“Be still” (Patrick)
@ofwings-andclaws; send “be still” for my muse’s reaction to yours trailing a hand up their thigh and shirt.
silas hadn't been out without dante in ..a long time. never...? he wasn't the going out to drink type, not anymore. back in willowshire, he'd use to spend his evenings at the tavern to glower at everybody having more fun than him, or he'd spend his time there with the other guards before picking little sam up from daycare. but ever since they came to new haven... he really hadn't been. there also had been no appeal, because ... well, silas had no reason to glower at the world anymore & he spent so much time with colleagues at work that the free time he had.. he'd rather spend with his family. including his that alpha he couldn't seem to get rid of.
if they went out, it was because dante wanted to & if silas went with him, he knew dante would be happy. not that he wouldn't be happy being alone at the bar, because he surely wouldn't stay alone long, but well, silas liked to believe that he mattered more than any tail dante picked up. not that he'd had a lot of time for that lately with silas by his side. he wasn't sorry. this was all dante's choice. he chose him, he chose to not go away, he chose to live together, he chose silas ... to be his eventually. silas was an alpha's plaything before, this time... if he had a say, which he did, because fuck dante's traditional beliefs sometimes - if he had a say, he'd be more than a warm hole among many. fuck that noise.
he'd go out with his alpha, be it for dinner or for dancing even if he didn't feel that comfortable being out like this. it didn't matter, because .... time spent with dante was... well, good fine. but this.. tonight was different. patrick & him had been chatting almost regularly for a little while. the shark was inexplicably nice & never failed to make silas leave their time spent together with his chest swollen in pride. dante made compliments, it wasn't like silas was never complimented, but ... while dante focused on uncomfortable topics - which meant the majority of existent topics, but mostly silas' body, or how beautiful he looked all submissive & fucked out.
not that... they didn't count, because they did. but patrick... he made an effort to know about him & although silas would never quite be able to tell him who he really was, he... liked it. patrick asked questions, he asked how silas was feeling - or if there was anything to make him feel better when days were difficult. it was... new & somewhat addictive. patrick knew more about silas' kids without ever having met them than dante did despite living with them. that didn't mean dante didn't know them, just that .. it was different.
dante wasn't the questions-kind-of-guy, silas knew that & he accepted it. silas wasn't the tell-people-shit-they-didn't-ask-for-kind-of-guy so they would forever be a mystery to each other, most likely & well, silas would lie if he said he was alright with it, but he accepted it. he focused on the here & now with him, which was okay.
still, patrick just ... found a way into silas' heart he didn't know existed, through compliments & genuine interest. some of silas' biggest weaknesses. so, he'd told dante he'd be out with friends & asked him to look after the kids for the evening & ..he'd agreed. well, there wasn't a lot of looking-after he had to do. sam would be asleep by now anyway & the boys... well, they didn't need more than maybe dinner served, which dante excelled at. so silas got to spend the night drinking with patrick amidst people & loud music. not the worst way to spend the night, although..
with every drink patrick brought over to their table, silas felt himself grow calmer - his nerves almost at ease at some point & the knowledge of being caught in way too many people was ... a lot less unnerving. patrick smelled sweet & salty at the same time - probably a shark thing & his eyes... silas found himself lost in them more often than he'd dare admit. he couldn't prove it, but he could swear patrick was moving closer every time he returned to their table & the worst was... silas didn't find it in him to mind.
the alpha's warmth a welcome sensation against his shoulder, the source of that sweet scent so close he could almost taste it. he wasn't the only drunk tipsy one clearly, because one of patrick's hands went exploring, but it was nothing less than silas' ass, which .. he seemed to realize & quickly let it slide around to his front, running his palm up the omega's thigh & brave - slightly cold fingers pushed their way underneath the lion's shirt in chase of skin, which they promptly found, because .... for once... silas only came in two layers with nothing underneath his shirt - only above.
silas' breath caught in his throat, the dim-lit atmosphere of the bar only emphasized the quick golden glow passing the omega's eyes. patrick moved closer upon seeing it & that definitely was the alcohol talking, but silas ... leaned into his touch with a soft purr erupting within his chest. their eyes locked, his breaths were .. slow, but no longer held, though shaken by small gasps as patrick's fingers explored his skin, first around to his muscular back, gentle squeeze & up up up & around until fingers found a defenseless nipple to scratch blunt nails over, which....
fucking dante.
it was his fuckin' fault silas' body reacted to shit like this & he'd fuckin' moaned in public. not that anybody other than patrick could've possibly heard, but ... fuck. so fuckin' embarrassing.
"...wait." hand retreated but not without claiming collateral damage (more scratching & squeezes, ugh) on its way back home.
"my apartment?"
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As a kid you idolize your parents. You think that they’re perfect, because they’re the yardstick by which you measure the rest of the world, and yourself. Then as a teenager they just piss you off, because you realize that not only are they not perfect, but they may be even a little more screwed up than you. But there’s that moment when you realize they’re not superheroes, or villains. They’re painfully, unforgivably human. But the question is, can you forgive them for being human anyway?
Excerpt from Dry by Neal and Jarrod Shusterman
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