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piovascosimo · 1 year

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thank you dave for ~not~ conforming blur at primavera in lat am!

#i’m so happy #blur #but also trying to avoid being too happy #in case something goes wrong #but this just gave me a massive energy boost!#i hope the other attractions are nice #but blur is all that i need really #sorry dave but you gave yourself away #mentioning the only 3 countries that host primavera #chile argentina and brasil #and we know you can't say it before they release the lineup #but this is so exciting

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benetnvsch · 8 months

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I think that they should kiss when they reunite

#:thumbsup:#kite draws #kite watches bsd #bungou stray dogs #bsd #kunikida doppo #Dazai osamu #kunikidazai #if they do not at least hug I will bite someone and not in the sexy way #yehehhh #may have taken it way overboard with the blur effect whooops-#I don't really like this but lakhdkjsadksd adhaksjdhsd askjdha I finished it so might as well post it-#blegghhh #wehhhh #I redrew kunikida entirely #I finished this last night but hated it even more then so I Didn't Post it and waited for today to change it lol #still am not certain but uhhhh feel like I need to post it cuz thats what ppl are provably following me for :Sweats:#ignore this all I am just Entering an Art Block again I think-

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couldneverhurtusnow · 4 months

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[chemistry] it's not a word that actors [use]. but you must endeavor a little bit to try and fall in love, in whatever that capacity is. and andrew is a very easy person to fall in love with. he's kind, generous, talented. we shot the film at the perfect junction in our friendship where there was a lot we didn't know about each other, but there was mutual admiration and respect. and a similar sense of humor. (...) yeah, it felt fizzy when we were acting. especially with that first scene at the door -- it's so well-written. you feel like you're dancing through the scene, you can go in loads of different ways, and if i went one way, andrew would go another. if that's what chemistry is, i was aware it was happening.

-- paul on chemistry and whether ‘they (andrew & paul) knew instantly that their onscreen relationship was working’ in all of us strangers, screendaily.com (1/31/24)

#i just find this whole acting thing & the process actors have to go through very fascinating. how so many of them have said that your --#mind knows that it's not real; it's make-believe but your body doesn't & it gets blurred & your body gets tricked into thinking it's --#actually experiencing all of that. no wonder sometimes actors need to take some time to recover from/get over a specific role they played.#i just recently saw claire foy talk about this & how 'you're falling in love with a person you're not in love with.' and there's a --#psychological thing happening where you can either suspend belief or you can make real what's happening. and that it can get very confusing #& how when she was watching this movie her body would react -- tears & heart palpitations -- but not because of what she saw on screen --#but because she (her body) was remembering it. it's wild & i don't think i'd ever be able to do it.#reminds me of what jessica chastain said about 'scenes from a marriage' & how her & oscar's years long friendship was changed after that #idk how these people do it; honestly; especially those actors who play really dark characters & put themselves in their minds (evan peters)#paul mescal #andrew scott #all of us strangers

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victimized-martyr · 1 year

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I love all your kyman hc's so much!!!!😭❤ I just need to hear more, so here are my questions: if kyman got married how would they act around each other? And do you think they'd adopt kids and if yes: what would they name them? And would they raise them jewish or christian or both?

Aaahhh I know there are too many questions I'm sorry 😭😭

Don’t apologize, I love talking about kyman :D

Regardless of context, the core of their dynamic is: Cartman is the instigator, Kyle reacts, a little back and forth, escalate the issue to Nth degrees of insanity, Kyle lands the final blow. Though sometimes, depending on the issue, Kyle lands the last punch thinking he’s won, only for Cartman to win the war last minute. Another way the show’s mixed things up, is that Kyle’s victory is undermined either by South Park itself, or Cartman. I see their marriage as an opportunity to expand their unique dynamic and introduce new plotlines/ jokes that couldn’t be done if they were still kids.

I see Cartman taking Randy’s place as the adult that’s always up to no good, the fixture of South Park’s weirdness. self serving hijinks flare up just about every week. Meanwhile, the Sharon (or straight man) to offset that cannot be anyone else but Kyle. This time however, unlike the marshes, and perhaps most couples in South Park, the Brofloski’s are truly in love. That’s kinda the joke. The couple that started out insulting each other and trying to kill each other on multiple occasions end up in the happiest relationship. I see them fitting nicely among the pantheon of sitcom couples— Mitchel and Cameron, Marge and Homer, Ralph and Alice, Gomez and Morticia. Their relationship, in Trey fashion, pays homage to and in the same breath, mocks those classic couples.

TLDR, Their dynamic is in tact, it’s just evolved to a new label. Instead of sort of friends-ish, they’re a couple. They’re still loud, obsessed with each other, fight over issues, hang out and share similar tastes. Only this time they got rings on their fingers. And if they don’t fistfight, how do they deal with their classic arguments? Well, like any sensible american couple, of course! they fuck each other’s brains out! ( just kidding. I have this vision of Cartman doing the most outrageous shit and Kyle chasing him offscreen in anger, Cartman shouting “domestic abuse domestic abuse!”)

I’m not sure what they’d name their kids. Does it matter? I do know what personalities I’d like them to have though— the 1st, their oldest, is outgoing, entitled, bossy, manipulative, a performative people pleaser, makes everyone’s problems their responsibility, and is quick witted. (A 2w3) Much like Eric, they are exceptionally charismatic and love being in the limelight. And like Kyle, they love getting involved in the lives of others, seen as helpful. The 2nd child is less outspoken, prefers to keep opinions to themselves, a dispassionate observer. ( poster child for 8w9) Like Eric, they’re materialistic, and prone to laziness. Still, they are an intellectual like Kyle, and far more principled in comparison to their sibling/Eric. They’re probably the most capable and dangerous in the family. They don’t shoot themselves in the foot like Cartman, and they don’t fight against the currents of South Park like Kyle. If they wanted to, they could take over the world and succeed where the Brofloskis failed. They just don’t care though lol.

I could never, ever see them as a two religion household. Yeah, Cartman has been portrayed as a bigoted Christian (or in his words, “[used] Christianity as an excuse to be a piece of shit”), but carrying that extremity to adulthood isn’t as funny. I don’t know how to articulate that other than, many extreme right wingers on twitter weren’t able to read Cartman’s bigotry in Cupid Ye as hyperbolic and instead took it as fact, and praised the stuff he whispered into Tolkien’s ears. His actions in Cissy were recently trending and was seen as heroic and like, justification why trans ppl can’t use whatever bathrooms they want. You can’t escalate the crazy stuff from real life anymore— it’s become reality. So the funniest thing to do, is either personify it as something else or, run in the opposite direction. If anything, PC has shown us that it’s funnier that the very same kid who once belittled Judaism in fact, became devoutly Jewish and proceeded to rub it in everyone’s faces rather than him ending up as some evil businessman. You rob bigots the chance to idolize Cartman, but give Cartman the freedom to hone his brand of idiocy on other things. So! Kyle slaps the antisemitism outta him, they get married, bam. They are a Jewish family.

#south park #kyman #eric cartman #kyle broflovski #cartman #what is brevity? hell if I know #asks #talk tag #Again it’s important that Cartman’s an asshole in different ways #like there’s this excellent trey quote where he introduces Matt as his wife #and like. wouldn’t that be the perfect way to piss kyle off??#‘My lovely wife Kahl’ ‘honey you really need to get that sand out of your vagina’#Cartman just loves Kyle’s attention in general so yeah he’s a tease but instead of insults he prefers flirting #is it because its the right thing to do and the way to respect his spouse? sure if that’s what u think. all Cartman knows is that #the less he insults his husband and the more praise he gives the better sexy times is #the insults don’t come from a genuine place anymore either bc again he’s reconciled how in love he is w/ kyle #and w/ kyle he knows cartman is all talk and he loves putting him in place and like why would he pummel his husband in punches if kisses #knocks him off his pedestal even more?? literally a look will bring his husband to his knees (reverence..apology..other..doesn’t matter)#oop im blurring this tag w/ my next answered question lolol

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averlym · 8 months

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whshdfhfjf.,,,

#close up!! because i firstly Did Not render them with such insanity in order for tumblr's lack of general resolution to make it blur #look at all the lines!!! teehee i still really really like this style of digital painting it's super super fun to do!!! and also secondly #because i went back and added a tag ramble and as i seem to often be doing??? lately?? reached the 30 tag limit and went 'hm ok how else..'#anyway the tag essay on that one is now up and talks about the artwork generally and miscellaneous thoughts!! that said. i need a space to #ramble about beatrix at Length because look you don't draw and paint etc a character for like ten hours without having a lot of thoughts #anyways ! i digress terrifically. tag rambles are more like trains of thoughts masquerading as subways and you get on and it's unfortunately #a rollercoaster track. but this is My Blog and i can do Whatever I Want as long as i don't hurt anyone <- affirmations!! also Harm Principle #lately it's been like *kicks up feet* *opens tumblr tags* *treats it as own personal journal* and tbh Good for me!! anyways back to beatrix #fun fact ! the thing that pushed me over the edge to go watch the musical after looking through the tumblr tag was a very specific poll.#and the fact that the winning option was blue hair and pronouns made me double over laughing so hard i had to go see the source material #mm i feel like lately the academic Context has been tossing me essentially into a blender HAHA ;-; so everyone in adamandi is to some extent #a Mood. but bea-specific (haha be specific)(sorry!)(wow this is the same reaction mechanism of my friend who points out innuendos)(...)#i think it's the wanting to prove herself. like from the whole abuela etc thing there's proof here she's got a Stable Support System of sort #and instead what beatrix continues to do is push themselves. 'i guess u could say i'm married to my work? god that's depressing' // no one #here to enforce that // abuela tells me to rest says i'm constantly stressed and i'll just get depressed like before but i still have to try #like. that shred of desperation that pushes you to the brink to neglect yourself (well i guess physically but also your morals..) and like!!#the whole 'lose half your soul thing' proves she's self aware!! like they know what they're doing is super dubious yknow! but they're still #they're still doing it even if it goes into conflict with their morality system in a way and then they justify it to themselves (see pt 1 #of ghostwriter) and the whole wanting to achieve at all costs Despite the self awareness. (i think? this aspect also applied to quincy. but #thoughts on him will come later). more beatrix specific also is the fact that they genuinely adore their work.. 'i just love it here where #you know they'll be printing forever and you are just part of it' because that does kind of resonate with me. also the being behind in the #competition is real!!! i'm maybe talking about Art as a subject because that same drive for it exists on my good days i think. even #even when nothing seems to be going right and you've ended up at the back the intent passion inherent in what you do is still there!!!#the genuine. care she has for reporting. is so !!!!! to me... other beatrix thoughts include 'why reveal yourself at the end' aka vincent's #'u should have stayed silent u had a smart plan' like rip to them but i would not // it feels with bea's complex character i can't imagine h #her Not doing that. like the guilt is real i guess. and i am running out of tags but! smth also about her fervent hope or smth that she'll #eventually get to where she wants. and the resilient determination.. 'i won't let their deaths be pointless there's more good i'm gonna do'#they're so so real for that. i'm not sure if it's a good or bad thing; seeing myself reflected in aspects of characters like this.. but it's #it's there regardless. smth smth just make your peace with the person you are ig!! tldr beatrix campbell my beloved. hehe #adamandi

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herequeerexitentialfear · 3 months

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bro why the fuck is understanding my gender locked behind reckoning with my traumatic childhood and the de-gendering & social masculinization i went though due to poverty and having to turn to masculinity/male social systems due to being rejected from girlhood at a young age and needed a social systems to protect myself from the consequences of being an autistic traumatized gifted student.

cant i just have a quick answer? a shortcut? without dredging all that up? without getting a PHD in gender-studies? please??

#thebirdspeaks #welcome to my ongoing gender crisis #i am a thing that exists and also technically a person #i cant even fully describe the gender i was perceived as pre-social transition #like i was a girl on paper but i was broadly treated as such so little #that i cant easily fit into seen as girl -> actually not one #its more other people refused me femininity & other aspects of being a girl #so i forcibly embraced masculinity #because you cant survive on the outside #and i was very much one of the guys #a very very extreme tomboy #and that resulted in further rejections from femininity #idk like on paper i was a girl #but i was never really treated as one #i was this in-between thing #even before i came out as trans #like before & after coming out blurs bc all that changed was transphobia #anyway #tldr my gender identity is confusing and going back to try and figure it out is needed but also messy as fuck

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some-pers0n · 6 months

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How to explain to everyone that I feel a lack of drive and motivation and general apathy to my future because I don't feel generally excited and have a complete lack of interest in anything

#Me when the mental illness is mental illnessing #I hate winter the most for it #I want to feel this want and need to start working and apply for scholarships and get my licenses #But I can't bring myself to really...care #I'd like all those things but I don't want to start the process to do it all #Not to also mention I haven't been enthusiastic about IRL stuff in ages #It's just been a blur of repetitive days full of either complete empty neutrality or anxiety #Can I have an emotion for once #Pretty please with a cherry on top?#tw vent #vent

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coldgoldlazarus · 26 days

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Had yet another game idea that I lack the know-how to create the other day

(And by idea, I mean blatantly ripping off and mashing together every racing media I've ever loved, but yanno)

Uninhabited water planet, with an early human colony. Surveyed from orbit, but largely unexplored in depth. And someone's decided to host a legally-dubious race in an uncharted archipelago a little ways past the edge of settled territory.

There are no formal roads, just the waterways between the islands, and some truly crazy geography that can sorta work as a track if you're insane enough. A start point and a finish line for each race, but what happens in the middle is up to the racers.

To traverse this untamed wilderness, they pilot transforming vehicles that can shift between watercraft and hovercraft on the fly as needed. Oh, and they're all equipped with powerful, highly experimental energy weapons technology that has no place being in civilian hands.

(Something a bit shady about this whole affair, if you can look past the spectacle. Who's running this race, and why?)

Also for no particular reason other than I said so, the racers are all ladies, and their intense rivalries are only surpassed by the homoerotic overtones to their interactions. Once again, whatever happens in the middle is up to the racers, if you catch my drift.

#not a reblog #here's one to add to the backburner #since all I really have for it rn is vibes #inspired by Highway 35 & Blur & Hydro Thunder & Fast Racing Neo #all great Sci-Fi racing media #(three games and a movie series lol)#that only needed to be 1000% more sapphic to be perfect

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t4yce · 1 year

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MAYHEM MILLER • all stars 5.04 come on, camo couture runway ↳ for @heymayaaa

#mayhem miller #all stars 5 #rpdr as5 #rpdredit #rpdr #drag race #gif*#rq #i cant believe this aired in 2020 it feels like longer omg #feel like i need to rewatch as3-5 bc honestly they are a blur #also giffing this really made me apprectiate how much the lightings improved since then 🙌🏻

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mattodore · 9 months

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#river dipping #ts4 #echthroi #matthias evanoff #...theo's there too but let's leave that tag out #looking at all the screenshots i took the other day that i simply can't share here lest the vultures descend upon me to feast <3 #his eyelashes are so long it's one of my favorite aspects of his appearance but bc of the dof i use sometimes they get blurred away...#jail. jail for the dof guy.#also...... i really need to either recolor his brows myself or find different brows for him in a lighter swatch #his eyes are a little different here bc i changed his preset....................... you honestly probably can't even tell tho #i make the world's SMALLEST changes to my ocs at a time #the biggest change they've ever had was either when i first revamped their sims back in like... 2019? (this was before my simblr era)#or june earlier this year when i finally was like okay. let's fix theo's hairline. and got super distracted jdkhjf #anyway. this is from another mattodore pose i made... bc yea i make poses knowing full well that they'll never see the light of day <3 #it's abt love for the craft ykwim #...anyway i didn't take a single photo that i can use for nene so i'll have to go in game later today 🧘

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bardengarde · 4 months

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I'm still missing my friend Sidney

#yes I'm talking about sidney freedman #I'm STILL thinking about the dream i had where i was friends with him #and waking up how i was trying to convince myself i knew a sidney but that his last name was freeman instead of freedman and that made sense #and how i needed to call him because i needed to talk to him about my dream and because i missed him #And only after THEN i realized #that dream has really got me so fucked up because ive never done that before I've never had the lines of fictional characters blur so much #with real people #AND THE FACT IT WAS SIDNEY FREEDMAN IS ALL THE MORE IRONIC TO ME #IT HAD TO BE THE PSYCHIATRIST #I'm losing it #he could do so many studies on me

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starvinginbelair · 3 months

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as a criminology student, i would honestly love to read an comics arc about the role of the police in vigilantism because i just think it's under-discussed for such a nuanced and complex topic.