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bangtaninborderland · 2 years
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could you do some chishiya xf!reader? maybe just fluff and a few light touches, like him putting his hand on your thigh or your hip while the executives are hanging out <33
Hi anon! ♥️ how are you? Have you ate? Drank water? I hope you stay positive! You are special!♥️
Thank you for your beautiful request! Im sorry if this is too short I wanted to try and start working on requests again and yours was something I thought I could do easily. Please enjoy and any feedback is appreciated! ♥️
Chishiya X Reader || ALWAYS.
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“There you are.”
You turned your head towards the sound of Chishiyas low voice.
You gave him a short smile. “Here I am.”
You focus your attention back on the site of the people beneath you partying by the pool, you was never a fan of heights but since being stuck in the borderlands it was always relaxing to be on the roof. It was rare anyone else other than you and Chishiya came here, everyone too busy with the luxuries of alcohol and food that the beach provided.
You instinctively moved your body closer to Chishiya as he sat beside you. Your head resting on his shoulder, the rise and fall of his chest relaxing you.
“We have a meeting and you know what the militants are like when they have to wait” he sighed, his hands fidgeting inside his pockets.
“I don’t want to go. Not after last time.” You pushed away the thoughts of the last meeting, although nothing could quite help you forget the terror of having Niragis gun pressed against your pounding heart as he accused you of being a traitor.
Chishiya nodded lightly, humming in response to your declaration. “I know but either way we can’t miss it. I’ll sit beside you.”
You smiled at his attempts of reassurance, Chishiya wasn’t the most affectionate person, he seemed complete cold and void of emotion to you and you had no interest at breaking that until one overly eventful game. It was a diamonds game, Chishiyas specialty, you had only been at the beach for a few weeks but he had already noticed you stealing glances at him. You was close to losing the game, the game that would determine wether or not you would be an executive, until Chishiya intervened and helped. Usually it wouldn’t be allowed but no one had noticed he has given you the exit code allowing you to win. That’s when you realised that underneath the stone cold exterior there was much more to him.
It took you a few more weeks to realise that it was only you he was more open with and only when you was alone. In the beginning the change between him caring for you and acting as if you could die and he wouldn’t be bothered gave you whiplash until one day you once again was placed into the same game and this time you helped him. Nothing prepared you for the way he missed you that night, it was almost something out of a romance movie.
You smiled at the passing thoughts of yours anc Chishiyas relationship, only remembering that you had a meeting to attend to as he began to stand up.
“You’re going already?” You sighed looking up at him.
He chuckled as he extended his hand towards you, “So are you.”
You let out a playful groan as you took his hand, allowing him to help you stand. You enjoyed small moments like this, moments that made the borderlands a place worth surviving in.
As usual once you was inside the building his slender fingers slid away from yours back into his pockets. You understood why he was this way, you could be used against him in a place like this and neither of you wanted that.
You walked in silence until you reached the small indoor elevator. “What do you think the meeting will be about today?“
“Probably just another useless attempt at convincing everyone that we need to follow Hatter and his ridiculous plan.” He laughed.
You smiled at the sound, in the past few weeks it had grown to be your favourite.
“And you think your plan is any better?” You asked as you pressed the button for the floor the executive meetings were held on.
His hand found it’s way to yours as the elevator began its ride. “Mine at least follows logic.”
You both laughed, only ending your small conversation as the doors opened. Chishiya squeezed your hand before letting go, once again providing you with some much needed reassurance.
The room grew closer with every step you took, your anxiety beginning to overwhelm you at the thought of facing Niragi, you had worked hard at staying as far away from him as possible and so far it had been working but that chance of hiding was long gone and soon enough you was entering the executive room.
The executives in the room turned to look at you both as you entered the room but instead of looking up you focused on the empty seats at the table , you walked slower, allowing Chishiya to sit down first before you took your seat beside him.
The meeting began slowly as usual, Niragi had arrived later and unfortunately the only seat available was the one directly opposite from you. No matter where you looked you couldn’t avoid the feeling of his gaze burning into you.
Hatter had been talking about the newest addition to his collection of cards for the last 30 minuets when he finally asked if anyone had and questions or updates, as usual Niragi spoke for the militants. Despite Aguni being the leader he barely spoke much at the meetings allowing Niragi to have free reign like a spoiled child.
Niragi always made an attempt to make himself the centre of attention, so him walking around the room as he updated everyone wasn’t unusual but for you it was much more uncomfortable after your last confrontation with one another.
You hadn’t realised you had began shaking at his presence until Chishiyas cold fingers placed themselves on top of your leg, you shot him a appreciative look at the way he was exiting his comfort zone to help you stay calm.
You had never been one to be scared of other people however Niragi was unhinged and everyone should at least be wary of him, even Chishiya knew that.
You relaxed more and more as his fingers continued to draw small patterns against your thigh. Despite the fact other people could have seen he didn’t stop, not until your body was still and your breathing was calmer.
Thankfully by then the meeting had began to end with everyone exiting the room, Chishiya tapped your leg lightly signalling for you to leave. You didn’t wait around, you needed to get out of the room before you went insane. You gave him another look before the door closed, as usual he was cold, his face void but the heat in your cheeks at the thought of his touch reminded you he was nothing but caring.
As usual you headed for Chishiyas room, he had given you the spare keycard when you first kissed, he claimed it was in case of an emergency but it had become routine that after every executive meeting you would both head back there and talk to each other.
It didn’t take long for him to arrive at his room, you had only waited for 5 minuets before he entered the room, his cold face breaking into a small smile at your presence.
You and Chishiya had never really spoke about the terms and conditions of your relationship or even if it was a relationship but it was clear you cared about each other.
Without thinking your legs began to move and soon enough you had your arms wrapped around him, the fresh smell of his clothes absorbing you. His hands lightly pressed against your back before his hands relaxed themselves on your hips.
You don’t know how long you stayed like that, choosing to allow the small bubble that you and Chishiya had created to absorb you both.
“I don’t ever want to let go.” You sigh, clinging to him a little tighter.
“You have to at some point we have to eat.” He humms shaking his head.
Reluctantly you pull away turning to head towards the bed but before you could get far his hand wrapped itself around your waist pulling you back towards him, your face against his, and within second your lips were colliding, his grip on your waist tightening as you place your hands around his neck.
You felt your face flush red as he pulled away, his eyes fixed on yours as his hand come up to your face.
“You’re always safe with me.” He breathed before pressing a small kiss on your forehead.
“Always?” You asked him back, your breathing out of synch.
“Always.” He muttered pulling you back towards his chest and suddenly idea of food was long forgotten.
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planetbears · 3 years
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“i’m sorry. you must feel lonely often.”
✦ dead stock (2017)
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kdramalands · 4 years
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year-end drama recommendation
2. Dead Stock (2017)
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11 episodes, 31 min.
Welcome to my world of dramas with very specific vibe. From time to time I find a gem like this, which fills my crazy heart with joy and delight. 
Dead Stock has an episodic format (which is tied beautifully at the end) that was constructed on the basis of unmarked cassettes that are checked everyday by three main characters of this drama. Cassettes contain some spooky footage, and our fearless squad checks the circumstances of these stories to see if they are true to find an interesting topic for their own exclusive. 
This drama definitely has a lot of... well, everything. It has some gore, horror, sci fi, coconut heads, and local legends are mixed somewhere into this retro elixir as well. Dead Stock delivers some shocking punches, and it really was an honour for me to be punched. It left me speechless. If you are into that type of thing it would be worth your time to at least check this drama out.
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Part 1  ||  Part 3
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save-the-data · 6 years
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I love it when Tomoya plays an a-hole character, he does it so well. 
Not a vampire. But sexy as one. 
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dazzlehoseok · 3 years
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𝗡𝗔𝗩𝗜𝗚𝗔𝗧𝗜𝗢𝗡
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   ꒰ dawn | 21 | fanfic writer & gif maker! | main blog! ꒱
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[ 𝘀𝗶𝗱𝗲 𝗯𝗹𝗼𝗴𝘀. ] • if i followed you from this main blog, you probably know me from one of these!    main writing blog — @bearseokie​    skz writing blog — @bearseungmin​    multi fic recs — @bearseokie-recs​    t1419 gifs — @okio
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kabutoraiger · 3 years
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Mr Oryx, can you give me some recs for horror jdramas or just horror shows in general?
P.S. I got into watching the exorcist through your reblogs and the Vibes have been living rent free in my brain ever since.
YESS exorcist comrade 🤝 the romance of it all never leaves u...
i Wish i had more to rec in this regard but good horror tv is so hard to come across especially when you're picky like i am :(
jdrama-wise the only one i can think to rec is dead stock (2017) which isn't an amazing show but it's got a fun setup and a few decent spooky moments and likeable characters.
other stuff... probably sounding like a broken record when i say this but marianne on netflix!! soo amazing. it's rare for anything to genuinely scare me but that one legit got me at least once an ep.
if you like anthology horror the tv version of creepshow has some fun episodes.
and in case you haven't seen it i gotta shout out channel zero which is cancelled now but not forgotten... it's 4 seasons each of them adapting a creepypasta. the first season doing candle cove is still my fave but i liked the dream door too despite it being wack as hell.
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bangtaninborderland · 2 years
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hii, may I ask for aftercare with chishiya and how he would take care of her. thankuu
Please enjoy ❤️
Chishiya X Reader || You Was Perfect.
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You laid there, your hair entangled around your neck, your chest both rising and falling quickly as you catch your breath. Chishiya stands up to pull his sweatpants on before resuming his position beside you.
“Are you okay?” He mumbles turning to face you.
You contemplate his question, usually you would feel perfect in this moment but right now you felt overwhelmed, your mood was low and as much as you wanted to lie to him he was always way too good at figuring you out.
Ever since you and Chishiya had gotten together he has been very reserved, his feelings and his affection was a rarity but it made you cherish those moments even more, he wasn’t cold with you despite his lack of expression. He still took care of you in his own way, that’s why you wasn’t completely shocked when he became rough in bed.
It happened gradually, he started to explore more with you and eventually he felt comfortable enough to let you see the true side of him. The side who craves power and control, the side who craves your body being at his will.
You didn’t want to scare him away which is why you always hid the way you was submissive with him but as he did everything he noticed. He noticed the way you would always been eager to follow his instruction, the way you would always rush to please him. The way your body would react when he called you his slut or when he would wrap his hand around your throat, tightening his grip as he whispered all the dirty names he had for you.
The sound of Chishiya whispering your name against your neck pulled you out of your thoughts, bringing your attention back to him.
His dark eyes were fixed into yours, his gaze unbearable. “I asked you a question.”
You looked away, too shy to look at him whilst you gave him an honest answer. “I don’t know… I feel weird. You was amazing, what we did was amazing but I feel empty… overwhelmed.”
Your voice was nothing more than a whisper but he heard every words, his eyes going from concerned to soft.
“Oh sweetheart, was I too rough?” He brushed the strand of hair away from your face.
“No it’s just… I don’t know..” you sigh. You hated this feeling but luckily he knew that.
He pulled you into his chest, your head close enough to hear his calming heart beat as he drew small circles on your exposed back. He pulled the sheets over your body, covering your legs.
You let your hand fall to his chest, the comfort of being in his arms giving you much needed reassurance.
“You know this is why we have safe words so you can stop me if things get too much.” He plants a small kiss onto your head.
You nod in response, not feeling good enough to speak. You’re thankful when he noticed this. A blissful silence filled the room, he didn’t move from beside you despite the fact his arm much have been aching after laying in the same position for what seemed like hours.
“We should shower, it’s been 20 minuets.” He mumbled, sliding his arm from underneath you allowing him to position himself so he can face you.
You whined at the way the cold air attacked you as the sheets uncovered more of your still naked body.
“Don’t go.” You whisper, wrapping your fingers around his wrist.
He chuckled at the way you grew clingy. “Let me go heat the water up okay?”
You reluctantly agree, letting your hand fall back into the bed as you pull the covers over you giving you some much needed protection from the cold air. You let your mind wander again, the intrusive thoughts about the way Chishiya used your body becoming overwhelming once more.
You made a few mistakes today earning yourself a small punishment of a few spanks but it wasn’t painful, it just made you feel worse emotionally. You knew you had a safeword but using it felt like an undeserved escape from the punishment you earned.
You hid under the pillow as a few small tears began to stream down your face, you had failed Chishiya. He tried to hard but you continuously messed up.
“Hey what’s wrong?” A worried voice fights to pull the pillow away, your strength nothing compared to his.
You try to brush away the tears hoping to hide your feelings from him. You didn’t want to make him feel bad too. “Nothing.”
You cringe as he walks around the bed, his face appearing in front of you. His hand instantly raises to brush away your tears. “Please tell me whats wrong.”
“I don’t want to disappoint you.” You whisper, ashamed of your confession.
He let out a sigh as he pulled you closer to him. “You could never disappoint me, I wish you made use of your safe words more.”
“I feel like using them means I failed you. Especially when I deserve a punishment.” You mumble against his bare chest.
His hand raises to your chin, making you face him directly. “You do not fail me, that word is yours to use and you could never disappoint me for using it when you need to. It doesn’t mean we won’t resume things later but it’s there to protect you. If you can’t use your safe words properly then we can’t do this, I won’t let you hurt yourself to please me.”
The seriousness within his voice makes you want to cry even more, he was right. “I’m sorry Chish, it’s just sometimes after we do it I don’t feel good, I think about the things we do and I feel disgusted with myself.”
He barely lets you finish your sentence before he plants a kiss on your lips. “Don’t ever feel that way, you have nothing to be disgusted with. You are the definition of perfect, I love everything about you. I do not care about sex, about when we stop, If you want to stop for any reason you tell me and we can get food and lay in bed. You are my priority and I care more about your health and well-being than anything else.”
You don’t hesitate before jumping up and wrapping your arms around his neck, his hands following suit wrapping themselves around your waist as he pulls you closer to him making you both fall back.
“I love you Chishiya, I will try to do better with my safe words.” You whisper into his ear as your hand runs through his blonde hair.
“Let’s shower okay?” He smiles at you letting you know he approves of your declaration.
You nod at him, pulling away from him. You watch in awe as he stands up, bending over to scoop you into his arms.
“I don’t trust your legs right now” he chuckles carrying you towards the shower where the water had already grown warm.
You loved the way he took care of you, from making sure you was comfortable standing to helping you wash in the shower, his fingers light against you as he cleaned your body, he occasionally stopped to massage your shoulders providing you with all the comfort you need.
Once you had both finished in the shower he grabbed you a towel, giving you space to dress yourself as he went to get some food.
It didn’t take him long to return but thankfully by the time he had you had both changed the sheets and wrapped them around you.
“You should have left them I would have done that.” He sighs passing you the box of food he had thrown together from the hotel buffet. There wasn’t much variety within the beach but Chishiya always made it work, putting together amazing meals out of terrible food.
“I wanted to help.” You smile towards him.
He shakes his head sitting beside you, the dim lamp making the room cosy as you both ate. The conversation through dinner was minimal but you both needed to regain your strength. His hand always found it’s way to touch you anytime you grew too quiet, his constant care never ceasing even though he was focused on his food.
You didn’t eat as much as usual, your appetite was minimal especially after the stressful emotions you had experienced. You was thankful Chishiya was a fast eater as you could resume your position in his arms which he welcomed.
“You was truly amazing today.” He praised you as you watched his face.
You smiled at him, his eyes grazing over you momentarily before grabbing a book from the table.
“You want to hear?” He sighs shaking the book.
You nod at him, your cold hands sliding underneath his sweatshirt. He jumps when they come into contact with his skin making you laugh before he shushes you and begins reading.
You stayed like this for hours, Chishiya reading chapter after chapter, his words both smooth and relaxing. After a while you had grown tired your eyes struggling to stay open, despite your desperation to hear him read some more your body overpowered you, engulfing you into a much needed sleep.
When you awoke Chishiya remained in the same position, only his hand had fallen causing the book to drop on the floor. He too had fallen asleep. You was in awe at the sight of him laying there, his lips parted and his chest rising slowly. His arm still lazing across your hip. Chishiyas words repeated within your mind as you watched him.
“You know it’s very rude to stare.” His husky voice made you jump, his eyes still closed.
“I thought you was sleeping.” You stutter laying back. You loved the way he turned to lay on top of you, his head resting against your chest.
“I was. Get some more sleep. You’re safe here. You was amazing. ” He whispers, his words sloppy.
“I love you Chishiya.” You mumble once again, letting your eyes close as the smell of his shampoo comforts you.
He mumbles into you, his words were incoherent but you didn’t mind. In this moment nothing mattered, your feelings of doubt had been eradicated by Chishiyas support.
No matter how long you two was together the way he allowed himself to openly care about you always surprised you, the way he fussed over you ensuring your was okay was the only real type of love you had ever experienced and whether it was here in boderlands or in the normal world you didn’t want it to end because No matter what world you was in he too was perfect and so was the way he loved you.
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bangtaninborderland · 2 years
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hii, if you don’t mind can u do a Niragi x chubby reader pls. its completely fine if u don’t write for this. ;)
Hi anonie! I am sorry this took so long I felt like writing a little bit of fluff this isn’t too long but I hope this helps and please remember that you and your body is beautiful, everyone’s body is beautiful and you are SO worthy! 🫶🏼
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Niragi x Chubby Reader
Every inch of you is perfect to me.
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You was so caught up in your own thoughts of concern that you didn’t hear Niragi behind you, the only thing alerting him of your presence was the feeling of his long slender fingers running themselves through your hair as he pulled you closer to his chest.
Although he seemed cold to everyone else whenever he was with you that persona seemed to dissipate leaving nothing but the warm man you had grown to love.
“How was your day?” He breathes into your ear, his hands tracing circles on your hips.
You never knew wether to tell him the truth when something bad had happened but in any case he would find out either way and you would rather him hear it from you than someone else as you was sure no one else would be able to stop him from committing countless murders the way you would.
You turned towards hun pushing yourself as close to him has possible as you rested your head on his chest, the sound of his heartbeat filling your ears as you explain the latest events.
“So today I was waiting by the pool for Emi to return and someone pushed me, I nearly fell into the pool. When I tried to say something they said I shouldn’t be at a pool, that I was too big and took up too much space.” You cringed as the words left your lips, ashamed to admit the words you yourself partially had believed.
You wrapped your arms around him as you felt his body stiffen at your revelation, slightly afraid he would act out and hurt someone. Even if they was an asshole you didn’t want anyone to be hurt because of you.
“Who?” he forced the words out through his gritted teeth as he tried to remain calm.
You sighed before lying for the first time tonight. “I don’t remember it was someone new.”
You wanted to calm him, to tell him it was okay and that it didn’t affect you but your mind only had one question and unlike other days you couldn’t stop the words from coming out. “Do you think they was right?”
You felt your body being turned around and suddenly you was face to face with your perfectly sculpted boyfriend, his dark eyes staring back into yours. His hand rested against your cheek as he placed his lips on yours, kissing you in the most delicate way.
“You are perfect, your body, from your head to your toes and everything in between is absolutely perfect. I know I do things that aren’t the best but I hope I help you feel confident. Everyone here has their own doubts about themselves and everyone you see, even if they do look as if they have the most confidence, well even they have things they don’t like. I don’t like the fact my knees are too skinny but I still kinda like them. Not everyone’s body will be the same, some people have faster metabolisms, some people are shorter or taller and size depends on so many things but to me, to this man standing in front of you, you are perfectly perfect. The most beautiful. Everything you don’t like about yourself I love. Anyone who ever says anything negative is just jealous because I have you, I have the most beautiful woman here.” He smiled at the way your eyes lit up hearing his reassurance.
“Do you really think that about me?” You asked hopefully, your eyes searching his face for any sign of doubt only to be met with another smile and a small nod.
“Every single inch of you is the most beautiful.” He pulled you closer to him, his body shielding you from the cold breeze of the night.
After a few minuets standing in silence in the calming embrace you heard him whisper something you had never heard him say before.
“I love you.”
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I’m sorry if you was hoping for smut you didn’t provide any context but I hope this has been something to make you smile. The words I have written as Niragi I want to say I fully believe as someone who has both gained lost and gained and lost again it can be difficult loving your body, it can be hard but it’s always so important to remember that no one’s body is perfect. However you are is perfectly perfect. I hope you all love yourself the way I love you. Please let me know your thoughts and keep requesting! Thankyou 💜
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bangtaninborderland · 2 years
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Traitor p2.
Niragi X Reader.
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Niragis presence is overwhelming, with just you and him in the room it suddenly feels extremely small.
He had been circling around you for 10 minuets now, the only sounds were that of his boots hitting the carpeted floor and your breathing growing heavier every time he came closer to you.
You didn’t dare speak and even if you wanted to it felt almost impossible.
“You know I would never figure you to be someone so easy to agree to this.” Niragi pushes your head from behind forcing you into a bow.
“It’s not like I had much of a choice.” The words lack confidence and he seems to notice that but even so you don’t move, you fight with your body to be still not wanting to allow him to enjoy this anymore than he already was.
He chuckled, his boots appearing under your face. “You should really learn how to thank me. I feel like I’m going to be saving you a lot.”
You didn’t have any time to fight him as he dragged you towards the table by your hair.
“Get off me!” You scream despite the lack of breath in your lungs as he slams you against the table, forcing you to bend over.
His hands trail against your back, his nails were rough against your skin as he clawed too remove your shirt. “I don’t think you understand that you belong to me. I won’t get off you until I’m done using you so be a good girl and lay there whilst I fuck you until you forget your own name.”
His words sent a shiver down your spine, the hairs on the back of your neck raised. You went to speak but no sound would leave your mouth and surprisingly Niragi seemed happy with that.
He liked you better when you listened. Your mind began racing, maybe there was a way out of this, if you pretended to enjoy it, pretended that you would listen and obey he would let his guard down and when he did you could run.
You was smart enough to know the probability the plan you had formulated would work was next to nothing but it was the only idea you had and you knew you had to see it through.
Niragi pressed himself against you, his member hard against your ass cheek.
“You don’t want to fight anymore?“ Niragi teased as he ripped your shirt open. You curse yourself for picking out a cheap one but in this moment nothing would come between you and Niragi.
You shook your head and once again he made a small noise of approval at your attitude.
He pulled you off the table onto the floor, you didn’t move but you could hear him pull a chair out.
Niragis words shocked you. “Crawl to me pretty.”
You wanted to argue with him, how could he want you to do something so demeaning but instead you held your anger and began crawling towards him, thankfully he wasn’t too far away from him.
He patted your head, his fingers entangling themselves into your hair. “Good pet.”
You mentally cringed at his words as you give him a short smile which he returns.
You move a little to the side as he stretches his leg out, his boot leaning against your thigh.
He tapped his boot against you as you looked up at him. “Ride it.”
Your eyes widened at his request and you immediately shook your head. “I can’t do that..”
You would not do that even if it meant you died.
He sighed and stood up, his hands soft against your face before delivering a blow to your cheek which sent you flying towards the floor. “ I didn’t fucking as you if you could I said ride it. You will fucking ride it!”
You tried to shuffle away from him but he snaked his hand around your neck forcing you to stay in position.
“Please let me go.” You look at him, your eyes filling with water.
He didn’t respond instead his grip on your neck tightened. He pulled you towards him so his boot was positioned between your legs.
“Please Niragi..” you whispered the words without looking at him, shame making your face flush red. You had never done this before, never done anything like this.
His hand fell underneath your chin, forcing you to look at him. “Do you want me to help you?”
You didn’t want to say yes but if he didn’t help you then you’d never complete his sickening task and that would only serve to anger him more.
You nod hesitantly, an overwhelming sense of disgust overcoming you for agreeing to do something so dirty.
Nevertheless you follow him instructions as he lifted you by your arms to place you on top of his boot, the hard leather underneath you is more uncomfortable than you could have imagined. Could anyone really enjoy this?
“Move your hips back and forth.” Niragi instructed as he leaned back giving you more space to move, your neck already aching from his forceful grip.
When you didn’t comply instantly he nudged his boot into you causing a sharp pain, you tried to close your legs but his intrusion made it impossible. You but your tongue as you began to move your hips around.
It didn’t take you long to find a rhythm that wasn’t completely uncomfortable at some moments it felt nice enough to forget the situation you was in for a second until the dark orbs of Niragis eyes stared into yours making you regain your senses.
Niragi seemed to notice your occasional distraction and used it against you, pushing his boot up against your dampness.
“Niragi..” you whisper your face flushed.
He stopped moving his boot and leaned towards you. His breath hot against your ear. “What’s wrong pet?”
You hated that what he was doing was working, it had been weeks since you’d had contact with another human and even in this twisted world hormones still existed, you couldn’t deny what Niragi was doing wasn’t turning you on because it was. You wanted to hate the man in front of you for putting you in this position but in this moment it was as if he was the only one who could fix the helpless desperation that was growing between your legs.
His hand snaked around your neck, pulling you closer to him. His lips practically touching yours, you tried to pull away, even if he was causing you unexpected pleasure kissing him wasn’t something you ever wanted to do. That was just far too intimate.
“Answer me.” He demanded.
Your eyes wandered around his face as your hips moved on their own. “It’s not enough..”
You cringed are your words, this wasn’t supposed to happen, you was only supposed to act like you was enjoying it but your body had betrayed you. Allowing the slender man in front of you to gain even more power than he already holds.
He nudged your backwards, your body falling to the floor. You both missed the feeling of the friction he caused and enjoyed the fact you could close your legs allowing you to regain some modesty.
He grabbed your wrist pulling you up, your legs weak beneath you. “Let’s go to my room. There’s much more for me to use you with there.”
“But my shirt!” You shouted, pointing towards the half torn fabric that barely covered your body.
Niragis fingers inspected the clothing “normally I wouldn’t care but I don’t want anyone seeing what now belongs to me.”
You hated the way he claimed you as property but was thankful when he threw you a sweatshirt from one of the Chairs.
“Thankyou..” you whispered pulling it over you.
You kept your head down not daring to look as he led you towards the elevators, you could hear the faint murmurs of other beach members but none of them dared to intervene, no one went against Niragi and lived.
You was thankful when the elevator doors closed, that was until Niragis hand fell beneath your legs, his fingers making small circles around your crotch, you tried to push his hand away but it was no use. There was nothing you could do other than stifle the moans trying to free themselves from your mouth.
You was so wrapped up in the feeling of Niragis fingers working their way into your underwear that you barely noticed when the elevator doors opened, the only thing alerting you was the audible gasps of the bystanders who had been waiting for the elevator to arrive.
You had never felt so humiliated but from the twisted grin sprawled across niragis face you knew that was his intention. He wanted you to feel humiliated and degraded and from the viable bulge in his pants he seemed to enjoy it.
“Let’s go” he whispers pulling his hands away from between your legs as his fingers fused their grip on your arm.
You once again walked beside him with your face down until you reached his door, he opened it and pushed you in. You stumbled into the room but managed to regain your balance.
“Go to the shower” he nodded towards the door in the corner and you didn’t hesitate in following his instructions, you needed to get away from him you reminded yourself as you took small steps into the bathroom.
You heard Niragi walking around in the bedroom and took the few seconds to yourself to splash your face with cold water.
“Keep your shit together.” You mumbled to yourself in the mirror.
You once again washed your face, this time shocked by Niragus figure standing behind you as you looked into the mirror.
He really was everywhere.
“Take them off.” He gestured towards your clothing.
You shake your head. “Please Niragi don’t do this. I won’t do anything ever again. Please..”
Your desperate pleas fell on deaf ears, the only response was a dark laugh as Niragi began to pull your clothing off. As much as you fought him it didn’t work.
He had successfully removed your shirt and the hoodie he had provided you with, his hands hooked themselves around the waistband of your shorts and he began pulling at them. Instinctively you kicked him, forcing him down into the floor as your foot connected with his stomach.
Your body began to tremble and despite your nudity you took the chance to run, grabbing the hoodie from the doorway as you sprinted towards the main door. You had barely gotten the hoodie over your head before he yanked you back by your hair.
You yelped as he pulled you mercilessly, using all of his strength to slam you into the wall. Your head was thumping as it connected with the cold tiles.
“Don’t fuck with me!” Niragi shouted as his hand collided with your cheek.
You couldn’t do anything but stay still, your limbs weak beneath you and the stray tears escaping leaving wet trails down your cheeks as they begin to burn from the force of Niragis hit.
His hands left your body and you fell to the floor, the pain of your knees colliding underneath the entirety of your body weight didn’t bother you, instead your eyes stayed fixed on Niragi who had began to unzip his pants.
You put your hands up to guard yourself as his member sprung free, the size of it alone was enough to scare you.
Niragis hand reached out and stroked your face, he chuckled when you flinched against him. “I think you should apologise for hurting me.”
“Niragi I have never done this, I don’t want to do this.” You whisper, you try to pull away as he slips two of his fingers into your mouth, you don’t fight him this time, letting him explore your body the way he wants.
“If you do this I’ll reward you.” His words left you curious.
He removed his fingers from your mouth and wrapping his hand around his cock.
A sense of hope grew within you and you dared to ask “If I do this will you let me go?”
You look up at him as he answers. “If you do it good enough I might let you go.”
You nodded at him, it was a chance, a small chance of hope. You had to please him, pleasing him could lead to freedom. After all, he surely wouldn’t really keep you as property.
“Okay.” You mumble, his hand wraps itself in your hair as he pulls you closer to him, his cock is just inches away from your lips.
You force yourself to open your mouth as he slides himself inside of you with a deep moan.
You was thankful he at least tasted clean.
You found a Rhythm as you began to suck him off, your lips tight around him. You couldn’t fit much of his cock inside of your mouth but Niragi didn’t seem to mind that, he had throw his head back and the grip on your hair had loosened.
He was enjoying this.
Seeing him happy encouraged you and you tried to take more of him in your throat but the inevitable gagging prevented you.
Niragi laughed as you pulled your head away from him, his grip once again tightened forcing you to stay in place, the intrusion in your throat was growing uncomfortable but this only made him harder.
He began to fuck your face, the rhythm you had found was useless against the force of him ramming your head down on his thick cock.
You continuously tried to fight him as tears and saliva ran down your face, you kept trying to remind yourself to breathe through your nose but it felt impossible to get enough air.
“You look so good like this.” Niragi praised as he held your head against him, no longer fucking your throat instead forcing you to take all of him at once.
You couldn’t speak, instead you tried to push him away but the hold he had in your hair was too tight.
“Slap your face and I’ll let you go.” Niragi demanded in between moans.
You didn’t waste time before you brought your hand up to your face placing a light slap across your cheek.
He jolted your head into him again making you gag even more. “Fucking harder! That was pathetic!”
You gathered all your strength and delivered another blow to your face, this time the connection hurting both your hand and your cheek.
“So desperate.” He laughed pushing you off him, you collapsed onto the floor gasping for breath as the saliva that had been tainted with his Pre cum dropped down your chin.
You bra had allowed one of your boobs to slip out and niragi noticed this as he brushed one of his cold fingers over the sensitive bud making it hard.
After a few minuets of caking your body down you sat up, Niragi was sitting calmly on the bed opposite you, his eyes fucking you.
“Can I go now..” you mutter helplessly. Your voice broken and quiet.
He stands up and walks toward the small mini fridge in his room, he opened it and threw you a bottle of water than landed perfectly in front of you before returning to his previous position.
You nod to him before drinking the water, the coldness soothing your throat.
Niragi pats his leg signalling for you to come to him, you place the water to your side and crawl over to him once again, the feeling of humiliation still remaining the same.
He took your wrist and guided you to sit on his leg, his cock was still hard through his pants but you was thankful for the fabric of his jeans being between you.
You keep your gaze on your fingers as you twirled them around one another, niragi began brushing the hair away from your face, his hand lifts your chin forcing you to look at him.
His dark feral eyes seem to have softened. “You know I said I might let you go and after thinking about it I can’t. You’d be killed and that would make all my efforts with you pointless. I don’t like wasting time, besides you’re extremely pretty choking on my cock.”
“Please Niragi.” You begged him, tears rolling down your face, you truly was stupid to believe he would let you go. Instead you let him use you.
“You should be more grateful, I could have fucked you in every single hole of yours today. I could have forced you to open your weak legs. I didn’t though did I?” He tilts his head expecting an answer.
You shake your head, he hadn’t.
“Exactly, if you behave I’ll be nice. Don’t you want to see how nice I can be?” He whispers placing a kiss on your cheek.
“I don’t want to have sex with you Niragi. I don’t even know you. All I know is you love guns and you’re practically fucking crazy. This is crazy, this situation is crazy. You can’t just use me like I’m nothing.” You explain to him calmly, afraid that raising your voice would earn you another slap.
He humms as he traces your lips. “Well, it’s definitely more fun when you argue back. You don’t have any choice, you aren’t nothing but you are mine whether or not you like it. So you can get to know me and see that I can make you feel things no one else ever has or I can tie you to this bed and leave you here for days until you’re begging me to come back so you don’t die.”
You freeze at his offer, you didn’t have a choice but to accept the first situation but the second one made you terrified of what Niragi could really do. His gun wasn’t the most dangerous thing about him his mind was.
“If I chose option one does that mean you won’t try to have sex with me?” You look down again, this time he lets you.
“We will see.” He murmurs pushing you off his lap.
You watch his movements, his legs striding around the room effortlessly. He throws a sweatshirt and a towel towards you.
“Go and shower.” He instructs pointing towards the door.
You look down at the items he gave you, one thing was missing. “Underwear?”
“You won’t need them but I’ll find some later.” He shrugs.
You nod towards him walking hesitantly past him, nothing made sense.
You closed the door behind you, thankful for the lock it had.
His footsteps could no longer be heard and despite the chance he may be gone you was too tired to run.
Being owned by him seemed to be impossible to escape.
The world you had come to live in seemed like a dream, the situation you was in seemed like one out of a bad movie but for all those uncertainties there was one thing you was sure about wether or not you liked it he was your only chance at survival.
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A/N : wow this is so long I feel so proud 🥰 this is the first proper fic I’ve wrote since my exams. I am working on writing continuously but some days I can only do a chapter or two and as you can see I tend to make my fics extremely long.
I really hope you all enjoyed this I’m so shocked the first part got 50 interactions! You truly all are amazing!
I may do a part 3 to this I really like where this story is going and I’ve never explored a softer side of Niragi.
Let me know your thoughts and have an amazing night/day.
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Risk It All (20) - Station.
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Genre: Chishiya X F!reader, smut, angst, violence, fluff.
Warning: none!
A/N: so it’s back :)) I’m editing the version of this I have on wattpad I did upload this there a few days ago I’m sorry it took me so long to get here! I’m sorry to all my RIA readers that have had to wait so long. I’m going to try and get more RIA chapters out in the next week. I have ideas for the story it’s just a matter of time at the moment.
Ch.19 | Masterlist | Ch.21
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You and Chishiya successfully managed to throw together some form of breakfast, various fruit tings being mixed along with some packaged pancakes that you were sure had been stolen from a military base.
You had ate in silence, although it wasn’t awkward. You couldn’t help the way you blushed every time you would look towards him only to see him staring right back at you.
You felt embarrassed every time your face flushed a shade of red, it wasn’t often you were in a space like this alone with him but it was something you could get used to.
“What are you staring at?” He asked, his voice sounded annoyed but you had learned the difference between that of his curiosity and the at of his annoyance.
You straightened your back, narrowing your eyes at him. “You.”
“Why?” He pushed his plate back, turning his attention to the glass of water he had poured.
“Because.” You shrugged, not entirely sure why yourself.
“Focus on your own food, you’re weird.” He scoffed, his demeanour shifting back to how he was days ago.
You couldn’t help but let the sudden change hurt, it was something you should be long used to but you never could adjust to his fluctuating moods. “Why do you call me things like that?”
“Oh come on don’t be so sensitive.” He scoffed rolling his eyes as he cleaned he stood, picking his plate up in the process.
Ouch.
“It’s not being sensitive Chish, you give me whiplash. It’s a genuine question.” You watch his hands word, his thin long fingers working fast as he cleans.
You were sure your question was going to go unanswered especially with the addition of the nickname that he would most definitely protest at some point when he suddenly cleared his throat, making you jump a little. “Did we not discuss this last night.”
“We did but is it bad that I want more?” You sighed, resting your head against your hand.
“What we want doesn’t always come to us in the way we would like, I’m going to get prepared to leave, we should head out soon if you’re still planning to bother me.” And with that he was gone. Empty bag in hand as he shuffled around the small house, gathering whatever it was that he deemed necessary leaving you with nothing but your own swirling tornado of embarrassment and disappointment.
Within an hour you were both ready, dressed in warmer clothes but still adamant on wearing his jacket, you wanted to pull him up on the momentary smile he wore when you came into his eyesight but you didn’t, pushing too much would only ruin the progress you had made with him.
“Ready?” He mumbles, pulling open the door.
You step outside, the air fresh but not cold. “So the station.”
“We should still take back roads, I don’t trust that there isn’t people here who would try to stop us.” He said placing a hand to your back to guide you through the small alley. “I think if we don’t take too many breaks then we could make it by tonight.”
“W-what do we do if we don’t?” It’s pathetic honestly, the way you are a stumbling mess the second he gives you any kind of affection but you’re past the point of trying to seem anything other than yourself.
He looked over to you. “We won’t.”
The alley was short and narrow but you made it through onto a street you hadn’t seen before, the level of overgrow from the plants and the decay to buildings around being more severe than you remember it being just the night before.
“You noticed it too?” You feel strangely comforted that he looks just as confused as you do.
You agree. “Yeah, it’s like it’s aged ten years in the last night alone.”
“What the fuck is this place?” He spits, his head whipping around to check for the unknown.
You know it’s dumb, you know it’s a long shot, you know what you’re about to do could end in a humiliating rejection that would make the rest of this trip entirely too weird but in this moment none of those worries were rational against the fear you were keeping secret, wherever you where, whatever the boderlands were, it was not normal.
“Can… uh…” you trailed off when you noticed him watching you.
The space between you wasn’t great but you were sure he flew to your side. “What?”
You reconsidered before mentally slapping yourself, if you’re going to die at least get the man. “Hand? Can we?”
“I swear you are an actual baby, give me it.” He huffed holding his own out to which you grabbed before he could change his mind.
Even if you wanted to hide your smirk you couldn’t. “I’m not a baby.”
“Tell me that again when you don’t need adult supervision to cross the street.” He laughed quietly.
Despite how much he loved to mock you and how much he actually did mock you it never ceased to be absolutely annoying and utterly endearing. “I don’t need adult supervision, I need Chishiya supervision.”
Should not have said that.
“That is even worse, did you just come up with that? Don’t ever make a joke again.” He deadpanned, his face flat apart from his slightly raised right eyebrow.
He helped you step over a particularly large tree root that had grown out from the ground. “So you want to walk in silence?”
“Preferably.” He grunts, kicking a few rocks out of his path.
You rolled your eyes, of course he would. “Well that’s boring, let’s pay 21 questions”
“What is that?”
“It’s an American thing, I ask a question and then you ask a question.” You explain, a gleeful look to your eye.
Only to be instantly snuffed out with a blunt. “No”
“I’ll be quiet the entire way back.” You bargain, wanting to learn something, anything about the man you’d hopelessly fallen for.
He paused for a second before nodding. “I can refuse to answer.”
“Sure you can, so me first?” You retort.
“No, me.” He continues guiding you through the overgrown greenery, his hand still in yours. “Do you think you will survive?”
You ponder on the unexpected question, you weren’t entirely sure. “I don’t know, I would like to see the people I care for here get home, I want to see them safe, I want to understand what this place is. I can’t do any of that if I die.”
“Okay.” He shrugs as if he doesn’t care but you can tell from the way he is slightly turned towards you that he is listening, he is always listening.
“My turn.” You chance squeezing his cold hand, to which he does nothing. “Would you feel emotional if I died?”
He ignores it, grunting. “Next question.”
“Chish you can’t do that to every question, it’s simple just answer it.” You groan.
“Fine, I think I would be annoyed that you chose to die instead of being useful to me.”
Once again, ouch.
“You’re so cold.” You has a right to be angry but then again you asked for this.
“I actually think it’s pretty warm.”
He knew exactly what you meant. “I hate you.”
“Why do you call me chish?” He questions, taking his turn.
Oh, that was unexpected. “I like it. It makes me feel like we are friends.”
“We are friends?” He chuckles.
You narrow your eyes at him, pulling him to a stop. “You are my friend.”
“Didn’t you tell me you loved me?”
Your face flushed read, heat pooling at the back of your neck. “Y-yeah but I-I mean like.. nothing.” You stumble over your own words, embarrassment too fresh.
“Your turn.” In a way you’re grateful when he reminds you. “Unless you don’t want to play.”
“What’s something that makes you happy?” It wasn’t too invasive.
“I like to read. I like fiction, something that could be realistic but isn’t.”
And just like that you began to learn, you surpassed the 21 questions but neither of you stopped, you walked for hours nearing the station when there was a ruffle behind you. Chishiya pushed you to the side, in an attempt to hide you as he looked around.
“Miss me?” You screamed when soft hands landed on your shoulder from behind, Chishiya rushed to you immediately.
You spun around, the terror you felt disappearing when you see her face. “KUINA?!”
“It isn’t enough to have one of you annoying me?” He asks, scooting closer to your side.
You ignore him, even as he slides his hand back into your own, his thumb caressing the skin lightly. Kuina eyes the action but doesn’t comment, instead wrapping herself around your free arm as you begin to descend the stairs to the underground train tracks.
“Why are you here? How did you find us?” You ask, resting your head against her shoulder as you all take a step in unison.
“I found Ann, she told me about what she had found. She’s on her way too. I knew if you figured it out you’d be heading here so I wanted to join you. Had to make sure you were both okay.” She smiled at you, despite all the anger and fear in this world kuina still had a soft soul.
You couldn’t decipher what it was between Chishiya and Kuina, he didn’t hate her, if anything he seemed warmer to her. He seemed more open with her and a part of you was undeniably jealous. You wanted it to be you whom he shared things with but you held on to the sliver of information he had shared about himself with you in the past few hours. That was yours and you were going to hold on to it.
Once you entered the room you were greeted with the faces of Arisu and Usagi.
“Arisu, I knew you’d find it.” Chishiya greeted coldly.
“Why are you here?” Arisu pulled usagi back behind him, a protective act.
Chishiya nodded towards the screen that had alighted “the same reason as you.”
The screen was bright, something that could be compared to the light of an angel, you were sure that would have been the case if the woman who began to speak didn’t exist.
“Is that?…” Arisu trails off.
“Mira.”
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bangtaninborderland · 2 years
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Hey sweetheart! How are you?? I know you haven't been well the past few months but it's great seeing you come back!!
Also, I found it so adorable how you wrote a birthday fic for the other anon, and was wondering if you would be so kind as to make one for me? My birthday isn't today, it's rather on the 30th of August but I'm sending this ask early to give you time in case you do decide to write it. No pressure of course!
It's for Arisu actually, since he's my comfort character. Something small and fluffy maybe? Like Arisu sucks at showing his feelings and reader gets insecure/jealous thinking he actually likes Usagi, but then he does finally put in effort into confessing, probably on their birthday?
I'd be over the moon if you do write this, but I'm not forcing you to in any way! I love reading whatever you put out so please keep doing that!
Hello anon!! 💜 I feel awful I have only just seen this please accept this as my late birthday gift to you! Like I said I’m Always happy to write something for anyone on their birthday - it may come a little late but I’d rather post something late rather than send out something that’s only half done or with half my focus. I hope you have had an amazing birthday and that you got everything you wanted! I hope the next year is filled with joy and happiness and you can feel some of that reading this!
I’m sorry this isn’t super long I wrote it in the break of my Korean classes. I hope it’s good enough! 💜
Happy birthday! 🥰
Arisu X Reader - Birthday Confessions.
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You kept telling yourself not to be jealous, you and Arisu were friends, nothing more but even after a week of trying to convince yourself you still felt the same sadness whenever you see him and Usagi together.
It was impossible to talk to Arisu alone, he always brought Usagi even when the situation wasn’t something she needed to be involved in. At first you was sad, wondering if you had done something wrong - if there was a reason he didn’t want to be around you but as you watched them more it because clear that they couldn’t have been just friends like you and him are.
She’s probably the reason you two are just friends.
You hadn’t expected to develop feelings for Arisu. It had happened after a tough game, you only had 20 seconds left before you would have lost, he manages to figure out who the shooter was just in time. you were the only remaining survivors and you still thank Arisu for saving your life even though he always declines and says it was a team effort.
Since then he took care of you, became a friend, you had talked once after a game both until the sun came up and went down, he talked about his friends, ones that didn’t survive and you talked about the people you had lost too. He cried, you’d never seen a man cry before but he wasn’t afraid to show emotions, he was so hurt and broken yet he was still trying to save everyone, to save you. That’s the moment you realised you cared for him more than anyone else.
You always smile at the way how even in a matter of life and death he was so humble. So unexpected, everyone usually wants something when you help one another in a game but not him, he helped you live and helped you find the beach. That’s where you met Usagi, she was someone you found honest, you respected that and even now you don’t dislike her but you can’t help feeling a little sad at the way his smile widens when she is around, it’s like they live in a bubble only they can see.
Your short lived memory lane comes to an end when a hard taps your shoulder. You turn around a little shocked when you see Usagi, first a secret deathly world and now the crush of your crush? The universe really didn’t like you. Nevertheless you out on a smile and did your best to be kind.
“Hey is everything okay?” You ask a little confused. Although you had spoke to Usagi a few times it had never been this random.
She gives you a small smile before nodding. “I had to move some stuff in my room can you come and help me?”
“Uh sure, isn’t Risu around to help?” You ask, smiling to yourself at the nickname you had made for him that he hated but you loved.
“He is talking to hatter about something, it’s kind of important I would wait but I can’t. If you’re not free I can ask Kuina although I think she went to the meeting too.” She huffs, and you curse yourself for being too friendly.
“I’ll help.” You mumble standing up following behind her as she leads you to her room.
You stand up walking beside her the conversation grows awkward.
“Happy birthday today by the way.” She hymns as she walks up the stairs a few steps ahead of you.
“Thankyou.” You smile a little confused how she knew, the only person you had mentioned it too was Arisu.
Your mind continues to fill with confusion as she walks past her door into that of Arisus, you wait hesitantly afraid of interfering with his personal space.
“You can come in.” You hear her call out and hesitantly you peek your head around the door. The room was darker than usual, you looked to find the light switch only to be shocked when you see Arisu sitting on the end of his bed.
“Is everything okay? I thought you was in a meeting and Usagi I thought you needed help?” You stood in confusion, unsure what is actually going on.
“Please sit down.” Arisu asks, his voice wavering.
You head towards the space next to him on the bed, your movements slowing as Usagi opens the door. “I’ll go now”
You continue to the space on the bed, your mind in absolute confusion as you look towards Arisu for some answers.
“I’m sorry I got usagi to lie to you, I didn’t know how else to do this I didn’t want to tell you at the pool and I was nervous before to do this alone.” He whispers looking away from you.
“Tell me what? Your anxiety takes the best of you and your heart starts racing, worried about what he has to tell you - was this the moment he confirms he is dating Usagi? Your mind questions itself as you wait for his next words.
“Usagi isnt… she doesn’t… I like… I’m bad with… look” Arisu spits out word after word but none make any sense, you sit in even more confusion than 5 minuets ago.
“I think this was a bad idea.” You sigh standing up with the intention of leaving heavy in your mind, almost too sure he was going to confirm what you had thought all along.
You was shocked as his finger hooked itself into yours, freezing your mind and your movements.
“I like you.” He whispers, barely loud enough for you to understand what he says.
You turn your head towards hums, your face unable to hide your doubt earning a small laugh from him. “You what?”
“I … well … I like you.” He mumbles, this time more confident.
“But Usagi?” You ask returning to your seat next to him, you was half convinced any moment now you would wake up and this whole conversation be something your mind made up to punish you.
“We are just friends, she reminds me of the people I lost when I first got here, she helped me a lot then. She’s special and I want to help her get out of here, she deserves better than this world but she’s just a friend. You’re different.” He smiles to himself, causing you to do the same.
“Different how?” You turn your body to him, showing him that he had your full attention.
“I want to get out of here with you. I want to escape this world with you, as a team. Like together.” He glanced at you quickly before looking towards the large windows.
“Like an us?” You ask hesitantly, afraid you may have misunderstood his words.
He nodded slowly, his gaze travelling up to meet yours. “Like an us.”
“Why didn’t you tell me before?“ you mumbled, your fingers still entwined with his.
“I didn’t know how too, Usagi helped. She told me to stop being scared she said if we could win deathly games then I could talk about my feelings.” He laughed and you did too.
You felt bad for the negative emotions you had towards Usagi, it was never her who stopped your relationship it was Arisu, you owed her an apology.
“I have to apologise to Usagi.” You whisper, ashamed.
He looked at you slightly baffled. “Why?”
You laid your head on his shoulder like you usually would whenever you had an important conversation. “I was angry at her, jealous and maybe a little bit upset. I thought you was with her, that you wanted her and not me.”
“You don’t have to apologise, she knows you didn’t mean it badly. It’s why she encouraged me so much to talk to you.” He began drawing small circled in the palm of your hand.
“She’s a good person.” You nod your head lightly.
“She’s my best friend now.” His laugh covered the sadness he had felt.
“I’d like to be a team.” You agree with his earlier words.
“Then let’s be a team.” He mumbles as he places a small kiss onto your forehead.
You follow his lead as his hand cups the side of your face, pulling you up to look at him. You go to speak but it’s cut off by his lips lightly colliding with you, the kiss filled with sweetness. After a few moments he pulls away, your face glows red.
“Happy birthday. I would have gotten you a gift but I didn’t know if you’d want to celebrate being here.” He places another kiss onto your forehead.
You rest your head on his chest, his fingers trailing through your hair. “I don’t need any gifts, this is already the best birthday. I have you.” You breathe in complete relaxation. There was many things you would face but they all seemed smaller knowing Arisu and Usagi would be by your side.
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Risk It All (19)- feeble freedom.
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Genre: Chishiya x f reader.
Warning: death & violence
An: I’m sorry for not updating yall, I was really struggling with a lot of things personally. I was so lost in what I wanted to write or where I wanted to take this story, it was getting depressing writing about an emotionless character when I have so many of my own overwhelming me. I guess it also grew hard because I had no one interacting with RIA, I always asked for feedback or such but rarely ever got it. It felt like people were demanding chapters but not even giving me much of a reason to write? Anywho im going to try and update more I will be more active on tumblr from now so please please message me or comment whatever you like! I hope you have all stayed healthy and safe in the time I have been gone! ❤️ Im thinking to start a taglist for this so if you’d like me to add you please pop me a message or a comment and I will! Thankyou all!
Ch.18 | Masterlist | ch.20
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The sky had gone from a light grey to a dark black, the stars illuminating the sky above you. You didn’t realise you had become lost in them until Chishiya cleared his throat, your attention returning to the one sided conversation that you had been trying to have for the past two hours.
“You know we could stop if you aren’t strong enough. It’s not like I didn’t expect you’d need breaks.” Despite his words Chishiyas voice is filled with concern rather than annoyance.
You smiled to yourself at his unusual worry. “I’m fine but will it be much longer? I’m running out of water.” You sigh holding up the almost empty water bottle.
You wasn’t surprised when Chishiya grumbled underneath his breath, his patience already growing thin. His hands brushed upon your shoulders as he turned your body towards a large building.
“You see the building?“ he mumbles, his breath grows hot on your neck.
“Y-yes.” You stutter, your nerves becoming more dominant.
“It’s near there. You can have my water I am not thirsty.” He holds the bottle against your back forcing you to turn and face him.
Your hands shook lightly as you took the clear plastic into your grasp, Chishiyas fingers lingering mere centimetres away. You didn’t look up but you could feel his gaze on you.
The closeness didn’t last more then a second before he was pulling away, resuming his walk towards the distant building. You stood frozen for a moment before scurrying to catch up with him, your mind still cloudy at the close encounter.
“Slow down” you lightly shout, earning a disapproving glare from him.
“Hurry up” he mumbles back, his feet coming to a halt as you join his side, your arm once again brushing against his.
The walk once again grew quiet as you reached the building Chishiya had pointed out to you, it had appeared much further away than it was and for that you was relieved after all the stress and moving from the beach you wasn’t sure how much more physical activity your body could take in one day.
You stood back as Chishiya led the way, slipping down a small walkway at the side of the building. You followed behind him carefully, giving him enough room to lead you both in the direction of wherever you would be staying.
You couldn’t see much through the overgrown vines against the walls and the complete darkness of the city didn’t help. You could barely see when Chishiya held his hand up to you, signalling for you to stop, which you did. Hanging back whilst he walked ahead. You remained alert whilst he disappeared out of sight. Tokyo was safe but this is still the borderlands.
It didn’t take long before he returned. “It’s this way.” He nodded his head in the direction behind him as he extended his hand. You looked at him blankly for a moment before extending yours in return as he led you around a few more dark corners.
You was shocked when you first see the small cabin style house, you wasn’t even sure these kinds of places existed anymore, especially in a city such as this. It was truly beautiful, you was in awe by the sight that you didn’t realise Chishiya had pulled away from you. You wasn’t much bothered, your focus remained on the small house. Dim lights wrapped around it, allowing for you to see the overgrown flower garden at the front of the house.
A small smile pulled at your cheeks, memories flashing through your mind of the times you and your sister would pick flowers together on the way home from school. You would describe them to her, their colours, their shape and she would ask a thousand questions but you would be ever once get angry. You hadn’t realised you had begun crying until a small drop of water landed on your hand, you effortlessly brushed away the tears, after all these years you had grown somewhat good at holding back your emotions and right now definitely wasn’t the time to be sentimental.
“Im going inside.” Chishiya waved as he opened the door.
You nodded at him as you walked to join him, your pace faster than normal, although the lights made it clear you was never a fan of the dark.
Your shock grew as you was met with a warm feeling as you slipped your shoes off at the door.
“There’s heat?” You asked Chishiya, unbelieving that you had such a luxury anywhere but the beach.
He nodded towards you as he shuffled further into the house. “Heat and hot water.”
You followed behind him, not to sure where you should go. “How?” You sounded a little more blunt than you needed to but after all he had left you and you hadn’t forgotten it.
“I wasn’t going to stay somewhere that didn’t have basic necessities.” He snorted flipping on a small lamp in the corner of what appeared to be the bedroom.
You rolled your eyes at his arrogance, this was the side of Chishiya you hated. “No Chishiya, I mean how did you get heat and hot water. The beach had it because they rigged the generators. So how?”
You slouched against the wall as he threw himself onto the bed, his eyes fixed on the ceiling.
He hummed as he shut his eyes. Once again avoiding another one of your questions, it really was getting tiring trying to figure him out but even so you couldn’t stop.
“Get up.” You huffed.
“What?” He shook his head, his eyes still shut
He really was getting annoying. “I said get up, if you want my help you give me answers I’m tired of playing cat and mouse with you Chishiya.”
He laughed at your words which only fuelled your slight anger towards him. “Who’s the cat?”
You hadn’t been the kind of person to let anger be an emotion that led you, it wasn’t one you favoured or focused on, Instead always choosing to try and stay calm. After all anger never solved anything, yet even so you knew that you couldn’t help what you was about to do, it was almost as if your body had a mind of its own.
Your legs began moving your hand reaching out to grab his arm, with all of your strength you pulled him off the bed onto the floor. His eyes shot open as he pushed himself up. Chishiya although short was still taller than you but somehow it seemed as if in this moment he was completely towering over you.
You let out a laugh at the scowl on his face.
“You think this is funny?” His face was stone cold, you was used to his blank expressions but this was a look you had never seen before.
Your laughter continued as you tried to talk. “You know Chishiya this is hilarious.”
“Shut up.” His voice was monotone and low, Chishiya patience was growing thin but that didn’t stop you.
“You know what I think is funny? I think it’s funny that we are stuck in some fake world, I think it’s funny that men in masks can kill us, I think it’s funny that even after all the deaths we are still stuck here! Don’t you? Don’t you think it’s funny Chishiya?!” Your laughter had disappeared, your voice growing louder.
“You need to calm down.” He turned away from you rolling his eyes.
Maybe it was his complete lack of emotion or your exhaustion but whatever it was it only encouraged your actions in this moment. Your body once again moving as though it had its own mind as your arm reached out to pull him back to you, his body turned to face you allowing you to hit his chest with your fists as words flew from your mouth before you could even think about what you was saying to him.
“What is wrong with you?! Are you fucking crazy or something? Can’t you understand Chishiya? Can’t you understand how dangerous this is? I want to go home, I want to not be afraid anymore because I am! From the day you met me you pulled me in and used me in your little games but I’m done being a pawn for you! You’re just as bad as the people who made this game!” Your hands continued placing blow after blow on his chest, I welcomed tears falling down your face as you did but only when you finished speaking did he react, and not at all in the way you expected.
His slender fingers wrapped around your wrists and his body began pushing yours back against the wall, you tried to shake your arms out of his grip but it was pointless, he was always much stronger than you.
“Let me go you psychopath!” You screamed in his face causing him to look away from you.
His voice was quite but even in your struggle it was clear. “Calm down and I will.”
He held you against the wall for what seemed to be a long time, eventually you had given up fighting, your body exhausted and your weight being placed on Chishiya. The tears hadn’t stopped, if anything being stuck only made them worse.
Chishiya released your arms, your body falling against the wall until you had landed on the floor, you brought your knees up to your chest and wrapped your hands around them. Chishiya sat next to you, his shoulder was close enough for you to lay your head on so you did, letting him once again bear the weight of your head as your tears fell in silence.
You had both sat there for hours, long enough for the sun to rise, taking the world from a eerie darkness to a summers day yet even so neither of you moved. You had fallen asleep after some time, only waking up when Chishiya moved your head onto his leg. When you woke up his jacket had been placed over you, he was so still you thought he was asleep, you finally you wasn’t as you tried to peak at him only to see his eyes staring back into yours.
You say you awkwardly, stretching your neck after being in an awkward sleeping position. You resumed your earlier position with you head on his shoulder, this time you pulled his jacket on instead of having it draped over you.
Even though you had unleashed your anger and fear on him he still stayed, guilt overtook you once again and suddenly it felt as though you was back in his room at the beach. “Chishiya im sorry, I didn’t mean the things I said.”
“You did mean them and that’s okay. They didn’t bother me.” His voice sounded empty but there was a hint of something within it. you couldn’t tell if it was hurt or anger but you guessed a mix of both.
“I wish you talked to me more.” You huffed, your voice full of defeat. If you was going to die or be stuck here forever than having regrets was pointless.
“Talking isn’t my kind of thing.” He whispered. His head slightly falling against yours.
He wasn’t lying. “I don’t understand you, I try to but I don’t. I don’t understanding anything about you or anything you do.” You hummed, your hand tracing patters on your knee.
“I wished you used your brain more.” He sighed. His voice clearly disappointed.
You furrowed your eyebrows as you sat up to look at him. “Are you seriously calling me stupid?”
He shook his head at you, his eyes much softer than last night. “No, but if you used it you may be able to see that if I didn’t care you would be sitting here alone right Now.”
Your mind froze at the sound of Chishiya practically admitting he cares about you, you watched him stand up and walk towards another part of the yet unexplored house. “I’ll make food.”
“Can I help?” You mumble, cooking always was something you found fun.
“Only if you use your brain, I won’t reattach your finger if you chop it off.” He calls back already out of sight.
A small smile tugs at your lips as you stand up and Follow behind him pulling up the sleeves of his white jacket as you prepare to make breakfast together.
“So.. what are we making?”
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bangtaninborderland · 2 years
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So you know how you said you were tempted to make a pegging chishiya story… plz I need this in my life.
I’m Sorry this took so long ! I hope you enjoy this!
Lots of smut and a subby chishiya.
Please understand I am updating as fast as I can!
Chishiya X Reader || Take it all for me.
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Chishiya finally walked into the room after being at executive meetings all day. His stoic face transformed into one holding a small smirk.
“Someone’s happy to see me.” You breathe wrapped your arms around his neck, despite him being short he was still slightly taller than you.
As usual he didn’t vocally respond but you could tell he was happy from the way his hands grabbed your waist.
After a few minuets you pulled away, he sighed at the loss of contact and you laughed at the now whiny boy.
Chishiya was a complicated person, around everyone he was always so calm and collect but with you it was different, he was soft and very submissive. This was yet another thing that made you so interested in him, the first time he had shown his submissive side you had been shocked, floored even.
Nevertheless you grew to love that about Him, it allowed you to be yourself.
“Come here.” You command, sitting on the bed. His movements are quick as he eagerly raced to your lap.
“I missed you baby.” You sigh running your hand through his perfect golden locks.
His face grew red as you whispered sweet words to him.
He pulled you closer placing a small kiss on your lips, his smile breaking the loving contact between you both.
You wrapped your arms around him, the faint smell of lavender washing powder filling your nose.
After a moment you sensed he was ready to let go and you released him, another thing you loved about him was how well he listened and behaved. He was never rude to you the way he was to everyone else.
You watched him rubs his fingers against one another his mind deep in thought.
You rub his now shaking leg trying to calm him from whatever his troubles are. “What’s wrong pretty?”
He shrugged his shoulders, his mind working to formulate a good enough answer.
You sighed. “Tell me now.”
You hated being so forceful with him when it came down to your emotions but you knew despite his calming features and still face he would have began to panic in his attempt to come up with the best answer.
He doesn’t look up at you as he mumbles his worries. “Last ask you said if I didn’t .. like you know… then I would get a prize but I didn’t.”
You grab his chin turning his head to face you. “Tell me properly.”
His eyes wandered but they refocused on you as you nudged his chin once again.
“Y-you said that if I didn’t…. Cum.. then you would give me a prize.” You chuckle at both his shyness and his curiosity.
You relaxed his chin, his embarrassment clearly at a good enough level.
You stood up, pulling his head against your abdomen. “What do you think your reward should be.”
You feel his breathing quicken against you as his fingers draw sloppy circles around your thighs. “Well.. there was that thing that I wanted to try..”
You try to hide your smile as the hushed words escape his mouth.
Despite knowing the answer it always was fun to tease him. “What thing?”
He whined lightly as you rugged gently on his hair. “You using the other t-toy in s-side of me.”
You leaned down, pulling his hair back allowing him to kiss you once more before releasing him.
You mumble as you walk away from him towards the bathroom. “I’m going to shower when I come out I expect you to be on the bed with nothing on.”
You didn’t really want to shower, the idea of pulling Chishiyas clothes off one piece at a time drove you insane to the point you was unsure if you could control yourself but you knew he would need some time to relax himself before he took you.
You didn’t take long letting the water prepare your body for the desperate man waiting your approval. Your excitement was difficult to maintain.
Once you returned to the room you was pleased to see him laying across the bed, the thin sheets draped over him. His eyes were wandering, letting you know that he was nervous.
You giggled and he turned to look at you for a second before turning away quickly. The fact you was naked only made him more shy.
“You look good like that.” You whisper as you climb on top of him.
His breathing staggered as you placed kisses down his body, your lips dragging across his skin only seemed to make him more excited as his obvious bulge grew against your thigh.
“I want it” Chishiya moans as his hand grips your hair pulling you closer to his mouth.
Despite the fact Chishiya was overly submissive he had a rare dominant side that only showed itself in moment where he truly was desperate.
You nodded at him and patted his leg, signalling for him to turn over. You grabbed the strap on and slid it onto your body. The first time you had done that you got completely tangled and you and Chishiya both spent the better half of the night laughing. You smiled at the past memory before turning your attention back towards Chishiya who had followed your instructions and turned over.
You grabbed the small bottle of lube that you had discovered in the medical room a week ago and spread enough over the strap.
“Are you ready?” You lean closer to him, the strap pressing against him made him shiver.
He nodded his head but you didn’t move, he knew this meant you wanted a much more vocal answer.
“Y-yes i-mmm ready” his quiet stutters only turned you on more.
You made a pleased whine before aligning yourself against him, you rubbed the tip up and down a few times spearing the lube over him before slowly pressing the long cock inside of him.
It felt euphoric as his moans grew, his hands clenching the sheets and his hips slowly rocking back.
You stopped moving inside of him, instead letting your hands reach underneath him to find his solid member that had already began leaking with beads of pre-cum.
You wrap your hand around him and begin to massage the tip as you continue to push inside of him.
“Ah too much! Wait! It feels too good.” His hands reach back to move yours off his sensitive parts but you force them away, using your free hand to land a slap on his thigh which caused another deep moan to escape his lips.
You ignore his pleas and push the remainder of the dildo inside of him as your fingers speed up as they run around his tip. Chishiya was shaking beneath you, his strength disappearing with every stroke into him.
“You’re such a good boy for me” you whisper as you focus your attention onto his ass.
The room is filled with lewd sounds and Chishiyas breathless moans as you force yourself into his tight hole.
You drag your nails down his back making him shake, you could feel his cock twitching in your hand.
“How does it feel baby, tell me.” You tease him despite the fact you know how close he is to Cumming.
You reach further down between Chishiyas legs to massage his balls, this seems to drive him insane as his hips buck against you.
His hands flail around as whines fall from his mouth “Don’t I’ll cum”
You laugh, your voice dark. “Who said I didn’t want you to? This won’t be our last round you know?”
You thrust inside of him roughly, your hand palming his tip.
You felt his whole body tense against you and you sped your strokes up, your skin hitting his faster than before, his moaning turning you feral.
“Cum for me!” You shout placing another slap on his thigh.
It doesn’t take much more before he is shaking, your hand becoming covered in his Cum. His body collapses beneath you.
You gently remove the toy from inside of him, he makes small whines as the overstimulation from the movement grew too much for him.
“You did amazing baby.” You whisper placing a kiss on his back.
He mumbled under his breath but before he could begin his sentence you cut him off by pulling his body around to face you. “I said you did amazing, I never said we was finished.”
His eyes filled with shock but the smile on his face only confirmed your thoughts.
He wasn’t ready to finish either…
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A/n: I’m so sorry this was awful I hate it so much I wrote it in like 30 minuets I haven’t slept since Saturday so I’m going to sleep for days now. (Im kidding I’ll be uploading tomorrow!!!)
YES I AM BACK WRITING! I have a break until the 19th which is my final exam!
I had my results for my law class today and I got a 98% which is the highest in my class!
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LETS TALK.
Hello my lovely readers, I wanted to come and have a little chat with everyone here.
For a few weeks I stopped updating, everything came to a standstill and I wanted to give you all a little update on where I’ve been - I’ve been applying (and accepted) to universities. This has meant I’ve had to go for interviews so I’ve been very busy!
On top of that I am still fighting against my college for not dealing with the sexual harassment I was subjected to by my business teacher.
On TOP of that, my 5 year relationship ended.
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bangtaninborderland · 2 years
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Hi may I request last boss/takatora samura getting into an argument with the reader, who is his crush. The reader loves him very much, but when he went to reach for his katana the reader feels as if he was going to hurt her with it so she flinches, when he is only taking it off. By the end they end up together. Please lots of angst, lots of fluff and no smut. Thank you in advance <3
I’m so sorry this took so long, it’s not my best work but I do have another chapter for this, this is mostly just an intro, the second chapter will focus more on them coming together and then his game. I didn’t want to focus to much on fluff or angst in this chapter but there’s plenty in the next one!
Shoutout to @niragis-right-hand-rabbit for helping me with this. Please credit her and give her some love on her page!
LAST BOSS X Reader || Swords. P1.
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“Hey.” You mumbled to Takatora as you entered the small garden of the beach hotel.
The wind was blowing but it wasn’t too cold, you was thankful you brought a jacket. You didn’t like the idea of seeming weak next to a man who seemed so void yet strong.
“Mhm.” He replied as usual with a small murmur.
His limited conversation skills although disappointing had become normal to you. You wasn’t sure you would change that even if you could.
A small smile pulled at your lips as you watched him as he bent down to take a closer look at the carefully placed rocks around the now dead flowerbed.
You hadn’t been at the beach long, in theory no one had. Peoples time at the beach ranged between a few days to a month, you had only been there for two weeks but that was more than enough time for the lanky, sword wielding man to be someone you deeply cared for.
Outside of boderlands no one seemed to understand you, the world through your eyes was much different to that of everyone else around you. You cringed at the way people hugged one another, the unnecessary contact made you feel claustrophobic.
You had noticed the similarities between you and Last Boss, his demeanour always more favourable to you than anyone else’s. That’s what drew you to him, you had been developing a crush from the moment you met.
It wasn’t a usual romantic meeting, you had been asked to sit in on a executive meeting and he stood in the corner the whole time more interested in the handle of his katana rather than the words being passed between other members. In all honestly you became distracted watching him to the point you didn’t hear your name being called. This only increased your embarrassment but he seemed to notice this and dropped his blade making everyone focus their attention towards him instead of you.
You wasn’t entirely sure he did it on purpose but you had convinced yourself he had and ever since that moment Takatora Samura had become the only person in boderlands that you wanted to live.
“So quiet.” He mumbled pulling you out of your rabbit hole thoughts.
You sat onto the bench behind him, his presence making your stressful day somewhat better. “I’m sorry I’m not talking I don’t feel like it.”
You admired that you could always be honest with him, he never seemed to be upset at your words even if you didn’t say something in the politest way.
“Look at the rocks.” He pointed. You shuffled around him sitting next to him, your knee close to his in a way that would usually make you feel uncomfortable.
“I like this one.” He huffed holding up a small blue stone.
You took it from his long fingers, the contact shocking him a little. “It’s pretty.”
You place the rock back onto the pile that he had rummaged through, lifting yourself up to sit onto the bench once again. Your mind flooding with positive thoughts. Although you didn’t always have the longest of conversations it never felt weird to be around one another in silence.
Despite your erratic thoughts you stayed observant, watching him move from the floor to the oepn space beside you.
“I’m playing today.” He mumbled, his fingers ruffling the hem of his shorts.
Panic set in instantly. “Why!” Your voice was a little louder than usual making your worry even more clear.
He tilted his head towards you. “My visa runs out in two days.”
You looked at him dumbfounded. “That’s two days you don’t have to play.”
“I should get it done now.” He watched the sky, the grey clouds becoming dominant.
“You shouldn’t go.” You protested, uncaring of the slight whine in your tone.
His back stiffened and he turned to face you. Your mouth grew dry at the unpleasant scowl on his face. “I must go.”
“Then I will come too.” You state proudly. Feeling safer at the thought of being with him.
He shook his head. “No, I don’t want you to come.”
Your heart twinged at the way he sounded so cold, although he wasn’t great at emotions this was a tone that you had never before been on the receiving end. You wasn’t usually the type of person to get angry or defensive but something about the way he was willing to put himself into danger despite you asking him not to made you say things you never once thought true in an attempt to stop him.
Your desperation for him to stay was looking more like anger.
“You know sometimes I was you was different.” The words flew from your mouth before you could stop them, your mind cursed you internally and you began to stutter as you tried to fix the situation. “I mean not you, but the way you can be, I- I like who you are, I mean I don’t like who you are but I like you just not the way you act so-“
You was cut off by his hand pressing against your mouth, his fingertips cold and his face blank.
You wanted to keep apologising but your previously fumbling speech failed making the situation much worse.
“I like me now. I don’t want to go back to the original world.” He humms proudly, your heart sinks to your stomach at his deceleration because in all honesty all you wanted was to leave this place.
His hand dropped from your mouth, the cold look in his eyes still remaining as he looked towards you as you spoke.
“I don’t want you to stay here Takatora.” His name felt unfamiliar on your lips.
His voice was stern. “I’m not going back. You can’t make me go back.”
His eyes become full of worry and emptiness. You watched as he stood up, walking towards his katana and picking it up before attempting to walk away.
It was now or never you grab his arm pulling him towards you. “I’m not leaving without you and I’m not staying here. You can’t stay here that’s insane!”
You stumbled back as he ripped his arm away, his other hand grabbed the handle of his katana ready to draw the long blade.
Your hands instinctively raised, trying to provide you with any protection against him. You felt a tear prick at your eye and you began to wish you had let the conversation go.
After a few seconds you heard a thud, you reluctantly opened your eyes, peeking between the fingers still guarding your frame.
He stood there still, the blade across the path of large stepping stones.
“I scared you.” His voice was husky.
You lowered your hands halfway, letting them rest against your chest. He stepped back, widening the space between you.
“You have to stay here. I have to focus on the game.” He mumbled, his hand fluttered between reaching out to you and rubbing his hood onto his head.
Things became clearer. He wanted to protect you.
You suddenly felt embarrassed at your response to his actions, he would never hurt you of all people.
“I’m sorry” you mumble, your hands falling to your sides.
“I didn’t try to scare you.” He steps towards you, his eyes not meeting yours.
Your impulse takes over you once again and you follow it, running towards him slamming your body into his as your arms wrap abound his slim body.
He stands there frozen but you don’t care, you continue hugging him. Even if he can’t provide you with the same affection you can give him the limited supply you have.
You’re shocked as his fingers connect with the skin or your arm, they don’t remain there for long but just long enough to prove that he too feels the same way you do. Once his fingers fall out of contact with your skin you release him from the most likely uncomfortable hug that you embraced him in.
“I really don’t want you to go..” you whisper, low enough that he could barely hear it.
“I’ll be back.” He mumbles picking up his katana form the ground below. Your fear of the object gone.
His fingers brush against your cheek as he passes you, the security he provides you with disappearing with every step he takes away from you.
This truly wasn’t going to be easy but even in the real world easy was boring.
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