed up lmao #the highs of interacting with the fanbase when we had our highs was amazing #but GOD the lowest lows sucked so so so bad and there was/is infighting #anyway im rambling #doesnt help that ppl keep bringing up a very sour moment the fans had that id honestly wish wed forget about!! but they!! keep bringing it u #and to be fair!!! it was BAD #but i wish theyd stop implying the Event in every 'fan etiquette' post #i hold SO MUCH regret over that event even if i didnt go as far as some other fans did #and honestly! i cant believe it even happened! thats how bad it was #and it very obvs affected him HARD #but i really REALLY wish we would just. treat it as a yeah this happened thing now #bc hes Graduated. under mysterious circumstances #and theres nothing we can do now! #hate to be a past is in the past person but what can you fucking do!!! #delete later #deepest sigh #vent post

[nandermoenthusiast]

i could write a fucking tragedy. i could write about being so good but so misunderstood and being so brilliant but so held back and being the losing hero in your worst circumstances and going through all that and trying to grasp at sand and being doomed by the narrative and having the worst fucking thing you can imagine happen but still you manage to get to the other side of it. maybe the tragedy is unpreventable and you with all your gifts are useless and cant do anything about any of that, but maybe it was never about saving everyone and everything. maybe out of the rubble you can remain

#idk i am feeling so lost #i am feeling like nothing i do i ever enough for saving those around me #i am feeling like my family is toxic and is creating a gaping void around themselves while i make relationships flourish #and i really wish for them to be better but i cant save them from themselves #they really cant make the smallest human gesture #its bad… its all bad. i feel like i cant really escape it either because i work with them #at the very least im going to move out soon #text pots #im just tired of feeling like i cant save them from themselves i just really want a time out from them #its also worrying at times bc working in the same place i get worried the business wont do well bc of their ways so i end up in anxiety over #my own libelyhood and stuff like that. i probably shouldnt cause theyre not THAT bad but #my anxiety likes to work overtime man #deepest sigh

[piratekenway]

oh jeez today’s Forgotten Temple chapter is just all modern-day

#DEEPEST sigh #assassin's creed