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kimokura · 7 days

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happy 60th birthday queen

#like a dragon #yakuza #majima goro #goromi #im soooooo late why do i always get ideas for birthday art when there's like one day left #anyway. happy birthday to the character ever you changed the trajectory of my whole life forreal. fucked up

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willowser · 11 months

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oh my god, fine, i didn't go to bed because 🥺 what about nerd kirishima 🥺

like it's sero's fault that you even meet him, because he keeps flinging shit at you across your shared desk, and you get into this stupid war with office supplies that turns VIOLENT, until one of you — him, for sure — gets their foot caught in the web of wires under the table and yanks them all out, causing both your computer screens to go dark.

"you idiot, you're gonna get us fired!"

and he's like, "chill, chill, chill, i can fix this."

and his idea of "fixing it" is calling the company's support desk and asking for his buddy kirishima to come down to your department because he's got something cool to show him. and the "something cool" is the absolute disaster of dusty, unplugged cables that are hanging loose on the floor.

the first thing you notice about him — because how couldn't you — is how big he is ????? this little dweeb from support, who is actually not little at all. six foot something, with a white button-up that's clearly too tight on him, his red hair pulled back into a bun, and some STUPID. LITTLE. GLASSES. WAAAAAHHH.

and he gets on his knees — slacks straining over his thighs — to look under your desk to fix this mess, and he keeps having to readjust his STUPID. GLASSES. and you're just sitting perched on the edge 😌 watching him 😌

you ask him, "want me to hold that for you??" and he SMACKS his head into the underside of your desk, hissing out a little "ow, shit!" before rearing back to look up at you, a lil wide-eyed, pink-cheeked !!!

very quickly, his eyes cut to where your legs are crossed in your skirt, right by his head, before he's asking, "sorry, what?"

and he's just so stinking AKFHFUSLALHDLALA that you nod to his shirt pocket where he's got his phone, the flashlight on, struggling to see under the desk. "i said, do you want me to hold that for you?"

"oh, no, no!" kirishima is quick to look away, down to his wide, now-dusty hands. "that's—no, i don't want you to have to do that! thanks, though!"

"you should," sero pipes up, sitting in the chair at his desk, useless. and he's probably got, like, twizzlers or something from the vending machine, chewing on them as he grins at kirishima. "should get down on your knees and—"

"dude!" kirishima grits, neck bobbing as he swallows. and now even his ears are pink, so you can't help but to ask—

"you don't want me to help you?"

and he's like, stressed !!! like, "oh, no, no, that's not what i meant! if you wanna get down here, then i'd be glad—or, y'know, if you—"

but the more he keeps talking, the more nervous you can see him getting, and the more your smile stretches until he's just ducking back under the desk before you can tell that he's starting to sweat akfjeisjdjalndhak

#one thing about me i'm gon a write about a nerd #love nerds love 'em #i just wanna shake 'em around and BITE 'EM #once a long time ago i saw a head canon that said kirishima is probably super into role playing games #and it changed the trajectory of my life #this man spends whole days playing his overly modded skyrim on pc you can't TELL ME HE DOESN’T #WAAAAHHH I WANNA TEAR HIM TO SHREDS #✿ willow writes #✿ thoughts: kirishima #✿ theme: nerd kiri

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sergle · 7 months

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has the huggable twee irritation always been a Thing or did it evolve in response to like, "you're not ugly. i'd fuck you" type comments? like in your personal experience

god, I'm not well spoken enough to describe it exactly the way it Registers In My Brain... but like. It's not the "you're not ugly, I'd fuck you" genre, and that type of comment is so easy to immediately dismiss because it always comes from a certain type of man, and it's like yeah yeah, I could throw a sandwich and you'd fuck it before it hit the floor. But also, that one's so specific, it's a bottom-of-the-barrel "compliment" that dudes will give when a woman has actively said something about feeling like she's unattractive.

The HUGGABLE THING. The oooh squishy marshmallow somft huggable mom shaped 🥺🥰 She looks like she gives GREAT HUGS. Those comments are UNPROMPTED. I'm immediately like. Every keyword you say, I kill another hostage. I will blow up this whole building and everyone in it. Because it is SO FUCKING WEIRD. And I have heard it one million times. And I see it on every drawing of a character who's even remotely plus sized. These comments would not fly for a thinner person, they'd be rightfully received as weird. People aren't gonna comment on a picture of Ariana Grande going omg she's sooo huggable mom friend shaped. WHAT. Simultaneously are desexualized and sanitized to a weird degree in that uwu language way, WHILE also being creepy. Like, why are you describing what you think I'd feel like if you hugged me? Like the only positive thing you can think of to say is that I look like I have some give. As strangers. I'm not going to hug you, I think you're a creep and I think you're giving yourself a big pat on the back for complimenting a fat person. What are we doing I'm arguing at the air. Where am I And you're just supposed to go oh thank you that's so nice, because as a fat person, you gotta take whatever compliment you get, even if it is actually not a compliment. And that's the thing, there are SO MANY ACTUAL COMPLIMENTS TO PICK FROM. But people settle on huggable and somft. Was this person pretty? Were they hot? You could say gorgeous? Handsome, beautiful? Elegant? Stunning? Sharp? Sexy? Stylish? Are you trying to say that you're attracted to this person's body? Are we being horny? Do you think they just look nice in general? Can't we think of anything else to say? Or are we just gonna sit here and say they fuckin look like Santa Claus. Huggable like a pillow. Girl what the fuck

#every time I see or hear it my eyes roll so far back in my head that I can look at my thoughts #I accepted about a thousand of these compliments as haha thank you before I gave up on pretending I think it's a compliment at all #people say this shit ALL THE TIME and I KNOWWWWWWWWWW I'm not the only bitch who hates it.#I hear this from others too. I'm not completely insane right here #or maybe I am. FUCK AUGH #can someone explain it BETTER AND LESS LENGTHY #sergle answers #People don't say any of the outdated plus sized compliments anymore either. you only hear them from old men #Like I would rather be called full figured or curvaceous or a whole lotta woman before I get called MOM FRIEND SHAPED???????????????#what's that post.I'm going to kill myself in front of you and forever change the trajectory of your life #It would be different to be described as soft by like a partner. combined with compliment-compliments. like yeah you OBVIOUSLY know #what I feel like

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botanist-phin · 1 month

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I WILL NEVER ACTUALLY BE THE SAME

#FUCK YOU LOTS YOU RUINED MY LIFE #this show altered my brain chemistry #It changed the trajectory of my whole life #WEEPING SO HARD #RUUJUFJIEFEJIKIVEFIKDF #OUUUGHHHGTHEMICHAEL #Michael i want to hug you #I’ll hug you Michael #malueslots

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wraithsoutlaws · 5 months

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you know i had a fun little vp idea i wanted to do for the cyberpunk anniversary but i haven't had the energy to even touch it recently so i'll just settle with saying that this game impacted me in ways i never thought it would when i first picked it up 3 years ago. i knew i would enjoy it, i had been looking forward to it for a long time, and despite a ~controversial~ launch, i had a fucking blast from day 1 (on ps4 no less). regardless of bugs and memes and public dunking, the story grabbed me like nothing else could at the time, and it reignited so much of my passion and motivation for art that i had lost in the clutches of mental illness and i'll always be grateful for that. it introduced me to so many wonderful people (some whom i carry very close to my heart), and maybe most personally surprising, it gave me an outlet to understand parts of myself that i had been too afraid to acknowledge for a long time, the courage to accept and embrace myself as non-binary, and allow myself to just BE without trying to convince myself i'm crazy. that's not what i expected from the get-go but it's been a really fun journey to be on ngl

#yeah this fandom been a little rocky in places but i would be lying if i said this community here wasn't special to me #so much love and passion and creativity to be around and be inspired by #so many people who have been impacted by this silly little heartwrenching game #devs who have poured their heart into it to deliver something genuinely incredible #its one of those strange things that really did fully change the trajectory of this little leg of my life #to think that until 3 years ago i hadn't even touched art in a decade #now there are lovely people who want to spend money on my work #3 years ago i bought my first (and only) refurbished ps4 to play this game and now im sitting on a fancy gaming laptop #ive said it before but vp has been such an important creative outlet too #its allowed me to live my dreams of being a film director. a cinematographer. a writer.#the whole game has let me be so damn self-indulgent sometimes i feel like a kid again just unashamedly playing barbie #finding the JOY of just. creating.#i learned so much about myself through an OC because of this game #it went from 'huh what is this feeling? gender envy?' to being like full blown 'oh yea. i get it now.' so much of my life makes sense kfslf #and i met people who mean the world to me on top of it all #woof anyways #i know i say it a lot but genuinely thank u to yall who have encouraged me and supported me and who enjoy the things that i make #youve made such a difference in my life without knowing it!

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fanfic-gremlin-ft-trauma · 6 months

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hey, for purely angst purposes, listen to the song "in the wind" by lord huron, imagine it as a song from zuko to (dead) sokka, and fucking suffer. obviously older zukka here but i love the suffering.

hey anon? yeah, FUCK you

I literally will never ever recover from this

“You are the purest soul I’ve ever known in my life.” Shut up shut up SHUT UP

“You know where you can find me again. I’ll be waiting here ‘til the stars fall out of the sky.” SCREAMING CRYING??? Imagining Sokka in the spirit world and Zuko knowing that he’s there but he can’t do anything about it because the connection to the spirit world was severed hundreds of thousands of years ago and he feels helpless because Sokka is RIGHT THERE-

“When you left I was far too young.” BC HE DIED YOUNG.

“To know you were worth more than the moon and the sun.” Do I even need to explain this one 😭😭

“You are still alive when I look to the sky in the night.” BC SOKKA SHOWED HIM THE SOUTHERN LIGHTS FUCK OFF

“I would wait for a thousand years, I would wait right here by the lake my dear.” Imagining Zuko sitting by the turtleduck pond, just staring at all the spots that Sokka and him used to sit. Sometimes he just stares at the water for hours, head empty but filled with grief. AGHHhH

“Years have gone but the pain is the same.” Don’t even want to imagine lok Zuko mourning him rn

“I have passed my days with the sound of your name.” Him rereading old letters, trying desperately to remember Sokka’s voice, always saying his name to himself so he’d never forget, even if he knows he won’t.

“Well they say that you’re gone and I should move on, I wonder: how do they know, baby?” All of his palace staff and friends and family knowing that even if Zuko acts like he’s moved on he hasn’t and they can’t do anything but stare at him with pity and he hates that they know

“Death is a wall but it can’t be the end.” HES IN THE SPIRIT WORLD WAITING FOR YOU 😭

“You are my protector and my best friend.” …..I need a 45 minute nap to recover from this line

Yeah so uh, this is the dead Sokka from Zuko song

Anon I demand a 200 word, fully formatted apology x

#atla #zukka #zuko x sokka #asks #my asks #AHHHHHHHHHHHHH IM FUCKING #CRYING????#NO I CANT I CANT DO RHIS RN #WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS TO MEEEEEEE #ITS SO THEM BUT IM #I CANT #YES I NEEDED TO DO A WHOLE ANALYSIS BC IM INSANE LIKE THAT #(anyway anon in all seriousness #thank u for hurting me and exposing me to this #bc I didn’t know I needed it until I needed it #like I’ll think about this forever #I’ll literally have to stop during my science exam tmr and think abt this #changed my brain chemistry changed the trajectory of my life #thank u)

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sirenadeloceano · 3 months

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This book is amazing

#slowly but surely I am changing myself my life my life trajectory #I believe in myself #self esteem #spiritual #healing #wholeness #nt #books #Caroline Myss

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mchiti · 5 months

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I don't want to be that person but football is nothing fair sometimes and I detest that this kid didn't get what he should have deserved. Really he'll forever be a rose that never bloomed and I hate it when I think about it. A kid grown up in utter poverty in the outskirts of the netherlands, last of 8 kids, lost his father young, subjected to all europe has to offer to moroccan / migrant youth (nothing except for cultural and financial isolation). Climbed the social ladder step by step, came to football almost by chance. No muscles, no physique-du-role as per today's modern football requirements...he offered tons creativity, vision and touches of magic. He should've played another football in another time, instead he found himself in the prem where the most overrated dumbster can cost 100 million of nothing only because he can run forwards at a certain speed. It makes me sad for real in words I can't express, it's like this world is never meant for some people.

#hania ahbibi #like honestly think about it tho either you're messi or you're fucked for today's football #lots of technical players are being fucking screwed #and the prem has a big giant role here but that's another story Ig #everytime I watch a prem match I try to enjoy but my mind is just #AH YEs the prem...that prem league...thank you prem league for changing the trajectory of football for the worse at inflated prices #to the point technical players are just cross spamming merchants as soon as they are a bit more slimmer than what you want. okie dokie #should went for serie a my friend I'll blame roma for wasting one whole summer of my life that time #but the same mentality is affecting serie a now. like I see technical players being overlooked bc they don't 'drip' enough #sorry this is something I think a lot. like quality is getting underrated here

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haeswrld · 6 months

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#this vid jst changed the trajectory of my whole life #mark #mark lee #nct #nct mark

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tenderobject · 14 days

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to catch yous up quickly i’ve started dating men finally which is insane in so many ways but the one im currently seeing the most typically has busted black nail polish and so do i so when we hold hands it’s like wow. this is the gayest a fundamentally heterosexual activity can get

#stanning placebo in lockdown really changed the trajectory of my whole life??

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aromacaque · 9 months

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thinking about cheesewhiz :(

#a cat i met at a cat cafe and he loved me so much but i couldn't adopt him because juno would've ripped him to shreds #rambles #i knew that guy for a whole hour and it changed the trajectory of my life forever

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youchangedmedean · 1 year

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part of the frustration of being human is you never get to really see the impact you had on other people. maybe a conversion you had with someone changed the trajectory of their life, maybe seeing something you wrote made them rethink how they acted. there will be people out there who had their lives changed by you, you just don’t know it.

#in my feels at the moment #just thinking about why i do the long covid advocacy work #i know there will be people who didnt get long covid because of me #there will be people who didnt die of covid because of me #i dont know who they are and they dont either #but i know theyre out there somewhere #even impacts i know i know my friend has had a massive impact on my in just a few months #i know ive changed the whole trajectory of his life and given him someone to lean on #we send little ripples out into the world we dont get to see #just try and make sure theyre positive #freja talks #random

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kosmiccarma · 5 months

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friend sent me an entire queer space opera book trilogy to read for christmas and I'm now 4 days into my feral existential crisis (positive?)