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Luke Skywalker x fem!reader

(note: written with fem!reader in mind, but no gendered language towards reader. reader is afab with breasts)

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word count: 5k shameless, shameless words. teehee

Contains: This is a sex pollen fic!!!! Very mild dubious consent due to those circumstances, but reader and Luke check in with each other multiple times. Reader calls themself a slut briefly but no degradation, the nickname "bunny" and "baby", cunnilingus, penetrative sex, unprotected sex (don't do this unless you want a baby lol), overstimulation, multiple orgasms, Luke is so babygirl

A/N: This takes place between ANH and ESB and may be the closest I've ever written reader's personality to my own irl; reader is pessimistic and self-conscious at times though it does not come up during the sex in this fic, just before and after. Not to worry, happy ending ;)

The Rebellion's cover on Yavin IV was completely blown, of course. You can't get away with obliterating the Empire's most impressive weapon of mass destruction and then trying to just stick around to find out what happens– it would be exceptionally bad strategy. The Rebellion has mere weeks to relocate.

You're just not sure why you raised your hand to be placed on the mission to scout the next uninviting and dangerous planet to build a base on.

Actually, you admit to yourself, that's a lie.

You are sure why you thought it was a good idea, in fact, you're very sure, and the reason is a blonde man around your age with the prettiest blue eyes you've ever seen. You've had a crush on him since the moment you saw him, and he had also volunteered for the mission.

The reason is Luke Skywalker.

You jump at the chance, thinking that being around him in a small group would be the easiest way to get to know him. To make him really notice you, not just wave in the hallway as he walks by. Except, coincidentally of course, the Rebellion could only afford to spare two people for the mission, and they stopped taking names once they wrote yours down.

So now, a mere week later, you're alone, on a transport, with Luke Skywalker.

And things have never felt so awkward in your whole life.

In fact, you're seriously rethinking the whole Rebellion thing in general; yes, the cause is deeply important to you, but how important is your dignity in comparison? Would disappearing into the woods back on your home planet forever be letting the Empire win?

It's just that in the three days and two planetary excursions you've spent together, you've fumbled over every interaction you've had with Luke, and it's killing you. You've spoken to him before, but only in short, passing conversations, the kind of thing that's easy to run from. But now? There's no where to run. You've bumped into him at least four times that you can count on the tiny transport and rushed out apologies every time, tripped over a vine on the first planet, slipped on ice on the second. Both times he caught you before you hit the ground. You could have died from the embarrassment, melted into the floor and slipped away.

Your small talk is weak, but at least you can always talk about the weather, since it's actually topical to the mission. You don't know what else to say, desperately trying to come off as normal around him, not like some over-enthused fan who just wants to get with him because he's the Hero of Yavin IV. Luke is either oblivious, or pretends not to notice, and keeps trying to make conversation anyway.

"I don't like Hoth for it. Too cold," he says, sitting down in his seat as the two of you rocket through hyperspace, heading to the next planet. "Actually, it's all the snow. How do you build anything in all that?"

What's worse about the situation is that the mission has been fruitless. The base has to be built on a planet that is next-to inhospitable, with no current population to disrupt. It's a short list of horrible places, but you have to make one of them work.

"Well," you hesitate, "Deyer is toxic, we couldn't even breathe the atmosphere there. Plus we saw Imps orbiting Anout, which we should probably tell someone about."

"Already sent Leia a comm on the secure channel."

You're quiet for a half second. Luke talks fast, and you have to answer quickly to keep up with him, but you aren't used to hearing General Organa's first name from other recruits. Of course he's close with her. Are you trying to compete with a princess? You have to wonder.

Luke sighs and leans back in his chair. "Just like places where it's hot, that's all."

"Cause you fit right in," you mutter, completely accidentally, and hearing yourself, your eyes widen. "Being from Tatooine, you're used to it," you rush.

Hardly your best save, but Luke smiles at you, bemused. You swear sometimes he can see right through your facade.

"You know, I couldn't wait to get off that planet," he says. "There was never any adventure there, not anymore."

"Really?" you ask. "None?"

"I guess I could have stuck around to bullseye womprats in my T-16 but I'd been doing that since I was a kid."

"Oh," you note. Honestly, you don't know if you're sure of what a womprat even is, though you can guess. "So, is this mission another adventure, then?" you ask.

"It can be," Luke says. "I have a feeling it's an important one."

You nod, not sure if you have the right to ask what he means by a feeling. That's the other thing about Luke, he has this power most people don't, this Force that everyone started whispering about after he arrived on base with certain things no one had seen in a long time; a lightsaber, luck, a certain type of faith.

As you're overthinking it, the transport shudders out of hyperspace, blue lines becoming dots of light as you drift into the orbit of the next world on your list to investigate. The two of you part ways as he takes over piloting while you go to prep the packs to bring with you on the excursion.

When Luke lands the small ship on the planet's surface, you hope that this is the perfect location, but something just feels... off.

These places that you and Luke are investigating are all supposed to be disagreeable by design. Something– be it the weather, the atmosphere, the creature life– is supposed to keep most people away, including and especially the Empire. Everyone should be unsuspecting that the Rebellion would ever chose such a location for their base.

The problem is that the ecosystem here is shockingly nice. Welcoming, even. You've landed in a little clearing, but just a few yards away the landscape morphs into nothing but fields and fields, valleys and meadows as far as the eye can see, and in every field grows delicate little wildflowers; with purple petals barely the size of the tip of your finger. They seem to grow on the wild grasses, some of them reaching as tall as your hips.

"We got the right coordinates, right?" you venture.

"Yeah! I don't understand," Luke answers. "This isn't unpleasant at all."

Nerthusa, if you remember the name of the planet correctly, didn't list any conditions in the records, just that there were no sentient inhabitants. Your atmospheric indicator is reading that it's safe, so the two of you take your masks off. There's an overtly sweet smell in the air that hits you right away when you do, obviously because of the flowers.

"There's gotta be some massive creature that lives here that's plotting how to kill and eat us right now. I mean, why else..." you trail off, still looking around for a threat or an incoming storm, but there's nothing.

Luke has done his own surveilling and apparently also come up with nothing in the immediate vicinity.

"We should explore some," he says, "y'know, before we definitely pick this spot instead of Hoth for the base," he jokes, smiling at you again.

For all the grief you gave him earlier, you're not too keen on the idea of living on Hoth either, and so far, Nerthusa is beautiful. Plus, you'd feel pretty bad if you signed off on it and then it turned out there were wild herds of vicious carnivorous beasts roaming around or something. A thorough investigation is only fair, you think, so the two of you grab your packs and set off.

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For a while, everything was fine, but about a half an hour into your trek, things are decidedly not fine in a very unique way, but you would probably rather literally die than mention anything about it to Luke. For one, he was so hopeful about this place, and secondly... well. Let's just say your symptoms were unusual.

It started off with what felt like hot flashes. One moment you'd be perfectly fine in the afternoon breeze, and the next, your cheeks would be burning and you'd have the strong urge to yank your shirt off. In the beginning, it would come in waves, and pass over you, leading you to think you'd just been pushing yourself too hard through the field or something, but how could that be true? The landscape was hardly difficult to maneuver, and your pace steady but not too quick.

The flashes were slowly replaced by waves of a different type of heat, one that was much more difficult to rationalize. Shit, you know you're attracted to Luke, but you've never, ever felt like this, not in situations outside of your bedroom. And not even then.

You can't look at him for too long or you think you might lose control. He's thankfully trailing behind you now by just a little bit, your only reprieve that he can't see your face like this. When you do glance back at him, he's looking at the ground, but his cheeks are flushed just beautifully, his hair catching the light from the late afternoon sun. His toned biceps have a slight sheen of sweat and, and, and–

You rip your gaze away. You want him. No, you NEED him.

No, you're being insane, you mentally scold yourself, but it's getting more and more difficult to rationalize your way out of it. There's a perpetual feeling low inside you now, and you can feel yourself actually dripping into your underwear.

You're not sure how much more you can take, and when you pick up on the sound of Luke breathing heavily behind you, it doesn't make it any better. Is he feeling this too?

Your resolve to say something breaks when you find yourself beginning to imagine what would happen if you stopped walking and let him run into you, pushed your ass against his cock, let him bend you over and fuck you into the goddamn ground, right here, right now. You're thinking about having something, anything inside your cunt, but especially his cock. You have to snap out of it.

"Let's stop for a second," you rush out, not giving Luke a chance to protest. You start walking away from him, hoping to put some distance between the two of you as if that will cure your ailment, so you lean on a large rock a few feet off the side of the trail you'd been walking.

The atmosphere is sickly saccharine now, stifling your breathing. There's a low mist or something hanging in the air and everything feels strangely heavy. You close your eyes for what you thought was just a second, trying to figure out how to bring up that this planet is obviously poisoning you despite what the indicators read earlier, but when you open them again, Luke is gone.

For a second, you panic; your blood runs cold, and your system is too overwhelmed with the brief shock and fear that you can almost fight off the symptoms the planet is subjecting you to. You scan the fields rapidly, your mind searching. It certainly would be worse to lose Luke Skywalker on a random planet in the Outer Rim than nearly any other bad luck that could befall you, and it would mean you'd be alone here. Under any normal circumstance the thought would certainly unsettle you, but rational thought is quickly slipping from your mind's grasp, and you feel different. Maybe even abandoned.

You wheel around and finally see him standing in the valley, several yards away, with his back to you. Your relief is palpable; you feel your shoulders drop and your heart rate settle.

And then the other feelings are back, ten times stronger.

"Luke!" you can't help but call out as you practically double over, and then, fighting to straighten your posture, take a few steps his direction.

Luke turns around and puts his hands out like he's trying to corral a frightened bantha, and that's when you know he's feeling it too. The thought of Luke being as equally aroused as you are in this moment makes your knees buckle.

"Don't, um... don't come any closer, something's wrong," he says.

"I know. We have to get out of here," you shout, continuing to move towards him. "I think I'm... I think I'm getting sick," you insist. It's not a lie, necessarily. It's not the truth either.

"Yeah," Luke says, his voice trembling. "Yeah, me too."

At least both of you are determined to avoid what's really happening.

"It's the flowers," you say, stopping a foot or two away from him. "We're allergic to the pollen, or... or, something. We should take the reaction treatment in the medpacks and leave."

Luke is not listening to you. It's evident by the way he's avoiding your gaze entirely. His eyes wander briefly down your neck to your chest before he appears to zone out completely, gaze falling to the ground.

"Luke..." you trail off. No response. "Luke?" you insist. He doesn't react until you touch his wrist– it's instinctual, and a huge mistake.

"Mm?" he moans lightly as he seems to snap out of the trance he was in, but when he looks up at you, his face is flushed, his pupils blown wide. You probably look similarly messy, you imagine, as the touch of his skin to yours electrifies you. It dulls the ache, soothes the relentless arousal even just a tiny amount. Stars, it's bad. It's worse, because you could become addicted to the way his skin feels against yours right now.

You pull back your hand like you'd been scalded. You want him like you've never wanted anyone. You don't dare to look at his body any further down than his chest, knowing if your own state is any indication, that he's hard and aching in his pants, and you don't know how you'll hold yourself back if you see him like that.

"Sorry," you whisper. He doesn't say anything, just licks his lips subtly and nods.

"Luke," you protest, "we have to get to the ship, and soon. If this is... I don't know what it is," you trail off. Half-truths. You've obviously both been exposed to an extremely powerful aphrodisiac via the flower pollen, you and Luke know there's no denying that. But the extent of its symptoms, and how bad it will get if you stay, there's no way to know.

It pains you, staying focused like this. Your heart and cunt are screaming at you to just have sex with him, to just give in to the urge to use one other to get off. What's left of your logical reasoning persists in one singular thought; get away from the flowers.

"Okay," he says. "Okay, let's go back."

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The walk to the transport is as silent as it is excruciating. You and Luke have an unspoken agreement to stay several feet away from each other, so he trails behind you once again. There's nothing to talk about, anyway.

The seam of your pants rubs against your clit with every step. You almost feel thankful for it, because if not for the merciful contact, you're sure you would have shoved a hand down your pants already. You can feel that there's a wet patch on the crotch of your trousers and you have never felt more humiliated, or more needy. Every few minutes, you sense Luke exhale a soft, barely audible moan behind you.

Don't look. Keep walking, you think. All there is to do is keep walking.

More lies, your mind supplies, like a screwed up dialogue with yourself. You could fuck him instead.

When you reach the transport, you dash inside like you're possessed. As soon as you're both inside, you seal the doors, hoping once you're out of the environment, things might change. You open one of the ship cabinets and rummage through the med supplies until you find the reaction treatment and quickly take the pill that's supposed to regulate your internal systems.

You turn to pass a pill to Luke, who's slumped against the wall, a hand conspicuously placed over the front of his trousers. You don't say anything, just watch as he also takes the treatment, then look away, seating yourself in the passenger side of the ship, crossing your legs, not knowing what else to do.

It's supposed to be instant, but nothing is happening. You wait a few minutes, hoping. Not a goddamn thing feels better.

"If you expect me to– I can't– I can't fly like this," Luke sounds almost irritated for a moment, which you suppose is fair, but you refuse to turn around to look at him. Your nails dig into the armrests next to you. If things hadn't been so damn awkward before, maybe there would have been some kind of resolution to this that involved you implying getting rid of the effects naturally instead of torturing yourself like this.

Distracted again at the idea, you imagine getting up and kissing Luke, pressing your body against him the way it craved. You imagined him pinning you to the wall, ripping your ruined pants and shoving his cock into you at a brutal pace, giving you everything you wanted, craved, needed right now.

Stars, you were on the edge of orgasm just thinking about it, clenching and relaxing your thighs rhythmically, hips doing tiny, almost imperceptible circles on your seat.

But you caught yourself before you could finish; you couldn't see your way out of it. You barely knew Luke, no matter how much you were into him, so you couldn't muster the strength to ask him if he'd consider it– if he'd consider you. You might die from this before you gave in, you thought. Maybe literally. You reluctantly uncross your legs, denying yourself release, and shifted in your chair.

"Fuck," Luke whines, suddenly across from you in the pilot's seat. "Don't do that."

"Do what?" you breathe. His close proximity is taunting you, and when you look over at him, his head is thrown back against the seat. He's absentmindedly touching himself, rutting his still-clothed cock against his hand as his hips jerk every so often, like it's not even on purpose but on pure instinct.

Animalistic.

"When you," Luke squeezes his eyes shut for a moment, "when you sit like that, I can, uhm–"

It's your turn to be a bit snappy with him. You're more than uncomfortable and there's no getting around it now. Mere moments earlier, you still thought you could ignore the problem and it would go away, but now Luke is grabbing at his cock over his pants right in front of you. Fuck it.

"Spit it out, Skywalker," you say, giving in and letting your own hand snake down your torso to cup your heat, pressing your wet trousers and panties against your pussy.

"Can smell how turned on you are when you open your legs," he rushes out.

"Oh," you breathe, barely above a whisper. It makes sense. Enclosed spaces. No longer the open field of flowers to mask the scent of your arousal or of his sweat.

When you think of it, your hips grind harder against your hand and the chair, and you let out a moan, frustrated, self-conscious, but unable to hold back any longer.

At this, Luke suddenly keens. His hips give one, two, three little jerks, and he bites his lip in an effort to stifle his own noises, his whole body tensing, blue eyes rolling back as he very obviously came in his pants, a wet spot forming on his trousers.

"Did you–" you go to inquire, but think better of it. It's obvious what just happened. "Did it help?" you ask instead. Your face is burning with embarrassment and intense arousal. The look on Luke's face when he cums is not something you ever intend to forget.

"No," Luke sighs, "no, I'm still– it's still– I think we can't get rid of it on our own. It... it's worse than before."

When you don't say anything, he keeps talking.

"Really want you," Luke says softly, and then he's sliding off his seat, moving to kneel right in front of you. His hands come to rest on your thighs, gently spreading your legs further open. Your eyes have to be as wide as saucers when he kisses your inner knee and inhales deeply before pulling away.

"Please? It's hurting you, too, isn't it?" he asks, his gorgeous blue eyes looking up at you, begging you silently.

In more ways than one, you think. You're being haunted by all the complications of this, no matter how badly you want him. You could fall in love with him, but Luke doesn't owe you anything; you're not dating, you've never even had a conversation longer than ten minutes before this week.

He doesn't even owe you this, and yet he's offering to give it to you.

"Yes," you breathe shakily, "I want you too."

No sooner are the words out of your mouth than Luke is pulling on the belt loops of your pants. "Take them off," he whines, and you rush, shoving your trousers off in haste. It feels good to give in to the effects of the pollen, feels right. You mind gets clouded, thinking only of Luke's skin on yours.

The flowers must be similarly affecting Luke, because before you can divest yourself of your panties, Luke's shoving his face against your clothed pussy, tonguing you lewdly over your already ruined undergarments. The feeling is amplified by whatever the two of you inhaled earlier, and you throw your head back, your hips leaving the chair as you squirm, at the mercy of the mess of a man on his knees in front of you.

"You're soaked," Luke moans against your cunt. Your mind is empty, filled with the base desire to feel his mouth against your bare cunt, and you shove your panties off your legs hurriedly. Luke helps, yanking them down.

"Oh," he whines, "These are so pretty." He's holding your wet undergarment up and staring like he's won a prize, momentarily distracted by the lace trim and the smell of you on them.

"We ruined them," he laments. "I'll get you new ones, bunny."

Luke doesn't give you time to respond, or to react to the new nickname he's given you, before he's practically pushing his face against your cunt. He doesn't hesitate; there's no teasing, no build-up, just the feeling of his tongue firm against you, starved in a way you've never felt before.

You can't help but writhe on his tongue. At the start, you try to avoid fisting your hands in his pretty blonde hair, but you can only hold yourself back for mere moments before you're tugging at him, pushing his face into your cunt and grinding your hips across his mouth.

And Luke likes it, moans into your cunt below you, panting. His big blue eyes find yours when you tug particularly hard and you swear you see his eyelashes flutter. He's doing his best to get as close as humanly possible to you, too, grabbing your thighs and pulling you forward onto his mouth, the wet sound of your cunt urging him on. He licks and sucks on your clit, and you sob.

It's heady. It's disgusting. It's going to make you cum. And somehow, he knows.

"Yeah?" he barely pulls away to answer you, "You like that?"

"Luke," you cry, pushed over the edge, grinding against his face as you let the aftershocks overtake your body, expecting your body to relax as usual into the bliss of the afterglow.

Except, the desire doesn't fade. The symptoms don't go away. If anything, they've intensified, and you moan frustratedly. The orgasm Luke has given you on any other day would have sated you completely, but not now.

Luke looks wrecked on his knees before you, pupils blown so wide that his eyes look dark. His mouth shines with your release, his cheeks a bright red.

You give into your urges.

Sliding off the chair, you situate yourself so you're also on your knees on the floor of the ship with him. You lean over, crawling into his lap, and claim his mouth, kissing him the way you've only ever dreamed you might one day. It's the first time you've kissed, you realize somewhat embarrassingly, mind reeling that he's had his lips on your pussy before your mouth.

"That was so good. You're so good," you compliment him between kisses, and he lights up at the praise, smiling against your mouth, hips grinding against yours, and you can feel how hard he is.

"D'you feel better?" Luke hesitates, almost like he's too nervous to ask.

You shake your head. "No...I-I need more."

"Me too," he answers.

"Let me help you?" you ask, trailing a hand over his cock, hard and thick in his pants. He shudders and bucks his hips, nodding.

You're quick to pull him from the confines of his pants, underwear just as soaked as yours was from his earlier orgasm. You can't even think to tease him about it though, because his cock is gorgeous. Long and pretty, flushed so much it must be painful– you know it is, just as much as your cunt aches to have him inside you.

You meant to take him as quickly as you could, to satiate the pollen, to cure yourself of the beyond intense desire you feel. You don't mean to toy with him, but you can't help it, you're mesmerized. The way his cock is leaking precum makes you stop and just watch, letting him fuck your hand, twisting your wrist a bit at the tip to make him moan and keen and cry out and– and– 

He's cumming again, all over his open pants, all over his shirt, all over your hand. You've never seen anything like it. Your cunt twitches and flutters around nothing as you watch him finish.

His little noises, his "ah, haah, mh!" sounds almost send you over the edge.

"Oh, baby. There’s so much,” you gasp, eyes wide at the way he's literally dripping with his own spend. His cock refuses to soften, twitching in your hand even as you pause your ministrations– the pollen has completely eradicated his refractory period.

"I needa be inside you right now, please," Luke begs.

By now the feeling inside of you is debilitating too, impossible to ignore. You rip your own shirt off, pawing at Luke's clothing that's stained with his cum and help him take everything off before you're quickly straddling him, pinning him to the floor.

Selfishly, you wish you had time to marvel at his body, to slowly worship him, to mark his abdomen with love bites and kisses instead of jumping to this point, but the need for him is overwhelming. You sink down onto his cock, and you feel like the air has been punched out of your lungs.

"F-fuck!" Luke exclaims as he feels the tight heat of your pussy clench around him for the first time, overwhelmed. You would love to take your time with this one day, too, you realize as you look down at him. He's cute beneath you, staring up at you adoringly, eyes darting from where his cock is buried inside of you, to your tits, to your face. Maybe he'd react well to being teased, but it isn't the time.

And the way he's desperately thrusting his hips up into you now isn't so bad, either. His hands grip your hips, fucking you on his dick as you grind down on him, the two of you working in tandem.

You don't know if it's because it's Luke, or if it's because of the pollen, or a little bit of both, but you feel amazing right now; there's a comfortable warmth spreading throughout your body, and everywhere Luke touches you feels addicting. The pace is fast and rough and perfect.

You may never get this again, you realize. You've got to make the most of it.

"So pretty," you tell him. "Look so good like this."

Luke moans underneath you, his breathing shallow and stuttered, hips never ceasing to roll perfectly against you. You notice the way his gaze continues to linger on your breasts and can't help yourself.

"Touch me," you whimper, pulling his hands from their place on your hips to your tits. "You like them, don't you? Seen the way you look at them."

Luke practically worships your breasts, running his hands along your body.

"You're perfect," he whines. "A-all of you. Feel like a dream around my– uhm, uh! L-like you're meant for me."

The idea does you in. "Oh, oh god," you cry out, clenching on his cock and cumming for the second time in a matter of minutes. It wracks through your body, making you shudder and collapse against Luke, who redoubles his efforts, holding your body against his as his hips continue to fuck against yours, which is all the better for you; you can't believe it, but you still feel that your body needs more.

It's obvious that Luke is losing all concentration, lost in his own pleasure. He chases his own orgasm, rutting into your body like a man possessed, until you feel him erupt inside of you.

“Ccan't stop cumming..." he whines as you feel his cock twitch in your cunt, and now you're dripping in a different way than before, "Again, bunny, I n-need it again.”

"Fuck yes, me too," you cry out.

No sooner have the words left your mouth than Luke is flipping the two of you over, throwing your legs around his waist. You cross your legs behind him, drawing him even closer, and throw your hips back towards him, desiring to take everything he can give you.

He gasps sharply as he sheathes himself inside you again, overstimulated, but still absolutely insatiable.

"Does it hurt?" you ask, your own pussy sure to be sore soon, you knew.

"A l-little but it feels s' good," he whines. "Can't stop. Don't wanna stop."

"Then don't, baby. Fuck me hard," you insist.

He listens, his pace brutal, completely drunk on your pussy. Under any other circumstances you'd want to tease him for it, but you were much the same for him. His moans were relentless, whining and gasping at every thrust as you ran your nails down his back, clinging to him. One of his pretty hands comes to play with your swollen clit, rubbing against you gently but firmly.

"Y'like it?" Luke asks.

"So much," you answer. And then, because you're feeling a bit brave; "Feel like such a slut f'you," you say, sultry, hardly above a whisper.

Luke's eyes go wide for a second before he suddenly kisses you deeply.

"Y'wanna be my slut? Is that it?" he asks against your mouth.

"Yeah," you cry out as his cock perfectly hits that most sensitive spot inside of you.

"That's really hot," he whines. And then, like a silly little afterthought, "We're kinda both sluts right now," he huffs out with a laugh and you can't help but to smile as you kiss him again.

Hardly thinking anymore, you kiss at his neck, yet again wishing in a possessive way that you could mark him more permanently, but this would do for now. Luke shudders against you, crying out.

"Ah, oh, m' c-close. Y'gonna make me cum again for you, bunny."

"Yeah? Good," you say, and grab a handful of his beautiful blonde hair, tilting his head back so he's looking at you, "Want you to cum inside me again."

"Oh, unh, I ccan't hold it," he babbles, "cumming."

Luke sloppily ruts into you as he finishes; there's so much it's practically spilling out of you. He's falling apart, and you are too, following him over the edge mere seconds later.

You can sense that the pollen's effect is waning, but it's not yet gone from either of your systems. Luke's cock, despite having just pumped you full of cum, remains hard inside your pussy. You still ache for another orgasm, not yet content.

"Oh," Luke whines as he shifts inside of you, tears pricking at the corners of his eyes.

"Baby?" you ask, "are you okay?"

"Uhn," he chokes out, "yyeah, just, oh, ffuck, sensitive s'all."

"Just one more, baby, it's gonna feel so good. One more time," you coax, despite your own aches and pains.

This time, it's much gentler; not romantic, not quite, it still feels like there's an urgency, but the two of you are well-worn out, bodies nearly giving out despite the influence of the pollen; his cock oversensitive and your cunt full to the brim of him.

Luke presses a soft kiss to your forehead and you freeze, just for a split second. It shouldn't change things, but it does. It's not the time to be caught up in the logistics of all this, but your mind is beginning to be released from the brain fog caused by the flowers and suddenly there's nothing else to think about.

He must sense something about the change in your behavior, because he holds you close, and rocks into you softer. It makes you like him even more, makes you so fond of him you could cry. You don't. Instead, you pull his face towards yours and let yourself kiss him tenderly in return, unbearably erotic, tracing his skin as you moan quietly into each other's mouths, a mixture of sensitivity and pleasure mingling.

It's not long before the two of you are close to cumming again, and in a moment of greed and blind arousal, you pull him closer by his hair and bite and suck passionately at his collarbone, knowing it will bloom into a beautiful, dark mark that he'll hopefully remember you by, at least for a while. He liked it earlier, you remember. And he likes it now, you observe. Luke absolutely melts, gasps and moans delightedly, and spills inside of you for a third time, triggering your own orgasm as you clench around him.

Finally, you feel spent. Your cunt flutters with aftershocks, but there's no uncontrollable lust accompanied with it anymore. Luke slips out of you, his cock softening at last. The two of you lay on the floor of the transport for a quiet moment, breathing together, your muscles only now feeling the burn of your exertion.

Reality has set back in.

"I'm sorry," you blurt out when you can finally think of anything to say, grabbing your clothes from the discarded pile nearby and holding them in front of your nude frame, as if there was anything Luke hadn't seen that evening.

Luke, who's been lounging on the duristeel floor quite comfortably, sits up and furrows his brows.

"Sorry? Why?"

You look at him pointedly, and gesture vaguely. "Kind of a mess, isn't it?"

"Oh, we can clean up," Luke says, his mild confusion obvious.

"I... I don't know if I meant literally," you say slowly, "I mean, the whole mission has been a mess. I'm a mess. This is a mess."

"I don't think you're a mess," Luke wagers, his tone careful yet reverent, and it shakes you. "and I don't think this mission has been all that terrible either. 'Cept for Hoth, really, but that's besides the point."

You're silent. The air might as well have been punched out of your lungs.

"If you want to pretend all this didn't happen, that's fine," Luke continues, "but I like you, and– and if you feel the way I feel, maybe you'd think about going on a date sometime? After we find a planet to put this stupid base on?"

Something in you relaxes, despite the fact that your heart is pounding. "Yeah. Yeah, I- I like you too. We can do that," you can't hide your smile.

"This is going to make a real funny story one day," Luke says, smiling back. "I told you. Adventure."

"Yeah, well... I don't know if we should put it in the mission report."

Luke actually laughs then. It's a sound you hope you get to hear for the rest of your life.

"Share the sonic?" he asks, "You weren't kidding about this mess," he says, gesturing to your shared fluids on both of you.

"That tiny shower? We'll be pressed against each other like sardines," you tease. "I'll probably slip and fall and break my ass."

"I'll catch you."

"Well then, how could I say no?" you wink.

"I guess I'll see you in there," he jokes back, starting to walk down the small corridor to the refresher. When you join him, you were right, there's barely space for the two of you to even turn around comfortably, but you wouldn't change a thing.

“One more thing," you say as you step inside, "There's no way in hell we can put the base here.”

Luke sighs, an over-exaggerated thing, and pretends to roll his eyes.

“Hoth it is.”

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a/n: holy shit guys. I finally did it. two years in my mind. three days to write. here it is. I hope you love it.

#luke skywalker smut #luke skywalker x reader #star wars smut #luke 💛 #becca’s bs

[hawkinssxcrxts]

crop top Steve 💛

#becca's bs #Steve Harrington #steve harrington x reader #Steve Harrington fanart

[southsidewrites]

I have never been so pleased as when I heard they were writing Rollins out of the show...

and then they went and got married.

#I swear to god svu is on thin ice #becca rambles #anti rollisi #all I wanted was a better ship for him #and then they locked this bs in forever #RIP my sanity #at least I won't have to see her anymore

[burymeat-makeoutcreek]

Some agggtm headcanons after ggbb

•pip hates loud noises and things like bonfires ever since what happened with Charlie it always takes her back to those heartbreaking moments

•ravi refuses to ever take sleeping pills since Sal a lot like his dad did

•I’m pretty sure this is canon but pip doesn’t take tea from people when they offer after what becca did

•Nat da silva ends up becoming quite close with pip her friends and her family after the max hastings thing (this is canon)

•not a headcanon but FUCK MAX HASTINGS HIS PARENTS AND ALL HIS SHITHEAD LAWYERS

•Ant keeps telling the school to expell pip and never apologises for what he said even when it’s proven to be bs and that Jamie was missing and he was being an insensitive prick

• Daniel da silva couldn’t keep hating pip as much as he did after he saw her in the state she was after Stanley died and he feels like it’s partially his fault because pip did say someone would end up dead and he didn’t listen then someone wound up dead

(Some of these might not be accurate but I haven’t read agad yet so keep that in mind)

#agggtm #ggbb #rip Stanley Forbes #stanley forbes #fuck max hastings #pippa fitz amobi #nat da silva #ravishing #ravi singh #charlie green #daniel da silva #ant aggtm

[deliciouskeys]

Preface: I’m a card carrying member of the Homelander Is So Cute UwU club, and a lot of the fic I consume is various ways to get a redemption wish fulfillment.

And even with this level of HL bs tolerance, I periodically come across a sentiment in this fandom that, frankly, gives me bad vibes: “HL is not written as a rapist in the TV show and Becca would have been the one outlier event, so it probably didn’t happen that way.”

Are we watching the same show? The creepy way he talks over Maeve at the race in S1E3, the way he strongarms his way into a fake relationship with Starlight in S3, the threat of harvesting Maeve’s eggs right after assuring he’d never do something as gross as force himself on her…. Are all pretty rapey.

It’s a particular flavor of rapey, and quite different from the one in the Garth Ennis comics, granted. At the risk of being reductive, I’ll reference the Groth rapist subtyping (proven problematic when used to categorize real people but good enough for this):

HL in the comics is presented a sadistic rapist: The type that gets off on their victim’s suffering, that likes to emphasize their victim’s helplessness, and the power differential between them. This goes for Starlight’s initiation, Becca’s rape, and even colors the Soldier Boy herogasm scene which is allegedly consensual but definitely not in the #metoo era.

HL in the show is presented as a power rapist: the type that actually plays down any power differential, and wants to delude themselves into thinking that the victim was willing all along or (perhaps even better!) came around because of the rapist’s sheer sexual prowess. The force used is often soft— words over physicality— and sometimes oblique (I.e. ‘the implication’ in It’s Always Sunny in Philadelphia). The usual MO of the daterapist.

Homelander being nervous and subby with Madelyn doesn’t negate those scenes— she has a very particular role in his life to have that dynamic with him. The possibility of him being ‘groomed’ by her at an early age doesn’t negate that either. If anything, people who are sexually abused are more likely to become abusers themselves.

All that said, can you hc that he isn’t a rapist? Can you write fic set in a universe where these scenes didn’t happen? Of course.

Am I saying Kripke and team did an impeccable, nuanced job with this subject matter? No.

But I cringe every time I see the “HL could never rape anyone ever, he lasers people but he’s a sub and we all know subs can’t rape anyone, and that’s canon!” discourse on tumblr, and its close cousin on Reddit of “HL is so awesome, why would he need to rape anyone / who would ever refuse him.”

………… and now you can argue with me if you want lol, the floor is yours.

#canon vs fanon #sorry gang but I had to say this #tw rape #tw that tired old rape discourse about HL #homelander #homelander meta #the boys #the boys tv

[ihateeveryonehere]

I thought of a few Agggtm headcanons (some spoilers for agggtm and ggbb after the cut)

•pip hates loud noises and things like bonfires ever since what happened with Charlie it always takes her back to those heartbreaking moments

•ravi refuses to ever take sleeping pills since Sal a lot like his dad did

•I’m pretty sure this is canon but pip doesn’t take tea from people when they offer after what becca did

•Nat da silva ends up becoming quite close with pip her friends and her family after the max hastings thing

•not a headcanon but FUCK MAX HASTINGS HIS PARENTS AND ALL HIS SHITHEAD LAWYERS

•Ant keeps telling the school to expell pip and never apologises for what he said even when it’s proven to be bs and that Jamie was missing and he was being an insensitive prick

• Daniel da silva couldn’t keep hating pip as much as he did after he saw her in the state she was after Stanley died and he feels like it’s partially his fault because pip did say someone would end up dead and he didn’t listen then someone wound up dead

(Some of these might not be accurate but I haven’t read agad yet so keep that in mind)

#agggtm #ggbb #pippa fitz amobi #ravi singh #sal singh #stanley forbes #charlie green #fuck max hastings #nat da silva #daniel da silva

[dreamwritesimagines]

I love the hc that becca and steve get along and consider each other family beyond the truce because 1- steve deserves to have a little sister figure to annoy him and 2- its the complete opposite of whatever the fuck charm and bucky have going on despite being basically in the same position. Like they're at an event and bucky and her are pissing each other off while having sex through eye contact and the other two are just... there.

Charm, after flirting with like three different people 10 minutes into the party: I don't owe you an explanation for anything I do, Barnes. It's none of your business.

Bucky, using the only weapon on his arsenal: it becomes my business if you end up dead in an alley in my territory because you couldn't stop throwing yourself at every-

Steve: This is Stark's place, Buck. Becca, do I even want to know why you're shoving those things in your purse...

Becca, stuffing canapes into her Prada bag because she saw a cute dog outside and wants to feed it: No.

Steve: I- okay.

OMG THIIIIIIS! I LOVE THIS MY DARLING, THANK YOU SO SO MUUUCH! 😍🥰❤️

I absolutely love that hc as well! 😍 Like, Becca and Steve being so close, this is such an amazing idea❤️

Like they're at an event and bucky and her are pissing each other off while having sex through eye contact and the other two are just... there. YEEEES! ABSOLUTELY YES! 😂 That's like a perfect summary of Bucky and Charm's dynamic btw😂

Ooooh Charm would totally flirt with people right in front of Bucky just to annoy him 😂 And she would enjoy it sooo so much😁

Bucky, using the only weapon on his arsenal: it becomes my business if you end up dead in an alley in my territory because you couldn't stop throwing yourself at every- I CAN LITERALLY HEAR THIS😂❤️

BECCA STUFFING CANAPES INTO HER PRADA BAG TO FEED A CUTE DOG I AM MELTING😂 She would so do that! 😂

I can't stop laughing at this😂❤️

I feel like Becca and Steve are so used to Charm and Bucky's bs that at a certain point, towards the end of the party, Becca would just throw herself to the couch he's sitting on and go like,

"So do we think they'll go home together this time?"

"Nope. They'll go home with different people, and Bucky will be brooding for the whole day tomorrow because he saw her go home with someone else."

"Hypocrite."

"Oh yeah."

"How about you? Are you going home with anyone?"

"Becca..."

"What, just asking!"

"Nope."

"Ah I forgot. Steve Rogers wants true love, not one night stands."

"And you?"

"Well, the guy I was seeing had an epiphany you see."

"An epiphany?"

"Yeah because he stopped talking to me all of a sudden and went back to his ex."

"Do you want me to beat the hell out of him?"

"...Mm no. Who am I to stand in the way of true love?"

"True love?"

"Or whatever it is."

#the eye of the hurricane hc #bucky barnes

[charsoamerican]

playlist for a good girls guide to murder swifties :)

*really big spoilers for the whole series so please don’t read this if you haven’t read the series and are going to*

I Did Something Bad - This one fits obviously because she killed Jason but it’s fine because he was a rapist and a serial killer so he deserved it, but the line “Yeah I did something bad, and it felt so good” Because she said even though it was bad she didn’t regret it (as she shouldn’t)

Vigilante Sh*t - it’s literally pips song “you did some bad things but I’m the worst of them” Jason killed a bunch of people and she was the worst of them and also “I don’t start sh*t but I can tell you how it ends” because she literally solved a murder so yeah oh AND and she also committed one and successfully framed it on someone else so

No Body, No Crime - pretty obvious but whatever~ Sheriff Hawkins also said “She (he in this case) thinks I did it but she (he) just can’t prove it” cause he was fr sus of her but it’s all good bc he is no match for Pip and Ravi’s human sized refrigerator

Run - this song is literally perfect for them “we shouldn’t be in this town” no one should murder town fr and this whole part “there’s a chain round your throat, piece of paper where I wrote, ‘I’ll wait for you’ there’s a key on the chain, there’s a picture in the frame, take it with you and run, run like you’d run from the law” like bffr it’s literally the end of as good as dead

Sparks Fly - I don’t even know but mostly the part where it’s like “meet me in the pouring rain, kiss me on the sidewalk take away the pain” actually happened but the rest of this song is irrelevant cus Ravi is not a bad idea at all

Right Where You Left Me - Sal & Andie ig? I just feel like this fits them even though we don’t know much about their relationship, but based off of what Ravi has said I think Sal is the “girl* who got frozen” because time literally went on for everybody else and he won’t know it- because he’s dead sooo

Better Than Revenge - this isn’t relevant at all to the book but I feel like just because of the title it needs to be on here

This Is Why We Can’t Have Nice Things - Jason and Andie/Becca’s like relationship with him, kind of because he literally ruined every chance at having comfortable daughters because he was emotionally abusive, not to mention Andie knew he was literally a serial killer

Shake It Off - ok I know this song is kind of hated but just listen to me, “the haters gonna hate” “but baby I’m just gonna shake (x5) it off” is so pip because we all know how much hate she got after posting the podcasts, not to mention after supporting Stanley after his death

Innocent - STANLEY (except for the fact that he is not at all in comparison to Kanye but whatever) “Your string of lights are still bright to me” pip still respected him for who he was after finding out the truth about his past (that was like Ravi level deep)

Illicit Affairs - not meaning this in a like romantic sense at all so don’t come for me but just the “don’t call me kid, don’t call me baby look at this godforsaken mess/idiotic fool that you made me” relates so much to Andie because Jason literally messed her up

Call It What You Want - Pip and Ravi because let’s be honest Ravi is the perfect everything if you disagree you are lying to yourself bc you know you will never get someone as good as Ravi lets be for real

This is Me Trying - Pip because it’s literally perfect for her “I didn’t know if you’d care if I came back, I have a lot of regrets about that” because in the end of as good as dead pip says she is worried that Ravi will have moved on from her which is obvious bs but yk that’s what she thought and basically the rest of the song but I’m lazy

Other ones I don’t want to explain

Out of the Woods

Closure

Getaway Car

Death By A Thousand Cuts

Oh my gosh I’m rereading this I say “literally” every sentence that’s so embarrassing omg bye

#taylor swift #agggtm #a good girls guide to murder #holly jackson #pip fitz amobi #pippa fitz amobi #books #booklr #ravi singh #pip and ravi #playlist #reading #as good as dead #good girl bad blood #taylornation

[utterlyinevitable]

Yay! I'd really like to see your take on E&Bs first proper date. Set after the ski lodge and after all of their feelings are out in the open. If PB won't give me the fluff I want one of my faves to deliver 😉

It’s a Date

Pairing: Ethan Ramsey x F!MC (Becca Lao)  Word Count: 1.7k Rating: T+

Summary: They've been dating in secret ever since the attack. Now, months later, Ethan is finally relenting to a first date. And it's certainly one neither will ever forget.  Tropes: Fluff; Date; Secret Relationship; Firsts

a/n: THANK YOU for requesting and I still can’t believe I’m one of your faves (if you’re still around because I’ve had this in the ‘box for over a year). If this looks familiar it’s because I wrote a headcanon with the same premise way back when. 

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Months had passed since that harrowing day when Ethan Ramsey almost lost Rebecca Lao to ill-placed toxin poisoning. Even so, weeks had passed since their closest friends had been made privy to their secret relationship. Yet, it feels as if Becca had been probing him to take her out on a date for years. (It had only been eight weeks since she first floated the prospect of ‘an evening for normal couples’). 

She has been dropping not-so-subtle hints ever since their overnight case at the ski resort. Since that night they agreed to a secret relationship, or whatever they are to one another (they still had not had the all-important title conversation yet). And it was time to cash in on the ‘wherever, whenever’ promise he made her. 

Ethan finally entertained the idea in the most confusing way possible.

One evening the pair were curled up on his living room couch, debating what to do for dinner, when Becca broached the subject once more.

“We wouldn’t have to be this indecisive if we went out. Out out.” 

“Like a date?” he parroted, eyes on the TV screen. 

“You know, that sounds like a fabulous idea. Where we going?” 

Knowingly falling into her trap, Ethan pushed her off his chest to rise. With a sigh, he padded into the kitchen. 

Hearing the open and close of cupboards, Becca sat up straight, the fleece throw blanket still wrapped around her, watching him curiously (and confused beyond all rational thought). 

Ethan returned after he retrieved a small mixing bowl out of his cupboard, along with two pens and a notepad from the far right drawer. He sauntered back over, placing the bowl on the glass coffee table and handed her a pen and a sheet paper;

“Write down your top three cuisines and no more than 5 restaurants you like, or would like to try, and fold them up.”

“Why?”

He shot her a look so disconcerting that lead her to believe if she asked any more questions she’d risk losing out on the surprise. So, Becca had no choice but to dutifully oblige. 

Once she left for the evening (after justifying and demanding that should would not be putting out until this date), Ethan pulled a piece of paper out of the bowl.

He expelled a dry laugh and debated pulling out another. Of course the one option he didn’t particularly want to pull was the one he chose.

It was a restaurant in his neighborhood - less than a 10 minutes walk away from this very condo. One of the ones he wrote down he’d like to try. It was kismet really - a funny little joke. His innate need to separate their relationship from their work life was being challenged by an invisible force he didn’t believe in. And the first place he picks to celebrate their coupling is in a distinguished restaurant by the hospital.

It’s time to face his fears head on.

The only solace Ethan could hold on to was the knowledge that no resident could afford such a place. And any of his peers wouldn’t dare approach him outside of office hours unless it was a matter of life and death.

For two grueling weeks of Becca’s insistent prodding, Ethan meticulously planned their date. Specifically planned it so they would have the next day off together. 

Deaux was a modern restaurant known for their impeccable service, elegant dining room and world-class wine list. The latter being the entirety of his interest in the establishment. Ethan could have popped into their bar any time in the last eighteen months they’ve been open to test the offering, yet something kept him away. 

As he trails behind Becca following the waiter to their table, he understands why it had never felt right coming here alone. 

“Wow, this place is fancy,” she noted as she took her seat by the elegant fireplace in the tranquil and dimly lit palette-of-grays dining room. Looking at the menu she added, “French?”

It was a dig and a question all in one. He could see the cogs of her mind trying to piece together what card he pulled. 

“They use American ingredients to make the dishes. The wine list is meant to be impeccable.”

Becca smiled knowingly. “That’s a raving review coming from you.”

As Ethan thumbed through the carefully curated leather bound menu he shrugged, “I’ve been meaning to try this place since it opened a few years ago.”

“What’s stopped you?” 

His ocean eyes met hers, radiating ever so blue against his navy suit. He spoke with laden honesty. 

“I’ve never had anyone worth sharing this experience with.”

Her heart skipped a beat and her skin near-pricked with goosebumps. Becca playfully rolled her eyes whilst the blush creeping up on her cheeks betrayed her true feelings. 

Moments passed in companionable silence as they perused the seasonal menu. Ethan taking less than a fraction of that time to choose his meal, spending the rest of their silence watching Becca. Gazing at her as she looked over the two pages of choices, watching her nose crinkle and bit the inside of her cheek. Certainly he noticed her eyes widened involuntarily whenever she landed on a price. 

“Order whatever you want,” he said as encouragingly as he could without sounding incredulous. 

“It’s too much,” she shook her head, resigned. “Just on appetizers it’d be $50 between us.”

“My treat.”

The look on her face was nothing less than pleading, her eyes big and brown and beautifully tugging at his heart. Ethan knows that as much as she likes indulging in the finer things, there’s a fine line between a taste and a guzzle. And right now, she doesn’t want to be a burden to her date’s wallet. 

“Would you rather I order for you?”

He could see Becca beginning to undoubtedly reject the sweet gesture, her mouth opening and lips curling around the words. Words that never came because something stopped her. 

Becca’s eyes narrowed and Ethan’s brows knitted together.

“You think you’d know exactly what I’d pick?” she challenged.  

“I’m sure I could.”

“Fine.” Becca agreed with a devious smile. “You order for me and I’ll order for you.”

Ethan pretended to mull the proposition over. There wasn’t any harm in this little game, and he was always up for a challenge where Becca was concerned. At least then he could treat her to the date she deserved. 

“One condition: I choose the wine for both of us.”

Her painted lips grew into the brightest smile; “Deal.” 

Minutes later, when both menus were closed and the pair were more than satisfied with their choices, the waiter came over. Ethan wasted no time ordering a bottle of red wine Becca could not pronounce before the server could even ask if they were ready.

The server looked between Ethan and Becca, “Can I take your entrée order?” 

“Yes,” Ethan made a motion for Becca to order first. His mouth pursed in a self-satisfied smirk. 

For a split second she debated rethinking this game - debated choosing a whole other meal for her companion. But, no. If her mentor taught her anything it was to listen to her gut.

“Can we have the warm winter salad to start and the Giannone Chicken Breast for the main.”

The waiter nodded as he wrote down the order then looked to Ethan, who’s eyes hadn’t moved from Becca’s the whole encounter. 

“She’ll have the Duck Confit to start and then the Prime Beef Tenderloin. Also with a side of herb and parmesan fries for the table. Thank you.”  

The waiter asked if they had any allergies and promised to bring their wine right away. As if the pair even noticed his departure - their stares all too heated. 

“That’s a lot of meat you got there,” she noted.

If he wasn’t sat across from her he would have kissed her then. Instead, Ethan rolled his eyes; “So… How did I do?”

With a shit-eating smirk she told him, “I would have never ordered the tenderloin.”

“I know.”

It was Ethan’s turn to gloat; “If it wasn’t for the price you would have ordered it.”

Her cheeks flushed and eyes flickered to the tablecloth. His heart beat just a tad faster at how well he knew her - how he just wanted to make her happy at any cost - how she’s letting him. 

“How’d I do?” 

Ethan smiled warmly.

He wasn’t afforded the chance to verbalize his praise, for the waiter came over and the two were engrossed in tasting the wine and sampling their appetizers.

Pleasant conversation passed between them effortlessly and the wine flowed freely - one bottle turned into two extra glasses of another bottle. The food was overpriced but a delicious work of art. Gratitude was evident in every motion, every smile and kind hearted jab of conversation. Grateful for this experience but couldn’t wait to be treated to one of her places.

During their entrée and a lull in conversation to enjoy the sanctity of chewing, a loud gasp of “oh my god!” screeched from a few tables behind them. The doctors in Ethan and Becca halted to attention, one halfway rising out their chair, assessing the scene in case they were needed to assist.

When their heads whipped around to the ‘patient’, they noticed a man on his knee and a woman with her right hand to her mouth biting back the elated tears.  

Inaudibly, Becca “awed” at the happy couple. Her expressive eyes locking on Ethan’s and glazing over like she was about to cry. It would be his luck that he makes her cry on their first proper date, Ethan thinks as he settles back into his seat and gulps down large swig of wine. 

When the scene was over and they both brought their attention back to their little bubble, Becca scrunched up her nose and added an absolutely disgusted; “Blegh! Did you have to choose such a romantic place? 0 out of 10, do not bring your colleagues here.” She shoved a large bit of beef into her mouth to stop her smile.

All Ethan Ramsey did in that moment, with a newly engaged couple in his peripheral and happiest woman in his foresight, was reach for her hand. “You’re not my colleague.”

The twinkle in his clear azure eyes told her all she needed to know.

For the first time outside the confines of Ethan’s apartment - in a very public place - Rebecca Lao brought their joined hands to her lips and placed a lingering kiss to his fingers.

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a/n: it’s a bank holiday miracle! also sorry i kinda dropped the descriptive ball in the last half. 

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The 100 Character Rankings

Character names found on: https://the100.fandom.com/wiki/Category:Characters

Only characters I found interesting and important to the story are listed

Warning: slight to extreme spoilers if you haven't watched the series!! Mentions of death/death related topics!! Long list ahead!!

A.L.I.E. : 2/10 def in the running for my least fav villain. She just annoyed me beyond belief and I see why everyone wanted Becca to stop trying to create her cause she's so annoying. However the whole city of light concept was somewhat interesting.

Abigail Griffin: 5/10 I loved Abby up to s3. In s4 she started getting annoying and after s4 I just hated her. Everything she did made me mad and I just didn't agree with a lot of her actions. When she died I laughed cause her death was long overdue.

Aden : 9/10 I love this kid with all my heart!! He was so freaking adorable and the fact that he was clearly lexa's fav student made him even better. And he clearly looked up to her cause he swore allegiance to Clarke and I was so ready to see him as heda. The only reason he's not 10/10 is cause he let ontari kill him in his sleep

Anders : 0/10 easily one of the lamest villains I've ever seen. Cult leaders have to be the lowest of the low for me so I really didn't vibe with him. He brought no flavor to the show and I would've preferred if they'd introduced Bill right away and made it so he had some crazy Sci fi tech way of staying young and alive for as long as he did (maybe like the mind drive tech or something).

Aurora Blake : 2/10 those 2 points are because she gave birth to Bellamy and octavia otherwise I'd give her a 0 cause she's literally not a good mom. How can you get pregnant twice knowing it's against the law and your second child would live a bad life and you would be executed if found out. When O was born she told Bell "You're sister, your responsibility" like girl YOUR CHILD, YOUR RESPONSIBILITY!!!!! We didn't get much of her but something tells me bell took better care of Octavia than their mother did.

Becca Franko : 4/10 she's intelligent I'll give her that but otherwise I don't see much else. She created A.L.I.E. which clearly wasn't her best moment. She created the eligius tech that sent criminals found to be disposable to outer space to mine for oil. When raven had her tumor she hallucinated someone she looked up to a lot and surprise surprise that person was Becca and Becca tried to get her to commit suicide. She's just a mind I don't see personality.

Bellamy Blake : 7/10 he's my eldest child in this show. While I love bell (especially in s1 & 2) s3 was rough for him and s4 was hard to watch cause he was just so broken. S5 I loved cause you could so clearly see the mental development and how much he matured since s1. S6 I feel is when he really started doing some wild ooc shit. And we don't talk about s7. Bellamy isn't a full 10 because he sometimes does the most toxic shit and then claims he did it cause he cares when he clearly knew his actions would hurt ppl. And he treated Octavia like shit after he came back from the ring but then turned around and kept fighting for Clarke even when she turned her back on them all while Octavia was just trying to save everyone but Clarke was trying to save herself and Madi.

Bill Cadogan : 0/10 he's an asshole. He treated his daughter and wife like they were insignificant and completely ignored his son. Becca warned him they weren't ready for judgment day and all that but he didn't listen and Anders's stupid sheep cult was born from this mans stupid idea that he was the most superior human being to ever exist and he knew what was best for humanity.

Anya : 10/10 even in the beginning when she was made to be a villain by being at war with the delinquents I loved her. One of the strongest characters in the show. Great female representation. I'm still mad cause there's no way a warrior like her could be taken out by a stray bullet I refuse to believe that bs.

Artigas : 10/10 super adorable kid. I thought he was gonna become Octavia's right hand man/protégé but unfortunately Finn happened. He had a lot of potential and it would've been sweet to see him grow up throughout the seasons.

Atom : 5/10 he's such a slut for the Blakes. He sucks Bellamy's dick and kisses Octavia's ass. He's like a dog following them everywhere and doing everything he's told. Honestly he's babyboy material even though he likes to act tough. I liked Atom though and I would've loved to see where his and Octavia's relationship went and how bell reacted. I think he had a lot of potential to be a main influence on the story.

Cage Wallace : 0/10 he's stuck up and arrogant in the worst way. I just didn't like this guy at all. Everytime he popped up on the screen I couldn't help but roll my eyes.

Callie Cadogan : 7/10 I loved Callie but there just wasn't enough of her to give her a 10. I was so looking foward to the prequel cause I wanted more Callie and I wanted to see how she formed grounder culture. Shitty mom, even shittier dad, somewhat shitty brother, amazing girl.

Callie Cartwig : 10/10 another one with lots of potential. I think she would've been chancellor after Kane and Abby decided to stop passing the title around. Personally the biggest thing to me in any type of relationship is loyalty and you could see how loyal she was to her best friend Abby so I have so much respect for her. I thought that Abby would get floated in the beginning which would cause her to go into a badass era and overthrow jaha and Kane and then take the rest of the arkadians to the ground and fight the war against the grounder and win but sadly she just disappeared completely from the story.

Carl Emerson : 3/10 I only liked Emerson because I love that he survived and was made into a way for Clarke to physically face her demons and her guilt from what happened at Mt.Weather. Other than that I didn't care much for him.

Charles Pike : 0/10 hated the guy I hated him so much. I get that he had a bad experience with the azgeda grounders but that's not an excuse to how he acted. His death was long overdue too and I'll never forgive him for what he did to Lincoln.

Charlotte : 2/10 FUCKING CHARLOTTE BRO!!!!! I'll give her a 2 cause she's a kid and she was traumatized but she did my boy Wells wrong. Charlotte is such a clown like really girl you thought you could murder someone to help you sleep better at night, let someone else take the blame and almost be executed, and then admit to your actions and you would be set free? Sorry sweetie that's not how life works. Honestly I'm grateful Charlotte existed cause she's the reason I joined team Murphy. Him being wrongfully accused made me feel for him and I agree the person who committed the crime should take responsibility. Sure Charlotte was a bit younger than them but they were all kids and it's not fair that they had no problem hanging Murphy but felt sorry for her.

Charmaine Diyoza : 9/10 I'm not giving her a 10 cause she could've easily killed McCreary and taken control of all the eligius prisoners which would've prevented the setting change from earth. Other than that I hated her in the beginning but loved her in s6. Strong female representation, well written, I don't see any problems here.

Clarke Griffin : 5/10 I have a strong love hate relationship with her. She's the character I flip flop the most with. She's 1/2 of the main character (with Octavia being the other half) and she's 1/2 of the definition of morally grey (with Octavia being the other half). Clarke is just Clarke I find it hard to completely love or completely hate her.

Costia : 10/10 any lover of lexa's is a fav of mine. I wish we would've gotten to see more costia (or see her at all for that matter) def would've loved to see her love story with Lexa so I could compare it to Clarke's love story with lexa.

Daniel Lee : 2/10 he was a prime and I thought the whole prime eligius mission concept thing was interesting.

Dante Wallace : 4/10 I thought he was kind of a sweet old man but his son pissed me off. Also he didn't have much power in the story and was a bit forgettable.

David Miller : 10/10 I love the millers. From the beginning when nate was trapped in Mt.Weather he was read to fight to get to his son. When they were having the raffle to see who could stay in the bunker he wrote down nates name to give him a better chance . He cared about his son form the beginning to the end and I see a lot of him in nate. For me he wasn't a character with a big part in the story but he's def Memorable and lovable.

Delilah Workman : 10/10 she was pretty, she was nice, she was in love with my grandson what's not to love here? I loved Delilah and I loved her first love thing she had going on with Jordan. I would've loved for her to join the group and help bell rescue Clarke and all that shit but sadly she was devoted and believed strongly in something that just wasn't true.

Dev : 10/10 guys he literally showed up in a MONTAGE. He had a MONTAGE!! that's it. That's all we saw of Dev after seeing his skeleton. To me that's the funniest thing cause like how did I grow to love a character through a long montage?? Loved him loved him loved him. That's all I have to say. I'm kinda glad that he was only a short time thing cause it was done in the most perfect way and it moved the story along really well.

Diana Sydney :0/10 her and jaha deserve each other cause they're the freaking worst. I wouldn't be surprised they had a past fling cause she's like the female version of s2&3 jaha mixed with s1&2 Kane. She's just shitty there's no excuse or reasoning.

Echo : 9/10 I won't give her a 10 cause of how she betrayed us at Mt.Weather in s2 (clearly the grounders had a thing for betrayal in that season) and also because her name is ash not Echo. Echo was her best friend that she killed and than stole the name from. Other than that I love her. Another strong female representation. Def one of those characters that makes you wanna learn archery. I just love her. She's very logical and not with the bs and I so respect that.

Emori : 10/10 I have a million hearts and she stole them all. Def in my top 5 female characters list. I loved her since s2 when I first met her and when she first met Murphy. I was like "awww Murphy got a little grounder gf" (on a sidenote the fact that Murphy called Octavia bellamy's "grounder pounding sister" then went and got with emori is so fucking funny to me like who's the grounder pounder now Murphy?!?) She's so fucking hot and honestly such a baddie but I love that it's clear she has a soft side and isn't afraid to show emotions to those she cares about. Also that she is vocal about what she feels and thinks cause everyone else in this show loves to keep secrets and expects others to read their mind, but emori will tell you what's on her mind whether you asked or not and she doesn't care if you like it or not. She's a queen.

Eric Jackson : 9/10 I just wish he was a bit more assertive at times. nate was def the dom in their relationship. I loved him and nate together. I loved that he was always friends with everyone even through the infighting he never got involved and he saw things from all sides. I think that's why I love him so much. He reminds me of myself in the past. Lots of friends who get involved in a lot of drama but I'm somehow never in it myself.

Faye Lee : 2/10 another prime. Not much to say here I just found the concept interesting.

Finn Collins : 8/10 my overhated king. I loved Finn. He lost 2 points cause he cheated on raven with Clarke and I love raven so that's a big oopsie no no in my book, and also because of the whole trigger happy crazed teen boy looking for his lost love thing that happened in s2, you know when he killed Artigas, yeah that kinda made me not like him as much. But other than that let's be real Finn never did much wrong. I really think he's overhated.

Fio : 10/10 not a major character but I saw him as Indra's right hand man. His loyalty is commendable and his pride and love for his clan was beautiful. I liked him.

Fox : 8/10 I liked this girl. Def a background character but a good one.

Gabriel Santiago : 9/10 daddy? Sorry. Daddy? I love Gabriel given that his og body died long before his mind did and the body he had belonged to someone else but still he's so fucking fine. I just wish he was also more assertive at times. But he's intelligent. I loved the trio between him, Echo, and hope. His little thing with Octavia was cute too.

Gaia : 6/10 sometimes forgettable but I love that she was so strong in her faith even when everything went to hell she kept going and it payed off on quite a few occasions. Gaia and clarke were a couple I wouldn't have been against cause the moments they shared were always so pure and you could tell though they weren't super close they always kept it real with each other and cared for each other.

Gina Martin : 10/10 GIINNNAAAAAAAA COME BACCCKKKKKK!!!! SO MUCH WASTED POTENTIAL HERE!!! THEY COULD'VE DONE SO MUCH I'M FUCKING PISSED TO THIS DAY CAUSE WTF YOU CAN'T JUST WRITE AN AMAZING CHARACTER IN SUCH A WAY THAT THEY BECOME AN INSTANT FAN FAVORITE AND THEN KILL THEM OFF!!? THE WRITERS OF THIS SHOW ARE ALL A BUNCH OF OCTOPUS PUSSY KISSING WHORES!!!!!!!!

Grace Cadogan : 2/10 forgettable and she married a douchebag guy. Her daughter is wonderful though.

Gustus : 2/10 I respect his loyalty to Lexa and I see that he was just trying to protect her but because of him my babygirl raven was put through even more pain, even though she's already been through a lot.

Hannah Green : 1/10 she was so close to beating Aurora for the worst mother award. I thought if monty is so amazing his parents must be even better. The writers gave us the wrong parent. Instead of killing his dad they should've killed his mom and let monty reunite with his dad. Hannah was a big miss for me.

Harper McIntyre : 10/10 this is my daughter in law. I fucking love her so much. Easily the sweetest girl in this whole show. I love her with monty and I love her with herself. Her and monty are a lot like finn with the whole love over war thing but the difference is they did it the correct way and never not once willingly committed a violent act or let their selfish wants get the best of them. Harper is honestly such a role model. Like if I had a kid and they wanted to sleepover at their friends house and their friends mom was Harper I'd def let them go cause I trust Harper with my kids life and mine.

Hatch : 9/10 I can't remember what crime he committed. I think it was robbery then turned into murder but I'm not sure. Either way he was an eligius criminal so it was definitely something bad. But he was so sweet in his love with that one girl. That convo he had with Murphy was EVERYTHING. He knew he wasn't coming out of that reactor alive but he still went in to save the person he loved and that to me is precious.

Helios : 10/10 guys if you don't remember or haven't watched the show I'd like to let you know that Helios is a horse. He's a horse. He's octavias horse. My headcanon is that he was originally lincolns horse or a horse that Lincoln got for her and that's why Octavia's always riding him. He's strong and reliable but also gentle what more could you want from a horse? Idc what anyone says this horse def deserves an award cause he was amazing.

Hope Diyoza : 8/10 she's just like her mom but with a worse temper and less patience. I like hope but the fact that she likes to rush into things annoyed me sometimes. I also wish her and Jordan had more of a personal and platonic relationship. Sure they got close when they went back to the bunker to hide madi from sheidheda or whatever and I get that they were the new generation and the only ones that had actual parents that belonged to the group of main characters but the thing is they just didn't spend enough time together to be in a romantic relationship. Other than them being automatically put into the main circle they had no other connection so I think their relationship was rushed. Other than that I like hope and I feel she was a good addition to the show.

Ilian : 6/10 this boy is hopeless. He should've stayed on the farm cause my goodness he just doesn't have a clue. Man really burned down ravens hard work and humanities last hope cause he hated technology like sweetie if you don't like something STAY AWAY FROM IT!! ITS LITERALLY THAT SIMPLE! But the thing is I love Chai Hansen (the actor) so I couldn't bring myself to not like illian less than a 6 cause Chai is an amazing actor.

Indra : 10/10 Indra reminds me of an African warrior girl. As an African girl this was a big yes for me. Especially seeing her natural hair the way it is instead of a wig or weave or something to me that was so amazing. This was a win for strong black female characters in TV. I love that she was clearly strong and a leader among her people (that spot was well deserved and hard earned I'm sure) but also that she wasn't written in a way where that was all she was (like most black female characters are written to be strong 24/7) you could see her soft side. You could see her emotion and how much she cared especially when it came to Gaia and octavia. She had moments where she was weak and beaten down and didn't hide it. She let it show. She held others up and I turn they did the same for her. The way I see it indra was the best mother in the show, not only to Gaia but to the other kids as well. She was also an amazing teacher to octavia and a great friend to Kane, Abby, and Jackson. She was even good to jaha (thought imo he didn't deserve it) For this I applaude the writers cause indra is definitely a success for them.

Jacapo Sinclair : 10/10 no surprise there. Sinclair is like indra and Harper. You can't dislike this guy. Like it's literally impossible. When it comes to the best father figure/mentor it's real close between him and Kane. I love Sinclair with all my heart. His relationship with raven was the sweetest thing. It hurt when he died cause he was all raven had in terms of family. Her parents were gone and she lost Finn. Sinclair was the last one and she had to watch him die just like she watched Finn die. Everytime raven cries I cry even harder. He was so sweet and he believed in her the most out of everyone. He never pitied her cause he knew she didn't need it. He knew all she needed was to believe in herself. Guys when raven hallucinated him in s4 I fucking cried so hard cause I missed him so much and I'm pissed cause he should've made it to the very end. He deserved to be happy. He deserved to die a good death on a comfy bed in a room full of flowers facing an open window with the sunset outside and raven sitting next to the bed holding hands and sharing sarcastic comments and wisdom until he finally slips into death as the sun sets and he gets a beautiful candle lit burial on top of a peaceful hill overlooking a large lake where everyone is wearing white and they all sprinkle rose petals over his grave and say their final goodbyes.

Jade : 4/10 I respect the drive she has to be good at her job and how loyal she was. Be it she was loyal to a lie. She reminds me of nate and his dad in the sense that they're all soldiers. They prefer the role of following orders and having a clear leader more than being a leader. I really don't have much to say on her.

Jake Griffin : 5/10 there wasn't a lot to go off here. Just a few memories and short appearances. I love that he was righteous and believed in humanity. He died trying to do the right thing and I love that.

Jasper Jordan: 9/10 this is my 5th child in this show. The only reason I'm not giving him a 10 is because he chose death. He left monty. He stopped fighting and I hate that. He had so much fight left in him I could see it. There was still so much greatness for him to accomplish. I'm disappointed that he chose a beautiful hysterically sad suicide but I'm glad he died on his terms. Jasper was put through so much and I see a lot of hate for him. Ppl say he was annoying after Maya died but I find that Jasper had the most realistic reaction to death. He went through depression. He lost it, he started drinking, he broke down. He loved her and clarke killed her, he had to see clarke all the time and he had to be there while everyone was praising clarke for being a hero. She hurt him and her apology was sorry but it had had be done. Even though they could've saved Maya who did nothing but help them clarke killed her and then had the audacity to tell Jasper to move on. They all told him to move on. Nobody but monty bothered to try to help him. They just decided he was helpless and left him to fend for himself when he fought to protect them in Mt.Weather. It was clear that Jasper wasn't very mentally strong when Fox got taken in Mt.Weather after he promised he would protect her. He lost confidence in himself then and when Maya died after he said he'd protect her he lost hope in life. Jasper needed help he needed someone to be there. Monty was there but there's only so much one person can do. He needed his friends. He needed the Clarke that stayed up at night changing his bandages when he got speared. He needed the Octavia that cared about him and looked at him with heart eyes. He needed the Bellamy who wouldn't let anyone kill him even though he was keeping them up at night with his screams of agony. He needed his friends and they weren't there so yeah he lost it and he became suicidal. At least his suicide made him happy in the end. My baby deserved so much better.

John Mbege : 5/10 I just like the fact that he was one of Bellamy's bitches.

John Murphy : 10/10 he's my 3rd child in this show. All I'm gonna say is he's my fav male character in this show and maybe of all time. I'm not gonna get into all the reasons why cause then this will turn into a Murphy love post. I love him I want him he's mine he will always be mine. John Murphy best boy.

Jordan Green : 10/10 my grandson my sweet babycakes. He's so innocent. But kind of a slut I mean this guy had his first crush on the first person he met who had no connection to his parents and shared his first kiss with that person and lost his virginity to her that same night. If that's not slut behavior idk what is. But other than his slut tendencies he's innocent. He's just like his parents too (casting did an amazing job cause I would totally believe it if Chris and Chelsey had a baby and it looked like Shannon). He's sweet and intelligent but strong in his beliefs and doesn't waiver. They didn't deserve him. Monty and Harper asked one thing of clarke and Bellamy and that was to watch over Jordan and protect him. Jordan fuckin went missing for more than one episode and it's like he wasn't even on their priorities list. They were like " la di da oh it's Jordan he might just be out making friends la di da" They didn't bother looking for him kind of like when monty was taken to Mt.Weather and Jasper was the first to try to look for him and they were like "la di da no Jasper we'll look for monty later la di da" AND THEY NEVER FUCKIN LOOKED FOR HIM!!! We finally saw him when clarke woke up in quarantine. Both monty and his son were missing for multiple episodes and nobody but Jasper bothered to search. My boys were too good for this group. Also raven and Jordan's relationship was adorable. Seeing raven as an aunt was cute. You could tell in the way she looks at him and talks to him that Jordan reminds her of monty so it makes sense that she cares about him cause raven and monty were a dream team in intelligence and raven and Jordan were following that path. Also his name is Jordan Jasper Green named after his dad's best friend Jasper Jordan hskdlakfhzlLxjj I can't I just can't.

Josephine Lightbourne : 10/10 in the running for best villain ever. I loved Josephine she was literally so perfect. I looked forward to her scenes cause it was one of the few good things about that mess of a season.

Judge : 0/10 wtf. I still don't get the Judge. Like Yeah we got a Lexa reappearance but still wtf. There was no base for this idea and it doesn't make sense cause why did they accept the judge and accept transcendence but fight their asses off to get rid of A.L.I.E and the city of light like bro they're basically the same thing. The s7 writers were completely cursed cause how else can you come up with such bs. Like the idea itself could work but the problem is it doesn't fit with the direction of the story and the original plot of the show. Like honestly s5 is when the story started to stray but at least it kept the same themes. S6 was acceptable because it happened due to previous events from s5 but s7 just came out of nowhere. I swear they pulled the entire script our of their asses cause it was so bad.

Kara Cooper : 1/10 she was loyal to octavia but it only took nearly getting all the arkadians killed and losing her own life to make her see reason and stop being an annoying crybaby bitch.

Kaylee Lee : 2/10 She was a prime

Knight : 9/10 I actually liked knight. He made the mistake of challenging Indra yes but I see where he was coming from. He saw an opportunity to rise in ranks and become a big leader so he took it. He failed obviously but it was a commendable attempt. Also he's sexy.

Kyle Wick : 5/10 I loved Wick with raven and thought they were super cute. I'm def someone who believes in separating the artist from the art. That being said the actor himself I don't like and that's why I'm rating a 5. He's done stuff that I just can't ever agree with and it's to the point where it had an affect on how I view the art but the character he portrayed I liked. I thought Wick was a refreshing addition to the show. His humors and sarcasm was a mood lightner and in this show any mood lightner is a good one and is fully accepted.

Levitt : 7/10 a little boring for me. He was cute with Octavia but he's no Lincoln. I love that he was able to bring Octavia some type of happiness after everything she endured. He's cute in a nerdy boy next door has no friends except his grandma loves to talk about electrons type of way.

Lexa : 10/10 I'm sure we all saw this coming. I love Lexa. I'll never forget the great s2 betrayal but let's be real that's all she's done. Well that and take the risk of others dying from a missile. But she did kick that guy off the top of her polis tower which was pretty badass. And she was a cute little raccoon leader so yea I love her. Little lesbian heda.

Lincoln : 10/10 when I tell yall I dream of this man. I DRREEEAAAAMMMMMM. He's looks so delicious. But no he's so hot but no he so sweet. Oh goodness gracious I'm done so done. There was never a better lover. LINCTAVIA 4 LIFE!!! The way I cried when this man died. I'm serious when I tell you I stopped fucking watching for a month cause I just couldn't deal with his death. I would open netflix and zoom right past this show to find something else cause I missed Lincoln and I still miss him. He deserved a beautiful death just like Sinclair.

Lorelei Tsing : 0/10 she's a bitch. Argue with the wall.

Luca : 10/10 this boy is so disney channel middle school crush. He's adorable. His little love story crush thing he has going on with Madi is adorable. His little friends are adorable. Everything is adorable.

Luna : 7/10 ngl I loved Luna when she refused the flame. I was like "yes girl make things hard for Clarke she's so spoiled and always gets her way. Make her work for it!!!" But then Luna kinda got annoying. I get why she fought in the conclave cause she didn't think humanity deserved to survive but it doesn't make sense cause she's so against violence yet she had no problem killing. And the reward was the bunker so clearly she knew the death wave would kill her and she didn't want to die just like everybody else so why did she have no problem fighting to kill everyone when she swore she'd never fight or kill again? There's so many holes here for me.

Macallan : 10/10 it's SHAWN MENDES. What do you want me to say?! No but Macallan was a cute little thief. I thought he and raven were gonna be in a relationship cause when they met she told him to sing as payment meant she knew who he was and he knew he could sing. Like maybe they'd met before on the ark. Anyway I love Macallan.

Madi Griffin : 9/10 I love Madi really I do but somewhere between s6 & 7 she just got a tiny bit annoying and whiny. But then again so did clarke in s5 so i see why Madi behaved the way she did. Madi and luca were literally living their own disney channel romance while everyone else was fighting tooth and nail for their lives. But yeah lola was absolutely amazing in this role.

Major Byrne : 1/10 I could do without her. She had potential but I don't think the writers played on it well enough. It felt like they intended to make her a major character but the story took a different track so they just dropped her.

Marcus Kane : 8/10 s1 & 2 were terrible. I hated Kane he was was bitch and I was wanting them to kill him off. S3 and onward I loved him. He was amazing. One of the best character developments in the show. I'm sad they dragged out his death. I think he deserved a better death but they didn't give him that so the least they could've done was let him die in peace and leave it alone instead of trying to keep him alive.

Maya Vie : 10/10 i didn't trust her in the beginning. She was too nice. But then I loved her. I wish she didn't get killed off cause I loved her with Jasper. She brought out this aggressive fierce side to him which was very different to the nerdy somewhat loner boy we'd seen the season before. I miss her. She was nice.

Michael Vinson : 9/10 I've watched this show 5x over and Vinson still scares the crap out of me. He was in a way a physical manifestation of abbys addiction which was cool but this dude is so scary. Of all the eligius prisoners I can see why he got sent to space. This dude is a psychopathic cannibalistic murderer. THEY LITERALLY HAD TO KEEP HIM IN AN ELECTRIC SHOCK COLLAR TO CONTROL HIM!!!! I don't know why I ranked him so high but there's something about him. Idk if it's the concept or what but I like him as a character even though he scares me.

Miles Shaw : 10/10 MY BAABBYYYYY!!!! I miss you Mr super adorable been through so much struggled to survive deserved better. I wanna give him all the hugs in the universe. He's so precious. I miss him with raven. Like really the fact that they can't let her be happy is bs. Not 1 season went by without her facing something traumatic. I though Shaw was going to be her happily ever after but I guess not. I wish he made it to the final lineup cause he was a great character.

Monty Green : 10/10 my 6th and final child in this show. My sweet precious marshmallow cinnabun chocolate teddybear cotton candy skies pink butterflies strawberry shortcake gummie bear slushie cupcake loml rainbow child. He's EVERYTHING TO ME! He's so cute and smart and kind and sassy and funny. He was a great friend to everyone and I loved his relationship with everyone. He kept it real even when he knew the truth was never what they wanted to hear he said it anyways. He was literally their subconscious voice of reason and guilt. The literal moral compass. I miss him SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!! But at least he got a happy death (one of the few happy deaths in the entire 7 seasons). He died after living a long happy life with his wife and son and the knowledge that he saved the human race by finding another home for everyone. MONTY GREEN BEST BOY!!!

Nathan Miller : 10/10 yall know I love the millers. Nate is just like his dad. Yes I know they call him Miller in the show but I call him nate so get over it. He's a great guy. So precious. Like he has a special place in my heart. My secondary character king. This man is def one of the funniest characters. His relationship with Jackson is super cute. I kinda feel bad for him cause let's be real all he ever wanted was to live happily ever after with Bryan by a beach raising chickens or sheep or whatever it was. He never asked for the chaos. I'm glad the writers decided to give him a bigger role instead of just letting him fade away. I also really love his friendship with Octavia. Easily one of my top 15 in this show. I love nate.

Nia : 0/10 this lady was vicious. I feel bad for Roan cause his childhood must've sucked.

Nikki : 1/10 this was hatch's wife. I thought she was badass but I like her mostly cause I liked her husband.

Niylah : 10/10 I think niylah is the only background character that I'm glad remained a background character cause it's so perfect. They gave her a bigger role in the story when it was needed but when it wasn't she went to the background which was beautifully done. I love niylah she was one of the few obviously good ones like Harper, monty, Lincoln, and Sinclair. I'm glad she made it to the final lineup cause she's awesome.

Nygel : 1/10 she's a snitch ass bitch. I don't like her. The only reason she's a 1 is cause I thought she was gonna have a big role and cause drama. (I love watching drama play out) but other than that she's not special.

Nyko : 10/10 it makes sense that he was friends with Lincoln. He literally reminds ne of Lincoln so much. I liked him. He was peaceful and quite handsome. Def deserved happiness and love.

Octavia Blake : 10/10 my 4th child in this show. The better Blake sibling if you ask me (but don't tell Bellamy I said that). She's absolutely amazing. Best character development in this show. Best female character. Best hero. Best villain. Best everything. I loved her when she was bellamys butterfly chasing grounder pounding sister. I loved her when she was skairipa. I loved her when she was blodreina. I loved her when she was bellamys sister but not his responsibility. I loved her when she was aunty O. I loved her from beginning to the very end. This is my fav character if you didn't know. Octavia Blake carried this show 50% of the time. When I say I watch the100 for the plot I'm mostly talking about her. I love her.

Ontari : 4/10 I kinda liked her. I didn't like that she basically raped Murphy or that she had the audacity to wear lexas Armour or that she pretty much cheated in the conclave. But I thought she was an interesting character. It was interesting cause Roan was raised by queen Nia and he turned out completely different than ontari who was also basically raised by queen Nia. And Echo was kinda raised by her too and was one of her closest and best spies but she turned out different than ontari but all 3 of them were loyal af to azgeda so it's kind of a glimpse into the personality of Nia cause she influenced 3 different ppl and they all turned out differently. I liked Rhiannon in this role though. She did great.

Orlando : 9/10 annoying at first but super nice. Sucks he believed in that Sheppard sheep cult thing though.

Otan : 1/10 I thought he was mysterious and interesting. But he followed jaha so that's a no.

Paxton McCreary : 4/10 I hated this dude for everything he did to raven, Murphy and shaw. But I have to admit he made s5 interesting.

Picasso : 7/10 I don't like dogs but he was cute. Also he's one of the very very few animals that the humans interacted with that wasn't deadly.

Priya Desai : 4/10 one of the better more entertaining primes.

Raven Reyes : 10/10 my 2nd child in this show. LITERAL DEFINITION OF DESERVED BETTER. ABSOLUTE QUEEN. Yall I got so scared when she and Bellamy fucked cause I was like "no way is she sleeping with him to get back at clarke for sleeping with finn?!?!" But no she was just horny and angry. She was...horngry??? But yeah raven is my babygirl. I love her love her love her to death. She's wonderful. One of the best characters in the whole show. She deserved a happily ever after. I'm convinced that halfway through the writers just liked pissing off the audience by making her suffer so they purposely wrote raven into some really traumatic experiences. But she still survived cause she's a boss bitch. Incredible female representation. Incredible poc representation. Incredible disability representation. RAVEN REYES FOR PRESIDENT.

Reese Cadogan : 3/10 this kid's a dog. He follows his dads' every step and does everything he says. I understand that he just wanted his fathers approval and attention but my goodness he was trying WAAAYYYY too hard. The only reason I give him a 3 is cause I pity him.

Rex : 10/10 AHDHFKSLLKDHALAKDJA stop. Stop everything he was so adorable. Rex Madi and Luca I loved this trio. They were just so adorable.

Riley : 1/10 RILEY?!? Bro I was so confused when they first introduced him cause everyone had a big reaction and they were all shocked to see him but I didn't know how he was important to the story. I thought he was one of the delinquents who went missing and I forgot about him but no he was just someone they all knew from the ark apparently. I didn't like how he was volunteering to go out and be around grounders knowing he had grounder ptsd but whatever. He wasn't that special. Kind of annoying.

Roan : 10/10 big daddy Roan. I loved him. He's sassy which is so attractive. He's so strong and beautiful and has eyes that I could get lost in for the rest of time. I loved Roan he was such an amazing character and I'm so glad we got him. I think his death was appropriate for the character like yeah he died fighting cause he's stubborn and it's def in character for him.

Roma Bragg : 9/10 I liked Roma. She was a delinquent with a lot of potential. Kinda miss her ngl.

Rose : 10/10 that girl is so adorable. It sucks that they were gonna try to use her for that glory and grace of the primes shit. Sweet kid.

Russell Lightbourne : 6/10 lowkey boring as a villain cause he tried to act like he wasn't a villain and never did anything wrong. But I love JR (the actor) he did such a phenomenal job. Like going from playing one villain to an even bigger villain. He had 2 roles and did fantastic with both of them.

Ryker Desai : 6/10 I like ryker and I thought he was quite cute with raven but he was a prime and while yes he didn't fully agree with the actions he still did nothing to stop them so that's a no for me.

Sgt. Lovejoy & Little Lovejoy : 0/10 & 10/10 hated the dad loved the kid cause the kid was a kid who did nothing wrong and he as so adorable and when Bellamy realized that he killed that kids father he got so sad and it broke my heart a little.

Sheidheda : 9/10 I love sheidheda as a villain but seriously dude like you had nothing better to do than terrorize a little girl. He messed with madi so much. He was all in her head and shit and it was so sad to watch. But he def brought flavour to the later seasons. Like he was one of the most interesting parts. JR did amazing with the role. But also the other actor who played him (idk his name) he did a really freaking awesome job too. Def in the running for best male villain.

Shumway : 0/10 douchebag. He tried to screw bell over. I don't like him.

Simone Lightbourne : 4/10 this girl was powerful. I liked watching her. Unfortunately she annoyed me too much to rate her any higher. Great female representation though. Def a boss bitch.

Sterling : 10/10 AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH MY UNDERRATED KING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THIS BOY HAS MY WHOLE FUCKING HEART. HE'S SO ADORABLE AND HE'S SO BEAUTIFUL AND THERE'S SO MUCH POTENTIAL AND I CAN'T BELIEVE HE FELL OFF A CLIFF AND I MISS HIM AND HE WAS SO FUCKING HOT LIKE PLS RAIL ME DADDY! FUCK ME SENSELESS!! PLS!!KALDLFJALDJDA HE'S SO PRECIOUS MY BABYBOY GOT A HEART OF GOLD I'M HERE FOR IT. WE NEED MORE STERLING APPRECIATION IN THIS FANDOM CAUSE HE'S NOT LOVED ENOUGH. LIKE PLS I CAN'T BE THE ONLY ONE WHO SEES HOW AMAZING HE IS. HE'S SO PERFECT!!!!

Thelonious Jaha : 3/10 he's a good leader. Possibly the best leader in the entire show I won't lie. But he's annoying. I liked him in s1 then I hated him. This man done lost all his senses and quite frankly I feel his death was dragged out and long overdue.

Oh shit I genuinely didn't mean to do that but I ended with 100 names. How fitting. Well anyways that's my very long opinion. Hope you enjoyed. Feel free to let me know your thoughts on anything I've said. I love having discussions.

#t100 #the 100 #clarke griffin #bellamy blake #raven reyes #jasper jordan #monty green #harper mcintyre #indra kom trikru #lexa kom trikru #abby griffin #marcus kane #roan kom azgeda #echo kom azgeda #bellarke #octavia blake #blodreina #nathan miller #sterling t100 #the cw #the cw the 100 #the100ships #the100

[bsxcrxts]

i would do ANYTHING for han solo visuals

I have a few but not as many as the others!

X oh my god I know it's for a split second in the very beginning of the video but when he's holding her open?? Han would 100% do this to you, and then lose his mind when you do it to yourself for him.

X this SCREAMS Han's corruption kink. I can hear him teasing you insufferably already. "What're you so loud for sweetheart? M' barely touching you."

X idk what to say. car sex has got to be Han's whole thing. he's fucking you in the pilot seat of the Falcon like this for sure

#han solo x reader #han solo smut #becca’s bs

[apollo-gate]

What are the first impressions the ROs have when they first met the MC? 👀

Bonus: Naamah's and Lisa's thoughts meeting MC again after a long time.

Anon you get to see Azaleas first hand but here's everyone else.

Alice: First met in a fight. Alice got away. Barely walking. You land on your couch. You can't believe some rookie beat you. You can't help but smile. You want to meet again. To see if they can sweat more. You could have used their blood but couldn't you feel something you've never felt. You shake any thoughts of that. You just need to get a drink or laid now. You go wash off the blood. Before jumping in you text one of your girls that you're going to the Hangout. You see a thumbs-up emoji. You should have a good night. (Alice thought of the MC all night even in bed.)

Helena: Stands in place when she sees the Instructor. The person she heard so much about is younger than her. And they look wonderful. Helena starts to walk towards them but sees they are geared up and with others as well. They all board a plane and leave. Helena got few answers as to where they went but got they will be back in roughly 4 days.

Lisa: Dove told you to report to the training room and you'll also meet a friend there. You don't believe her. As soon as you walk in you see a kid about your age with glowing wings. As you see their face you can't say you've never seen anything more beautiful than them. They smile at you with excitement and land in front of you. You don't know either if it was their face or their smile but you think you are in love.

Second meeting. You held them by the throat. You could have killed them what the hell is wrong with you. They are not them. Sure they both have similar scents but it's obviously not the same person. Now you are both about to breach the warehouse. You'll make an apology later. But they look similar it just bothers the hell out of you. Sure you can ask Noah as he would know who they are. Just something to do later.

Becca: Walked out of her classroom. And is used to her students leering or saying BS about her. Becca will be upfront about how she treats people. Then one day she sees her class rank drop to second. It pisses her off. Becca wants to meet this instructor that beats her. As soon as she walks out she stops her mouth from dropping. The sight of you covered in sweat and the shape of your body gets her hot. She gets even pissed. You should be sweaty from something else. Becca swears and walks back inside. And pushes her students to be better.

Daniella: You lift the moving boxes in and nearly stumble. You hear a warning but not in time. As you fall You and the box are stable. You see the person stop you. And your heart stops in your throat. You don't get a word out till Leon shouts from the Apartment. You look at him. They smile and place the box down. They tell you that this weekend they will have a party so you can meet the neighbors below you as you are the only twp on the top floor.

Vanessa: You just got back from a hostage situation. You hate you haven't met Noah's student. As you wanted to meet the for years. As you walk by the students and happy parents you then see Noah with Lisa and Dove. As you get closer you wave at them. Then when Noah and you catch up you see them. They are with some friends they are flying and doing tricks with other students. You smile when they remind you of her.

Azalea: You get a POV for this so be patient

Kent: You hate Apollo Gate. You have no freedom to do anything. And you hate funerals. You walk into the ceremony and are cut off by Lady Justice. The argument is quick only you and one other are allowed in the back. As you walk back you see the Instructor. You are surprised you've seen them before. But where. You decide to pack that thought later.

Naamah: You watch as no one in the great hall does anything. they are being beaten flogged and slashed. You try to run to them to do something as you watch the person on their deathbed. Your sister lets you run to them when everyone leaves. You scoop them up. They don't deserve to die alone. You say that you'll meet again and you'll protect them next time. You don't know them but you feel it in your soul you'll meet again.

Second time: Your vision is blurry as you run. You feel her you feel her soul. You'll protect her again. As you break through the last barrier you fall to the ground. Your body is still adjusting to everything. You see a person they have her soul but it's different. You grab them and go through them. No No, then you watch as they slaughter everyone. You try to intervene but can't. They don't want to kill they are screaming. You're powerless. You then feel everything they feel and fall back into the darkness.

Blaze: He stops and stares at the person who is making waves. You watch them and see them look at their students. Interesting that they are similar to the spoiler. You watch for days. They are dangerous to you and your mission. Finally, maybe someone can stop me.

Zero: Was indifferent to you. But wonders how you survived all the trauma you went through as he was one of the few who helped patched you up. The more he finds out about you the more he is curious. Then he saw how you helped the children with her powers and it warmed his heart. He wants to know you better.

#ZeroRO #BlazeRO #NaamahRO #KentRO #AzaleaRO #VanessaRO #DaniellaRO #BeccaRO #LisaRO #HelenaRO #AliceRO #bear hug 🤗 for you anon #ask #anonymous

[imaginehuntress]

I fucken did it again, I said I wouldn’t watch cancelled shows, with only 1 or 2 seasons and a cliff hanger. But my dumbass thought if I got advertised a show maybe it wasn’t cancelled. An there’s gonna be more seasons. 🤡🤡🤡

Why do I keep doing it!? I’ll never fully recover from the pain of not knowing what’s gonna happen on what would have been new seasons and episodes of The Wilds and The Society! like what the fuuuuuuuuuck, stop hooking me in with good tv shows and leaving me with unanswered questions man!! You aren’t fanfic writers on tumblr, who can just peace ✌🏻 out after writing the first parts of an AMAZING story and just leave it all up in the air!

I NEED to know what happens next!! We don’t need more riverdale bs! I need to know what happens after the end of the wilds! Do the teens split up into their different groups to survive?! Does Nora come in to save the day?! Is Seth gonna get killed by Martha? Cause I feel like that would happen. Are they dead? Does Sam and griz get together?who’s the father to becca’s child?! Does Elle finally leave cambell? Does cambell eventually get murdered or gets banned from town?! There’s so many questions and it annoys me to no end! That I’ll never know!

Sincerely

Fuck prime video and Netflix.

#the society tv show #the society #the wilds #netlix #prime video #cancelled #literally wtf #why are they like this #tell me why #good tv #good shit

[femstyles]

Becca literally watched nosebleeds jump from $80 to close to $1000. Ticketmaster get your shit together with this 'surge pricing' bs

#harry #ticketmaster #hslot

[hellhathnofurylikeido]

I’m thinking about making a diary blog that’s like private or whatever so you guys don’t have to read my bs.

I’ve been in a really bad depression for several months. I didn’t realize it was happening, but since at least the beginning of the year I’ve just been working and laying in bed. I get home, I change, I lay down. I don’t really play on my phone much. I don’t play video games anymore. I don’t read or write or draw or color or listen to music. I get through work and then I cease to be until I pull up there again the next day. It’s hard to do any self care or even fucking maintenance tasks.

I’m trying to do little things to help. I fought myself all day yesterday to get up and clean all the trash off my floor. The last time I showered I had the worst panic attack of my life. I’ve never hyperventilated before but I did that day. I did get my room cleaned up. No more trash on the floor. Threw my blankets in the wash but I forgot them in there. Held my own hands when I cry. Listened to ASMR when I’m lonely.

The therapist I’ve been seeing for like two years left the practice I go to and is supposed to give me a “warm hand off” to another therapist there. But Becca was there through everything that’s happened. She was there in October. She was there for the whole journey with Mayo and my mom. She’s seen the ups and downs of everything. What if the new therapist doesn’t believe me? Doesn’t think it’s as bad as it has been? I don’t think I’ll be able to open up like I did with Becca.

I’m sitting in my car on my lunch break from work. I was sicker than hell the last few days and missed work yesterday. I’ve been playing catch up all day. I realized that no one likes me because I’m incredibly mean at work. I’m just tired of doing everything for everyone all of the time. I took a demotion for the good of the shop so it could run better and the writers are running all of my efforts into the ground.

I feel like I’m doing everything I can and it’s still not good enough. But I’m trying really hard. I will try to take a shower tonight. I will get into my comfies. I will try to make everything up to Gibby. I will tell my mom that I love her and I will check on my sister who is going through a breakup. I will make sure my dad eats something. I will try to wash my blankets again. I will hold on tight to my kitty Bella and she will lick my nose and everything will be okay for a minute.

#personal

[lovings4turn]

oh my gosh, thank you so much !!! it was a surprisingly easy exam for a STEM field, right !? knocking on wood rq !! but, i shall update you and i'm actually pretty proud of myself too !! i was often worried that i was underprepared because it just felt like a continuation of highschool biology and ecology so i just felt like everything was... known in my head, and if i could say some facts and add smart bs, it would make sense but it did make sense !! i also checked my notes upon arriving and i think i did pretty well !!

aww, you're incredibly sweet !! and, we're definitely bringing our fencing little whatchamacallits because those are amazing and we love em WITH PASSION !! (ahem, the inner sebastian stan - former stan in me screamed at that) but, i definitely get that !! i once had a situation where a parent was talking to me at the bachelor's open day given i am an ambassador for my uni's health department/faculty - so she asked me some questions, and at one point, it all went over my head and all i could get out was "ja" but i do hope you've recovered from embarrassment because i would take a whole ten minutes thinking about the incident 😭 erm, inchident.... hehe.

ooh, well that's happy actually !! nothing chaotic is always a good thing, we love stress-free vibes !! but, good luck with your midterms !! 🫶🫶 and, what colour have you dyed your hair !! i bet it looks great !!! i've been pretty good actually !! i have been freaking out for the past 20 minutes but, other than that, pretty decent and tired from all the studying but... not... bad? surprising but... not. woah.

LOF YOU, BECCA !! 🤍🤍

oh i know you'll have absolutely aced it !!! i know exactly what you mean omg - i hate when exams feel like you have all the basic knowledge and you're like wait .. is it really this simple ??

our fencing whatchamacallits will never die !!!! they remain superior !!!!! oh that's so real of you though nonnie lovely like ,, sometimes your brain just goes and all you can do is smile and nod 😭😭 the inchident ;) definitely played on my mind for the whole day but luckily she was very nice about it 😭😭

thank you so much lovely !! slowly but surely hacking away at my assignments (i was not built to write 3000+ word essays i fear) but i'm staying strong 🫡 and i dyed it blue !!! i've had a blue-purple before but never fully blue so i'm loving it !!!

i'm soso glad you've been pretty good ,, make sure to get some well deserved rest n look after yourself nonnie my sweetheart ,, you deserve it after all your hard work !!

SENDING YOU ALL OF MY LOVE !!! 😽💌🫶

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