#⋯ ꒰ა milgram ໒꒱ *·˚

[astrxealis]

therion octopath traveler ... <3

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #hi good afternoon i'm eepy :P #not really actually LMFAO uhh i'm a bit bored. going to do homework but also bored. uhm #but also very motivated so that's a little weird. anyway. yeah hi hope you all are well <33 #mispelled are as ate at first but that fits too! hi! hope you all ate well ^___^ #anyway therion beloved ohmy #i was ridiculously into octopath esp in nov-dec of '20. funnily enough in the same time next year it was genshin #and then the same time next year it was milgram and now all three i'm not having huge brainrots over anymore LMFAO #altho octopath definitely still <3 it is one of my favorite games i really love everything about it #especially the stories and characters and music and graphics :] <33

[sorroute]

(Not so) Short personal introduction to the person behind sorroute !! ໒꒰ྀི >ヮ<꒱ྀི১

Name ; I go by a lot of different names, but currently I'm drawn to Verite && Chione<3 Feel free to call me by whichever you'd like !! (Or just my username!!)

Identity ; I go by a lot of pronouns too, but to make it simple I just go by he/him or they/them !! Please never refer to me with she/her prns <3333

I have diagnosed bpd, dpdr, autism, paranoia, & maladaptive daydreaming disorder :3 I'm also anemic, hypersexual due to trauma, and I struggle with extreme self-destructive behavior and intrusive thoughts. I usually write to get my mind off of said thoughts <3

I'm a trans man and am aroace, polyamorous && bi with a preference for men ໒꒰ྀི´ ˘ ` ꒱ྀིა

I'm Russian, Italian, && German (but I was born and raised in Russia and have lived in Russia most of my life) I live in a primarily Russian speaking household, but I have also been learning English since I was 3 years old ^^

Likes ; Psychology, philosophy, literature, classic literature, history, bats, dolls, gothic lolita, human anatomy, religion, lace, pretty things, vkei, Mori Kei, cult party Kei, sweets, small animals, jirai kei// landmine, menhera, wintertime, snow, night time, the moon, writing, sanrio, kaomojis, obscure horror games, icebergs, video game // literature analysis, stuffed animals, iced strawberry lemonade, the rain, psychological horror, collecting journals, trinket collecting, manga, guro art

Dislikes ; warm weather, sour things, summertime, dolphins, loud things, metalwork,

Fav video games ; PARASiTE FLOWER, Omori, Yume Nikki, Needy Streamer Overload, Alter Ego, SHT.DN, Hollow Knight, Final Fantasy, Pokemon, Reverse 1999, Street Fighter, The Legend Of Zelda, Genshin Impact, Honkai Star Rail, Persona 5, Danganronpa, Little Nightmares

Fav shows // anime ; Bungou Stray Dogs, Vanitas no Carte, Toilet bound Hanako-Kun, Soul Eater, Panty and Stocking with Garterbelt, Neon Genesis Evangelion, Paranoia Agent, Perfect Blue, Mononoke, Madoka Magica, Serial Experiments Lain, Ergo Proxy, Ghost Hound, Death Note, A Silent Voice, Artiswitch, Castlevania

Fav movies ; Coraline, Frankenweenie, Mean Girls, Kubo and the Two Strings, Nine (9), Corpse Bride, Alice in Wonderland

Fav manga // other media ; Alien Stage (VIVINOS), Pink Bitch Club (VIVINOS), Cherry Crush, Oyasumi PunPun, My Dear Living Dead, Heaven Official's Blessing, mxtx

Top kins ; Ame-chan (nso), KAngel (nso), Sunny (Omori), Amane (Tbhk), Aoi (Tbhk), Sigma (Bsd), Lucy (Bsd), Fischl (Genshin), Furina (Genshin), Cherie (cherry crush), Es (Alter Ego), Blade (Hsr), Rei (nge), Shinji (nge), Lain (sel), Crona (Soul Eater), Celeste (Danganronpa), Shoya (asv), Cult (mdld)

Fav characters (not all kins) ; Sigma (bsd), Fyodor (bsd), Kouyou (bsd), Cyno (Genshin), Wriothesley (Genshin), Columbina (Genshin), Mondo (Danganronpa), Chihiro (Danganronpa), Till (alnst), Ivan (alnst), Stranger (Omori), Kel (Omori), Aubrey (Omori), Lemon (Tbhk), Tsuchigomori (Tbhk), Aoi (Tbhk), Asuka (nge), Rei (nge), Kaworu (nge), Lilia (mdld), Necrologist (R1999), Pavia (R1999), Зима (R1999), Bede (Pkmn swsh), Allister (Pkmn sh), Gladion (Pkmn sumo), Cynthia (Pkmn blwh), N (Pkmn blwh), Weird Girl (Frankenweenie)

Fav artists ; Miyashita Yuu, Malice Mizer, Hiiragi Kirai, Maretu, Kikuo, Kaneto-Juusei, Dadaroma, The GazettE, Mejibray, Tuyu, Gero, Syudou, Chogakusei, Azari, Wowaka, Iroha (Sasaki), Owata P, Wonderful★opportunity!, Kanaria, Deco*27, Lanndo, Tooboe, John, Teniwoha, Guchiry, Nakiso, Yugica, Kairikibear, Amy, ----, Solya, Suicidal-Idol, Eve, Ado, Gulu gulu, Lamp, Elita, Fake Type, x0o0x_, Milgram, Wakusei Abnormal, Sheena Ringo, Shinsei Kamattechan, Nastyona, Abuse, Masa Works Design, Reisai, Dazey and the Scouts, shimon, Slave.V-V-R, Sumia, Nilfruits, Giga, Demondice, Kankan, PinnochioP, Marina, Maneskin, Alex G, Destroy Boys, Men I Trust, Sir Chloe, Zombie Girl, Sohodolls, Rammstein, Oomph!, IAMX..... and many more...!

I will probably update this later, but I was just burnt out and wanted to take my mind off things by rambling about myself >< I will now get back to reqs!!!

(By the way, if you guys have any recommendations for anime // movies to watch, games I might like, or songs // artists I might enjoy plsplspls tell me)

#introduction #vkei #matchup event #lgbtq community #lgbtqia #lgbtq #mogai friendly #mogai #asexual #aromantic #anemic #jirai kei #landmine #x reader #transgender #polyamarous #hypersexual #aroace #bisexual #bpd #music #writing #interests #hyperfixation #adhd #autism #tags are for reach #:3 #silly #matchups

[wonysreverie]

abt me !

꒰ა ♡ ໒꒱

Hi! Im Irina.

I use any pronouns (slight preference for she/her)

Im an INTJ 1w9, libra, and my ults are ive, newjeans, le sserafim, twice and (g)i-dle. My ult bias is Wonyoung.

I also like other stuff, like animes (favorite one rn is BSD) and music related stuff (love Milgram and Evillious)

#intro post #pinned post

[astrxealis]

FFUCKING HELLOOOOOOO

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #⋯ ꒰ა milgram ໒꒱ *·˚ #FUUTAAAAA FUUTAAAAAAAAAAA #FUCKFFKITHEKEN LETSB FUCKING GOOOOIOOOOOOOOOO #fuuta kajiyama #Spotify

[astrxealis]

songs of the day (real!) aka the covers of my favorite boys <333 please listen (this is an order. kidding).

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #⋯ ꒰ა milgram ໒꒱ *·˚ #OBSESSED WITH ALL THESE SONGS SO MUCH. all milgram songs and covers tbh #eurhrgehbskdne milgram eating away at my mind... #in order of release ofc and their numbers. but also my obsessions with them and the songs actually go this way too #(fate!!)

[astrxealis]

fuuta currently having a LOT of innocent votes i am very happy about that

#starry #⋯ ꒰ა milgram ໒꒱ *·˚ #but also milgram is so complex that i cannnot be fully happy about it still #yk that post 'you love a character but you'll riot if they don't get punched at least once' yeah that's me w fuuta #but also it's weird to say that bcs i REALLY see myself in him LMFAO (not to an even remotely similar extent tho omg dw </3) #but yeah i understand him and with that said. yeah. yeah #he deserved the first guilty vote but please. i think he really does deserve innocent after that #i just hope he learns to accept his mistake/s.......... but it's still confusing. he's a victim of sorts but to what extent are his 'sins'? #i wonder. truly. i truly wonder. #milgram is so wonderful to me bcs wow. haruka was influnced by muu and him in the 1st and 2nd trials. different #yuno's 'crime' i don't consider a crime and thankfully many don't as well but i wonder too how exactly it is as well? #+ the fact is it happened multiple times and she just doesn't care at all. girlboss love her fr but time and time again and it feels a bit #more eh to me. ultimately though she can do whatever she wants! it's her body after all <3 love yuno fr she's the most normal here lol #fuuta. he is alike to kotoko and the viewers but he is deemed guilty (for the first trial) #perhaps his personality? it's weird to me bcs ofc i can't say for certain yet. but from what i do know #he feels regret. and i think even though he is obviously in denial. i think he knows what he did is wrong. and that he is at least somewhat #at fault. but a lot of people don't understand characters like that it seems! yeah... hmmm #i am obsessed with backdraft. also really happy this is the first time i've been here for a release even if i wish i knew this all earlier #a small theory (just a random one) is that w muu and fuuta? bully and bullied yeah but what if it was different at first #that fuuta was bullied. and muu was the bully (in their respective stories) and then the tables turned #just a small theory! trying to read the lyrics sobbing and also relating it to the other person in the pair #really glad he's being voted mostly innocent thank GOD #haruka is really a dilemma though... even i don't know what would be best. leaning towards guilty #but innocent ultimately? but there's the fact with muu that makes it really...... complex. #anyways really unfair imo kotoko was innocent and fuuta guilty in the first trial. love kotoko and her undercut but it's a lil #of double standards for me! even though i love a girlboss fr <3 </3 #tbh saying fuuta 'still doesnt think hes at fault' is stupid imo bcs he shows regret. all this time. regret. #and that shows that he - one way or another - knows he's at fault at least somewhat #fuuta kajiyama

[astrxealis]

fuuta is so interesting tbh

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #⋯ ꒰ა milgram ໒꒱ *·˚ #i voted innocent already but i'll see the drama audio as soon as there's a translation that i can watch/listen to after i do homework asap #i can really understand fuuta. he reminds me of me if i go too far #and so i think that in all honesty yeah guilty -> innocent -> innocent #unless he still might benefit most from a guilty vote this time around #he's really interesting bcs he's actually really similar to us. the viewers #'hoisting up morality and feeling good' he's calling the milgram project out and US. but he's now also being a hypocrite #which is interesting. he said in 'bring it on' smth smth about evil hypocrites are shit! he's like them now ngl #and so guilty vote i think was best. for the first. but ultimately he deserves innocent i believe #the 2nd trial i am unsure about bcs it will of course affect the last trial. and also the rest of the prisoners one way or another #and there is real danger of someone dying... but also idk they might have said that to scare us but this is deco*27. i believe that #the site is so slow oh my god bless i was able to vote almost immediately LMAO #i think fuuta obviously shows regret. also i don't think he was the one who started the flame but the one who added more fire to the flame #and he's. like. 'follows the flow' and 'coward' but 'good at heart'. and ultimately he should be forgiven i believe but yeah yeah? #he's at fault but not the most at fault but he deflects all taking of responsibility and i think that's wrong #i REALLY understand him with that. i was the same. and that's why now i'm still not fully honest with saying my true thoughts #because it's really just hard but ultimately you NEED to. and idk whether an innocent or guilty vote would be best ngl #hmmm tbh nothing is truly certain yet though. lots of theories still but for me thats the gist ^^ ? #he needs to be open about his feelings and thoughts. man up. take responsibility even if it likely is true he isn't the most at fault #because he still is. but at the same time the whole 'spectators' and 'pressure' makes me think it may be some sort of #yk. following the flow. peer pressure thing. and he was the one that was either the loudest in the end or the one who lagged behind #i think he was looking for some sort of validation of sorts maybe. seeking the applause. because he's 'last in line' ??? #'blame-shifting'. i think he's a victim but he's still at fault one way or another but i think he isn't the main/first perpetrator fr #'one mistake and now i'm out of chances' he's defending himself and making excuses but also he's also right #maybe i'm projecting because i really relate to him (not to the extent of causing someone's death ofc but kid me was stupid) #'not my fault not even slightly' now THAT'S wrong. but it's more that he's in denial rather than now knowing that he's wrong #last tag! but yea tldr he's regretful but he still needs to get more out of denial. from experience innocent might actually help w that ngl #fuuta kajiyama

[astrxealis]

hi everyone hi everyone hi everyone hi. hi

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #⋯ ꒰ა milgram ໒꒱ *·˚ #AAGHHHHHH JUST LIKE A MINUTE LEFT OH MY GOD #I AM OBSESSED WITH BACKDRAFT #Youtube #fuuta kajiyama

[astrxealis]

HIS SALAMANDER COVER IS SOOOO FUCKING GOOD

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #⋯ ꒰ა milgram ໒꒱ *·˚ #i am obsessed w the way the song is at certain times #love the va's singing so much #i LOVE how different the covers are for milgram. they change the instrumental and all <333 #fuuta ily #his voice is so good oh my god i'm obsessed w backdraft #WOW. i wasnt sure what to think about backdraft at first but i'm obsessed now. his voice is so good #fuuta kajiyama

[astrxealis]

spotify wrapped 2022 not really taking note of . most of november 2022 it seems..... no wonder milgram didn't show up at all 😞

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #me wondering when spotify wrapped tracking starts and ends #DOES IT START. like right after the 2022 one comes out. bcs man i've been listening to 2 songs on repeat already #fuuta's 1st trial cover aaand this one. song. idk the title of bcs it's in japanese HWBHBAJGJH #ANYWAYS I'LL HEAD TO SLEEP LIKE 6:30! just 30 minutes but at least it's smth... idk tho bcs i might not be able to wake up #i only started listening to milgram a week b4 the 23rd iirc so man #BUT IT'S ALREADY GHSBGJHBEJHGB i've listened to milgram stuff SO much it is unbelievable actually

[astrxealis]

hi! i wasnt on all day yesterday WAHAHAHAH but uhm. rambles. in the tags <3

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #aka. back to Updates Of Apollo's Life #spoiler alert it's not super interesting. ANYWAYS MY COUSINS ARE THE CUTEST !!!!! #yesterday was really fun bcs wow i love my lil cousins! so weird to be the oldest alongside lune but yeah <3 #AND. uhm. i forgot a lot of what i wanted to ramble about since yesterday but i was so tboy swag yesterday #if you get what i mean. yeah <33 AND vc and waching w my besties mwah hannah montana so true !!!!! #and i am also now back into deep fe3h brainrots but also still deep into milgram. so that is that #AND okay. idk what else #i uhh edited my rentry? interests! made it back into a rentry instead of a txti (gna use that txti for smth else now maybe?) <3 #i've gotten over (mostly) my (mostly jokeful) distate when it comes to this certain media (music!) #also listened to more music hehe. AND i fixed my spotify #AND i want to finally play that cute cat (and dog?) collecting (chinese?) game i wanted to play ever since an old moot #who isnt here anymore (as far as i'm concerned. NOT IN A CONCERNING WAY BTW i mean they deactivated) #once told me about it! i installed it way back then but i didn't have the time... now i really want to again so <3 #hm. that was smth i wanted to share yeah. fixing my spotify more <33 #AND +. i forgot right after thinking about it ffs why am i LIKE THIS. #i forgor :(( why am i like thisssss SOBBING.......... #oh right nvm i just remembered HELP ANYWAYS i've been looking at more gdocs templates and shit again #uhh. i should one day finally do proper notion stuff </3 and fix my notes <//3 fix everything tbh <///3 #<- i say that and will likely never get to doing so. WHABJEGHBJS sobbing. #but yeah i will be doing more oc stuff... or something. and fixing my themes soon as well! #sorry zero ily but i want mikoto or smth idk. you stayed for 10 days. ily babe. uhm. BUT I WNA #get back to my emil or zero theme sometime in the future bcs i didn't finish em? so when i'm fixated ??? #on drakenier (dod3/replicant) again. uhm. yeah. #okay that's all i hope you all are doing WELL!! <33 #now time for my next class in a bit! uhm. i meant to watch the video my teacher uploaded oops. aha #also !!! proseka !!!!! uh idk where i was going w that. but. proseka !!!!! ig <3

[astrxealis]

mikoto kayano. (just a few gifs. please perceive him.)

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #⋯ ꒰ა milgram ໒꒱ *·˚ #cw partial nudity #cw blood #tw murder mention #he is so. HE IS SO... #i am so obsessed with him. he interests me so much he is so silly he is so funny he is so cute he is so pretty #his voice is so nice. he's so silly. he's. so incredibly interestinf #I HAVEN'T READ STUFF ABT THE TAROT CARDS SYMBOLISM YET................ #wheres that gif w him in the bathtub smoking (hes so hot. even if yk uhm blood and smoking haha) #okay anyways little ramble but #irl don't fucking like murderers or 'bad guys' just bcs of their looks #but in fiction imo it is. fine? but also i'd rather not that be the Only Reasoning but if others yeah there's no problem #jackalope himself (?) said particularly for milgram that you can choose to vote #innocent/forgiven or guilty/unforgiven based off your sexuality preferences and all which is really funny #bcs they must have seen stuff w shidou. and esp mikoto i'm guessing #hello. they didn't have to put those kinda scenes in. mikoto's literally shown w/o proper clothes one way or another 3 times #and then shidou is less extreme but dude... the gloves.......... #anyways yeah. really funny jackalope! but i get it. i really do #mikoto. you are so pretty you make me go insane in more ways than one #the 1st gif here... wnvr i see that it always makes me laugh. hes smiling!! hes so normal and silly inwant to cry #hes so cute but so fucking silly its hilarious i just want to CRY #but then the yk. and its like. prisoner 009 you are very interesting what is up! #hes just smiling #i want to cry #and then boom #yeah..... he is so interesting #but also i appreciate his beauty so much ^___^ #but yeah he's so interesting. i hope they do him good and don't uhh... #bcs ofc the thing w him. a bit of a negative stereotype w Murder. but. ??? i hope they do it well

[astrxealis]

i reaaally like mikoto

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #⋯ ꒰ა milgram ໒꒱ *·˚ #really obsessed with him actually. oh my god #i REALLY like his character #im so excited to see more stuff for him tirhejbdkfbs and his 2nd trial song........... #i should have seen it coming that i'd rlly like mikoto tbh. also the fact he's the first i knew <3

[astrxealis]

i still need to see all the drama audios (only ever saw a bit of haruka's & read a translation of the whole of fuuta's for 2nd trial) and uhh see the trailers for the characters voice lines? smth like that yeah? and then i'm caught up (and will vote everyday for fuuta's to be innocent so true)

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #⋯ ꒰ა milgram ໒꒱ *·˚ #still scared to watch the character voice trailer lines whatever thing bcs the glitch genuinely made me scream the last time #which is kinda funny tbh but also whoops my anxiety might. yeah. so i'm worried a bit #BUT I REALLY WANT TO FINALLY CHECK OUR EVERYTHING... maybe today #(after more homework. god school is so painful)

[astrxealis]

okay i'll seriously stop now (just a maybe) anyways please get into milgram listen the songs watch the mvs and all! <3

but just to ramble a bit: fuuta really is. so similar to the viewers/es

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #⋯ ꒰ა milgram ໒꒱ *·˚ #he's a twt user and kinda chronically online LMAOOO okay but to be serious. he doesn't really realize the #real world consequences of his actions until it's too late. and in the mv he so obviously shows regret and all #there's a scene where he's looking at his self from before doing the spraypaint again and tbh yeah dudes sadistic w that kinda thing #sadistic but in sort of a good way in a sense that he wants to deliver justice. but then things escalate too far as well #<- probably starts calling out people for the smallest things. not anymore about justice #or it still is about justice but even in the littlest of things... anyways yeah he likely starts it but then the others r the ones #who put more flame to the fire. i think he has problems w attention too so this kinda yk. makes him feel seen... or idk how to phrase it #bcs dude spends most of his time online right? the whole gaming thing might be an escape from reality in that he #likely doesn't have much friends if any at all (he also doesn't really get along w anyone in the prison. but i think he is a good person bc #he cares for haruka bcs hes younger). hmm. fuuta knows what's the deal with milgram #anyways yeah i think it is all just so interesting. he's definitely regretful and feels guilty and also... he's hinted at stuff #uhm. worrying. stuff. if yeah? idk how to phrase it but i think it is safest to really vote him innocent (also he deserves it imo) #he still needs to improve w some stuff but then again i dont think we should be Extremely Harsh #yk scruntinizing everything. voting him guilty again for a 'small' yk. not that what hes doing is negligible but i mean that he's #starting to improve (even if his... mental state is getting worse it seems) and it feels wrong and is exactly what he calls out #es/the viewers for if we vote him guilty for the smallest of mistakes/injustices even when he's yk. getting 'better' #sorry for terrible explanations here i hope it makes sense oml #i dont think fuuta meant anything bad fr. and then the drama audio w es like... agh wait im putting that aside for now bcs goddamn #i think there's smth to do w. Pressure. ofc. duh. LMFAO. maybe peer pressure to join in the cyberbullying #he likely didnt mean for it to escalate but maybe he started losing himself in it all w a sort of hero complex #ahhh trying to tie together stuff from the 1st trial and 2nd trial is complicated bcs the two have similar but different themes

[astrxealis]

at the very least i know: milgram is the best, i love fuuta, fuuta's songs are the best

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #⋯ ꒰ა milgram ໒꒱ *·˚ #fuuta!! fuuta kajiyama beloved!!! #agh. the want to ramble more but i will... maybe stop for now...... and just listen to his songs on repeat and get off youtube comments. #fuuta kajiyama