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thelittleeggrat · 6 months

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I left my head phones at home, I am going to cry

They keep me safe

I need them

And I have an English exam today, the results of which decide what English class I'm in nextyear

I need my headphones so I can blast teen Jesus and the jean teasers and not talk to anyone besides fay and iragn

Pls helps

#i have my headphones on so fuck off #but i dont.#im not kidding ima boutta break down

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voodemurt · 4 months

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on my last page of my 2023 sketch book, I WANT TO DRaw

but I think I can't stand the fact a years passed

also I don't know where to start or how to start a sketch session since I want to draw with friends, but I can only do traditional whiletheyredigitalanditsmindbreakingmethatitlljustgoquietincallandicantstandthesilencebecauseidonthaveenoughtotalkaboutdncjcjcjfir

#mentally fucked #negative mental issues #anxiety #i dont like change #i thought i did like change #but i dont.

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drownedchimera · 1 year

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i hate how much i hate being a man

#mura.vent #dont rb #as a fucking trans man i genuinely hate how much guilt i feel for wanting to identify as a man #i want to feel pride in my identity but i cant #im disgusted by nearly every part of my body and myself #my voice my height my hair my legs my chest #every fucking thing makes me feel dysphoric nowadays #and im even more upset because my 1 yr anni on T is coming up in 12 days #i SHOULD be happier with my body #i should feel happier.#but i dont.#i dont want to be anything else other than a man #this isn't me questioning my gender in any way #this is me feeling ashamed of who i want to be #because of OTHER people

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girlblocker · 10 months

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neon trees is touring but they’re in my city on a wednesday in the middle of the fall semester while im 4 hours away at college with no car 😵‍💫

#absolutely SICK over this #like if i had a car i could maybeeeeee miss a day of class #but i dont.

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horngryeyes · 2 years

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well it kind of makes you think that on one hand yes they were made to love you but monika was too. and she wants to be so concious about it but she cant. and i stayed at school with yuris corpse for the entire weekend. maybe it would be an act of mercy to just delete her file? it would feel bad to boot her up from time to time to check on her and talk to her a little. but she doesnt want to be deleted. noone would want to be deleted. did it hurt natsuki to be deleted, just like that. would it hurt monika too or would she not even know

#ddlc spoilers #ddlc lb #btw if romancing monika was genuinely an option i probably would do it without knowing the ending #and i feel kind of bad that when i accepted yuri she still. did that. but then i remembered its not my choice. i might think i have a choice #but i dont.#i dont know. much to think about. also time to edit a new pfp i think

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msdusa · 2 years

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time to draw...

#i want to #but i dont.#ill probably stream ✌😚💕

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kochei0 · 2 months

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I turn to Ares.

Thanks to Tyler Miles Lockett who allowed me to draw inspiration from his ARES piece for page 2! Look at his etsy page it's SICK

⚔️ If you want to read some queer retelling of arturian legends have a look at my webtoon

#greek mythology #ares #athena #greek gods #dont get me wrong it aint athena slander but it sure is ares praise #on some level at least #man justly accused of bad things deserves some mid praise more at 11 #thank you romi for helping me with words though i duly noted you insisted on ares not being cautious rather than him not being careful #romi be like “i want him to care” and honestly good you should say it #also EPIC led to this and i just..... i want to draw some animatics man i just need infinite time now #my long lost love for greek myths just will never stop coming and they dont stop coming and they dont stop coming #i want some vulture design in here for ares but not sure about this one #kochei doodles

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oncorhynchus-nerka · 2 months

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VERY IMPORTANT a dam in the Netherlands, the weerdsluis lock, is directly on a migratory path for spawning fish. They have a worker stationed there to open the door for the fish, but they can take a while to open it. So to keep the fish from getting preyed on by birds they installed a doorbell. Only, the fish don't have hands to ring the doorbell. If you go to their website, they have a LIVE CAMERA AND A DOORBELL that YOU RING FOR THE FISH when they're waiting, and then the dam worker opens the door for them! I can't express how obsessed I am with this. look at this shit. oh my god.

Please check on the fish doorbell once in a while :)

#self #last night i kept stimming thinking about this LOVE IS AO REAL. AUGH #i dont like damming but this is a step in the right direction AND it gets the public involved #i love that! more public interactions like this in ecology please! thats how you bring change! thats how you make ppl see the beauty in life #marine biology #ecology

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malwarechips · 15 days

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yknow i never noticed the sheer rareness of images having ids or alt text on this website until i started adding alt text to my art (and trying to remember to add it to any images i post in general, especially text screenshots) and that makes me kinda sad

#i used to be pretty intimidated by the idea of having to describe my art but. it isnt as hard as it sounds #i just treat it like im describing an image i dont have at the time really #plus ive been told that even a simple id is better than no id #lev.txt

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amygdalae · 7 months

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we're having sex and you pull out at the end to discover your cock is entirely gone, dissolved (ive digested it like a pitcher plant). bye!

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qrowpilled · 8 months

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hate when you find a character whose so infuriatingly Your Type that its embarrassing like yeahg no one is gonna be surprised when i announce this is my new Guy Of The Month

#shush jesse #this post abt astarion #hes just so painfully on brand for me #i know so little about him though is the thing but i still feel insane #but i cant play the game and i dont want to watch anyone play it and i dont want spoilers #so like.....secondhand blorbo right now

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opiumvampire · 4 months

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