#anyways guess what show i'm listening to

[autoraton]

very much enjoyed dndads’ ace attorney arc

(higher quality + interactable version here)

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#anyways guess what show i'm listening to #i have a bunch of faux ace attorney clips in the works so keep an eye out 👀 #dndads #dungeons and daddies #darryl wilson #bill close #dndads ep 46 #dndads ep 47 #the trial of glenn close #my art #fanart #dndaddies

[lyxchen]

None of my irl friends ever ask "hey what are you currently obsessed with?" "what fandom are you in right now?" "what new shows have you watched?" "what are you drawing fanart for right now?" and that makes me a little bit sad

#like most if not all of my irl friends have showed me that they really don't care what i'm into at the moment and so i don't tell them #anymore #and they never ask #so i guess they really don't care #like when i was fully Obessed with jatp i talked about it all day every day but after a while i realized that my friends were kinda annoyed #by that #at least that's how it felt #so i just kinda stopped #and they didn't notice #and now i don't really tell my friends about my new hyperfixations anymore because i'll just get the same reactions #and i know that i can't expect them to always listen to me and always care about what random show i like at the moment #but it would be nice if they did ask one in a while #i mean i listen to what happens in their lives too #because i care about them and am interested in what they like #anyways thank you lovely people in my phone for fangirling with me and listening to me ramble about my current hyperfixations♡ #lea's random thoughts #*once in a while

[wardrobemoments]

1.01 First You Dream, Then You Die

#bates motel #norma bates #vera farmiga #bm 1x01 #YESSSS!!!! cover her in bloodddd #listen i'm ambiguous about having rape scenes on tv #like its literally the first episode and the show is like 'guess what norma's underlying trauma is about. no you'll never guess' #and then she spends the rest of her life clawing and scratching to fight back against her abusers #and the world at large #just trying to carve out a tiny corner of peace in the world for once #because she knows from experience that no one else will get justice for her #she has to do it herself #and i wouldn't say that this show is a great example of how to handle rape/sexual abuse necessarily #but damn if it ain't deeply moving and never black and white #i very much related to norma's inability to fully cut her family member out of her life despite their abuse #because for a long time all they had was each other #anyway :) #please let me know if you need anything tagged!

[sherlock-is-ace]

once again, mlm stories written by and for cishet women are so lesbian porn for cishet men, but at least they're aesthetically pleasing

#listen i'm not judging i am watching this show and enjoying it a lot! #but it is very fun to see the fantasizes of these women #i guess I can't say much cause i was about to compare it to brokeback mountain and i don't know if that was written by a woman #nvm it was lol #but yeah the typical ''i'm having sex with a man for the first time #i'm never done this before. this is so new to me #but yeah lemme bottom and use no lube. we fuck like MEN'' #ahfnjsng #obviously condoms weren't even considered here... what for huh? #oh well... that's the one thing i will always have to ignore lol #except when they skip the sex scene and to prove it happened you get a shot of a condom package open on the nightstand #at least you know they were safe lol #anyways... i'm annoyed a lil bit #angel talks

[foxgirlmoth]

I don't talk about this stuff on here pretty much at all, but a past relationship really broke a ton of bits and pieces of my brain and heart in weird ways (I'm finally thinking about him almost never but the shit he pulled was abusive as hell and still affects me sometimes). Being in love with my current girlfriends for a while felt almost. Painful? Almost like I should be ashamed I can fall so deeply in love with people, and especially how quickly that can happen sometimes too. Thats how it kind of felt. I tend to get overwhelmed with emotions if I'm feeling them very strongly, and that has been extremely embarrassing and also felt almost like I was being a burden to those I love (which love is the main emotion that can 'get dialed up to 11' for me). It IS debilitating in some ways!!! It hasn't gotten bad enough I've been nonverbal in a really really long time but that happened this past week and it was wild to me.

Things are getting better now though! Therapy in the past has helped, and honestly having such patient and understanding partners has made a world of difference ;w;. my wife is someone who was one of my best friends and I had a huge crush on and now I can ask for cuddles and we can nap together and I've fallen so much in love. Her and her presence are literally heaven for me, I don't know if anything has ever made me happier than just laying next to her and feeling her warmth.

Worries of course flare up and I feel like I need to lean on her a lot during those moments, but I don't feel like too much of a burden to her. I love seeing the posts that say stuff like 'Its okay to be a burden' or 'its okay to be annoying' because really truly I think I need to be those things to survive sometimes. I can be 'a lot' and I can be a little bit obsessive and those things aren't inherently bad or evil of me. I just make sure I'm feeling okay during and after and make sure I'm checking in on myself often. I'm a bit of a broken girl, but that doesn't mean I'm not extremely happy and living a life I love. I've written poems and everything about how it feels like it must hurt to love me and my broken jagged edges, but hey, even if it does a little bit, it doesn't mean someone like my girlfriend/wife won't go through a little bit of burden to love me, and I'm more than happy to return all of this and more for her as well if she's ever in need or feels broken ;^;

#Not to be too gay but I wanna build my life with my princess more and more #She's. So good to me and she's so pretty and she's so beautiful and attentive and she listens to me in ways I feel no one else has #She understands me so well!! And I hopefully make her feel the same #But yeah I've been a burden a lot to people due to autism (which I didn't know I had for fucking ages) adhd and physical disabilites #And she feels like she isn't taking care of me which is good because I'd honestly hate that #But she understands me and makes me a better person and that's exactly what I've wanted for forever. #And being demi/aspec is awesome with her since she's aspec too and there's no pressure for sex or sexy times but if we both want it #It can still be super fun!! We gotta figure more of that stuff out if we want but knowing each others kinks (and sharing a good bit) rocks #Idk its so so so so easy to love my wife Maxie #She's so dear to me and we've only been dating for 4 months but they've been 4 months I've felt the most alive and seen #Its so easy to be cringe but free with her too idk #She makes me better and I hope I do the same for her. I don't want either of us to stagnate yknow? #But anyways yeah this is just a big journal entry of some kind I might do these every once and a while #Not to like. Brag??? I guess. Or show my mental illness so much. Its just kind of nice if friends know where I'm at in my life I guess #And idk having outside input on thoughts can be good. If any friends see this and go 'Hey Runa this is real weird maybe tone it down' #I can look at that stuff a bit more #Gonna tag this in a way I can find it and others in the future too #Runa diary logs #But yeah you're not hearing this from me but I wanna be with Maxine for the foreseeable future more than anything. #Gotta get my degree and a good job too and she's ofc not the only person in my life (I have Sara who is so very dear to me too ;w;) #Nor is she the only 'goal' I have either. I wanna make games I wanna make art. I wanna make something that other trans people #And queer people and just minorities in general can look at or play or experience and just go. Life is worth living #I love my life right now and I'm so glad I've made it to my late 20's. #Its only uphill from here :3 #Wanna add on when I say she's not the only person in my life I mean that I have so many friends and people I love who love me too :3 #♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

[ineffablefool]

This connection is supposed to be symmetrical.

#ineffablefool original post #not good omens #it's been like this for over a day now and customer support has no ETAs no explanation #although if you keep escalating up their chain then you'll keep getting completely different mutually contradictory details! #pretty cool how they're one of exactly two options for broadband in this very much not rural area #and the other option is the one where we tried to switch to them once but their installer guy was 100% incompetent #and responded to our saying 'do not go in this one room' by going 'nah it's fine' and strolling on in there anyway #(he left the room eventually but it was definitely not until he was good and ready) #(imagine letting a service person into your house and then they decide to wander around in an off-limits room for a couple minutes #while you are standing there insisting firmly that they Do Not #it is *so awkward* #and what do you do like?? call the cops??? dude will just leave the room before they show up and then you look like a weirdo) #he also promised to not knock an access hole in a specific area of wall but then when he got outside he just went ahead and did it anyway #and just left it there for us to find when we went outside after he'd gone #i seldom hope people get fired but gosh i hope that at some point he got fired #ANYWAY i guess what i'm saying is that i would like a pretty angel to give me hot chocolate + listen to my woes + miracle them all better #but who doesn't amirite?

[running-in-the-dark]

I'm watching the new Sad Boyz episode and Jarvis has been talking about Fall Out Boy for thirty minutes and I'm juuust. not enjoying it

#I hate FOB #I'm so sorry I wish I didn't and I feel bad for it #but oh my god I hate them so much #the second concert I went to was a FOB concert. I was like 13 or 14 I guess? #anyway I was an emo kid so I did kinda like them #but they were my best friend's favourite band so I wasn't allowed to REALLY like them #but she wanted to go to the concert so I had to too. #it was a horrible experience and I had a huge panic attack because we got pushed close to the mosh pit and I couldn't move #because I was a TINY teenage girl #and I genuinely thought I was gonna die. #idk what little I saw of the show was good I think. but the fans really fucking sucked. like damn you have to be an asshole if you see #basically A KID full on sobbing and still not help them get out or anything or stop pushing and all that. #soo yeah idk it was all around just a horrible day and I haven't listened to their music since and I get really anxious when I think about #them. #funny thing is the next concert I went to after that was with my little brother and that same friend. it was a shitty german rapper #that I can't stand. BUT the fans there were so damn lovely to us. they looked out for us the whole time and everything. maybe because they #were mostly older idk #man I really hate concerts now though. #BUT I love Jarvis and I will keep watching the episode and it's fine and hopefully they'll move on soon.... #personal

[kingdomoftyto]

"Carlos, if you could just pause your experiment for a second--if you could only hear me out, hear my hypothesis! I think once you understand the science of the situation, you--" Carlos opened the door. He was crying. She had never seen him cry. He was overwhelmed and unsure of how to express his emotions, since he usually only did so in carefully worded sentences, not with water from his body. "The science of the situation?" he snarled. "That Otherworld. I was trapped there, Nilanjana. I couldn't see Cecil for ten lonely years. I was kept away from the people I love, in that desolate place where you never get hungry and you never have to drink water and so you never live. It is a place that devours. It is a place that is empty. That is the science of the situation, and I study it so I can fix it. Only I can do that. Only these experiments can do that. I'm sorry, Nilanjana; I'm not going to stop so you can tell me what science is."

🫠

#Tyto listens to WtNV #spoiler warning I guess for a book that came out a few years ago now #anyway yeah hi I finished the book #the resolutions to the plot and to Nils' character arc were pretty good. nothing to write home about but fun and serviceable #I personally get annoyed whenever a story pulls a ''you thought this romance would end with these two TOGETHER? lol NOPE'' #like we get it it's more realistic for whirlwind romances to end in a breakup and sometimes it's better for people to just stay friends #but firstly this isn't real life; it's fiction. with narrative devices and such. #and secondly WtNV of all media does NOT get to preach about realistic relationship trajectories when its lead fell in love at first sight #lmao I'm just saying. I'm not MAD about it or anything it just made me roll my eyes. #ANYWAY. that aside: it was good. and I do genuinely like the friendship Nilanjana builds up with Darrell at the end #but obviously the real star of the show was Carlos and the completely unprecedented character depth that they smothered him in. #not ONLY recontextualizing over a year's worth of the podcast but ALSO saddling him with LAYERS of guilt over the events in this book #he *KILLED* the *GODDAMN* *CENTIPEDE* #after his beautiful little speech about not killing things just because we don't understand them! #he was just SO traumatized by his time in the Otherworld and SO afraid for his family after Janice nearly got Got that he KILLED IT!!! #and THEN!!!! not only do they find out that the centipede wasn't responsible for the destruction!! #but it turns out it was HIS OWN MACHINE THE WHOLE TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #his attempts to keep everyone safe were what actually caused the danger!!!! AUGH HE WAS ONLY TRYING TO HELP #HE'S JUST SCARED AND HE WANTS EVERYONE TO BE SAFE AND NOT EXPERIENCE THE SAME HORRORS HE DID AUGHDUSHGHDH #...anyway yeah back to my regularly scheduled episode listening tomorrow

[debleb]

americans try not to immediately turn anything irish into magical mystical uwu pagan faeries challenge (100% IMPOSSIBLE)

#i s2g if i see one more comment on a gaeilge song saying some shit like #this is what i would listen to if i was dancing in the forest with the fae #you guys do realise you can show your appreciation for a country/culture #without associating the entire country with the tumblrised version of its mythology that you only know about #from 3 skimmed twitter posts and an interperative YA romance novel #it could be worse i guess #but i'm just really sick of literally anything vaguely celtic just getting watered down into tinkerbell bullshit #that isn't ~ethereal magical ancient elf music~ that's an actual people's music and was probably written at the very most 200 years ago #i'm glad people are enjoying it but you can stop boiling down our whole country into some ideal cottagecore fairy land already #it's just as disrespectful as doing that to any other culture. at least to me #im thinking mostly of music here because that's where i see this shit happening a LOT #like any ~medieval tavern vibes~ playlist you click on is pretty much guaranteed to be like minimum 30% modern as gaeilge music #but it happens with pictures and stuff too #despite popular opinion all those beautiful hashtag aesthetic pictures of glens and woodlands don't make up the entire country. #like were not all living in the 1600s here #anyway rant over tldr you can stop calling irish music magic gibberish fairy spells now especially if you barely know the first thing of #what youre talking about when it comes to irish folklore #ok i know it's probably not just americans doing this also but i mean. i don't want to be rude or anything but americans tend to be #bad for this stuff

[aberooski]

Do I need to have a talk with Japan about all the Atticus erasure that's been going on for nearly 20 years, literally since season 2? Because quite frankly it's unacceptable and I'm sick of it.

#YOU DONE MAKE A CHARACTER THAT IMPORTANT AND THEN PRETEND THEY DON'T EXIST 98% OF THE TIME 😭 #Also PLEASE S T O P giving Blair ALL of the screentime and narrative roles that should've been Atty's 😭 #I'd gladly accept Alexis being the only consistently present girl if Atty got what he was fucking due #god i have to sit down and work on my rewrites again because I started thinking about this again now I'm pissed #listen nothing against Blair but also everything against Blair when we could’ve had Atty during the Zombie Apocalypse arc #and it would've been a better choice. it would’ve raised the stakes because he's closer to the group than she is. also Alexis was there so #anyway my version of the show treats Atty with some goddamn respect 🙄 #yugioh #yugioh gx #atticus rhodes #fubuki tenjoin #abby's just rambling don't mind her #the same could be said for Bakura in the anime too #at least they both get shown some fucking respect in the managas because fuck 😤 #at least Bakura gets more respect and screentime than Atty does I mean good for him I guess 😭

[msdk-00]

this is my problem. thank you 40 year old reddit man for putting into words my feelings better than i ever could

#a wonderful place when it doesn't bring The Misogynistic Horrors #i truly cannot tell what i'm supposed to supposed to not do #besides like very obvious things of course like yes listen yes show affection to friends but #when u get into specifics i'm completely lost so i'm always looking to others for validation #and looking to them to observe what they do and mimicking it #like for example and i realize this sounds insane but #working my second most recent job i realized from my coworker that the reason ppl can naturally talk so much is because #they bring up unimportant things even when ur not friends or family. and they bring up the same thing multiple times in the same convex #convo* #it's just about filling space and connecting through i guess collaborating on a discussion as a kind of tennis game with words #the ball goes back and forth it's not creating anything new but it's the act of hitting it back and forth together that is valuable #idk if that's a good metaphor but anyways that's one example #so anyways i don't ever trust myself because even basic stuff like that doesn't come naturally to me #i observe it and learn it like learning a foreign language #maybe everyone else does that too but it feels like they do it at much younger age usually. #self

[seekingthestars]

happy wednesday, going bss is the best thing and also i've been so tired this week i don't wanna do anything also i have a ton of projects at work and i'm just sorta. existing. vaguely.

#personal #also guess who didn't get a presale code for general fan presale for the one kpop act that's ever come to her state #me :( #i'm on the waitlist but based on the screenshot i saw of available tickets like seven hours ago i highly doubt i'm getting tickets #it's fine i guess i didn't need to spend the money on tickets but :( #it's the first time any big kpop act has come to my state!! i wanted to experience that!! #in other news bss is pretty much what's keeping me going rn l o l i'm so tired #and also kind of stressed about all this work stuff but i'm trying #i listened to 7PM on repeat for the entire day yesterday #i mean i did put on a show for background noise for a while #but i basically just listened to 7PM the whole day #wow i'm more bummed about the concert thing than i thought i'd be sigh #i think that's partially bc it makes me preemptively extra nervous about ticketing for my favorites whenever that happens again 🙃 #anyway once again i need to just go to bed so. goodnight. (￣^￣)ゞ #(i'm lying i'll probably lay in bed and read hikaru no go for a while) #(bc i started rereading that again) #(hikaru no go my beloved 💗)

[chillllii]

i hate viv ze pop and her stupid ass shows

#chilllli yelps #but also whenever i start to vent and also get mad that other people go into her shit knowing what she does i feel like a crazy person #idk like i feel disrespected i guess when i say ''hey she's really shitty and in a way when you consume this you endorse behavior like- #this'' and when they do know they go with it anyway? #like i guess this is one of those things that's like ''it's not that big so me watching it wont do much'' which i suppose is true in a sen- #se like it's a youtube series but at the same time she got a deal with the hotel show to be an actual tv show like #idk it's so dumb to explain cause when i think of the argument in my head i'm like ''this is dumb no one will listen to this'' #but also when you have a main character say the r slur and you brush it off as some little naughty word i get angry #not to mention her allegedly treating her animators like shit. it would not surprise me if she really does play favoritism like that

[astrxealis]

good morning to mikoto kayano (more like afternoon now but shh)

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #⋯ ꒰ა milgram ໒꒱ *·˚ #listening to his songs on repeat. uhm. what else. uhm. RIGHT i've seen all the stuff for him now then (except listening to audio drama) #i saw someone say that yk ofc w did it's a bit of a negative stereotype for uh...... putting a guy like him in a thing like Milgram #which i really agree w ofc and so. i rmbr reading about did a long time ago but i did so again recently bcs ^^ !! #hmm. i saw someone say that it could be possible that his 'innocent' self (the one who's such a normal guy!) is actually the alter #formed from his guilt...............? or it could be the opposite still. tho ^^ would make it more interesting and less stereotypical #thinking about it more i don't think they'll go into that direction. but it WOULD be interesting. but i doubt that's what will go on #OHHHH I LOVE THE INSTRUMENTAL OF MIKOTO'S COVER SO MUCH. idk if there's even an instrumental out #i'm just paying attention to the instruments. i love doing that w all songs gjhebjgh my fav is amatsu kaze bcs of the bass <3 #ALL SONGS TBH. anyways OFF-TOPIC HELP UHM. yeah i love natsuki hanae's voice dude's really good at that stuff n all #hm.......... i think there's three rather than two yeah (red blue green). as in. two alters (btw i read a translation of the drama audio) #now the thing is it's not really confirmed which alter is yk! i'm guessing the 'blue' is the one 'registered' for milgram. ofc #it's hard to say which ones are the Alters though...... but if we're going off what it SEEMS to (most likely) be. green and red r d alters #hm. hm. hm. i can't believe i just woke recently and after talking w classmates/groupmates rq after being TRICKED #i'm already rambling...... wow what'd you expect from me tbh <//3 #anyways mikoto is so funny honestly. he's really this normal guy silly little guy and he gave them all nicknames #and thinks this is a reality tv show of sorts and he doesn't think they're all murderers. 'they're all normal!!' it's funny tbh #but him being wary of kotoko and kazui and shidou... i agree w. but also. i think that says. smth? #hm. anyways. it's interesting how the switch to the one who can harm es happened. hmm #i have my ideas and i think they align with what i've mostly read online! but also i don't really know. but yeah #it was really funny how he turned back ino 'i'm just a normal guy!' after that though #interesting how people voted him guilty. ig it was kinda obvious but as someone who - from all that i've heard - #did think he had did from the very start... i wonder if guilty is the best choice. if you uh get me #but even if i thought differently it's not as if a difference would have been there </3 i'm just one girl (nier reference) #hm. i think guilty works tbh. it shows more about him than innocent would have. it makes me feel quite bad for him tho #from listening to the character voice trailer for 2nd trial. he's kinda. yeah. tbh i feel bad for him in general #but also there's so much unknown about him and i am SO curious. and the most excited for his songs.... months from now <//3 #me going to listen to his preview alone on repeat so true. i am obsessed w him actually. he's so silly he's so funny and normal but also NO

[dylanconrique]

is it wrong that i blame darden, casey, and severide? i honestly feel like they all contributed o dardens death in some way.

i mean, it's your opinion. i'm not saying none of them made a mistake or the wrong call, i just don't really think it's fair in such a situation like that to place the blame on anyone.

#anon #answered #chicago fire #listen i'm not a firefighter i've never had to run into a burning building so i can't say 👐 #plus idk i just think as humans we can't really predict the elements anyways #like... you know what i'm saying????? #idk idk i just think it's kinda irrelevant considering he died in the opening scene of the pilot #and with as long as the shows gone on i'm gonna guess his character has likely fizzled out and is nothing but an afterthought by now #no sense in dwelling on it

[featherymainffins]

Binge-reading Dungeon Meshi because it's the only thing standing between me and suicide ngl.

#it at least gave me the single molecule of mental energy required to force myself to eat at least one slice of bread #because it's like the physical energy is there sure but mentally I'm like 'noooooo I don't want to eat anything i hate food #all food tastes bad and i hate life and i want to eat nothing at all and furthermore i need to lose weight so i should starve myself' #I'm thinking that it might actually make me last until I either convince the crisis center that I'm for fucking real for real #or until my appointment with the school counselor. which idk when would be because i was supposed to go on the #2nd of April but i guess there might be holidays because he called me when i was atva lecture but i couldn't take it #because i had a lecture and he hasn't called since but I'm assuming #that hell call again and that he wants to let me know that the date is impossible #but I want to like wait and see what he says. and if he goes like 'oh actually im on a long vacay now goodbye forever' #or whatever I'll just go '...slay' and ride my ass to the hospital tomorrow. #show up at the crisis centre looking exactly like the patients with chronic pain who report pain 7 while looking unphased #like 'hello i am an active danger to myself I can't get out of bed most days; i need 16 hours of sleep to function for 4 hours #my meds have stopped working I haven't eaten anything but exactly 2 pancakes and a slice of bread in the past 4 days #and i exhibit a strong refusal to change this marked by thoughts present in people affected by eating disorders. no activity #feels fun anymore and they were marked by a strong sense of anxiety a few days ago but now i just feel nothing at all. #at this point I'm not even refusing to do any of my hobbies because im increasingly afraid of failure and its #consequences while being hunted for sport by anxiety from the opposite end telling me that i need to finish 50 masterpieces #immediately or nobody will ever like me again and they'll all see me for the talentless fraud i am. at this point i just don't care. #i don't do anything because i feel sluggish and my body is heavy and I'm so so tired and I'm tired of being awake and I can't think straight #also i think i might be going into a psychotic episode again.' #they're gonna tell me to get the fuck out of their faces anyway but it's worth a try. #like idk i feel like they might kinda listen because yesterday I guess they wouldn't have but today i have stopped caring about cars #and looking both ways. which is like. not a good sign probably. also yesterday i was still somewhat able to talk to people #even though i was in a very irritated and drained out state but today I'm feeling like if anyone even fucking attempts to talk to me #or if i hear any loud fucking sound at all I'm just gonna punch myself in the head until the pain drowns out all the sound