#but i gotta focus on getting this done!

[katlyntheartist]

I know it's taking a while but I wanna assure my followers that I am working very hard on the next SMU update!

#katlyn talks #wip sneak peek #the super mario bros movie #super mario bros movie #super mario universe #ive been distracted by so many aus and ideas other people have in the mario fandom that i wanna draw #but i gotta focus on getting this done! #again thank you all so much for your patience! #i never feel like you guys are ever angry for waiting #you all are the best!! #also im working on Jojo and Gang dont you worry!

[onthewaytosomewhere]

Sunday Sentences

Okey dokey artichokeys let's do this - it's Sunday now and well i'm still up (of course world-class insomniac after all) and i've got a couple tags from the lovely @hgejfmw-hgejhsf & @priincebutt so i don't even hafta start us off ❤️

I think I typed the last word of my 'lil ACD signs all the books fic - gotta sign 'em all - unless I find I missed something when I go do the edits - well other than whatever I come up with for a dedication since I was a dummy and have Alex read it lol - so any thoughts on a good dedication to Alex for Henry's first book let me know ❤️

so here we go -

“I am truly sorry for her. Every time I think she can’t get worse, she proves me wrong, but I love her more than my own sister, so I’m stuck with her.” Athena shakes her head in faux disgust at her friend. “It’s all good, and she is right. I’m more than happy to sign the book,” Alex extends his hand for it before continuing, “After all, I hear it’s quite the distinction to have both mine and Henry’s autographs.” He turns to the dedication page that he has turned to so many times and sees something he hasn’t seen before. There on the page is Henry’s signature, usurping some of the space he usually fills. He grabs the pen from his bag while laughing at the fact that, apparently, they are starting something new in this little book signing adventure. He reads Henry’s ‘Athena, hope this continues to bring you joy, and you get that other signature here you want’ with that ever-so-neat signature of his. Alex looks up and sees both of them smile before Athena says, “Yeah, I know you generally like to fill the page on your own, or at least that’s what I hear, but I wanted something to distinguish mine. I hope you're okay with sharing the page with Henry.” Alex thinks he’s more than okay sharing everything with Henry, so he’s more than happy to share this little thing, even though he knows it is something he won’t say to a stranger. Instead, he replies, “Of course, but you know that as soon as others find out this has happened, they’re all gonna want the same thing. But, you can be the one who starts the trend,” with a smile. He signs the book with a quip about sharing his space and his signature in a large flourish. The girls giggle when they read it, and he remembers why he is still doing this a couple of years after the book first came out. He’s prepared to spend at least a bit of time talking with them as he’s come to find that he doesn’t mind some of these moments and has plenty of time to spare before his flight leaves. That is not what happens as they stop giggling, and Athena speaks up, “Thanks so much for signing this; I am so happy right now. We’ll leave you to what you were doing. Thanks again.” He’s ready to tell them they don’t have to rush off when Marcy pipes in, “What Athena means is we need to sit in a corner and squee like silly schoolgirls as we re-read those bits you boys have written there. You really do not need to be subjected to that – it’s just embarrassing, trust me.”

some no pressure tags❤️

@adreamareads @agame-writes @anincompletelist @bitbybitwrites @dragonflylady77 @duchessdepolignaca03 @england-would-fall @firenati0n @firstsprinces @forever-fixating @heysweetheart-writes @inexplicablymine @itsmaybitheway @junebugclaremontdiaz @kiwiana-writes @littlemisskittentoes @lizzie-bennetdarcy @magicandarchery @nocoastposts @piratefalls @sophie1973 @stellarm @sunnysideprince @suseagull04 @taste-thewaste @typicalopposite & @oxfordslutphase

#sunday sentences #red white and royal blue #firstprince #rwrb wip #gotta sign 'em all #so happy that i can get this bb posted soon #yay!!! #omg i just need it done! #got other things that want my focus anyway to focus on lol

[friendlyengie]

all my fem fortress refs are finally up on art fight. Woof.

#my style gets so inconsistent thruout the course of drawing them but at least they’re DONE. GRAHHHH #I was thinking about adding Conrad and Chris as well (even tho I’m not doing my full BLU team) but. I think I gotta focus on character #descriptions first #they may get added…. As a treat….

[raiiny-bay]

my favorite edits - 2023 edition 1 / 2 / 3 / 4 / 5 / 6 / 7 / 8 / 9

#ts4 #simblr #once again i don't know how to tag this so... #i'm just gonna use the same tags i used last year ig #2023 was apparently the year of the monster boyz #only 3 of these are not mb posts & i'm ok with that actually #ik i've said it a million times already but #i had soooo much fun doing mb stuff this year! #i'm really excited about all the stuff i have planned for the AU tbh #like. i have a list #i'm hoping................... to get the origin stories done at some point. #probably gonna do some writing here soon ish. #i've gotta make all of the side characters still & finish the character page so idk. i'll figure it out. i have a lot of ideas #i really wanna start sharing more about the story & the boys' actual personalities so that's probably what i'll focus on this next year #edit-wise i mean. like doing lore edits & stuff. idk #making cricket's was really fun so i think i'll like making stuff for everyone else too #i just have to not try to do a whole story bc then i'll lose interest. it'll be like the degenerates all over again lmao #idk why i just hate making story posts #lore posts are fine but story posts? mm no. not for me. idk how but they are different in my brain ok #n e way #i rambled. sorry. bye lol

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#remember when i could draw? when i had time to draw and color? #bleh. im just sorta exhausted and dont feel good and starting to get overwhelmed by all that i need to get done #weirdest version of being sick ive had. i dont have a fever but i feel hot and my throat hurts and i have to take deep breaths but not #really coughing so im like??? am i sick??? #ugh. i dunno ive been going to sleep at like 9pm and its only 7 and im so tired but i have a paper to read #maybe ill read it in the morning and not do pigment analysis tomorrow... but i wanna see those god damn pigment >:-( #i dunno. im also just kinda frustrated bc im running into things that my mum was in control of the info on #so its like: well i cant access my fasfa account. i dont kno where my vaccine info is. i dont kno if my mum had uterine fibroids before it #all turned to cancer. i dunno. im just tired #also i bitched out on a pap smear bc it hurt too bad. so ive had a day. #but ive got a birth control perception again. i dont wanna take it but like i cant really aford to go out of focus and go out of commission #via pain. so like i guess i gotta. ugh. it better not fuck with my medication #hopefully ill wake up tomorrow and all will be well in the world #unrelated

[dahldahlbills]

I really need to get serious about personal projects again

#I think I said something like this last year too lol #currently in a weird headspace about it #the biggest reason why I lost focus on them was bc I prioritized engaging in fandom #(something that I never really did when I was focused on publishing a few years back) #so part of me feels like in order to make considerable progress on projects again I need to cut myself off from fandom #and I kinda have been weening myself off a bit from animanga but not really for that reason #it was mostly bc I was getting overwhelmed by how much I was consuming and I wanted to appreciate things fully #I don’t think I’d cut myself off from fandom completely either I’d still try to keep up with stuff #but the idea of not engaging in fandom anymore kinda.. scares me? #idk I feel like a major loser admitting this lol #it just feels like I’d lose a lot of connections with people #and would lose a lot of the love I have for stories if I’m not actively interacting with them :( #and then there’s also that stupid feeling of being a ‘fake fan’ because I’m not dedicating every single second of free time to fandom #which is dumb bc like I have a life and need to make money yknow I got things to do #im just Stressed bc I’m at such a critical stage career wise and im getting closer to 26 so hhhhh healthcare coverage will be up in the air #so I really can’t afford to dawdle #there’s just so much I wanna do and while I’m not necessarily racing to get it done I still want to take advantage of the time I have #but it also sucks feeling like I’m giving up a part of myself to progress on another part of myself #I don’t think any of this makes sense sorry I just needed to dump my thoughts bc I am Terrified™️ #anyway personal projects! gotta get back to those ! #blahblahbills #delete later

[tvrningout]

if i'm honest, i'm having a bout of " am i being annoying? " so i might just see myself out till tomorrow. i hate to do that bc i really wanna get my drafts queued, but i also don't think it's good for me to force myself to do something if i'm feeling off. maybe i'll surprise myself and come back and write? but i'm not gonna stress about it too much -- or at least try not to :' )

please take care of yourselves and remember it's alright to take a break when you need one <3 in general ofc, but especially on this silly lil website bc this is a hobby -- not a job!!

#gotta remind myself constantly that most people are very kind and patient and so i should be that way to myself too #and truly no one's done anything!! to make me feel annoying!! it's just me questioning myself bc i tend to impulsively post memes #and get fixated on certain topics/ideas/etc. #and then i do take ages to write #so i worry and tonight's one of those days where i feel self conscious that maybe i'm doing too much #i do feel silly that i'm feeling down but i also just kinda don't wanna be here bc i've made myself uncomfortable #so maybe it's best that i head out and relax and focus on other things for a little bit #this is a rambling mess of tags asdfg but please have a good night for me friends <3 i'll be back tomorrow goofing off as usual <3 #get ready to ramble | ooc #tw negative

[wynandcore]

He has something to say

#young Lloyd would swear actually #if you know where the audio is from. 😈 #ninjago #Lloyd Garmadon #lloyd montgomery garmadon #ninjago Lloyd #is a little wip #pushing myself to get it done but I also gotta focus on school so. eh

[getonite]

im absolutely gonna lose my mind. i hate this form of burnout or wtv where i have the urge to write, like i know what i want to happen, but i just can't. this applies to other stuff too! ( it's probably because ive sat in the same place for 4+ hours ) but like, music, doesn't work. im getting bored from the music. then i try and play a game, nope bored, can't fucking do it. any task i try and i js cannot do it. i can't follow through and it's pissing me off. like brain, let me do something, please! 😭

#( the yapper in me ) #what is this actually #wtf is going on i can't FOCUS #i NEED to desperately leave this place and eat #but i gotta wait till this woman gets done with her hair 🙄 #sigh... #HELP ME #i hate that when i have the desire to do something i physically cannot do it

[barbiecarlo]

🗣 where is the big houses extension

#i think i saw something that was breslow being like we r done for now :) gotta focus on the season :) #my guy players are dropping like flies #idc about the season get me the casas eight year extension immediately #red sox lb

[cosmic-cd]

fighting for my life to focus on lineart. i mean i'm doing it right now but i have to fight the urge to look at and refresh tumblr auuugh

#cosmo rambles #tomorrow im getting a blood test and thatll lead to me getting on a treatment plan that might help #so im hopeful my ability to focus will be. a little better #streaming to other people does help but it does not wholly erase the urge to check things and get distracted unfortunately so #im toughing it out..... #ive been sitting on this for a few months and i really gotta get it done

[quietwingsinthesky]

ohhhh u know what i wanna write. need to, even. very important to do it at some point. but i think i really do need to make the doctor have a meltdown. i think that would be very cathartic to put them through.

#whump but autism flavored. for me. #i mean i imagine that he has been having them just off-screen when the worse adventures are over #can keep it together as long as he’s running because he can focus on something else and. then when he is not it all hits at once. #the doctor curled on the tardis floor because he can hear her engine vibrating through it and its the only sensation that isnt causing him #physical pain to experience at the moment #i need him to go thru some shit okay. never enough fics in the autistic doctor tag on ao3 #skmeone remind me to outline this in the morning. gotta pick which doctor to do it to. which companion to be with him. #i am feeljng ten & donna but that could change #oh on that note: thinks about 14 having meltdowns about. ‘normal things’. #local man who has saved the world a thousand times suddenly finds out that grocery store lighting is intensely stressful and makes him want #to cry. despite all contradicting evidence that this is happening to him is a good thing. #means he’s recalibrating slowly to allow his body to be upset by things like that rather than pushing all of it down to be set off by #the world nearly exploding or someone he loves getting hurt. instead he can get overwhelmed by small things and feel safe that if he reacts #to that. nothing bad will happen to him while he’s having a meltdown. ohhhhh donna bringing him a weighted blanket because he went to hide #in his tardis after comjng home and not saying a word to anyone….. #okay im done i swear im done.

[hyuck-xix]

i wake up to:

(1) jisung threads account

(2) stranger seven video

(3) new energy drink schedule thing

(4) haechan ripped his pants in lima???

(5) haechan instagram post

(6) more exo teaser photos

(7) jisung instagram post

(8) haechan dance challenge with jihoon

like omg i am overwhelmed 😅

#the overlapping exo and nct dream album teasers are tiring me OUT like I can't focus on both at once comeon SM 😭 #also I'm still just processing the poison track video #whew #anyways #today i gotta get work done in my real life lmao no time for stanning this morning!! 😤

[lovecolibri]

Alright folks! It was a big FHJY episode last night, plus there is Adventuring Party this afternoon, so if something really big happens on 911 tonight and you don't hear from me right away, it is 1000% because I got put in post limit jail again 🙄 As if it's MY fault work is slow and so I'm just scrolling and posting all day. Tumblr raise the post limit so I can freely flail about my hyperfixations challenge.

In an effort to NOT hit post limit early and also not spiral too much I'm also avoiding 911 clips and most spec but that doesn't mean I'm not excited! I'm just waiting to make a judgment until I know more. And also not hit post limit at 4pm again.

#911 #i already know i'm getting nothing done at work tomorrow #so i gotta try at focus today #ANYWAY #you can always come yell in my messages! #sleeping at last anon #just a heads up! #i wish tumblr gave you a warning the post BEFORE you hit post limit #so you could save that last post to warn everyone #but alas

[evilautismcrusades]

guh

wip

#deltarune #deltarune fanart #deltarune art #deltarune au #pixel art #pixel background #guuuuuuuuh #gotta get this done so i can fully focus on developing That Deltarune Au With Jalster In It™️

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#theres gotta be. like there has to be something wrong with my head #ugh. not wrong. wrong is a bad word. just. i should not b this hard to get my brain to focus on literally anything that matters #its just so frustrating. im doing the best i ever have. and yet i still cant focus. wtf else can i do? #god dammit. all i wanna do is listen to garbage and draw and draw and draw my shitty little scribbles #maybe my head jsut wasnt built for what im trying to do with it #so idk how tf im supposed to get thru the next 4 years of my phd. or wtf im gonna do after #maybe i should just have just started working at a lab when i graduated. just be a lab manager for thr rest of my life #i dunno. i dunno what to do. how to make my head work. it shouldnt be this hard. my dad can just do things he doesnt want to and im like #HOW??? Im too much like my mom. especially now that im way less anxious. she was a procrastinater and a messy disaster #ay. im just frustrated and feeling guilty abt the lack ot work getting done. i just wanna get back into thr lab #unrelated