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zevlors-tail · 2 years

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YEAHHHHHHHHHHH LET'S GOOOOOOOOO

#i was so nervous i was gonna get Jaehee lololol #thank GOD #Jaehee i love you but i needed this #cant believe i used to hate this man #actually yes i can.#it took me a long time to see past the ponytail #IM SORRY ZEN LMAO #you're a really sweet guy though #anyways. YEAHHHHH BABY THATS WHAT IM TALKIN ABOUT!!!! LETS GOOOOOOOOOO #i have that tiktok audio stuck in my head RIP 😭

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etheries1015 · 4 months

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I love this silly old man he's so babygirl

I imagine that after years and years of feeling very alone and isolated not only by having to figure out a way to hatch Malleus for 200 YEARS by his lonesome but also shunned by the country he literally fought in a war for, he's desperate for validation and assurance.

And you can give him just that, an unbiased person who wasn't even from this world. Maybe he tries to find solace in his person and comfort through you, as if you were sent to this place to bring upon some sort of new perspective for a broken world. For if you, a completely unrelated person to his planet, accepted him fullheartedly, maybe he could come to love himself too.

Not to make what he said deeper or anything 😭 it ain't that deep but I went down a rabbit hole of angst 😐 that whole "you must be brought to us by some sort of force beyond our understanding!" But in reality ur just some person lookin' like the standing emoji

But some people try to find their peace in any way they can, and sometimes that peace is through another person they WANT to believe is more significant than they are.

I wanna give him smoochies <3

#slowly becoming a Lilia fanblog at this point HAHA #THE LOVE I HAVE FOR THIS MAN IS ACTUALLY INSANE #I CANT BELIEVE I USED TO HATE HIM WHEN I FIRST STARTED THE GAME #AND NOW HE HAS ME BY MY NECK #Twisted wonderland #Lilia vanrouge #twst #twst headcannons #twisted wonderland headcannons #twst book 7 spoilers

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tragicotps · 9 months

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Asriel Belacqua + his biggest weakness aka Marisa Coulter

#his dark materials #masriel #asriel x marisa #asriel belacqua #marisa coulter #a little compilation of Asriel being a sucker for marisa #its kinda funny how she's all like HE obvi LOATHES me&wants me and our daughter DeaD so F hiM and he's all like I LOVE YOU Pls LOVE ME BACk #*puppy dog eyes*#he tries and fails so hard lmao #this took me waaaaay longer to make than I expected #but it was worth it 😆#I love this idiot of a man #the subtle eyebrow raise when he says 'not just her' 😭😭#like he wants to say HAVE I NOT BEEN SUPERCLEAR ABOUT THIS OR DO YOU NEED ME TO SPELL IT OUT #these actors really gave it their best with the material they had #i still cant believe they didnt even use one good marisa line from the books in s3 #we shouldve married and brought her up ourselves #what will happen to us #is this the end of everything #ive never hated you but I could see why you might hate me #i cant bear the thought of oblivion asriel #i told him i was going to betray you but i lied too well #She felt as soft and light in his arms as she had when Lyra was conceived thirteen years before #GAHHHHHH im just 🥺🥺🥺 whyyy #ignore all these useless tags #i wanted to add more to this set but tumblr didnt let me #mine

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codecicle · 5 months

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tumblr is wild. my friends and genuine lifelong bonds I've made on here are making posts talking about how they appreciate and love me and my boyfriend (who I also met through tumblr) because us being sweet together on the dash makes them happy. then i go back to reblogging the clip of charlie slimecicle in the shower rubbing soap on his chest making his tits bounce and honestly I wouldn't have it any other way peak website peak performance this is amazing. 12/10 no notes

#i make yet anothet post just for me 👍#craziest shit thats ever happened to me man #these past two days genuinely make me so happy #fuck this yaoi earth dude. cant believe people care about us this way #its so so so so kind to see man seriously #im losing it rn #<- in the biggest slash pos way possible #i hate venting and shit but like. oh my god you have no idea what stupid little kind shit means to ms #me #i cant believe ive met the people that i have :] its so fucking cool #i also cant believe that sentence exists in the same post as me going feral over charlie slimecicle big naturals #thats just somehting that sso normal #inguess :DD

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cavefairy · 3 months

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anyways i re-experienced the joys of the radio when i left the house earlier (phone was being icky so i had to use the radio instead of spotify for music)

i think its nice that i landed on a classic rock station, probably wouldnt have left it on if i hadnt. i missed 3 doors down, i missed daughtry, i missed five finger death punch. i set all my lil station preset buttons and flipped around for the entire hour drive to and from where i had to go tonight. even after my phone stopped acting up, i kept the radio on.

in conclusion, pleasepleasePLEASE use the radio every now and then. its just really nice. plus it hits different, hearing a song on the radio by pure chance rather than on a playlist you know you put it on, yknow

#sorry im just. feeling some things. found two songs for my broppy playlist that i wouldnt have thought to add otherwise.#the radio is so nice i cant believe i ever decided i hated it #i mean sure i was excited to have a cd player in my old car. sure i was happy to have access to spotify after i no longer had the cd player #but the radio ? oh man. i havent used it in a long time. this was a good day. this was a good day.

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yuridovewing · 3 months

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ngl i know it happened cause like, “lol im gonna fuck your mom” jokes are common and funney (and im not on a pedestal i make those jokes a lot LOL) and on a surface level if you havent read the books (which by the amount of love for how deep and nuanced dotc is, i can tell a lot of people havent actually read it) its a weird and bizarre thing and people likely just ran with that and made a joke out of it, but i really never liked the jokes about star flower and clear sky because like… the way star flower is treated is really gross and unsettling and its not a spiteful or petty thing shes doing, he likes her bc shes his sons age and will obey his every whim because “shes bad and needs to earn decent treatment” and she wants to atone or whatever and shes literally treated like a prize he gets for being suuuch a good boy now (now he ONLY abuses women, instead of abusing AND murdering them)

#truly i feel insane bc i read those books when they came out and they do not match fanon perception at all #‘’oh you just cant comprehend that clear sky is a complex character and you hate redemption arcs-‘’#no…. no hes just a wifebeater. thats all he is. hes a character who abuses and kills the people around him and then he sees god #and hes like ‘’im a good person cause i believe in god and my dead wife said i was ok’’#and then he proceeds to allow known abusers in his ranks and still control and abuse his cats #all while the female characters suffer or die for his development #the erins quite literally want you to think he was never really bad bc they have a black and white view of good and evil #see clear skys not evil cause hes not a filthy foreigner >:( hes a good christian man #like i get it we watched the always gold map and it was fantastic and it was so good it made us think dotc was an underrated gem #but like…. its not real none of this is real. clear sky as a character is just abuse apologia man pain whining for the authors

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mueslicrumbs · 1 year

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who's got you blushing like that

#i hate sanji #tumblr user alyosita this is for u #wet rag of a man i cant believe i drew him TWENTY times #i need to be stopped im literslly that meme of *20 pictures of sanji fall out of my pocket*#my art #one piece #black leg sanji #one piece sanji #sanji #op sanji #vinsmoke sanji #feel free to use these as icons but also pick ur faves #dont need to credit me btw just take him. please. adopt a rat today #i want him in a washing machine on high spin cycle #tell me what hes blushing at i wanna know #and tell me ur faves!!!!!!#picture these as the mugshots on the front of adoption cages. for rats

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hecksupremechips · 9 days

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Girl like. The reason he said "this is how it should be" and faced death with a smile....is cuz he wanted to die. For 2 years he sat there thinking he was worthless and deserved to die. If he hadn’t be shot, his death would’ve been suicide, he was fully planning to die in a gutter somewhere undetected. When saying "this is how it should be" hes literally saying "don’t cry because I’m dying, my death is a good thing actually because I fucking suck and you are better off without me". I don’t think that’s badass even slightly, it’s actually really sad and really shitty. Shinjiro is so convinced that he deserves to die and hates the idea of anyone giving a shit about him because he literally can’t wrap his mind around the idea that he will be missed when he’s gone, that his death is a bad thing actually. And his last words were meant to be comforting because he fully did not intend for anyone to be there when he died, he intended to die alone, so he says them as a reminder that he’s not worth crying over

Personally, if it were me, if I was holding my dying best friend in my arms who was deeply depressed and suicidal and he said "this is how it should be" uh. I wouldn’t admire him for it??? Like am I losing my mind when I say the way this game handles Shinji is bad or is anyone else seeing this too 😰

#its like okay listen i understand the basic math of any persona game they say things and everything they say is actually #very bad when you think about it for more than 3 seconds #like what theyre intending to do with the death of this character is be like oh no your sad friend dies tragically thats so saddddd #but that doesnt mean you cant live a wonderful life full of meaning you cant let grief consume you life is beautiful awagga #and i guess shinji is a specific character whos used cuz i guess its more tragic that he never realized he was worthy of life and shit #and i guess its also like ‘dont be like this guy who let grief consume him and then died you gotta Be Different’#which i dont. love. that last part cuz if you think about shinji and what led him down this road #its like. of course hes depressed! he accidentally killed a woman with a child when he was 16!#he himself is an orphan and he just made some other kid an orphan as well and it happened cuz his persona went out of control #which very much can translate to ‘this must mean im dangerous and can hurt everyone if im not kept under control’#so of course he isolated himself and believed he was evil and became suicidal like who wouldnt feel that way #like am i supposed to be mad he left sees and took drugs cuz uh while i dont think isolation or Evil Drug is good for his mental health #i dont think him continuing to fight in sees is something he can just easily do again given how he killed someone like he shouldnt have to #be a part of this thing anymore like how would he even safely get castor to not do that??? he cant kill more people on accident!#so yeah like using shinji as an example of bad coping mechanisms is already just. a big fucking oof to me like it just feels like the game #is saying he shouldve gotten over it and simply not be suicidal and stayed on the team. idk if thats the intent but uh it wouldnt faze me #cuz persona games are notoriously awful at writing characters who are traumatized and abused #but what makes everything even worse is how the game kinda like. acts like shinjis death is a stepping stone #like we’re supposed to use it as a wake up call and understand the stakes but keep going on anyways #and akihiko and Ken get. ‘great character development’ according to the game telling you they have now developed #but damn all akihiko is is just repressed he cries for 3 seconds and then is like I SHOULD MAN UP and then neglects a depressed child #shinjis dying words are words to live by now even though they piss me the fuck off like girl am i crazy HES FUCKING #HES TELLING ME NOT TO CRY OVER HIM BECAUSE HE SHOULD BE DEAD ACTUALLY AND THIS IS A GOOD THING ACTUALLY #like if the game wants us to still find meaning in life despite losing someone it just really hurts that shinji has to die for that to work #apparently. cuz the character i see myself in is shinji. not some perfect prettyboy who does everything perfectly and has 4 gfs #his death seems like a punishment for bad behavior. the bad behavior being of course depression and drug use. and im simply supposed to be #better than that if i want to live. and we dont get to form a connection with him cuz thats gayyyyy #and his death is like a NOBLE HEROIC SACRIFICE idk its just such bullshit to me i hate it so bad #how is killing a suicidal guy and then treating it as admirable that he said ‘this is how it should be’ supposed to make me feel #makes me feel sick personally and it ruins the entire game’s theme to me because its fucking shallow and the story is bad and im tired

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todayisafridaynight · 9 days

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OMG you’re so right i need them to sell a yoshitaka mine tie like how atlus did with tohru adachi….

the people demand extremely-specific merch rgg what is your move 🎤

#snap chats #id kill several bacterium for a fisherman daigo statuette .... into the jar IMMEDIATELY ....#i was thinking of a mine statuette yesterday cause I Need To Rotate Him ... it'll never happen tho ....#anyway bullying first anon cant believe you caught onto my adachi tie reference 😔#if i were a weaker man i woulda bought it (read: if it was released six years ago)#i just think its fucked up its been like six years since i was into persona what the hell #and i still love her ... idc if everyone else hates you Yes you are kinda wack but thats ok ..... you gave us Your Affection ....#and kanji ..... kanji tatsumi ily ...

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du-hjarta-skulblaka · 24 days

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Feeling slightly better today because I finally cleaned up the last worst part of the mould so now keeping everything clean should be a lot easier

Also recieved $30 (thank you!!) bringing the total this month to...around £90, after exchange and processing? Currently sitting with £40 bc my phone bill came out and, yeah, we're generally short a couple hundred and we got less in this month to begin with. Currently trying to decide between electricity and being allowed to work lmfao

Kofi as always, just in case anyone is still up to helping <3

#to be absolutely clear bc these are things i think and worry.#i am not repeating things and bringing up our exact problems bc im looking for pity or trying to guilt trip for money #please please whatever else you may think reading these posts please know that has never been my intention #i hate. h a t e. how much we've been relying on generosity #but i am trying to be clearer about the exact state of things for us for the sake of clarity and transparency #like...i feel awful knowing ive taken nearly a hundred quid from people this month and im still stuck here trying to pick #what is less painful to sacrifice #its work lmfao i gotta get that paid today or else i dont get to actually earn my own money but the POINT is #i hate it. i hate it but i dont see other immidiate options.#right now we'll most likely lose power over the weekend but we're both working so. eh.#we're also out of a few groceries and if we DO lose power we cant cook what we have and will lose a freezer full of stuff #so. ugh. yeah at the end of the day thiscis me begging for even more money and i hate myself for it #we just. we gotta get through this month man #i need to believe things will be easier next month. ive been saying that for over a year now but i gotta

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bonesrbleaching · 28 days

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had the most braindead repetitive conversation/argument with my parents. buzz cuts are too masculine but if you dye a design on it it become effeminate which is bad because then you look weak and if youre weak then society falls apart (all societies ever that have fallen apart for any reason are actually because of feminine men) and we start sacrificing babies. and also all mental illness is invented because only 4 people had anxiety in the 90s and covid was made up so that we would all become gay and trans and then the government can control us better and be joe biden's little sex slaves. and also i need to keep my hair long because my father finds it attractive. what

#lolaa.txt #what do i even tag this with . my mother wouldn't let me leave and i kept asking for sources and she kept saying 'i'm your mother!!!'#'i wouldnt lie to you!'#okay. say that to someone maybe who doesnt know you lie to them all the time.#its tiring going around in circles with her.my father is better because at least he admits when he doesnt have a reason for feeling some wa #also what got me. she said 'do you own research if you want!! but im right!!!'#yeahh not seeing anything about anything you just said. i think you made that up.#i have a theory that my mother secretly hates herself because she believes all women are weak and must serve strong men #and my father has so so much trauma and anxiety that he cant be that strong man #so now she feels like shes betraying her very biology when she has to step up.#and also because i am stronger than her now and my hair is long and far far denser than hers and i have a younger face #that she feels that im wasting my precious femininity that she could be using. does that make sense.#shes so miserable trapped in her idea of what makes a man and a woman what they are. once you stop caring about what makes someone somethin #you dont have to worry about anyone else.#im queer because i dont really feel that connection to biological and social ideas of gender that my parents seem to #never really have #im not gonna theorize 'ohh shed be happier nonbinary' or stuff like that because it is up to you and you alone to define who you are #if you spend your whole life trying to fit a box for the sake of fitting the box #then when would you have any space for self discovery #youve invented personality traits to go along with your box. now you can never ever change or grow as a person. congrats #and you know what? one day she will die. and that will be the end of that.#and i will live and i will probably shave my head a thousand times. and come up with new names #and new ways to be a better person that makes me feel happy #and i will dress like a boy because its all made up anyways. who cares.#and if you care? that much about what im wearing or how i look?#then thats your problem and i wont be responsible to maintain your happiness.#SORRY RANT OVER.#im just so flabbergasted. what a sad life someone can lead poisoned by jealously and reactive rhetoric.#tw homophobia #tw transphobes

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dq1 · 2 months

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#hate avpd man i hate that ill never be able.to be close to people the way they would want me to #exgf literally left me also because i went through a phase of not really wanting to be touched and needing alone time bc of said avpd #like how could i ever have a relationship when i need to have my own room even in a relationship sometimes...or spend time separate #and its on and off bc sometimes i will b up someones ass but then 2 days later i need to not really talk much and be totally alone 4 a week #like idk ! i am not ! a lovable person !#back and forth from hypersexual to nearly asexual sometimes. clingy to wanting to b alone. needing my own bed and stuff #half the time I'm not even good at cuddling without getting overstimulated #qpp and i basically codependents but i dont even know if either of us have the ability to have a closer relationship than that w a partner #we r only 20s but i feel like we have practically given up #add weird spiritual beliefs i have on top of that like how could someone love me when im insane and delusional and avoidant and whatever #cant believe exgf got annoyed when i would just wanna play ovw alone or something instead of sitting in bed watching her watch yt videos #like idk i need space sometimes too im just frustrated rn omfg #like am i destined to only being ok at ldr ... but even then i dont text well when j want to be Alon #kill me omfg....... this is ridiculous

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snekdood · 11 months

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Quite honestly, i think people just dont like to acknowledge how many times i have been victimized bc it doesnt work for their narrative of the Scary Bad Trans Guy With No Regard For Others And Likes To Kick Puppies And Doesnt Know Real Pain Or Trauma