#but i never wound up finishing it.

[spinjitsuburst]

I’ve been reading a very very very dark Skybound Fic all night and I feel slightly ill but I’m so so obsessed with literally every “how Jay’s lightning works” headcanon

#IM FINE LMAO I OVERESTIMATED HOW DARK THIS WOULD GET BUT IM ALL GOOD #I’m waiting until tomorrow to finish it cuz like Dear first master #it’s #6 in the morning #but I stay silly :3 #my mom’s gonna be like are you okay when I’m a zombie tomorrow and imma be like #NO #CUZ JAY IS STILL ON THAT FUUUCKING SHIP #LIKE GOD HOW MUCH MORE CAN HE TAKE #WE’RE SIX CHAPTERS IN AND THERES STILL SIX TO GO WHAT ELSE CAN THEY DO TO THIS MAN #in case you’re wondering it’s bending but never breaking #DO NOT #READ IT #IF YOU ARE A MINOR #AND HEED THE TAGS BECAUSE THEYRE ALL ACCURATE #but holy fuck it’s FASCINATING #ALSO KUDOS TO THE AUTHOR FOR JAY CONTINUING TO BE SNARKY THROUGH ALL THAT HOLY SHIT???? #ESEPCAILYL CHAPTER 6 LIKE LITERALLY ITS SO LONG AND SO FUCKED UP #BUT LIKE THE IDEA THAT JAY CAN KNIT HIS WOUNDS BACK TOGETHER WITH LIGHTNING AND SHIT THATS SO COOL ALSO THE BODY HORROR FROM NADAKHAN IS SO #SICK NOT ENOUGH PEOPLE ACTUALLY MAKE HIM MONSTROUS (physically he’s obviously a monster) BUT LIKE #MAN #I JUST CANT GET OVER JAYS LIGHTNING THO #I’m gonna find the post where #cuz I found the fic from a post #cuz the post talked about it #the lightning stuff so imma reblog that probably #that was a long winded ramble uhhhhh #anyways I literally reached my tag limit so rip i rambled here huh #spinjitsu screams #I’m not tagging ninjago over my unhinged rambling in the tags at the crack ass of dawn I’ll be normal tomorrow maybe

[b4kuch1n]

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this is, indeed, fanart for @metanoia-blues! just straight up aped a whole scene from the latest episode (ep. 70) to draw into comic form lol. what a time I chose to join back in on the journey

#metanoia blues #willow jenkins #warfred bartosz #man. literally I have never felt this much rage about a fictional character. I need this bitch to die painfully On Screen #for folks without context here warfred (the guy with beard) and willow (guy with the robot mask) were in a question game #while warfred is a suspect in a murder like. two days ago #the question game is warfred's style which. speaks to the kind of person that he is. fuck that guy #willow's taken it upon themself (and so have their friends) to investigate the murder. which is why they're in his apartment on excuses #and they were coming to a draw on the question game. and willow laid down their ace which is a wound they knew warfred lied about #and instead of continue playing the game. well. you see #highly recommend reading the recaps and catching at least this episode btw. it was INSANE experiencing it live. it was Something Else #to give you an idea of how insane. right after that scene I plugged in my laptop to sketch and ink this comic. #and finished that in six hours. #this shit had me in a chokehold I'm not normal #actually first time an audio play actually managed to scare me! fucked up and evil!!! #you can find the recaps on the official blog I tagged #and the episodes are on youtube #search ''metanoia blues'' and it should come up! they're posting new episodes as they go #active call to people who like audio plays and dice improv. get into this with me. its so good

[yeonban]

Sometimes I think about posting the one meme which goes "I want to ____ you" and see what your muses fill it in with for my muses but knowing my muses, I can already foresee an army of "kick" "beat" and "kill" <- in that order

#tbd. #* ooc. / posts. #ADHUISADHASUHDSAHD to be fair I too would beat them all up! ^_^ maybe kiss their wounds afterwards idk but FIRST. kick!!! #Anw I've been legit fighting for my life irl for the past few days and am being tortured by my own traitorous body as we speak #but I hope against hope that I'll soon be free to write and reply to dms bc lord knows when I last was able to... #My profs are the personification of irritating bc the SECOND we think we finished all our assignments and can breathe for 2 seconds #we receive 30 new emails saying hi! forgot to tell you this but you have a 12 page long assignment by the (checks watch) end of this week #like??!??!?!!? did ~3 of them for last Thursday now I have another 5 for Tuesday; 1 for Wednesday; 2 more for this Thursday #and then a random RNG one I guess bc my prof told us about it but then never posted the deadline. only an eerie 'by next week' #(aka this upcoming week) so fuck me I suppose AHDIUASHDISAHD #I just want to talk w my beloved friends and write silly things on tumblr dot com is that so much to ask for............. gawd

[shikai-the-storyteller]

I've been doing so much research for my Fit disability fic (mostly research about prosthetics) and I've been doing a lot of research about hearing aids too, completely forgetting I have an Actual Person In My Life who uses hearing aids who I could straight up ask about stuff.

#i talk #fic talk #one of those things where it's just. so normal I forgot about it. lmao #was literally talking about hearing aids with him for an hour today and then I was suddenly like ''WAIT. IM A FOOL'' #<- not really though. everyone's experience is different and more research is never a bad thing #it's just funny that I immediately went ''ah yes let's look at research papers and medical notes and people's lived experience etc.'' #instead of being like ''Hey lemme start by asking my Tio a few basic questions'' #pftttt #I really hope I finish chapter 2 by Monday I wound up having a good idea and changed a big chunk #I'm excited though! the change makes things even better and fleshes stuff out more #I'm really glad I shared chapter one. Everyone's been so nice and it's giving me even more motivation to work on the fic #I need to speed eat and pass out so I can wake up early (ish) and try to work on it before tomorrow's QSMP event #prayer hands #qsmp talk

[forevercloudnine]

on again and off again and on again and

batcat break up and/or hook up playlist (Spotify || Youtube)

Too Close Sir Chloe // Lost Kitten Metric // Blah Blah Blah The Oozes // Wet Dazey and the Scouts // get him back! Olivia Rodrigo // Rehab People Planet // Margarita Spin Doctors // Paris Kate Nash // Denial Thing Amanda Palmer and the Grand Theft Orchestra (Spotify Alt: Gives You Hell All-American Rejects) // I Really F**cked It Up GIRLI // Good in Bed Dua Lipa

#batcat #bruce wayne #selina kyle #catwoman #gotham war #kind of. this playlist has been in progress for several years but gotham war was what finally compelled me to finish it #it's been sitting in my in-progress private playlist folder as 'epic divorce hours' since 2021 #okay so this goes selina pov -> bruce pov -> selina pov etc until the very last song #'too close' is selina being tired of the fragile rich boy telling her what to do like he doesn't have his own problems #'lost kitten' is bruce classism hours plus like. lost kitten catwoman do you need me to debase myself by explaining this #'blah blah blah' is literally an anti-tory hate anthem #which i think is funny as a selina breaking up with law-and-order-billionaire bruce wayne moment. but also his eyes are blue 💙 #'wet' is bruce left-at-the-altar self pity hour with a cameo from his eternal death wish #'get him back!' fits the 'i love you but fuck off' thesis of the playlist but also 'when he said something wrong he'd just fly me to france #is just such a funny line for selina. to me #'rehab' is bruce hypocritically wanting selina to fix herself and get her act together and then giving up on her #margarita is the divorce song of all time so i had no choice in adding it. and it did have to be selina's because bruce is not a drinker #but 'take the salt from my wounds and put it in my margarita' is also in general selina attitude rather than a bruce one #'paris' is bruce bemoaning that selina never listens to him re: too close from the beginning #'denial thing' is SUCH a perfect selina yelling at bruce song it kills me that it's not on spotify. whatever #'gives you hell' is an adequate replacement for the spotify version because bruce IS still working at a 9[pm] to 5[am] pace #and it does taste bad. and also his shiny car did not get him far #'i really f**cked it up' (asterisks are in the actual song title unfortunately) is bruce's anger issues guilt complex etc #and then 'good in bed' is for both of them because it's them hooking up after an argument. boom playlist over #playlist #<- remembering my tag organization system at the very end of a wall of text that is way too long for how short this playlist is

[prismit]

FINALLYYYY BEAT 5BC ALL THE WAY THROUGH WITHOUT ASSIST MODE. SHOUTOUT TO DEATH'S SCYTHE FOR CARRYING ALL THE WAY UP TO THE GIANT and then a baseball bat which was incapable of landing crits on the final boss with the set i had but pulled through with huge damage anyways lmao

#ghost town... 2! #dead cells #(btw to clarify: i am NOT an anti-assist mode elitist; i just wanted to challenge myself by winning the “intended” way eventually) #(and eventually has finally arrived YIPPEEEE) #also funny how nerves work lol i got to the final boss' last phase without getting hit #and then proceeded to choke and almost die at the last moment lmaooo #i don't really struggle with him now because of the amount of time i had to spend on my first run with him using infinite retries #using a SEVERELY UNDERLEVELED panchaku and a shield that can't parry reliably (alucard's shield I HATE IT NOW & never take it) #but yea nerves will still fuck you up no matter how much practice you have lol. extremely fun boss fight tho i love it #oh yea btw the set i used: #death's scythe - front line shield - diverse deck (electrodynamics) - giant whistle - rampart in backpack #then switched from scythe to baseball bat at the end of sepulcher #armadillopack all the way through. point blank and gastronomy until i switched from death's scythe to baseball bat before the giant #then traded the last 2 for spite and open wounds (baseball bat had bonus to bleeding enemies) for giant and hotk #switched spite for gastronomy for astrolab (which CAME IN CLUTCH btw) #and then finally finished with armadillopack/open wounds/gold plating bc i got scared lol (APPARENTLY A GOOD CALL THOUGH)

[korrasamibottles]

#uhhhhhhhhhh i don't feel so good. #velcinta homoerotically patching up each other's wounds is about to become another wip i never finish. i can feel it. #been trying to exorcise sw from my body and mind and then andor gives me a literal no joke lesbian couple..........fucked up #and like what if i stopped worrying about alienating my tumblr friends and started focusing on dragging you all down with me. hmm. #sw

[stolenlandsshitposts]

Went to reblog the never finished sketch from Crystalhue 2022 and discovered that it doesn't actually appear to be on this blog. Here it is!

#if I'd managed time better I probably would have completed this for this year #there is a partially colored version of that (which I think is what actually wound up on twitter) but the colors are pretty faded #anyway. #pfkm #winter solstice 2022 #emi art #emi wip #(that was never finished)

[gamebunny-advance]

*Exhale*

Alright, I've been teasing it long enough. Anyone that's been paying attention has probably figured out what my oh-so secret project has been (not that it's going to stop me from vague-posting about it), and he really is close to being finished.

Face-up. Done. (Though I would like to touch-up where the paint has chipped)

Clothes. Painted.

Wig. Styled.

I literally just need to put the fringe on his scarf, but for whatever reason, I've just been hit with this wave of fatigue since about the time I wrote the last confessions post (frankly, if you ever see me writing/posting long-ass posts, it's because I've lost the energy to use my hands to make things).

I guess I just burned myself out from making both him and Kun3h0 at the same time, that when Kun3h0 got finished, my whole body shut down having felt relief from "completing" the project. To be fair, this has been going on since at least mid-Janurary, so I am more than ready to close the book on this one.

I'll try to finish him within the month, but there are also a lot of other things going on with me ATM, so I wouldn't hold me to it.

#i'm thinking that part of it is that he honestly turned out *worse* than kun3h0 #so i may be subconsciously trying to avoid having to post him #the plan was that he was supposed to be the first one finished #because his construction is a lot simpler #i didn't need to sew any clothes for him aside from the scarf fringe which is holding me up #so the idea was that I would take what I learned from making him to apply to kun3h0 #but the way things worked out i wound up working on them simultaneously #which split my attention so i made a lot of mistakes on him #and since he's an already established character it's easier to notice the design errors #whereas kun3h0 (despite more or less completing her pngtuber model) still occupies a vague space in my brain #so it's not a big deal if I don't add every white stripe to kun3h0's outfit or if her eye is a little wider than it is tall #but it does bug me when I can't get his face to look exactly as it does in-game #frankly. he's too *cute* right now #i have never considered him (in his original appearance) to be 'cute' #i don't even think he's particularly handsome. he just hits a lot of my bias points #but the base doll was designed to be *very* handsome and i can't do much about that without making it a total mess #i just don't feel like i've captured his 'essence' as well as i captured kun3h0's #but i'd rather he be inaccurate than ruin it entirely trying to do something beyond my means

[lonepower]

i am. obsessed with this game

#still don't know how it wound up in my steam queue since i've never finished the one (1) rpgmaker game i bought from them #tried the free version & the translation is HEINOUS but steam's is a lot better! #it was literally made for me personally though. i'm DYING about the last chapter it was SUPPOSED to come out TODAY #if there's not an update soon i will put the jp version into google translate my own god damn self. #anyway if you like skulduggery pleasant and emotionally resonant moments that involve throwing grenades at cops. which obviously i Do. it s #ratches a Very good itch #chi plays ntmf #i'm not gonna tag it directly because the tag is small but it's called higyaku no noeru/noel the mortal fate if anyone is interested #(really more like 'the torment of noel'/'noel the tortured' i think? like i said the translation is uhhhhhhh a little rough)

[valkavavaart]

Did you ever play through Omori :0

oh YYYEAAAHHH i did it took me over a year

#i only wound up finishing it bc i was streaming it for friends lmao #“ill draw omori fanart when i beat it” i said and i still never have #vivi yells

[galacticlamps]

Jamie's been adjusting well to his life on the Tardis so far, but when it brings him and his friends to a market town on an alien planet, he's still eager to stick close to the Doctor. Although he isn't particularly interested in shopping, Jamie enjoys himself all the same, until he stumbles upon a sudden discovery about himself, the Doctor, and the future that might be waiting for them - leaving them with a choice to make.

#jamie mccrimmon #second doctor #two/jamie #i should have a consistent tag for my fics #look im not great at descriptions but i am rather proud of this title #i meant to post this earlier when i finished editing it but if i had i never would've come up with that so win win i guess #if i could've formatted it like an index entry i would have bc im pretentious enough #this is set between the macra terror & the faceless ones #but i had to check something in the roundheads while i was editing it & now in my head it's roundheads propaganda too #(but honestly it has next to nothing to do with that book i just didnt want to contradict it on something #& therefore wound up re-reading sections of it - and am now using this as an opportunity to suggest everyone read that) #(even tho this is meant to be a please read my fic post) #(whoops)

[abimee]

id highly recommend watching some of the other big slenderverse series, if you enjoyed mh and want more in that genre !! everymanhybrid would be my first rec, but if you're thinkin about that one out id also suggest checking out the wiki as some stuff in that series gets confusing/complicated sometimes, at least it was for me lol ^^

was it everymanhybrid or tribe twelve that was outed as being run by disgusting human beings does anybody remember

#also im not really interesting in looking for other content i was mainly going through it because rev was streaming it #and i had an experience watching mh as a kid until i fell off because the slenderman stabbings basically happened in my #metaphorical backyard (the park they mentioned slenderman living in was a place ive treaded multiple times) #but its been years and mh is like a weird relic/time capsule to a very specific point in my life and finishing it wound up being #like a really cool thing for me because i literally never saw past season 1 due to the stabbings #but if emh is good and not the one done by a shithead(s) i might give it a shot

[racingmiku2018]

hrgrhrge i shouldve gone to sleep hours ago

#racing! #ive once again hit the point in the night where im like #psychic beaming useless 'i love yous' and 'i miss yous' to people i dont talk to anymore #useless bc ill never get replies. lol #theres reasons we dont talk anymore obviously #they hurt less now. the spaces they left are less jagged and more smoothed out #i kept worrying at the sharp edges until they got worn to a nice polished finish #even so. i miss you. i love you. i hope youre well #all of u #i hope theres a world where we still talk frequently. i hope were all still happy and healthy there #all i ever seem to do lately is miss people. blegh #at thisbpoint ive missed people for longer than ive known them and thats an odd feeling #i wonder if v misses me at all. i miss him sometimes #i hope hes doing well and having fun every day. its probably all i can do for him now #we havent talked in years #that wound feels fresher than it should. maybe it didnt heal up as fast since i knew him longest

[shikai-the-storyteller]

Agh.

Against my better judgement, yesterday I read a fic I've been eyeing despite knowing the topic might hit too close to home because I knew the story would be really good, and it's been over 48 hours but my ass is really sitting here still sobbing my eyes out at the slightest reminder of it, so now I'm currently watching the goofiest F.i.t / P.a.c clips I have saved to cope with this hell of my own making

#i talk #It was a really good story but I'm definitely in a ''that hit WAY too close to home & it now physically hurts me seeing them sad'' mood rn #I can't even say it's picking at an old scab because that would imply that there's a scab at all #when really it's still an open wound #Me: This story seems really good and hey maybe it'll be cathartic! #Me yesterday up until 3am sobbing my eyes out on and off for the last six hours: Ah. It seems I have miscalculated #maybe I'll pull up their It Takes Two stream. I never got around to finishing the VOD and I need something silly with them in it #Grief is so hard man. It hurts so much

[thecherrygod]

do i have to write a fic? cant i just write the main concept and how things would go if i were to actually write it and call it a day?

#my posts #asking this to myself btw #bc like. i can do whatever i want #its more of a 'then what do you want' kind of question #im writing the main idea #i havent written a fic since i was around 15. ive only written concepts for a while #but i always say i dont write fics bc i never know how to finish them #how to keep it up #this time tho? its a one shot idea. simple hurt comfort that may or may not end up with a kiss #with a confession or the basis of them getting a confession soon #........ thinking about it still. writing everything else on a document #i love the middle aged men and i think a lot about them and i want one of them to be hurt and the other to clean his wounds..... #also i need the practice bc this also happens with.... some ocs. #............ oh god #ill make another post right now about it