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#but idk. as of right now im just not havin a great time.
fleshdyke · 11 months
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#sh/sui warning for tags#been having a shit day and just not feeling great overall and usually drinking water and eating helps but it hasnt today :/#which means its an Actual Problem this time. like i knew it was an actual problem when i fucking cut AGAIN but idk#idk man. im just so so so scared of my friends hating me#and i know i have to see my partner again bc she is the one and only person that never ever makes me feel safe and unjudged and everything#but idk. as of right now im just not havin a great time.#like its actually so stupid the things i get upset about. there was some motivational speaker at my school today and when we got called down#to go watch the presentation i had to take like five seconds to grab my bag and phone from my desk#and my two friends got up and left together without waiting for me#and i know it wasn’t their intention and they weren’t trying to be mean or anything but man. doesnt make it hurt less yk.#and i saw some post from a guy in my school of him and his friends in the cafeteria and idk why but it made me so sad. it made me think abt#one time my friends said they wanted to walk around at lunch so i was like ok i’ll eat alone that’s fine bc i’m too disabled to walk around#the school. and then someone sent me a pic of them all eating together in the cafeteria. and i know they probably just stopped there for a#second and weren’t purposely ignoring me or anything but man that did not help yk#i want to leave them alone bc they never seem to want to talk to me but im trying to tell myself its just my mind but its so hard to#and i do love my friends and im making them seem a lot worse here than they are but its just. god im so scared.#idk. i dont actually want to die but i wish i could kms like. temporarily.#i know this is bad and manipulative but i just cant shake the want to know what would happen if i did yk. and this is a terrible train of#thought but like i want my friends to realize how scared this makes me and if i have to kms to do that. idk.#ive brought it up to them before and they pretty much told me to eat with someone else and i said i didnt have any other friends and they#kind of just said not my problem. so i dont want to bring it up again bc im mature enough to deal with my own issues and shit#it’s just hard man. i dont know how im supposed to communicate w them bc everything feels like im traumadumping on them and i dont want to#bother them. im trying to convince myself its not an issue and it doesnt actually bother me but i know it does bc i just fucking relapsed#and i had a city council thing in class today and i was the only person that was denied any funding at all and i was trying not to take it#personally and i was doing pretty good but i told my mom about it and she started defending the ppl that refused me anything and then it was#suddenly personal to me for some reason. its stupid and i know that but god that doesnt make it any better#rambles#vent
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mejomonster · 2 months
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My gastroparesis driving me up a wall. And by that i mean ive been barely eating for over a week now and my symptoms still arent improving and im really not havin a great time im exhausted my bodys in pain trying to get me to Rest but i gotta work full time and my abdomen absolutely hurts but painkillers slow digestion even More so ive been laying down on heatpad as much as possible and i really dont wanna go back to an All Liquid diet (but even if i did im at the nausea and vomiting point of a gastroparesis flare which means even liquid only im likely to throw up either way) and like. I just wanna comfort eat bread cause i feel miserable exhausted in pain and it would be a small joy. But bread is absolutely not something i can eat during a flare. I can only eat it when doing good if i take benedryl. Im so angry and tired and id like to sleep for days. And i gotta still Make myself eat chips and protein shakes even tho i got nausea cause my gi meds dont work unless i eat Something. Even if i got nausea and tons of pain wooh
Anyway im getting flack from family for being so tired the last week and i love em and all but its awful feeling guilty for not calling Enough when its like goddamn eating (something humans gotta do at least once a day) hurts phenomenally and i barely can but i obviously desire to like any human then i eat and Ouch my body didnt fucking like that and punished me for it and im so mad. I feel awful and yeah im mad i dont got energy to hide how much pain im in and chat false enthusiastically for 20 minutes after already doing it all thru work. I had 1 teaspoon of peanut butter today and my remaining options are soup broth (but it had beans cooked in it and my body cant take fiber today so idk if its worth the risk of any accidental beans) and salad (which is of course raw vegetables fiber very hard on stomach rn so i can probably just eat a handful size portion and hopefully ill chew enough its mush and my body will tolerate it). And a protein shake (but its got fiber and is made of chickpeas i think for the protein so idk if my body is tolerating it or not im just drinking it so i dont have no calories). I had chips yesterday but i think my body considered it too solid or large to digest idk cause im eveb worse today. I also had toast yesterday cause i was so angry and hungry and wanted comfort food. So of course that messed me up. Which means i should take more benedryl. But then i wont just be hungry and pain tired, ill also be drug tired. And im so sick of being miserablr all day at work just to pass out the second its over cause allergy meds knocked me out then ive lost all day. But without allergy meds i can eat hardly anything i like. I mean i cant eat rn but like. Right before this fuckjng flare and hopefully once its over. Im just sick of it. Im tired and when i go to therapy next week shell probs ask oh what do you do to stress relief and its like... i get it but are u fucking kidding me. Im knocked unconcious from benedryl. And tired anyway cayse no food, and pain nonstop from gi tract. So im barely doing anything. I cant really get outta bed cause i need the 4 sq feet heatpad or ill be in agony over my abdomen. Dont have tv in room so i can use phone i guess. So tired i can barely keep eyes open or think so im not writing reading or watching shows on phone. I can idk listen to a reaction or lets play since if i fall asleep and wake up i dont need to follow a plot. But like im not in a state to be going for a fucking walk (i wish! I wanna dance and walk but my abdomen and back feel awful and im so tired im dizzy when i stand) or hang out w friend, which im sure idk shed prefer to hear some productive ass activity like god im just trying to keep myself employed and out of the ER until the flare rights itself. Please
And i know jts not that bad. Ive been worse. I couldnt eat solid food for 6 months once. I was in the ER weekly it was so bad i blocked most of it outta memory. This is only a couple weeks. And i havent thrown up much! I was throwing up 5 times daily back then. And i have had chips and peanut butter! I recognizr thats nice, i got some solid food and held it down! I know my gastroparesis is EONS LESS severe than it was when it started.
Its just like. It still sucks barely eating for weeks and any eating hurting immensely and nonstop nausea for days and pain not lowering. Like a normal healthy person might snap from anger if they try to go 20 hours without eating, or crash and need to eat to keep going, or just be run down as fuck and justifiable if they barely do anything that day. But i go days like that and im expected to just appear fine and live life normally like im not worn down af and just desperate to not feel nausea and pain and i just really wanna eat again. Normally.
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tfyouthinkiam505 · 7 months
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kina gay ngl //
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kina like havin a casual relationship with my friend
i love n trust him n he really is the kina person you could never have a bad breakup with
he doesnt care what were doing as long as we always stay friends
idk if ill ever try to make it official
since i have horrible commitment issues
and i never truly know what i want
but for now, im enjoying my time with him
and he gets to feel what its like to be loved n cared for by someone
its honestly crazy that hes never been in a relationship before
hes a great guy
hes supportive
understanding
great listener
funny
smart
he gets along well with just about everyone he meets
down for anything, even if its something hes not necessarily interested in. as long as youre having fun, hes having fun too.
if hes in the middle of something and i ask him for something, he drops everything right away to give me what i ask for
he always compliments me
he doesnt point out my insecurities (well, sometimes he does when he tries to compliment me on something that im insecure about so i dont really take it as a compliment. but thats a me problem. i still appreciate it)
validates me no matter how small or stupid my issue is
non-judgmental
doesnt mind my weird antics
doesnt get bothered by how clingy i am
doesnt get upset at me when i go through my mood swings
hes pretty level-headed
very open and honest
he cares about his friends alot and would do just about anything for them
not to mention hes also v pretty n looks hot af now that hes started dressing more casually (before, hed like always dress like hes on his way to a job interview. not a vibe fr. my guy, youre 22, not 40. act like it lmao)
his only main flaws is that hes hard headed n stubborn (which isnt always a flaw. but sometimes it can be annoying)
and he gets into moods sometimes. but he cant really help it
idk. hes lovely tho
i wish i wasnt so fucked up all the time
then id def try n make our relationship official
but hes not pushy and just wants me to be happy and wants to see me succeed. whether thats with him or with someone else.
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thelowlysatsuma · 4 years
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i’m about to crack and finally go look up what the FUCK the magnus archives is about but first: What I Know About TMA As Instructed By Tungle Dot Hell
jonny the sims man:
op’s self-insert
archivist and like. mostly decent at it
ace (ace rights!)
doesn’t believe in the supernatural (despite working at a Supernatural Research Joint) until it kicks down his door and stabs him in the nuts
Too Many Eyes
fucks shit up a lot
has a lovely bf named martin
has been possessed by like?? every Fear Boi(tm) out there??? man dude’s just havin a rough year
Breaking News: Only Sane Man Falls Headfirst Into Insanity, More At Ten
martin blackwood:
lovely boy. cinnamon roll. Protect This Man Or Else
the best goddamn character in the show. Does Not Deserve Anything That Happens To Him
might have murdered somebody???? and definitely forged his employment paperwork bc of Ambiguous Tragic Backstory(tm). seriously what the fuck is this man’s real name
enemies to lovers slow burn 220k w/ jonman
tim:
nice dude, also gets possessed a lot
lowkey a flirt?
also gets shipped w/ martin sometimes idk
sasha:
there’s some SERIOUS other mother shit going on here but idk specifics. i do know that jon fucked this situation up a lot too tho
elias bitchboy:
jon’s “““manager”““ but rlly just the motherfucker who fucked up his shit and did. something. with all the Scary Squad(tm)
also has eye symbolism?? i think he’s a foil to jon???
trash man. absolute garbage boy. feral little bastard. kill this bitch.
runs the magnus institute through tax fraud
peter lukas:
bitchboy’s Equally Terrible Husband
foil to martin??
i think one of them hired someone to kill the other at some point but like both of them knew it and it was just For The Lolz????
im pretty sure his hubby jumped ship at the institute and now he runs the joint but who knows if that’s right at this point
basira:
also works for jon somehow
lovely lady, wears a hijab.
cool wlw honestly i don’t know anything bad about her she sounds great
daisy:
The One Cop We Respect
basira’s gf???? idk man
also possessed by a member of the spooky squad but this time it’s The Hunt (ooh fancy capital letters)
michael:
FuckHands McGee(tm)
anyways are y’all fans alright??? do you need a hug?? i feel like you guys need a hug listen i’m sending y’all virtual hugs stay safe in season 5 friends don’t go too feral i believe in you
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saintcheryl · 3 years
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I HAVE BEEN SENT BY COMMUNISTMISHACOLLINS FOR YOUR INFO TO ASSIST OUR RAGING AGAINST RICH WHITE MEN. FEEL FREE TO VENT AND I WILL CHEER YOU ON FROM OVER HERE
OH BOY. OKAY. yes i listened to the whole podcast
let me preface this by saying.....i want to like this guy so bad. within reason like i usually tune out his lukewarm liberal takes like, thats 2 b expected, but some things in this podcast PISSSSSSSSED ME OFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
the biggest thing was just......jerking joe biden the FUCK off. just, minutes of talking about how great joe biden is. described as "someone we can trust" and he said biden is "someone with integrity" multiple times, and he and alyssa talked about how they feel like things r better now bc trump is out of office and like. that is the number one way to piss me off!!!!!! biden is not really that much better he goes back on all the shit he says and so many terrible awful disgusting problems from trump admin are still problems because....guess what.........it wasnt just bc of trump hes just the guy who made a lot of shit worse or brought it to the forefront of the Political Discourse but like! kids r still in cages and now every lib who defended biden is justifying it. et cetera. not to mention biden is A RAPIST????????
and the FUCKING THING that got me too. the FUCKING thing. was alyssa was talking about the metoo movement and her experiences with assault and how awful and traumatic it felt when it wasn't handled well. and then they go RIGHT INTO RIDING BIDEN'S DICK!!!!!!!!!!!! they go SO hard on it its honestly fucking hilarious how deeply and intensely and reverently they praise this man in this podcast. yes, let's discuss how assault is bad and terrible, now let's go praise the rapist. woo!
honestly id get it if like. misha (and other liberal activist celebs etc) just like.....tolerated biden. were like, ok sure we got this guy, he's not great but it's something, we will do what we can. i get that! but to place so much emphasis on how we can trust him and how he has integrity and how everything feels better now? NO!!!!!!! we can NEVER trust politicians because if we do they do more fuck shit and get away with it!!!!!!!!!! and the "wow everything feels better now that we have biden in office, i don't have to think about the president and all the bad shit all the time now haha!" maybe YOU don't have to think about it. but most people you claim to want to help do still have to think about it. most people you claim to want to help are still living with the same conditions and the president is doing nothing to help in any substantial way. nothing has changed for a lot of people! and now others are even more complicit bc they fall back on "oh trump's not in office anymore so things r better" NO!!!!!!!!!!
like. misha is still doing political work i'm not saying he isn't, but the way he's going about it while praising the administration feels........gross and bad? i am not an expert by any means but like. it feels bad that he's got this reputation of being a Paragon Of Wokeness and being a Big Leftist Activist when he's like......very centrist nationalist liberal "the government can be fixed" which is. not left lmfao. it doesn't mean much. and excessively praising biden and saying things about him that are just......clearly and provably incorrect? dmitri i have some Words for you
i often see ppl saying "well at least hes doing more than other celebrities" like yes! he is, indeed! like i said he's done some cool stuff, he's making some impact and that's good. i do NOT want to write that off whatsoever. but idk like.....with say, jackles, i dont expect shit from him. jackles could say a lukewarm lib take and id be like ah, of course, i am not bothered by this. but from misha it's disappointing bc he tries to be a political activist and is actively involved in things and my god do i want to like him. it's BECAUSE i like him that this stuff upsets me!!!!!!!! and it's because i like him that i think ppl gotta be conscious and constructively critical of ppl and what they say. if someones defending everything he says just bc he's Misha Collins thats not at all a healthy way of engaging w ppl in the public eye. im not saying bully him please god dont do that, i wouldnt even say this stuff To him bc i know it wouldnt do shit, but i like havin it out there so other ppl and fans of him can think about it and be aware of it. pobody's nerfect, sometimes ur fav is a democrat
i don't wanna discount the things misha does do, he does a lot of good shit! but like.........some things i cannot forgive or ignore and like. tldr this podcast left an awful taste in my mouth and it feels like at best he's incredibly out of touch with what struggling people in #ThisCountry actually need, and the way he talks about biden and american politics in general just feels very irresponsible and counterproductive
they talked about some other stuff too but thats mostly what i retained lmfao
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kae-karo · 4 years
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Shinsero or shinserokami, if you don't mind
hello hello hello hello it’s a motherfucking pleasure (can u tell i’ve been on tik tok too much lately?) - send me a bnha character or ship and i’ll give u my thots (x)! check out what i’ve already done (x)
before i take this seriously: sero’s the perfect match for shinsou’s binding kink let’s be honest we’re all thinking it okay
but no actually i’ll be honest i never vibed much with sero i think he wasn’t given a very loud/clear personality? i have nothing against him just not a fave so i apologize that this may not be as long as some of the others
now! that said i think ya boi aizawa is like hey. sero. you’re probs the best equipped to help shinsou train with his bondage scarf binding cloth im teaming y’all up and seros like ‘hell yeah! i’ll teach you the ropes’ *wink but like just cause it’s a pun but u know shinsou’s like hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh what* aizawa sighs and fucks off cause he gets enough stupid puns at home
anyway i don’t think this is a love at first sight kind of thing either i think it’s a forged-through-working-together kind of thing? sero strikes me as a laid back dude who’s not in a rush and shinsou’s a dumb gay who can’t take a hint 
but they do start hanging out a lot under the pretense of ‘training’ and ‘strategizing’ and ‘aizawa said i needed to work on my skill with the binding cloth’ and shinsou’s taking it v v seriously but sero’s just like. havin a good time until shinsou starts getting good and then he’s actually like. really having to try while they train
honestly i feel like the entire bakusquad is really welcoming to shinsou? like i think everyone is ofc but i feel like between sero and denki they’re both like. always asking shinsou to have lunch with them and walking with him between classes and stuff and it really brings shinsou out of his like. self-defensive little bubble where he feels like he always has to prove himself and why he deserves to be there and stuff?
oh. oh u bet ur ass sero gets shinsou into watching Every Single One of the spiderman movies. ‘it’s a character study’ ‘it’ll help with your binding cloth stuff’ and u know shinsou 1000% falls asleep during one of them and sero’s half a second from waking him up when he sorta falls to rest on his shoulder and oh hm shinsou’s tired guess they’ll have to just watch it some other time then oh well what a travesty better just let him sleep
so. apparently. sero is Very Fashionable. and he uhhhh thinks shinsou could do with a little fashion upgrade. and he makes shinsou try a BUNCH of stuff on (’u wanna be a well-liked pro hero right? gotta have great style!’) and shinsou is like super un-confident about everything sero makes him try on but sero’s like ‘oh my god this looks amazing on you’ and ‘you literally look like such a badass right now’ and finally shinsou’s like ‘okay you can’t say i look good in everything’ and sero’s like ‘well idk maybe you just look good in whatever you wear’ and shinsou’s just like *SCREAM*
oh sero’s also definitely always trying to get shinsou to use his quirk on people like only the really annoying ones like bakugou and never for anything really bad just to like....mess with them a little. shinsou gave in one time but only cause sero reminded him how much of an asshole baku was to him and uhhhh baku may have misplaced his homework prior to class what a travesty he’ll no longer have a perfect record.......
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ua-himiko · 5 years
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x9.18
@ua-touya 12:42 PM
damn, you hero school brats really are sure of yourself, huh?
ua-himiko 12:44 PM
you have no right to try and look down on us when you cant even take five minutes out of your busy schedule to help someone who is supposed to be your FRIEND
ua-touya 12:45 PM
listen, if i could have helped you, i wouldve, alright?
ua-himiko 12:45 PM
whatever
ua-touya 12:46 PM
yeah, whatever.
@ua-todoroki 4:14 PM
Wtf.
ua-himiko 4:15 PM
what
ua-todoroki 4:15 PM
Who are you.
@ua-chargebolt  4:15 PM
What just... happened?
ua-himiko 4:16 PM
lol ypu
ua-todoroki 4:16 PM
Great answer.
@ua-stopwatch 4:16 PM
lots of things happened, kaminari
ua-himiko 4:16 PM
ew ur back
my names miko who r u
ua-todoroki 4:17 PM
Todoroki Shouto.
ua-himiko 4:17 PM
wha,,,
real funny haha joke but like actually tho..
ua-chargebolt  4:17 PM
Well. I figured that, ,Damien... I mean.... new people now? What's goin on?
ua-todoroki 4:17 PM
...?
Yeah.
That's who I am.
ua-stopwatch 4:18 PM
she waltzed in the chat and started degrading people last night.
ua-chargebolt  4:18 PM
Huh.
ua-himiko 4:18 PM
lol bro... i get it ur edgey lulz but lykeeee im not falling for that i wasnt born yesterday
ua-todoroki 4:18 PM
?????
ua-chargebolt  4:18 PM
Who... are you?
ua-stopwatch 4:19 PM
..
ua-himiko 4:19 PM
:/ i just said my name was miko... do i need 2 go full name or what
ua-todoroki 4:19 PM
[pic of his ID]
ua-stopwatch 4:19 PM
please. If you don't mind.
ua-chargebolt  4:19 PM
lol, Miko, sounds like the main character for some anime-
ua-himiko 4:19 PM
uh real cool prop i guess I LUV ANIME xD
ua-todoroki 4:20 PM
Wtf.
:/.
ua-himiko 4:20 PM
its a cute nickname tho rite???? lololol but yea its short for toga himiko yeah
ok i showed u mine now show me urs edgey weirdo cuz im not fallin for this troll attempt rite here
ua-chargebolt  4:21 PM
Why's that name ring a bell...
ua-stopwatch 4:21 PM
it does. Doesn't it.
ua-chargebolt  4:21 PM
What's the big deal tho, he already said his name...
ua-himiko 4:21 PM
eh i was on the news once it aint no thang we dont talk about that lol
ua-todoroki 4:21 PM
I already told you.
ua-chargebolt  4:21 PM
lol
ua-himiko 4:21 PM
bro...
ua-stopwatch 4:21 PM
Miko, what's your quirk if you don't mind my asking
ua-chargebolt  4:21 PM
I'm Kaminari Denki btw but like
what's the hangup about Shouteroki's name?
ua-himiko 4:22 PM
:/... its called TRANSFORM idk why that matters tho
ua-chargebolt  4:22 PM
are you a transformer
ua-himiko 4:23 PM
cuz like??????????? todoroki shoutos been dead for like half a decade or whatever so pretending 2 be some famous dead kid is fuckin weird and dumb like... hello
ua-touya 4:23 PM
what
ua-himiko 4:23 PM
eveyrone knows that its not new info
ua-todoroki 4:23 PM
What.
ua-stopwatch 4:23 PM
..what
ua-chargebolt  4:23 PM
HAH??????
ua-himiko 4:23 PM
????????????????????
ua-stopwatch 4:23 PM
he's not-
ua-touya 4:23 PM
what do you mean he died? how?
ua-stopwatch 4:23 PM
..y'know what...she might be one of the alternates
ua-chargebolt  4:23 PM
lol what kinda AU is this
ua-todoroki 4:23 PM
What the fuck.
ua-himiko 4:24 PM
like it was a while ago but like everyone knows about this so wtf :////
ua-chargebolt  4:24 PM
You uh... a zomble there Todo?
ua-stopwatch 4:24 PM
Miko, I can assure you, that this todoroki isn't dead
ua-chargebolt  4:24 PM
Physically anyway
ua-todoroki 4:24 PM
What the fuck.
ua-stopwatch 4:24 PM
like I said. Maybe an alternate?
ua-himiko 4:24 PM
alternate of what
p-mina 4:24 PM
oooh!!!! Like me!!!!
ua-stopwatch 4:24 PM
have you heard of the multiverse theory?
ua-himiko 4:25 PM
it was like a biiiiiiiig case his mom like went crazy and off'd him like bruh
ua-chargebolt  4:25 PM
W H A T
ua-himiko 4:25 PM
the what
ua-touya 4:25 PM
she what??
ua-himiko 4:25 PM
?????? hello
ua-chargebolt  4:25 PM
WHOMST?
ua-stopwatch 4:25 PM
the multiverse theory.
p-mina 4:25 PM
D:
ua-stopwatch 4:25 PM
or rather, the string theory
ua-todoroki 4:25 PM
...
ua-himiko 4:25 PM
fuckin google it oh my god cmon its like
h/o i'll just get an article this is so dumb
ua-chargebolt  4:25 PM
YOU google it...
ua-touya 4:26 PM
there's not going to be an article, batsy
ua-himiko 4:26 PM
dont rush me omg im working on it...
ua-todoroki 4:26 PM
Who.
ua-stopwatch 4:26 PM
in our string of the multiverse, todoroki isn't dead.
ua-todoroki 4:26 PM
Wait.
Wait.
ua-himiko 4:26 PM
u keep sayin multiverse like i kno wtf that is i dont even watch scifi im not a nerd
ua-chargebolt  4:27 PM
There's like multiples of... us
ua-himiko 4:27 PM
nothing is coming up ugh fuck u google
ua-stopwatch 4:27 PM
because in this universe, he's alive.
ua-todoroki 4:27 PM
[Todoroki is offline]
ua-chargebolt  4:27 PM
I mean, have you noticed anything else strange to you lately, Miko?
ua-himiko 4:27 PM
ur fuckin with me lol 'this universe'
ua-stopwatch 4:27 PM
no I'm not. I don't "fuck" with people.
ua-himiko 4:27 PM
not rly????????? kind of been busy havin the worst day evar actually
@ua-syren 4:28 PM
[iris is online]
is she gone yet?
ua-chargebolt  4:29 PM
Who?
ua-syren 4:29 PM
that other toga.
I blocked her so I can't tell
ua-himiko 4:30 PM
who what? oh fuck i cant see whats getting sent thats lame
tell whoever she better not be talkin SHIT
ua-chargebolt  4:30 PM
Chillllllll, Mi-channnnn~
ua-syren 4:31 PM
..you're friends with her now aren't you
ua-stopwatch 4:31 PM
it seems so, cohen
ua-touya 4:31 PM
jeez.. you kids really know how to attract drama, huh?
ua-himiko 4:31 PM
michan ^w^
ua-syren 4:31 PM
and who're you?
ua-himiko 4:31 PM
fuckin shut up bitch go away
ua-touya 4:31 PM
me?
ua-syren 4:32 PM
yes you.
ua-touya 4:32 PM
what's it matter to ya, kiddo?
ua-himiko 4:32 PM
lulz i like how poseroki stopped talking once i outed him on his sherade lol
knew he was full of shit
ua-touya 4:33 PM
i doubt he was faking
ua-himiko 4:33 PM
i wasnt askin U bitch
ua-chargebolt 4:33 PM
Who are you, tho?
@ua-kuroiro 4:33 PM
He's not faking, we go to school together
ua-syren 4:33 PM
don't call me that.
ua-himiko 4:33 PM
anyway real talk thats an important part of hero history you guys should reeeeeally know that if you're trying to be heroes....
ua-kuroiro 4:34 PM
I just saw him this morning
@ua-redriot 4:34 PM
hes a pretty cool guy!! Pretty sure hes still alive!
@ua-sakku 4:34 PM
Oh...is the new person a senpai?
ua-kuroiro 4:34 PM
He hangs out with monoma.
ua-syren 4:34 PM
no.
ua-himiko 4:34 PM
:/
ua-chargebolt 4:34 PM
He's definitely alive. Lil dead on the inside maybe but like.... maybe we all are at this stage so, valid
ua-touya 4:34 PM
seriously, why are you kids so curious about me anyways?
ua-syren 4:35 PM
because we don't know you.
ua-sakku 4:35 PM
Oh wait two people.
ua-himiko 4:35 PM
hes a loser forget him
ua-sakku 4:35 PM
wild.
ua-himiko 4:35 PM
he shouldnt even be here anyway go get some actual friends hoe
ua-sakku 4:35 PM
Woah, Miko is cool.
ua-touya 4:35 PM
im not surprised you dont know me...
ua-chargebolt 4:35 PM
Why're you so mad at him? What he do?
ua-kuroiro 4:35 PM
His friend isnt here right now.
ua-syren 4:36 PM
of course we don't know you. Are you going to tell us or no?
ua-kuroiro 4:36 PM
Well, one of them
ua-touya 4:36 PM
touya todoroki.
ua-himiko 4:36 PM
i licherally called him ALL NITE cuz i was like stranded in the middle of the road and he completely ghosted me out of NOWHERE like a bitch and then denied it all morning and tried to act like we werent friends so i GUESS we're not FRIENDS ANYMORE
ua-syren 4:36 PM
..
ua-chargebolt 4:36 PM
Touya what now?
I'm so confuuuuuuused right noowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
ua-todoroki 4:37 PM
[Todoroki is online]
..
ua-himiko 4:37 PM
which is why its a LITTLE FUNNY that ur sititng here defending ppl licherally trying to rp as your brooooooooooooooooooooo when im licherally rite here like honestly if hes just paying u guys to mess with me its a low fxckin blow
ua-todoroki 4:37 PM
You're not Touya.
ua-chargebolt 4:37 PM
Who TF is Touy--
Oh hey Shouteroki.... you OK?
ua-todoroki 4:37 PM
I don't know.
ua-himiko 4:38 PM
real talk im about to f x c k i n scream if you all dont stop MESSING with me GOD
ua-syren 4:38 PM
...I'm gonna believe Todo for now..
ua-himiko 4:39 PM
making me feel like im goin fucking crazy its rly not funny i hate this
ua-todoroki 4:39 PM
Touya's been gone for years. Idk. There's rumors he killed himself.
ua-himiko 4:39 PM
??????????????????????
ua-syren 4:39 PM
...
ua-touya 4:39 PM
ah, i was wondering about that...
ua-todoroki 4:39 PM
...
ua-himiko 4:39 PM
...
ua-chargebolt 4:39 PM
Michannnnn.... seriously, it seems liek you're from another universe...
ua-todoroki 4:39 PM
What's going on.
ua-kuroiro 4:39 PM
This shit's a lot, I'm gonna go spend time with my lizard.
ua-himiko 4:39 PM
but that makes no sense...
ua-syren 4:39 PM
the multiverse is back at it
ua-chargebolt 4:39 PM
You'renot crazy but damn this is
ua-kuroiro 4:40 PM
[Kuroiro is offline]
ua-stopwatch 4:40 PM
as Cohen said. Multiverse.
ua-chargebolt 4:41 PM
We've met alternates before....
@ua-ryuu 4:41 PM
whats going on
ua-redriot 4:41 PM
so you're both from a different universal ?
ua-chargebolt 4:41 PM
Like there's a version of me without a quirk and is in college...
ua-stopwatch 4:41 PM
ry. Have you heard of the multiverse theory?
ua-himiko 4:41 PM
this is unbelievable...
ua-ryuu 4:41 PM
yeah of course
ua-chargebolt 4:41 PM
Which means you're a version of someone we have here.... ig
ua-redriot 4:42 PM
..yeah
ua-stopwatch 4:42 PM
basically. It's not exactly a theory anymore.
It's fact. And our portion seems to be like the..middle ground of them all
ua-ryuu 4:42 PM
Ahhh
ua-chargebolt 4:42 PM
LIKE MIDGARD, OOH!
ua-touya 4:42 PM
well, the version of me from here is dead, obviously
ua-ryuu 4:42 PM
I was reading back, somthing about Todoroki-Sensei?
ua-himiko 4:43 PM
so ur gonna seriously act like this is a real thing, touya???
ua-stopwatch 4:43 PM
these new people are not from out universe. They're from another part of the multiverse respectively.
ua-ryuu 4:43 PM
Huh. Cool. If they weren't so mean I might talk to them more. @ua-himiko  see I can @ bitches
ua-touya 4:44 PM
it's not the worst thing to believe, i guess
ua-himiko 4:44 PM
fuckin congrats dipshit
ua-chargebolt 4:44 PM
I guess that makes Michan outta this world? 😜 👉👉
@p-ashido 4:44 PM
you're like me!!!!! That's so cool!!!!
ua-chargebolt 4:44 PM
haha...
ua-himiko 4:44 PM
this is so stupid...
ua-redriot 4:44 PM
this is so COOL
p-mina 4:44 PM
Do you wanna be friends? O:
ua-touya 4:44 PM
sounds like one of shimura's video games, but really it's not that hard to see...
ua-stopwatch 4:45 PM
...this chat is causing a major headache...
ua-himiko 4:45 PM
ten's video games are fucking stupid tho
no i dont wanna be friends with ANY of you cuz you're all dumb weirdos who wanna lie to me about dumb shit
ua-chargebolt 4:45 PM
Who's... Shimura....
ua-touya 4:46 PM
tenko shimura, he's a pro hero i work with
p-mina 4:46 PM
Whats your world like??? Mine is violent!!
ua-touya 4:46 PM
or... worked with
ua-stopwatch 4:46 PM
huh..
ua-himiko 4:46 PM
its the same world as everybody's, stfu...
ua-chargebolt 4:47 PM
Well... I've been given to understand that some universes are more violent than others... that's what Miku said...
ua-stopwatch 4:47 PM
sorry for being hostile towards you and Miko. It wasnt "cool" of me 
I'd love to hear more about your respective universes though
p-mina 4:47 PM
That was so mean :( It's okay though!
ua-himiko 4:47 PM
i don't have a respective universe. oh my god.
ua-touya 4:47 PM
obviously you do, considering i supposedly killed myself here and shouto's dead where you're from
ua-himiko 4:48 PM
...
ua-chargebolt 4:48 PM
I mean, we all have superpowers, is multiverse so hard to believe?
Maybe multiverse is osmeone's quirk idk
ua-himiko 4:49 PM
never heard of a quirk like that...
ua-stopwatch 4:49 PM
that's an interesting theory
p-mina 4:49 PM
that'd be scary!
ua-touya 4:49 PM
there's a lot of quirks we've never heard of before, that's the whole problem with em
ua-himiko 4:49 PM
...
ua-todoroki 4:52 PM
...
ua-stopwatch 4:53 PM
.
ua-chargebolt 4:53 PM
Are you OK, Todo?
ua-todoroki 4:53 PM
I hate this.
ua-himiko 4:54 PM
=_= don't exactly love it either
ua-todoroki 4:54 PM
...
It's insane.
There's so many...
ua-himiko 4:55 PM
...
ua-todoroki 4:55 PM
Why couldn't you have gone anywhere else.
ua-syren 4:55 PM
hey...it'll be okay
ua-todoroki 4:55 PM
Yeah, I'm sure a bunch of weird people from alternate universes running around will be okay.
ua-syren 4:56 PM
eventually it will..
ua-todoroki 4:56 PM
Lol.
Ok.
ua-himiko 4:56 PM
is2g i'm gonna start stabbing people if i hear the phrase 'alternate universe' again
ua-todoroki 4:57 PM
I'm gonna start stabbing myself if one more person has to make me say it.
ua-himiko 4:57 PM
do it then edgey bitch
ua-syren 4:57 PM
that joke is not allowed
ua-stopwatch 4:57 PM
Miko. Be nice.
ua-chargebolt 4:57 PM
Why does anyone have to stab things....
ua-himiko 4:57 PM
don't tell me what to do
ua-stopwatch 4:57 PM
-_-
ua-todoroki 4:58 PM
...
ua-touya 4:59 PM
it could be worse or whatever
ua-ryuu 4:59 PM
Well, this went off the rails real fast
ua-todoroki 4:59 PM
Whatever.
ua-syren 4:59 PM
it's not the first time
ua-stopwatch 4:59 PM
... yeah..
You're not wrong ry
ua-todoroki 4:59 PM
Message me if you want.
[Todoroki has left the chat]
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im sorry to project this onto you but i don't know what else to do, my parents are out and so is my big sis, so it's just me and my brother and he KNOWS I HATE food on my skin but for some reason he decided to spread peanut butter on my arm and he laughed in my face and now my arm is still sore from scrubbing it off and my little siblings have hidden my stim toys so i don't have anything to stim with. my fingers and wrist are bruised and bloody and i really want a tight hug
firstly : i’m sending you The Biggest Hug Vibes right now. all the tight squeezy hugs. 
secondly : i’m so, so so sorry you have to go through that. are there any (safe) ways you stim that don’t need stim toys? or even, if you can tolerate it, a show on netflix or something that can help as a distraction? i usually find when there are Bad Stims, the best way to get rid of the feeling (or like? the memory of the feeling? when u can still feel it after its gone??? idk the words for it) is to counter it with other comfort stims. even if you have a blanket that has Good Stim Material? regardless, i’m so sorry you’re not havin a great time, and i wish i could do more to help :(
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-GET TO KNOW ME-
this took me so much time to edit omg
this tag was made by @awolzai and i wasn’t tagged but it was such a fun idea i wanted to be part of it!
so the point of this is to make a simself and put whatever you want your followers to know about you! (if you can’t tell i love pizza and popcorn)
i want to tag @turquoiseesims @tropicalmuffin @melloncollieme​
after the cut there’s like +100 question you can do if you want!
1. What is your full name? Javiera
2. What is your nickname? Javi, some of my friends call me Javivi, i used to be called soap
3. Birthday? May 26
4. What is your favorite book series? Harry Potter, it’s the only book series i have finished.
5. Do you believe in aliens or ghosts? tbh both.
6. Who is your favorite author? Stephen King, he’s just, amazing.
7. What is your favorite radio station? I don’t listen to the radio :(
8. What is your favorite flavor of anything? POPCORN or cheese
9. What word would you use often to describe something great or wonderful? a spanish/chilean slang: “bacan” it like cool
10. What is your current favorite song? "Do It All The Time” by I Don’t Know How But They Found Me
11. What is your favorite word? idk something with the sound “sh”
12. What was the last song you listened to? Killer Queen by Queen lmao
13. What TV show would you recommend for everybody to watch? Friends bc it’s like a classic and i love it
14. What is your favorite movie to watch when you’re feeling down? Grease or some Disney Movie.
15. Do you play video games? YES
16. What is your biggest fear? to be left completely alone
17. What is your best quality, in your opinion? i'm really comprehensive
18. What is your worst quality, in your opinion? I can’t be mad with someone for more that a few minutes.
19. Do you like cats or dogs better? why do i have to choose? why can i like both???????
20. What is your favorite season? Autum!!!!
21. Are you in a relationship? Yes<3 uvu
22. What is something you miss from your childhood? The magic of christmas and havin zero responsabilities
23. Who is your best friend? i haven’t seen her in months :(
24. What is your eye color? kinda brown kinda green eyes
25. What is your hair color? brown uvu
26. Who is someone you love? my bf and my mom and my doggo
27. Who is someone you trust? my bf and my friends
28. Who is someone you think about often? my bf<3 asdasdas 
29. Are you currently excited about/for something? CHRISTMAS
30. What is your biggest obsession? the sims i guess? i’ve been playing to much these days
31. What was your favorite TV show as a child? SPONGE BOB
32. Who of the opposite gender can you tell anything to, if anyone? my bf, again, i don’t have to many male friends 
33. Are you superstitious? kinda
34. Do you have any unusual phobias? sickness? hospitals?
35. Do you prefer to be in front of the camera or behind it? behind
36. What is your favorite hobby? drawing, tho it’s been months since the last time i drew
37. What was the last book you read? Doctor sleep, I was re-reading it
38. What was the last movie you watched? Bohemian Rhapsody uvu
39. What musical instruments do you play, if any? a bit of ukulele
40. What is your favorite animal? i really ike a lot of animals tbh but i love sphynx cats
41. What are your top 5 favorite Tumblr blogs that you follow? @cowplantplumbob​ @sixamart​  @selvamorada​ @madgnomes​ @awolzai​
42. What superpower do you wish you had? teleportation
43. When and where do you feel most at peace? when i’m at home after a really long day and i can chill
44. What makes you smile? the stupid jokes we made whit my bf
45. What sports do you play, if any? haha no
46. What is your favorite drink? tea! (also sprite)
47. When was the last time you wrote a hand-written letter or note to somebody? a few months ago
48. Are you afraid of heights? ugh yes
49. What is your biggest pet peeve? people doing things slowly
50. Have you ever been to a concert? no, i have to take a plane to go to see someone on my country :(
51. Are you vegan/vegetarian? no
52. When you were little, what did you want to be when you grew up? a doctor
53. What fictional world would you like to live in? harry potter, i’d love that
54. What is something you worry about? almost everything
55. Are you scared of the dark? yes
56. Do you like to sing? yes but just in the shower
57. Have you ever skipped school? yeah a lot
58. What is your favorite place on the planet? my city’s cinema
59. Where would you like to live? i like it here, but i’d like to live on another country maybe
60. Do you have any pets? YES a doggo
61. Are you more of an early bird or a night owl? an early bird
62. Do you like sunrises or sunsets better? sunrise
63. Do you know how to drive? nope
64. Do you prefer earbuds or headphones? earbuds
65. Have you ever had braces? nop
66. What is your favorite genre of music? i don’t really have a fave
67. Who is your hero? don’t think i have one
68. Do you read comic books? yes
69. What makes you the most angry? when people try to force their opinions on others
70. Do you prefer to read on an electronic device or with a real book? real book
71. What is your favorite subject in school? culture & tendencies
72. Do you have any siblings? yes, one sister uvu
73. What was the last thing you bought? spotify 
74. How tall are you? 1′63 m
75. Can you cook? kinda asdas
76. What are three things that you love? rain, movies and my bf
77. What are three things that you hate? loud noises, sweating and headaches
78. Do you have more female friends or more male friends? more female friends
79. What is your sexual orientation? bisexual
80. Where do you currently live? Chile
81. Who was the last person you texted? my mom
82. When was the last time you cried? yesterday lmao
83. Who is your favorite YouTuber? right now i’ve been watching lilsimsie a lot
84. Do you like to take selfies? sometimes
85. What is your favorite app? idk instagram?
86. What is your relationship with your parent(s) like? good, i love my mom and talking with my dad is cool
87. What is your favorite foreign accent? i can’t choose, french? british??? 
88. What is a place that you’ve never been to, but you want to visit? uk
89. What is your favorite number? 26
90. Can you juggle? nooo :c
91. Are you religious? yes
92. Do you find outer space of the deep ocean to be more interesting? AAAA YES
93. Do you consider yourself to be a daredevil? eeehh sometimes
94. Are you allergic to anything? dust xd
95. Can you curl your tongue? no
96. Can you wiggle your ears? no
97. How often do you admit that you were wrong about something? always?
98. Do you prefer the forest or the beach? forest
99. What is your favorite piece of advice that anyone has ever given you? “talk with them and you’ll feel better”
100. Are you a good liar? yes
101. What is your Hogwarts House? hufflepuff
102. Do you talk to yourself? yes
103. Are you an introvert or an extrovert? introvert
104. Do you keep a journal/diary? sometimes 
105. Do you believe in second chances? depends
106. If you found a wallet full of money on the ground, what would you do? i need that money i’m poor i need to print homework
107. Do you believe that people are capable of change? depends
108. Are you ticklish? sometimes
109. Have you ever been on a plane? yes
110. Do you have any piercings? no, but i want
111. What fictional character do you wish was real? Baymax
112. Do you have any tattoos? no :cc
113. What is the best decision that you’ve made in your life so far? to accept that one facebook friendship request
114. Do you believe in karma? yes
115. Do you wear glasses or contacts? glasses
116. Do you want children? yes
117. Who is the smartest person you know? my dad
118. What is your most embarrassing memory? so many
119. Have you ever pulled an all-nighter? yesss
120. What color are most of you clothes? black
121. Do you like adventures? yess
122. Have you ever been on TV? no
123. How old are you? 19
124. What is your favorite quote? “Juventud, divino tesoro, ¡ya te vas para no volver! Cuando quiero llorar, no lloro... y a veces lloro sin querer...” ( "Youth, divine treasure, you're leaving now to not return! When I want to cry, I do not cry ... and sometimes I cry without wanting to ... "
125. Do you prefer sweet or savory foods? sweet
aaaaa im tired adas
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imsusx · 5 years
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Alphabet Game!
Thanks to the sweet @hiyadarlingirl for tagging me and im soooo sorry for doing this so late I really need to catch up with all this stuff!
Rules: Answer all the questions in a new post!
A- Age: 18
B- Birthplace: Spain 
C- Current time: 13.53 / 1:35 PM
D- Drink you last had: Non alcoholic would be Water and alcoholic would be Vodka and orange soda
E- Easiest person to talk to: Well, a few of my friends, sometimes my mom but i really have a hard time trusting people sorry fam 
F - Favourite song: I don’t have one I love a lot of them but Killer Queen by Queen has a especial place in my heart, and anything related to Hozier too
G - grossest memory: Being so sick that threw up in one night almost 10 times... it wasn’t good y’all...
H- Horror yes or no: I mean.. I like scary stuff and horror in general but I CANT STAND SCREAMS AND JUMPSCARES. So you decide. 
I- In love: Not really, just havin crushes i guess
J- jealous of people: Yeah, sometimes i get jealous of people
L- Love at first sight or should I walk by again: Um.. I actually think that its great everything so if it happens it happens. You do you!
M- Middle Name: No middle name honey sorry
N- Number of siblings: None! I’m an only child! 
O- One Wish: To be loved no matter how i am and respected
P- Person you last called: My momma!
Q- Question you’re always asked: What’s your ethnicity? (Since I don’t look very “Spanish”) or How do you know so much English? or How do you know every song?
R- Reading anything right now?: Not really, only stuff from tumblr but I want to start reading some books on summer.
S- Song you last sang: SOS by Abba 
T- Time you woke up: 10:00 
U- Underwear color: Dark Blue
W- When was the last time you really laughed: With some friends, im always making people laugh without noticing and when they laugh, I usually laugh too
X- x-rays: IDK
Y- Your favourite food: I CANT CHOOSE I LOVE A LOT OF FOOD.. but i think its pizza since i never say no to pizza
Z- zodiac Sign: YA GIRL ISSA SCORPIO!
I tag pretty much everybody who wants to do this! Enjoy this facts if you want them!
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nisitime · 5 years
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1 - Who was the last person you texted?
my boo
2 - When is your birthday?
8 june
3 - Who do you want to be with right now?
my boo
4 - What sports do you play?
none atm
5 - Who is the first person in your contacts?
my friend camila
6 - What is your favorite song as of the moment?
https://youtu.be/8-GIkSsAaac
7 - If you were stranded on an island, who do you wish to be with?
a person who knows out to get out of there
8 - What do you feel right now?
warm
9 - What chocolate is your favorite?
all of them ;;
10 - How many boyfriends/girlfriends did you have?
3
11 - Why did you create a Tumblr account?
to check fanart
12 - Who is your favorite blogger?
i dont think i have one
13 - Where do you want to be right now?
next to the person i love
14 - What do you want to be in the future?
a good illustrator with money
15 - When was the last time you cried? Why?
yesterday, i felt i wasnt good enough
16 - Are you happy?
i am
17 - Who do you miss?
my dad
18 - If you were given a chance, would you like to have a different life?
maybe a softer one
19 - What was the best thing you were given?
the love i receive everyday
20 - Who was the last person who called you?
boo 
21 - What is your favorite dish?
hmmmmmmmm i like italian in general ;;;;;
22 - Who is your bestfriend?
my boo
23 - What is your biggest regret?
not standing up for my dad when i should have
24 - Have you ever cheated on your partner?
yes
25 - Who do you spend crazy moments with?
i dont
26 - Name someone pretty.
Henrique CCC:
27 - Who was the last person you hugged?
my brother
28 - What kind of music do you listen to?
lo fi and soft lovely music in general
29 - Are you over your past?
no
30 - Who is the last person in your contacts?
zel
31 - What kind of person do you want to date?
the person im with rn
32 - Do you have troubles sleeping at night?
i do
33 - From whom was the last text message you received?
boo
34 - What do you prefer, jeans or skirt?
skirt
35 - How’s your heart?
aching
36 - Did you ever have a girlfriend/boyfriend whose name starts with a “J”?
no
37 - Do you like someone as of the moment?
yis
38 - What would you want to say to your latest ex-boyfriend/ex-girlfriend?
you should be more upfront and i hope you ok
39 - Do you have any phobias?
im scared of everything
40 - Did you try to change for a person?
yes
41 - What’s the nicest thing have you given to someone?
my heart? so they could step on?
42 - Would you go back to your previous relationship?
nah
43 - Are you in a good or bad mood?
good
44 - Name someone you can’t live without.
mom
45 - Describe your dream date.
going for lunch at mister pizza (really great place here in portugal) a walk at the park or smth and then just sit chill listen to music or talk c:
46 - Describe your dream wedding.
oh god that would be way toooo long
but i would like a smal wedding with both our close familly (like 5 ppl total) and then also 5 friends for ea BUT, since we havin a small wedding i would like all the good food and the prettiest dress and i want my fiance/or wife to cry when he/she sees me
47 - How many roses did you receive last Valentine’s?
none
48 - Have you ever been kissed?
yis
49 - How long is your longest relationship?
my current one with almost 4 years
50 - Do you regret your past?
i do
51 - Can you do something stupid for someone else?
yis
52 - Have you ever cried over someone?
alot of times
53 - Do you have a grudge against anyone?
yes
54 - Are you a crybaby?
..yes
55 - Do people praise you for your looks?
nah...maybe???? idk...i dont think so
56 - Did you fall for someone you shouldn’t?
yes
57 - Have you ever done something bad but you don’t regret?
no
58 - Do you like getting hurt?
no
59 - Does anyone hate you?
there’s ppl who dont like me but idk if they hate me
60 - Did you slap anyone whose name starts with an “R”?
dont think so
61 - What hair color do you prefer?
orange
62 - If you can change anything about yourself, what is it?
not being always scared and anxious
63 - Do you love someone as of the moment?
yis
64 - Have you ever thought of killing yourself?
yes
65 - Do you have issues with somebody in your school?
nah
66 - Can you live without internet?
maybe
67 - What’s the song that remind you of your special someone?
oofie.... every soft and lovely song i guess?
68 - Are you good at holding back your tears?
no
69 - Are you a crybaby?
yes x2
70 - Have you ever experienced being hysterical?
idk
71 - Are you a KPOP fan?
yes
72 - Do you study hard?
yes
73 - Have you ever sacrificed something important to you for someone you love?
no
74 - Did you ever had a kiss under the moonlight?
yes
75 - Have you ever ridden a boat?
yes
76 - Did you have an accident last year?
no
77 - What kind of person are you?
soft spoken sweet anxious respectful
78 - Have you ever thought of killing someone?
yes
79 - Have you ever been jealous?
yes
80 - How can you prove your love to someone?
being there for them
81 - What are you thinking right now?
than im greatful
82 - Who is the 6th person in your contacts?
My cousin David from France
83 - Do you have any memories you want to erase?
yes
84 - Have you been hurt so bad that you can’t find words to explain how you feel?
yes
85 - Did you ever badmouth someone?
yes
86 - Have you ever had an argument with someone?
yes
87 - Do you have trust issues?
yes
88 - Are you broken-hearted?
yes
89 - Who’s the person who first comes to your mind when someone mentions “love”?
my boo
90 - Do you think all the pain is worth it?
no
91 - Do you believe in the phrase “If it’s meant to be, it will be”?
sometimes
92 - Who do you want to marry?
yes
93 - Do you believe in destiny?
yes
94 - Have you ever thought “I already found my soulmate”?
yes
95 - How do you look right now?
clumsy
pijama and messy hair
96 - Do you believe that first true love never dies?
no
97 - Have you found your true love?
yes
98 - What should you be doing right now?
sleep
99 - Name one of your ex-boyfriends/ex-girlfriends.
Pedro
100 - Did you ever feel like you’re not good enough?
most of the time
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le1000000 · 6 years
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im sorry that i keep waffling in and out and hiatusing and etc etc etc
im just like. not. lovin myself this week, not lovin how some of the stuff in the rpc makes me feel, not lovin my portrayal too much, not doing great. i’m very, very sick irl right now and in the end it comes down to that but.
idk. might be slow/low activity on all my blogs here and there. im sure it gets annoying that i announce small hiatuses all the time, but i dont know what else to do. im sorry again. thank you for your patience with me. this anon shit that folks are havin to go through isnt helping my mood or hope or whatever much. :(
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HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO MY BABY MY SOUL MY EVERYTHING!!!!!
click under read more for dank memes ! jk it’s a heart.. ful letter or whatever them things r ig :/ 
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY THIS IS THE 3RD BIRTHDAY IM SPENDING W U AND I LOVE U U WERE A SMALL BABY WHEN WE FIRST  MET MY LITTLE BABY madie i rlly WATCHED U GROW UP FROM SUCH A PLACE WHER EI WANTED TO GIVE U THE ENTIRE WORLD TO THIS BOSS ASS BITCH WHO WONT TAKE ANYONES SSHIT ? GOD I .. TRULY CANNOT BELIEVE WE MADE IT 2 
hold on why i got my caps on
anyways I CANT BELIEVE we made it 2 nearly 4 years tbt atwo days ago  not.. knowing the exact year we’ve been friends but i’m glad you’ve made it here with my by my side through all the worst moments, through all my stupid ass mistakes u truly.. rlly have been there for every dumb moment but this . sint bout me tf am i doing anyways this is about U MADIE i have seen u overcome so much shit in ur life, i’ve seen you dodge rats left and right it was a struggle along the way, a lot of tears have been shed and what not but you knwo what? look where you are today, i WATCHED MY BABY ..well figuratively.. WATCHED u go to college, madie u were this weeee little freshie when i met u and i got to see u go off to college as a freshmen god i said i wouldnt cry but like im crying typing this bc u were rlly at such a rough place and i’ve seen u overcome it every time every . time. and god u rly grew into this beautiful young adult and i love who you’ve become and watched ur growth if i could give u  anything in the world i would bc god KNOWS u deserve it, i’d give u. money and then u can use that money to a. solve ur problems nd 2. come visit me bc im ur money giver person thing ur.. sugar buddy *tongue emoji*
o word so like ? u havin a bad night ? *do this in the u talk in 2 me accent like the godfather type deal* oh so u havin. one of them bad nights i suppose ? uh.. me nd the boys and sunny boy in the corner there have some news for u . whomst EVER makes mads sad on HER BIRTHDAY is going to get the BOOT (sorry mom) bc today is declared a national holiday idk what yall are doing but it’s a national MCFUCKIN HOLIDAY BITCHES 
as i typed tht u just said ur mom decided to stay so . disregard the mom comment thank u 
GO WISH MADIE A HAPPY BIRTHDAY ND RETHINK UR LIFE CHOICES
anyways, ur my best friend tillt he very end and the day we meet .its gna be magical bc we’re never gna shut up we’re gna talk for hours and hug for hours and im never gna let u go nd only tru friends share breast tissue when the other one doesnt have any..
anyways madie i love u i cant express it enough i wish i wasnt a broke hoe . that always spends it on coffee but thats another story but i love you so much and u deserve a GREAT 19th birthday and im speaking it into EXISTENCE NOW. GIVE MADIE A GOOD BIRTHDAY 2K18 DNT DO ME WRONG!!!!11 DONT INVITE RATS BACK PLS  .
JUST DO IT THANK OYU!!!
- aye .. this message has been brought to you by typos bc im pretty sure theres so many
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