#but oh my god i am so glad i did

[samarecharm]

tiny.

#persona 5 #oh my god. I will tag them all later. #i really regret not making the file bigger. but in my defense #i did not think i was going to color them AT ALL #so i gotta deal #so glad i finally got this done. i wanted some cheebs to use as a point of reference for my relationship chart #(romantic but MOSTLY platonic) #and at some point i was like. hey #i actually DONT have a color palette reference for most of them #so. here they are. lol. #really love how haru and ryuji came out heehee #its like. 8:30 for me as of typing this (and drafting it) #so im not doing the chart today. but i am just glad i got the hard part done <3 #akira #ryuji #ann #shiho #mishima #yusuke #futaba #makoto #haru #goro #i WOULD do the full name to get them in popular tags #but then id have to decide WHO was going in the first 5 tags. and thats too much work #and i dont rlly care to add character tags to something like this. its almost misleading LOL

[raveartts]

witness what I just spent the last 10-ish hours on 😍

and compared to my concept

#raveartts #dragon art #wall art #muralpainting #Chinese dragon #this thing is literally 1.5 x 1.2 meters in size #I took a lot of breaks but ultimately this thing took at least 6 hours at an absolute minimum #I started at 9 at the latest. and now it's 8pm #and I literally just finished #I don't have a picture of them #but I used to have two little Chinese dragons above my bed on my old wall #but they were just painted using a stencil #this shit is GIANT and freehanded and god I am SO GLAD to be done with it #I've never used acrylic before or painted on a wall or anything this size #so it was intimidating #but I think I did a relatively good job #looks similar enough to my concepts #and when light hits it directly the golden scales become visible and it's gorgeous #... I'm so tired oh my god #and tomorrow I have to work all dayyyyyyyy ahhhhhhhh #and my holiday is almost overrrr and I actually have finals and completely forgot to study whoops

[i3utterflyeffect]

Funny idea:

sc tricks chosen into hanging out with Alan in the safety room, and chosen accidentally gets so stressed that they start sparking. They have to evacuate from there.

oh GOD lmao-- alan would be so upset with sc for doing that--

i can imagine chosen just getting jumpscared by him and accidentally exploding into flame

#tommy's stickmen tag #alan afterwards is just like 'oh my god i am SO sorry i need to talk to them about not doing this' #chosen would never admit it but they do think it is kind of sweet that sc is trying to have them get along #like. they don't know better. they're just a kid who wants their friends to get along #though they are consistently startled by what a well adjusted kid they are #sc: i love my friends and i like being around alan. im so glad i get to be around him in person! i can hug him :] #chosen: how the fuck are you not alive? how did alan not immediately kill you. were you just nice enough that you made him feel bad.

[chalk-drawings-on-the-sidewalk]

discotheque child

#this has to be one of the most frustrating pieces i've ever made #but i'm glad i got it done because i love disco kid so much he's blorbo from my boxing game #also tried my hand at realistic (?) shading and i think i did a pretty good job at that!! #but the folds... oh my god the folds were a bitch #they were the hardest part to draw out of the whole thing I HATE DRAWING FOLDS I HATE DRAWING FOLDS #also i have a jacketless version because i am completely normal and rational over this man lmk if you wanna see it 😏 #my chalk drawings ✍️ #punch out #punch out wii #disco kid

[hella1975]

so it turns out it was actually never that serious

#the exam literally went fine what the fuck just happened i feel like i just hallucinated that #like im not one of those people that go 'omg i did soooo badly :(' just to come out with top grades if i say it's going to shit #then it's becuase i genuinely wholeheartedly believe it #and my headspace before this exam was the worst it's been in MONTHS like i havent felt that bad for an exam since first year #and i sat down opened the paper and. remembered everything. like i literally just Knew the answers #im not saying ive passed bc am i fuck about to jinx it and i was still riding mainly blind bc i have NO idea where that knowledge came from #but at the very least there was a 35 marker that i KNOW i aced like i could picture the exact lecture slides it wanted me to discuss #and i had all of them memorised so at the very least ive got like. 30 marks. which is enough for me to pass the module #bc this exam is only weighted 75% and with my marks from the other 25% i only needed like 20 marks to pass this exam #which... makes it even more embarrassing that i failed it the first time but whatever!!!! #oh my god im so glad that's done im so happy IM FREE #just been in the kitchen dancing around to my little tunes and texting my friends <3 #im meeting up with one of them when she gets off work at 5 and we're going for drinks #so ive got until then to nap and chill and then ill go to the shop and get us some food and wine #and she's gonna come here for a bit & then we'll go. like actually look at me. im having people over at MY HOUSE im going out to buy us WIN #im literally a functioning adult living independently who IS she a misty memory #alas i do only have £23 in my account so this is gonna be such a slay seeing how i make that stretch for a night out #i acc could budget for england when it comes to alcohol i think like the way i manage to have a good funky time with MINIMAL funds #is downright impressive. it's a skill idc what you say #hella goes to uni

[skibasyndrome]

I'm about to throw all my academic values overboard to get this fucking article done

#linguistics are my enemy #not because I don't like the subject #I'm just........ so much less at ease with this than with literary sciene oh my god #I'm so glad I can mostly focus on lit in the future but let me tell you these few linguistics articles I have/had to do have really brought #me to my limit #and I thought I was already fed up and not giving a shit when I did that one article in summer... oh I had NO IDEA how much less of a shit #was capable of giving!!! #the thing is.... I think objectively I'm still? idk not the worst I could technically be doing #like there ARE people who straight up... idk don't even try to have a research question or who don't read more than a handful or articles b #t ugh #I like academic writing so much and I love putting in the work and I love actually getting into the reseach and finding the most important #texts and writing a balanced and well researched article but ugh..... I just feel like I keep reaching my limits with linguistics #and this time is worse than the others because this topic is SO FAR from being standardized and all I can do is ???? mention that there's #like a hundred different models and then just??? choose one and go with it? which is so fucking unsatisfying #but I swear... everybody in this field is just making up a new model that's just different words for the same thing (and not in the /normal #way that science /always/ is about making up a new model. no. this time they are very unnecessarily making up new models) #ugh. everything about this sucks #I should've chosen a different seminar I should've chose a different topic and I especially should've written more of this in summer when I #technically still had a little more time #sorry for blowing up your dash with complaints this festive season lol. I am just having a time (TM) with the different writing tasks on my #hands and I need a place to vent I guess #simon.out. #sounds so drastic btw I'm not about to cheat or plagiarize or anything but I'm about to do so much less of a proper work than I ever wanted #to allow myself to do. cherrypicking and all.

[scattered-winter]

i know its kind of a drop in the ocean of all the other absolute bullshit happening right now but. something kind of telling about how silent the mormon church leaders are on all this. like lmao if you're gonna devote a huge portion of your ridiculous amount of money and power for humanitarian aid why have you done absolutely nothing about people being murdered in the streets

#this is about gza but i dont wanna put it in the tag bc its not like a resource post or information or anything important #and i dont wanna clog the tags up #but yeah. kinda crazy #''dont kill each other!!! its not christlike to do that!!! xox'' #i mean i know what they all think of this. and its disgusting and i am so glad i left because oh my god. #anyway . if i had any remaining love for mormonism (i did not) its definitely gone now. #winter speaks #personal

[matcha-bnuuy]

Whoa! This tiny lizard just won the Nadaam! And has huge anime protagonist energy!!!

#Matcha-Bnuuy #two posts in one day? oh my god #productivity... #Twozzie draws #pixel art #pixel #Totoko Malaguld #Toto #my character #FFXIV #FF14 #Raen #Au Ra #Final Fantasy 14 #Final Fantasy XIV #this pixelart was sitting in my drafts half done for like 20 years so I finally decided to finish it and I am so glad I did #very happy with the result

[chaosjester666]

When you have to go back and read every chapter you have written in your book to make a stat block for the main character for when magic happens and you were stupid and didn't make one prior and now you are reading 4 1/6 of a book to mark down every skill and ability

#pov #writing problems #writing #writers on tumblr #fantasy #isekai #why am i like this #why #i hate this #make it stop #the consequences of my own actions #doesnt help i write almost 1-2k+ words per chapter #welp at least i can edit lmao #oh lord blocks of text why did i write like this #i am so glad i figured out how to properly write #i have killed god #god is dead #the elder ones are desending #and i shall be their catalyst #and im going insane

[maraeffect]

okay today was like the first time since surgery that i've been able to exist as a human outside my house!! and i had a great time even though i am PAYING FOR IT. HEAVILY 💀

#god my ribs are KILLING ME SLOWLY #anyway i had a good day 🥺🥺🥺 last night my partner and i woke up at the same time #bc we both had to pee. and i totally forgot but when we laid back down i told her ''i'm hungy..'' #bc it was like 3 am and i didnt wanna get up. so i just wanted to complain lol #but she woke me up to a big breakfast she ordered in like ''hey it made me sad that you were hungry jn the night- #so i got you and i a big breakfast 🥺👉👈💖'' and UGH it made my heart so happy #and then we chilled out before i decided i could handle leaving home and wanted to go to the mall #and i had a really good time existing in public!!! im getting a little depressed from being bed bound #i FINALLY got after laughter on vinyl after wanting it for like almost 5 years 😭😭😭 #and some cute stickers!!! anyway yeah i had a nice day w my baby and it made me happy 🥹💖 #as much as im hurting badly rn it was worth it for the lil date 💖💖💖 pain meds should help soon anyway #im just glad to have finally gotten out of the house #chatter #round 2 #also let me just say my previous thoracotomy did NOT prepare me for this one. #turns out the open version is VERY DIFFERENT. which i knew but god its so stark when youre living it #p sure by 2 weeks post op last time i was relatively fine!!!! almost back to normal #oh and uh #autumn

[southerngothicaf]

Ya boy is such a walking bumbling cliche that I literally accidentally said "love you" at the end of a phone call with my girlfriend of two weeks 💀 anyway now it's something we say to each other so love wins

#sheuehisbdhfjsjd #yall the panic i was experiencing #bc like she was in the process of hanging up when i said it so the call ended right after it came out of my mouth #and i was like oh fuck oh fuck oh fuck maybe she didnt hear it oh fuck #then she texted me 'i hung up too early #i heard u' and i was like AAAAAHHHH FUCK #and i was like oh my god im so sorry i did not intend to say that it just kinda happened #and she asked if that means i didnt mean it GdyfhsbJAbdhs dvdgdbhw #anyway long story short she said shes glad i said it first because she didnt want to be the first and she was holding herself back #like what. #WHAT IS MY LIFE #i need a girlfriend tag what am i doing #👺 #thats her tag now

[daydadahlias]

never in my life have I seen a hotter couple than brandy and calum

#it makes me furious #bc like they’re both just #so fucking hot #and I’m really glad they don’t post together bc fuck it would be so overwhelming if they did #every time I see a photo of the two of them and am forced to acknowledge just how good they look together #it hurts #pretty people should NOT be allowed to date pretty people #why r 5sos bagging such BAD bitches oh my gODDD #their girlfriends (and wives 💙) are SO fine #oh my god #sigh sorry first thing I thought when I woke up it really hit me like a bus #BECAUSE ITS LIKE?? #is this allowed ????? #r two hot people allowed to date???? #still giving lierra the side eye they’re a little too fucking pretty together #ugh #ok #just had to get that one off my chest u guys I feel so much better now

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#it's so weird trying to describe yourself when u really aren't something u used to be #like until i was probably 21 or so id say i was shy. very very shy. but now im like was that even true? was i ever shy bc im not now #maybe i was just quiet and anxious. maybe thats just what being shy is. but im still both of those things but im not shy #im sorta like a hermit. i dont really go around ppl if i can avoid it but i dont hate being around ppl. its just that im less anxious when #im alone. but if u put me around ppl i like to talk to them so im not shy. ill say whatever. i dont really give a fuck #but if u throw me in a group i go back to being a non entity. i guess thats just being an introvert with an asocial streak #thats a thing i noticed while i was at the grad weekend i attended in march. the group would gather and do things while i kinda just #wandered away from them to poke at trees and sit in the snow. i dunno i just feel better away from ppl. my brain gets a lot louder if ive #been too social. which is a shame bc its interesting to watch ppl and understand how thry work #my friend came over to day goodbye before i leave next week. which was nice. i wish we would have hung out more in person but so it goes #and i think in my head im a lot more contained thst i actually am. like if u set me a task that becomes my focus but im also sorta all over #the place. partly bc i think my brain works on like a lag. and also my mood is a little elevated rn so im sorta like *jazz hands* and #talking too fast and too much and oversharing. yesterday i was instrucing an undergrad and felt so bad bc my brain was all over the place. #could not b made linear. im tired now tho bc theres nothing more draining than being emotionally honest and talking for like 2hrs. woof. it #so hot. like fucking so hot bc the monsoons have started and humidity is up so my swamp cooler is fucked and its gotta b at least 80 degree #inside my apartment. holy christ. and the temp has been over 100 degrees for like at least 2 weeks. its so hot its kinda alarming. and im #glad my friend was also freaked out by how hot its been bc oh god its hot. and i cant focus. ive done fuck all today. but i did get rid of #couch which is so so so great. ugh. someone make the sun stop making it so hot #unrelated #its been over 100 degrees outside for like 2 weeks. not on my apartment #and when i say i wish i spent more time with my friend irl. i mean it in a distant sort of way. like thats how im supposed to feel. like i #dont kno if thats actually what i feel or i kno im supposed to b social but idk if i actually mean it

[cloudsrust]

"I'll be your mirror" by Velvet Underground in Crowley's playlist -> I'm dead, discorporated, gone, reduced to a million of weeping atoms I'm-

Also the idea of Crowley diving into his Bentley after the "naked man friend" moment and just blasting Queen's "I'm in love with my car" to """get back""" at Azira while screaming inside (&outside) <- Real.

#the cloud can speak oh boi #Good Omens #<- gonna start tagging so others can mute if I become even more insufferable (it will happen <3) #Was I expecting either I'll Be Your Mirror or Pale Blue Eyes for his playlist? Yeah. Was I hoping for After Hours to be there also? y ea h; #Lowkey glad Old Fashioned Loverboy isnt on there because that could've actually been the final nail in my coffin after what we got lately a #TAKE ME TO CHURCH THOUGH EXCUSE ME- #did AO3's spectre posses the one managing the GO PV account??? UHH??? #Would've expected Unknown or From Eden more but my god they just went DIRECT WITH IT #CROWLEY DARLING YOU GONNA BURN STOP- #Am I really unwell over a playlist? Oh my god what is GO doing to me- #also the other songs I uhhh- still gotta listen to them 👉👈 I'm not as cultured I'm afraid A- #Now I shall go culture myself in music whoop-

[the-trans-dragon]

Hehehe >:3 got a kissie and some headpats from a pretty girl >:3 muahahahahahaha >:3

#sorenhoots #sometimes i remember that i am living the life that i ached for during lonely years #like i just get to wake up and live my gay little life??? kinda fucking awesome even if many other parts of life are very stressful #im so glad i met my wife who loves me for who i am 🥰🥰🥰🥰 and 😈😈😈 heheh then i met my other partner???? like. i thought my wife made me #the happiest i would ever be and then WOOSH i met ANOTHER person who makes me incredibly happy? i did not know the happiness could DOUBLE. #i figured it was like 0%-100% and my wife made me like 100% of my capacity for happiness and then its like 200% now and im realizing that my #capacity to experience joy and peace isnt static and frankly probably increases steadily over a lifetime as i grow and change and learn to #appreciate things more. anyways im in a content happy lil gay mood this morning :3 #my partner got to visit us recently to help us get emotionally ready for some stressful stuff but now the most stressful parts are done and #now that the stress is fading i am finding so much happiness has been in my chest waiting to burst! it was sooo good to see my partner hehe #and the situation is even cuter because my wifes partner also came to visit and my wifes partner is my partners wife also so like. adorable #symmetry. my partner and my wifes partner have another partner and if you draw out a little diagram of us you will see it is shaped like a #house :3 a square with a triangle on top :3 hehe metamours everywhere :3 super super super wonderful metamours. its literally almost like a #fairy tale to have a polycule??? like?? im so excited to live somewhere that isnt like 9 hours from them. oh my god they also have a cat and #shes the cutest. me and my wife have a cute cat also and we are like 👀👀👀 tenatively anticipating that they will get along 👀👀👀 ive #specifically worked with my cat to help her know how to behave around other cats. my neighbor is retired and does TNR on the local strays #and they get attached to her and hang out in her backyard or her house lol like one snuck in and this was before they had any cats and they #didnt know he snuck in until he hopped onto her bf's chest at night to snuggle up. and hes a big cat and if you felt him drop onto your #chest in the pitch black of night you might absolutely mistake him for a racooon or possom or some other beast. anyways he sneaks into all #the houses down the street apparently and is just kinda like “the retired people down the street”'s cat lol. and daisy would hiss and yowl #out the window at him but i always tried to show her that he is friendly (and give her treats to attempt to tell her 'he isnt a threat. have #a snack. see? if he was a threat then we would not be having snacks.' and eventually he ran into us while i was letting her outside on her #harness and!!! i was absolutely ready to defend either of them from the t #other but they just cautiously sniffed each other and then laid down. it was fascinating to observe. daisy also responds really well yo #to meeting new people :3 though she proved me wrong by hiding from some maitenence ppl recently. but then she met my metamour and was pretty #much instantly like 'oh ok ur family? sounds gok #sounds good.' so thats cute and i hope if we end up in the same house with the other cat in the polci #polycule. well i hope they get along!!! #idk what we would do if they didnt. there are lots of other housing arrangements (like renting a duplex or next-door apartments or #something) but i want them to get along anyways :3 no matter what sort of living arragement works out best. i think theyd be good for each

[katierosefun]

i sent four emails in the last 10 minutes . . . . and three of them were just copy-paste, change the last name, attach a file ... and yet that’s enough emailing for me today, thank u very much

#caroline talks #man. i remember when i made my email account back in like. third grade #i used to get SO excited #and now i'm sitting here like. after sending my email #like. 'don't you dare respond right away or i swear to god' #but i'm so glad i did it because it's. like. 7:45 am... thank u caroline for being productive this early bc god #UPDATE: sent five emails in the last 10 minutes actually . .. . . this friday is going to be such a woozy bc oh geez #guys another thing i would have warned myself about law school #is that especially in the second semester #you are going to be having so many email exchanges #and so. so many meetings