#but i couldnt keep this to myself!!

[fallenstarcat]

Hi just wanted to thank you for your wheelchair accessibility post it made me rethink how the office I work in is built and I could bring this subject up with HR. They're working on a plan to implement these changes. Just letting you know you changed a random office and retail store in Buenos Aires and the lives of all our future disabled clients and employees

im literally going to cry im!! im so happy i could change something, that my rambles online are useful and not just throwing words into a void. thank you

#asks #seriously im. so happy to receive this #i usually keep asks like this in my inbox cause i like being able to see them #but i couldnt keep this to myself!! #thank you!!

[crunchchute]

#crunchchute art #my art #sam and max #i could work on this one forever but i had to stop myself cause it looks done already. but i keep seeing details that i could still change #that Nobody would notice lol. its good #made a draft of the bg first then a sketch of them and i couldnt get myself to line it properly so i just painted right on top of everythin #thats when i just cant stop ever #i really wanted to draw them on their roof chairs #inspired by the current april weather

[ultimateyakazoo]

chapter 1 trial

#i think my biggest achievements in making these was being able to condense the trials into a few basic panels #each trial ended up needing more n more dialogue but seeing how long the in game trials are im pretty proud of myself #i only did ever sketch out the first three trials tho my sketches have taken me just up to the chapt 4 trial which i ever started at all #oh also i made sure to always keep the order of the characters in the trials true to the game #everyone is placed in the exact same 'seats' as they are in the real game #that was tough at times bc sometimes i wanted dialogue between characters who were nowhere near each other #but it was also a good opportunity to make me use characters i normally wouldnt have thought to use #and i couldnt just give dialogue to my favourite characters lol #and sometimes it worked out really well where the characters i wanted interacting did happen to be next to each other #sdr2 #super danganronpa 2 #ok here we go #hajime hinata #teruteru hanamura #mikan tsumiki #chiaki namani #nagito komaeda #peko pekoyama #is that everyone #mahiru koizumi #there we go #my art

[ph-cutie]

ancient reptilian brain voice: remind yourself that overconfidence is a slow and insidious killer

#disco elysium #darkest dungeon #SORRYYY for taking the deep media guys out of context and putting them in Another context. but the interests are colliding #anyways yeah i couldnt rlly rectify the premises of both games so the DE characters are all just mercs now #only 2 people in the world will like this but at least those 2 people will be happy (through gritted teeth) #my art #wait when heroes in DD1 have heart attacks they go back to like 70 stress right. thatswhat happened to harry #ok cant keep this to myself any longer. out at 7 PM you go

[melonkittii]

someone had to

(id in alt)

#taz #the adventure zone #taz balance #melonkittii art #taz taako #taako tuesday #sorry for not posting this on a tuesday i couldnt keep it for myself

[ganondoodle]

i often really do feel like an .. unwanted part of the fandom, i dont draw beautiful landscapes, i have unpopular but strong opinions im constantly annoying about and rarely change, dont like/dont draw the pretty young popular twinks and hot gurls to fanboi over nor do i turn characters into one, the opposite moreso, draw only one ship no ones heard of really, got little energy to interact with the few people that are nice to me and send me asks so it probably looks like im ignoring everyone and unfortunately but still rarely get so stressed i get overwhelmed and emotional about pehaps seemingly minor things and spiral almost into a breakdown feeling super embarrassed about it afterwards but the damage is already done and i look like a freak or agressive weirdo

#ganondoodles talks #also probably sounds like self pity #but this feeling hits everytime i see a super popular artist be the popular cool artist #i am a little weird i know that and thats not somethign bad i think #but the internet never gets to see that much of me #i tend to write posts when i am at my worst bc it has to go somewhere #so the image it tells people is that im a weirdly strong opiniod freak that gets breakdowns over nothing #i also dont feel like im otherwise -cool tm- enough to balance that out #i dont think my art is as stylized or as inventive as others nor am i cool to interact with bc idk how to be cool to interact with #i feel double bad when i misstepped with someone i used to talk to bc of something stupid ... or just dont know what i did wrong #im guessing its especially when i am in that spiraling state of mind where i really am not myself tbh #it still feels very bad bc i feel like i can never make it up to anyone again #sorry i acted like a jerk my brain was exploding in emotions in a desperate attempt to deal with something idk how to deal with- #-and made me not act like myself but now i feel really dumb about it #doesnt sound like a good excuse #... i want to thank those that do stick with me #even if i acted strange sometimes- even if i disappointed sometimes- even when i couldnt keep a promise #there are little things that still make me angry at myself #like that one time i asked in the tags whod read as long as the end of them and if someone did shoudl send me an ask so id draw a lil thing #and i got two #and i kept trying to remeber oh shit i need to do that and forgetting again/not having energy for it in a loop #i still feel like a jerk about it but now its probably too late #i wish i could answer all asks i get but man my energy for that is always rock bottom #no matter how much i enjoy the ask #and i love getting asks!!! #im sorry :((

[razberrypuck]

hey um. neither of them will ever say anything but qmariana and qcharlie can't comprehend how the other could possibly still love them, after everything. when they're both around, it's like they're magnetically attracted to one another; they still hug and kiss and hold hands and lean against each other and feed into each other's energy (because "you're all I have left" is a mutual sentiment, isn't it?) but they can't understand how the other isn't absolutely disgusted by their presence. I killed our daughter, twice. I tried to hurt so many people. I killed our daughter's best friend in front of her. how could you not hate me? how could you not?

#the month charlie spent living with mariana was nice; on some level. but it was agonizing. #because the thought that the other couldnt possibly still love them was at the forefront of their minds. but they never spoke about it. #they love each other so much. but they hate themselves more. #im going insane over them rn and i refuse to keep these thoughts to myself #qsmp #slimeriana #fliporiana #qsmp el mariana #qsmp mariana #qsmp charlie #qsmp slimecicle #qsmp charlie slimecicle #misclick duo

[monbitemon]

from markiplier's help wanted 2 series, ep 9

#he took a selfie with an endo i couldnt help myself im not sorry #markiplier #fnaf help wanted 2 #fanart #I took like a dozen progress photos to keep me actually working on this #rendering vs my attention span #attention span won on rendering his clothes so they are very shit

[hurricanes-art]

you'll never see it coming~!

#persona #persona 5 #p5 #ryuji sakamoto #ann takamaki #p5 protagonist #akira kurusu #ren amamiya #my art #i just finished watching rt's playthrough so in my head i keep thinking of the protag as johnny anime #which is. an ordeal. #the way i arranged this makes it look like ryujis straight up about to brain akira which isnt the intent but oh well #just imagine it like that meme pic of the snowball fight #to my followers: if i havent hit you with this total curve ball then congrats youre immune to being startled #i myself am still pretty baffled by how i got here #i couldnt help it this game has too much visual flare #its so pretty

[seriousbrat]

I mentioned this briefly but while Sev asking Voldemort to spare Lily definitely wasn't his finest hour because he was willing to trade her husband and child, I still think it must have taken serious balls to ask voldemort to spare a muggleborn for him. And I've kind of got to admire that haha. While I believe Severus was most likely on an upward trajectory among the DEs during this time due to his skill, I doubt he was inner circle the way Bellatrix or Lucius Malfoy were, he was pretty new and also a poor half-blood with no status-- we know Voldemort coveted markers of pureblood status like heirlooms, and it was Bellatrix and Lucius that he entrusted with his horcruxes. I tend to think Severus was a pretty low-ranking Death Eater, even if he was climbing the ladder (relaying the prophecy can't have hurt, and it seems like voldemort was trying to position him as a spy inside hogwarts, even though he knew that as DADA professor he'd only last a year)

I have to think that Sev knew that asking voldemort of all people to spare a random mudblood, pretty please, for me, was a long shot. He was desperate, and I think he immediately realised that this wouldn't work and went straight to Dumbledore as a contingency plan-- but he had to try all avenues. And I think he was smart enough to realise that "I'm in love with this muggleborn woman pls dont kill her" would not go over well with Voldemort. At best he'd be laughed out of the room, at worst he'd be killed on the spot for possible disloyalty/being a pathetic mudblood simp, rendering him unable to save Lily.

I think Sev was smart enough to know that he had to frame his request in a way Voldemort would understand. I imagine he straight up told Voldemort that he wanted to fuck her and that she had rejected him in school so he wanted a chance to right that "wrong", likely he was pretty disgusting about it just to make it believable. I highly doubt Voldemort would go out of his way to spare anyone even for his closest followers like Bellatrix and Lucius, let alone a muggleborn and a sworn enemy. But we see that he did at least make some effort to comply with Sev's request, which makes me think he was probably amused enough by it to give Sev that little bit of consideration. Framing it as a selfish, purely physical passing fancy (a story Voldemort clearly bought) was really the only option, because if Voldemort thought his servant was actually emotionally attached to Lily that would give him more reason to kill her, not less.

And, inadvertently, Severus asking Voldemort to spare her was what gave Lily the opportunity to choose to sacrifice herself and save Harry. Which is kind of wild. Not that Sev's motivation and methods weren't twisted and selfish, but idk I kind of gotta give credit for the bravery and cunning involved here like it's cold as fuck

#im like... nervously excited to write the scene where sev asks voldemort to spare her. its gonna be rough #severus snape #meta #i have talked about this before on here sorry to repeat myself lol #also i don't think at this point sev was delusional enough to think she would love him he just desperately wanted to keep her alive #however possible #and if you need proof its called 7 books where he protected the kid she had with his worst enemy #she couldnt love him dead so what other motivation is there #he also had to know that dumbledore would possibly kill him

[risingsunresistance]

devotion

#THIS IS NOT THE MEME REDRAW I MENTIONED EARLIER JGFJHGJ THAT'LL HAPPEN LATER #randomly got inspiration for this. been sitting in my brain for A While now... like A WHILE #couldnt think of how to start it but then it hit me #i could keep adding to this all day tbh so i'm forcing myself to stop now #this was soooooo relaxing #(trying to force myself out of tags lmao) #technoblade #my art #ALSO HE DOESNT HAVE THE CROWN ON PURPOSE THIS TIME! dont pose as a king to your god it's rude #i listened to sooooooo much red vox while drawing this.

[egoarc4de]

nachito house guest

#my art #lalo salamanca #nacho varga #eduardo salamanca #ignacio varga #lacho #it's lacho to ME!!!!! #born from a silly sketch. continued because i saw an opportunity to draw not ONE #not TWO #but THREE. three whole shirts. #spent a whole day steaming shirts at a shop and couldnt keep myself from checking all the patterns and just Thinking #ignacio... nachito... So crazy of lalo #lalito my girlfriend ... #posting this at the worst/best time bc i always finish art at like. 1030 pm #u know ive been kidnapped if i ever draw lalo in a very bland shirt #idc about canon i grab onto the gaudy shit and run with it #anyways #i love them i love shirts i love uncomfortably awkward and almost intimate interactions #nacho wearing rhe shirt out of polite fear #WAIT.... mayhaps have to draw a follow up ...... #anyways goodnight im crazy #i swear i try to make my art colours besides pink but i literally love pink so much im sorry #better call saul #brbabcs #LOL FORGOT TO EVEN TAG THAT #fabric

[masatos-wig]

big (smol) things happening guys >:)

#i couldnt help myself he absolutely needed an earpiece to balance out his troll doll head....... #still not sure wat to do w his mouth like i wanted to add a fang but it kinda fucked up his :3 so idk #also may not keep the hair highlight..or ill add more sparkles . either one #bean bip #utapri #HE☆VENS #van kiryuin #woopsie forgor tags

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

i don't even like video games so why have i been playing Red Dead 2 for the past eight hours gay

#i think me brain likes the Reward of successfully one hit killing things with a bow and arrow #i was born in the wrong generation (should've been a hunter gatherer) #i dont even care about the story!!! the tutorial / first chapter was tedious as fuck! #im only completing missions to unlock things so that i can Keep Fucking Around!!! #also my horse's name is wizard and if anything happens to her im killing everyone in this game #thankfully when the fuckin. asshole odriscolls Ambushed me i was riding a backup horse i'd just tamed #so THAT one died instead of my darling wizard. but still. cmon #she was a gorgeous buckskin... her name was gonna be Egg... i was on my way to the stable to name her... #BUT YEAH I DONT EVEN LIKE THIS GAME ALL THAT MUCH WHY CANT I STOP PLAYING #maybe my brain is like 'oh my god finally something New. something other than the same shit we've been doing' #killin turkeys and deer #i tracked an elk into a train tunnel AND HIT IT!! #but it didnt die!!! and ran out!!! and then i couldnt find it!!! cmon!! #this game is so infuriating Why Cant I Stop #absolutely unprompted #though i have been thoroughly entertaining myself with my own antics #'i want to be nice to people 🥺' #ten seconds later im killing a man i couldve easily saved purely bc there were no witnesses around <3 #well! he would'a talked! i got a camp to protect and provide for! #oh ok yeah i also think my brain likes being able to be a rugged western man w a beard #riding horses and Providing in a slutty little outfit i picked out #most of the game is Such A Drag (as my darling shikamaru would say) #but there are some good bits. addicting bits. sigh #like the allure of open world. optional story. yeah <3 #no rules <3

[startistdoodles]

I actually had two ideas for the design of Meta's sleep mask lol I went with the one that looks like his everyday mask cause it was funny to me but this was the runner up

#ask #my art #meta knight #i couldnt keep this to myself i had to share

[good-beanswrites]

And all of trial two has been added to Lights, Camera, Sing Your Sins!!! I hope you enjoy the Deep Cover addition 🐺

Kotoko’s face was somewhere between disgust and disappointment as she watched the prisoners put on the worst performance she’d ever seen. 

Fuuta writhed around on the ground, making clawing motions at himself and the floor. He was nudged away by Yuno, who was making odd growling sounds from her hunched over position.

“I think it’s a bit more like,” Kazui clutched at his chest, “like, aaaargh!”

“No, no, you’re doing it all wrong!” Mikoto moved beside him and tried his hand at the scene. 

Wanting to be included, Mahiru let out a long howl. Haruka and Muu joined in.

Just because Kotoko had never seen a classic werewolf movie didn’t mean she needed a demonstration, but the others hadn’t really given her a choice. It was necessary preparation, they said. Jackalope had made the mistake of leaving them alone before her filming was set to start, and they jumped at the opportunity immediately.

Kotoko crossed her arms. “Isn’t this all a bit…cheesy?” 

Mikoto looked up from where he’d bent himself into an awkward shape. “Cheesy? This is a horror movie staple!”

“Exactly.” She let her gaze drift away from meeting any eyes. “This isn’t meant to be like the movies. This is… this is real.”

While others continued their cries of transformational agony, Mahiru made her way over. 

“I understand.”

Kotoko had to hold back a scoff. She was probably the last person here who understood. Mahiru didn’t have a mean bone in her body – there was no way knew what it meant to feel a monster’s worth of violence and anger bubbling up inside of her. She could never know the pain of filming alongside that wonderful young girl, haunted by the fact that she’d cower away if she ever knew the truth. In fact, all of her fellow prisoners would cower away if they knew the violence that had simmered within her all her life. 

“It’s fine, Mahiru. I just think everyone should stop fooling around.”

But she would not be deterred. Over her shoulder, Fuuta was encouraging Amane to let out the loudest growl she could. Mahiru was unfazed as held Kotoko’s gaze. “I mean it. I’ve been there. Sometimes, there’s parts of ourselves that get out of control. Things that we see in the movies, and it’s alright there… but in real life…” her smile weakened. “In real life, those parts of us really hurt people. I’m here to tell you you’re not a monster for those things.”

Kotoko gaped at her. If Jackalope wanted a shot of her shocked, he should have kept the cameras rolling. 

Before she could muster up any reply, Mahiru grabbed her hand and dragged her forward.

“Now come on, let’s see your cheesiest werewolf acting! Awooooooo!”

#milgram #something a little silly to relieve the intensity of the video :') #giving myself the 0610 interaction i was hoping for in the birthday timeline >:3 #lmk in the tags who you think would do the best transformation impression 🤔 #i was going to name someone as doing it really well but couldnt decide who - so i just left is as 'theyre all Bad' adsfsadf #i was tempted to have everyone comforting kotoko that she wasnt a monster but decided it was nice to keep it more subtle #they wouldnt outright say it but the fact theyre hanging out with her and being goofy is their way of showing it <3 #ive also updated the fic with the four drabbles ive posted here #mahiru shiina #kotoko yuzuhira #lights camera sing your sins