#apparently.

[cowboyshit]

#me seeing hangman in his young 20s: thats a baby! :) #hangman adam page #adam page #hangman page #ring of honor #roh 2015 #I had never watched his roh stuff before he joined bullet club so I'm doing that now #apparently. #mine: gifs #my gifs: hangman adam page

[seaside-lovers]

me online: i love my F/O soooo much!!! y'all don't even know, i'm so hopelessly in love with them aaa ❤️❤️❤️😍😍😍🥰🥰🥰 they're so cuteeeeee!

how i look typing that all out:

#self ship #ficto #self ship meme #ficto meme #selfship meme #self ship community #i got that flat face affect #apparently. #i always thought i was super facially expressive #but if im not actively making myself make facial expressions my face barely moves lol #autism be damned i can gush about my f/os #usually... sometimes i cant form coherent thoughts abt them #waves.txt

[ladyloveandjustice]

This came up on youtube so I was able to relisten and confirm without having to replay the game- Nanami, who famously did not know the english word cow and so did not know that a cowbell is a bell for cows, knows the English word "lesbian". This implies so much.

#nanami kiryuu #juri arisugawa #that moment when nanami realized outing juri would end with her dead #revolutionary girl utena #nev plays the utena game #and yeah she was translating with the #no interest in boys thing #not being redundant #Youtube #lEsBiAN daaaaatte #i mean i'm sure it's a loan word but still. not a common enough one in the 90s she didn't have to translate #apparently.

[meltymoth]

alluvium can have little a clout-chasing, as a treat

#oc #myart #alluvium #fen #swampling #cowprint #moovember #apparently.

[charismaofobedience]

Out of all names fucking possible. Es chose John. John

Anyways he's iconic. And has a college degree

#milgram #mikoto kayano #john kayano #apparently. #es #♡𑁬࿔ chii talks

[rongzhi]

The closer to the end the show it gets, the more cheesy the dumb “crackdown on crime” shit, the farther away from my screen I watch the show (I am across the room)

#they lay it on soooooooo thick 🙄 #if there’s no swelling strings and mournful trumpets we wont remember that crime is bad #apparently. #the rewrites in the modern era stuff really show :/ #like they don’t care as much in the past bc it’s like yeah back when there was corruption and no one cared… #not like now!!!! [orchestral score blasting] #text #狂飙 #booooooo get off the stage #this is why all modern setting Chinese media can’t help but slightly suck ass #you are treating your audience like big dumb babies and you look stupid #💀 this happened with double tap too #the last episode sucked SOOOOOO bad #and everyone knew it #we live in a society nobody is deluded enough to think the cops are actually that competent #so just let them lose sometimes in movies!!!!! #< my general rant about Chinese crime movies #like take a fat ponder about why you are stifling your own country’s artistic development #what’s it for?? babying the citizens??? #me @ film/tv regulators #I’m getting so salty I might Actually have to push my reading abilities #and read the novel #just to get more nuance #also bc a lot was cut out of the show as usual 🙄 #ughhhhhhhhhhhh #last two episodes has been too much of the special task force (booooo) and not even with an xin…… #just those boring old guys they brought in to do patriotic voice overs #enough a enough. where is baby boy.

[lifewithdedee]

Reward

#Life with Dedee #Ringing in the new year with violence #apparently. #webcomic #cats #funny cats #comic #humor #comedy #funny #cat #funny cat

[hythlodaes]

every time i go on twitter i’m like what the hell and then i close the app

#i’m just argdjdjx why are we patting ourselves on the back for this !! #a certain kind of love and adoration ??? #i get what they mean. i do. #but everyone has their quirks in xiv and i’ve seen a lot worse said about other races #like i don’t think this is something to feel brave about #and lowkey sucks to be like. yall play elezen DESPITE how weird and awful ppl think they are #apparently. #i think this is just for engagement #so people will show off their elezen wols #but it made me mad dkdjdkd #i will delete this post in five minutes when i get over it #ffxiv

[give-grian-rights]

hands in head

guys. guys am i thinking of some fanon bullshit or. or did. or did Schlatt allow Tommy into Manburg.. because of Tubbo's pregnancy excuse... and just. accepted him being there because he's Tubbo obstetrician pregnancy doctor guy .

was that a thing. i swear to GOD that was a thing

#dream smp #dsmp #what the fuck do i even tag this as? teenage pregnancy? #teenage pregnancy? in my minecraft roleplay? its a not-zero chance #apparently. #mika-posts

[mv-damn]

hhhhholy shit

[id: a tweet from Brianna Lei @ brii_u, which reads: "I have an idea for one more game in this series! I won't be making it anytime soon, though.

//end id]

#butterfly soup #butterfly soup 2 #butterfly soup 3 #apparently. #news

[youvebeenlivingfictional]

i thought i started a new fic last night but I woke up this morning to check it and it is not there i ONLY DREAMT ABOUT STARTING A NEW WIP

IT SHOULD BE IN MY DOCUMENTS DAMNIT

#so anyway #if you need me i'll be devestated over here #not fic #APPARENTLY. #dany whines

[torchickentacos]

hi?

#taylor's tag #pokeani #evangelion #APPARENTLY.

[sparring-spirals]

thinking about this excellent post by @nothingwithdignity , and this excellent post by @pocketgalaxies, and chewing through my walls thinking about the distinctions of giving in and giving up and letting go. and about control, even the dregs of it, up until the last bitter second.

Imogen is holding onto so much, so tightly. Imogen is white knuckling it through so much of her life. I've joked about her getting ruthless and terrifying in battles, about destressing and decompressing but- even at her most furious, even pressing buttons and blinded by adrenaline. Imogen has always been choosing, whenever she can.

She couldn't control the nightmares, she couldn't control the voices, she couldn't control getting the powers at all. She can't even control the way fear and love and rage bubble up inside of her.

But she can choose- when to use her powers and abilities. And who to use them on. When things get dicey, she chooses- coldly, quickly, smoothly, a little handful of control in a raging storm.

And then that fucking battle-

In order, the degradation of control, the degradation of choice. Is devastating.

Trying to run. Trying to fight. Trying to kill. Trying to negotiate.

Trying to give up.

Trying to give up.

A losing choice is still a choice you make. Imogen could not demand her friends safety in exchange for herself. (She was still trying to demand it. She was still trying, so hard, to force it, force anything. Grasping at straws. Grasping at a semblance of control.)

Otohan says, "Is she your favorite?" and Imogen-

(Grasping. Scrabbling hands, bloodied fingertips, anything, ANYTHING-)

"I'll go with you! I give in!" And Imogen smiles, like she's still trying to charm, like it will sweeten the deal. Like there's a deal at all. "Please don't hurt her."

(A losing deal is still a deal. Offering yourself is distinct from being taken.)

"Ah but see, you don't just choose to give in. You let go, when the moment's right."

(To be nitpicky: Giving in implies some control over the outcome. Letting go-)

Laudna falls. (To be nitpicky: Otohan kills her.)

Imogen doesn't let go. Imogen doesn't let go. Imogen has been trying, for at least three rounds, with increasing desperation, to give in, to give up, to let go, compromising and compromising and getting laid bare and letting rope run out of her hands. But it hasn't run out, yet. She's still holding on, to something, anything, hands painted in blood. Its not all hers.

Imogen doesn't let go. She fails a save. The storm takes her. The storm takes her. The storm takes her.

(There is a difference between letting go, and losing your grip.)

What does it mean- what does it mean- when you have everything to lose, when you have lost everything-

and you still, can't quite, let go.

What does that make you?

#i swear i was going to answer asks and write meta about other BH members and i tripped and this fell out instead #critical role #cr spoilers #c3e33 #imogen temult #imogen meta #character meta #my meta #speculation #? #otohan thull #i think my brain is protecting me from processing orym and fearne by throwing increasingly unhinged imogen meta at me #anyway. its about control its about pedantic definitions and hairs-width distinctions and also its about hand imagery #apparently. #if anyone reads this and is like 'why is this so dramatic. stop that.' know that i said the same thing to myself. but we're still here #i added a readmore bc uh. this is a bit longer than i thought it was. #i promise im good on imogen meta for a bit after this. probably. #okay im looking at this later and i think it kind of tips into #fic #fanfic #territory #so ill tag it that way #my fic #🤔

[fooltofancy]

cats for my parents, this year. they're gonna be late but theyre gonna happen.

#im even more scared to paint them tbh the colors are a lot more complicated than the last one #idk what im doing and also im a coward #wanted to be done by friday but i think im gonna have to paint them at home #workspace anxiety worse for whatever reason #should draw cats more though they are made of such nice shapes #perry (right) has been dead for about three years iirc but they lost stella very suddenly last year and that was v hard on my mom #insane little cat but she was mom's insane little cat #hi im a dead cat portrait artist #apparently. #actually. all of the like. people or animals ive painted traditionally have all been dead. #...... #hm. #vindraws #wip

[are-we-really-doing-this]

When the hell did this even HAPPEN???

#samoa joe #shinya ​hashimoto #APPARENTLY. #upw

[cleromancy]

(guy whose bedframe is doing some ominous things) maybe i should reduce the number of books in my bed library

#book heavy #however i do think at maximum like at the very most its only like the weight of another human. so i actually think my bedframe is the+ #problem here. the bed library she is innocent. #like there is absolutely no way in hell what the beds weight capacity SHOULD be got overwhelmed and yet #overwhelmèd it was. #apparently.