#atleast i have people and you dont!'

[ankerias]

my words arent working right now but @ that loneliness post ive been thinking about that for so long. ive had atleast a few interactions where ive tried to talk with someone who also waxes about loneliness and isolation just for them to like have to actively try to not tell me to be less autistic

#and my situation with heavy isolation is fucked up and weird its not 'just' autism but god its like. i do not know #sometimes people gush about loneliness very romantically but then spit at you when you agree from a place where your loneliness led to #never learning how to speak properly. you know. it feels like some people aestheticize loneliness and isolation and then are scared of #people who are Too lonely #& if you say something about something like that or the sentiment in the original post those people are so fast to hit you with the 'well #atleast i have people and you dont!' #i am. not coherent right now i dont think im getting what im trying to say out but man #same to a degree when you ask for like. 'lonely people how do you deal with X' or whatever #i see it a lot with like. moving situations/moving furniture etc #and someone replies with 'i have friends but/i have a partner but/etc' as if they like. need to make sure you know #obviously i dont think thats always ill intent as much as a note its just like. why do you need to make sure people know #like are you afraid of being associated with the situation of the person you are responding to? do you think this is contagious? #'hey other people who have been stabbed how did you get it out how did it heal' #'i have been stabproof my entire life i think you should try harder though'

[sad-leon]

I think some people need the reminder that you can just not like things. For whatever reason. You don't need to justify things you don't like to anyone, as long as you're not making people feel bad for liking it.

You're able to not like something, but that doesn't make it weird.

You're able to not like that people like something, but that doesn't necessarily mean they're bad people (within reason of course)

And it's also important to remember that you may like something that other people don't like. That doesn't mean they have a personal vendatta against you for liking it.

That doesn't mean you're wrong, nor are they wrong.

People have preferences for everything. Just because you prefer something, that doesn't mean you're "right". This is fandom, there are very few things that even have a "right" and "wrong" side.

#rambles #okay getting off my soap box now #i was just reminded of a debate earlier that rubs me the wrong way #its fandom #have fun #but dont let your fun ruin other peoples #you can have boundaries without attacking people #you can have defenses and opinions without putting people down #you dont have to justify your existance in fandom and neither does anyone else #live and let live #all of these guys that we're obsessing over (in the rottmnt fandom atleast) are fictional #if you dont like something dont read it #but that doesnt mean others cant enjoy it #tag your shit and respect people's boundaries

[luck-of-the-drawings]

smth smth about 'the thing that the character did that you thought was rly rly funny in the moment is actually linked to a terrible trauma that lies within said character.' or wahtever.

#jrwi show #jrwi fanart #jrwi riptide #gillion tidestrider #made this within a short span of wahtever bc i gotta go up to the mountains for my stupid gay job tonight n im trying #nnot to frrRREAAAK THE FUCK OUUTTTTTTi dont wanna work but. get that bread we fuckin shall i guess #ONWARDS TO THE FISH TORMENT!! sometimes flowers feel pain when you trim them before their blossoming. atleast i imagine so #i used to draw gillion with loooong hair tied into a big ol braid. and then it was confirmed that he had short hair when he was little. #AT FIRST I WAS SAD. but then i realized the duality of. when they were little. gill had short hair. edyn had long hair. #AND NOW THEYRE OLDER. and gillion has long hair. and edyn has short hair #both mirroring eachother. looking up to eachother. subconsciously or not. they most certainly care. and most certainly miss eachother. #GILLION ALWAYS LOVED HOW LONG HAIR LOOKs. atleast i imagine so. he hasnt cut it since he left the undersea. sure he wanted to go back home #but even at the very start. he knew he was free in some way now. free to grow out his hair. an adventure would await him before he returns. #he knew it would be a while. so he cant let this go. he cant let this sought-after hair-length get cut away from him again #not yet. not yet. i like to think he loved music too. I SAW SOMETHING INTERESTING A BIT AGO #i see alot of ppl commenting on my baby gill comics like;'i wouldFIGHT this teacher i wanna KILL EM i want them DESTROYED #all very good and nice sentiments! i LOVE the energy here! and it would be nice. to have that catharsis #but the story of young tidestrider is not a story of catharsis. it is a story of agony and being so so small and so special and also so dum #and sucking so bad. and just being a kid and doing the things that a little kid does and so many tired tired people reacting badly to it #youre supposed to be the hero that will save us. our world hangs in the balance and you are the one who tips the scales. #YOU are supposed to SAVE US!! you NEED to SAVE US! CAN YOU PLEASE STOP SQUIRMING IN YOUR STUPID CHAIR!! #you'd think that young tidestrider ought to prevail. and be tucked someplace all safe and sound. #elders gone missing and rotting in a jail. their cultists nowhere around. but theres no happy endings. not here not now. #this tale is all sorrows n woes. you may dream that justice n peace win the day. but thats not how this story goes #BIG ideas for this lil baby gillion series. if anything i make ever gets disproven im killing myself in a well as to poison a water supply

[fuckingstrange]

GRAAAAAAHHHHHH

Guess who has school tomorrow! Guess who has chess club tomorrow!! Guess who's name is gonna be in the announcements that the ENTIRE FUCKING SCHOOLS GONNA HEAR!!! Guess who just got told he's 100% introverted by that 16personalities online quiz!!!! Guess who's awake at 4am because he's stuck doing homework!!!!! GUESS WHO'S BIRTHDAY IT IS!!!!!!

#Problems 1-6 answer is ME #ME YOU BITCH #RAGAGAGAGAS #Can y'all tell im a LITTLE stressed #I am getting less and less sleep each day #HHHHHHH #The only issue with chess club is that I have to remain around people for an extra hour #I dont like people #that much atleast #some are cool #like my mutuals #strange speaks (stutters) !

[rivalkieran]

doodles

#solis art #spe #dexholder lacktwo #you know how some people say that for every favorite character you have atleast one png of them you despise. well to me thats like #half of lacktwos appearances. Im not gonna lie. especially his main key art. who is that I dont know that man? anyways

[empty-blog-for-lurking]

in the time travel lance au, how much did lance tell the team/lotor? do they know hes from the future and that hes lance and how much things went to shit, or is he keeping the info from them(i mean you said hes doing that, but im curious as to how much hes actually letting them know)? also wait hold on. does the whole time travel situation mean that there are TWO lances running around now??

Pretty sure Lance tells them absolutely nothing. Just absolutely nothing. Fuck All. At best you can expect from him is vague riddles, very specific advice, and a 10-minute long call out session in Lotor's case where he drags him for every issue he ever had and after which he fucks off to do god knows what. And while Lance does try to keep his identity hidden, not to mention lets just say he is Off Putting enough to the point that the aliens do not connect him to any of the humans (except Kuron who recognized a movie reference).

And there are two Lances running around, though because of future!Lance, Shiro didnt reach Earth and instead he met Allura who got out from cryopod earlier

#My hc is that Haggar started clone thing even before Shiro escaped #Anyway i dont really have a story or plot for this (when do i ever have one?) It is just vibes #What is going on here is Allura Coran and Shiro running around like headless chicken with only the castleship trying their best #Zonerva going through an epic civil war causing divorce courtesy of future!Lance #Lotor having worst time ever but atleast got redemption arc and isnt killing alteans anymore #(we are still working on emotional honesty and vulnerability and trying not to manipulate people) #Present!Lance being forced to speedrun his development so that in case the team is needed he is a proper gentleman #Future!Lance fighting for his life being chaotic neutral morally unhinged guy having enough boyfail moments to make a hard knock life amv #And Kuron living his best stardew valley life only vaguely aware of horrors #(no clone issues on sight what are you talking about hahahaHA we are so chill here😎😎😎😎😎😰- I MEAN- 😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎) #time traveller lance au

[youeverjustmarryabountyhunter]

What if we like

Made a group of clone troopers oc's together

What if we made a little battalion and threw ideas around with each other and we established a little story with our clone trooper oc's and we drew them together and we just had fun with it ya know?

How funny would that be-

Totally don't let me know if you're interested-

#starwars clone wars #clone wars #star wars #clone ocs #ocs #clone battalion #i totally dont have atleast three oc ideas in mind for this specifically #clone troopers #clone trooper oc #I have no friends into starwars the way that i am into starwars- #none of them would wanna make fun little Oc's together #honestly if no one wants to do this i might just make my own but i just really want to make new starwars friends and stuff! #this post is brought to you by the fact that I kept looking at peoples clone trooper ocs and i thought it would be a fun way to make friend #tcw #sw tcw #starwars oc

[enigmasandepiphanies]

I think some of y'all (people in uni) were never 15 and read, "we accept the love we think we deserve" and sobbed while reading perks of being a wallflower and it shows

#gift giving is not a competition to some of us bestie #love is not conditional #dont make me overwhelmed by making our mutual friends bday a fucking competition #thank god her best friend also agrees and we are both her best friends so we know #but just why are people so #like this insecurity with love is so insane #people who want to see your love will see your love at the end of the day and if they don't keep being the lighthouse around please #anyway in other good news spoke to the cool batchmate i always wanted to talk more with and she was also like bro i love having convos with #you lets hangout and so we ate dinner walked and talked about history partition cultural stories my ex friend's bisexuality crisis which was #so similar to hers also takked about my cultural crisis family stories her firefly house urdu poetry her boyfriend my career pospects #so yayy i guess but so tired presentation was good prof questioned a lot cause he literally knows my source text authors its his friend in #uni and this girl said he'll take us out for drinks on last day of course so yayyyyyyy #my roomie and her bf constantly talk eh that is but i am gonna shower play my playlist till i sleep #today has been something but atleast i will have dinner with a new person tomorrow as well so yayyyy #life is just being very overwhelmed lately and i just hope people i love know that i love them and i am missing them even though #they live a floor above from me or live miles away too actually #eni life stories

[st4rstudent]

I AGREE its so crazy how zap gags weren't a thing.... like TTCC really popped off with that one! i understand TTR is moreso sticking closer to the way TTO was but WOW zap just feels so natural with a REALLY good mechanic that uses strategy in using squirt and its just so good.... also my favorite track

YEEEPP!! That's how I feel about it. Squirt and zap just mix well together. I also think the addition of an 8th gag track was also a good move, allowing for a nice rotation of combinations (like how lure-trap and throw-drop are together as a combo). And also its a nice even number. I also think it helps utilize squirt, idk just feels good to do in general. Of course, I don't really have anything to compare this to and it's just me speaking as a player of (currently) one server, so take what I say with a grain of salt.

It's my favorite too, zap warriors UNITE!!

#clemask #clemramble #this is also not me hating on tt r either #actually i probably dont have to space that out because this is going to appear in word search anyways but still #i know sometimes there's a little bit of competition (is that what youd call it)? between the two servers. i want it to be stated that #i do not care about server comp. play what you want. who cares. i think both servers have their pros and cons and finding value in what YOU #like is more important than which one is the “”best“”. I think TR does an amazing job of taking TTO and transforming it into something more #while also staying true to the original game. i love the fact it brings some of the old concepts that were originally scrapped or lost #i also like the toon events that they have. like there was the halloween one and if i believe correctly it had a parade in it? #SUPPPERR COOL. i shouldve atleast played a little during that time just to experience it. but to be fair during the school year my #playing in general is toned down a lot. im sure everyone reading this knows how it is #and obviously i like ttcc. it has mac and winn. i mean what who said that.theres a ghost in here.... #and i can understand why people like or dont like each server. they all have pros and cons. but to me its like the two cakes image #sorry i felt the need to clarify bc i know im kindof exclusively a ttcc guy and me going 'ummmm well tt r doesnt have zap' might sound #like im hashtag hating but im not. tt r is awesome ok. i need to try it out one day. #i just really like zap as a gag. like anon stated i think it just really feels natural to the game #that water electric combo does wonders

[skeletalheartattack]

Favourite personal weapon?

(you CANNOT say battleaxe!)

probably scythe. like i know it's not really good at all for like. combat. but like look at that shit. pretty dope blade while i hold the stick. sooo cool.

#ask #anon #im not sure anything else really compares. i dont honestly think about real life weapons that much really that said. #not without being like. shotgun. or double barreled shotgun. atleast if were restricted to melee combat here. #most games i tend to play shotgun a lot #except tf2 recently where ive been shooting pee darts and donking folks with cannon balls #granted. i range from class to class with no real like... goal? whatever fits the situation and that im confident in. #like i like playing soda popper milk fan o war scout a lot. i like playing pee sniper w/ shahanshah. #for demo i tend to always go loose cannon scottish resistance scottish handshake #scottish resistance cause i like coating a battlefield with stickies and just doing my best to detonate them when i think its important to #fucking hate sticky spamming btw. valve had the right idea nerfing that shit when they did. yknow. before they reverted it. #those things should be doing 60 damage when spammed... and like can do 144 after like a second or two or whatever #that way it punishes spamming and rewards using them as traps #but then the people who have sticky stranges would get mad or whatever. idk. its weird to me that valve reverted the nerf somewhat #it does a lot of damage and you dont gotta even hit the enemy directly with the projectile. so its an easy weapon. #idk. #for heavy i dont have a real loadout im happy with. i tend to go brass beast family business and eviction notice #ik tomislav is like the best overall minigun but. idk. #eviction notice really sucks but once someones pestering me up close i really like to chase them down while punching them #since most of the 9 classes cant get out of range. ive managed to do it a bunch despite how much i dont like the weapon. #like. i wish it didnt have the max health drain. id prefer if like. i couldnt be overhealed if i had them equipped. #the slight speed increase is. okay. paired with the increase in speed when hitting a player. #though if it was simplified. id add those two stats together for the on hit attribute. #so like... less damage. faster swing speed. faster movement when hitting an enemy for a second. and no overheal when equipped. #instead of it just being a weirder worse gru. #that way its just about punishing players who get too close. and makes you weaker if youve got a medic. since you cant be overhealed. #soldier... i just use rocket launcher/black box panic attack and whip. nothing really unique about my playstyle with him. #engineer. panic attack pistol gunslinger or jag. #im no good with the widowmaker and i like having 6 shots so id rather not use the frontier justice. #anyway im at the tag limit. thank you for the ask anon!!!

[quartermoonconvergence]

gotta be honest here if u rationalise max’s parent characterisation as “indians who don’t know english” i do not want u here

#like. do 200000+ of english speaking indians mean nothing to you #like. it isnt a first language. its only there for christians #in india btw. like a lot of ppl in goa learn english as THIER FIRST LANGUAGE BECAUSE THEY ARE CHRISTIANS #NOT EVEN COUNTING SOUTH INDIANS AND NORTHEASTERN INDIANS USING ENGLISH MORE AS A BRIDGE LANGUAGE #A LOT OF INDIANS DONT KNOW HINDI BECAUSE IT ISNT THE NATIONAL LANGUAGE #ITS LIKE. 45% OF THE DAMN COUNTRY #PLUS. THEY ARE IMMIGRANTS. IMMIGRANTS. YOU KNOW. PEOPLE WHO WILL ATLEAST HAVE SOME IDEA OF ENGLISH #THEYRE RICH ENOUGH TO IMMIGRATE TO A NEW COUNTRY IN MOST LIKELY 2004 BASED ON MAX’S AGE. ITS VERY LIKELY MAX’S PARENTS KNOW ENGLISH THAN #THEY DONT. #DUDE. THEYD KNOW WHAT ALLERGIES ARE. THEY GAVE BIRTH. MOST PARENTS INTERNATIONALLY KNOW IT IN ENG #im sorry im rly mad abt this i saw the worst post ever recently and it’s rly odd how performative this fandom gets #like ok. let’s just call immigrants uneducated on english and perpetuate stereotypes that cause hatecrimes i guess!! we just ended racism!! #dadvid still isnt ok btw guys /s #like atp ure just a performative and ignorant person. like. #max parents hcs are a particular litmus test if a person is a performative white activist or not #im sorry for all of this in the tags but i was seething abt this a little since. well. uhm. yknow. #camp camp #cc max

[dromaeo-sauridae]

-

#i think once i get my bank account in my name i will do commissions. maybe just a few #idk when that will be. its a source of active contention rn #and im definitely not in a spot to push it #this is so frustrating #idk if its divine karma or what #but nothing is going my way #ugh. ily guys but please dont ask to send money to me— im scared that itll get noticed if i accept #i try to use cash for everything to stay off redacted’s radar #so…… yanno #idk when i’ll be able to have everything in my name #im beginning to think theyre going to keep this stuff from me til i can move out #but nobody will hire me #i cant count how many job applications ive sent #they keep dangling the string above me saying come in for another app do you want a second interview we’ll be in touch #then they ghost me or say nvm #atleast i can watch people’s fucking dogs. every few months #ig im not completely hopeless #but my food and gas wont pay for its fucking self #im hungry man #at least my aunt orders pizza for us

[snazzi-strawberri]

my friends be like oh berri why dont you show us more of ur art we love seeing ur art :( BUT WHEN I DOOOO RARELY ANYONE REACTS OR RESPONDS TO ITTT DO YOU KNOW HOW IT FEEEELSSS DO YOUUUUUUU

#LIKE LIKE. I FEEL LIKE A FOOL WHENEVER I DO SHOW THEM MY ART. AND THEN NADA. NO RESPONSES TO IT. IM LUCKY IF THERES AN EMOJI REACT #BUT THEY SAY THEY DO CARE N LOVE SEEING MY ART. BUT WHEN HAVE YOU SHOWED IT???? #I dunno. just being a bit salty i guess #like i know the amount of interactivity you have with ur art doesnt define the value of your art and its very much true for social media #but its a bit different when its with my friends because it feels a bit more personal and i end up feeling like i emberrassed myself #idk. IDK. HHHHHHHHHH #BUT I ALSO DONT WANT TO BEG THEM TO ATLEAST SAY SOMETHING ABOUT ABT MY ART THAT I SHOW. GRRRRAAAAAAAAAGHHHGHG #I wish i had people to share my art and writing more but i dont have that kind of community anymore #like i do have my art blog but i dont post everything. i dont post my songs my singing my writing my baking #and i guess. i just miss having people to share that kind of things to. just the lil arts that are imperfect yet personal. Just anything. #i love sharing things. especially the things i make. and i enjoy seeing others as well #i miss having had that community of people but. its its all. kind of gone. kind of fizzled out. it will never be the same. #and i terribly miss it #man.🐴

[biteapple]

the perspective of looking at new jersey apartments again makes me glad im living where im at now, honestly ... ^^ ''

#i SO wish i could hop over there though ... the price of living is SOOO high and the pay doesnt match even a little #its bad everywhere .. but new jersey's got a special kind of sickness like that because of its nyc proximity #everyone lives there and commutes to the city like 1.5hrs away for the better pay . but i just lived there lol #i feel like compared to here everything in jersey's tinged an ''old'' way .. #i dont know how to describe it but EVERYTHING from the stores to the apartments has a ''grandma's house'' feel #a ''hasn't been updated in 40+ years'' feel #and austin's so new and booming. apparently. but i agree it doesnt have that old tinge to it #the apartment im living in isnt new. but it isnt old either. it doesnt have the feel to it #i thought it was just nostalgia speaking but looking at nj apartments today was like. oh wow. its nice to know im not going crazy #this same apartment in nj would be SO SO SO much more expensive. people here complain about prices (they SHOULD. its bad) #but looking at where i was and why i HAD to move elsewhere .. i remember now yknow. this place is a luxury i could never have had in nj #which doesnt mean its good. its sad. i wish things were different. i DO .. sort of .. wish i never moved out here to begin with #but im glad im here. i feel like ... you know when a hero goes on a quest and makes friends along the way and then .. doesnt return home .. #even though the quest was supposed to be a transitory period .. yknow .. maybe im just home now #atleast awhile longer. im happy calling here home awhile longer #i do kinda miss that old tinge to it. i always said everything in nj was like .. ''tinged yellow '' .. and it really is. yknow. #i just need to put some antiques and lighting into my apartment. lol. feels just like home

[cringesunday]

the day i find fulfilling friendships irl it's over for literally everyone

#i used to say i dont have friends but that's not true i just don't have the kind of friends i want and to me that's worse than having none #bc people will say 'oh but atleast you have friends' YOU DON'T GET ITTTTT #anumania

[dyslexic-mess]

My problem with sports ware is: is it to go to the gym? Or is it for Tiffany to go get Starbucks?

Because I'll find some gym gear and be like, oh okay! This is cute! But then I'll actually go to a dance class or the gym and find out it supports nothing actually, and I'd have had more luck just going in my regular clothes.

Like. 'casual' sports ware drives me bonkers.

#Imma curvyer girl so maybe smaller people dont have this problem?? #but dude. #I feel like theres gym ware #and then theres gym ware for people who ware sporty stuff 24/7 but rarely actually work out #and thats fine #you wanna cosplay as sporty spice yo go get your latte #have at #but can wr atleast lable that stuff so I lnow whats actually viable for me to go do ballet in? #please???