#but I don’t care :p

[mpsansy]

Haha, the royal scientist has ketchup on his face lol

#my art #undertale #gaster #it’s late #but I don’t care :p #also forgot how the blasters looked like so I made one up

[stuckinapril]

used to daydream about fairytale reconciliations after pretty much every platonic or romantic fallout i ever had, but sometimes it’s healthier to just accept that someone will never own up bc they don’t think you’re worth the trouble. anyone who truly cares would move mountains just to make sure that they communicate w you if they truly want to rectify the situation. but sometimes it’s their ego getting in the way, sometimes they have a narrative of you in their head they’re determined not to break, and sometimes they just don’t care enough about you to even consider it. they don’t have respect for the friendship or relationship in its posthumous state bc it was nothing to them, or at the very least it doesn’t eclipse their pride or their desire to appear correct in a situation or just outright the need to be done w the situation rather than be a good person. still guilty of this but i’ve been getting better at just nipping the delusion in the bud and just being okay w accepting that someone truly does not care. until they prove they do that is the assumption i go w every time. and it is saving me a lot of heartache

#i held out on my ex for MONTHS after we broke up thinking he’d hit me up and be like yo sorry #u did not deserve the way that went down. i should’ve gone about it better #i should’ve taken ur feelings into consideration bc if nothing else the time spent together meant something #even if in the present moment it’s done and i don’t see us going back #i think i owe u that. at the very least in honor of what we had #but did he say any of those things #NO #i’m fine #i’ve had this happen w friendships too like people are just ruthless sometimes and they justify it or just don’t care enough to be better #trying to microdose on delusion less and accept things for what they are #these tags are a roller coaster but i’m keeping them in anyway bc i need something to look back at this weekend #p

[b3l0v3dzz]

Mumbo and Pearl are such an underrated duo we as a community should talk about them more

#jumbomoon #/p or /r I don’t care I just want more people to post about them sobs #they are one of my fave duos #mumbo jumbo #pearlescentmoon #hermitcraft #hc #life series #last life #secret life #trafficblr #hermitblr #mcyt #mcytblr

[danandfuckingjonlmao]

PASSENGER PRINCESS????? YOUNGER BROTHER ENERGY????? FFS DAN AND PHIL GET OFF PHANNIE TWITTER STOP BEING CHRONICALLY ONLINE GO TOUCH GRASS THIS IS RIDICULOUS

#i have to believe it’s from phannie twitter #bc they aren’t allowed to come on here i decreed it 😓🤬🙈 #but also every time i see yall posting about them having younger sibling older sibling energy i want to k*ll you just a little bit #i don’t care if it’s true it’s weird #and now look what you’ve done #are you happy #we are living in a hell of our own creation #dnp #phan #dan and phil #d&p #danandphilgames #yeet my deet #yeet my deenp

[sonicexelle-junkary]

If any of your EXEs were to meet a “classical” EXE (Lord X, Exeller, Sonic.OMT/OLR, ect.) what would happen? Who would survive (if anyone)?

The universe explodes. The end.

#inbox #ask #sonic.exe #/LH #(honestly my reaction to anyone who asks this stuff) #(I know y’all curious but I don’t fucking know or really care bout these guys) #(plus all the logistics n shit going on) #(powerscaling for other universes is dumb) #:P

[wiezumbeispiel]

Had an idea that was like. Well what if instead of crows glados had 3 baby porygons?? They’re kind of like birds. Kind of. Anyways all you need to know is that she loves them very much

#portal #portal 2 #glados #pokemon #porygon #they’re so cute…digital duckies #you can apparently breed porygon (with a ditto) despite them being genderless which is an oddity for these games #i had more that was going go go with this image but like ??? i don’t feel like spending more time on the idea even if it is cute #so I’ll just describe them to you: #basically atlas and p-body were sent to go find chell out on the surface #the reason being….glados cannot figure out how to hatch these eggs she’s like wtf i tried a heat lamp and everything what’s WRONG with them #chell who somehow has knowledge of pokemon says usually they’re huddled between other monsters to hatch #so she gets assigned the sitting-on-eggs job. because body heat lol #glados is super confused when they hatch she has never seen them before in her life. and her internal database has no informat #chell whips out a pokedex that tells them what a porygon is (how she got one i have no idea) #glados is thrilled about her new babies because they’re even deadlier and more dangerous than a regular burd #also yes the two of them end up taking care of the hatchlings together #also the blue one is named mr. chubbygon (: #2023 #digital

[bootleg-cal-weathers]

#have i posted this before? #probably but i don’t really care :P #the wgp racers #wgp #wgp racers #pixar cars #cars fandom #cars #bootleg cal weathers #lightning mcqueen #carla veloso #max schnell #jeff gorvette #lewis hamilton(cars) #nigel gearsley #raoul çaroul #rip clutchgoneski #shu todoroki #miguel camino #francesco bernoulli #cars2 #cars 2 #cars 2 (2011) #disney pixar cars #cars movie #cars pixar #cars 2006 #cars 3 #cars 3 (2017) #dinoco

[royaltea000]

Not historically accurate, just wanted to use one of my favorite Pinterest outfits <:)

#tryin something new :P #[clenches fist] lineless art… #I don’t care that it’s hetalia look at that FABRIC #digital art #my art #commissions open #artists on tumblr #procreate #digital illustration #illustration #digital painting #historical hetalia #hetalia fanart #hetalia #hetalia prussia #aph prussia #gilbert beilschmidt #aph teutonic knights #i fucking LOVE rendering fabric #hetalia world stars #hetalia axis powers #hetalia art

[hallwyeoo]

Ellie’s memory of the golfing scene and what it tells us about her.

🚨spoilers for tlou2🚨

I think Ellie’s flashback to Joel’s death is very telling of how she internalized the event and the meaning she applied to his death. It’s also a good demonstration of her relationship to autonomy. Let’s break down the elements that were inconsistent with the actual event:

The stairs/hallway are much longer than they were. This suggests a sense of helplessness, an inability to get there fast enough. Joel is constantly out of reach.

There is blood on the floor outside of the door. Not entirely certain on this one but my hunch is that she blames herself for not seeing more obvious signs of violence/not knowing something was wrong sooner.

The door is locked, another roadblock in her path to Joel. She can’t access him, she can’t help, he needs her and she isn’t there.

Most importantly. Joel yells “Ellie, help me” (which he didn’t in the actual scene, he just screams. He doesn’t say a word in the actual scene)

Ellie hearing Joel scream for her help, calling for her while being horribly beaten, and her being repeatedly impeded on her way to him suggests that what she took away from his death is that she wasn’t enough. They always helped each other, always had each others backs, always got up. Ellie views his death as a failure. She was too slow, too weak, not smart enough to save him. She failed him when he needed her most. She is absolutely helpless to save him, just like she was helpless to save Riley, Tess, Sam, and Jessie (and Marlene, and humanity, and and and-).

Once again, Ellie makes a decision (staying with Riley, going to the fireflies, staying with Joel, being the cure, trying to forgive Joel) and once again her autonomy and ability to find closure is ripped from her.

This is the inciting incident of tlou pt2, this is the moment where Ellie’s whole world shatters the same way Joel’s did at the start of pt1. Ellie enters into the same cycle (which I like to call the “Joel cycle” because… yeah.) that he did, and throughout pt2 she stays in the “20 years later” phase of the cycle. She is changed, she has lost her light, lost what she fought for. She lost her chance to genuinely forgive Joel and rebuild their relationship. She is stuck in a gruelling and violent world that she has no anchor in, at least not anymore. His death is so sudden and so incredibly violent that it practically gave her (and me as well, tbh) whiplash. She’s in a state of total shock.

On another devastating note, this is one of the three times in tlou that we see Ellie beg (that I remember). The first is begging Joel to get up at the university of Eastern Colorado, the second is begging him to get up and for Abby to stop, and the third is begging Abby to not kill Dina because she’s pregnant. (Two times she begs Joel to get up, one time he doesn’t. Two times she begs Abby to spare her family and one time she does. What a beautifully haunting contrast)

To wrap up, every person creates an internal narrative, a story of their life that is crafted from their context and lived experiences. The meaning we derive from those experiences doesn’t always reflect the truth, and that can sometimes bite us in the ass majorly when we experience a traumatic event. We tend to want to find someone or something to assign blame to, some reason or rationale to why it happened. We tell stories. We write them in our minds about ourselves and what happens to us and what that says about us.

But Ellie is wrong. Joel’s death happened in response to a conscious and willing choice he made. It is in no way her fault, and there was absolutely no way for her to know or to stop what was happening. I think Ellie knows that much on an intellectual level, It just doesn’t change how devastated she is over the whole event. It can’t change the fact that she FEELS as though this was all her fault, that Joel did what he did to save her, that she could have saved him. That she should have.

#this isn’t a new thought #like I’m p much just stating what happened in the game #this is not some super deep meta analysis of tlou #it’s just. #Ellie’s relationship to autonomy is so so so good #ellie the last of us #joel the last of us #ellie williams #joel miller #tlou series #tlou show #tlou1 #tlou spoilers #tlou analysis #I have SO MANY drafts that are like. walls of text #we’re talking Great Wall of China long #tlou2 #marlene the last of us #marlene tlou #basically what I said in previous posts about how ellie picked up Joel’s stoic attitude and emotional constipation. #ellie’s screams lolol. my heart breaking in real time. #joel goes golfing HD!!! #the way her voice breaks as she begs… OWIE #Neil druckmann needs to pay for my therapy fr!! #I edited this because it had some… really bad grammatical errors #syntax??? what’s that???? #anyway normally I don’t put much thought or effort into my actual wording of Tumblr posts #because like maybe 10 people will see it. who cares. #but this one is one I actually care a bit about and this whole thing could be written about in so much more depth. #so I went in and tried to clean it up a bit and added some thoughts.

[glitterygolem]

It’s been a bad week. A lot of people are hurting right now. Your Jewish friends are hurting. Your Palestinian friends are hurting.

And yet, I’ve had one - one - gentile acquaintance reach out to see if I’m okay. I’ve seen some truly vile stuff this week. People I thought were leftist allies have been throwing around antisemitic slurs and conspiracies. People have told me and other Jews point blank that we don’t deserve human rights. People have been absolutely silent when others said nauseating things.

And almost nobody except other Jews has said a word about that to me. I am left with three possible conclusions: 1) that people don’t know why Jews across the globe would be so shocked and traumatized this week; 2) that they know and don’t care; or 3) that they know and don’t think we deserve support because we’re all secretly or not-so-secretly Zionist scum, right?

(For the record, yes, I am pro-Palestine. Basic human rights are not even a question to me. And I wish Bibi and his cronies a very walk into the sea. But I also happen to believe in the human rights of Israelis and Jews everywhere. Yes, I do my part to help - I just don’t talk about it here.)

#I am so g-d damn exhausted. #spacelazarwolf starlight plastic and unbidden-yidden have great breakdowns about a lot of this #honestly at this point I don’t care if I get hate mail #*starlightomatic not starlight plastic #I/p

[stuckinapril]

i’m literally so bad at telling stories bc midway through i’m always like “no one really gives a fuck about this” and i want to shut the fuck up. how do people do it

#this ALWAYS happens like i’ll be telling someone something and in the back of my mind i’m like do you even really care #logistically i think people do care but my assumption is always in bad faith idk why #i do really care but anyone who knows me knows i get very engaged in knowing what people are up to #which i don’t think is the default for most people #is this normal. is this anything #p

[sydneys-adamu]

carmy keeps on fucking up the budget numbers for repairs of the restaurant, sydney is right there correcting him every time

carmy enters the office, forgetting completely about his “good idea” that he didn’t write down

sydney enters the office, in the middle of a reassuring sentiment for morale, falls through drywall, carmy is right there when she forgets what she was saying, remembers for her, even finishes her sentence for her

just like that carmy remembers what the good idea was

it’s giving v much you’re the only one who keeps my head on straight, v much I’m not me without you, v much classic married couple, v much I know you I know you I know you I see you I’m here with you

#she forgets he remembers #he forgets she already knew #am I being dramatic? maybe #do I care no #also review stresses me out but when carmy yells about someone finding a sharpie that works? #I’m p sure at the beginning of the episode syd has in her apron what now? a sharpie #I’m just saying he’s yelling about something he needs and of course syd has that exact thing #anyone willing to watch that episode if you do just tell me if I’m right I don’t wanna know if I’m not #sydney x carmy #carmy x sydney #sydcarmy #the bear

[gotyouanyway]

ok darkel is pissing me off again so bad girl just shut up

#she’s so one dimensional i just don’t care #she’s a great plot device but a terrible and annoying character #and she’s like the ONLY one who’s this flat. the misogyny #p #gallifrey lb

[chill-bunn-sage]

📚☕️✨The Official Official Announcement Post for the NovelTea Book Cafe! ✨☕️📚

For cozy reads and comfy teas, look no further than NovelTea!

NovelTea is a comfy book cafe run by one (1) Krysanthe Zaivicelle.

A childhood dream come true, NovelTea is a meant to be a simple place to rest, put up your feet, enjoy a good book and a warm drink.

Open:

Fridays and Saturdays: 8:30pm-11:30pm EST Sundays: 7:30pm-10:30pm EST

Any more info can be seen in the carrd linked below:

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For any questions, you can contact me in tumblr DMs or send me tells in-game when I’m logged in on Krysanthe .u.b

#chill-bunn-sage #;;krysanthe zaivicelle #ffxiv venue #;;NovelTea (cafe tag) #((shh I know it’s smart to do these things close to when it’s supposed to open but I don’t care. this sparks joy to me :p))

[evenangelsbreakdown]

mspsint

#hetalia #hetalia axis powers #hetalia world stars #hws #aph #aph finland #hws finland #I don’t know this fuckers name nor do I really care enough to look it up #🤷‍♀️ wip maybe I did save this as a png to work on later but this is just an Ms p #aint doodle at the end of theday

[maxgicalgirl]

I headcanon that before Night Vale, Carlos was actually kinda scared by horror movies. Like he and his uowii friends would get together for movie nights and just pick apart horror movies because they were so unscientific, but Carlos was actually very unnerved by them and would flinch and jump and have trouble sleeping after.

And then after Night Vale chews him up and spits him out, he just can’t be afraid of them anymore. Like, Night Vale horror movies are probably weird and not comparative, but some of the ones he smuggled in from the outside world are still in tact and he’s just not scared of them anymore. In fact, they’re kind of funny with how exaggerated the horror of them actually is. It’s silly what people think they’re supposed to be afraid of when he’s seen horrors he didn’t even think were possible. And he spends more time laughing at them than cowering.

And then there’s Cecil, who I headcanon is just genuinely afraid of horror movies. Like, he and Carlos will be watching and Carlos is trying to hold back giggles at what’s happening on screen while Cecil is pressing his face into Carlos’ shoulder and whimpering. And it’s cute because Cecil has seen so much worse than what horror movies present, but thinks horror movies are SUPPOSED to scare you. So he’s scared and Carlos is trying to be sensitive to that but is shaking with silent laughter the whole time. And then they have to watch Cat Ballou for the millionth time afterwards so Cecil can calm down and go to bed.

#wtnv #cecilos #cecil gershwin palmer #carlos robles #carlos the scientist #I’ve been thinking about this for days it’s causing me brain rot #I’m sure someone has done this already but I needed to write it out so it’d leave me alone :p #I’m also not sure if there’s something in canon that would discredit this but I don’t care <3 #I ALSO think it’s funny for Cecil P to be afraid of horror movies when Cecil B loves them and has a whole podcast about it #it’s a funny dichotomy to me #anyways I am throwing this at you take it from me so I can sit down and actually get some work done today :)