#bc of depression

[flock-talk]

Special babby boys get to break their diet routines

#I’ll be monitoring his weight but honestly #my concern is him suddenly dropping #bc of depression #not gaining #so he can have as much as he wants whenever he wants right now

[chahoochie]

is it even living if you are not going through major friendship break ups every 3-4 years

#sleep deprived talks #it stung realizing how much i was neglected by my best friend and i was having bad enough days anyways #i don't want the friendship to end but promising you'll try to do better doesn't take what you did back #it doesn't reverse the hurt you put me through #i just feel so betrayed bc i have been there for her through everything and she just forgot me once she got new friends i got out of sight #bc of depression #i will keep hurting and finding out new things i think #but friendship is mostly over in my heart i don't want to be as close to her as i was now #i am always the one that breaks the relationship up too. i am always pushed to the breaking point #anyways gotta go do more reading

[inkskinned]

they want to talk about mental illness and acceptance and how everyone is a little ocd it's cute and quirky and their "intrusive thoughts" are about cutting their hair off and you say yours are about taking a razorblade to your eye and they say ew can you not and everyone is a little adhd sometimes! except if you're late it's a personality flaw and it's because you are careless and cruel (and someone else with adhd mentions they can be on time, so why can't you?) and it's not an eating disorder if it's girl dinner! it's not mania if it's girl math! what do you mean you blew all of your savings on nonrefundable plane tickets for a plane you didn't even end up taking. what do you mean that you are afraid of eating. get over it. they roll their little lips up into a sneer. can you not, like, trauma dump?

they love it on them they like to wear pieces of your suffering like jewels so that it hangs off their tongue in rapiers. they are allowed to arm-chair diagnose and cherrypick their poisons but you can't ever miss too many showers because that's, like, "fuckken gross?" so anyone mean is a narcissist. so anyone with visual tics is clearly faking it and is so cringe. but they get to scream and hit customer service employees because well, i got overwhelmed.

you keep seeing these posts about how people pleasers are "inherently manipulative" and how it's totally unfair behavior. but you are a people pleaser, you have an ingrained fawn response. in the comments, you have typed and deleted the words just because it is technically true does not make it an empathetic or kind reading of the reaction about one million times. it is technically accurate, after all. you think of catholic guilt, how sometimes you feel bad when doing a good deed because the sense of pride you get from acting kind - that pride is a sin. the word "manipulation" is not without bias or stigma attached to it. many people with the fawn response are direct victims of someone who was malignantly manipulative. calling the victims manipulative too is an unfair and unkind reading of the situation. it would be better and more empathetic to say it is safety-seeking or connection-seeking behavior. yes, it can be toxic. no, in general it is not intended to be toxic. there is no reason to make mentally ill people feel worse for what we undergo.

you type why is everyone so quick to turn on someone showing clear signs of trauma but you already know the fucking answer, so what's the point of bothering. you kind of hate those this is what anxiety looks like! infographics because at this point you're so good at white-knuckling through a severe panic attack that people just think you're stoic. even people who know the situation sometimes comment you just don't seem depressed. and you're not a 9 year old white kid so there's no way you're on the spectrum, you're not obsessed with trains and you were never a good mathematician. okay then.

mental illness is trending. in 2012 tumblr said don't romanticize our symptoms but to be fair tiktok didn't exist yet. there's these series of videos where someone pretends to be "the most boring person on earth" and is just being a normal fucking person, which makes your skin crawl, because that probably means you are boring. your friend reads aloud a profile from tinder - no depressed bitches i fucking hate that mental illness crap. your father says that medication never actually works.

you still haven't told your grandmother that you're in therapy. despite everything (and the fact it's helping): you just don't want her to see you differently.

#writeblr #warm up #to be clear let me state again: i think you should id however you fucking want if it helps you seek peace #but there is a HUGE difference between being like '.... im undiagnosed but i think i might be X' #and a person who is like ''omg my intrusive thoughts made me buy a birkin!!!'' #babe mine made me throw up bc they disgusted me so much <3 #mine made me hurt myself evenly. even when i wanted to stop. i have had to put my hand on the stove MULTIPLE TIMES #and again i'd rather have 10000 people get help for something they don't need help for #than have 1 kid NOT get help #but there has GOTTTTT to be a middle ground here #bc at this point it isn't ''raising awareness'' #it's . fucking misinformation. and ''what this picture says about you!!!!!'' #& yes! im mostly talkin about ppl who are actually disgusted and offended by signs of mental illness #but use it to defend THEIR actions #like babe you hate when kids start yelling in the walmart? but you YOuRSELF can yell? #you are depressed so it's fine you were cruel to your spouse? #but if your spouse spends too much time in bed she's a lazy fuck? #your partner needs to do everything for you bc of your history in trauma? but when SHE has needs she's being clingy and gross? #HUGE difference here between whom i think most of my followers are btw. like #all it takes is fucking anyyyy empathy or kindness . like. #anyway it's hard to explain im hoping we all know the person im talking about lol

[vulcan-moon]

happy holidays from garfield and miku (:

#my art #digital art #fanart #garfield #miku #hatsune miku #vocaloid #garfposting #christmas #originally planned to print these as cards for friends but uhhhhh #depression hit read bad bc this is the first christmas im spending all alone #and its a Very bad time of year for me lol #so i just did not finish it until today #and its too late to get cards printed now so #yeah #anyway enjoy lol #portfolio

[terr-hedgehog]

new plushia just dropped

#back from the dead #just got over post concert depression #lmao not really it's still there but anyway #the band ghost #ghost band #ghost the band #ghost #ghost bc #papa emeritus #papa emeritus 4 #papa emeritus IV #papa 4 #papa iv #cardinal copia #plushia #tobias forge #digital art #the band ghost fanart #fanart #ghost fanart #nameless ghoul #deinogalerix content #1k #2k #3k

[placetoputawaymythoughts]

[gets up only to be able to spend time w one friend and share one activity w friend]

[friend immediately ruins it and sends me back into depression by depressionposting to me]

#like ok now i feel like shit too and i cant do anything for u And i cant finish the thing that was gonna make us happy #good job #i know i sound like a bitch but i rlly do mean i am Only trying to wake up on time at all bc of Them when i cant bother getting up #bc of depression #and its like #god its stupid shit to spiral over and i KNOW depression isnt logical ive been spiralling for less too in the past month #but im so sick of being ppls therapist #im sick of it #learn ur own emotional management dear god #mine

[toxooz]

workin man (orc)

#ollie #he carries the same lethargic boredom as that one black jaguar drinking video that i ofc cannot find bc the internet is shit and useless lo #anyway wanna touch on ollies ''''''''''''real job'''''''''''' as a metal worker more To Cope #he has a special board he uses just to get to work with thicker sandpaper layer probably #me 🤝 ollie working and being sweaty all the time then being too tired to do what we actually enjoy and going into a depression spiral #oc #original character #my art #monster oc #monster #monster boy #half orc #tiefling #demon #demon oc #half demon #muscle #muscular #orc

[carrotkicks]

accurate timeline of boys named MOTH

#doodles #dc comics #tim drake #robin #batman #im sorry he looks kinda different each time i draw him i am sorry im sorry. #guys do you guys want to see more red robin era tim depression art bc im feelin it and im feelin him

[gunstellations]

a little family

#buddy daddies #my art #doodles #sometimes a family is an two misfit assassins and the daughter of the guy you offed and thats a okay #but lets not talk about that #we love healing in this house and how do you heal if not after suffering #reis journey through depression and kazukis journey through grief #what 1 little girl does to a man #its 5 am all i can offer are doodles but i love them very much #i know we do reasonably get to call them cowards for not making it gay (esp at the end bc come on) #but i do love whatever relationship they have going becuase theyre just. Thats marriage babe.... #theyre not going to be doing any dating with that committment that is the most domestic ass setting ive ever seen #everyone and their mother assumes theyre married/dating and doesnt even question it because theres NO QUESTION T O ASK #only the people involved apparently dont know theyre married #ok nvm they were cowards for not making it gay. but again. theyre clearly married your honor. theyre just a little stupid

[trlvsn]

too much "phoenix's long seven years of plotting", not nearly enough "mia's years of research on redd white and years of waiting for dahlia's downfall"

#while she wasn't necessarily waiting you get what i mean here right. #also ppl act like phoenix was some obsessed depressed freak during the 7yg #like i'm sure it was bad but he was explicitly shown as well functioning #anyways. yeah that's my take for today #ace attorney #aa #raysfanart #mia fey #aa fanart #ace attorney fanart #gyakuten saiban #aa3 #aa1 #phoenix wright: ace attorney #ace attorney: trials and tribulations #trials and tribulations #dahlia hawthorne #bc she is there technically #chihiro ayasato #aa art #ace attorney fan art #ace attorney art #cw bright colors

[ferretrix]

thinking normal thoughts about the writing in corvo's cell

#happy dishonored day ... #AND happy almost 1year anniversary of me being so sick+depressed w a cold i played this game 3 times in a row bc it #was the only thing squeezing serotonin into my brain. i have a normal appreciation for the thing btw. #corvo attano #dishonored

[ruegarding]

i don't really think of percy as cynical or a pessimist bc he's so bad at it. like, even when he's at his lowest, when he's lost everything in tlt, he looks at the world and is angry bc it's so beautiful.

#hold up i'm gonna add something in an rb #but also #i think it's impossible for someone whose fatal flaw is loyalty to be cynical or a pessimist #he's loyal bc he sees the best in ppl. he's loyal to the best in ppl #it takes a lot for him to give up on someone #and even then there's a way to get his faith back #percy jackson #percy jackon and the olympians #the lightning thief #pjo hoo toa #pjo books #percy #min talks pjo #just wanted to clarify bc aanau pointed out our posts are similar this is not me targeting their post and disagreeing w them #percy's low points (his depression lol) highlight how hopeful he is!

[meoanii]

just updating some very old sims

#ugh click for hq #sims 4 #the sims 4 #ts4 simblr #black simmer #the black simmer #sims 4 cas #ts4 alpha #ts4 cas #ts4 #sims 4 screenshots #*my sims #my sim: yvonne #haven't been active bc depression got me good yall #tryna catch up on reblogs and mentions too give me a few #sims4cas #simblr #blacksimmer #sims 4 gameplay #showusyoursims

[andersonlore]

abby is totally the type to obnoxiously suck on her long fingers after fucking you with them and she’s so loud about it too. letting long digits pop out of her mouth, your slick mixed with her saliva is invading your eardrums and it sounds fucking delicious. she laughs when you’re pressing your thighs together in desperation, clearly not getting your fill. she’s the type to moan out your name making you whimper and she’s pressing your body against hers whispering in your ear god you taste so good baby and your greedy cunt is just dripping, begging for more. isn’t she?

#kskskskskd i need to call her #writing has not been happening lately bc depression 🤍 #but i’m taking my antidepressants again so you know….we’ll see #abby anderson #abby anderson x reader #abby anderson x fem!reader #abby anderson x you #abby anderson x female reader #abby x you #abby anderson smut #abby anderson x y/n #abby anderson x masc reader #abby anderson x poc reader

[1im-perfect1]

I love how the interview with the vampire trailer is sexy and mysterious and then the show is a borderline dark comedy about the retelling of vampire history's most cringe fail marriage between the worst case of catholic guilt and eldest daughter syndrome being romanced by a dumpster fire gremlin that thinks more with his heart and dick than his non-existent brain and the coolest character in the whole story is their murderous daughter

#and the interviewer is an almost old flame of the vampire #that spends half of his screentime making snarky comments about the vampire and his ex-husband #to adapt it to a modern audience they could have gone extremely dark and nihilistic or embrace the camp and weirdness #I'm glad they went with the latter bc it gives them more room to explore the story and themes #Instead of just going for dark and gloomy and depressing #iwtv #iwtv amc #iwtv spoilers #lestat de lioncourt #louis de pointe du lac #claudia de lioncourt #daniel molloy #Interview with the vampire

[sleepsucks]

#29.10.22 #3156 #it has faded but mostly just bc i got more depressed and stopped trying to look cute i think. oops ! #jean d'heure