#be glad it's falling out LMAO

[tabbyjack]

i return to Posting for one moment to put out a poll. to the transmascs in the room. how disastrous is the 20something year old balding experience for real cause it's the one thing i'm well and truly hung up on when it comes to T and while i know physiologically it's different for everyone like how has it been FOR YOU

#i have a pretty complex relationship w my hair but at this point in my life it's kind of important to me. and so well #tbh i might start T once i have grown my hair to my ass as planned. such that i can grow to hate the inconvenience and then #be glad it's falling out LMAO #ANYWAY feel no need to get super personal or whatever just like hmmmmmmmmm if you have thoughts #i like forgot i had a council of transgenders on here. i should have consulted the oracles long ago

[akkivee]

there’s usually a q&a section in the hypster magazine where the cast are asked a question and the recent volume had them answer what do they do to relieve stress and tbh bat’s has been on the mind lately lol:

📿: he responded by saying that’s a stupid question since he couldn’t call himself a monk if allowed stress to build up. but if there’s a situation that he has no control over, he goes to surround himself in nature

🌙: he likes weeding the family garden!!! it helps him clear his mind and forget about the things that were bothering him and it makes his family happy to see the garden looking pretty too!!

⚖️: he finds a place where there’s nobody around to scream with all his might. it’s a great feeling since you don’t often get the chance to let out as loud as possible

#this is vee speaking #i’m glad kuukou finds solace from inevitabilities with his hobby #but it kinda makes his dislike for the ocean stand out even more ngl lol #and that scene in the six colours track where he spawns in the middle of jyushi and hitoya’s conversation #he happened to be on a morning walk lol but what if he was walking off something like jyushi was and convinced hitoya to do lol #idk if jyushi has a green thumb but this isn’t the first time jyushi’s weeding hobby has come up and i still think it’s cute he has it lol #that old theory that doppo and jyushi are related has inadvertently been getting a lot of food lately lol #jyushi also likes taking care of plants and he and doppo have the same sense of humour lmao brothers from other mothers lol #the part of me that always clowns hitoya lol #is imagining hitoya in place of troy bolton from that one hsm number where he’s yelling alone in his high school LOL #like he does his little step twirl move and falls to his knees screaming lmao #the other part of me wants to baby him is in shambles lol but happy he doesn’t keep it bottled up 🥲 #he and doppo would have a blast together i think lmao

[lanlishiba]

Greetings, Dull!Sans, I was wondering if you would like it if I could teach you sign language? Because I think you don't want to run out of sticky notes.

Oh oh oh!! He does know some basic sign language, but im sure he'd appreciate learning more of it too!!

I hope you don't mind teaching a rattling vibrating skeleton though ^^

#he'd dramatically fall to his knees whenever he gets corrected lmao #his sticky notes are super handy! And im glad you considered the possibility of it runnning out ^^ #luckily there's like #atleast 10 pads in his jacket that he'd keep #oooh should i continue the ask blog? :00

[precious-pop-punk-nerd-girl]

Apparently Heaven, Iowa is back from the war🎉🎉🎉

#going off twitter I'm not watching the stream rn #glad they are playing it in iowa lol #welcome to my des moines liveblog ig? #fall out boy #2ourdust #tiff rambles lmao

[andoutofharm]

for anyone who missed the stream last night, I uploaded both the piano medley and 8 ball clips to my instagram! (andoutofharm) I’ll probably post them properly later but for now they can be found here!

#im glad i was able to go live for yall hopefully the quality was okayish lmao #im sure there will be more videos posted throughout the day but in case you want to watch the full versions (ft me yelling a lot sorry lol) #fobrogers #fobarkansas #my show2 #fob #fall out boy #so much for (tour) dust

[finvisual]

Jancy Week 2022: DAY THREE -- love languages

*plays chasing cars softly in the background*

#jancyweek2022 #jancy #my art #st #stranger things #stranger things 4 #AAAAAAAAAA im glad i was able to put out something for this week!! #(honestly wouldve made more in advanced but iiiii #got really sick the last week or so sooooooo #yeah ^^;) #plus i actually made this at the start of october #and SOMEHOW restrained myself from posting it until now lmao #anyways rambling aside: this was very much inspired from this like #behind the scenes photo of this old movie that one of my mutuals posted forever ago?? #and i always swore i would draw something like it for jancy #and now here we are! <333 #love they so muchhhh 💜💖💖💖💖 #i think i originally made this for sundays prompt?? since i had a lyric attached to it-- but i forgot sO! #DOMESTIC BLISS IN THE AFTERMATH HERE WE GOOOOOO #could also be 'stay with me until i fall asleep #because lbr #they deserve to rest after all that shit tbh #even if its stolen moments here and there

[tommybowefuneralattendee]

To that anon who thinks about Trust Fall everyday, extreme same. I've read that fic like 4 times and when you post more spommy slut it WILL kill me 🙏🏻

smut-slut typo

#which is to say thank you i am spontaneously combusting #however humor is How I Cope #i've only really read trust fall to edit so glad y'all enjoy it lmao #gay-nonderogatory #ask answered #i'm working on like two or three spommy smut pieces as we speak #out of my 13 active wips #which there are probably more but i need to re-sort my 4thewords again we all have flaws

[ayosdesignz-blog]

I finally finished good omens 2!!

Some spoilers I guess for those later into it than me:

Metatron is a manipulative shit. Calling it now.

He was part of the party that fired Gabriel, was the one to insist he be searched for quietly and then acted as if the angel group might be in trouble when all was said and done.

The natzi zombie thing was...horrific. Those poor ppl they ate...🥺

No spoiler I came across warned of them.

The friendship between Shax and her buddy she made a deal w/ was cool. I like how they honestly remained honest about helping each other so far. 🤣 They even did a fist bump over her prospective promotion to grand Duke of hell meaning she could drag his ranking up too!! And it's cute how she goes to the Traitor Crowly for advice or clarification after having taken his rank and that he actually gives it even when mocking.

I can see why ppls feelings were hurt by the ending but it wasn't THAT bad. Tho I think I'm only able to think that cuz I saw posts about a season 3 incoming so...lol.

I could honestly see where both were coming from regarding the whole "be together in heaven" thing but I think Crowly had the better idea of things. Both sides are toxic. They also give a lot of pressure. And while Aziraphale may want to change things on the inside it doesn't mean he'd be able to, even with the 2 of them. Especially since he's so gung-ho still about heaven being right.

Speaking of, am I the only one who found that odd? He's been questioning and circumventing heaven while collaborating with a demon for...too many damn centuries to just insist that Heaven is the good side like that negates all the things he's witnessed and gone through and had to work around to help ppl.

I mean the true start of his disquiet and discomfort was learning that a favored human of God was being purposely bullied, harassed, tormented, bereaved, and forsaken for a bet. A lousy bet with no true stakes or real worth since God is "all seeing and all knowing" and therefore shouldn't feel need to do so because of a demon's needling.

He seems like he's not really liked by other angels much and he knows the other higher ups don't really respect him. If he felt it hard to bend rules and such before why exactly does he think he will have an easier time avoiding direct orders from the very tops? Disregarding his excitement. Who will actually, properly listen to him? When he himself can be easily led if not feeling stubborn.

The whole last conversation between the demon and angel was just...I mean it struck me that Aziraphale tends to not listen. Not properly anyway. When Crowly wants to say something important-urgent even, he's disregarded or made to wait because Aziraphale just has to say or do his thing 1st. And even if or when he listens...he doesn't do so fully. Not for the important conversations we got to witness. He'll insist on things having to go his way or no way at all unless he's kinda forced to reconsider or compromise. And sometimes that takes him awhile.

Like why was it such a big deal for him to admit he likes Crowly even now? After everything. He chose "its us against them" as his side but still looks perturbed when someone says they're friends. Still insists he's on the good side, heaven's side. He can say he needs Crowly and wants them to work together in heaven. But not try to discuss anything further because their viewpoints differ again.

Personally I don't see why they don't plan out how to make it all work in their favor, get heaven to make a few more concessions or whatever and if after both are now angels and still don't like the mindless/senseless harm heaven tries to make them do they can then run off far away together like Crowly has wanted since...before season 1 I think? It would make it only 1 faction likely to chase them instead of both as previously feared.

Also I'm disappointed that Aziraphale didn't defend Crowly when Metatron insulted him for having "too many fool questions". And was actually a warning flag for me. Yknow aside from the look he gave Crowly when 1st leaving.

Anyway!

I'm a little disappointed with the style Crowly chose to blend in to heaven. I mean he was cute or whatever but I missed the curl/wave to his hairrrrrrr 😫

I like that Crowly confronted Gabriel about how mean he was to Aziraphale before trying to kill him. He didn’t remember as it happened but I'm sure he remembers once he got his thoughts back. Still could've gave a proper thank you to both tho.

I also like that Aziraphale didn't push Crowly away from him for the kiss. Couldn’t tell if he kissed back. But he did rub his hands on Crowly's back so that's something I guess lmao.

Oh! But the end credits! That was interesting. Crowly maintained his upset but stoic disposition while Aziraphale kept trying to force his pleasant smile on his face over and over.

It occurs to me the whole promotion thing could be a trap.

#rant #rambling #my thoughts #good omens 2 #crowly x aziraphale #crowly good omens #aziraphale #Aziraphale is kinda dumb #glad i finally watched this #the money spent wasn’t worth it tho #they were both near tears in their talk #they need to talk more about it honestly #ineffable husbands #ineffable idiots #that's all i can think to share rn - I'm sleepy #falling asleep while typing this all out lmao

[cburambles]

Don't you never stop thinking about how the trailer implied that Elena is so strong that the whole party need to team-up & strategize to push her down a cliff or are you normal?

#like reno & rude both end on their knees in remake #reno after a 1vs1 #rude after a 1vs2 #& both of them when it's 2 vs 3 during Platfall #but meanwhile they all need to gang-up on Elena #not even to knockout her but push her down a cliff to stop her #she's such a powerhouse #I'm glad they kept the idea from OG that she's the one with the bigger stats in her group if the implication is true #like Aerith's magic doesn't seem to much damage to her #she's more caught by surprise by the power of the explosion #& we also see her knockout the girl 10 meters out of the way with one strike too #while reno has to pummel ppl repeatdly in remake or rely on his zipping magic #while Rude mostly use grabes & quakes #I hope she's a nightmare to fight #like remake!Rufus's level of annoying #elena ff7 #avalanche is prob praying that she breaks her neck in that fall lmao

[spearxwind]

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#putting this here to i dont have to deal with annoying ass people #but like i keep going to check how much avatar two is grossing worldwide with sales every week and it brings me so much joy #to see it not only succeed so much but also to surpass the big conglomerate movies #avatar 2 is now the seventh highest grossing film of all time falling just shy of spiderman no way home and by god do i want it to surpass #that dogshit movie lmao #also im glad it surpassed maverick too for all i heard of that movie. good fucker bye <3 #anyways. to everyone who said it wasnt gonna sell any tickets and also the people who are missing out on watching the movie #just so they can be pedantic about 'well i never went to see it lol because i dont care' whenever anyone brings it up #i hope youre having fun being so very deeply and completely wrong #i hope so bad that this movie also has the massive ripple effect that avatar 1 had where everyone started making scifi #well i hope now everyone starts making ocean scifi #we need more fucking ocean movies!!!!!!!!!!!! #ok thats all i wanted to say #avatarsweep <3333

[outeremissary]

✨ How did you come up with the OC’s name? For Balthazar (Seriously curious because I love that name and have had a stuffed animal named it for years)

Siren, I fear you (and Cassy, who asked as well) are about to get far more than you may have anticipated for this and it will be very silly. Balthazar is probably second only to Carmen (who is a much older character) in terms of convoluted meta histories that get long winded answers.

[prompt list]

✨- How did you come up with the OC’s name?

Okay, so there's a bit of necessary background here. Balthazar is loosely derived from a character conceptualized in 2016 who never had a real, settled name (mostly a series of titles; at this point the most consistent have been Herald and Three-Horned Devil). The project this character was made for was mostly to entertain me and keep me sane during the first year of university. At some point in the front half of 2017 I began learning 5e. A part of the process for this was getting a feel for the scope of characters and limits of character creation by making a bunch of character sheets with different concepts. To expedite this process, I used OCs from stagnant or abandoned projects as the basis for concepts; Caina and Balthazar were pulled from the same one (although it's possible that Balthazar actually had a 3.5 sheet first- he was a recurring character in my 3.5 campaign and I don't remember if he was introduced in spring or fall).

So Balthazar at this point did not have a name, and I needed to make a "traditional fantasy" name appropriate for what was then a half-elf sheet. The class, sorcerer, had already been determined, as had the first of several concepts for the adapted version of the Herald. My goal was to make a name with an occult sound to suit this ambitious Vecna cultist and to honor the Herald's whole evil god thing. And my other, more specific goal? To work in at least one demon name to amuse myself. I hate coming up with names so I have a bad habit of the joke name that sticks.

Anyway. I started with the demon names. The first and most obvious point to me was Ba'al. I was familiar with Ba'al as god king and god of storms from the Ba'al cycle and some related Urgaritic texts, but as I recall Ba'al was a title meaning "lord" attached to a number of regional deities (some variants of that Ba'al). In Jewish and Christian texts Ba'al appears as a false god and force of emnity. Ba'al also provides the root of "Beelzebub," and eventually becomes absorbed into the roster of demons in many traditions (I'm most aware of medieval Christian here) before washing back up in horror flicks as a stock name for a demonic force. The aspect of transformation was appropriate, I felt: a messy polytheistic deity who was also now known as a menacing demon. This worked well for the Herald. I was especially attracted to the "false god" aspect. So I wanted a name that could incorporate that name and ideally might naturally produce something functionally like Ba'al as a nickname. I chose Balthazar. It was a real name, which felt especially grounded, and it had an archaic sound due to having fallen out of style in the region I live in long, long ago, which gave it a certain mysterious flair.

From how that story went you may already have guessed about Lucienne. And you would be correct. That famous angel Lucifer was the over the top element used to round things out- partly because it's very easy to find other derivations from lux. It's also true that Lucian was a given name I'd considered for the character before discarding for being too trite (although Lucian Balen would become a recurring tongue in cheek alias for NPC Balthazar cameos in oneshots). I decided to push for a French sound because in my mind - and don't ask why, I have no fucking idea - French was an especially alchemical sounding language. Now some of you reading this may know some things about French, and may perhaps speak it yourselves. If this is you, you've probably caught the thing I wouldn't realize until two or three years too late, which is that Lucienne is not a French sounding name. It is an actual French given name of the feminine gender, the feminine equivalent of Lucien and the French version of Lucia. Whoops. At that point I was in too deep to change it and I just pretend I do not see it. Maybe it's endearing in a quirky JRPG way. French doesn't exist in most fantasy settings anyway despite the prevalence of Latin out there. It's fine. At this point the in story origin of the name is that he made it up himself anyway, so who knows. Maybe that 12 Int just produced the same mistake as me.

#I'll never live down the Lucienne thing really #actual genuine total mistake lmao #I think someone asked me this some time back in fall in a Discord server. now everyone gets the ~extended cut~ for better or worse #complete with my doing my best memories of etymology from a class I took six or seven years ago #for the record absolute total flop on the nickname front no nickname anyone has applied to him (Balth and Baltie) has been that lmao #I like those though :) short sighted younger me failed well #I do like the name even if the origins genuinely embarrass me #I am glad you enjoy it as well :) #ask game #ask me emithing #balthazar lucienne #I actually got out my old volume of Canaanite mythology to fact check at least some of this so we weren't just relying on my memory

[hella1975]

i got home from work last night and when i was getting dressed in the bathroom i literally fucking passed out i have NO idea why i was literally stood there and then it went black and i fell and whacked my head and my only reaction was ‘wtf’ and i came out and said to my sister ‘hey did you hear that crash just now?’ and she went ‘no fuck off’ and i was like ‘….. i mean i just fucking fainted but okay’ and she paused for a second to frown at me and just went ‘you should tell mum’ and i went ‘no <3’ and that was that and idk why that’s so funny to me but it is

#like she literally couldn’t give less of a shit lmao #and neither could I #i was like eh if I tell mum she’ll worry and she might stop me working tomorrow (today) and I need the money for freshers :/ #lmao?? #it was literally the strangest experience of my life #I’ve never fainted before hence why it’s so funny that my sister was just so unbothered #I was just stood there and then I got superrrr lightheaded and then I have NO memory of anything until I whacked my head #i didn’t hurt myself if anything it felt like I’d just snapped myself out of it #but for the next 20 mins i was just sat there and my limbs felt so fucking heavy #and I just broke into a sweat and got the WORST cramps #and the entire time I thought I was gonna be sick but I wasn’t #and then when I eventually got to bed it was like trying to fall asleep when you’re drunk #like ur body is just v floaty and my head was spinning #very very odd #glad I didn’t go out like I was supposed to last night

[yohankang]

i went out for dinner with my twin brother for the first time in my life lmao

#and i came out fo him sgjdvjsdj #we aren't close. i wasn't even sure if he's got my number lmao #but he asked me abt my plans for the future and asked why i don't have a boyfriend yet 🙃 #and joked about me being into girls and i was like. i am actually into girls. #he was like okay. that's not my business anyway #and i was really chill abt it too. like damn i remember crying when i came out to my mom and being so nervous when i came out to my friends #bit here i literally couldn't care less #we spent like. 2.5 hours together and it was awkward but not as awkward as i expected #because we only talk a few times a year there was a lot to talk about. my school work etc. #and we went to a pizza place i really wanted to visit so!! it wasn't a bad evening #but i am glad to be back in my bed agjsfjs tomorrow will be really stressful at work.... i hope i can fall asleep soon #gn guys #k.txt

[overworked-bookworm]

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let me drop some drama on y’all — in the last year + 7 days, I:

reconnected with multiple friends from high school at a wedding I legally officiated for two old friends

realized in hindsight that I had liked one of our classmates when we were in school, who had attended the wedding and was now recently divorced

started talking to him very often and, by proxy, the husband I officiated the wedding for

started an on-off flirtation with the divorced friend — [clarification: HE started it, but I was very receptive when I realized what he was doing, it just took me a while]

became the “dump my mental health problems” friend for the husband^ who I’ve said is like a baby brother to me for *checks calendar* 12+ years

was accused by my friend’s wife AND the friend that I was flirting with that I was having an affair with the husband or at least harboring romantic feelings for him

she also accused me of behaving like her abusive mother, when I told her she was out of line for even thinking I would have an affair with (1) her husband (2) who I kept saying was like a baby brother to me

held an intervention for the husband about his ragingly out of control anxiety, where he proceeded to, like, beat the windows of the car and yell and be violent [not at me but around me and I was very triggered and scared] — after which he said he couldn’t trust me anymore because I was projecting my anxiety onto him, and he was fine

fell into an episode of psychosis because I was surrounded by people who didn’t trust me for reasons they’d all made up in their heads, and were all mad at me for ❤️

[while in psychosis] dealt with the guy I was flirting with talking about wanting to sleep with his coworker, and being very on/off + hot/cold with me — which I wrote off as post-divorce emotional problems I just needed to be patient through lmao

[while in psychosis] dealt with the husband’s mental breakdown about never wanting to get married in the first place, dragging my family and the family of the guy I was flirting with into the mess — we got the husband pink slipped and I stopped talking to him and his wife

was told by the friend that had been flirting with me that he’d been leading me on, as he proceeded to ditch me for another friend that I helped him reconnect with — but promised me that we were besties and nothing would change!! (how kind. also? he broke that promise immediately and called me difficult)

dealt with his new girlfriend lying to me about them not being together, because no!! hoes before bros, Alex, I would never date someone who hurt my friend!! but also you need to be personally accountable for feeling hurt!!

there’s more in the way they’ve both treated me since he decided he was done with me, but my therapist and I are still parsing through it

turns out I probably don’t need to be taking Ativan twice a day and sleeping after work + all night bc of the high dosage, I just needed to start cutting out bad friends! my anxiety has never been more managed now that I’ve decided to listen to every other friend that’s told me these ones were all no good for me! I do need the anti-psychotics, though. I heard voices for 2 months and it was NOT a good time.

I didn’t have this much drama in my life ten years ago when we were actual children — the next time I start posting about liking a man, someone remind me that it brings me absolute misery. None of this would have happened if I hadn’t wanted to hop on his dick 🙄🙄🙄

#personal #tumblr is my petty platform and also my journal #but I’m serious about someone needing to remind me that men in a romantic context brings me nothing but trouble #the first time I’d been psychotic was a man’s fault too — I will NOT be happy if I have another episode #you might be wondering what the husband was doing about the affair accusations. the answer? needling me about my relationship to the other #we sat in the ER and I went from him saying sooooooooo you and [name]? #to then being kicked out of the room and the aide being like wow I bet you’re really glad this guy’s marriage is falling apart #also he was having an emotional affair with someone younger in his classes <3 so his wife SHOULDVE been worried #but not because of me who was CLEARLY trying to hop on this stupid emotionally unavailable dick and NOT her husbands #but now he has a girlfriend and doesn’t respond to my messages so what a giant waste of time lmao I didn’t even get to keep a friend in thi #there’s a lot of relief that we never slept together though. I don’t… think he wanted to but I sure did #if we had it would have hurt so much more when he dropped me #silver linings I guess #anyway the actual takeaway here is if you didn’t sustain interaction with them after graduation DONT reconnect #those doors closed for a reason #let them stay shut

[eeunwoo]

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#i spent like 3 years getting low-key harassed and bothered by someone #and just kept ignoring most of their asks or posts hoping they were gonna get the hint instead of engaging w them and they never did #and I fell out w some mutuals over a mistake I made and the person in question unfollowed me and although I regret falling out w the mutuals #im so glad that person unfollowed like a huge weight lifted 😭😭😭 #like how do u tell someone ‘stop commenting on every single thing I ever do/post’ lmao #so I’m glad they’re gone 🫣 #mrow.org

[piratefalls]

I think at this point I've resigned myself to not getting a full night's rest for a hot minute. nothing quite like having to spend a day asking colleagues for attorney recommendations "for a friend" when universally "for a friend" always means "me" (even though it's not, but I did need attorney recs).

#in eleven years working with legal professionals I've never had to ask that #I'm very fortunate to be able to have access to these kinds of resources #but holy shit I'm pretty sure some of them think I broke the law now lmao #y'all I work for a very well connected retired JUDGE and I'm so glad it didn't fall under his area of practice #because my god that would have been so painfully awkward #like 'hey bro let's start the semester with a fun question #who's come before your bench that you think would be best to get someone out of a not insignificant jam?' #y'all my LIFE lately it is such a fucking tragicomedy I cannot anymore #please know that I'm genuinely laughing about all of this it's just ABSURD