#damn i need a cigarette

[emmmmmmmys]

ooohhhhhhh....oh god.........i knew this was going somewhere............

#hoooooly shit #wow okay #oh my god #dungeon meshi #delicious in dungeon #falin touden #i like how NO ONE TOLD ME ANYTHING #hoo boy #dungeon meshi spoilers #damn i need a cigarette

[papershipghosts]

oh he is Divine...oh he nosed

#hot diggity damn #ZAMN #walking around like that? #trust he will be dealt with #idk what it is rn but i need a bucket of cold water and a cigarette #ryan gosling #holland march #the nice guys #the nice guys 2016

[wint3r-h3art]

Tenoch Huerta likes eating ass and fucking while he’s high is definitely not in my 2022 bingo card, but here we fucking are.

#I need a drink and like a cigarette damn #tenoch thirst post #tenoch huerta

[willinglyghoulified]

I admit that I spend way to much time throughout the week trying to figure out if Nick smokes because it actually does something for him.

#nick valentine #fallout 4 #it's basically part of his asthetic at this point #but intact cigarettes seem too hard to come by to simply smoke them to look cool #how does the gen 2 synth lung work damn it #i need sleep

[bewby]

got my heart broken for the first time ever and almost killed myself 9 times but i'm trying to live ❤️ how's everyone else

#i think i can just post this here cause nobody checks on me on here anywaydjjdhsgggf omg. #anyways i need a cigarette #genuine question how do i Not Self Sacrfice in a relationship #like I'M TIREDDDDHHSHDFDGF i know it takes like. building confidence or a stable sense of self but damn that'll. take a while huh #can i not be in love despite tjat I NEEEEDD PILLLSLLSLS #i mean i didn't get my heart broken because of that i'm just saying like in General #IT WASNT EVEN A EELATIONSHIP YET #i gotta kill myself fr #anyways.

[illiana-mystery]

Oh 👏 My 👏 Freaking 👏 Goodness. 😳🥵

#sir you need to stop #like right now #like i hate smoking #i really do #but this man #he makes it look so sexy #i know i've said this many times before #but i just have to reiterate #i lose my damn mind #every time he has a cigarette in his hand #didi chill lol #girl stop #harry horner #casualty season 1 #my sweet alfredo #my heart #❤️❤️❤️❤️ #alfred molina

[hella1975]

the boys' first commentary on keating's lessons being cameron and neil saying 'that was weird' / 'but different' is getting to me like the entire film is a narrative on the suffocation of heavy academia and how it prioritises certain subjects (medicine, law, business, engineering) while condemning creativity and passion and how institutions are promoting conformity and grades-over-wellbeing teaching methods more and more as you both move up the elitism scale and as time goes on, and how that was okay for these kids and like so many generations before them they were going to let it happen to them, but one teacher was different. one single teacher told them to seize the day and make their lives extraordinary and he made them look directly at the state of things, and for a little while it was beautiful but they're just kids; how could they ever change things? and sure enough it catches up to them and the institution wins because it always does and suddenly the suffocating thought of what neil is so sure his life is going to be is so daunting and terrifying that he cant even face it

#he's just like me fr just without the gun #like yeah the world is actually a harrowing monotonous place and my generation is the last one to play outside as children #and if you dont chase a certain career path or excel in certain subjects then you're deemed inherently lesser #and your success is measured by your bank account and there is no warmth #like damn this film realeased in the 80s and set in the 50s had no business capturing the terror of being young in our society so perfectly #the ONLY saving grace is the 'o captain my captain' scene at the end #it's proof that the beautiful passion-filled independent lives the boys dreamed about #dont just become food for worms and we dont just go right back to the beginning #there's hope at least even if half the time im too busy BAWLING MY FUCKING EYES OUT to even see the screen at that point #godddd girl watching this doing an 'academic subject' that you despise and on bad days think might be the thing to beat you #but you do it anyway bc you're stuck now and besides your parents kinda made you do it when all you ever wanted to do was write #but that cant happen bc writing isnt 'good' the way economics is 'good' and maybe #maybe all that'll happen is i'll lose and start a career in business and work an office job for two decades #in a world that's melting and owned by corporations that want to bleed me dry #maybe that's all there is #i need a fucking cigarette #dps

[xxrinnyxrunnyxx]

My tummy hurts yall

#im bouta chug pepto #and i need to shit #thats proly why my stomach hurts #pepto tastes yummy dude #my boyfriend goes to bed so god damn early #i wanna cigarette

[thee-problem-child]

why is everyone making me mad? I’m on episode 5 with the music room scene and wtf is up with wilhelm. all simon said was, “my sisters a dickhead and your brothers dickhead, people fuck up” and wilhelm heard, “your brother is a vile human being who would betray you and he also doesn’t care about you. he’s also homophobic”

somebody get this boy a goddamn q-tip immediately cause I feel like I’m going crazy 

#young royals spoilers #young royals #HELLOOO?!? #every single episode has been nothing be stress and irrita-fucking-tion #I need a damn a cigarette and I don’t even smoke #simon eriksson #prince wilhelm #wilhem young royals

[junkyardromeo]

this is somethin awful to look at

#duality of man. i need to write a post abt southern imagery in glam metal but not tn #but there is smth there. the thing w the stars n bars n the way that u see it for no fuckin good reason on cali bands #anyways. duality. im mad that country is that close to glam metal tho how tf did that happen . nothin in that folder existed til october #n i been buildin the glam folder for YEARS #i got some kinda awful dixiana dirt thing happenin to me #there is. so much to unpack here #the thing abt dixie is that it will have a hold on u forever no matter how bad u run away from it #n the thing abt cali is that it calls in the night n u know damn well u wouldn’t make it a fuckin day there #n the thing abt sad blonde southern prettyboys with guitars is that they ain’t got no damn sense #n they ain’t gonna be happy nowhere because there ain’t nowhere cut out for em n there never rly was #so they’re chasin skirts in some old relic of the classy south n dreamin of broadway lights #n gettin their hands n hearts dirty with sins they ain’t got the means to pay off now or in the next life #n makin 3am cigarette runs when they know damn well they swore off that shit #but it don’t rly matter none cuz they ain’t gonna live long enough to see them broadway lights or then sunset lights anyways #i can tell y’all somethin about all that cuz im livin it four on the floor every damn day #the grass is greener bout everywhere but ain’t none of it real except wherever you’re runnin from #n the thing about runnin is once you do it you can’t never really look back #sure. look in the rearview. ain’t the same as you remember is it? #one thing i done learned is that life’s a lot like drivin #n it ain’t no coincidence that i tore the side mirror off my shitbox a couple years ago n cracked the rearview on new years eve #like some kinda fucked up angels sayin son don’t look behind you #some kinda fucked up angels sayin boy quit lookin back or you’re gonna crash #so what’s it gonna be? slow down or don’t look back? y’all fuckers ain’t got no consensus or else im hearin things #ain’t gettin no straight answers #could be that i got the devil down here in dixie tellin me shit that ain’t true n i got them angels of god cornerin me in music stores #sayin shit i weren’t ready to hear #so what’s it gonna be? hoss whisperin in my ear or curtis lowe on devine street? #or durango on my left shoulder? #n i know damn well ain’t none of em wrong #but i ain’t gettin no answers tonight neither way so i’ll take another smoke n think it over

[honestlyhiswife]

cheers to the holidays

#holidays so damn stressful and sad #i deadass might start vaping again #maybe even pick up a box of cigarettes #im having a breakdown #i need a break 😭

[fungits]

quit smoking last night. biggest mistake ive ever made i feel like im going to die my skin is crawling this is so frustrating

#i feel like crying this is terrible #im so mad its affecting me this much it doesnt make sense #there are ants on fire inside of my veins and they are MAD #i need a cigarette so so so so fucking bad #i know im stronger than this but damn #DAMN #its the longest ive managed to survive without smoking tho #this time is the Real Deal goodbye smoking forever #but dAMNNNNN #im gonna cry #good morning i guess

[milo-is-rambling]

I am so high I love you dabs I love you big bong rips I love you huge heavy bong I love you only having 20 dollars to my name and no plans but getting high and ignoring it I love you oh no I’m thinking about it

#I want to take an ice cold shower and scream and smoke a whole pack of cigarettes and lock myself in a closet for 72 hours in the dark with #no distractions to figure out what I actually want to do with the rest of my life and to face every bad thought I have and struggle to #ignore even years later like ugh I just need to be at the bottom of the ocean floating sinking alive dead in between for like a month and #then pull me back up and either I’ll be normal or I’ll be so fucked up they just put me back in there #like either way I am vibing at the bottom of the ocean (I have been desperately imaging a sensory deprivation tank all day) #(put me in a fucking sensory deprivation tank until something in my fucking brain rewires and I get worse or better than I am now this #inbetween stage is fucking killing me like what do you mean I’m not a horrible person but also what do you mean I struggle every day but I’m #normal but I have things about me other people don’t and alienate me to the point of near total isolation but also this is just how humans #are and I need to take meds and actively struggle to fit into a perfect little box of what a person should be like god damn I am so tired of #getting better and worse and better and worse and better and worse and better and worse and I’m miserable and I’m happy and I’m sobbing and #I know a month from now I’ll be depressed again or I’ll be the best I’ve ever been and it’s so fucking horrible to be in the middle stage #where I actually have to step up and admit shit is wrong and face it like why can’t I just lay in bed forever until I become the bed and not #like get a job and have a future. ugh. depression is so fucked esp bc most things in my life are normal I guess or like easier than my #friends like we all have seperate challenges but I’m the only one still living off their parents (ha. parent. forgot for a second.) and the #only thing wrong with my life is the mental health issues but I won’t step up and deal with it bc I feel like I’ve been depressed for so #long I like fucked up the foundational shit and like I know it’s fine but also I feel so behind and I feel like I’ll be behind and unhappy #forever even when im happy I know the next depressive episode is right around the corner and I give up again. ugh. I hate knowing that’s #what’s wrong with me but still not having the energy to step up and fix it. im so pathetic I want to cry. my brain is me but my brain is #destroying my life. anyways. im high and now im sad and have dry mouth. I think im gonna drink ice water and change into shorts+lay in bed)

[poke-irs-real]

i think i get an award for being the first of yinny's kids to be disowned

#arc i need a drink so badly #or a cigarette #both are good #internposting #got kicked out of the rotomblr house. damn

[cherryobsession]

IM GONNA KMS. WHY IS REGISTRATION FOR A NON CREDIT COLLEGE CERAMICS CLASS SO HARD. THIS IS WHY PEOPLE ARE LOW INCOME LIKE ME AND CANT DO FUN SHIT BECAUSE WE HAVE DUMBASSES MAKING COLLEGE REGISTRATION SO HARD.

#rant #i need a beer #autistic adult #autistic artist #ceramics #pottery #late stage capitalism #I need a damn cigarette

[goingtobed]

a watched pot doesn't boil but it does burn

#I went to pee and my chili burned :((((((( #eating it bc i need food and cant waste this but. damn. it has a cigarette taste.