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robinismywifee · 1 year

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stargazing || e. williams

pairings ellie williams x fem!oc/reader carl grimes x oc x enid rhee (platonic bffs) daughter!oc x father!daryl dixon

summary TWD & TLOU crossover, takes place in alexandria basically if the group never met negan, daryl and aaron find joel and ellie and bring them in, 16 y/o ellie, mention of a not that important death in season 6 of TWD

warnings NSFW, dom!ellie, fingering, pet names (babe), smoking weed, mentions of drinking, ellie & oc are both virgins

a/n im mainly saying oc instead of reader because im using a name for her, (aimees/aime) cause i hate writing y/n but feel free to pretend its your name instead! any feedback & notes are appreciated, you may send requests but they have to be TWD or TLOU charaters x reader otherwise i wont do them, (no promises in general) this is my first tumblr post still trying to figure tumblr, out sorry if i fucked it up or something, i also dont proof read so theres probably a couple mistakes sorry 😭

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carl placed down a red uno card, i smiled at that, placing down my red 5, "uno!" i shouted, holding the card close to my chest so they couldnt peek, my smile was soon dropped as enid placed down a green 2, i stood up placing my card down, revealing my red 4 to them, "i already lost" i mumbled, "rage quiter" carl called me, "im not a rage quitter! im just done playing with cheaters" i crossed my arms

"you so are a rage quitter aimees!" enid exclaimed, "and you so are a cheater!" i exclaimed back, "how are we cheating?" carl asked, "uh, cause you guys just are" i shrugged

"yeah right" carl scoffed jokingly

i watched them as they finished playing their uno game, enid ended up winning, "what time is it?" enid asked as she collected the messy cards around the table and placed them in the box

"uhhh.." i stood up, peeking my head in the kitchen to check the clock, "9:45" i yawned, i had woken up at 5am to go on a run and my eyes were getting heavy, ive been waiting for dad to get back but he hasnt yet.

"i think im gonna head back" i said, one thing about me is that even after being here for almost a year now, i still havent gotten use to sleeping in a real bed, at night in a real house, and i still have yet to call where i was staying, 'my home'

"yeah, me too" enid stood up aswell, "uhm.. enid?" i asked her, she knew what i was about to ask immediately, i hated sleeping alone, anytime my dad was out, i would ask enid to sleepover with me

enid gave me a sad-eyed look, "im sorry amiees, but i told maggie and glenn i'd be home for tonight" i shook my head with a small smile, "no worries, goodnight enid" i waves her off, she gave me a slight nod before she existed the house

i walked into the kicthen, carl was placing the snacks away, "hey" i said, he looked over his shoulder, his white eyepatch covering his old wound, "hey, i thought you weny home, whats up?" he asked, turning to face me

"could you please stay with me tonight? daryl hasnt gotten back yet, and enid needed to get home" i asked, "yea, let me just write my dad a note" he nodded with a smile

"hey, aimees" i heard a voice shake me awake, the sudden touch made me shot up and pull out my pocket knife that was under my pillow, but i immediately put it down when i realized it was just carl

"shit, you scared me" i panted, placing my knife back under my pillow, "sorry, i didnt mean to, but its almost 6:30 and im pretty sure your dads home" he said, his eye was tired and his hair was scruffy, meaning he had just woken up, but the topic of my dad made me shot out of bed, only in my socks, pajama plaid pants, and a thickstrap white tanktop without a bra, carl wore a grey hanley shirt and sweatpants

i opened up my door and ran down the steps, my dad was in the kicthen, talking to some other people but i didnt really care about them or have time to see who it was, i just ran up to my dad and hugged him which he of course hug back

"fuck you, you said you'd be back in a day!" i exclaimed as i pulled away, "i know, im sorry aimees, the storm slowed us down" he replied looking down at me, i knew the reason why he took an extra day was because of the rain storm but i couldnt care less, i still worried the worse possible thing

"i dont really care dad, you still said a day" i said with my head tilted, i wasnt actually mad, and he knew that, i was just annoyed that it took longer then normal and missed him

"yeah, i know, i missed you too" he rubbed my back gently, "can we have breakfast together? or are you gonna go back out again" i asked, "uh.." he hummed, i sighed, thinking he had to go back out again, but his gaze was around the room and not on me, i thought maybe he was looking at carl, but im always with either him or enid when he gets back

i turned my head to see what he was looking at, 2 people i've never seen before stood awkwardly a couple feet away from me, there was a man about the same age as my dad, and a girl about my age, the girl wore a white tanktop similar to mine with a white bandage around her right arm, with black skinny jeans, and converse. she had a side bang and her brown hair in a ponytail

"uh-" i stood there for a moment, before looking back to my dad, "are these the people?" i asked, he nodded slightly, i glanced back over to them, and back at my dad, "why are they here?" i asked, over the months, my dad and aaron have been bringing people and even a whole community back, they never once came to our house right, i mean maybe a few says after to stop by and say thanks or whatever, but they had just gotten here and were standing in our kicthen, dirt and sweat stuck to their skin

"ricks still out with michonne so i was tellin them the rules, and you're gonna give ellie some of your clothes" he pointed briefly at the girl, i turned back around, i nodded, i turned my head back to see carl standing there awkwardly too, "im ellie" the girl waved, her face was red, she. must be hot, i went to intruduce myself but the girl bumped her elbow into the man, motioning for him to intruduce himself, "im joel" he said, "hi.. im carl" carl said, standing behind me, "im aime" i smiled, i was actually quite happy dad brought home a girl my age, although carl and enid denied them dating, i still felt like i was always third wheeling

"aimees, why dont you go show them to their house next door, i havent slept in days" i didnt have time to reply as he walked off

"okay.." i mumbled, i looked down to my pajamas hanging over my socks, "uh, could you guys give us a second?" i asked, looking at joel and ellie, joel gave a stern nod, i looked over at carl, grabbing his wrist and led him away with me, i could feel the girls eyes on me as i left.

"i hated meeting new people before the dead started walking, and i hate it even more now" i whispered to carl as we walked up the steps, "yeah, i can tell" he said sarcastically, i shoved him as he hit the wall which made us both laugh

carl changed in my bathroom, as i changed in my room, putting on jeans, a bra, my shoes, and my holster with my gun and knife

"you coming with me to give them a tour right?" i asked carl, looking at him, "nah" he shrugged, i hit his shoulder, "yes you are" i yelled whispered, before we entered the kitchen, joel was in the same spot, while ellie was close up at an old family photo of me, my dad, and my mom

"sorry for the wait, we just woke up" i spoke, causing ellie and joel to look up from my sudden voice, "lets go" i nodded, as they followed me out my house

"uh, so, your guy's house is right next to mine" i said as i began to walk up the steps of the empty house, "hey aimees, im gonna go see if enid and maggie need help with the fence" he said from behind joel and ellie, ellie glanced at carl, but joels eyes stayed locked on ellie, i slowly died inside when he said that, i could tell ellie was looking at me but i still flipped off carl as he walked away with a smirk

"so where you guys from?" i asked, "houston" joel answered, that explains the accent, "boston" ellie answered, i looked at them confused, "oh you guys arent father and daughter? how do you know each other?" i asked, "long story" ellie answered, "okay, well, i mean.. this is your house, uhh, i dont think theres any blankets in your bedrooms and theres not any food, clothes or shower stuff, so you guys can like, i dont know, get situated? while i ran around alexandria and collect you guys a bunch of shit" i shrugged, unsure of what else to say

they both nodded, "ill try not to take to long, ill be back in maybe 30 minutes?" i said, unsure myself of how long it would take, "okay, thank you aime" joel nodded, "oh, uh, i know i introduced myself as aime but actually call me aimees, nobody calls me aime its actually kinda weird.. okay, see you" i said as i speed walked out the house

i walked in my house and let out the biggest sigh.

that was the most awkwardest thing ever.

i walked to my room, and took out about half my clothes for ellie, she only had a small school bookbag, so she probably only had a pair of underwear and some socks in there, if she was gonna live here now, she needed clothes

i folded them up, i was giving her my dark blue tanktop with spaghetti straps that was starting to fade, a grey tanktop with thick straps, a tan hanley that was too tight to fit me, a plaid flannel, light blue jeans, jean shorts, plaid pajama pants, 2 pairs of underwear, a black bra, and a pair of thick white socks. i hope thats good enough

i grabbed a basket and set everything in it, i opened the closet next to my bathroom, placing body washes, shampoos, and conditioners in the basket, along with 2 toothbrushes, 2 things of toothpaste, and a razor and tampons for ellie

i figured i'd drop what i had off right now since they we're probably dying for a shower, plus the basket was over flowing

i knocked on there door, but nobody came, i went to knock again but a voice from inside came- "COMING!" i could tell by the voice that it was ellie, as joels is 10 times deeper and has no emotion

i waited for a moment before the door opened, "hi ellie" i greeted, she stood there looking at me for a moment, she seemed she was deep in thought, "oh! sorry, come in" she said, opening the door wider, i smiled walking in, she shut the door behind me, "i- i dont have everything right i just brought clothes and shower stuff since i figured that was probably the first thing you would want to do, and while your showering i was gonna get the rest" i said, basket in hand

"oh- right- yeah, thank you" she said, taking the basket from me, "i didnt bring any clothes for joel cause i dont know where to get him any and my dad was asleep, but ill work on finding him stuff" i added, she nodded looking up at me, "hes passed out right now, and probably will be for the rest of the day" she shrugged, i laughed at her saying it so serious, she laughed with me, "okay, well, enjoy your shower.. im supposed to tell you to not use up too much hot water, but knock yourself out, i mean, i know on my first day i did" i said before i left her house

its been a 3 days since ellie and joel joined alexandria, ellie hasnt really gone outside at all, i havent really seen her since the first day of her being here, only through our windows, our rooms are both upstairs and our windows face eachother, they have blinds but i didnt realize her room was the one across from mine until i was about to sneak out of my window for a smoke the other night

joel been out a lot more then ellie, asking ways to help out, joel was scary, i avoided him, but to be fair, i avoided everyone who wasnt from the orginal group or who wasnt in alexandria when we got there

just like deanna had done for us way back at the start, carol was throwing a welcome party for ellie and joel, i knew carol didnt really care for them joining us, it was just her way of making herself seem like an innocent sweetheart. i admired her tactics, but i definitely was not looking forward to it.

"you guys are going to the party right?" i asked carl and enid, "my dads gonna make me" carl answered, i looked over to enid, she shrugged, "i dont know"

carl smiled, as we both looked at enid for an answer, "still don't know if ill go, i always thought it was stupid and weird when deanna had them and now carols having them?" enid said, "okay well, youll be missing out" i sighed

here i was, walking to the house with open doors and music pouring out of it, my dad was by my side, "you know, ellies also 16, you should try to be friends with her" he said, "yea, yea, yea, i know thats the only thing youve been telling me for the past 2 weeks, 'oh youll love her, you guys would be best friends, she annoys the shit out of this guy like how you annoy the shit out of me'" i mocked my dads deep voice, thinking back to how he would come back from spying on them to see if they were safe and tell me about ellie

"she hasnt come out of her shell yet, but i do really think you'd make a great pair" he said as we walked into the house, "im gonna go get a drink and find rick, go find ellie" he pushed me into the crowd, i scoffed, he acts like hes social when i know damn well the only people he'll be talking to is rick and carol.

i searched the crowd for carl, i couldnt find him but i did see ellie with her arms crossed talking with joel, she looked so uncomfortable and so did he, god do i feel bad

i walked through the crowd, making my way to them, while i was making my way to them, some people pulled joel away to get a drink- or whatever adults do

ellie looked clueless

"hey" i said, placing a hand on her shoulder to let her know i was there over the loud music, she jumped and looked at me, "oh, hi" she said, i could hear the nervousness in her voice, "im sorry about all this, you're practically being forced to go somewhere you dont want go to and forced to talk with people you dont know, i told rick and carol you guys werent the party type but they insisted it was the 'polite thing to do'" i explained, putting airquotes for my last words

ellie seemed to soften a bit at my words, "uh- yea, its just super weird going to a party when 5 days ago you were sweating your ass off trying to find a place to stay the night" she said, looking around, "yeah, trust me, i know how you feel, we didnt create this place, me and my group got taken in by aaron and his boyfriend, the leader at the time was named deanna, she threw a party for us too, and when she died, the leader of my group took over to be the leader of alexandria.. rick" i explained

"wheres your boyfriend?" ellie randomly asked, i furred my brows, "what?" i asked, "uh, the one with the long hair and eyepatch" she asked, "carl?" i asked in a high pitch questioning voics, "oh, yeah, carl" she nodded, "carl?" i asked again, she thinks im dating carl? "yeah?" she asked confused, "oh god, me and carl are like siblings, never in infinity years would we ever date! im gonna puke just thinking of that!" i exaggerated, "oh sorry, its just, my first day here, you guys came out of the same room together in your pajamas and stuff"

"oh! yea, he just slept over, i hate being alone" i explained, "me too" she said with a smile, "sorry, but can we please go somwhere else? i cant stand this crowd" i asked, she nodded, i took her hand in mine, dragging her through the crowd until i found carols bedroom, she wouldnt mind us being in here

"what do you like? any hobbies?" i asked, sitting on the edge of carols bed, ellie sat down next to me, "i love comics, joel somehow finds the best ones, and i have a notebook that i write and draw in" she said happily, "oh no shit? i love comics and drawing too!" i said back with a smile

"so have you and joel been with each other for awhile? he seems pretty protective over you" i asked, "just like, 3 years, but i cant imagine my life without him" she smiled, "i cant imagine my life without my dad, or without a lot of the orginal group, like rick, glenn, carl, carol, maggie, michonne, half the people here are my family"

i spent the whole night talking with ellie, she was actually really nice and funny, we told eachother a bunch of our crazy/scary stories from over the years, and what it was like for life before it

carl and enid never showed up, i told her a lot about them, more so carl since me and carl have been together since the start, we grew up together and i dont know what i would do if he died

but we had stayed after hours not realizing the party ended, still in carols room, she opened the door with an exhausted look, she didnt notice us, me and ellie side eyed eachother before we bursted out laughing

that seemed to be a reoccurring occurrence between the two of us, we both kept on bursting out laughing at stupid stuff

but at the sight of ellie, carol put on her sweetheart face again, "oh! girls, im sorry i didnt know you were in here" she said, bringing a hand to her chest, "the parties over?" i asked, after calming down from laughter, "yes, it just ended, and joel was looking for you ellie, you better get back home before he starts to worry more" carol said with a smile, "yeah, thanks for the party mrs.." ellie said as we stood up, "just call me carol, oh and you too aimees, daryl was wandering around for you" she smiled with a nod

and with that me and ellie left her house, as soon as we got out of her house i let out a giggle, "its the end of the world and you're still worried about manners?" i thought outloud, thinking back to how she tried to call carol mrs, "hey! you never know, some adults are really strict about that stuff" she defended

"okay, i guess ill see you tomorrow?" i asked, as we made it infront of her house, "yea sound-" ellie was interrupted with joel yelling her name, "ellie! i looked everywhere for you! where were you? i havent seen you since the party started-"

i just smiled at joels protectiveness and slipped myself away and went back to my house

"hey dad" i smiled, seeing him on the couch, "oh good, i was waiting for you to come back so i could sleep" he said getting up, "you seem happy?" he questioned, i hated parties, so this was weird that i was smiling a bunch after one, "yeah! i hung out with ellie the whole time, shes really funny! i really like her" i said with a hudge grin, "told you, you'd like her" he nodded, not supprised

"so was it just the two of you or was carl and enid there? i didnt see them tonight" he asked, now leaning against the kitchen counter, "just us, i have no idea where carl and enid are, which kind of sucks since i wanted ellie to meet them, but also its good because i really enjoyed hanging out with her alone" i said, my voice bright from talking with ellie for hours

"im glad you had fun" he nodded with a smile, "oh! do you wanna know what! now when i hangout with carl and enid, ellie will be there, so i dont have to third wheel, i mean they were always being so gross infront of me like complimenting each other and stuff, like ew, and now me and ellie can be grossed out together!" i said happily, my dad laughed, "im glad we found ellie and joel too, can you please tell me more in the morning over breakfast? im ready for bed"

"yea, of course, goodnight dad, i love you" i said, giving him a quick hug, "love you sweetheart, get to bed too, its way past when you should be asleep" he said, kissing me on my head, "yea.. yea, whatever" i mumbled sarcasticly as he walked to his bedroom

i turned off the lights and went to my bedroom, i unbuttoned my jeans and went to pull them off when i felt something in my pocket, i sighed, forgetting i had it, as i pulled out the bag of joints

this would have been perfect for me and ellie, would of been 10x funner.

but, i wasnt tired, and now that i was holding up the rolled up cannabis, i really, really wanted it.

i thought about carl and enid, enids never been high before, but me and carl have a few times, and i don't even know where they are. maybe i can have just one joint to myself..

another thing i do on nights when im not tired, is go to my roof and look at the stars, usually while i smoke cigarettes but weeds even better.

i looked out my window to see that the sky was clear, i smiled to myself, i walked over and turned off my lamp, okay, only one. i placed the other two joints in the bag in between my folded shirt in my dresser, letting the one joint hang in between my lips

i opened up my window, cringing at the squeeked noise, i stuck my legs out, letting myself fall onto the roof, i climbed to the back of my house still on the roof so i was facing the big fence and not out in the open, the only way people would be able to see me is if someone specifically looked in my direction through ellies window

i pulled out my lighter and lit the weed, sucking the toxins into my lungs before blowing out

i sat there for a couple minutes looking at the stars above me, they always fasanated me, i looked to the moon, it was a full moon tonight, of maybe it was a just a full waning or waxing gibbous, i dont know to be honest

the sound of a window opening drawed my attention, i shot my head to the sound, joint in between my lips, to see ellie climbing out of her window

i watched as she hopped onto her roof, shutting her window, and hopped from her roof to mine, as our houses were really close together, she let out a pant, from being out of breath

"hey" she said as she stood there above me, she had already changed into pajamas, wearing plaid baggy ones that were too long for her, ones that were previously mine, and she wore the grey thick strapped tanktop i had also given her

her hair was down, something ive never seen of ellie, some of her auburn hair was over shoulders while some was on her back, they reached a couple inches unde her shoulders and her eyes glistened in the moonlight

"uh, aimees? you barley smoked any of that, you good?" she asked with a smile on her face, "oh, yea, im-" i started saying, realizing i just stared at her, but i spoke really loud as i talked not realizing how loud i was being, "shh! come on, i dont want joel or your dad to wake up" she whisper shouted

"right, sorry" i whispered back, she came over to me and sat down, "can i?" she asked, reaching her hand out, i passed her the joint, and watched her as she looked up to the sky, while taking a long drag of it, she closed her eyes as she sucked it, enjoying the feeling

my eyes were beading onto her, watching every detail on her face, the way her eyebrows slightly scrunched as she sucked in, or how she squeezed her eyes, how her soft pink lips fitted against the rolling paper. i was so close to her our shoulders were brushing against each other, and i noticed things about her that i havent noticed before, she had beautiful green eyes, ive noticed her eyes being not brown before, but now i could actually see what color they were, and her freckles complimented her face so well, they danced all around her cheeks and the tip of her button nose. i even got to exaime her brown eyebrows, i could see the slit she had through it, her eyebrows were also pretty straight, but they looked so perfect on her. her side profile was honestly the best ive ever seen in my whole life. the way her lips moved out, how her adorable nose arched perfectly and how- wait are her lips moving?

"aimees?" she asked, okay yeah they were, "sorry, what?" i asked, looking into her eyes, "you zoned out on me again" she commented, "sorry its just, you look really pretty" i said, still mesmerizing her in a trance, she turned to me, i could see her cheeks turning a shade of pink, before she looked back infront of us

thats kind of weird, i mean, i was just saying she looked pretty, i say that to enid all the time and she just compliments me back or says thanks, but ellie got flustered for some reason and tried to hide her face with no comments

we passed the weed arond in silence for a moment, "you do this a lot?" she asked, "usually just with cigarettes, but i got lucky and found this on a run a few weeks ago.. i love the stars"

"i love the moon" she remarked, i looked to her with a smile on my face, "if i could anywhere i'd go there" she said, looking at the moon above her, "can i come with?" i asked, she turned to me, our faces inches apart, "yeah but.. be aware, joels coming too, and hes a big grump sometimes" she answered, i laughed at that, giggling as i rested my forehead on her shoulder to contain myself, i hear giggles come from her too

"okay, shh, shh we have to be quiet" i whispered, leaning back up to face her, "youre telling me to be quiet? youre the one who started laughing!" she said with a smile as the joint hung between her fingers, "urhg, give me that" i said, taking the joint from her and puffing a few

"its not my fault, you make me laugh more then like, anyone ive ever met" i said after a couple seconds in silence, "really?" she asked looking back to me, "mhm" i nodded, letting out another giggle at nothing, which caused ellie to giggle with me too, we fell onto eachother laughing up a storm, "oh! oh my god! i cant breath!" ellie said inbetween laughs, "stop!" i cried, gripping her thigh for support, trying to catch my breath

we kept on laughing like that for probably too long, after a few minutes, i ended up even closer then before, our laughter dying down but smiles still held on our faces

"whats your last name?" i asked her out of the blue, which caused us to laugh a little some more, "williams?" she sid in a questioning tone, "w-why did you say it like that? are you sure thats your last name or did you make it up because-"

"no! no! thats real, my last name is williams, i was just- cause you asked so randomly!" she explained, "okay, well, ellie williams, you-" i said, pointing at her and using a tone for the word you, "-are my new favorite person"

"and you- aime-" she stopped for a moment, "whats your last name?" she whispered, "dixon" i whispered back, "you! aime dixon, are my new favorite person" she said, usuing a tone and pointing at me for you like i did, but usuing a tone and pointing at herself for me

this caused us both to laugh again, i guess weed made us a bit giggly, we seemed to be eliciting laughter not matter what

"you know what we should do?" i asked, "hmm?" she hummed, i took a puff a weed, noticing it was almost all gone, "we should get married"

i noticed her cheeks start to turn red, "i mean, how could i not want to marry you! look how cute you are with your blushing" i said with a hudge smile, "i accept, mrs williams" ellie said to me with blush still wearing her face, "aime williams! hm, i like the sound of that!" i laughed

"hey, i have idea" i said, looking down at the blunt, "yea wife?" she asked, "my dear husband, we could finish this joint in one puff, shall i shotgun it to you?" i asked with a smirk, "first of all, wife, im your wife, secondly, i dont know what that is" she deadpanned, i let out a couple giggles from her

"okay, well if im the wife, how can you be the wife? anyways, why dont i just show you what a shotgun is?" i offered, still smirking, "hmm, okay fine" she said with a smile, unsure with what was to come

i smirked devilishly, i blew the rest of the joint into my mouth, before flicking it off the house, i brought my hands to ellies face, moving her face to mine, my eyes were closed but i could tell she was blushing

ellies mouth was slightly ajar in shock, so i blew the smoke into her mouth, the feeling of her warm, soft, silk lips, her nose tickling with mine and the way my stomach was attacking itself with a swarm of butterflies from us touching like this

the weed did something to me, because i couldnt help myself, and without any thoughts, only the feeling of want, i pressed my lips more firm to hers, and moved them onto hers, my lips were dancing on hers and she didnt move.

i lifted my lips up for a split second, releasing the smoke from our mouths, i pulled away, realizing what i had just done, my eyes started to feel with tears looking down at her, my hands still holding her face, only inches away. i was so goddamn embarrassed and mad at myself. why the fuck would i do that? i dont even like girls, im not gay, and i definitely dont like a girl i just met 4 days ago. it had to be the weed because im not a lesbian, and judged by the complete silence between us, and ellies face, she isnt eithe-

my angered thoughts were interrupted as ellie leaned into me, tilted her head as she pressed her blushed face to mine, now our lips danced together, i could smell her breath, it smelt of mint toothpaste and marijuana, but i wanted more of it, i wanted to taste it

as ellies hands gripped my shoulders, and mine gripped her face, i brushed my tongue against her lips, getting a slight taste of her, she didnt open her mouth, so i took my left hand from her cheek and placed it on her waist, rubbing her skin and plulling her closer to me, the sudden contact made her mouth open slightly, and i took that as an opportunity to slip my tongue into hers

not only was the smell of marijuana filling my nose, but the smell of the shampoo i gave her was lingering, i think the scent was lavander, either way, it smelt good, delicious, and i wanted even more

i honestly was starting to feel lightheaded and dizzy, so i pulled away for a moment, i sucked in the air to catch my breath, but my mouth was covered again by ellies lips

this time, her tongue filled my mouth, our tongues danced, as i started to fall backwards from her leaning on me, i felt so carried away and a feeling i never felt before filled my body

i pulled away from her, standing up and dragging her up with me, we had our foreheads pressed together, panting, "come on" i whispered, as i looked into her red eyes, i pulled away from our embrace, taking her hand in mind, pulling her to the side of my window, i climbed in first, helping her climb in too

once she got in, i shut the window and shut the blinds, our light pants cramming the room, i turned around to for a pair of hands pressing against my waist and shoving me against the wall, i was met once again with her lips

i couldn't help, from the sudden action, and melting deep into the kiss, and the feeling of her hands rubbing on me, i let out a small moan into her mouth, i hadnt realized it until it already left

my cheeks went red from embarrassment, hoping she didnt hear, but she pulled away, i couldnt bare to look her in her eyes, i stared at the ground, looking down at our socked feet on the carpet

ellies right hand moved off of my waist, i thought she was about to freak out and leave or something, but she placed a hand on my chin, and lifted it so my face was forced to meet hers, i expected her face to be filled with disgust, but she had a smirk on her face, her freckled cheeks bright red

"dont be shy, you have a pretty voice" she whispered, butterflies formed my heat. not my stomach, but below.

i looked at her dumbfounded, i never felt this way before. i didnt know what was going to happen after all this, what me and ellies relationship would be by tomorrow, i didnt know if i was gay- but i did know that i wanted more of her touch, i wanted to feel her touch, not only on me, but in me.

i pulled pulled the back of her neck onto my face to be met with mine, our kiss even more passionate then before, my knees felt so weak, like i could collapse at any moment, so my hands were balled into a fist gripping her tankop. her hands were squeezing my skin, i couldnt help it, i wanted to feel more of her skin

i lifted my left hand from her tanktop, and lowered them to the hem of it, before i stuck my hand underneath, trailing my hand against her skin, i stopped once my hand got to her bra, unsure of how far she wanted this to go, but her hand lifted from my waist and pulled my wrist up and underneath her bra, allowing me to feel her shape and soft skin

instead of ellies hand resting back on my waist, she snaked it under my jeans, and i felt her squeeze my ass, i had to pull away from our kiss as i let out a grunt, it would have probably came out a moan if i didnt keep my mouth squeezed shut and tried to hold it

we made out rubbing eachother for a few moments before ellies hand slid out of my jeans, i was disappointed until i felt her hands yank at the waist of my jeans, they were still unbuttoned so all she did was slid them off of me, i broke our kiss to step out of them

ellies hands went straight to the back of my bare theighs, "jump" she grunted, her voice deep and raspy, i did what she said, i jumped so my legs were wrapped around her waist as she still held me up by my theighs

as we shared a sloppy yet passionate kiss, i felt my back lift from the wall, ellie brough us across the room, and i felt myself get dropped into my bed

i could see ellie from the moon that lit our room, she crawled ontop of me, hovering over me as our hands and lips connected once again to eachother

she trailed her kiss to my jawline, i felt like i was to explode, i tilted my head so she could get more of my neck

i shouldnt be doing this, but i want to, but dads downstairs, hes asleep, but im high, we both are

my own thoughts fought eachother, i tried to bring myself to stop it, but i couldnt.

my fingertips rested on the fabric of ellies tanktop, i pulled her away for a moment, pulling off the grey top over her head, my eyes went straight to her body, and god did i feel faint.

she had a grey calvin klein sports bra on, my mouth was starting to water.

ellies hands went to my tanktop, i lifted my arms so that she could pull them over my head, i was nervous, especially since i didnt have a bra on, but i wanted it too much to stop

ellie and i stared at eachothers bodies for a moment, she leaned back in and connected her lips straight to my sweetspot of my neck, at the same time her hand went and messaged my boob, ellie was doing things to me because i couldn't even hold in my moans anymore

ellie left a trail of bruises down my neck as she went down more, and connected her lips to my nipple, my hand went to the back of her hair, squeezing her roots, right when i did so i could faintly hear ellie moan into my skin- she likes hair pulling, noted

ellie kissed my one breast and messaged my other, as i squirmed under her holding her hair

"ellie.." i whisper-moaned. "yea, babe?" she mumbled through her kisses, i felt hotter from her nickname, "please.." i whispered, i couldnt handle it anymore

ellie brought her hand and rested it between my legs, but it was inches away from my core, i squeezed my thighs together to try to make some sort of friction, but ellie moved her hands and pressed my knees away from eachother, "please what?" she asked in a dominant voicd, she obviously knew what i wanted, but wanted to hear me say it

"please-" i tried to get a full sentance out in one go, but that was near impossible, my fingertips rested on ellies pants, streching the fabric wanting them off, i was completely topless and had my pants off, yet ellie had a bra on and pants

ellie got off of me for a moment, taking her pants off, which i silently thanked her in my head for, "please what?" she asked again, her voice more raspy then before, "touch me" i moaned, she smirked, leaning in and kissing me again, i missed her lips and the taste of them

she rubbed her hand up slowly, her finger brushing against my cunt. without even thinking, my hand shot to ellies hand that was in between my theighs, and pushed it more towards it

as ellie grunted, she moved my underwear to the side, letting her fingers drag along my slit, "this wet for me baby?" she panted, "all for you" i replied, instantly connecting our lips after

ellie teased me, tracing her fingers up and down my wetness, i sunk my hips down more, trying to get more, ellie broke our kiss with a small laugh, she gave my lips another sweet kiss before she pulled away from my face, i looked up at her confused but my confused face was shortly changed to arousal, as she slipped her middle finger partly inside me

she slowly pumped her finger more into me, causing my head to go back on my pillow, ive touch myself before, but nobody had ever touched me, this was a complete new experience for me

as she pumped them in and out, i felt her start to grind her hips onto my theigh, all the fricton, i started to let out more and more moans, my mouth was closed so they werent as loud

i felt her add her ring finger in me, and curling them around my walls, her hips grinding with more pressure,i let my jaw fall, and furred my eyebrows as i moaned, ellies hand went straight to my mouth, covering any noises that escaped.. i realized for a split second that- oh that was really loud and could of easily woke up my dad- but the feeling of her fingers twirling around in me made me instantly forget about it

i couldnt help but start to grind onto her fingers, rocking my hips up and down. ellies hand slowly moved off of my mouth to grip on my hip, letting out a moans with me, her voice was so hot it made me even wetter. she then moved her hand down even more, i thought it couldnt get any better but she started to rub my clit

"mmfpph.. ell- ellie- i-" i screched, i felt my stomach tie into a tight knot, my body froze as i squeezed my eyes, while my hips stopped moving, ellies hands only sped up, and her hips started to move faster, practically jumping up and down on me, "ellie" i whinned, my eyes rolling back as i felt myself release, ellie grinded on me until her hips froze, "hh- hfphmhmm"ellie moaned, also coming to a finish, i watched her as she leaned her head back, mouth ajar, eyebrow's squishing together.

the room was filled with heavy pants- our chests going up and down as if we just had a near death experience

we stared at eachother trying to catch our breaths, ellies hair was clouding all around her face, her hair falling to her shoulders, really messy compared to how it was an hour ago, in which it was neatly brushed

ellie looked so beautiful, but there were two things i realized as i stared at her

1. we are still high as shit

2. ellie williams, a girl i met a few days ago, just fucked me

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pokemon-teacology · 6 months

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I'm back!!! I have been since Sunday, whoops, but I've been busy getting back into class, so no updates for yall.

However! I'm back now, home was great, I travelled out to stow-on side to see the kids. Apparently the little pink dude that had the attitude problem fully bowled down their mural and revealed an old statue??? Sonia would not stop texting me it was wild.

The statue actually looks really cool! I don't really understand why the mural was covering it but I'm glad it's out in the open now.

Anyway updates on trainers, Glo and Hop beat Bea and Vic beat Alistair (still weird to me that they let a kid run a government building but he did a good job). It wasnt too difficult thanks to their larger and more diverse teams. Gareth and his granddaughter did great, too! They truly fucked up Alistair's team with their linoone, zippy.

Carl is... Definitely also there. He now has a togepi, which was firing all sorts of attacks all over the place. He faced Bea, and in her interview afterwards she praised him???

"His strategy was so complicated and well thought-out that I could not understand. He was a formidable opponent."

Whereas Carl's interview:

"I have no idea what happened. I didnt recognise a single move that Tepi [the togepi] fired. I didn't know Tegepi could learn that?????"

The rotom drone capturing the match identified the attack as a prismatic laser???? Which is. Whilde. I assume the togepi knows metronome.

Everyone else did fine! That Marnie girl with the morpeko has been Killing it lately, which I love for her. Im excited to see her battle one of the kids from postwick when they face off in the finals. Brandy and I had a great time catching up with the battles after I got back.

As for the visit itself, I saw my relatives and their Pokémon, helped my nans around their gardens, and met up with my childhood bestie. I saw my dad and his girlfriend's new house, too! It's a nice house. My brother and I hung out a ton, too. I've missed him :)

I went to Stow-On-Side the day before the kids set off to Balonlea, we got foodstuffs from the shops and had a picnic next to the entrance of the glimwood tangle. I was wearing a nice hat that day, and it got stolen by some impidimps >:( so we had to go into the glimwood tangle to get it back from those little shits. They're lucky that they're cute, otherwise I'd be furious. I've found (and by that I mean I've been told by my buddy who had one) that playing along with their games is the easiest way to get your stuff back, and they especially like then you mess with them back. Despite not enjoying having my hat stolen, I actually had a really fun time :D I got to spend time with the kiddos, too, which was great.

My Mons had a great time, too. Bonfire night happened, which they all really enjoy. Pokémon are kinda touch and go with fireworks, but mine have always been fine. Chomp was scared the first time he saw them and didn't like the noise as a gibble, so he had this set of

It sucks to have to leave them again, but I've only got a month more before the holiday season is upon us, meaning I'll have a whole month and a half off to spend with my family.

Sorry for my update being a bit disjointed and worded not super great, I just got back from dyeing my hair (I got red instead of pink whoops) at my friend's place and I'm absolutely shattered (tired) so I'm heading to bed. I just thought I'd update since I've been gone for almost two weeks (whoops)

#pkmn irl #pokemon irl #unreality #rotomblr #rotumblr #pokemon #pokeblogging #pkmn #chomp the Garchomp #the galar region #trainer challenge #trainer challenge commentary

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chaoticdisater · 4 years

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I am eighteen and watching Phineas and ferb the movie: Candace against the universe, so here are my thoughts on it

- we stan a song, Ahhhh, i love this already

- a PLATYPUS robot, yes,

- “see how i used “vacuum” as both a transitive verb and an abstract concept” “ah I see what you did there you used “vacuum” as a noun and a weapon”

- Vanessa being a chill friend is what i didn't realize i needed in my life, also how old are Candace and Vanessa,

- OKAY i didn't need THERAPY RIGHT NOW THANKS

- Carl i missed you, i didn't realize that i missed you but i did and now your back,

- its been like five minuets and ferb has already said more lines then in the origanel show

- Baljeet my boy, your a little smarty pants, we love you my boy,

- get your self some friends who would go to an alien planet to save your sibling with you,

- is this the first time Docter doof and the boys have talked?

- DOOF is a Virgo????

- “its branding leave me alone” when you get absolutely recked by a kid

- i also would have gotten the smoothie before the aliens got me.

- “hey i don’t come down to where you work and tell you how to sell cupcakes”

- Perry's song!!!!!!

- PETER ARE YOU FLOSSING ON US RIGHT NOW! SIR

- i love the small update of them getting smart phones even though its still technically 2007 for them

- this is still really funny and like i didn't think it would be as funny as i remembered it being when i was a kid but its still super funny

- i love these dancing aliens, they are like there own vibe

- i think Candace has been offered as a human sacrifice before so, its completely far for her to assume that she would be one

- so really all this movie so fair is about how Candace is being ignored in place of her super smart brothers who get away with everything are extremely lucky and her finally getting to be special, because I feel her

- its so meta the people had fun writing this and you can tell

then me and my friend had an hour long conversation about the umbrella academy and i paused the movie for it, oops

- candace getting an adult mentor who belives her?? who? what?

- doof your never the grown up. you have litlary never been a grown up, your fighing with a 12 year old, (younger probly)

- doof I’m 18 and i don’t know what you mean, could you explain

-why cant he change a tire? hes a robotic dude

- the couple!!! oh you know what i mean

- Thomas sanders!!! my boy your here,

- a power balled yes, lets do this oh NO

- as an older sibing i have felt the feeling of waning to just send my sibling away, and the fact that Phines reconnes that he didnt evem realise that she was upset.

- candace my girl, thats never a good sigh,

- “oh we dont need a reason we’re afraid of a lot of things.” yeah know some people like that you vibe alien, cower in that corner

- Buford was like ‘i will bring my canoe with me everywhere incase i need it”

- phineas really had to motivated a group of cowardly people and for that i am sorry,

- so this plant needs carbon dixocide,

- yeah i was right carbon dixoced

- this alien is really acting like the US would shoot them down the moment they saw them in there air space,

- so no one knows what happen to Vanessa right? like where is she?

- oh there we are

- when your dad lets you keep the dragon

- they couldn't help but throw them self in the film could they, oh well, i like it, hello Dan, hello swampy

- this chicken replace anotr is coming in handy

- alright doof just suggest actual murder, it was of a chicken but still.

- the canoe, when phineas says it we trust him, he can do what ever he wants

- Perry and doof just chilling with Vanessa just petting her dragon in the back

- bajeet being me @ who ever desired that i would never get a season two of Yuri on ice,

- guys, when word got out that there was aliens, (witch we all have smart phones) the US would be nuked,

- candace sweet heart the world is under attack right now, so, maybe we should have this desucion later

- the boys are so sweet, they ah, they just love there sister so much

- the mug holds all there memories of there sister, aw thats so cute, this is so cute,

- when you save the universe by give out free tee shirts

- woman holding her brothers hostage not the best idea,

- I DIDNT ASK FOR THERAPY RIGHT NOW I KNOW THAT MY SELF WORTH ISNT VERY GOOD BUT IM ALSO WATCHING A CARTOON FOR 10 YEARS OLD AS AN EIGHTEEN YEAR OLD AT ONE AM

- oh damn, its little shop up in this bitch

- doofs most useful invention was the chicken replace inator,

- wait wait wait wait candace wont in be on the news or something?

- dance break, its a bop

- aw it was a pretty good film, i liked that,

#Phineas and Ferb #candace flynn #candace against the universe

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thewalkingdead-fan101 · 4 years

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In This Hell Daryl Dixon x Reader part 8/??

Hey guys! I’m so excited to post part 8! I’m sorry about such a large gap in between parts, I'm currently trying to figure out a schedule for posting parts. I hope you're all safe and well. Thank you for being patient and so lovely!

Warnings- Slow burn, Light smut?, General Walking Dead stuff, Blood, Gore, Swearing, Shane being sus.

The drive home seemed shorter than the drive there, passing the familiar mailboxes and other run down buildings.

The minute we arrived back, Shane left to speak with Rick, furthering their search for Sophia.

I started grabbing the Medical supplies that we had found scattered throughout the houses and took them into the farm house.

I knocked on the wooden doorframe, waiting for someone to answer, Patricia’s head popping around the corner.

“Good morning (Y/n).” “Morning, I just thought that since we’re all low on supplies that I would bring you some stuff. Shane and I went out this morning and came across all of this medical stuff, even found a full first aid kit.” I chuckled as she opened the door, stepping aside for me.

“Oh thank you, just sit it all on the dining table.” She smiled, grabbing one of the bags from me, leading the way through the house into the dining room.

“Did you guys find much?” “We found some things, a bunch of medical stuff as you can see, some food, which is in that green bad, and some gardening stuff that ill take out to the barn now.” I smiled.

“No!” She paused, my head turning to look at her. She cleared her throat before continuing.

“Don’t take them to the barn.”

I opened my mouth to speak, but not before she cut me off again.

“It’s too far from the house, not to mention the barn needs some repairs. I’d feel absolutely horrible if I let you go up there and get hurt. We have a little garden shed out back I can put them in.” She stated, walking with me to the car, grabbing the equipment out, briefly making eye contact and sharing a soft smile.

“Are you sure? I honestly don’t mind.”

“I’m sure, now it’s best if you go sit down for a bit.”

“Pat-“

“Go on, get away.” She swatted softly.

I shook my head as I backed away.

“It’s hardly fair that you guys do everything around here.” I try to argue.

“If you doing nothing around here protects gods little miracle, I do not mind. Now, go sit down and relax for a couple of hours.” She gave me a warning glare that had reminded me of my 5th grade teacher Ms. Gabel.

“Yes Ma’am.” I nodded, turning away from her and made my way towards the RV.

As the majority of the group were discussing the upcoming gun practice at the rear of the RV, I noticed Carl and Shane talking.

Shane looked Carl up and down, as if questioning him, and nodded his head.

I noticed the small movement and my breath stopped.

He had slightly raised his shirt, Shane’s eyes doubling in size.

And that’s when it hit me.

This is a new world we live in.

A world in which to survive we have to fight.

Fight for yourself, your friends, your family, your people.

Shane barely even blinked.

I picked up speed, my legs carrying me as fast as they could to the RV.

“Give me that now.” Shane firmly stated.

Once the gun was handed to Shane, he stormed off to the others, no doubt taking it to Rick.

Carl stood, staring at the ground.

“Hey, Carl..” I spoke softly, placing my hand on his shoulder.

“Let’s sit down, you can talk to me.”

He nodded his head as he walked with me to where the camping chairs were set out.

I took the seat next to him, slightly turning to face him. “What was that about?” “What?” “Carl.. why did you have a gun.” “I just wanted to help..” “I understand, but guns are dangerous.. You shouldn’t have had it.” “I know.” “You do know that your parents are going to flip?.”

He nodded his head and resumed staring at the dirt beneath his feet.

I looked up to see Shane, Dale and Rick staring at Carl, making their way to the boy.

“(Y/n), can you get Lori for me? We need to speak to Carl.” Rick asked, nodding in my direction.

“Yeah.. of course.” I nodded, turning and starting the search for Lori.

The first place I had checked, the fire pit where she and Glenn were earlier showed no results.

I made my way to where the chicken coop was, to be met with the clucking of the hens, but again no Lori.

I checked her tent, to see her sitting on the mattress, head in her hands.

“Hey.” I spoke, moving the door to the side.

“Oh, Hey Honey.” She smiled. “Are you okay?” “Yeah, Im fine, just a little tired. Whats up?”

“It’s Carl.”

She stood quickly, worry present in her eyes.

“What? What’s wrong? Where is my boy?”

“He is okay, he isn’t hurt.. Rick asked me to come get you..” “What? Rick asked you to get me? Whats going on?” “Carl had a gun.”

Her eyes widened, her left hand going to her mouth.

“Oh God… im going to be sick.” She shook her head

She paused briefly.

“Where are they?”

“”They’re at the RV.”

“Let’s go.” She stated, grabbing my wrist and dragging me behind her.

She cleared the distance between the tents and the RV in no time.

Letting my wrist go when she got within earshot of everyone, walking straight over to Carl, taking the gun from Shane and showing it to Carl.

“Where did you get this?” She asked sternly as she kneeled in front of the boy.

She waited for an answer.

“Carl Grimes. You answer me.”

She stood up, turning to us.

“How the hell did this happen?” She asked, tucking the gun into the back of her jeans.

“Well, It's my fault.” Dale began, slightly pausing as Lori’s attention snapped to the older man.

“I let him into the RV. He said he wanted a walkie, that you sent him for one.” Dale continued.

“So on top of everything else, he lied.” She began.

“What was he thinking?”

“He wants to learn how to shoot. He asked me to teach him.” Shane started, earning an ice filled glare from Lori.

“Now It's none of my business, but I'm happy to do it. It's your call.” He nodded, sensing the tension.

“I'm not comfortable with it.” Lori looked towards Rick, who tried to avert his gaze.

“Oh, don't make me out to be the unreasonable one here. Rick?”

“I know. I have my concerns too, but-“

“There's no but. He was just shot. He's just back on his feet and he wants a gun?”

“Better than him being afraid of 'em. There are guns in camp for a reason. He should learn to handle them safely.” Rick responded to his wife’s worries.

“I don't want my kid walking around with a gun.” She shook her head.

“But how can you defend that? You can't let him go around without protection.”

“He is as safe as he'll ever be right now.” She started.

“Look, everything you're saying makes perfect sense. It feels wrong. I mean I didn't feel good about him following you out into the woods. And I wish I'd said something. I should've gone with my gut.” She argued.

“He's growing up, thank god. We've got to start treating him more like an adult.” Rick tried to reason.

“Then he needs to act like one. He's not mature enough to handle a gun.”

“I'm not gonna play with it, mom. It's not a toy. I'm sorry I disappointed you, but I want to look for Sophia and I want to defend our camp. I can't do that without a gun.” Carl stood and walked toward us.

“Shane's the best instructor I know. I've seen him teach kids younger than Carl.”

“He will be with Shane. He loves that boy and wouldn’t let him get hurt.”

Lori looked at me and I could tell that even though the thought of Carl having this gun terrifies her, but him not having one in this world terrifies her even more.

She waited a few moments and walked to Carl, resting her hand under his chin, making him look up at her.

“You will take this seriously and you will behave responsibly. And if I hear from anyone in this camp that you're not living up to our expectations-“

“He won't let you down.” Rick stated clearly behind her.

Carl nodded at Rick and answered with a “yeah.”

The sound of the old blue truck pulled up next to us, Beth, Patricia and Jimmy all inside.

“Now if you're gonna do this, you listen to Shane.”

“Okay, dad.”

“All right? You two be careful.” Rick pointed at Shane and Carl.

“You coming?” Shane asked Glenn.

Glenn shook his head.

“I gotta help Dale clean the spark plugs on the RV. He said he's gonna teach me mechanics. I should probably go look for him.”

“You found me.” Dale called out from two metres behind him, startling Glenn.

Shane nodded and got in the car, starting it.

“He's a good learner.” Dale called out.

I moved towards the car, getting in with Shane, watching as Lori, Rick, Carol, Carl and Andrea piled into the Cherokee.

T-dog jumping in wi†h Shane and I, as we made our way to a neighbouring farm’s paddock, distancing the gunshots from the Greene farm.

The sound of breaking glass, and the metallic ricochet of bullets hitting the tins and bottles that were sitting in a perfect row on the boundary fence line.

The loud echoes of the gunshots leaving my ears ringing, the slight scent of gunpowder present in the air.

Rick and Shane pacing behind us all, ensuring that we were all practicing gun safety.

T-dog, partnered with Jimmy, who needs as much help as he can get.

Jimmy was holding his gun as if he had just come from a bad adaption of a 90’s gangsta movie.

“Hey, come on, man. Don't give me that gangsta shit.” T-dog stated.

Jimmy, stood up, straightening his posture, moving his free hand to help support the gun, shooting and finally hitting his target.

His face lighting up as if he had just won an award, a participation award, but an award none the less.

Shane gave him a pat on the back as he passed him.

“Did you see that? I hit it!” He exclaimed turning to T.

I watched as my brother zoned in on Andrea, stopping next to her and looking to where she was shooting, through his binoculars.

Helping her change her posture before letting her shoot again, which she hit the target perfectly.

Shane and Rick shared a laugh, and some small talk before continuing the pacing.

Lori was planted a metre behind Carl, watching him shoot, hitting the tin off the fence.

“Got it.” Carl smiled widely.

“That's a great shot!” Rick smiled back at him.

I look over to where Beth was aiming at her target, slightly missing it.

“Hey.” “Oh hey.” “Would you like some help?” “Um, I think im not doing it right.” “Oh, no, it’s fine, here.”

I moved to where she was and helped position her arms.

“Dont be scared, of the gun. You’re in control.” I paused.

“Just breathe, take your time. There’s nothing to be nervous about.”

She visibly relaxed and pulled the trigger, the glass bottle exploding.

I looked over to see her eyes closed.

“Beth. You did it. You hit the bottle.” “What? I did?” She asked opening her eyes and looking to where the bottle once sat.

“I hit it! I actually hit it!” She beamed.

“Thank you!” She jumped on me, hugging me tightly.

“You’re welcome.” I laughed.

“What about you (Y/n)? You a good shot?” Rick asked.

“I was once.” I nodded.

“She had the best teacher.” Shane smiled.

“Yeah. Grandma.” I jeered.

“Oh really? Mind showing us?” Lori laughed. “No-“ “She wasn’t the strongest shooter, she probably forgot.” Shane shook his head laughing.

I grabbed the gun from Shane’s holster and shot three targets in a row, the sound of shattering glass echoing beyond the gun.

“Where’d that come from?” Shane asked as I handed him the gun back. “I told you. Grandma.” I smiled as Lori held in a small chuckle.

“Yeah, Yeah. Let’s go then.” Shane shook his head.

“Sure showed him.” Lori chuckled.

“Shane needs to be put in his place. I never had a strong shooting arm when I was a kid. Shane never tried to teach me after he realised. Grandma took it upon herself to teach me. Always said that a woman should always know how to defend herself.” “Well, your grandma was a smart woman.” Rick smiled, leading his wife and son to the car.

Everyone following in pursuit, getting into the same vehicles that had transported them from the Greene farm.

I got in the car, and looked at Shane.

“Is there any other things that Grandma showed you?”

“The secret recipe of her butternut squash pie.”

“Is that all?” He laughed.

“Yeah.. yeah I think thats pretty much it.”

“That pie sounds good right about now.” T-dog chuckled.

“Maybe Hershel might let me commandeer the kitchen.”

Shane had pulled the car over.

T-dog, jumping straight out in search for Dale and Glenn.

“Get out.” “What?” “Get out. Andrea and I are going for some more target practice.” “Oh is that what we’re calling it now? Target practice?” “Shut it. Now get out.”

“Alright. But please please please make sure that you wrap it before you tap it.” “(Y/n)-“

“No glove, no love.” “Seriously-“

“Plug your funnel then enter the tunnel.” “What does that one even mean?”

“If im being honest I don’t even know. But It’s on the same line as the others.”

“Seriously get out now.”

“Alright, alright. Calm down.” I raised my hands and opened the door, sliding out and closing it, putting my head through the open window. “Shane.” “What?”

“Love is cleaner with a packaged Weiner.” I laughed.

“Goodbye.” He muttered through his teeth.

I took a step back from the car, watching as he moved to where Andrea was waiting, letting her hop in and then taking off down the dirt road towards the gate again.

I laughed to myself as I made my way towards the RV and the others.

“Whats so funny?” Carol asked smiling.

“Nothing, just thought of a joke. Do you need a hand?” I chuckled.

“Sure, sit down and I’ll show you how.” She smiled.

I knelt next to her, watching as she continued patching holes in clothes for us.

Her work perfect.

“How did you get it to look so good?” “Years of practice. Ed used to come home after going to the bar in a mess, clothes torn and bloody from fighting earlier in the night.”

She paused, taking a breath.

“He used to say that it was my job to fix the mess and clean it.”

“Carol-“ “Oh no honey, im fine.” She smiled once more.

I nodded.

Carol and I sat for an hour and a half, her teaching me different stitches and when the best use for each one.

“Alright guys, foods ready.” Dale called out.

I stood up, and walked over to Dale, who had two plates set aside, handing them to me.

“I figured that you’d be hungry, Daryl would be too.” “Thank you Dale.” “Go on, go eat. Make sure He eats too or we will all be insufferable.”

I nodded my head and chuckled, turning around and heading towards the farm house.

“Hey (Y/n).” Maggie smiled as she walked down the front steps.

“Hey.” “Glenn and I are going for a supply run, im going to keep an eye out for any pre-natal vitamins for you. Is there anything you’re after?” “Oh thank you, not that I can think of.” “Okay, well, Daryls upstairs, I think he might be asleep, but head on up.” She smiled.

“Thank you.” I smiled as she continued past me.

I made my way up and into the Greene family home, and up those familiar steps that lead me to Daryls room.

I softly pushed the door open and walked in, smiling as I see Daryl sit himself up.

“Where have ya’ been all day?” He asked

“I, have been everywhere today it seems, Shane and I went on a supply run this morning.”

“Ya’ did what?”

“Daryl-“ “I don’t want ya’ out there. Why would he take ya’ out?” “He didn’t take me, I took him. Technically. But it was smooth, no near death experiences to report.” I smiled softly.

“Dale cooked whatever, this is for us. It smells good though.” I chuckled handing him a plate.

He took the plate and picked up the food, biting away at it.

“Quit ya’ starin’.” He spoke through a mouthful.

“Or what?” I challenged, taking a bite from the food.

He shook his head as a light pink blush rose on his cheeks.

“Are you blushing?” I grinned, watching as he finished eating.

He grabbed his plate and moved it to the side, grabbing mine from my hand and placing it on his own.

“Hey! I wasn’t finished- “

“C’mere.” He muttered, reaching over, pulling me onto his lap.

“Daryl.. what are you trying to do?” “I’m tryin’ to finish what ya’ started.” “Oh, what I started?” I grinned, my hands resting on his shoulders.

“Mhmm” he nodded.

“If I remember correctly, it was you, that initiated this.” “Was it?” He smirked.

I nodded my head.

“Guess im gonna finish it too.” He stated, bringing his hand to the back of my neck, pulling me in for a kiss.

I smiled into the kiss, both of my hands made their way to the sides of his face, cupping his stubbled cheeks.

His hands moving down to my thighs, picking me up and laying me back.

I pulled away from his lips and smiled up at him.

“What?” He muttered.

“Nothing.” I shook my head softly, bringing his face back down to mine.

Daryl’s hands roamed freely over my body, sending shivers coursing down my spine.

I shivered against Daryl, earning a low chuckle from him.

Once Daryl had fallen asleep, I got dressed and took the plates downstairs for cleaning.

I left the farm house, making my way to our little camp.

Washing up the two plates in the tub we had set aside I left the two to air dry.

“I was wondering where you’d run off to.” Lori spoke up as she exited her tent.

“I just gave Daryl his lunch.” I smiled, getting off the ground.

“Thats not all you gave him.” I could hear the smirk in her voice without even turning to look at her.

I smiled and turned to face her.

“I don’t know what it is you’re implying Lori.”

“Sure you don’t.” She grinned.

“How else would your shirt be inside out.”

I looked down and laughed, quickly stripping my shirt off and flipping it the right way in.

“Lucky it was only me.” She laughed, patting my back.

“Ill give you a hand.” I smiled motioning to the laundry that needed folding.

We laughed and joked for about 15 minutes as we folded, the clothes.

The creak of the side paddock gate gained the attention of both Lori and I.

We looked up to see Maggie storming through, Glenn hot on her heels.

“Hey! We got your stuff.” Maggie called out.

“Maggie, hang on, please.” Glenn called after her.

Lori looked around, seeing who else was out.

Then she looked at me.

“Come on in here.” Lori tried softly, gesturing to her tent.

“Why? Nothing to hide. We got your special delivery right here.” Maggie started.

“We got your lotion, got your conditioner, your soap opera digest.” She named each item before throwing it to the floor.

“Maggie..” Lori tried.

“Hey, Maggie, calm down. What-“ I tried to reason.

“Next time you want something, get it your damn self. We're not your errand boys.”

“Honey, I-“

“And here's your abortion pills.” She threw a small blue box at Lori, storming off, Glenn and Lori sharing a look before he followed Maggie.

“Lori?” I asked softly as she stood there in silence.

“Honey, I can explain.” “You don’t need to explain anything to me.” I stated bringing her in for a hug.

“I just wish you’d have told me.. we could’ve talked about it.” I rubbed her back.

“I just don’t know what to do. I haven’t told Rick yet. I’m not going to until I know what I’m going to do.” She paused.

“Does that make me a bad wife?” She asked.

“No. It makes you a cautious one, and thats not a bad thing considering what’s happened in the last few months.”

“You have no idea how good it feels now that you know.” She softly laughed.

“I’d say it’d be a whole lot less stressful.” I laughed with her as we sat on the small stools near the table in the tent.

The little blue box holding the attention of both Lori and myself.

“Whatever you decide to, I’m here to support you.” I whispered placing my hand on her own.

She grabbed my hand and looked over to me, a thankful smile on her face.

A slight movement from the corner of my eye caught my attention, to see Glenn appear at the tents doorway.

“I’ll leave you guys to it.. just come get me if you need anything.”

“Thank you honey.” She hugged me.

“I’ll see you later Glenn.” I smiled, softly patting him on the back.

“Yeah, see you.” He nodded as I made my way through the tents door.

The familiar green car came into view and pulled up by the RV.

I couldn’t help but chuckle as I noticed the light flush on Andrea’s face as she climbed out of the car.

I made eye contact with Shane, him rolling his eyes as he noticed the small smirk on my face, continuing his walk to Carol and Dale.

“Anything?” Carol was the first to speak.

“Not today.” Shane shook his head.

“I’m so sorry. We'll cover more ground tomorrow.” Andrea sympathised with her at least.

Andrea was covered in more grime and dirt than what she had left in, signalling that they’d run into some sort of trouble whilst out.

“What happened out there?” Dale asked looking her up and down.

“Um, I-“ Andrea was cut off before she could even finish her sentence.

“The place was overrun.” Shane said far too quickly.

“Yeah.” Andrea agreed, sharing a look with my brother.

“Let's go get you clean up.” Carol motioned towards Andrea, pulling me along with them.

“(Y/n), you coming?” “Yeah, i’ll catch up, just got to grab Andrea a towel.” I smiled running into the small share tent, grabbing one of the towels.

I turned to leave, but overheard Dale call out to Shane.

“Shane.” “Shane, I was thinking, you've got that nice new ride of yours, plenty of fuel, more than enough for you to get far from here.” Dale began.

I furrowed my brows, not understanding where Dale is coming from.

“What, you telling me to leave?” Shane asked, annoyance clear in his voice.

“I know you've been planning to. Maybe now is a good time.” Dale responded.

Shane scoffed before laughing.

“Is this about Andrea?” He asked.

“I’m looking out for the group.”

“You think the group would be better off without me, Dale? My sister would be better off? Why don't you tell that to Rick or Lori? Their boy would be dead if I hadn't put my ass on the line.” Shane argued.

“And Otis's. You've been vague about that night, about what happened.”

“Otis died a hero.” Shane stated smugly.

“So you've said.”

“A little boy lived because of what went down that night. I think you ought to show some gratitude.” Shane sneered

“I wasn't there.” Dale responded.

“No, man, you weren’t.” Shane agreed, clearly angry.

“But I was the time that you raised your gun on Rick.” My hand instantly covered my mouth as I had heard what Dale had said.

“Come on. Jesus.”

“You had him in your sights and you held him there. I know what kind of man you are.” Dale continued.

I heard a sigh, the same one that I’ve heard my entire life, the one that Shane used to use when he was caught in something.

Shane stayed silent for a moment before speaking once more.

“You think I'd shoot Rick? That is my best friend. That's the man that I love. I love him like he's my brother. You think that's the kind of man I am?”

“That's right.” Dale answered.

“Well, maybe we ought to just think that through. Say I'm the kind of man who'd gun down his own best friend. What do you think I'd do to some guy that I don't even like when he starts throwing accusations my way? What do you think?” Shane threatened before retreating.

My stomach was in knots, knowing that my brother isn’t the man I knew.

I heard the footsteps retreat and decided to give myself a moment.

I took a deep breath, and shook my head softly.

As I took a step out of the tent, gasping when someone spoke.

“How much of that did you hear?”

Series Masterlist Next Part

#daryl x you #daryl dixion imagine #daryl fanfiction #daryl x reader #daryl dixon #The Walking Dead #twd #x reader

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cassarttstudio · 4 years

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The queens as dumb shit I've heard in my classes

if some look familiar its because i might’ve reused shit from the hermitcraft posts like this bc i deleted those posts bc im not in the fandom anymore

Kat: “If you see a kid sucking a marker that means he’s vaping”

Cathy: “I am a writer and I forgot the word specific"

Cathy: “The more u take the more u leave behind” Anna: “Drugs bc u leave behind ur fam” Anne: “A door”

Anne: “This dude came in and gave me a $3 tip!! I was so tired I didn't even realize it and then a bit later I realized he gave me 3 whole dollars!!!! You know what I could get for $3?” Jane: “A cookie?” Anne: “A little tiny bit of crack”

Kat: “I wasn’t born for 9/11 I'm like 12.”

Jane: "To wrap it up son ur gonna die" Catherine: “Deuces"

Anna: “At this point all the Halloween decorations are just decorations in my room”

Kat: “Carl Azuz is my dad”

Kat: “What are they* doing out there???” Jane: “I honestly don’t wanna know” *They being Anne and Anna

Anna: “What happened to ur old one?” Kat: “Idk it went sicko mode and died”

Anne: “You gave me two Nutella sticks bc I ate one off the ground!!”

Anne: *@ bearded dragon* “COME HERE BOY!!” Catherine: “ANNE IT’S NOT A DOG!”

Kat: *about wattpad update* “I don’t like rich hoe tile kitchen!! I like the OLD!”

Jane: “I don’t even wanna guess what it’s about”

#Six #Six the musical #catherine of aragon #anne boleyn #jane seymour #anna of cleves #katherine howard #catherine parr

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wamiandayne · 4 years

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szn 2 ep 7 apparently??????? did i watch 3pisode 6????????????? i dont know

sleepy n hungry. tjats what i am b word

80s rights

he went for it

OH HES TIME TRAVELING!!!!!

seconds at a tume bitch!!!

aj stan blog

BEN HAS SUCH A SWEET SMILE

im klaus rn

why does ben have romance

ive gotten to the part where i skip ahead

smtgs gonna happen to ray i just know iy

thank u five

im so tired of diegos shit

possessed klaus.....

HE RLLY DID LOOK TO SPJTE KLAUS. BEN IS A LITTLE CUNT

ben shut up

carls gonna end up dead

im gonna kill carl

carls liie [never spends time with son] "harlan is my son and should spend time with me"

u HATE harlan youd NEVER appreciate him

im harlans new dad

ben is the weirdest goddamn bitch ive ever met

i think bens asleep

THATS NOT A PROPER PLACE FOR A GOLDFISH!!!!!!!!!

ITS TOO SMALL AND NOT ENRICHING!!!!

ben .... BRO

FIVE. YOU CAN TELEPORT

do not care abt diego

im def gonna read klave fanfic after this i miss when dave was just a good guy with a heart of gold

sissy we gotta GO

SOUNDTRACK DELIVERED

props to robert sheehan

allisons kinda fucked up

killed the ugliest triplet

shpulve asked her to close her eyes

god theyre dumb

#vins variety hour #tua s2 spoilers

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askthetotallynotcampcamp · 4 years

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field trip to didney

Ava: as yes of course

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Max: *sleeping* (him, david and jasper live in a house-)

Jasper: *vibing* M A X

Max: ugh whatttt *rolls over on his bed*

David: *humming a surprisingly happier tune than normal, how is this even possible??* Big day today!!

Max: if you take us on a nature walk one more time dad-

Jasper: It’s going to be way more fun than that!! If that’s even possible, that is-

David: mhm! as much as I love nature walks, this is probably going to be even better!!

Max: and we need....suitcases? *gets out of bed*

Jasper: We need to be out of the house by, uh, what time is it right now? 6? We need to leave by 6:30-! So hurry up and get ready!!

David: dont worry, we'll make it! it could get could outside, so bring a sweatshirt!! I'll go start the bus *goes off to find the keys to the bus and trail mix*

Max: *super tired* ugh okayyyy

-after he packs stuff-

Max: *gets on the bus with mr honeynuts*

Jasper: *lmao sits on the bus or smth* Woo this is so EXCITING

David: Okay, we just gotta pick up everyone else and well be on our way!! Is everyone buckled in?

Max: *is just chilling on the window seat* dad, this bus doesnt have any since it's like a house but I'll just say yes- WAIT THE WHOLE GOD DAMN CAMP?

Jasper: We can’t leave anyone out!

David: Exactly, what your dad said!! first we're gonna pick up Neil, of course, and we'll go from there! *starts the bus* Anyone want some trail mix?

Max: dang I havent seen any of them since summer- and no dad *eats fruit snacks*

Jasper: Don’t eat too many fruit snacks, that’s unhealthy for you

David: we're here!

Max: time to do my job, I'll knock *runs off the bus and onto Neil's porch and knocks*

Carl: *opens door* Hello?

Max: oh uh- hey Carl, is Neil ready? Hes the first to be picked up-

Carl: Ah yes, got it. Neil!

Neil: *approaches* Hello?

Max: wassup dude! Are you all ready- my dads are in the car *puts his arms around his buddy pal Neil*

Neil: Oh yeah! Let me get my stuff, hold on

Max: okay, not like I care!- *pretend angy and walks to the bus*

Neil: *grasps stuff and goes to bus time*

Max: *plops on one of the beds in the back and waits for his buddy pal*

Neil: *plops next to max*

Jasper: Hello Neil!

Neil: uh, hi

David: Goooooood morning neil! Are you ready to go on the adventure of your life!

Max: dad please-

Neil: *awkward silence oop*

Jasper: Alright let’s go get the others!!

Max: sorry about David, I guess where hes taking us is "exciting" but takes over 24 hours to get there-

Neil: Huh? Oh, I know where we’re going

Max: they told you? Ugh why cant I know

Jasper: Neil don’t spoil the surprise for Max!!!

Neil: Oh I won’t

David: max will be happy for once! Oh I'm so excited!!

Max: this is shit! I should be able to know *crosses his arms*

Jasper: Language! You’ll know when we get there!

Neil: Yeah MAX

Max: in 24 hourssssssssss *lies across thy Neil in the most dramatic way possible*

Bus: *beep beep gather children*

Nerris: *walks on the bus* awe I knew they would end up together! He fell asleep on you Neil, how cute

Preston: ah! Best Romeo and juliet ever!

Jasper: Children do not wake up Max if he is sleeping! We had to wake him up very early for this

Neil: *is mr honeynuts*

Max: *wraps his arms around thy neil bc sleep*

Nerris: aweeeeeee

Preston: oh my goodness so cute!

Neil: *mr honeyNUTS*

David: kids just leave them alone and let them have their little snuggle fest, awe so cute- anyways! *parks the car at a rest stop* anyone hungry or need to use the bathroom?

Nurf: i needs to peepee

David: ooooookay then! I'm going to go get some McDonald's so, let's go Nurf!

Max: *still sleeping bc his weird dads woke him up at 6 am*

Jasper: Get chicken tendies or I am divorcing

Neil: well, this is uh, g gay

Max: *awakenand realizes what's going on* what the hell? *sits up and is embarrassed bc hes max* that's gay, AND IM N O T GAY

David: okay honey!

Neil: Oh- hi max

Max: why didnt you move me or something?

Literally all the campers: *looking*

Neil: well your dad told me not to wake you up-

Max: *gets up and walks over to his papa* dad, what did I do to neil? Was it that embarrassing you couldn't wake me up?

Jasper: Hey, calm down kiddo- you fell asleep and you needed sleep and Neil was just- there

Nerris: it was really cute-

Max: SHUT UP NERRIS

Jasper: Language!

Neil: It really was-

Max: that's not bad language!- wait what Neil-

Neil: Oh, uh, nothing

Max: *red boy* you agreed with Nerris-

Nerris: see harrison, I'm a match maker! That's better than your magic!

David: I'm back! Here are you chicken tenders sweetie *gives them to the jasp* let's get this show on the road! *turns on the heater and starts the bus*

Neil: *not vibing*

Jasper: *is vibing with chicken tendies*

Max: *smirks* you like me, dontcha Neil

Neil: What? No, ew, never

Nikki: pft please I know love when I see it!

Max: *crosses his arms and smirks at neil*

Neil: What? Shut up!

Nikki: aweeeee

Max: jesus christ Neil you look like a god damn tomato

David: language!

Neil: Just shut up!

Max: okay no need to be so feisty

Jasper: we’re getting closer wOOO

Max: sits on the couch and takes out his Nintendo switch and plays animal crossing*

Nikki: *goes up to Neil* so, when ya gonna make your move?

Neil: Make what? I’m not going to do anything!

Nikki: awe c'mon Neil look at him! Go sit with him! Make your move!

Neil: What? Why? What’s the point?

Nikki: he probably likes you too!

Max: likes who?

Neil: Nononono! Nobody! I like nobody leave me alone! *neils away*

David: leave Neil alone guys

Max: *genuinely concerned* sorry neil-

Neil: Just go away! I wanna be alone right now *angree neil*

Max: um okay *sits on the couch again*

Jasper: *approaches max lmao* What’s happening? Is something wrong?

Max: well I guess Neil likes someone and I was annoying him and hes pissed

Jasper: Watch your language- also, did you consider that he maybe likes you and he’s being defensive because he likes you?

Max: what! He doesnt! Hes like, my best friend!

Jasper: Okay but he started getting defensive when you fell asleep on him so I’m just saying

Max: *red boy* I uh- no he didnt! *crosses his arms*

Jasper: Oh really? I saw the whole thing and it seems like I’m right homie

Max: looks over at neil then back at his papa* HOLY SHIT YOURE RIGHT

Jasper: Don’t say bad words!

Max: *whispers* dad I think I like boys too

Jasper: oh wow i wonder who you got that trait from

Max: literally both of you!

Jasper: Yeah I know dumdum

Max: yall are g a y

Jasper: Why don’t you go try to like, calm him down or something instead of talking about who in this bus is gay

Max: *knocks on Neil's curtain that covers his room cot thing??* Hey dude, can we uh- talk?

Neil: About what?

Max: about what happened dingus

Neil: Fine.

Max: *sits on his bed* I'm sorry dude. I didnt mean for you to get pissed off or anything-

Neil: It’s fine, Nikki made me frustrated I guess

Max: *kisses his cheek* that never happened!

Neil: *oraneg* *red* I- WHAT??

Max: jesus christ you're so difficult neil *kisses thy neil*

Neil: *crimson*

-when they all have to s leep-

Max: DAVID WE'RE GOING TO FKING DISNEYWORLD?!

Time: it is now 6 pm when they get there

Jasper: WE ARRIVED

Max: YAY! *grabs his stuff and gets off the bus*

The rest of the campers: *get off the bus*

-when they get to their room-

Max: *throws his stuff on to his bed*

Jasper: *bursts in* We’re all going swimming woooo *throws floaties*

Max: ugh fineeeee *changes into swim shorts and walks down to the pool* sup losers

Jasper: Max! Don’t call others losers that hurts their feelings

Harrison: *loses pants cutely*

Max: pft whatever

David: max! You dont have your floaties on!

Nerris: you suck Harrison!

Jasper: Max! You might drown!!

Harrison: *pees*

David: gosh dang Harrison how many times!

Harrison: I COULDNT HOLD IT IN

Nerris: *literally laughing way too hard* HARRISON HOW ARE YOU SO STUPID

David: *walks over to harrison and gives him a towel and whispers to him* put you pants back on-

Harrison: I don’t know where they went!!

Jasper: hooey *>:(*

David: Nerris, since Harrison is your dearest most bestest friend, help him look for his shorts-

Nerris: what the hell! Why me!! I dont want to see his small thing!

Jasper: Nerris don’t talk back to David!

Harrison: twerking is fun

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ethereal-lix · 5 years

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A Note To My Lil’ One

A/N: So i found this in my drafts and figured that i would put this out. im not sure how long its been in there, but yeahhh lol, this does have a part 1 (??) type of thing to go with it, and once i find it, i’ll link it. but i wanted to clean out my drafts and this has been there long enough..

Hey Lil' One How are you doing? That was a stupid question. Obviously, you're not okay. You're reading a letter from your dead brother, how can you be doing anything other than terrible, right? But, I know you. I know you better than you think and I know what you're thinking.

What could you have done differently to help me. To protect me. To be there for me. To save me. But honestly there is nothing that you could've done. Siddiq was only trying to fulfil a promise he made to his mom. His mom believed that re-killing the walkers would set their spirit free so they can rest in peace and I remember what my mom had said to me before she died. "You gotta do what's right. Promise me you'll always do what's right. It's so easy to do the wrong thing in this world, so if it feels wrong, don’t do it, if it feels easy don’t do it, don’t let this world spoil you." And leaving Siddiq alone in the woods was so easy, it would've been so easy to just leave him in the woods to fight for himself, but that’s not what mom would've wanted me to do and that would go against the person dad wants me to be. He wants me to be the good guy and to save people, even though he contradicts himself half the time. I knew it would be easy to just forget him but I couldn’t so I had to go back for him.

You remember that one night in the prison, when I woke you up so I can talk to you. I never truly told you how I felt about you. You were and are my best friend. You are my number one and I love you to death. Don’t ever think that I don’t, because I do. I'm so sorry that you're not going to get to say goodbye in person. I know how much that is going to kill you, but please, please, please don’t let that control your life. I want you to be able to live a nice, long, happy life. I want you to take my place and care for Judith and watch after dad for me. I know that I don’t need to tell you this because you being you will step up and do what needs to be done. Not only to prove a point to yourself but to try and prove that you can be just like me and do what I do without needing to be asked. I'm sorry that I never told you to your face how much you meant to me, but I never felt the need to do that because you knew what you meant to me. You knew how big of a part you played in my life. And I'm serious Lil' One, please don't blame yourself. There's nothing that you could've done to change this. Even If you did come. Hell maybe if you came you would've gotten bit and I wouldn’t be able to live with myself if you got hurt while trying to help me help someone else. Also before I continue I want to apologize for how out of order this letter is going to be. You know I'm not good with expressing how I feel, so please bear with me. But anyways, don’t blame yourself. This isn't your fault and I need you to move on and forgive yourself. I know you're going to be thinking that you should've been there for me in my time of need but guess what. You were. I could feel you by my side throughout everything. It was like you were literally standing right by my side. It felt so real that every time I turned to look at where I felt you I thought I would see you, and I did. I saw you and I felt you. You were there for me during everything that has happened in my life. Even before the start. And I can't thank you enough for everything. So please don’t blame yourself. I know I keep saying that, but you can't blame yourself for something that isn’t your fault okay? I wanna tell you to be strong for dad, Judith, Enid, and Michonne, but you’ve been so strong for so long that you don’t need to be strong. If you gotta cry, then cry. Cause I never once saw you cry when you lost your mom and sibling. I never saw you cry when you thought you lost dad. I never saw you cry when I got shot by Otis, or when we lost mom, or the prison, or Judith, or even when I got shot and lost my eye. I never saw you cry when we both lost everything and I know that if you don’t cry now, with this, you will break and you will fall down further into the darkness that you already live in and I fear that if you don’t cry when I'm gone, you'll be so far gone that no one can save you and bring you back. I'm sorry that I was never able to bring you out of that darkness that you live in, but I am glad that I was temporarily able to bring you light and joy. Even if it was just for 5 minutes. But I know that those are the memories that I want you to hold on to and never ever let go. Remember all the good times and when it's time to remember the bad ones, do so. Use those to help you appreciate the good ones even more. Use the good memories to help you carry forward and when the time comes use the bad ones to help motivate you to keep moving forward to create new, better memories.

Two more things before I let you go. One, here are some photos of us together. I want you to have them so you don’t forget about me and what i look like. I hope you won't ever forget about me, but just in case. The first one I know will be your favorite. The second one is of me and you. We were laughing about something. Honestly, I don’t remember what it was but I do know that I remember what that felt like and I remember it every time I see it. It reminds me of the way things used to be before the start, when you and i just hung out and had fun and telling each other stupid jokes and stories and having contests to see who can get the other to laugh the hardest. I will never forget those and I hope you won't either. I look back at this photo with the fondest memories and when shit gets tough I would always wish that things could go back to that moment. The third one is of me, you, and Judith. I remember that day like it was yesterday. We had just gotten to Alexandria and we still weren't used to sleeping peacefully throughout the night and you and I took turns staying up to keep watch, and by 2pm the next day we were so tired that we just laid on the floor, again not used to Alexandria and having a bed, and you held Judith in your arms, protecting her from anyone who would try and harm her, and she fell asleep. The next thing I remember you fell asleep as well, then all I remember is waking up to a flash and dad and Michonne whispering something. At the time I didn’t understand but once I was fully awake, they were saying how cute we were and that they couldn’t mess this up. Because as much as they needed this place we needed it more than they did.

And one last thing. Thank you for loving me after I lost my eye. I know that you didn’t look at me any different. Every time you saw me I saw the same look that I saw even before I lost my eye. You never changed the way you looked at me and I thank you for that. I know how upset you were the day that I told dad that I didn’t want to go with him to meet the Hilltop Community because a kid with a messed-up face wouldn’t make a good first impression and I know how much that crushed you because you were tired of seeing me hurt, cause as you used to say, "I don’t deserve all of this hurt and pain. I deserve to live a long, healthy, happy life" and I'm sorry that I hurt you with what I said. But what I said was true. Even if you don’t believe it. But the more you would comfort me about it the more I started to believe you. Nothing was wrong with me and I was the same ol' Carl I was before I lost my eye. And thank you for being there when Negan was saying what he said about my eye. It really meant a lot. Even though I didn’t want you to make that trip with me, at the end of the day I'm glad that you didn't listen to me and came with anyways

As you can see Lil' One, you have been there for me so many times. More than I can count and I know that you wanted to be here with me in my time of need but honestly you don’t need to see me like this. I am so broken and helpless. I don’t want you to see that side of me because I spent so much time trying to build that façade of me being a badass, even though you and I both know you saw right through it, you would pretend that, that was really me and I wasn’t putting on that façade. You let me have my moment and I'm forever grateful for that and because of that I don’t want you to see how broken, weak, and helpless I am. But nonetheless I love you to death. You are my number one. You and Judith are my number one.

I also want you to remember one last thing.

JSS

Just Survive Somehow.

I know you will. Because you have overcome so many obstacles that have been thrown at us, and I know you will overcome this and you will survive because you are the one who survives. You, dad, Michonne, and Judith are the ones who survive.

Lil' One, Just Survive Somehow.

Love, Bub

#carl grimes #carl grimes imagines #the walking dead #the walking dead imagines #carl grimes one shots #imagines #fanfics #sad imagines #the walking dead preferences #carl x reader #rick grimes imagines #daryl dixon imagines #glenn rhee imagines #writing

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grimesscarl · 5 years

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10.03 meltdown reaction

my mom realized we have amc premiere so i got to watch it yesterday so this is my wordsworthian style reflection in tranquility on the events of the new episode:

are they gonna keep doing the BAM BLACK SCREEN VAGUE WHITE TEXT thing bc i’m not crazy about it

always love watching them fight walkers solid start 10/10

the waves are stressful don’t like that 0/10

✨michonne✨

she snapped at daryl which made me laugh

they’re tired :(((

JUDITH STAYING AWAKE TO WATCH OVER RJ UNTIL ITS SAFE IM SOFT

the drawing of carl,,,,,,,,,,,, can i DIE

(ik i’m probably going way out of order but bear with me it’s only gonna get worse)

aaron needs to chill the fuck out he’s getting on my nerves

like i get it you miss your husband man but that was literally like 7 years ago

i mean i loved eric but fr fr it’s been a minute can you Chill you have a CHILD

speaking of children and chilling out

lydiaaaaaa

i, for one, believe her wholeheartedly

but that makes me nervous bc who the fuck is sending waves of walkers at alexandria if it’s not alpha

HOW DID I COMPLETELY FORGET ABT THE HOARD I WAS SO CONFUSED WHY WE WERENT JUST KILLING THE WHISPERERS

i did not know any highwaymen survived oop

michonne shut that shit right the fuck down

siddiq D:

i mean okay i understand why they wouldn’t ditch carol and go meet alpha without her but did they really expect her not to try something??

alpha can chOKE FUCK HER THAT WAS UNNECESSARY

michonne and daryl both knew what carol was gonna do i love my family

daryl just “we’re done”

michonne’s forced apology as daryl just drags carol away

“i forgive her mother to mother” hey FUCK YOU

alpha is NOT a mother she’s a BITCH

also michonne is a mother and she’s lost two children too like if anyone understands what carol’s going through it’s michonne

(okay veering off imma cover aaron and negan, siddiq and not-so-super-douche, then back to carol, daryl, and michonne)

gabriel is so used to dealing w negan by now i love how he’s just like constantly exhaspterated but other than that nothing negan says really gets to him

and like he literally listens to negan (sorta) which is just hilarious to me like negan was so terrifying and now he’s just like “hey gabe can i Not Do That” and gabriel is just like “yeah no you do what i say”

i just love the dynamic 10/10

aaron needs to CHILLLLL

also wrong incorrect negan cares about one (1) alexandrian and it’s judith

but fr negan doesn’t know anything about eric my dude he didn’t kill him eric was a dumbass and jumped out from behind the car

there was!! no reason!! to piss him off!! aaron!! what!! the!! fuck!!

i mean the excuse was flimsy but tbhhhh if negan was the protagonist of the show i’d honestly believe everything he did was justified ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

okay but negan just sitting there in the dark w the crow bar watching aaron stumble around was Concerning

i haven’t been truly honestly worried he was gonna kill somebody since rick only kinda slit his throat until this episode

like there was a moment when i really thought negan was gonna kill aaron

but hip hip hooray no murder negan today!!

the whole entire scene w eugene and rosita was good but sad but good

growth~

okay so siddiq is traumatized like we knew that but now it’s like actually possibly interfering w things

super douche is officially not a super douche i misjudged him completely

siddiq seems so scared to admit that he’s Not Okay as if any of these ppl are mentally stable like my dude my man they aren’t going to blame you

back to CAROL, DARYL, AND MICHONNE

mostly caryl tho

bc hot damn

carol needs to maybe not take 7yo caffeine pills (?)

bc sleep aside that’s just a terrible idea

but so hallucinations! except only sorta! and idk what’s real! fun!

we know she actually shot a whisperer so maybe the three she saw in the woods were fr there

i get why michonne was skeptical tho

daryl!! the concern,, the checking in,, uwu

he believes her too i love him

i was straight up so confused at why he was talking abt his dad like he didn’t beat him and merle

i love how she was like “huh this is not normal” and then took more pills ffs

the trap was real, whisperer was real, walkers were real

screaming for daryl was absolutely real my whole HEART

michonne and daryl protecting her i’m soft

daryl could’ve carried her but that’s okay~

siddiq good god don’t scare me them like that damn

THE DREAM THE WHOLE DREAM IM YELLING THE SHDHSJSJD DREAM I HEARD ABOUT THAT SCENE BUT I WASNT SURE IT COULD EVEN BE REAL AND IT WAS I SHDHSJSJH I WAS READY TO EXPLODE

sidenote: that’s like the first time we’ve ever seen money in this show

daryl!! believes!! her!!!!

anD THE LAST SCENE MY PRECIOUS GRIMES FAMILY IM CRYINGHDJDHSH

#twd #season 10 #episode reaction #sadie watches twd #twd spoilers #i know you talk to yourself sometimes

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askjaaryl · 5 years

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Episode #13: A Little More Time

The days following their encounter with the Free Men are some of the hardest days they’ve faced as a couple.

The days following their run-in with the Free Men were some of the hardest Aaron had experienced in a while, emotionally. Paul was practically refusing to even leave the trailer and Daryl was...just angry, all the time.

Day One

“Paul,” Aaron said quietly, when he woke up. Daryl was already gone before he even woke, Dog included, so he assumed he went out to check his traps. He shook his boyfriend slightly, “Paul, c’mon, baby, we slept in.”

Paul opened his eyes slightly, but didn’t say anything, just stared.

Aaron swallowed, touching his cheek briefly. Paul had been quiet the entire ride back to Hilltop last night, not letting go of him or Daryl the entire time. As soon as they got back to the colony, Paul had made a beeline for the trailer and locked himself in their bedroom. Aaron and Daryl had just started to make up a bed on the couch, ready to give Paul some space, when their boyfriend unlocked and opened the door slightly.

He still hadn’t said anything since they got back.

“Okay,” Aaron said, more to himself than Paul, trying to think, “I’m going to go and make breakfast for Gracie and get her ready for school. Do you think you can eat something for me?”

Paul swallowed and shook his head. Now that his eyes were a little wider, not full of sleep, Aaron could see they were still red rimmed from crying and a little bloodshot.

“Okay,” Aaron told him, “I’m going to make you a smoothie for breakfast then. You stay here as long as you need to.”

Paul didn’t respond, so Aaron leaned down and pressed a kiss to his forehead before going to get up and starting the day.

Aaron walked out of the trailer, holding hands with Gracie. He froze when he saw Daryl fighting with Eduardo, with a few people watching, Lydia and Carl included.

“Sweetie, can you walk over to Barrington for class yourself?” Aaron asked.

“Yeah, I’m a big girl!” Gracie cheered, already taking off running.

Aaron watched for a moment, making sure she went into the house and went in the right direction. He’d make sure she actually went after he check on...whatever this was.

He walked over to where Lydia was standing, her arms crossed over her chest as she watched Daryl tackle Eduardo to the ground.

“What’s going on?” Aaron demanded.

“He was supposed to take me hunting today but he’s been sparring with anyone willing to,” Lydia said, annoyance in her tone, “What crawled up his ass and died?”

Aaron just sighed, “Sorry...let me get him for you.”

“No way,” Lydia said quickly, “This is way more entertaining than a hunting lecture.”

“Yeah, well...he has a bad shoulder,” Aaron said, walking over to the two and grabbing the back of Daryl’s shirt when he tried to lunge at Eduardo again, “Okay, break it up, you two.”

“Sorry, man, just sparring,” Eduardo laughed, “We got a little carried away.”

“Uh-huh,” Aaron said simply, “You have gate duty, right?”

Eduardo just sighed and groaned, walking away and mumbling to himself.

Aaron turned to Daryl, “We gonna talk about this now or are you gonna take Lydia out like you said you would?”

Daryl stood there for a moment, breathing heavily, before speaking up again, “Let’s go, kid,” he told Lydia.

Aaron didn’t stay long, after checking that Gracie had made it to class okay. He immediately wanted to get back to Paul. Yesterday was so hard for him...and as much as Paul prided himself in being clean from self-harm for years now, there was always a small risk and he didn’t want to leave him alone.

Paul had been alone for so much of his life, he didn’t want him to ever feel that way again.

On his way back from Barrington, he’d stopped at a few places and got blueberries, raspberries, and blackberries from their various bushes in the garden, then he stopped by the pantry and grabbed some peanut butter and honey. Paul had a huge sweet tooth, though he’d never admit it. When he was on the go like he almost always was, Aaron saw him make this a lot. Though he didn’t have as much experience as Paul, he was sure he’d be able to manage.

Without incident (thankfully), Aaron headed back to their room, smoothie in hand, and found Paul still lying in bed, but awake now.

“Hey there, sleepyhead,” Aaron said, setting the glass down on the side table and sitting down beside him.

Paul didn’t say much, just mumbled a “thanks,” in reference to the smoothie before curling close to Aaron, obviously wanting his arms around him.

“We should talk about this,” Aaron said softly, moving his arms around him.

“Where’s Daryl?” Paul whispered.

Aaron pursed his lips, “He told Lydia he’d take her hunting today, so it’s just going to be you and me for a while.”

“He isn’t talking to me,” Paul swallowed, looking down, “D-Did I do something wrong? Should I have not told him?” he whispered, burying his face in his chest, “I know what he’s thinking, he thinks just like everyone else. Th-That I wanted it o-or that I’m gross and used-”

“Hey, hey, hey,” Aaron said quickly, “No,” he told him firmly, “We both know Daryl and we both know he doesn’t think like that. He’s just...angry. Not at you, but at him for hurting you, and he doesn’t know how to deal with that.”

Paul buried his face in his chest, “I’m so scared, Aaron,” he choked out, “I-I haven’t felt this scared in a while.”

“I know,” Aaron told him softly,rubbing his back, “It’s okay to be scared. We’re both going to be right by your side no matter what.”

“Promise?” Paul whispered.

“I promise,” Aaron said, tucking his hair behind his ear, “What do you say I grab one of your books and read to you for a while?”

“Only if it’s Gulliver's Travels and if you’re really fast getting it,” Paul told him, moving so his boyfriend could get up.

Aaron looked up when he heard Daryl come in. He’d put Gracie to bed about an hour ago and Paul was in and out of sleep. The day had been full of a few panic attacks and a lot of tears, despite his best efforts to cheer Paul up.

He was finally asleep now, his head on Aaron’s chest with one hand gripping his t-shirt. He was still in his pajamas from last night, but Aaron hadn’t commented on it.

He’d convince him to shower tomorrow and he’d snag his clothes for the laundry and get some clean ones.

Daryl walked in, dropping his crossbow by the door, “Lydia’s exhausted, told ‘er she could stay on the couch for the night,” he said, pulling his vest off and then his shirt, digging through the dresser for something to wear.

Aaron didn’t say anything, just watched the hunter while stroking Paul’s hair.

It only took him a few moments and Daryl was in his usual sweatpants he slept in and a t-shirt he’d dug up. He turned around and paused when he saw them, “He alright?”

“Well, aside from thinking you think he’s -and I quote- ‘gross and used’, he finally exhausted himself from crying all day, so he’s asleep now,” Aaron said quietly. He didn’t mean to snap, but it had been on his mind all day; with every hour that passed without Daryl around, he knew Paul’s insecurities had been on the rise.

Daryl sucked in a deep breath through his nose, looking down at Paul, “Didn’t mean it like that,” he whispered.

“Then what did you mean?” Aaron sighed.

Daryl gnawed on his lip for a moment, “Was mad...needed ta get it out ‘fore I talked to ‘im.”

“Why?” Aaron sighed again.

“‘Cause my dad always got mad, took it out on us,” Daryl swallowed, running a hand through his hair, “Wouldn’t never hurt none of ya but...I know how I am; was gonna yell and scare ‘im, I know it.”

Aaron swallowed, looking down at Paul for a moment, “How are you feeling?”

“Better now,” Daryl swallowed, “Lydia shot her first buck...think bein’ outside the wall helped a little.”

Aaron just nodded softly and scooted over a little, moving Paul with him, “C’mon, get in here.”

Daryl crawled into bed, taking his place on the outside. He leaned down, touching Paul’s cheek softly as he did. He blinked a few times, his eyes stinging when Paul’s eyes opened.

“Daryl?” he whispered.

“Hey there,” Daryl rasped out, “How ya feelin’?”

“Tired,” Paul swallowed, “Where’d you go?”

“Got some dinner for the place,” Daryl said quietly, “Sorry I left ya all day, darlin’...won’t do it again.”

Paul stared at him for a moment before wrapping his arms around his neck.

Daryl held onto him tightly, wrapping his arms around the small of his back and practically pulling him into his lap, “M’sorry,” he mumbled against his hair.

“It’s okay,” Paul whispered, “You’re here now, it’s okay,” he swallowed, holding him close, “Don’t leave me again, okay? I-I can’t...not right now,” he choked out.

“Won’t,” Daryl shook his head, “Ain’t even gonna go out ta check my traps, showed Lydia how ta do it today, she’s gonna check ‘em with Carl.”

“And I’m only leaving to take Gracie to school and back,” Aaron added, rubbing his back, “We’re here for you as long as you need.”

Day Two

In the early hours of the morning, Daryl tensed when he heard the sound of whimpering. He woke up and saw Paul was in a fitful sleep, mumbling to himself.

“Stop, stop, stop, no.”

Daryl wrapped his arms around him tightly, “M’here,” he whispered against the side of his head, careful not to wake Aaron, “Me and Aaron ain’t gonna let no one hurt ya.”

Paul tensed for a moment, still breathing hard, before curling into Daryl’s chest, holding onto his t-shirt tightly, but relaxing.

Daryl just sighed softly, looking down at him.

When Paul woke the next morning, he was alone in bed. He heard voices talking in the living room and smelled pancakes being cooked. He swallowed and got out of bed, slowly walking out to the living room...making sure he avoided the mirror above their dresser in the process.

He was sure he looked like a disaster at this point.

“Paul,” Aaron breathed out when he saw him walk in.

Ezekiel was standing there, talking to them from where he was seated on the couch.

“What’s going on?” Paul whispered, “Why are you here?”

“We were on our way back from Montgomery Park, I took a detour myself to come and check on you,” Ezekiel said, standing up. He walked up to him, pulling him into a tight hug.

Paul took a shaky breath and hugged him back, tightly. He closed his eyes and tried to imagine he was somewhere safe, but he just...couldn’t, not with everything going on.

“I suggested to them that maybe you should come back to the Kingdom with me,” Ezekiel said quietly.

“I have stuff to do here,” Paul whispered, “A war to plan. I told you before and I’ll tell you again, you can’t just lock me behind the walls and keep me there for safekeeping.”

“It’s just a thought,” Ezekiel said, pulling away and moving his hair from his face, “Please let Carol give you a trim next time she’s here or you are with us at the Kingdom. You know I love it, but you’re starting to develop split ends.”

Paul snorted out a laugh, rolling his eyes.

“Well,” Ezekiel said, pulling away, “I thank you for the pancakes,” he told Daryl and Aaron, “Do not hesitate to contact the Kingdom should you need anything, as always,” he said, “And be careful,” he added before walking out.

Paul watched after him for a moment before looking over to his boyfriends, “You’re not sending me away,” he said simply, “I’m a part of this community and I’m going to fight for it, if we have to.”

Aaron nodded in agreement but Daryl didn’t say anything, staring out the window.

“You disagree?” Paul asked, crossing his arms.

“Seein’ ‘im once put ya laid up in bed for two days,” Daryl told him, “Ya won’t leave the damn house, Paul. How ya gonna go to war knowin’ he’s leadin’ them fuckers?”

“I’ll manage,” Paul swallowed.

“Ya won’t,” Daryl said quietly, “Hey, I get it, man. I’ve had shit that made me shut down. But I wouldn’t risk bein’ out on the battlefield when that happened,” he took a deep breath, “Aaron and I think ya should go and stay with Ezekiel.”

“Cool, I don’t,” Paul said simply, “And trust me, you can’t make me stay somewhere I don’t want to be,” he said, his tone slightly challenging, “So drop it. I’m not going anywhere,” he said, holding eye contact Aaron for a moment.

Aaron just nodded, breaking it and walking over to hug him tightly, “We just want you safe,” he explained, “We weren’t making decisions for you.”

Paul hugged him back but kept eye contact with Daryl over his shoulder, not backing down. He wasn’t about to be sent away like some frail princess to be locked into a tower. He was a warrior, he’d fought in two wars now and he wasn’t about to risk missing a third when they would need all the help they could get.

“Hey, I was thinking about showering,” Aaron said, pulling away -breaking Paul’s eye contact with Daryl- and trying to fix Paul’s hair, “How about you join me?”

“Your way of saying I smell?” Paul smirked.

“My way of saying you’re both very gorgeous and Daryl was just about to go out to have a cigarette on the porch, so I need some company.”

Daryl scoffed but still headed towards the front door anyways, “Gonna run over ta the pantry, get us somethin’ for dinner...might stop at the butcher’s and see how they’re handlin’ my deer.”

Paul stared at him.

“I’ll be back before you’re even done in there,” Daryl smirked, nodding towards the door, “Go on.”

Paul just sighed, turning back to Aaron, “Guess it’s just you and me, hot stuff.”

“How are you feeling?” Aaron asked quietly, moving Paul’s wet hair so he could wash his upper back, gently massaging him as he did. Paul’s back was always a mess of knots and no matter how hard he and Daryl tried, there was always a few there.

“Fine,” Paul mumbled, his eyes closed as worked on rinsing out his hair with his hands.

“Don’t lie, Paul,” Aaron sighed, “This is a lot, especially for you. I know you...you need the fresh air. Staying inside like this isn’t good for you.”

Paul finally turned around, his back to the stream of water coming from the shower head to rinse off. He looked up at Aaron, sadness in his eyes, “I’m scared,” he admitted, his voice quiet. Aaron almost didn’t hear him over the water.

“Paul…” Aaron trailed off.

“I’m scared,” Paul said firmly, “But in here? I know I’m safe for now. I just…” he took a shaky breath, “I need that for just a little bit longer, okay?”

Aaron stared at him for a moment before nodding, leaning down and pressing a kiss to his forehead, “Whatever you need, okay? We’ll be here for you.”

Day Three

Aaron woke up in the morning to Daryl’s morning wood pressed against his ass, half of his body on top of his. He huffed and swatted at his shoulder, “Lack of oxygen woke me up.”

Daryl just groaned into the pillow, rolling over a little. He tensed up before fully waking, “Where the hell is Paul?” he demanded.

Aaron quickly jumped out of bed, knocking on the bathroom door, though it was obviously open and there was no answer. He went through the living room and their little kitchen to Paul’s office, not seeing him there either. He cracked Gracie’s door, seeing her still asleep in bed, and even checked the storage closet.

Daryl swung open the door and almost ran right into Paul’s back, “The hell you doin’?!” he asked, his voice raised a little.

“Talking to Maggie,” Paul said quietly, still very close to the door.

“He missed our weekly meeting, I got worried,” Maggie told him, standing on the grass in front of their house, “Figured I’d pop by and check.”

“I’m fine, thanks for worrying,” Paul laughed weakly, “Just...feeling a little under the weather. I didn’t want to risk getting anyone else sick,” he said, his voice a little shaky. He felt Daryl’s hand press to the small of his back in encouragement.

“Well...just wanted ta be sure,” Maggie said.

“I’ll be over later today,” Paul blurted out, “To pick Gracie up from school...I’ll come with Aaron. We can go over our notes then.”

Maggie smiled at him, “Sounds good! See ya then!” she said before turning and walking away.

Paul immediately whipped around, wrapping his arms around Daryl’s neck tightly, standing on the tips of his toes.

“Okay, okay,” Daryl said quickly, moving them inside enough that he could kick shut the door. He held onto him tightly, “You’re okay, that was real good.”

Paul let out a teary laugh, “I didn’t think anything of talking to her until I stepped outside,” he choked out, “I was so scared once I realized I was out there.”

“It’s okay,” Daryl said quietly, nodding to Aaron when he walked over, “You’re safe behind these walls, ya know that...it’s good ya know that. We’ll all go to pick Gracie up today and I’ll go up with ya ta talk ta Maggie.”

Paul took a shaky breath, “I’m going to get better...I promise. I just...I need a little bit of time.”

“You can take as long as you need,” Aaron reassured him, “It’s okay, Paul...it’s going to be okay.”

#cs;

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deanbowlegsackles · 6 years

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We’re Not Too Far Gone Pt. 2

Title: Some Sort of Life

Characters: Teen!Dean x Teen!Reader, Rick, Carl, Sam

Words: 1353

Warnings: zombies, cussing?

Part 1

A/N: Wow, i honestly hate myself for how long this has taken. As of this year, im making it a goal of mine to dedicate more time to writing! Anyway, here’s part 2! I hope you like it and, as always, feedback is appreciated! :)

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It has been about two weeks since the citizens of Woodbury arrived here at the prison. Dad had given them some of the empty cells in our block and the rest set up in one of the other empty cell blocks. They haven’t been here long, but they are already helping us build a community. One that looks like it could last for a while. You and Beth were put in charge of getting all the children settled in, especially if they didn’t have any parents. You forgot about all the other children that were out there. Until now, Carl and Judith were the only kids that mattered to you. Most of the kids from Woodbury were around the same age as Carl, maybe a little younger. You sort of envied these kids, though. They are literally surviving the apocalypse, one that you don’t think you could if you were there age. If you were lucky, you’d maybe survive two months. But now, you’re 17 and had been training to go into the police academy, just like your dad, so at least you were conditioned. This unfair world took away their childhood and has turned them into little fighters, just trying to make it through each day. You weren’t gonna lie, the beginning was tough, but it was Carl that kept you going, and he still is.

There were a lot of kids from Woodbury. There were two older boys, Zach and Dean, who were about the same age as you and Beth. You learned that Dean had a younger brother, named Sam, who was apparently the same age as Carl. Surprisingly, Carl and Sam hit it off and they were becoming almost inseparable. It made you happy seeing that Carl finally had someone his age to hang out with and maybe even preserve the little bit of kid he has left in him. Of course, with the boys constantly being together, you ran into Dean quite often. Not to mention, whenever he wasn’t on a supply run, he was out helping you dad farm. You never took Dean as a farm boy, he seemed more like a bad boy, ladies man. But you didn’t know him yet, so who were you to judge.

“Hey Dad, lunch is ready,” you called out to him. He was out in the stable, brushing out Michonne’s horse.

“Alright, I’ll be up in a minute,” he replied, completely into what he was doing. You knew your father wouldn’t come up for lunch. These past few weeks, he would constantly be out here planting crops or feeding the pigs. You were a little worried about him. Ever since Woodbury and the incident with Carl, he doesn’t carry his gun anymore and he’s stepped down from leading the group. He started to have Carl out there helping him, which is probably good for him.

“Yeah, I knew you were gonna say that,” you smirked, “Here, I brought you a sandwich,” pulling it out from behind your back and walking it over to him.

“Thanks, sweetheart.” your dad smiled, placing a kiss on your head.

“That’s what I’m here for” you giggled, “Everything's okay, though, Dad?”

“Yeah, I’m good. As long as I have you, Carl, and Judith, I’m good.”

“Okay, well I’m gonna go find your mini-me and bring him some lunch too. See you tonight, yeah?” you questioned. He gave you a nod.

You headed over to Woodbury’s cellblock to find Carl and give him his lunch. Since he was helping your dad or in his cell, you figured that he must be hanging out with Sam. You had to walk through the locker room to get to the Winchester’s cell. You were making your way around the corner and ran right into Dean, who was putting away some dirty clothes and a towel.

“Oh my gosh, I am so sorry!” you quickly apologized.

“It’s all good! Y/N right? Mr. Grimes’ daughter?” he smiled.

“Yeah, and your Dean,” you had never really noticed how attractive he was, with his bright green eyes and freckled face.

“So, what brings you over here, Y/N?” Dean asked you.

“I’m actually looking for my little brother, I brought him some lunch. I couldn’t find him anywhere else, so I figured he was hanging out with Sam.”

“Ah and here I thought you were coming over here to see me” he winked at you.

“Very funny,” you laughed, “Do you happen to know where the boys are?” you questioned. This was one of the first interactions you had with Dean. He seemed super nice and funny, overall a great guy.

“Oh, yeah! They’re just chilling in our cell!”

“Great! Thank you so much! And sorry again for running into,” you apologized again.

“No worries! Um hey Y/N? Ya know since your one of the few people here that’s my age, maybe we can get together sometime and get to know each other a little better?” Dean asked you.

“Sure, Dean. I’d like that” you replied, looking down to hide your blush.

“Awesome! Well, I guess I’ll see you around then,” he said, the corners of his mouth turning up.

“Yeah, especially with these brothers of our!” you joked “See you later, Dean” you waved, moving on your way to Carl.

“Carl? You in here?” you called out.

“In here!” you heard you brother answer, coming for the fourth cell.

“Hey boys, whatcha doing in here?”

“Just reading our comics. You remember my sister, right Sam?” Sam nodded in return.

“Well, I figured you lose track of time and just wanted to bring you some lunch.” you told him, handing him a sandwich.

“Thanks, Y/N!”

“No problem, squirt,” you said, ruffling his hair. “I’ll see you later tonight for dinner. Be good, boys!” you winked, as you headed back to your cell.

Soon the day turned into night. Luckily, your dad and brother remember to come back for dinner. Once everyone was finished, you all headed back to your cells to get ready for bed. You weren’t that tired so you decide to read the book you had recently started. Of course, Carl was reading another one of his comics. You had just put just put Judith down in your cell and cracked your book open when your dad walked in. The cells were too small for all four of you to stay together so you stay in a cell with Judith, your dad and carl in the one next door.

“Hey, she asleep?” your dad asked you.

“Not yet, I just put her down. You know Dean, right Dad?”

“The boy who helps out in the garden? Yeah, why?” he questioned you, somewhat confused.

“No reason really, I just ran into him today on my way to give Carl lunch and he asked me if we could hang out sometime, since there aren’t many other people his age. I told him that we could and I guess I just wanted to know what you thought of him.” you inquired.

“I mean I don't really know him, Y/N, but from what I’ve seen and gathered from him, he doesn’t seem too bad. I think’d it be good for you to talk to him, he seems like needs someone else to talk to. Especially since your brother’s been hanging around his.”

“Thanks Dad, what would I do without you?” you giggled

“You’d be fine,” the corner of his mouth turning up, then placing a kiss on Judith’s head and placing her back in her crib. “Night, sweetheart.”

“Night, Dad.”

As your dad walked out, you couldn’t help but think back to Dean. You were surprised your Dad with what he said. You thought he’d be totally against you hanging out with a guy, let alone someone who lived with the Governor. But you were glad he wasn’t. You were actually excited to get to know Dean and have someone else to hangout with besides Beth. Even though she was your best friend, sometimes you needed a break. So you decided, tomorrow you were going to get to know Dean Winchester.

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