#but idk maybe I also won’t

[ghostbeam]

I’m suddenly so wide awake rn this is evil

#I feel like him #anyways #what are u guys up to #I was so tired like an hour ago #but not anymore apparently!!! #guess I will write😔 #or watch YouTube videos😃 #hello I’m thinking of doing. a ask game at some point #like send me [insert whatever I figure out for u guys to send me in the near future] + character and I’ll write something #u know!!!! u know how games work!!!!!! #perhapssssssss #but idk maybe I also won’t #sorry u will never know with me sometimes I say things and sometimes they are just not true<3 #ok I’ll shut up byyyyyyyyye #ghost thoughts

[kaeya-senpai]

AU brainrot teehee

#digital art #my art #pjsk #proseka #project sekai #colourful stage #akito shinonome #vbs akito #toya aoyagi #vbs toya #akitoya #sorry for not posting I had artblock :3 again #Also school is starting and I’m gonna b having some really big projects coming up so maybe I won’t draw as much but idk #I always neglect school stuff anyways so whatever 💀💀💀 #Anyways thank u all for the continuous support!! Love you all

[flowercrowngods]

thinking thoughts™️ again about another fic that’s way too real, and pictured eddie giving steve that understanding smile, saying , “yeah, changing the world gets a little old, doesn’t it, when the cost is your sanity.”

and steve mirrors him with a slight nod, “and when you realise you just wanna live your own life, not change everyone else’s. i feel like people shouldn’t need to take this long to realise that.”

“it’s the system, steve-o.” eddie fishes a cigarette from the pack, offering one to steve, who shakes his head with a polite smile. “people living their lives. what a rebellious thing to ask.”

steve watches him for a second, and it’s like he’s piecing together some kind of picture around him. eddie lets him; somehow he trusts steve not to get it all wrong. “you going to rehab to stick it to the man, hm?”

eddie takes a long drag of his cigarette, his eyes far away as he lets the smoke fall from his lips. “no. ‘m going to rehab because it took me too long to realise that i just wanna live my life. and because i think… because i think i’m actually ready. sounds so dumb, doesn’t it?”

“nah.” and steve sounds like he means it. eddie gets the feeling that he does. steve strikes him as someone who’s too genuine for his own good. maybe that’s his own way to keep changing the world even without that job. “sounds like you actually know what you’re talking about. that’s a good quality, you know? to get better. wanting to get better. for no one but yourself.”

“now you’re the one who sounds like he knows what he’s talking about.”

steve huffs and stuffs his hands into his pocket. “nah, man. i’m just the homeless guy who’s hot for your apartment and wants you out of the house asap so i can start my life. with your cat.”

eddie laughs as he snuffs out the cigarette beneath his boot. the keys dangle in his hand as he holds them out to steve, who looks at him, surprised.

“well, she’s yours, then.”

#i shan’t speak about this any more bc i gotta do a social experiment of actually finishing a fic before posting it 🤡 #and also it won’t even go that hard. but also might turn into the realest thing i’ll have ever written so maybe idk #steddie #steddie fic #she’s been in my head all day i need to research my thesis but i’m thinking about these two and the realities of them and ugh #someone save me from ANOTHER wip

[leefyberrybread]

Sad Hot Dog looking at you withf big ole eyes

(Please click on the image for better quality )

#I wanted to draw and had a different idea in mind that was sort of similar but I got this out of it #quick ish art moment? #transformers #maccadam #tf g1 #hot rod #tf hot rod #g1 hot rod #he’s so colorful #he’s like a little bird that won’t shut up in my head #ms paint #rodimus #using ms paint is funni cause I get to experiment with the preset colors for stuff and it’s great #ALSO I HEARD MS PAINT IS GETTING LAYERS??? AYO??? #OH YEAH AND I WANTED TO DRAW HOT ROD BECAUSE I FINALLY GOT A FIGURE OF HIM YIPPEPE #corndogyyy art #artists on tumblr #idk this is kind of like a rendered sketch? idk what to call it #also it’s reminiscent of the no bitches meme but maybe I will actually draw that another time #idk why he’s sad 😭

[puppyeared]

its so hard to watch time pass when things like careers and assignments exist. what do you mean im supposed to take that seriously

#I have an assignment that was due a week ago and I really really dont want to do it. I have to but i dont want to #im probably making it worse because my brain has built a wall around it so now i can’t do literally anything else until thats done. but #because I don’t want to do it I’m just kinda stuck. turns out this is what they meant when they said emotional regulation is part of #exec dysfunction.. I’ll have a thought like if I get a little bit of it done now i can get it over with. I can just submit something #and then not even 5 minutes later itll be like ugh but I have to draw all the assets out. I have to write things and make spreads ugh #and its just flopping between those two things. i hate it when ppl are like well how much time do you need to work on one thing #because BOY id love to know too. I’d love to know exactly when my brain wants to cooperate with me and work around that but I cant #even my period can’t decide when it wants to punch me in the stomach. which is kinda funny in the grand scheme of things but still #its so weird im just lying on my bed thinking abt all this like damn.. the time will pass anyways no matter what I decide to do.. damn…. #if I submit that assignment now and take the L I literally won’t die. it’ll just be a deduction on an assignment nobody will ask me about #I know this but I’m still stressing myself about it so my thoughts aren’t really connecting to my body. weird #maybe its because Im having a hard time looking forward to things. theres definitely a lot I should be living for but I don’t really feel #a strong attachment to it I guess? it’s been like this for a while with holidays and meeting with friends so I just don’t #I kinda figured its because im pretty passionless and its more like passing interest. but it’s not very fun when it feels like I’m going to #be living distraction to distraction for the next 70 years or so lol #idk it kind of feels like slowly bleeding out. which is funny because I actually did experience blood loss this week #had a 30 minute nosebleed and literally could not stand. also it felt like someone was pinching the back of my brain which was interesting #yapping #does this count as vent #vent #Ive just been making an oc carrd and contemplate changing my blog header for the past 3 days honestly

[iistardust-and-sprinklesii]

💛 Head Over Heels 🩷

#some postgame kuzusouda for the soul <3 #some people only ever draw their favorite ships #meanwhile i’ve never drawn these two together before #because i’m always afraid i won’t do them justice 😭 #also #while i love the headcanon that kaz goes back to his natural hair color after the simulation #consider this: #now that there’s no one around to judge him #he can experiment with as many piercings haircuts and dyes as he wants #(don’t ask how he gets them maybe it’s the future foundation idk hajime can do anything so he helps lmao) #maybe he keeps it black later on maybe not #but he at least has the confidence to wear glasses again #(all of this is coming from me being a pathetic souda kinnie) #(he’s my mannequin for all the body modifications i’m too scared to get) #kuzusouda #kazuichi soda #kazuichi souda #fuyuhiko kuzuryu #danganronpa #danganronpa 2 #danganronpa 2 goodbye despair #goodbye despair #sdr2 #danganronpa fanart #fanart #fanart digital #digital art #art #drawing #my art

[mysicklove]

i have a GROUP (???!?!!**) interview on wednesday to be a microbiology lab assistant and i ridden with anxiety oh my god

#🔪 - mello talks too much #AHHHHH #i prob won’t get the job idk i guess like 20 people are interviewing and there are 3 spots #but fuck man i want to work with my hot professor 😫😫😫😫😫 #i already have a job tho #and i am taking 20 credits next semester #so uh it prob won’t fit my schedule ! and that aspect is kinda huge #whatever i’ll try #i also have no prev experience in anything regarding science #so #LOL #but maybe if i subtly mention that i have a 96 in microbio he might like me

[ppeachybees]

UNFINISHED COMIC !! from … last year. i started a fic for this a while back too, but couldn’t figure out where to go with it. here’s just some good ol Kageyama Parents Comforting Their Child content for now

#when i say the kageyama parents are my number ones… #I MEAN IT !!! #maybe i’ll pick up writing the fic again idk #i just need some content of shigeo’s parents actually being his parents #like on screen #PLEASE !!! i’m desperate for more of them #when mom says no but dad says yes dynamic for sure #also this comic would have taken place sometime after the mogami arc #poor boy needs the reminder that he’s not alone in the house anymore #and his parents may not fully understand what he’s going through but they’ll be damned if they won’t support their kid in any way they can #no sneaky symbolism in this comic…YET #other than the last frame was supposed to be shigeo’s powers acting up a bit and his parents can Definitely feel something #anyways #mp100 #mob psycho 100 #shigeo kageyama #kageyama parents #mp100 comic

[thecounterfeit-redhead]

Maybe it’s just me but I feel like Percy’s (Walker’s) hair gets curlier as the show goes on…?

Maybe????

#maybe not??? #maybe I’m just losing my mind #how many times will I watch this season before season two comes out #I read the mark of Athena 8 times while waiting for the House of Hades #hopefully my mom won’t ground me like she did when I did that #I’m also an adult and live in a whole different state than my mom #percy jackson #percy series #pjo #annabeth chase #percabeth #percy and annabeth #rick riordan #percy jackon and the olympians #walker scobell #leah sava jeffries #grover underwood #idk how to spell arayan’s name I think that was wrong

[vanivanvanilla]

images 👍

#planetlord #princezam #vitalasy #itzsubz #vitalasubzam #lsshipping #purple duo #baconnwaffles0 #mapicc #pangi #lifesteal smp #empire duo #van speaks #has someone done that second one yet??? i feel like maybe but idk #i wanna take a nap i’m tired. it’s also 8 pm so i should not do that so i won’t

[adriancatrin]

i’ll never understand zuko post-spirit-coma in ba sing se, i swear. idk if i’m dumb or if it’s a writing thing but whatever ‘conclusion’ he comes to from his dreams that leaves him so positive towards iroh, but not yet to the point of acknowledging his fathers abuse/helping the avatar, is lost on me. i guess that’s why i like fics that cover it and explain it in more detail

#also. no offense dante ily but. your voice acting sucks in that section #the jasmine dragon will be the best—shut uP! sHUT UP SHUT UP #i’ve literally just taken one fic’s explanation and made it canon in my head even tho it only kinda fits w the canon narrative/expression #nothing works because it’s just. a fake out right? like that’s all it is… right? #genuine question tbh #i’d maybe be more ok with it if we ever saw him that happy again #but we don’t so. it just reads as out of character #idk how to tag this #critical stuff i never know how to tag #so. i just won’t tag anything i guess

[crybaby-bkg]

Quirkless college AU where Keigo is your annoying teachers assistant for one of your majors classes. He never seems to give you that A you deserve, and is hellbent on going back and forth with you about every little thing. About every little grade, every little answer you submit, every little note he likes to leave on the corners of your papers. He mocks your handwriting with his own chicken scratch, even writes a ‘wtf are you trying to say???? is that supposed to say RHETORIC?????’ on one of your papers.

You wanna complain about him to your professor when it comes to his attitude and nitpicking, but the prof always just tells you to take it up with the TA yourself. And that’s exactly what the golden haired man wants, and it’s so painstakingly obvious with the way he absolutely grins when you drag your feet into his ‘office hours’ (aka him sitting in the library for the same amount of time every week).

“I was wondering when you’d ask me to round your grade up.” Keigo doesn’t even greet you, just leans back in his chair as he folds his arms over his chest. His smile grows even wider when you narrow your eyes and huff at him, snatching the chair out from across him to plop down heavily.

“Give me the grade I deserve, and not the grade that drags me here to be with you.” You’re all snaps and irritation, and Keigo loves it—eats up the way your bottom lip juts and your brows furrow down and, oh, you’re so goddamn cute when you’re annoyed.

“Go on a date with me this weekend, and I’ll change it.” Keigo blurts out with a lilt of his lips, eyes squinting when you reel back with a scoff. You stare at him for a while before answering, and he can’t help but notice how shifty your hands have gotten and how it grows harder to look him in the eye now.

“I feel like that goes against policy.” You mutter, picking at your nails before glaring through your lashes. Keigo cocks his head to the side, smiling.

“Don’t tell me you’re a goody two shoes.” He teases, tilts his head in your direction, watches the gears turning in your head as you narrow your eyes at him.

“Fine. One date, and you give me extra credit on the last paper.” You bargain with him, glaring at his hand when he holds it out for you to shake. You pause before you take it, frowning when Keigo grins wider and leans across the table.

“Looks like you’ve got yourself a deal there, birdie.”

And after that, it becomes routine for you both. Keigo enters the most foul grade he can until you show up at his dorm room furious and seething, all so he can pull you in to his space and kiss your puffy cheeks while you enter your own grade in the system. He’s a bit of a jackass, but you think it’s all worth it, especially when he shows you the expansive winged tattoo on his back and the quickest and most efficient way to do eyeliner. He’s good for something, you guess.

#I wrote this two nights ago and forgot about it #but I think I wanna make a college au series lmfao #I say that every time I get a collective idea and can’t stick it to one character #but I’ve already written about RA sleaze bag touya #why not TA Keigo??? #okay I don’t know anymore college jobs AKSHDKDJDJDFJ #wait maybe creepy tutor shiggy………. #okay idk Leave me ALONE #also wish me luck on my astronomy quiz today #I’m dreading it so bad and wanna cry #I might get h*gh before I take it so the results won’t fuck with me too bad lmfao #omg I’m watching American dad and they killed off one character bc of a goofball to the head #why tf did they put him in the casket with the golf ball STILL IN HIS HEAD?-$:!:&;!;$ #I hate this show omfg SO STUPID #okay I’m done sorry #now I have to make a masterlist for this mf #—new treat in the streets! 🍫 #hawks treats! 🍬 #—queue’ve got a new treat in stock! 🍰

[synthwayve]

Thinks about Micolash and Laurence’s rivalry that never strays from the confines of academic snark or the occasional jab despite their shared ambition(and possibly also just accompanying a general friendship they could have had since they worked together at some point. Idk I’m a softie. Sue me.) eventually involving into a full on intellectual divorce. Cries. Explodes. 72 casualties.

#will delete #I am just having thoughts #like yeah listen I love the toxic aspects of their dynamic especially peak healing church #and I’m honestly shocked most people put Micolash in the seat of power there #if anything I think he’d be underhanded with having dirt on Laurence’s operation or his reputation #but yknow. headcanons vary #consider: they could have been soft once. they could have been #and they could have stopped each other’s descent into their respective cosmic obsession(blood and insight) #but neither can actually let the other have his way. if Micolash abandons his research and just does whatever Laurence commands him to #he’ll never be able to pursue his own interest(which could even stave off the scourge). it’d be Byrgenwerth all over #but if Laurence lets Micolash go and just do whatever his silly heart desires #not only will he legit go insane but itd happen at the worst of times. he needs to priortize the blood while they still have time #so they both just. stalemate each other to death #yadda yadda insufferable academics believing only their method must be correct to the detriment of the other #not in a ‘I personally hate you’ way but in a ‘why won’t you just listen to me’ way #I just think there’s fun to be had there. they’re both horrible. #also idk this is being prompted by Laurence being typecast into being completely helpless at the height of his power. against MICOLASH??? #let’s let him be a little evil too come on now #but idk. maybe my take is wack

[sunlightfeeling]

Engine: Episode 3 (2005)

#engine 2005 #jdrama #jdramaedit #jdramasource #olddramas #tsukutta #drama gifs #sorry need to vent on my own post but I’ll do it in tags: #cohost about to make me fucking explode fr #i tried…so hard to get these to post #i paid to upgrade to 10mb posting because tbh that’s already small enough for my taste #these were all around 9 something when i was trying to post #and knocked them down around 6-7mb #and cohost STILL won’t post them #what the actual……. #my upload speed is fine also so ??? #idk what else to do…it just gets stuck every time #maybe will be looking for another backup plan #i still think its a good idea…just in case #okay anyway~ if you read these..byeee 🫶🏻

[cleric4vampire]

aune just healed astarion and said, “I’ll kiss it better later”… excuse me

sobbing but also jumping off the walls but also giggling and kicking my feet

#this has probably *BEEN* in the game but this bitch historically never says her lines so 💀 #im having a moment. #also the actual circumstances that lead up to the healing was the dumbest thing: #we went back to the putrid bog just so I could take screenshots in the swamp lmfao. shadowheart and astarion came along #I ofc did not give enough of a fuck to navigate around the traps in the water because it’s fine they won’t die #but for the first time ever aune and astarion did not make their saving throws from the bleed condition (shadowheart was fine of course 🙄) #'bleeding' turned into 'open wounds' (or maybe we started with open wounds idk) #I was like “oh shit never seen that before! should probably do something about it!” so aune healed astarion #I didn’t heal aune because I wanted to see what would happen #what happened was 'open wounds' turned into 'rotting' which turned into 'flesh rot' lmao 😩 #YEAH IDK WHY SHE KEPT FAILING HER SAVING THROWS??? GIRL????? #oc: durge!aune #astarion x durge!aune #bg3 #my posts

[snowangeldotmp3]

maybe i will elaborate later maybe i won’t but something that i did not catch until rewatching little women (2019) is how greta gerwig has this common thread tying her movies together and that is change. like, yeah okay all movies have change they have to have change in order for the narrative to progress. but lady bird, little women, and barbie are all connected by their themes of change and growing up and not wanting to grow up and having to anyway. it’s why beth has to die in little women—beth represents innocence and childhood and therefore has to die; it’s why lady bird calls herself christine in the final moments of lady bird—her mother was right; it’s the entire thesis of barbie (2023) etc etc.

#yes i know that they’re all coming of age movies and i realize im the last person to pick up on this. #and there is also something to be said that these movies are all from a very white perspective and that is definitely something to account #for in these coming of age movies #but idk why it took so long for that to click for me. #maybe i will elaborate maybe i won’t i have a headache (<- bawling my eyes out about beth march) #lady bird #little women 2019 #barbie 2023 #<- tagging so i can come back to it if i need to