#but nope they have my attention

[blog-of-reaction]

The amount of times Seth said “Shut up, Richard,” in just one episode is hilarious. And yeah, Richie done be crazy. But that doesn’t mean what he sees isn’t potentially real. Also, was the lady at the beginning already a vampire or whatever or was she just a regular human before she was thrown in the pit with the snakes?

#I binge watched the first five episodes a few years back before I decided the gore was to much for me #but I have now come back to it #also I dont say this lightly but seth gecko is hot af #poor ranger guy (I feel bad I don’t remember his name) #I hope he get ‘em #but also not #like I hope he kinda gets revenge but I don’t want either of the geckos to die #because I love seth #and I love Richie #the guy is just unhinged #also I thought seth was supposed to be the younger one? #but he’s very much giving exasperated older sibling vibes #anyway yeah I was going to watch either this hemlock grove or b99 #three very different shows I know #and I figured I’d watch the pilot of the first two before deciding which one to watch #but nope they have my attention #s watches from dusk till dawn #one thing I find really intriguing about this show is like #Seth and Richie are brothers and they love each other and it’s them against the world #but also if I remember right #(which tbh is questionable I when I originally watched the first season I had already been up for 24 hours) #then richie kinda goes off the rails #and like #the conflict with this person is family but they are also crossing to many lines and seeing how seth will respond to that is interesting #not that he’s necessarily a pinnacle of good morals though #also is Richie the same guy from the kings man movies or is it just the glasses?

[seonghwacore]

be real honest. which member of your favorite group whose personality is actually similar to you? are they your bias or not?

#ann.txt #ive been curious about this #esp to atinys but i think people from other fandoms might see and want to share too #in my case my personality is the closest to mingi hongjoong and scoups (with less $$$) #mingi mainly cus of his thinking framework and bluntness constantly talking abt world economy whatsoever 😂 #his “cost-benefit” mindset is strong and its shown? but it doesnt make him cold or careless abt his friends #and you know what else is strong in him? his simpness for yunho. boi doesnt have anything bad abt him he has his name in his head 25/8 #i think if i have my own “yunho” person i'll have nothing in my head but them too #i think if hes just a clerical worker or avg uni student hed do a good job in business or any job/study thats data driven? #hongjoong and coups. assertive yet open to feedbacks. they treat it as opportunity to improve and reach out wider audiences #while attentive to their members their works the top priority. if they can work then why sleep #be the $$$ daddies 🤑 #just in real life yet tricky in games 🤪 but sometimes im also a fool like mingi 🤪🤪🤪 #and nope theyre not my bias but its amazing to know you gentlemen 🤝 #PLUS THEYRE ALL BIG BABIES MAXIMUM OF 5 YEARS OLD #I AM 5

[intotheelliwoods]

So basically would you rather have "larger 2 to 3 part updates with a longer hiatus" or "smaller 1 to 2 part updates with a shorter hiatus"

#yeah nope my motivation is totally dipped #zapped #energy is still there ideas are still there but my attention span to sit and draw for hours said goodbye #anyways I have parts 2/3 done for the next update #might just post the first two parts and the third later in the week #this is also just kinda me asking hey would you like what I have now before my motivation dips for a whole week again #oh boy the irl has not been kind to me and I think I finally crashed from it #who knows maybe I can finish part 3 tomorrow though #who knows... #ight enough of a tag dump

[marzipanandminutiae]

god I hope the new 0MFD, G**d Omens, and WWD1TS seasons don't come out all at once (censoring to avoid the tags)

I'll not see a single female character on my dash for a month straight

#joint 'for $1 name a woman' crew coming in hot #like no the shows aren't objectively Bad for it. not everything has to have all types of representation! I know that! #it's just. personally annoying to me #'well what about- #yeah what ABOUT her? I haven't seen any female characters in any of those fandoms get more than passing attention #my favorite GO character from the book is Anathema. does anyone in the show fandom give a shit about Anathema? #nope!!! because she's not a pretty man shippable with another pretty man!!! #again this is NOT an inherently bad thing! I am tantruming in my personal tantrum hole!

[knickknacksandallthat]

au where kevin and jean grow up together and their riley and maya in that order from girl meets world

prove me wrong, except you can't cause im right

KEVIN:

JEAN:

JEAN & KEVIN TOGETHER:

ME: *starts slow clapping* No, no I can't, Anon. You are SO right.

#is this the pairing I would have thought of offhand? nope #can I totally see it now that you've brought it to my attention? #oh heck yea #also I just love the thought of them having this quirky little duo in some other universe #fun thoughts #thanks for the ask anon! #kevin day #jean moreau #aftg #all for the game #lovely people

[satans-knitwear]

Keep watching... 👀🙄

Treat me ~ Tip me

#She just nopes back out of there 😂😂 #I keep thinking YAY i got the house to myself for a bit!! But nope. I have the doggos. My attention remains divided #Creatures vs content creators. An ongoing hunt for attention. The creatures always win. #I cant take my shorts off now bc rosie WILL run off with them. #Partial tease it is #Alt pinup #Satans knitwear #Tease #Lingerie reveal #bi girl #uk girl #cheeky #girls with piercings #girls with tattoos #wlw #Strappy lingerie #Pretty lingerie #Strappy lingerie set #Doggo stealing the show as usual

[the-everqueen]

new chapter of gay coworkers feat. Ruin

#sandman #sandman fic #my fic #gay coworkers au #corimatt #and nope it's still not the bird sex yet sorry #have some angst instead #toss a kudos to your local fanfic author or whatever #or comments. god knows i love comments. #is that not why we are all here on tumblr? attention?

[thelassoway]

Do you ever think about the origin of the name Theodore? No. "From the Ancient Greek name Θεόδωρος (Theódoros), meaning "gift of God(s)" (from the Ancient Greek words θεός, (theós) "God/Gods" and δῶρον (dṓron) "gift.""

#Ted Lasso #I'm back here again thinking #Theodore Lasso #*mine: nonsense #Rebecca Welton #to bind or tie connection to lasso #Greek Tragedy by The Wombats playing #working on that other thing/looking in the archive for a gifset I want to reblog since I been going through all the episodes #all the ideas I'm working on and then seeing other connection my brain hurts and I don't have time to add these new things #also someone just stop me. I need the thoughts to stop and I thought after 2 beers I would not notice more things #but nope I notice more things and how I actually missed a couple of things on gifsets I posted in the past #and no one called me out on them...........which is good and bad and I'm not going to fix the things now #I mean we all know to about the name Rebecca too #it is all too much #but this show subtly putting it in a line right in the first episode. like damn are you paying attention from the start #or are you looking at your show #this whole thing got away from me anyway start beer three and still looking for the gifset I want to reblog be back or maybe not

[iintervallum]

the only sort of thing of worth i can contribute to a very specifc discussion that is taking place on here is, vis a vis this weird sort of transmisogny v racism comparison thing that i keep seeing cropping up and also admittedly keep looking into because I'm curious why people think how they do is this:

at the very least people do recognize racism as an axis of opression, even the most liberal of liberals knows it's a thing that happens and that people do experience it, even if they don't take stuff like micro agressions seriously or think that racism is no more somehow because of Martin Luther king or whatever, they still understand that its something that a person can experience and be a victim of, even if they think we've "gone past it"

meanwhile i still see trans fems get hounded for trying to just explain why tme/tma are useful terms and that transmisogny is a genuine thing that can happen. people somehow managed to make the toonimal thing about trans women who didn't know the guy, like huh?

people bring up tme poc as people who would get the experience, but honestly, especially in the cases of tme women of colour, i feel like they are more likely to want to distance themselves from trans fems, they would get offended if they were to be compared to one, I've seen it happen a few times.

like sure terf/radfem ideology is very much racist yes, but you find transphobes are perfectly fine rubbing shoulders with racists if it means getting to paint trans people as 'degenerates'.

people of colour are just as culpable in transphobia and it should be brought up, i don't like to bring it up because unfortunately people can't talk about the homophobia/transphobia in non white spaces without being racist about it."oh well they're backwards anyways what do you expect" how about you fuck off

that's one of the reasons its so annoying to see people of colour that are terfs, like they aren't going to fight for you. i distinctly remember once while i was looking into the radfem tag to block people, i once saw a radfem that was poc, complaining about how racist people within the radfem community can be,and i thought "didn't think the leopards would eat you too huh"

im vaguing about a specific "discourse" that i honestly think shouldn't be even called discourse it's been going on for a lot longer than when i first heard about it. im not involved with it but I've been looking at it from a distance and man, if either of your sides don't seem to involve transfems of colour then your statements talking about either transmisogny along with racism seem to ring kind of hollow. i really don't like how this thing that seems to be born out of one specific incident like 2-3 years back has kept going and morphed into something a lot more insidious. i think people are stiring shit with it too and sending horrible anons and asks to bait drama as well which sucks

i want to see more conversations about those topics that don't circle back to this weird feud that neither circle involved seems to want to keep going on with but for whatever reason there's just something or the other that ignites it every few months. like we're stuck at stalemate here unless someone new comes in to fully blow it up even further.

tbh i don't even blame twoc for keeping their distance on this it's genuinely not worth it, youd just get the brunt of the horribleness of both sides and none of benefits. that's honestly the most i can say, I'm not trans fem, and I'm non black too, as a lot of the specific kind of racism they are talking about is antiblackness, which of course with either topic I'm not the person who can really talk with any authority on.

hence why reblogs are off I'm just giving my 2 cents on this because im finding it difficult to sleep and i have a lot of thoughts

#aster.txt #transmisogyny #racism #non rebloggable #<- should add this as a tag for the posts that have reblogs off #honestly people should use rebloggable or non rebloggable if they want people to be sure so they don't have to ask #but asking is still nice i like when i go to the replies and people ask it's sweet #just a little reminder that there are nice people in the world #this situation too has these circles of people that i don't particularly like #and if you pay attention it's centered around like one specifc guy #that is clearly never going to accept his complicity in the harm caused in this #while i don't like either circle i dislike his thing of getting involved in stuff and then going woah #i was just posting on my own blog how did this happen?? like hey you know your reputation here #you know that if you were to comment on stuff people will make a thing about it #and clearly people are willing to get nasty over this on anon to defend you so somewhere you went wrong #i followed that person for a bit of time before seeing this play out and going nope i dont like you actually #ugh i feel nervous posting this but whatever I'll delete later if i regret it

[justalittlebluetiefling]

Horizon Forbidden West | Favorite Moments (1/∞)

#horizon forbidden west #aloy #hfw fave moments #mygifs #i just really like it when aloy lacks any patience for people who think they deserve special treatment #forgive me while i pick up photoshop again for the first time in like 8 months #and have to get used to the random updates that happened while i wasn't paying attention #i made this and immediately wanted to remake it and then went nope fuck it #we'll see how many of these i end up making lol my patience for my own gifs is limited #i made this while i should be working don't tell my boss

[oneirataxia-girl]

alvita's birthday exchange ⇝ for hadley @supermarine-silvally

ft. Bravada Yara x Portgas Ace

"And I'll surrender myself to you."

x x

I hope you like it!

bonus:

a small icon set to thank you for all the art you made for me! <33

#alvita's edits #alvita's birthday exchange #hadley my beloved #okay so fun fact #i Do Not Know how ace's and yara's skin tones compare to each other #but i stalked -- i mean poked around in your blog and i've come to the conclusion that they're supposed to both be relatively light skinned #idk i am bad af at colors y'all #also tried to keep a purplish coloring in the cover #i ended up keeping a non-purple ver bc the shade of it was making me upset #the title is supposed to be purple fading into gold #keyword supposed to #heavy sigh #i've never done an animated cover so this is New™️ to me #so if you want to have anything changed pls hmu! #i feel like covers are THE graphic for a fic so i want to get it as perfect as possible #another fun fact is like idk which is right and left anymore #so if i made the dumbest mistake ever and colored/covered the wrong eye PLS tell me #the quality enhancer also doesn't consider ace to be worthy of its attention #that's why he's grainy af #i tried to get it to enhance him but cutout was like 'lol nope' #so yeah #alright these tags are getting long af again

[running-in-the-dark]

I just had to see this comment on that 'how anxious are you while driving' poll:

and tbh... haha shut your mouth :)

#thanks for the advice! guess I'll not leave the house ever again then :) #bitch I have anxiety. everything makes me a bit anxious sometimes. so yeah driving IS a bit scary sometimes. #but guess what? I can judge if I'm safe to drive or not! and I fucking am! #I've never even put the tiniest scratch in the car. #I drive better than plenty of people that I know and it's *because* it makes me a bit anxious sometimes #I pay attention to everything. I don't drive too fast I don't do stupid shit I'm a good driver #not perfect. definitely not. #but I know what I feel comfortable with and if I don't I don't fucking drive (like yeah when there's lots of snow I won't drive!) #sorry but I hate shit like this #if this is your opinion uuh don't talk to me I guess? because it's shitty as fuck #like?? why do you think you can judge that shit better than. I don't know. my driving instructor for example? that man saw me have a panic #attack in my second lesson and he was still the one who convinced me I could do it. #even the examiner thought I did great even though I was very anxious (because it's a fucking TEST. and it's expensive as fuck.) #so please fuck off :) #sorry I don't usually care about stupid shit like this but I had to see that on my dash and. nope it's too fucking stupid to ignore #they probably meant well. and I don't care! :) because I've heard shit like this my whole life and if I didn't do everything that makes me #anxious I couldn't do ANYTHING. yes. driving is serious. making sure everyone on the road isn't in danger is serious. and guess what? I'm #completely sure I take that into consideration more than 99% of drivers before they get into their cars :) #okay rant over I'm done I just. ugh it makes me mad. #personal

[ruairy]

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#i have been trying very hard to play the chaotic gremlin i envision my tav to be #but i also want to do everything Correctly in case I don't have the attention span for a second or more playthroughs #so basically my in game experience of bg3 thus far is my party watching this weird pink gremlin of a tiefling #steal everything not nailed down #while one minute being a shit head and the second being the paragon of goodness and kindness uwu #i have at least made a point of lookong outfor my fellow tiefs and also children bc i gave my tav the urchin background #im just going to go with their wildly fluctuating decisions being a result of No Parental guidance #also their first interaction w astarion was headbutting him #as if im not Absolutly gunning to romance him lmao #my tav: headbuts the shit out of astarion #my tav two days later: ofc u can suck my blood guy i just met and threatened to cut my throat open two days ago #also I decided to play druid and had the unfortunate doscoveru that spider wild shape turns u into a human sized spider #rather than a tiny little guy i thought i would get #idk i thought i could use it to get into tiny space but Nope #giant spider in the middle of the Grove #i will end this by saying i know nothing about dnd lmao

[bunnihearted]

*o*

#ok sorry i've done my best to not obsessively talk abt this every single day for the past TWO months but..... #i just wanna eat normally again bro #i wanna eat healthy stuff bc i can always FEEL how much my body appreciated it and it gives me energy #i also wanna eat more unhealthy things just bc they're yummy and thats ok sometimes too #and i want chocolate bro.. im dying from chocolate deficiency #but anyway it is 1) extremely boeing to eat the same things every single day for 8 weeks #but 2) i can feel that i dont get enough nutrition. im super tired and dizzy and short of breath. also i am sooooo fkn cold #3) it is mentally exhausting to get home and be like damn im so tired i just wanna eat cereal but nope i have to make my bland food #i am just sick and tired of this. esp bc it takes SO long to get medical attention. so for rn i am not even certain it is gallstones #and what do i get as a treatment if it is??? like should i just live like this forever now?? will i have to wait months for a surgery? #what if it isnt gallstones??? what if they cant find out whats wrong? so it is not only the waiting it is the uncertainty #but most of all. im so hungry all the time and i dont wanna think abt what im eating anymore. i just wanna eat normally broooo fml

[foolishnpd]

*feels ignored by my friend* *my parents literally ignore me* *talks to nobody and has no other friends*

wow, I wonder why I feel a crippling need for attention 🤔🤔

#lilyroaring #npd safe #I just want attentionnnnnnn #no not like that though- #why does everyone ignore me #am I not deserving of so so so so much attention and love and praise #I need to get into a romantic relationship or some shit #like I need a social connection where someone is almost obligated to love and pay attention to me #you'd think parents would fulfill that connection given that they are. parents. #but nope!!! ignored!!!!!!! #I am just an annoying bitch who needs to leave them alone #because needing attention and love is stupid apparently #and I have to be 'independant' -_- #I guess it's my destiny to be ignored all the time #god said I'm not worthy of love or fame #there's literally an intense feeling of heartache when I'm being ignored or craving attention #it's this void in my chest that needs to be filled #and I wish I could just cry about it

[labwebs]

"Uuuuurgh... Ow."

#open to mutuals 💙 #do my drafts spark joy? yes they do! #do i have the attention span to do super long things at the moment? NOPE! #(part of the reply i posted was done last night and i finished it today lol) #is that a band? [peter 3]