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austinsastrology8991 · 10 months

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> Mars in Houses < How you fight demons by becoming more demony ANd where others thirsty for yo Red-Bull-shit

Mars in First - Red bull gave you wings. your venom is oozing out yo teeth, but you still grinning at anything that moves. you act out a lot -and we let you - only because we don't wanna be the reason you lashed out - and you will justify your outbursts with any reason possible. because anything and everything makes you jump into a fist fight. and we don't wanna hear it was our fault later when we all know its your fault Mars in Second - Red bull made you sleep. you tired of fighting, but you will never surrender - so like what do you even want. your easily the most annoying person to get in a fight with because you never quit even if you lost the fight. passive in yo jabs but you a genius at pissing me off. and honestly the only reason i put up with it is because you so god damn sensual but your the definition of walking on egg shells Mars in Third - Red bull gave you intrusive thoughts. You are irrationally provocative and you don't even care that you just pissed everyone off with yo shit talking. you are able to have a conversation, but you must get the final word, and this final word, is why we all roll our eyes at you whenever you say yo 'piece.' notice how know one talks shit back to you? talk is cheap Mars in Fourth - Red bull gave you cancer - you hold in a lot, and we know your insides are boiling into a hot soup and thats why everyone so nice to you. we dont want to be the ones you vomit at. and we know its because yo mama made you bite yo tongue as a kid. and well we gotten used to it Mars in Fifth - Red bull gave you energy - get hyper - *dubstep**ksi appears** your dominant simply because your energy is overwhelming to others > you got the loudest laugh > the 'funniest' jokes > the biggest rawr xd > no one gonna step to you because you loud , and to extinguish yo flames we gotta call the fire brigade because you set the whole building on fire Mars in Sixth - Red bull gave you band aids/aids - you the most non combative person but can cut anyone so easily. you know exactly how to put someone down, and thats why you dont look for fights, because it feels like work at dis point. undercover freaks Mars in Seventh - Red bull gave you an erection - RED ROCKET RED ROCKET ummm do you really gotta show yo red rocket to everyone. seriously you working everyone as if you plan on sleeping with everyone. and the people you really wanna sleep with man, never seen a bigger simp, but keep pretending you a pimp, i mean i would too if i was as thirsty as you Mars in Eighth - Red bull gave you demon wings - scary. you can expose anyone by diggging into their psyche/secrets, and after you expose them, you console them, make them feel better about how you made them yo bitch. I mean its impressive how well you keep your secrets to yourself, but man do you exterminate everyone elses and its uncomfortable to be yo target Mars in Ninth - Red bull made you jump off something high - loud ambitions and a whole buncha energy. and well we know you have a grand plan to take over the world, but we done hearing about it we just waiting to see if you got the balls to do it. oh wow you actually jumped off the cliff and nearly died. was it as legendary as you thought it would be > i mean shit, imma talk about it so maybe? Mars in Tenth - Red bull made you put on a suit - Professionally a proffesional. a professional that proffeses they a profesional professionally like professionals who are proffesional. do you feel like i gave you the respect you deserved, or do you feeel im mocking you? they ask themselves this typa shit 24/7 because they dont wanna get spat on, but they so used to it - so they put themselves in only win win situations to avoid anything 'unprofessional'

Mars in Eleventh - Red bull gave you purpose - yall are kinda fearless but we all know its because you so afraid you wont get your way lol. but you masters at getting yo way, but that just means people dont wanna get in yo way... now ask yourself. how beneficial is this really. i mean at least nothing is an obstacle, but also no one helping you, becasue your attitude has convinced everyone you dont need help, and we also don't want to Mars in Twelfth - Red bull made you think he gave you wings - yall into infecting peoples minds; thats yo weapon. you know the exact right things to pull off to get people stuck in a thought loop of guessing what ifs of what is actually nothing at all. and this 'weapon' after a while, is completely useless after yo game is revealed, but yall are intriguing and are always shapeshifting into some new shit

#mars houses #astrology houses #astrology #astrology blog #astro community #astrology notes #astrology observations #astrology placements #house placements

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purpleangelsele · 1 year

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Stranger things incorrect quotes that came from the mileven discord server.

Mike: All a cute girl has to do is talk to me and I’m smitten

Mike: I’m trying to be funny over text with her WHY AM I TRYING TO BE FUNNY

Lucas: UR A COMEDIAN U GOT THIS

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Max: HAPPY WOMENS DAY WHO WANTS TO KISS ME???

El: ME ME ME ME

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Steve: WAIT I THOUGHT DUBAI WAS IN THE US.. OH WAIT I MEAN DETROIT

Robin:STEVE

Steve: I AM BAD AT GEOGRAPHY

Robin: I MEAN ME TOO BUT I HAVENT MIXED UP DETROIT AND DUBAI

Steve: BUT THEY BOTH HAVE “D” AND “T”

Robin: WHERE IS THE “T” STEVE

Robin: THEY BOTH HAVE AN “I”

Steve: IDK WHERE I WAS GOIN WITH THAT

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Nancy: My thirteen year old brother was bit by another child at school today and tbh it's hysterical

Jonathan: I hope your brother is okay

Nancy: He's fine, the kid didn't have anything contagious but it is so funny

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Lucas: GET OUTTA MY BRAIN

Mike: NO ITS COMFY HERE

Lucas: WE ARE THE SAME

Mike: LITRALLY LIKE OUR MINDS ARE MERGED

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Mike: I’m in my Emo era now Lucas I’m so srry

Max: I knew I smelled an Emo

Lucas: Smh

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Erica: Where else are we gonna talk smack

Dustin: This seems dangerous

Dustin: But maybe a group chat

Steve: Dangerous=great idea

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El: Max is a tsundere

El: A cat if you will

Lucas:El, she is absolutely a tsundere.

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Will: What do y’all think Els favorite fruit is

Mike: Huh…literally the only thing I can think of is pineapple.

Erica: Max

Lucas: ERICA

Erica: A M I WRONG

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Mike: I’m a feminist babyyyyy

El: I thought you said "I do believe in the glorification of murder" and I was like Mike what

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Lucas: Lemme just…

*swoops in and takes your phone*

𝐌𝐖𝐀𝐇𝐀𝐇𝐀𝐇𝐀𝐇𝐀𝐇𝐀

Max: I would actually roundhouse kick you

Lucas: HEYY I wanna see the collection

Max: You haven’t mastered Maxology yet

Lucas: REALLY??? BUT WE ARE MARRIED

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Erica: Literally can’t keep our names out their nasty unwashed yellow ass mouths

Dustin: PLSSSSSS

Robin: ASDFGHJKLAAA ERICA

Erica: I’m just saying the facts

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Steve: “Confusing situation”. It wasn’t confusing. You got scammed.

Robin: Steve really said "fuck them kids"

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Lucas: Still thinking about this tweet

Lucas: There are only two paths you can take in life: comedy or cats

Lucas: I’m really fucking funny but I love cats. I am a rebel.

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Mike: I REMEMBER IN MY CIVICS CLASS THIS GUY SAID THAT WE “need racism” TO KEEP “natural order” THE WHOLE CLASS WENT SILENT

Lucas: What the actual fuck

Mike: Like our class was split 50/50 with liberals and republicans, and even THEY went quiet, he was one of the only guys who spoke up and everything he would say would be so out of pocket

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Joyce: My cousin was pushed down the stairs because she wore lion king galaxy leggings in Highschool and I’m just like damn were they that bad?

Joyce: MY HIGHSCHOOL WAS JUST AWFUL

Nancy: THATS FUCKING INSANE WHAT

Joyce: She’s good now

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Mike: HOW ARE HER EYES LITERALLY SPARKLING

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Max: Mike is gonna have such an inflated sense of how funny he is because of her

Lucas: No legit he is

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Lucas: Why do my fingers always smell like cheese when I'm done with washing the dishes

Lucas: It goes away with soap so I'm not that concerned but why

Max: Do you wear gloves??

El: NO I DONT

Max: LOCKING YOU UP RN

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El: YOURE SO FUNNY

Mike: ITS IN MY JEANS

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Steve: Weenie is such a Dustin word

Steve: Like whenever I see Weenie I just think Dustin

Dustin: It’s such a funny word: weenie

Steve: Some might even call it…strange

Steve: Get it? Cause strange and stranger tingz *coughs*

Robin: I-

Steve: shush

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Nancy: You had to apologize? YOU WERE PUSHED OUT A WINDOW!

Nancy: Like, sharing is caring, but also, DON'T PUSH PEOPLE OUT THE WINDOW!

Robin: I KNOW BUT LUCKILY BENJAMINS SISTER APOLOGIZED TOO SO WE’RE GOOD NOW

Nancy: Oh, okay. Cool. As long as they apologized, too.

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Will: Been helping a friend of mine with relationship issues (despite my limited experience) and she sorta kinda ignored the advice we’ve been giving her and on one hand it’s funny but on the other hand all I can see is it ending in flames

Will: Her: “I think I wanna break up with him.”

Us: “Okay, you’re emotions are running very high right now. Give it a week, ask for some space, think everything over.”

*Less than 48 hours later*

Her: “I broke up with him.”

Us: “Okay, that was probably the right decision. Give each each other some space and maybe you can rekindle a friendship at some point.”

Her: “I also sent him a text saying I didn’t want us to be over.”

Us: “…why????”

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Steve: Toxic masculinity? Excuse me? Have you seen Billy?

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Jonathan: yes I said lobe

Argyle: LoBe

Argyle: What a funny word

Steve:SHURSH

Jonathan and Argyle: Lobe lobe lobe lobe lobeeee

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Mike: LIKE I PROMISE I DONT WANNA KISS EVERYONE WHO I LOOK AT

El: I wanna kiss u bae

Mike: Omg im BLUSHINGGG

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Robin: Me not watching 4 lecture videos for bio and then testing for it tomorrow

Steve: Listen I got u with bio

Steve: So the mitochondria right? It’s the powerhouse of the cell

Robin: My professor asked me what fiber was and I literally had no idea what it was so I just said: isn’t it in blueberries to make you poop??

Steve: I mean ur not wrong

Robin: I thought we would be learning about cells and animal stuff I MISS HIGH SCHOOL BIO

Steve: Isnt fiber in cells

Steve: Like it’s tissue in muscles or something right

Robin: All I know is fiber helps you poop.

Argyle: I’m not goin to act like I know shit

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Max: Sometimes women are so pretty I wanna start crying

Max: Idk it might be time for my annual sexual orientation crisis

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Steve: For the first time in the history of college people came to me for help on an assignment and I hope to god i didn’t blow it

Dustin: I bet u did great

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@fricchead @kl125 @rllybritrlly @elisa-011 @flamingfalcon3 @dustinswill

@mikewheely @mike-haters-dni @mikes-pineapple-pizza @leggomyayygo @matchamenace @truessences @threads-of-gold @teafiend @thearcher-winchester-version @crisperia @claire-de-lune @strangermilanger @silverdawny @darke-sparkly-lagoon @dxncingwithastrxnger @drukkaris-blog @angenian-mileven @alexandrast17 @lenorahills @princessbubblegumss @pjo-fan17 @pa1adin-and-mage @urdearestmom @kand1corn @h0p3l3ssroman @mikewheelzie

Done….for now? Also this is all original quotes, if you want to use them, please credit me.

-Sel💜

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thesimulacrasimp · 3 months

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So yeah, here we go again! I just watched 3rd n 4th eps of hazbin hotel so, again, my thoghts abt it. Idk if i really need to put spoilers warning anymore, but ig ill do it just in case. As with previous post there will be some screenshots.

HAZBIN HOTEL EP 3-4 SPOILERS WARNING!

So tbh i dont have much to say about 3rd ep. Overall it was a really cute ep where everyone kinda got along. Also we met alot of new overlords (that one giant wolf girl was cool as hell) n got a few bop songs. I really like all new voices we got here. Also Velvette was killin in this ep, like slay queen!! Also i didnt know this girl (idk her name srry) was Carmillas (idk if spelled the name correctly--) daughter, that really suprised me.

Ok 4th ep... I have alot to say about it. First of all when that Angels moive started i was like: WTH S GOIN ON WHAT????? Then i thoght that its Angels dream (or nightmare-) n that wolf guy was representation of Valentino. N then when its all started i was like: Oh. I get it.

Speaking about Val, when all that fire started n he opened his wings, that was FUCKING BEAUTIFUL N I REALLY DIDNT EXPECT HIM TO HAVE ACTUAL WINGS, I WAS LIKE: :O I FOR REAL ALWAYS THOUGHT THAT WAS JUST A FUR COAT--- ok n thats literally the only good i can say about Val by now.

That one awful scene with Val n Angel was literally so scary... Ive never been in SA, ive never had such "experience" (and thank GOD for that), but i know that feeling of fear when you just in trap and you cant do anything, i know how that feels to be abused, when you just hiding in corner feeling so fucking scared that you gonna get beated up n yelled again, you KNOW that will happen and you just wait for it in terrify, you literally feel yourself like a little child who cant do anything, you want to share your problems to someone, just wanna cry to someone, but you cant and you need to pretend that everything is okay. I was so scared for Angel in that scene and i really felt it. And the way Angel tried to make Charlie leave before that all happened.. Yes, he definetly knew whats gonna happen n thats so scary...

Anyway OMG VOX HIIII!!!!!! :DDDD

BTW THE FACT THAT HES HOLDING VALS HAND LIKE HE WAS ABOUT TO KISS IT----- THIS SHIP IS TAKING OVER MY BRAIN PLS SEND HELP

Yeah, yknow what really strange thing about all that? Is the fact that Val s obviously a horrible person consindering all the things he done to Angel, but he is still an ENJOYABLE CHARACTER. Like- ofc that awful abusive scene was not enjoyable at all, but for some reason i just cant hate him!! I TRY BUT I JUST CANT N THATS SO WEIRD. probably its because i know its not a real person, its just a character but still-

Also (someone pls count how many times i used this word-) i really didnt expect to see an ACTUAL SEX SCENES IN THE SONG. Ig i shouldve expect it n i kinda did, but i still didnt-

Also this little scene made me fucking cry, for real. But not the fact that Angel crying made me cry, but his line: "If i end up broken, I wont be his favourite toy anymore. And maybe he'll let me go.."

I dont know why this exact line made me cry, but it did and i think this is awesome, because they really made me care for Angel, even tho, again, ive never experienced such feelings so i cant relate to that, but i still feel so bad for him.

Ok can we talk about that Husk was AN OVERLORD??? I WAS LIKE: WHAAAAATT????

And OF COURSE that one Husk n Angels song. You already know how i feel about it so im not even gonna talk bout it! SIKE‼️I WILL!!!!! THIS SONG IS SO FRICKIN CUTE, THE FACT THAT HUSK STARTED TO JOKINGLY (or maybe not jokingly-) SAYING THAT ANGEL IS A LOSER TO BRIGHT HIM UP IS ACTUALLY SO SMART! THEYRE BOTH SO CUTE TOGETHER SINGING AND HOLDING HANDS FOR A LITTLE TOO MUCH!!! AND THIS SONG IS MUSICALLY ALSO SO AMAZING, ITS LITERALLY MY STYLE OF SONGS, MAYBE MY NEW FAV SONG I CANT REALLY TELL RN! And the meaning of this song is really good too. Whatever is happening to you, unless youre not alone, everything is better!

Andddd everything is ended quite good and wholesome! They came to the hotel, Charlie apoligized and everything is good!!

soooo yeah! Thats it i guess! Im pretty sure im gonna edit it if i remember something else i wanted to say, but thats it by now!

My review/thoughts on eps 1-2

My review/thoughts on eps 5-6

My review/thoughts on eps 7-8

#hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel spoilers #hazbin angel dust #hazbin husk #hazbin charlie #hazbin alastor #Spoilers warning #my post #tw sex abuse

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sinkableruby · 11 months

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What are your top 5 Ougi scenes/appearances?

good ask to send me than,k you

starting from 5 well i guess i dont really have like a strict order except for maybe the top one i dont know i dont know i love all of them actually im just gonna do it in chrono order

um spoilers of course dont read this if u havent finished the whole anime (the whole anime!) there will be screencaps...

okay if im going chronoogically i must give my hat to owarimonogtari part 1. wait FUCK theres so many scenes in that shit.......... im gonna be running out of space damnit.... well to summarize it BRIEFLY... (how the fuck do you even summarize it briefly my feelings are large and want to burst out of my chest)... ougis sinister leading araragi down dark paths and poking at his past and knowing the deal but playing-dumbery and antics are just amazing. and shes so cool as she does it how did she get to be that cool! evil and cool.... thats the summary but the scene i would want to talk about is of course the showdown with hanekawa (the first one i guess). uh bc its like really funny? the showdown is great its such a fun buildup of tension and they're like passive-aggressive/plain-aggressive-but-still-loosely-following-social-boundaries trying fighting each other... its great. i think in the light novels when hanekawa says 'but i would have done a better job' ougis smile freezes. you can hear the glass break. you can just hear her in her head shes going like ".......................bitch,? so that's how you wanna play it?" i wish that got animated sometimes. and also of course. it ends how it ends.

its an incredible moment because literally the moment she says this you're like ah. i see. so ougi loses. LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

LIKE GG NO RE 😭😭😭😭😭😭 SORRY OUGI YOU LOST.... DONMAI ITS OK DONT WORRY ABOUT IT. YOU DONT EVEN HAVE TO SEE ANYTHING AFTER ITS LIKE AH. GOTCHA. i was rooting for her to win when i was watching but... this was just so funny. the best way for things to have gone i think.

its also so good how she stands there after like. fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck.......... usually ougi is the one doing things to people and its funny but this is also just so hilarious its done so well.

i also want to talk about otori, because ougi in otori is very cool. my first time watching otori i was very in tune with nadeko so hearing ougi do a kinda takedown of her was a very interesting experience for me. she was very sinister and severe and foreboding...... very fun. and of course when it turns out she's been tugging at the strings..... heeheehee THATS SO COOL. i mean looking at these scenes like some of these shots are so cool.

^ the face of someone so evil......

ok going later

i never see people talking about this one but the scene in hitagi rendevous in owari ge that happens on the second episode after the ending is like. oogh. its like the big instance before the finale proper in ougi dark where the show starts fucking slapping you in the face screaming "PAY ATTENTION THERE'S SOMETHING IMPORTANT HAPPENING HERE"

like this shot this FUCKING SHOT. is it just me? is it just me am i the only one who feels acute pain at this? there's something about it thats just so............... like somethings wrong. like thats what i feel like something is wrong and im concerned for this person you feel me?

shes so tired trying to get his attention and do her job and all that shes pressing the doorbell laying down... and then she sees him and goes like 'im exhausted' and just keeps girlbossing like. and like asks araragi (from her perspective) not to kill her and hes just like no and shes just like damn that sucks oh well lol. like imagine being alive for 6 months having no home (shes laying on the god damn nameplate of his house augh...) and knowing full well you're about to die, the things youre seeing now will be some of the last things you ever experience before your consciousness is gone forever (bc she isnt going to hell shes being erased). that's so cool and awesome (horrifying). anyway ougi doesnt care shes got a job to do X) (shes so insane i love her)

also that home thing and the tiredness thing is one of the big things i wrote ougi stay about so ill just take the chance to plug it if ur still reading this go read my fic! i like it a lot i think its nice. its mostly funny but it also talks about this stuff too a bit. go read it

ok next.

dont know whether to count the different parts of this scene as separate or not but i think it shouldnt be separated bc its all important to the scene and that is OF COURSE: ougi dark starting with ougi's convo with tsukihi (the build up… it's oddly calm so you feel somewhat reassured but you KNOW something's going to happen… the buildup of tension starts here and keeps rising). the contents of that conversation, near the end are like, really cool things to be included because up until that point we still dont have SO much insight as to who ougi is but she opens up a bit to tsukihi here and its kind of a paradigm shift to see.

there's something so poignant about this fraught mood...

such an ougi way of talking about one's feelings about oneself...

at least for me when i was watching i was already like, kinda rooting for ougi bc i wanted bad things to happen to araragi (lol) but also like. ougis just so insanely entertaining and fun that like, uh obviously i would root for her here. so when this fun silly funny little fun character starts bustin out the:

its like woah wait huh back up hold on a second there. i care you>???????

like literally the whole confrontation with ougi and araragi it is just like oh no since when did i care about this character so much oh no oh god oh fuck...

like how come they gotta hit me with all these gut punches what did i do to deserve this

like whats so cool about it is with how its directed and the score (and the voice acting!! the seiyuu did an INCREDIBLE job) and everything you can tell shes scared but like again shes actually insane so she's just gonna be like yeah this is the right way for things to happen

(it seems a lot like she did all this wanting the outcome of her losing to araragi, at least to me. hanekawa also says so in the commentary tracks of ougi dark. so thats another layer. theres so many layers... i dont know how many of these layers people pick up on but by golly do i pick up on them)

and of course he saves her (imagine if he didnt? id kill him. WAIT ACTUALLY THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO ARE LIKE "ARARAGI SHOULDNT HAVE SAVED HER" NEVER GO ON THE REDDIT DISCORD SERVER FOR MONOGATARI PEOPLE ACTUALLY THINK THIS WAY IM LITERALLY GOING TO KILL THEM ITS SO. ok i wont talk about it), and she gets mad and its like i KNEW you were putting up a bold front you had emotions this whole time and then its like. oh you had emotions this whole time and you were totally aware of everything and just kinda had to deal with it thats kinda fucked up (i think a lot about how being an oddity born of self-criticism necessarily means you have to be self-aware and how that leads to ougi being a kind of exceptional type of oddity and like how it ties into identity and like... all that stuff). but the emotional breakdown/outburst is so good... augggghhghhh its so good 😭😭😭

(like i think sometimes about how if they had done this wrong, it would feel out of place for ougis generally not-emotion-showing character/not emotional in general character, but they did it so well... its so good)

and of COURSE to cap off this perfect beautiful wonderful scene we get THE GWEH AKA THE PEAK OF FICTION. IT DOESNT GET BETTER THAN THIS. NO IM NOT JOKING. LITERALLY WHEN I SAW THIS I HAD AN EPIPHANY. NOT JUST BECAUSE ITS ADORABLE BUT BECAUSE ITS LIKE HOLY SHIT INTUITIVELY A PART OF ME UNDERSTANDS. THIS *IS* **THE** BEST CHARACTER. and i went to go pace around my room being hype about it. im not joking really bc the novel talks about it being like "an utterly unattractive true-to-life" groan or something that proves she has "substance" which is like... yeah! she's her own person! not just made of lies or w/e!! the gweh actually ties everything together in such a perfect way and i am physically incapable of remaining in bad mood after i see it. i saw it the first time and i was like :O -> :) -> :DDDDDDDDDD and that hasn't changed since it will always put a smile on my face 😌

also also ougi in zoku owari is incredible too so good. the TEEHEE THE TEEHEE IS SO AMAZING. like YEAH!!!! YOURE A LITTLE ROTTEN PRANKSTER TEEHEE!!!!!! YEAH!!!! TRICKSTER TIME TIME TO BE TRICKY A TRICKY LITTLE TRICKSTER YEAH!!!!!!!!!!! and we get more classic ougi exposition/explanation..... havent talked about this as much but their ideas are so interesting.... theyre so interesting and cool i would pay to hear them share ideas about things.............. anyway one other thing i really appreciate about this scene is the shared intimacy between ougi and araragi. it feels more personal yk. this sorta comfortable, natural, thoughtless intimacy is something i absolutely adore about their dynamic but it basically only happens right here in zoku owari, and not even so much in the light novel version. its interesting... i want to write about it. im GOING to write about it mark my words

also honorable mention to ougi in hanamonogatari. theres nothing like big enough about these scenes to mention in comparison with the rest of them bc theyre so short but. BOY OUGI YEAHHHHHHHHHHH HES TRANS WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO i saw that and i was like >:) yeah kanbaru wym hes been a boy this whole time >:)))) don't misgender him god...... >:))))))))))))) (AND HE LOOKS SO COOL THEY ANIMATED HIM SO COOL BC HES IN BOYMODE HES SUCH A BOY FUCK YEAH)

also fuck i didnt talk about the whole planetarium dream scene. that was also good.

ummm yeah i could just talk about this forever and keep talking about scenes and stuff but ill leave it here bc u said 5 and ive already technically named like 7 at least so. yeah. but i dont really have like a ranking order necessarily, except for ougi dark bc its just so so so SO good.

thank you for enabling my derangement ive been writing this since u sent it to me im so ougipilled right now you wouldnt even believe. im ougi wired.

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the-last-f2p · 1 year

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Yandere promts day 10

10. “You’re lucky I’m so nice. Anyone else would’ve done something horrible, by now.”

Featuring: Thoma

TW:

"Good mornin' Yoimiya-Chan!" You smile to your friend as you sit down infront of her. Man Inazuma is so pretty its been years since you've been here, even though the Sakokou Decree is still in swing but thanks to a certain captain of a boat and a wanderering Samurai you had been dropped of to Ritou! You had a list of names of friends in Inazuma which consisted of Thoma, Ayaka, Ayato, Yoimiya, Heizou ,Kokomi and Gourou.

"Y/N-CHAN ITS BEEN FOREVER!!" Your blonde haired friend tackled you into a hug.

"Ehe~ It has!"

"I gotta tell Ayaka! And Thoma!! Oh Thoma's gonna be so happy when he hears you're back!" Yoimiya started spinning around like a mad-woman.

"Wait Yomiya!" Yoimiya paused her happy twirling to look towards you "Don't tell Thoma me and Ayaka have a plan."

Yoimiya look at you but soon enough realized what you meant.

"Are you gonna confess? Oh my Raiden Shogun yesyeysyeyeysyesyeysyesyeyessyeysyeysyeyesyeyssyesyeysyeys." Yoimiya kept on saying yes for about a minute until.

"L/N-Chan are you ready we ha-" Ayaka had found you talking to Yoimya well acutally staring at her while she was saying yes millions of times.

"AYAKA!" Yoimiya started to run to Ayaka then asking the question.

"Is Y/N-Chan gonna ask Thoma out?" Ayaka then looked at Yoimiya kind of confused.

"What? No." Ayaka bluntly told Yomiya

"L/N Thoma should be in Ritou rember getting the travel documents for you are an outlander."

"Thank you again Ayaka I don't think I would be in Inazuma city without you!" You than ran off leaving the two girl

s to their own devices.

THOMA POV

"Evening Thoma did you hear about that person who snuck into Inazuma?"

"Someone snuck into Inazuma?" And I didn't know about it wow.

"Yeah its kinda suprising right? I heard from someone who's cousin's friend is working for the Kamisato Clan that the Shirisagi Himegemi helped the person out! " "Oh really?" I don't think thats real no way Ayaka wouldn't tell me.

"I don't think th-"

"THOMAaAaAaAAaAaAaaaAAAA " Wait is that- No way- They moved back to Mondstat before the Sakakou Decree.

"Its been a while ya suprised?" The person then tackled me into a hug. This is when I realized it was Y/N L/N my childhood crush the one who I dreamt of confessing to.

"I-I suppose it has been"

"Oh my Barbatos so much has happened I have a job as Knight of Favonious I'm the Starlight Knight! I have a boyfriend and I made a song with Barbra!" Did she say Boyfriend? What ? Nononononononononononononononononononononononononono....

"Who?"

"Barbra! Don't you remeber?"

"No I meant your boyfriend."

"Oh Diluc he's really cool and kind of like batman ..."

"I'm only staying for a week so I wanted to ask if you wanted to meet me behind the Kamisato estate tomorrow around midnight!"

"Sure!"

"Great I'll see you then! Also do you know how to get to Watasumi Island and back in a day I wanna see Kokomi and Gorou! Oh and I haven't seen Heizou in a while-" "Relax! The resident fixer of Inazuma has got you covered! Heizou is probably somewhere in Inazuma city by the way!"

"Ok thanks Thoma I'll be going now!" They then ran off to Inazuma city. Can they do that? Anyway now I wonder if this Diluc guy has anything worth noting.

1 DAY LATER 11:30

YOUR POV

It had been a day since I last talked to Thoma and I was kind of worried about him he seemed to be a bit.. Weird. When I mentioned Diluc. Ayaka has been worried about him as well apprently he skipped work because of something important. Thats not as weird for a normal person but for Thoma-

"Hey Y/N!" My thoughts were interupted by the blonde I was thinking about as he ran up to me.

"Hey Thoma." I smile at the blonde

"Did ya get to talk to Heizou?"

"Yup. We made plans to go to Watatsumi Islad together!" It was a bit weird for a Tenriyo commision detective to be going to the base of the resistance but he told me "It will be Y/N I am but a simple tourist!" Archons I don't know why I'm friends with him.

"Oh. You're probably wondering why I asked you to come here well.." I turned the corner to get Ayaka who was ready to pass me the stuff.

"Ta-da!" I say as I show Thoma a few presents I got from Mondstat which included a pretty glider , wine of course and a photo from when me a Thoma were kids! I saw his eyes light up as he gasped excitedly.

"Oh. My. ARCHONS. Y/N you're amazing!" He quickly took the stuff before tackling me into a hug. I laughed.

"Thoma!- You're just the same as when we were kids you know that right?"

"Ehe~ Guess I am!" Thoma laughed little did you know he had draistcally changed from when you last saw him...

3 DAYS LATER

"Well it was a hell of ride Heizou." I turn to face Heizou who was walking beside me looking a bit nervous.

"BUT YOU COULD'VE TOLD ME THERE WERE MORE RONIN MAYBE THEN I WOULDN'T NEARLY DIED!" I scream at Heizou we had just finished our trip to Watasumi Island and I had nearly died about 12 times! Thats not normal.

"Yeah probably should've but a detective works in mysterous ways! sooooo.. BYEEEE" Heizou then bolted to Inazuma city.

"SHIKANOIN FRANCIS HEIZOU YOU GET BACK HERE RIGHT NOW" I was about to run after Heizou but then an eagle started to fly over me one I recognized as Diluc's. It had a letter in its claws assuming it was for me I took it and thanked the eagle.

Dearest Y/N

I am sorry to say this but as a man who claims to be named 'Thoma' has told me to back off if I dont want the winery to be up in flames. I don't take threats lightly and as he seems to be from Inazuma I have to say this

I am breaking up with you.

Diluc Ravigndr

Did Diluc just break up with me? No. Did Thoma just make Diluc break up with me? No. What did I do wrong? Does Thoma hate me? Or the gifts I gave him? Or-Or before I knew I started to cry.

"Hey so I came back- Y/N are you ok? What happened?!" Heizou had come back to probably tease me for a being slow or b getting beat up by the Ronin but when he saw me crying he started to try and comfort me. Keyword try.

"Its ok.... I mean your boyfriend was probably an idiot if he broke up with you like that."

"Heyyy no way Thoma would do that hes cool."

"Heizou I'm going to see Thoma." "Sure do you want me to co-" "No I'm going by myself." I then left for the Kamisato Estate.

I found Thoma cleaning the outside but when he noticed I he quickly turned around.

"Thoma why did you do that?" I ask him feeling more tears well up in my eyes.

"Why did I do what?" "Why did you make Diluc break up with me"

"Ohhhhh That because I'm the resident fixer and I'm fixing your life!" He smiles

"No you're not you're terrible!" I start to sob loudly

"You made Diluc break up with me and no one belives it was you! You're a- You're a Monster Thoma!" "Shhhhhh" Thoma engulfs me in his embrace

"Calm down. I acutally think that, You’re lucky I’m so nice. Anyone else would’ve done something horrible, by now.”

"But I have something I want to discuss I wanted to ask yoi if you wanted to make your stay in Inazuma a little longer? How bout an eterinty? Together of course! Like the old times!"

This is how your totaly unhealthy realtionship started with Thoma.

A/N: Here take another long one lol next one should be Unkown or 11. “I really can’t take it when you cry like that… smile for me, alright? You’re so pretty when you smile.”

Sybilliya

#yandere #yandere thoma #thoma #yandere promts #day 1o #day 10 #diluc #diluc ragnvindr #heizou #shikanoin heizou #genshin impact #kamisato ayaka #ayaka #yoimiya #naganahara yoimiya #the-last-f2p

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readyandnot · 2 years

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six months.

THE CHILD RETURNS AFTER SIX MONTHS-

CAELUM EA SPOILERS:

here’s my readyrambles :))

“SURPRISE! I’m back! Did ya miss me?” CAELUMMMMMM

I MISSED YOU SO MUCH DO YOU KNOW HOW LONG ITS BEEN- COME HERE AND GIVE ME A HUG

HIS GIGGLES I LOVE HIM

“can i give you a hug?” if you don’t come here rn-

HUGSSSS <333

“i missed your hugs” and i’m already crying-

“i know gavin’s been telling me how you’ve been and he’s been telling you how i been” ohhhhhh so thats why it’s not as emotional lol there’s been updates from gav about each other! that’s great! at least we know why fl isn’t crying like i am rn-

i missed his voice so much.

“i was worried if that i wasn’t here that things wouldn’t go back to being good, but delphinus said um, uh hold on i remember-“ he’s so precious.

“he said i should trust in the work i’ve already done! he said i’ve already helped my charges learn ways to find their ways back to being happy! even when i can’t be there!” delphinus thank you for taking care of our child.

“i don’t think i was really okay with it before.” yeah, i could tell but that’s okay!

“like i knew i could t be everywhere all the time, but i was able to be most places most of the time! but the problem is..” his whole ramble <333 i love him

“i was holding on tight to one of my charges and it wasn’t good for everyone.” i wonder who the charge is, david? and was this the downward spiral gav told us about?

“and then they assigned me to you! and they said you needed a friend and we became really good friends, and stuff felt a lot better for a while!” that just speaks for itself :,)

“and uh and then the bad thing happened and it felt really bad to be here and i couldn’t be here” HE WHISPERED WHEN HE SAID THAT— :(( that moment broke my heart when caelum left like that, i never wanna see him upset like that again

“delphi” HES SO CUTEEEE THE NICKNAMEEEE

“but it’s not so bad anymore!” roll credits-

“and you guys did it all on your own! and that’s amazing!” took a while but true lol

“like i did something right you know?” as if you do anything wrong, precious boy :)

“i helped people figure out how to come back from feeling bad, even when i couldn’t be there!” jokes aside, this is huge for caelum and i’m proud he’s grown with that knowledge

“delphinus kept saying it was something like… fish.” HUH LMAOOOO

“and something with teaching fish but i don’t really get that i don’t think you can teach fish things, but we’ll, i guess i never tried. maybe i just need to try! but i don’t know what i would teach a fish? i wonder what a fish would want to learn? wait what was i talking about?” cae, i missed you and your adorable rambles so much

“fish, no uh before fish-“ MY POINT STANDS HES ADORABLE

“i finally couldn’t be everywhere all the time, so i kinda had to learn” i’m so proud of him for that

“it didn’t, it got happier again! and that makes me happy! i’m really glad you’re happy” HIS GIGGLESSS

“you’ve been through a lot of bad stuff” that’s an understatement-

“and that’s not fair, cause, cause you’re really nice so you should only have nice stuff happen to you, but though the bad stuff happened to you, you still found ways to be happy, and that’s the best thing i could ever see!” and now i’m tearing up again-

“me? yeah! i’m doing good, thanks for asking!” hes so cute i missed him

“whenever you used to ask me how i was doing, um, i always used to like, uh, well, like the uh, like the way the words used to come out when i answered was that y’know like, ‘other people were happy so that meant i was happy!’, and i meant it! i mean seeing other people happy makes me happy, it makes me the happiest!” :,)

“but when i couldn’t be around the people i was used to being around for a while, when someone would ask me how i was, i didn’t really know how to answer cause, i didn’t really know how to think about just what i was feeling when there wasn’t anyone else around.” wow.

“before i always just made sure there was someone else around cause it was easy cause if they were happy, i was happy! and if they weren’t i wasn’t until i could make them happy again! and it didn’t make sense to me back then when delphi and he others would try to ask me ‘caelum how do you feel?’ and i’d say, ‘my charges are happy so i’m happy!’ and they’d be like ‘alright but caelum how do you feel?’ and i’d say ‘i told you people are happy so i’m happy.’ that makes sense because he never learned to think of his own feelings omg

“right but we’re asking about YOUR feelings not theirs and i’d say i knowww you keep asking me, but their feelings are my feelings!” fuck that hits so hard-

“and then they’d always get this weird look on their face, kinda like they were worried and i’d always ask if i did something wrong, and they’d say ‘oh no you didn’t do anything wrong but you need remember their feelings are their feelings and your feelings are your feelings. there’s still a difference between their feelings and your feelings’” fuck dude THIS IS SO DEEP FOR WHAT-

“and that’s usually where i’d get confused” yeah that makes sense unfortunately

“it seemed like all the other empathy daemons were getting it, but i just didn’t feel like i was getting it, cause for me there wasn’t a difference, idk i just felt what other people felt.” whew, there’s a lot of deepness in this convo lmao

“longer than i’d ever stayed away before” … well then

“it still took a while, but i finally get what they meant, and i get why they kept asking me it like that cause there is a difference, my feelings are my feelings! and other peoples are there’s and i still feel their feelings, and i still want everyone to feel good but, i don’t know! there’s like a space there, a little space in between and the space matters and that makes more sense now, makes things feel better now.” he’s growing up i’m not crying i- i’m not crying-

SURPRISE HUG YESSSSSSS

“aw thanks!” i’m so soft-

“yeah i feel good! not just cause other people do now, i feel good just me! and that’s really nice!” i’m so proud :,,)

“i’m happy that some good things came from the bad thing” *clears throat* hux and dami

“ a lot of things got worse and that’s scary, but other stuff got better! i mean it helped me make sense of that stuff that didn’t really use make sense, and it brought a lot of people closer together!” HIS GIGGLE AFTER THAT and also- HUX AND DAMIEN i’m sorry- (no i’m not)

“i’m really glad you’re feeling better after all of it, your feelings have always been really deep, and when it’s that strong the knots get tied up, really really tightly, but gavin’s good at untying them too! even if he doesn’t always think he is!” THEY ARE BROTHERS (or father and son lmao) YOUR HONOR AND I LOVE THEM

“he’s a lot better at it than he thinks, he just does it different so he thinks it doesn’t count, but it counts! different isn’t worse it’s just different! and if you find someone that the different works with, and your different works together than the different is perfect!” caelum the relationship expert, i mean he’s responsible for some of them happening so it makes sense lmao: that section really applies to the relationships in redacted and i love it

“and your twos different is the perfect kind of different!” … caelum sign these adoption papers right now-

“hey! do you wanna do something together?” YES.

BAKING, CUDDLES, GAMING. IFGAF I JUST WANT TO HANG OUT WITH YOU

“i wasn’t really playing the game i was just kinda looking at it, but it was fun to look at!” HA I LOVE HIM

“i don’t really care what we do i’m just happy to get to hang out with you again!” AHHH CAE WHY ARE WE THE SAME

“gavin’s been really good about telling me all about what’s been happening and i’ve been telling him everything to tell you but, i just like talking to you!” … i love caelum

“cause i love talking!” oh we know lmao and we love it

his ramble about talking omfg. it applies and it’s so cute

“get all grumpy and serious” he’s so cute

“that just seems silly! so let’s have some fun! cause i missed you!”

MORE HUGSSSSSS YES YES YES

“and i missed your hugs” I MISSED YOURS

“let’s make it a good day!” THE CALLBACK OMFG IM DEAD IM PASSING AWAY

NOOOOO ALREADY ENDED UGHHHHH

whew- that was a lot but in the best way possible

i thought it’d be more emotional, but knowing they were updated about each other makes sense, i mean the audience wasn’t so we’re all crying lmao

gavin mentions!!! we love that, wish he has a line or two but that’s okay! we got plenty of him from the last audio

seriously, caelum has grown so much since his first audio and from the last time we heard him, he’s growing up!!! and he’s learning so well and on his own time. i’m really proud of him for realizing what delphinus was telling him about his feelings being his own. as much as i missed him, he needed that time for himself and to learn things, i’m really glad it payed off.

i love caelum a lot and he’s a really well thought out and portrayed character. he’s executed so well so well done redacted, one again.

he’s always been so sweet and that’s not gonna change, i don’t think i’ve ever liked a childlike character like him ever (cause i don’t like kids lmao) but god he proved me wrong. i would adopt him in a heartbeat. i can’t wait to see more of caelum and hopefully we have another audio with him and gavin!!!

WHOS NEXT- oh fuck. vincent.

NOW NORMALLY IM EXCITED BUT ITS A HEALING AUDIO AND IM NERVOUS

i hope whatever lovely did isn’t too serious and vincent isn’t that mad, we all know how that goes… (adam)

but yeah we’ll see what happens <3

#redacted asmr #redacted caelum

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some1stolemytoast · 8 months

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Simon "ghost" Riley X F!reader Medic

♡︎ 🇦 🇱 🇴 🇹 ♡︎

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Summary: you were a medic in the military base.you were pretty famous among the boys because of your charmings and yea you were pretty And then as you were checking some tests of an sergeant someone knocked on the door it was L.T ghost.

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One day you were checking some important tests of an sergeant and suddenly someone knocked on the door "please come in" i said with a flinch the door flew open. it was a big muscled man and ofcourse it was lieutenant ghost. "Oh its L.T ghost huh so what brings you here?" I asked him with a gorgeous smile " oh i uhhhh...i hurted my arm a little so i was thinking if you can-" i cuted him while he was talking. "Huh where let me see" maybe at first he was feeling hesitated to put his sleeves up so you did it by your self he was kinda shocked by your action. "So you call this getting hurt a little eh? Your whole arm is bleeding what did you fell down or something?" I said after i saw his whole arm bleeding "happened while training..." he said still feeling hesitated. I let him sit on the chair and i go grab my equipments for the arm. Then i take his arm and first put some alcohol. And other stuff and while we were doing that i noticed we were soo close and his dark brown eyes were staring at my soul. And as i was cleaning his hand he suddenly moaned. "If you feel pain then let it out...you dont have to hide it infront of me" he just nodded at me and i continued my work. After couple of minutes i finished my cleaning and putting some medicine and now it was time for bandages. And i still noticed he was looking at me directly. "Ok all done! Does it hurt?" I said with a concerned face "no...but thank you for all of this i really appreciate it" he said while smiling at me "no need to thanks me its my job anyways" it was like he was trying to tell me something but he couldn't "you wanna say something?" He first flinched at my words then said "can i get your number?" It was like he needed to pull the whole world to adk me this "sure here it is" tgen i gave him my number. "Thanks again so I'll leave now.see you soon" he said while smiling and i dont know why i kept hearing some giggles from the outside. "Bye I'll see you around". he was leaving and when he opend the door i saw Gaz and Soap outside and the second i saw themi knew what was going on

(Night time)

I was trying to sleep but ofcourse i couldn't because of the thoughts in my mind like how he was looking at me, how he was staring in my eyes ,asking me my number everything of him and the most special part is i had a crush over him for over 6 months. well no one knew exept me and as i was thinking my phone suddenly rang i jumped from the bed because its 2 in the morning like who would call me at this time i didnt think much and answered the phone and it says unknown number. "Hello?" I said with a curiosity in mind "y/n its me ghost i uhhh needed to talk to you about something..." i was shocked tge second i knew it was ghost "i wasn't expecting to get a call from you now but tell me?" I said because ofcourse my curiosity growed more and more "i really like you y/n since I've seen you but i didnt know how to confess and today i got hurt and soap gave me this idea of coming to you..." it was like soap readed my mind "ohh so thats why i saw soap laughing behind the door..." i said "yeah" he said after a long time "you know what? I like you too and i wanna be with you forever" it was like i was on the clouds "really? Like your not joking are you?" It was like he couldn't believe me "yes i love you a lot ghost" he finally believed me "ok i cant talk when i get too excited well I'll see you tomorrow at the base and im gonna thanks soap thousands of times bye!" I said getting too excited ghost just laughed at me and i hung up the phone and i just cant wait for tomorrow thanks to soap anyways.

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(Thanks for reading this fic and i love you all <3)

#cod ghost #ghost call of duty #ghost cod #call of duty mw2 #soap call of duty #call of duty modern warfare 2 #ghost mw2 #ghost simon riley #cod fanfic

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poems-of-a-lover · 1 year

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nick watches spiderman (cont.)

im gonna make another post bc i have a feeling im close to hitting the text limit on my other one but we're still on the first movie!! im gonna try and get thru this movie soon bc i HAVE to get to the second ones before my demons get me

okay where we are rn ben just died and peters in his evil era tryin to find the guy who did it

like hes just goin up to random dudes and beating them up bc he thinks its The Guy when its not

and every time i watch this movie i forget if they find him or if the plot point is abandoned bc peter has bigger problems by then KJGSHLKGJHSKH guess we'll remember together

peter falls thru a roof and these guys just let him go. like they leave him there. to be fair what were they supposed to do but still.

this is where we get the inspo to make a suit!! he sees a wrestling poster and is like "that could be me =D"

agh i wanna look like him so BAD bro i wish that were me

shoutout to him STEALING FROM OSCORP to make his web fluid thats so funny

this handstand moment is apparently judged by a lot of fans as him becoming spiderman but theyre SO wrong that doesnt happen until later in the film in my opinion

like thats just my opinion but other ppl can be wrong ig /lh

also how did he get this police radio. how do any of the spidermans get their radios. did they take them from officers. can u buy them. whats goin on here.

omggggg its captain stacyyyyy he'll be important later

like. incredibly important. GKJHSGKJSHGKJ we'll get to him in a minute.

"spandex.....spandex.......everything.......spandex......" i love peter so much

HE'S MAKIN THE SUITTTTT HES GOT THE SUIT NOW!!!!! THE SUIT OF ALL TIME!!!!!!!!!

i love this suit sooooo much its so textured and i love the logo its so fun

this car thief scene is rlly the scene of all time i love it

so many good peter lines from this scene

"seriously? u rlly think im a cop? a cop in a skin tight red and blue suit? yknow, u have got the mind of a true scholar, sir" PETER PLEASE BE NORMAL

this head tilt. the peter head tilt. in this context its kinda menacing but hes so me coded bc i also do the head tilt thing KHGSKJDHGKJ

the first time i saw this scene and for a while after i thought he told the cop "i just TOOK 80% of ur job" after he took the gun but he actually says "i just DID 80% of ur job" bc he webbed the criminal and i was so disappointed bc i rlly thought he was making a solid dig at the police force but hes just being petty KJGHSKJGHKSJ

ugh him talking to may here makes me sooooo sad. "u dont have to wait up for me, yknow" "yes i do" SHE LOVES HER NEPHEW PLEASEEEE

shes so worried for her nephew. seeing him hurt just destroys her. this boy is all she has. she lost her husband, her brother, her sister in law, and seeing her nephew come home at god knows what time just beat up and wounded must be so heartwrenching and she cant do anything bc he wont talk to her. i love tasm may shes so interesting.

"aunt may please, please go to sleep." "i cant sleep! dont u understand? i cant sleep! peter, listen to me. secrets have a cost, theyre not for free. not now, not ever." SOOOOO TRUE QUEEN. I SENSE A THEME.

AND THEN HE JUST WALKS OFF. LEAVES HER THERE. AJHGJSKGJAGFSJHF

oh yeah they're pushing curt to start human trials when they cure isnt ready, oscorp is so incredibly corrupt and its done so well in both films

"people die. even norman osborn." AKJGHKJSAGH SOOOOOO TRUE. YES. I HATE NORMAN SO MUCH.

also sorry for just quoting this movie so much it has so many good lines that i could talk about for the rest of my life

oh yeahhhhh this guy wants to start human trials??? at the veterans hospital?????

ugh theyre talking about plot that we dont learn until like the second film so its not important yet but its such a cool thing later on

PETER AND GWENNNNN I LOVE THEM

she really cares about him and it makes me so happy

shes inviting him to dinner!!!! with her family!!!!! its a family hes never met eating a meal hes never heard of but still its with the girl he really likes so hes gonna just deal with it and show up anyway

ugh normans doing things /neg

hes doing human trials. on himself. lets see how this goes HGKJSDHGKJL

oh hi peter. dinner date time.

he brought gwens mother flowers???? KWHGKSJGHSKJHGK theyre a little messed up bc they were in his bag while he was swinging but still!!! he brought flowers for this girls mom hes so sweet

"you must be peter" "dad this is. peter." thank u gwen

oh yeah i failed to mention that the captain of the police department is gwens dad if u didnt catch that from his last name

curt has his arm back!!! the cure worked!!!! hoping and praying that nothing bad happens and he just gets to live a normal life and be happy from now on

he has to go catch the one guy that i forgot the name of (edit its dr ratha) from going to the veteran hospital but the cure is backfiring so hes like. goin thru it. lizard moment.

anyway peter cant cut fish corrcctly

hes never had a fancy meal like this!! hes a little dumb!!!

uh ohhhh theyre talking about spidermannnnn yikes

this is what it feels like to talk politics with relatives

"if i wanted the car thief off the street, he wouldve been off the street" "so why wasnt he then?" PETER. CHILL. UR TRYING TO DATE HIS DAUGHTER PLS BE NICE

"its called strategy, im sure ur aware of the term strategy? maybe u learned about that in school?" MR STACY U ARE ALSO NOT HELPINGGGG

"i think he stands for what u stand for, sir. protecting innocent people from bad guys." banger line right there skajfhksjd

peter still apologized and said that he didnt mean to insult mr stacy but still ksajdfhkjsd cmon peter be nice

BIG PLOT HOLE HERE. peter webs gwen and pulls her closer and she goes "youre spiderman?" before he kisses her. HE HASNT GOTTEN THAT NAME YET. NO ONES CALLING HIM SPIDERMAN YET. WHERE DID SHE GET THAT.

ugh it gets me every time like where did that come frommmm

peter pulling away completely and turning around when her mother catches them is so funny hes trying to be respectful

uh oh crime time

HE JUST JUMPS OFF THE ROOF. BYE.

so yeah curt connors is now a giant lizard monster thing trying to find dr ratha and?? kill him???? okay yeah kill him he just threw his car off the bridge

peter has this moment of either going after lizard or helping save this mans son and he goes to save the kid and i love peter so much

hes also very very good with kids. he convinces this little boy that his mask has special powers to help the kid get out of the car safe and its so sweet

like this kid is terrified and honestly so is peter but hes staying calm and convincing this kid that this mask will make him stronger so he can save him. THIS is the moment i was talking about. this is when peter becomes spiderman.

the moment he gave that kid back to his father alive and safe is when he became a superhero. thats also when he coins the name. but this exact moment is what made him into the actual hero rather than just having the name. he gets home and he stares at his mask bc now he knows he has an immense responsibility to save peoples lives and keep them safe.

i love this movie

oh yeah mr stacy issued an arrest warrant for spiderman after the bridge attack thats so silly of him.

more petergwen lets goooo

"does it scare you? what you can do?" "no." "...youve got to lay low." "no, cant do that." "youve got to. i mean, why?" "because of last night. those people on the bridge. whatever was attacking them wouldve killed them. so i gotta go after it." "thats not your job." "maybe it is." SUCHHHHH A GOOD CONVERSATION. UGH.

OKAY IM GONNA. LEAVE THIS ONE HERE. ive finally got motivation so im gonna keep it going in a reblog like right away but im gonna stop this post here before it gets too long skjhfksjd

#nick watches spiderman

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newjenns · 11 months

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im kinda seeing ur blog like a confession chamber rn but if u don't mind I'll share some stuff and if u don't wanna read or answer thats okay <3

I bought their pride bracelets which is oh dgfwhshsskmygodwhy but im happy i had my gf to hold me back from spending all my money on their merch impulsively... I would've hated myself more if i had done that. And then when i started in my new school in last september and i wore those bracelets so proudly (girl what were you thinking) and waiting for someone to notice and then october came and. ah god its all so embarrassing now. but after giving myself to grieve it all, i realize that this period of my life brought me so many good things. i started drawing more, started engaging on tumblr, posting, and i sometimes go back to read fics i love to death to this day. cause after all to me most of this wasn't about the real people behind the streams but the things we created. And im still sad and angry i couldn't slowly get out of the fandom on my own terms... but at least im oit now, i was high on that dnf shit for way too long for it to be healthy and defending these men left and right every few weeks was taking a toll on my mental health. dont understand how people are still holding on, and to what, exactly?? its a fucking mess

I LOVE THIS this is probably the most aligned with how i personally feel as well like i can’t regret my time bc it really did make me happy and improve my life and the impact is far beyond just watching minecraft youtubers and i’ll always be grateful for that even tho it’s defintely embarrassing to look back on now and the way it crashed and burned was Terrible but at least it’s over now and i got to keep everything i really cared about once i left, as for what ppl are doing now to label themselves as a stan Well probably the same thing i did (defend dream from deserved criticism)

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haruhey · 2 years

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chronological thoughts of twd 11x18

- melissa mcbride intro 🫶🫶🫶

- omg daryl tribute

- also if this is how all the episodes start im gonna start getting annoyed fr fr

- MERCERRERRR AND CAROLLLLLL

- oh my fuck that slash was so scary

- omg daryl looks good with his bangs a lil swoopy

- yeahhh f bomb daryl

- omg carol 🫶

- OH MY GOD THAT MADE ME JUMP SIMPLY A ASTRONOMIC SLAY FROM DARYL DIXON

- carol looking back at pamela pls 😭

- oh but where r u going that knife is so nice bby come back

- ok but i think i would have done the same lance is so pathetic

- oh my god theyre making lance take the fall for sebastian what the fuck

- NOOO CAROL NO R U KIDDING ME

- “anybody else?” stares straight at daryl

- oh my god i knew lance would be a little shit hostage

- he just like me fr 🫶

- KILL HIM MERCER

- KILL HIM KILL HIM

- LANCE PISSES ME OFF SO MUCH

- omg pamela’s fit kinda fire ngl

- why is this scene so charged its making me so uncomfortable

- “friends and allies” pls they look like they wanna die

- omg celebrating corruption and nepotism!!

- EUGENE’S LITTLE RAT TAIL PLSSSSSS

- eugene pls this is so sad i want them to be happy pls

- OMG SHES GONNA KILL HIM IKTR IKTR

- caryl scene caryl scene caryl scene 🤞🤞🤞

- DAMN IT NO CARYL SCENE

- omg i forgot about oceanside

- omg girl talk❣️❣️

- oh

- oh um

- wow uh

- NOOO THEYRE TEARING UP NOT MY BBYGIRLS 😭😭😭

- TAKE HAPPINESS WHEREVER YOU CAN GET IT AND DONT EVER BE SORRY ABOUT IT 😭😭😭

- awww daryl and lydia 🫶🫶🫶

- i love them so much its crazy

- NOOO GRACIE AND AARON PLS SHES SO WORRIED ABOUT HER DAD

- omg denying the grimes legacy (dying)

- omg she really is michonne’s kid

- NOOO AARON CRYING AND LOOKING AT GRACIE PLS LET THEM BE HAPPY

- i love ezekiel so much ❤️

- is ezekiel still in love with carol thats so unfortunate

- AND AMERICA ITSELF?2!-?-?-?

- max should be president instead

- SEBASTIAN SUCKS SO BADDDDDD

- need him to die fr fr fr

- ugh fuck off i hate the miltons they need to die

- BITCH BOY CRYING

- this is giving me flashbacks to when i had to get a ultrasound of my uterus and they told me to drink a litre of water an hour beforehand and i almost pissed myself the second i felt the transducer press against my stomach

- nobody cares negan shut up ur like 67

- ewww they kissed that’s disgusting i do not wanna see that

- HIS VEST OMG

- been through war fr fr

- thats so sexy of him fr

- omg the siblings b scheming

- CARYL SCENES 🫶🫶🫶 OFC HE GOES TO HER FOR HELP 🫶🫶

- carol telling him not to compare himself to rick <3

- love them <3333

- omg r they going to see lance

- OH MY GOD MY PIECE OF SHIT LITTLE MAN❣️❣️

- lmao his dumb hand

- omg lance telling him to use his words

- why is every scene with lance so charged

- why is he soloing his sermon

- look at little coco she looks so cute 😭

- rosita’s shirt looks SO COMFY i need it

- JUDITH PLS

- oh god pls le

- OH MY GOD THEY KILLED THEM PLEASE RESPECT THE WORKERS OH MY GOD THATS SO FUCKED UP

- omg daryl here to pray 4 forgiveness

- yo jc u taking any suggestions

- OH OMG I FORGOT JUDITH

- why is he grunting so hard calm down daryl

- nooo his backstory pls

- no no no please im in too much of a fragile state to handle this

- daryl is literally just trying his best </3

- he needs a hug :(

- HE’S TRYING SO HARD PLEASE 😭😭😭

- every time sebastian comes on screen i throw up a lil

- kill him max kill him kill him

- she has so many hb pencils omg

- oh wait sebastian kinda served (minus the whole him being an asshole thing)

- oh serve max

- CARYL SCENE❣️❣️🫶

- OH MY GOS SHE RECORDED HIM I JUST REALIZED

- eugene’s little stupid cowboy hat 🫶

- um what in the wwe is going on here

- it’s giving woodbury fake walker fighting

- omg sebastian going off script

- OH NO OH NO OMG

- oh slayyyy max slayyyy

- OMG THE LOTTERY LMAOOO

- the shot of sebastian running through the crowd pls thats so funny

- WALKERS R U KIDDING ME

- wow rip to the commonwealth ig forever in out memory

- NO THEY GOT DEPERATED

- NOOOOOO NOOOOO FIND HER DARYL FIND HER

- GET OUT OF THERE JUDITH

- oh they found each other slay

- OHBMY GOD IS HE GONNA THROW MAX TO THAT WALKER

- oh thank god kill him fr fr

- let him die

- OH THANK GOD HE DIED IM SO HAPPY I COULD CRY

- he deserves this fuck him this is so slay of angela kang

- ??? LEAVE THEM ALONE???

- oh this is gonna be a slay season perhaps

- ngl the hand stabbing was kinda hot

- i also wrote about this happening in one of my fics so um am i actually angela kang

- THIS WAS SUCH A SLAY EPISODE FOR MAX FR

- yeah he does deserve a bloody end fuck him

#haruviews #twd season 11 #the walking dead season 11 #twd spoilers

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gayspock · 1 year

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also more general #thoughts bc trying 2 keep liveblogging to a minimum so im not off on a tizzy constantly

FIRSTLY: it was nice 2 see inside the raider, and it being an unpiloted, partially alive ship!! like... ok ok ok bc heres my general thoughts like

bc thus far, i have liked bsg!! i think its got good potential. i really do. you know, strong set up that i can really invest in if they continue on this trajectory, esp with some really good more insular episodes to work with wherein theyre dealing with like. various crises. like i did actually quite like the episode before this- with the prisoner ship- and the conversations thatbrought up, but also like..

part of me does feel like its lacking a bit. like the show. & maybe thats a 2022 perspective in combination with my own personal tastes. bc i guess i like my scifi... a LITTLE quirkier? LOL. WHO'D HAVE THOUGHT. or not even quirky per se, but... i feel like THUS far bsg is lacking a lot in terms of creativity.

like maybe its bc we havent seen that much with the cylons, yet, but im kind of... uninspired by them thus far as antagonists. the most interesting thing abt them are the models that look like ppl- and whilst i like gaius' hallucinations, and boomer is who im most invested in rn, idk? other than that they havent really done much; theyve kind of just been serviceable. like do you know what i mean? nothing is stand-out to me, yet, bc theyve really just been held at a distance thus far and i GUESS that could be the shows pacing, too, but still. nonetheless, it feels a bit lacklustre in terms of its own identity for sth thats 5 eps + a miniseries in- but maybe again thats a 2022 perspective, yknow?

bc its not just the cylons but again. worldbuilding in general. even small shit, bc theres parts that REALLY INTERESTED ME to begin with- like the fact bsg itself was meant to be more of a museum??? a relic? and thats why it survived? god, cool- use that more! bc if i hadnt seen the miniseries, i wouldnt have even known, man.

and i respect if they wanna keep it kinda earth adjacent, but i still think theres more they could do to really give more depth to stuff like... the politics of this place, especially... theres been hints of it but eh. like it feels earth adjacent as a crutch, sometimes, and not a choice they wanted 2 make.

and i dont think they need to be crazy with it . i know a lot of thats my own personal tastes. theres deffo a way to make it work otherwise if the characters are really strong which so far theyre pretty good so i cant knock it there. early days i guess. early days

and also, i AM a little nervous in general, i guess, of where they might go with the cylons... just in terms of, like, my faith in sci-fi shows in general, especially ones with a military emphasis, and when it comes to developing "enemy races". i feel like its a really hard needle to thread, and theres been one or two lines that sent a warning sign off in my head.

you know what i mean. i feel like... ugh, at BEST its as i said: it can be lacklustre, and bland, and they can just kind of serve as an "enemy" (which that too is a bit ehhh) functionally speaking. at worst we get all sorts of horrific, clumsy ass analogies for racism and oppression which i am genuinely quite worried for -_-

like my point is. they have good pieces to work with but ALSO this setup could be so EYEROLL! if it breaks bad . or could really just peter out in which case i might shut it off bc ehhh IDK IDK IDK

nyways did i have more in particular to say

yeah i like boomer. grin . and gaius. and the president and her little guy. i think theyre my favourites... my finger is on their pulses. i cant wait 2 see what they get up to

#Egg.txt #bsg liveblog

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lqfiles · 4 days

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THE BOOKMARKING EVERY TWEET NAURRRRRR WHEN UR FOMO JUST HIT TOO HARD LIKE THAT😭😭😭😭😭😭 ok literally the exact same thing when they went to LA for that starstruck thing but we had no idea wtf they were doing so ppl kept posting such random clips like guys... that should be me... Oh dont even worry about me its like impossible (riize mentioned?👀) for me to go go tds FOR THIS YEAR AT LEAST. I gotta lock in school like ive never locked in before so sadly i am retiring from being dreamzen daughter for a bit 🥹🥹

OH THEYRE NOT READY INDEED WE'RE ABT TO TERRORIZE THE STREETS WITH OUR HATER TWEETS AND BRAINROT THOUGHTS 🤫🤫 plzzz make a main ill deadass follow even if im the only follower #loyalty also im not sure if ure okay with receiving dms but if u are and u give me the green light.. i might hit u up 👀 stay tuned 👀

AUGJDHEHDH ALSO GHE NEW PROFILES AND DESCS ARE SOOOO CUTESY AND PERFY I LOVE IT SM IM LOWK GETTING LIT but im like here from the beginning of the smau ik im gonna dai waiting for updates. Like with stg i came across it and got hooked AF so it was chill... but now ig we gotta play the nonchalancy 🚬

LOOKING FORWARD TO THE AU THO EEEKK i be checking ur active status like every once in a while and be like Damn i wonder what lqfilesnim up to rn?🤔

- 🍮 (ur fav)

DOMT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON THE STARSTRUCK CONTENT ISTG WHAT HAS LA DONE FOR THEM TO DESERVE RHAT PRIVILEGE……. they got to dance with them got to hug them got to play with them got to talk to them, should i just kill myself? starstruck preparations was so funny tho because they announced it like 4 months before the actual thing came out 😭😭😭 we all thought we got lied to they were playing too much istg, i loved that content tho it was fun to see them interact with strangers and get admired from afar (tho some moments were a bit errrr… that girl who acted like she knew mark and mistook him for got7 mark like oh that’s not???)

I CANF LIE THATS THE BOTH OF US HDHSJDHSK it’s just that i rlly wanna go at least once 😭😭 i should be focusing on studies fr but the fomo is tooo big and i heard they’re gonna perform bungee THATS MY TOP 3 SONGS I HAVE TO BE THERE OR I WILL DIE. i hope you still get to somehow go tho, the both of us should be able to experience such a fun moment 🥹

when yoy and me become mutuals and you find out just how hateful i can get like daaaamn you really negative that much..? but DONT WORRY YOU CAN BE ONE OF MY FIRST MUTUALS IF RHAT HAPPENS #LOYALCHINGU. tbh i hate the dming on here a lot but you can 100% message me i swear!! i feel like people are intimidated by me but i swear i’m so approachable and down to earth yall 💔 i need friends on here anyways because i swear it’s hard to make friends on here (i normally immediately log out of here and go to my other account after i post tho so be warned if i respond late hshdksj also i’m a bad texter.. confession..)

WE GETTING LITTY ASF IKTRRR i kinda can’t wait to post the rest i already got chaps ready and a good chunk of the plot too. I WILL TRY TO UODATE REGULARLY!!! i updated every other day with stg you guys will survive i’m sure, hang in there aegi, lqfilesnim is cooking🙏🏽

#asks.#from 🍮 anon #( pay the price )#my fave indeed i fear.. you’re so fun!#also idk if you meant twt dm or here dm but i assumed on here 😭#hope you’ve been well ^^

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simothys · 5 months

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im still rotating @saturnidchoir ‘s game from last night btw. like.

ok lmao this got long. going under a cut

we start by doing the damn job we were hired to (a mistake, i know that much). first roll of the day i get like an 8 total maybe and we decide Tommy got that low bc shes getting overstimulated cuz the mines are Damp and Smell Weird and it’s claustrophobic and shes a big open air girlie :(( plus the canary with us is rlly cute. (our DM has assured me that the canary will Not die)

anyways yeah she misses the huge fuckin hole in the ground with pickaxe marks leading to the hole as if they were used to try not to be dragged in. and the scorch marks. and the smell.

tommy starts ritual casting alarm over the hole cuz like damn shes not wanting to know wtf is down there. union grace looking Into the hole. girl What. union grace is nonbinary but i cant think of a better term rn, and their player has called them girl like that before so its chill.

(ill workshop it... miner What? OH WAIT NO. comrade What. bc. yeah. ok yeah that works.)

before i get done ritual casting it, i see that may (ONCE AGAIN. WHO LET THE 15 y/o TAKE THIS JOB.) is fiddling around. and tommy, knowing damn well what chaos 15 y/os enjoy (thanks Milo) is just kinda like. “if u wanna toss a rock down the hole, ill let u know when.”

anyways may tosses a rock down, and union grace starts Counting. and later in session, union grace’s player (hi brian) pulled up a freefall calculator And Yeah thats 11 miles. cool. this is the lowest level of the mines. great.

tldr Duh things come out of the hole. but like. not Creatures. theyre the bodies of the miners. still on Fire. and good fucking L-RD. cricket ur narration is insane im unwell.

we kick ass. union grace pushes a guy down the hole (a strength contest, best out of 3.) and in the last minutes before he falls? he shows real fear, beyond the anger and rage that had been all he knew until this. and he tells union. “please. do it.” and IM UNWELL. g-d wait i need to check how much HP may has FUCK. tommy is 43 and already has one kid, shes GONNA fuss.

unfortunately union grace passed out when we tried to leave. and also is having visions. im sure thats fine and that my DM didnt look into flower meanings at all (a field of amaranth swallowing them whole is surely fine,, right…?)

but hey the bird didnt die. the kid didnt die. and maud’s kid (union grace) didnt die. therefore, im Fine. definitely didnt get emotional performing the rites for dead that wyatt showed me nooo im Fine

#dagger chatter #tommy lennox #black canyon campaign

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just-nothing-forever · 1 year

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okay im high right now and i always have the most profound thoughts when im high and this time im writing them down so i can actually fucking REMEMBER and DO SOME THING ABOUT IT

so im in this kinda intensive therapy thing, it’s 5 days a week, 5 hours a day. Ive been in it for like 2 months now

and im trying to get better, im trying to get back on track but its so hard when you dont really see a future. like, im not totally “the world is gonna end anymoment” like i was back when i was really depressed, but i still can’t really see any kinda future for me

im talking to this career advisor at the place, just kinda discussing options

but thats not the most important part

i just thought, i need to make this using substances not part of my daily routine..it should be a little “treat myself” things. I need to get out of here a start trying to make a life for myself. I have so much time that a waste to just feeling good. Who knows when the end of the world will happen, could be 50 years from now. I know the pandemic was kinda a sign but, human life is short compared to mother nature. She could take a 100 years to make us go extinct. I do kinda believe the pandemic was the first wave but,,, who knows how long the next thing will appear to wipe out millions of us

kind of a pessimistic view point i know but, its the thing thats keeping me alive for now. we watched a ted talk or some kinda documentary in one of the groups and there was a lady who got her face smashed in by a car, she lived but her face was damaged forever, she had to have many surgeries for it. she said during that time she said “just give it 6 months and then i’ll kill myself.” and she waited and in 6 months things got better and she didn’t wanna kill herself anymre so,,, gotta give yourself a reason to live i guess?

i still dont know exactly what my purpose is either, we talked about that in therapy too. I dont know if i wanna get in the animation or gaming industry. But that’s what i have a degree in. My parents told me that its okay, i got a degree in general and thats whats important. Maybe i should just go where the wind takes me i guess i dont know. maybe do what rylee’s doing and work at a pet shelter lol.

i just need to get out of here, set up my own routiene, do fucking HEALTHY THINGS like i’m NOT doing right now. I could be doing so many things in my spare time. I want more skills, i should practice them. if animation makes me wanna cry, then i should do other stuff right? practicce ukulele more, painting, coding, learn a language, other thee things i used to enjoy. even exercise. blugh. itss easy said than done tho, everything is so tempting. like all the bad stuff. i said in therapy im addicted to my depression and thats true. but how can i escape that? how do you say no to something that’s literally a part of your brain? idk. okay i think im done, for now.

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keefwho · 1 year

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January 31 - 2023

5:08 PM

I slipped up on my mental health practice but I’m back on it today. I re-read the Defusion chapter in my ACT book. I’ve been meaning to read over all the 6 pivots again now that I’ve been employing the techniques in my own way for awhile. I predict re-reading them with my new in-the-field understanding of everything will help me glean more information out of them and check if I’m on the right track. With defusion, I almost got bored reading it. I think I have this part down. I think its what I’ve put the most focus into since it has the most immediate impact. I’ve become adept at monitoring my thoughts and steering myself away from getting sucked into them too much. I often end up pulling myself back by reminding myself that there is a difference between my consciousness and my feelings. I can always choose what I’m doing no matter how I feel or what I think.

12:35 AM

I want to fast track my self discovery journey because I have nights like this where I truly feel in tune with myself. I can look in the mirror and see myself like I’m looking at a person with wants and dreams. I can see my own potential. I know I’m dynamic and evolving beautiful person. And while I already feel like this towards other people, it makes those views even stronger when I’m like this. I already know having a strong sense of self fosters better connections with others. Thats what I want. I want to love myself for the sake of being healthy like eating my vegetables. But I also want to love myself so I can love others even more that I do now. I want beautiful and meaningful connections.

I know this is a change in tune but I do not want to suppress this side of myself. I just sucked dick SO good, my lord. And it got me inspired. I was reading this fanfiction I commissioned that involved an acquaintance of mine and I’m still horribly aroused by the scenario. The problem is I don’t really like the fic that much. It’s lacking in the sexual descriptions and is not blowjob based which is what I was after. So I was inspired to take the entire idea and re-write it as long and in depth as I want. I’ve never written something like that before but I’d be interested in seeing if I could do it and get off to it.

Its nights like this I wish I had someone to share how good I feel and how proud I am of myself for growing so much. I DO have people like that, they’re just asleep at the moment. And it’s kinda weird trying to bring myself up like that, I don’t wanna be the guy that talks about himself. I should be able to enjoy my pride by myself and be content enough.

I was thinking about expanding the way I plan and schedule. I was trying to steer away from the idea to foster more on-the-go thinking but I think it’s okay to starting planning more. It’s what I feel is right. Of course I want to avoid thinking I need to stick to rigid plans and systems but I want to have them for when I’m struggling to make choices. The problem right now is still how many projects I want to do and how to allocate the energy for them in a reasonable manner. Also figuring out how to prioritize them. Right now what I have isn’t perfect. I basically write down a 3d and a 2d project to focus on and put 30 minutes minimum into each one daily. Slowly but surely they will get done. Its the most stable thing I’ve come up with so far but there has to be something better. It might all be about my drive too or how I choose to work. I always fall into the thought process that I need to be in the right mood so I can maximize how much I get done in a little amount of time. But I know a better way to do it is to accept that putting time into something no matter what is more important. I can’t rely on waiting for a good mood. And more often than not, getting started is what gets me going. It takes discipline but I know I can get better at this.

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