#dean needs cas

[youchangedmedestiel]

Everytime I’m reminded that Cas was the only one in all universes with a crack in his chassis, that Dean wanted him to stay, that Cas did it, all of it for Dean, that Dean wanted to die because Cas was dead, really dead after Lucifer stabbed him, that Cas told Dean “I love you” twice and that Dean told Cas he needed him twice in such a vulnerable way, I just want to scream my lungs out.

#destiel #deancas #dean winchester #castiel #cas has a crack in his chassis #dean wants cas to stay #cas did all of it for dean #dean needs cas #cas loves dean #dean loves cas #destiel is canon #the greatest love story ever told #i want to eat glass #but i'm fine #this is all fine #i'm normal about them #totally normal #my random thoughts about destiel

[cassiecasyl]

Hi hello hi!! A little late, but I’ve finally posted the fic I promised for @fellshish‘s 30k Dean!

read and the skeletons in both our closets plotted hard to fuck this up now on ao3!!!

#destiel #fanfic #spn #deancas #memory loss #dean needs cas #he's really going through it in this one

[pumpkinhead666]

1st time

2nd time

3rd time

4th time

5th time

last time

screaming, crying, fucking throwing up

#need to stab whoever thought making dean lose cas over and over again was a good idea #if dean doesn't go to the empty and grab that sad son of a bitch I will #destiel #spn #dean #cas

[inacatastrophicmind]

#Destiel #destieledit #spnedit #tuserpris #Dean Winchester #Castiel #*mara #spn #supernatural #otp: i need you #dean #cas #4x02

[billiewena]

thinking about how the only time bobby and cas interact in season four is when he knocks him out cold to talk to dean alone. and the next time bobby sees him, cas is powerless and just comes to steal dean's necklace in a weird interaction that had to be filmed close-up because dean and cas are just inches from each other's face. the next time is an offscreen interaction where he just gets dean's address from bobby and probably left immediately after. combine this with the fact that bobby knew dean had a male siren the season before (and tried to be supportive) and let cas be in the family photo a few episodes later, there is a nonzero chance bobby singer was the first destiel shipper.

#when bobby comforts dean about the loss of cas in s7??? oh that old man knew something #just got to the 5x02 episode of babpod and am fighting off the urge to do a s5 rewatch we'll see how long I last #destiel #i need a text post tag

[redneckangelsdrinkmoonshine]

Dean only touched Cas when Cas was dead or dying, right? He would cradle Castiel's face in his hands or he would kneel by Castiel's body.

The last and final time, Dean never got to do either of those things. Instead he had to watch from a safe distance while his best friend got dragged away and pretty much died without a fight.

Pretty sad, right? Y'know what else is sad?

Dean finally found out he could have touched Castiel whenever he wanted, yet he didn't even get to touch Cas one last time.

Let that sink in.

#otp: i need you #destiel #dean only touched cas when cas was dying

[lizleeships]

I've been upsettingly busy this month, but here's some Soft Boi Doods (NoHomo) I managed to get done.

--->Don't repost, reblogs are fine!

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#destiel fanart #destiel fluff #in which Cas channels my dire need to floof Dean's hair

[sunglassesmish]

insane dialogue for an insane scene

#no matter what i try this scene always stays looking ugly coloured #my gifs #spn #spnedit #spn 12x19 #destiel #anyways the main point is how they had dean say ‘we were worried’ when for multiple episodes they showed dean worrying about cas. #but sam being like. he’s fine. he always is! #and then cas says ‘when YOU were taken’ and ‘i couldn’t find YOU’ and ‘i needed to come back here with a win for YOU’ #no mention of sam #just funny

[clairenatural]

okay but you see sam has ALSO fallen for dean's act. sam also believes dean to be the macho, daddy's soldier, beer boobs cars guy he presents himself as. this is why sam makes fun of dean whenever he even lightly steps out of that mold and thinks it's harmless banter instead of attacking an insecurity. it's why he laughs when john talks down to dean in the early seasons and it's why he seems surprised when dean is more comfortable with himself in the later seasons. it's why he just scoffs but doesn't push it when dean puts up a front and refuses to talk about his emotions and just accepts whatever excuse he makes at face value. it's why he offers dean a strip club to make him feel better when cas dies. and this isn't his fault!! dean has spent a very long time perfecting this image in front of everyone and ESPECIALLY to sam because along with it comes safety and security and stability and the only person. who has consistently been able to see through it. is castiel

#charlie also a bit bc dean doesn't have to be desirable to her as a man or as a son #altho i would argue that she doesn't see through him he just doesn't perform as much for her. cas actively sees through it #this is why sam has never caught on to dean being queer also. btw. dean isn't closeted he's just never made a big deal of telling sam #you never really know your parents just the version of them they want you to see etc etc #anyway this is also why sam is thought to be More Sensitive in comparison #by people who have also fallen for the Act. i call this the General Audience Dean Act #because it was who he was SUPPOSED to be from kripke's pen until jensen went ummmmm no. he has trauma :) and forcibly gave him layers #this is also not samcrit btw i always need to clarify that #i am bad at sam studies but i think you could also write posts (and ppl have) about how dean doesn't truly know sam either #bc he has Little Baby Brother zoned him forever even though he is almost 40 by the end of s15

[fluffsnake]

hug your local trenchcoat angel today

#this is from a year ago #but I hated it at the time so I don't think I posted it idk??? #either way happy 5th fellas #destiel #deancas #spn fanart #supernatural #dean winchester #castiel #destiel fanart #ps I don't particularly like it now but Cas needs all the hugs he can get so #hug his ass #my art

[deanfreakingwinchester]

Do Misha & Jensen even know that the Destiel confession scene has basically become the most valuable news source on Tumblr?

#supernatural #dean winchester #jensen ackles #jensen and misha #misha collins #destiel #destiel meme #castiel #titanic #titanic sub #cockles #someone needs to ask them at a con #I need to know #spn #spn family #spn fandom #also cas is gay #@mishacollins #twitter #elon musk #november 5th #november 5 2020 #jackles #destiel wedding #deancas #wedding

[youchangedmedestiel]

Dean needs Cas.

Dean needs Cas to use his powers when they just can't fight the bad guy, but not just that.

Dean needs Cas to be there.

Dean needs Cas to stay.

Dean needs Cas to share a beer with him.

Dean needs Cas to be his friend.

Dean needs Cas to be his brother's friend.

Dean needs Cas to show him movies he likes.

Dean needs Cas to talk to him.

Dean needs Cas to lighten the weight on his shoulders.

Dean needs Cas to help him.

Dean needs Cas to be his best friend.

Dean needs Cas to let his anger out.

Dean needs Cas to support him.

Dean needs Cas to be there.

Dean needs Cas to be his family.

Dean needs Cas to have hope.

Dean needs Cas to feel strong enough.

Dean needs Cas to fight.

Dean needs Cas to break from the narrative.

Dean needs Cas to love him.

Dean loves Cas.

#destiel #deancas #castiel #dean winchester #it's just something my brain did i have no control over it #dean needs cas #he said it himself #maybe not enough #what he couldn't say is that he loves cas #they just love each other so much #feel free to add some that i might have missed #my random thoughts about destiel

[monstermoviedean]

if dean said "i want you" cas would have heard "like an object." if dean said "i love you" cas would have heard "like a brother." so dean says "i need you" and he means "i need you like i need air." and we know this because dean has been trained to never need anything from anyone. he isn't supposed to need anyone. but cas does not know this and instead he hears "i need you like i need a gun."

#I do think need was a better choice and i will die on this hill #but it also fucking kills me #because dean could not have put it any plainer and yet !!!!!!!!!!! #it isn't cas' fault either it's neither of their faults!!! #spn

[inacatastrophicmind]

Cas being autistic

#castieledit #spnedit #Castiel #tuserpris #castieldelamancha #spn #*mara #Dean Winchester #supernatural #cas #dean #Destiel #otp: i need you #10x01 #8x02 #6x03 #14x19 #5x03 #13x21 #9x11 #5x22 #12x12 #12x01 #5x04

[vendettasfanfictioning]

no. you don't understand how funny this scene was to me.

these four basically represented how dean winchester was perceived by others. there's the people who love him; charlie (platonic), sam (familial), and cas (romantic). then there's rowena who, at the time, was the stand-in for their "enemies" (hatred).

and they all need to work together to cure dean. i'm unwell 😭😭

#do not speak to me of what happens After this episode. we need to erase it from canon completely #in my head they do find a cure right at the end of this episode #then sam dean cas and charlie had dinner in the bunker again and had a Jolly Fun Time the end #if you think that cas wasn't already head over heels wings flapping heart racing in love with dean by this episode yet #then you are sorely mistaken #watching spn #spn #supernatural #s10e21 #dean winchester #sam winchester #charlie bradbury #castiel #rowena macleod #spn.txt #destiel #deancas

[butch--dean]

Spn revival (re this post): Dean doesn’t ever acknowledge Cas’s feelings but he does pointedly drink out of straws in front of him. Hoping that Cas will pick up the hint (he doesn’t). Dean sulks the entire time, but grows more and more physically affectionate with Cas, assuming he thinks they’re just no homo bro touches because he hasn’t said anything. This devastates him but he continues to let it happen. The season culminates in Dean and Cas standing under an umbrella together in the rain, drinking from the same glass of sweet tea together, each using their own straw. They’re standing outside of their newly purchased home. Their boots and shoulders touch. They never kiss

#in one episode Dean is desperately trying to figure out a way to bring John back Lebanon style #Dean pretends it’s because they need John’s expertise on some case but really it’s because he wants to goad him into calling him gay #for using a straw to drink from #it’s a convoluted way to admit his feelings to Cas without having to say it aloud #it doesn’t work #destiel #spn #my stuff