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scarletgray · 21 days
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they should invent eyesight that doesn't go bad from reading fanfiction on your phone 24/7
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nikosaki · 2 months
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Fyodor headers!⋆.ೃ࿔*:・
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Do not copy or plagiarise my works, please shoot me an ask for more :3
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cheshire-writer · 8 months
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I need more pre-Dark Era fics that set Kunikida, honour student (probably, given that he used to be a teacher at a mere 22) with authority issues, on collision course, or for want of a nail interaction, or right-people wrong time (future partner and future partner's ex with whom to commiserate) with teen skk.
I mean, imagine: Dazai, 16. Chuuya, 16. Kunikida, in high school uniform, also 16. One on the way to school. The other two on the way back from a job.
Imagine: Kunikida reading a newspaper article about the Dragon head conflict on public transit and next to him, Dazai and Chuuya. Dazai, who can't resist poking and playing with the irony.
Kunikida: Terrible how anyone can be so irresponsible with human life.
Dazai, the picture of innocence with blood probably not yet dried under his nails: couldn't agree more, absolutely terrible.
Chuuya, very aware of all the incriminating evidence on them if someone only cared to look that Dazai was also absolutely aware of: *getting a headache*
Imagine Kunikida detailling his plan for the rest of his life in a lecturing voice as an Example Of How To Make Life Purposeful to two kids his age who seem to be skipping school/loitering around/emerging from bad parts of the city, etc. And he's talking to two career criminals who at that point probably have more money in their bank accounts than any teenager should think of posessing, a career that's processing smoothly, a growing reputation to their names, etc.
The cognitive dissonance on both sides, when those worlds meet, in whatever form, is bound to be entertaining.
Bonus points if they strike up something of a friendship. (Social experiment on Dazai's part, Normal Teenager Experience on Chuuya's part, and Dubious Acquaintance on Kunikida's part.)
Bonus, bonus points if Kunikida at 22 later remembers Dazai but still doesn't connect the dots about Dazai's criminal activity until he's explicitly told about it.
I NEED more fics that platonically play with Kunikida and the skk-ness.
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xlillyle · 3 months
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SKK post dark era, a little thread I wrote
When Chuuya is told about Dazai’s defect, something inside him freezes. And then it burns up with fury raging through his body because how dare this bastard.
Nobody knows where he is, of course. That asshole has always been slippery. During the interrogation, Chuuya makes it clear that he is furious and does not fucking know where the waste of bandages is. He wasn’t even in the god damn country! The mackerel and he don’t text as much as some people think!
It nags on Chuuya though, silently. Where is he and why did he vanish? Dazai is an asshole, but it still doesn't fit to what Chuuya knows about him.
When they release him and Chuuya hears about what has happened around the Mimic incident— that’s when he feels confirmed and understands and he starts to worry. Which is still as disgusting as it was when the shitty Dazai was still here.
Chuuya is no stranger to this feeling. Wondering where the fucker is, what he's doing, if he's getting himself killed or not.
Now it’s also annoying because it makes him start his own secret investigation, following clues that he knows he is the only one capable of even detecting, let alone decipher.
The Port Mafia is good, but they were especially good because of the waste of bandages.
Chuuya has learned to understand Dazai though, more than he'd ever be willing to admit to even himself. They both speak a language that no one else is even able to hear and it annoys Chuuya more often than not. It comes in handy though, now.
It takes him three months, but when he finally sees that boney lanky figure hunched over a worn handheld console, wearing the ugliest coat he has ever seen and hidden between two stalls of some market—that’s when he can finally feel like he can take a proper breath again.
He takes a breath and watches for a moment, his eyes confirming whatever weird thing inside him—his soul, it's his soul and he wants to throw up—had insisted on exactly this reality the entire time.
Then he turns around and goes home. He thinks he still has some of that Petrus left.
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twinksintrees · 1 month
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When Chuuya got the call Dazai had vanished from the Port Mafia, he had hung up with a smile.
The fucker did it, he got out. He got what he wanted, and Chuuya was happy for him.
Now, he was free. He could do what he wanted, live by his own rules.
He could grow and heal and do better, be better than he had ever been before.
He didn’t have to worry about Dazai ending it anymore. Now that he was out he knew he wouldn’t throw it all away, not after the years it took to get here.
Chuuya wanted the best for him, and now that he got it, he was over the moon.
Chuuya wasn’t worried about this being the end. Their paths would cross again, they were both too stubborn to let them not. Too tied together, bound by the hip, inextricably linked.
They were double black, afterall. Simply on a break, for now.
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rivalmelty · 10 months
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they are fukuzawa’s boys, adopted twins, and menaces to the yokohama police
(pls do not tag as beast)
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lesbianyosano · 1 year
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actually i’m soooooo interested what yosano’s and kunikida’s relationship was like when he first joined the agency. bc suddenly she was put in a position where she had to use her ability again, probably fairly frequently. fukuzawa and ranpo must have rarely been hurt, but kunikida is constantly throwing himself into danger with no regard for his own well being. did he remind her of the soldiers? was all she could think about how she's just making it so that hes forced to fight again? did she feel like her ability was what made him careless with his life this way? was he the reason she now goes out of her way to make herself and her ability look so terrifying? he must have been the first person who would come back to her so gladly, because to him to be enabled to keep fighting is what he wants rather than what he fears. does she look at his ability and is inevitably reminded of tachihara's brother?
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A fanart for another amazing fic that lives rent-free in my head <3 Out of one prison and into another by @just-a-winterguardian
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Atsushi didn't know what he was. He didn't know why he woke up alone in a darkened jail cell. He has no idea what he did wrong, until a man appears, and offers him a deal that he is powerless to refuse.
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starrynightarchive · 2 months
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She nods at the waiter as he places their drinks in front of them, "I know exactly how this night is going to end and I think something strong will help us both get through it."
"And how's that?"
Chuuya circles her finger over the glass's rim before flicking at its edge, "With your lipstick smudged up and staining your skin with kiss tracks from when it stuck to my lips. With your hands in my hair and my name in your mouth. With us being way too close than we should be and liking it way too much to stop." She raises her glass up, tilting her head forward in a mocking bow, "And you're always louder when you're drunk, just the way I like it."
why you should read it:
listen. it's fem!skk. they make out. there's blood. it's kinda hot. do i really need to say more. just have this excerpt
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yeah.
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silver-of-dragons · 7 months
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this is for all those who were brought to tears by latest chapter of @neonganymede’s devastatingly beautiful fic, i’ll bleed out for you
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nighttimeebony · 2 months
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Unanswered questions about Dazai's backstory that are driving me fucking insane
(Yeah, so, completely against my will, Bungou Stray Dogs has been consuming every last neuron in my brain for the past several weeks, so I thought I'd share my unraveling)
(mentions of eye injuries and self-harm/attempted suicide below the cut, if you're sensitive to those kinds of things).
(1) In season 2, episode 3, when Ango turns out to be a spy in the Port Mafia, Dazai says, "Everything I never want to lose is always lost. Everything worth wanting is lost the moment I obtain it. And nothing I pursue is worth the cost of prolonging this life, this suffering." Like! What the fuck does this mean?!?!! What happened in Dazai's life that made him think this? The way he says it indicates that him "losing things he wants to keep" has happened often enough for it to become a pattern for him, so what was Dazai talking about when he said this?
(2) In season 3, episode 3, why did Dazai say "thank you" to the old Port Mafia boss when he killed Rimbaud's double of him?
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In the sub, he says "let me thank you for once," and in the dub, he says "I'll never get another chance to say this, so thank you". Why did he say that?
(3) Why did Dazai keep his eye covered as a teenager? At first, I assumed it was because Dazai had some kind of injury that he was covering, considering how easily it bled every time Dazai sustained some kind of damage to his head or face, but never to the eye directly. In episode 1 of season 2, when a bullet grazes the side of his face, his eye starts to bleed
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and the same thing happens again in episode 1 of season 3 when Chuuya kicks him into a wall.
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BUT! When Oda's dying and he pulls Dazai's bandages off, there doesn't seem to be anything wrong with his eye. And it can't be that Dazai was just wearing them as some kind of intimidation tactic; there had to have been something wrong with it, because we see it bleed twice (even though the eye itself never sustained any direct injury), but there is no visual indication that anything is wrong with his eye, either in the flashbacks or in the present (no scars, seemingly no vision issues, and no discoloration in the eye like you might expect to see as a result of permanent damage). So I am asking WHAT THE FUCK WERE THE BANDAGES FOR
(4) Where did Dazai come from before he was in the Port Mafia? We know that he was a witness to the old boss's murder when he was 14, but Dazai wasn't an official Mafia member until he was 15 when Mori tasked him to work the Arahabaki case. Was Dazai always connected to the Mafia in some way, or did he come from a normal family before Mori inducted him?
(5) FOLLOWING THAT: where are Dazai's parents? In the "Fifteen" novel, it's stated that Dazai wasn't a mere orphan that Mori just picked up, but we don't know if Dazai's parents are dead or alive or where they would be if they were alive.
(6) What are Dazai's bandages actually for? Given Dazai's track record of suicide attempts, it's a common theory that the bandages are to hide self harm scars (I subscribe to this theory myself, as it's the most plausible), but we don't actually know because we've never seen Dazai without his bandages before.
EDIT: (7) Oh, yeah, I almost forgot. In season 3, episode 2-
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What is the motivation behind this scene? Why does Dazai keep shooting? Why does he think that the soldier deserved to suffer more? Dazai offers the guy a more merciful death, but Dazai also thinks that a merciful death is "more than he deserves". Why does Dazai think this? This can't just be about this one soldier, because Dazai hasn't had any kind of encounter with him before this. Dazai is clearly having some kind of small breakdown, but what triggered it and why?
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sigmoon · 5 months
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𝓛𝓾𝓹𝓾𝓼 𝓘𝓷 𝓕𝓪𝓫𝓾𝓵𝓪
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Uncle!Nikolai Gogol x Reader
You finally meet your uncle, the black sheep of the family, but who could've known that the unexpected family reunion would eventually become your downfall?
cw: incest (uncle x niece), underage (reader is in her teens), emotional manipulation, Nikolai being a walking red flag, dubcon/noncon, smut, loss of virginity, drugging, somno, toxic relationship, alcohol/drug usage, immaturity, power imbalance.
About dark content: please check my rules.
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nikosaki · 2 months
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Please may I request Yandere fyodor with a reader who’s in love with dazai. Thank you, have a nice day/night
Yandere fyodor with reader crushing over Dazai
Summary: Uh oh! Having fyodor as someone who is obesesed with you and then going for dazai? Tsk tsk what a foolish bird you are!
Genre: yandere, dark content
Warnings: dark themes, manipulation, bite marks, gaslighting,
a/n: reader has some nerve to even look at dazai if it’s yandere fyodor💀
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Oh hell naw- 💀
You think having a yandere Russian man stalking you 24/7 is not enough so much that you went to crush over another crazy maniac
Well lets be clear first, let’s say reader is in the Rats in the house of the dead then it would cause more conflict especially between the two geniuses.
Fyodor already has a whole chess game prepared now he wants his doll to play with?
Fyodor knows what goes on your head you can tell too whenever his eyes narrow when your feeling nervous, excited or sad, he know everything
Perhaps it was his mistake of introducing dazai to you, his darling was just so curious!
But fyodor knows he know whenever your eyes had this small form of heart whenever he talked about him or showed his picture.
It became worse when you and dazai met the first time, oh golly-
I am pretty sure dazai already knew about how you love him and though at first he thought he could use you, you look like quite the peculiar person.
Having the demons doll wrapped around his finger is such a great way to provoke him
Dazai is a smooth charmer just like fyodor, he probably takes things further each time you two meet
One time he would say soothing words, another kissing the back of your hand, complimenting your work, and maybe at times leaving a trace of him on you intentionally.
Maybe even going far as leaving a mark on you though I doubt fyodor would allow that.
If anything fyodor got pretty angry when he found out you two even interacted! How dare his doll chase after another man
Foe now he will let you ran into the man you love but when he confronts you a bout it..I hope you will be both physically and mentally prepared.
Dont look at me like that! Fyodor is a sadist and he loves punishing you whether it’s mentally or sexually.
I do think he would lock you in a room for days with no sunlight rather than do physical punishment. What will you blame him on? Touching you?
You can’t really it’s your fault, why did you ran into his arms, do you not know who you belong to? Do you want to leave him? Is he not enough for you?
All sorts of manipulation tactics will be used against you and at the end you will become more submissive.
I am pretty sure if dazai by any chance falls in love with you it would be better for fyodor, why does he need to be angry? disturbing Dazai by any way makes his ego grow!
Two birds with one stone.
In the end you will be far too of a lifeless doll who learned its lesson from living in a dim cell for far too long. How many days has it been? You do not know but atleast fyodor didn’t abandon you.
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A/N: not proud of it too much *sigh*
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note-boom · 2 years
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Dazai: Sorry I haven't been replying. I lost Odasaku last night
Chuuya: You lost Oda-san?
Chuuya: Did you find him?
Dazai: Chuuya no....
Chuuya: oh
Chuuya: OH
Source
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ddostoyevskyy · 11 months
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LOVING THE MOON
ALTERNATIVE TITLE: WHEN THE NIGHT APPEARS
Dazai Osamu
𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒... f!reader, suicide ideation, PM!reader, PM!Dazai, major character death, written in 1st person's point of view (use of I and me), romanticization of suicide, sensitive topics, reader is described long haired for plot purposes.
𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐄... I feel worse, so I have to write it off. A short drabble. I'm sorry if this is nowhere near Dazai's character, I just need to get this out of my system before I kms. Don’t hesitate to request, my request box is always open:)
𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐃𝐒... 2.124k
MASTERLIST.
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There is a boy I have watched from afar. A boy with brown, curly hair and dark eyes. I watched him through the shadows where I'm certain he can never see me through those bandages wrapped around his head, covering one of his vision. He's ruthless with his subordinates; despite his slender figure yet broad shoulders that was draped by his dark coat and set of bandages covering his arms where his longsleeve, white button-up shows — he can throw a hell of a punch and kicks.
Mori Ougai, as I remembered my boss' name assigned me to watch over his youngest executive in the darkness where I am always out of reach; my ability were as black as my clothes and the dark circles around my eyes because of the sleepless nights with countless nightmares and horrors of screams are always haunting me to sleep. Mori Ougai told me to be aware as the boy I've been watching from afar became more fearless and formidable.
And, I always told to myself that someone as strong as him is not fitted for the Port Mafia. He can be something more. His strength and capability of surviving in the middle of fights and gunfires are admirable, that I know I cannot do life like him nor survive in such thing called life. I watched him through the darkness where it looks like he is the light; the form of strength and beauty at the same time despite clouding with grey clouds that never rains.
I have heard of his ability and I think he can help me tame those beasts in my nightmares.
But, I think he could only murder me in my sleep if I dare to.
He looks so out of reach despite being near in sight.
Moon.
That's what he reminds me of.
My whole world stayed still, heart pacing in such waves of emotions when one day, his dark eyes averted to the darkness where I've always been for the past four years since he and I were fifteen. My breath caught on my throat, but I held back my voice. His brown eyes held little to no emotion, but I could see a hint of confusion and amusement.
He saw me.
For the first time in my life, someone saw me despite hidden in the dark —hidden in the depths of my ability.
My silent gasp surely had reach his ears by the way he’s now intently looking at me without blinking, a slight smirk mused on his lips. “What do we have here? Are you real? I’m not hallucinating that there’s a pretty woman staring back at me, am I?”
The men in black glances at him with furrowed eyebrows as they averted their gazes to where the dark haired man staring at. That’s impossible, did he really saw me? Or maybe he’s really just hallucinating the way he called me... pretty. Nevertheless, I bit back my voice and stayed silent in the darkness of my ability, but his dark eyes never left me the whole time process of their assigned mission.
“Dazai?” A man’s voice appeared, Oda Sakunosuke, a Port Mafia member who never shot any bullet from his gun, a man with morals. His hair is dark maroon while his eyes are in a shade of sky blue with a stubble face. “Where are you looking at?”
He pointed in my direction as I stayed quiet. “Do we have a new Port Mafia member?”
Oda’s eyebrow furrowed, “None that I know. Why?”
“Is there any ability user who use shadows?”
“There’s one, I think the boss has been keeping and another high ranked like you, but I don’t really know any details. I was told this upper rank is only active at night.” Oda answered as he stared where Dazai has been looking too and I internally screamed. Did that man noticed me too? I’ve been hiding and watching him for four years, and now, he have taken notice of my presence.
“Do you see her? There,” Dazai pointed on my direction again as I shifted on my position, the darkness following me whenever I move, whenever I go and even in my sleep as they appear in my dreams. “She’s moving away, Odasaku! Let’s catch her.”
Shit! I hissed under my breath. Mori Ougai told me that if this man ever notice my presence, I should never face him.
But just like the moonlight shining through the darkness of the night, I can’t escape its light even if I hide through its own darkness; through its own shadows.
My breath were caught when a surprisingly warm hand despite his cold demeanor had caught my wrist as I abruptly stopped when a green dust of light appeared before my eyes and all those darkness I’ve been hiding from disappeared, the coldness I’ve felt for almost my whole life momentarily fading.
“See, I told you, Odasaku! I’m not hallucinating!” He said, enthusiastically and I frowned, a shaky sigh escapes my lips as I kept my head lowered while his fingers wrapped around my wrist in a firm grip. It was so warm as though soaked in a summer sun with an evident of rough fingertips that sent tingling jolts on my spine. Warm, that is only the thing on my mind.
Why don’t night can’t feel like this? Like the touch of his hand; like the sudden momentarily sparks of euphoria in my system. Night always feels cold and scary and I can’t enjoy the dose of the daylight because I’m always hiding in the dark. It burns in my skin as if my flesh is on flame as he tugged me near the sunlight as I hissed.
My eyes averted to the man with maroon hair as he stared back at me with furrowed eyebrows.
“(Name)?” My name escapes his lips and I pursed mine.
“You know her? (Name)?”
“I thought you were dead, (Name).” Dazai momentarily let go of my wrist, yet I felt him tug on the hem of my dark coat’s sleeve as Oda stepped closer to me. I have known him, Oda Sakunosuke. He’s also the reason why I am not eaten properly by my own ability and now he had found me once again.
“I thought so too... Sakunosuke.” My voice came off as whisper.
“You look worse than the last time I saw you,” He retorted and my lips formed in a small pout. He didn’t have to tell me the obvious, but I feel warmer than I expected as he put a hand on top of my head before softly patting. “But I’m glad, you’re alright.”
My lips softly parted as I breathed. He sounds like a father scolding his daughter now, and I don’t blame him for that.
I was too drawn to the moon that I never realized I finally liking the night.
Oda managed to pull me out of the darkness again with the help of him; the man who made me love the moon again. I can’t help but to appreciate such short time Dazai Osamu and I known each other — even though, I’ve known him for years, there’s nothing to compare to when he’s already been aware of my presence even in darkness. I viewed him as the moon — shining so bright in the dark, despite his dark eyes. Or maybe I’m just too lonely that I seek his warmth that he made me feel in just a touch of a hand.
I am addicted to the moon and its scent.
The sparkles of the moon in the dark sky is something I never adored. But this moment when Dazai and I coincidentally met on the rooftop of the Port Mafia’s headquarters. His scent alcohol mixed with cigarettes, both sending tingling sensation on my sense of smell.
“The boss told me I could find you here,” He leaned on the railings with both of his arms folded as I am seated at the edge of railings. “Penny for thoughts of a pretty lady?”
A random thought came across in my mind as I glance at him, his dark eyes already looking at me. Despite its hollow and emptiness, it sparkles under the bright full moon and it made my heart flutter as my gaze softened, my lips parting slowly as I licked my lips before I raise my arm, letting go one of my will to live as my other hand gripping the railings.
I finally caressed the moon.
My hand planted on his dark hair that was surprisingly soft in my fingertips. I could feel him halt on my touch as I grab a few strands of his hair covering his face.
“I want to cut my hair this short and I want to buy a pretty white dress, so I will look beautiful when I die.”
The moon is also looking back at me.
He turned completely silent as he stared at me, examining my face as his gaze hovers on my lips before his brown eyes came back to mine. He let me caress his hair as I brush it away from his handsome face.
“You’re drown to death too?” He muttered, voice basking with the wind as though caressing me in such a gentle manner — but there’s no gentle in his manners, nor mercy with his beauty caressed by the moon.
“Maybe,” I answered with honestly. “My life has been slipping away eversince Mister Mori asked me to watch over you. I have been stucked in my ability which conquers me to the darkness for all my life.”
The moon smiles at me.
Although, not a heartwarming smile, he gave me a smile that made my heart shivered.
“How do I look?” He grinned and my heart can’t do it anymore.
I called the moon pretty.
“Pretty.” I mindlessly said as his grin fade a little, his reaction really caught off guard but his smile came back again as he shook his head.
“Someone had called me bastard and stupid, but I never thought I will encounter someone who’ll call me something unexpected.” He marveled at the way my face flushed in shade of embarrassment as I pull my hand away from caressing his hair.
“(Name), if I give you a reason to live, will you take it and live with me?”
The moon gave me a reason to live.
My eyes darted on him, almost a glare with furrowed eyebrows as he anticipated my answer, but I fell silent like my sleepless night without my horrors of screams as though my nightmares are already calm, the waves of my emotions are already tamed; that I am no longer in the dark. He grabbed my wrist like he did when he had nullified my ability of darkness — tonight, he grabbed my wrist to pull me away from death.
“The moon is beautiful, isn’t it?”
The only thing I could muster to say to the moon as it stared back at me with those dark eyes that held emotion I didn’t understand at first. But, when I realized it after he left — after a friend had died, I hid with the darkness again where I belonged before he pulled me into the light of his own darkness.
The moon brought light to me as it also push me to the pit of darkness again, darkness I called warmth as he gazed at me.
He made me love the moon; the moon that he is — illuminating and dominating against those multiple stars that I never noticed until my heart chose to. If that what makes him the moon, I can be the stars — shining in the dark sky and blinded in the moonlight. Both planets and orbits lined up in the universe and in the middle of it, there’s the moon that gave me the reason to live. I realized how much of an impact he emotionally gave me unconsciously.
The day he left, the day I appreciated the full moon; the moon that resembles Dazai Osamu — the mysterious man who made me leave the dark I am used to. And, the day he left, he brought my heart with him.
My moon.
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twinksintrees · 2 months
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“You fucked him up Dazai. Why? What’s your fucking point messing up a fucking kid?”
Dazai only shrugs. “I’m making him into the best he can be.”
Chuuya growls, starring daggers into Dazai’s uncaring face. “Fuck off, that’s bullshit and you know it. You’re just looking for a cheap power trip.”
“No.”
“The fuck you mean no?! What other reason could you possibly have to beat up a fourteen year old?!”
Dazai stared off in the distance. “Like I said, I’m making him the best he can be.”
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