#anyway. yeah pray for me??

[swinging-stars-from-satellites]

:/

#prayer request #just... some mental stuff and sin issues that I am perfectly capable of working through #but I'm still a bit stuck in the loop of ''if I do anything wrong in my mind I have to confess to my parents'' #like... no I'm in my 20s now I don't have to self report on everything. I can handle it myself with self control prayer and repentance #I KNOW THIS. I just spent so long depending on my parents for emotional absolution that I get stuck in it #anyway. yeah pray for me?? #idk how to explain it but yeah. I have slipped into some bad/sinful habits mentally lately? and got hit with it this week #so. yeah

[feelo-fick]

miscellaneous au doodles + a VERY self indulgent song lyric comic :D

+ extra evil comic below the cut :

"chil!" "don't look at me like that..."

#ill be honest this is all so self indulgent that its embarrassing but whatever. peace and love. i will live my truth #yes the song lyric comic is childhood friends t4t chilchuck + his wife. what of it. #yes i also put chilaios. SUE ME OKAY #anyways im really proud of that first comic i think i did the format justice #also to the fellow filipinos out there i salute to you all #if anyone who doesnt speak filipino google translates the song and talks to me about it i will uhhhhhh. kiss you <- joking #(BUT I DO ENCOURAGE TALKING TO ME ABOUT IT I WILL SCREAM) #now time for actual tags #dungeon meshi #dungeon meshi spoilers #<- technically #chilchuck #chilchuck tims #should i tag his wife? ill tag his wife #chilchuck's wife #laios touden #not gonna tag the others in the first comic cause theyre not the focus #chilaios #<- feed on angst with me. play with me in this space. #by the by im slightly dissatisfied with how i drew that evil comic i think it looks a little weird but i love the concept of it #i mean none of you have any context except for my friend whos working on this au with me but. i prommy that its good #oh yeah i should probably tag this au huh #[ tragedy au ] #<- dont worry about the name. d. dont worry about it. #PRAYING BEGGING PLEADING THAT THIS WILL POST PROPERLY THIS TIME

[designernishiki]

ladies and gentlemen. we got em

#this is so fucking FUNNY dude banxbsnanxb #STRAIGHT PEOPLE ON REDDIT ARE SO MAD AND IM JUST SITTING HERE. GRINNING. PLEASED #that’s 700x more in character than the alternative and I’m just praying this is true/legit (cause I couldn’t find the exact interview this #is from- but I didn’t see anyone saying it was fake on Twitter/Reddit so idk) #to be fair I could only scroll through comments on reddit for like a minute before it started giving me brain damage so #but yeah bdbxsbscshxjdj YOKOYAMA. MAYBE IVE BEEN GIVING YOU TOO LITTLE CREDIT. #I absolutely love seeing all these basic ass straight folks getting so pissy about him not settling down with a nuclear biological family #and a wife and all that and dying at the ripe old age of his fucking mid-50s #like no shit???? what games have you been playing bro the whole fucking Point of his idea of family is unconventional #he’s literally a fucking orphan who didn’t grow up with any biological family are you fucking fr #dgagdhdhd ANYWAY yeah I’m seriously hoping to high heaven that this is legit #rambling #kiryu #yakuza #rgg #rgg8

[chiquilines]

Hiiii helloooooo have some lineart peices i refuse to color <3

#fun fact about me i HATE colouring #least fav part of drawing by far #anyways the first drawing as many might know #redraw of the horikoshi sketch #the second one is part of what i call #the 'monthly pussy popping jirou' collection #in which once a month i will draw her really nicely #and then become incapable of even sketching her out #and the third #is yeah fuyumi slaying with her ice powers #but also TECHNICALLY its villain fuyumi lore #shes protecting miruko as a civilian #cause conflict of interest #except i tried to draw rumi like seven times and gave up #shes behind fuyumi guys trust me #pray for me getting an academic education is harder than it sounds #class 1a #ochako uraraka #tsuyu asui #mina ashido #tooru hagakure #momo yaoyozoru #jirou kyouka #fuyumi todoroki #miryumi #mha #bnha #boku no hero academia #wlw #chiquilines draws

[fromtheseventhhell]

Interesting how the Trident incident is the only moment where people question Joffrey's capacity for cruelty. He is almost universally considered one of the worst asoiaf characters, with no redeemable qualities. No one ever attempts to justify his actions when he abuses Sansa, orders Ned's executions, or any of his other many acts of violence. It's only this moment, a moment meant to introduce us to his cruel nature, that people seem to believe him to be a rational character with limits. It's honestly laughable. It's evident that the people who think like this are just biased against Arya; the majority of these arguments are centered not around Joffrey's violence, but Arya's actions to defend Mycah. People seem to truly believe that the better option would have been to let Joffrey "have his fun" and torment Mycah.

Debating how badly Joffrey would've hurt Mycah misses the entire point of the moment. Joffrey attacks Mycah because he's lowborn, he finds amusement in tormenting others, and he knows he can get away with it. He was quick to pull his sword and draw blood and, from what we know of his character, he undoubtedly would've taken it further. Arya stands up to him because she thinks that Mycah is worth defending which is significant considering she is the only one to do so. She is also the only character who mourns him and is affected by his senseless death, even books later (Ned is affected by his death but I wouldn't say he mourns him, although it is a moment that influences his feelings towards the Lannisters and Robert). Even if, which is a very big if, Joffery hadn't intended to go any further he had already crossed a line by attacking Mycah. The only alternative would be that Arya simply sits by and watches Joffrey further injure Mycah...and that's somehow the "better" option?

The people coming to the conclusion that Arya was the one who escalated the situation (and that it's somehow not Joffrey pulling his sword on an innocent boy) are coming from the perspective of the classist society that they live in. Joffrey attacking a lowborn boy wasn't an issue worth action, but harming a prince is "wrong". Mycah being attacked, and later murdered, is seen as inconsequential to the other characters (and readers) because he is lowborn. That's the thing though. You aren't supposed to look at this situation where a young boy is murdered for no reason and think that the only one who defended should've behaved differently. This moment is a criticism of the classist society these characters live in. It is significant that Arya is markedly less classist than a majority of other characters and cares when no one else does.

Further, if Arya were truly in the wrong for her actions then Joffrey wouldn't have needed to lie about what happened. From the very existence of the "trial" and Arya being given the chance to tell her version of events, we know that there wouldn't be any punishment if the truth of the situation had been told from the very beginning. The only reason there was an issue is because Joffrey decided to attack Mycah, and then later lie about what happened. Arya is not responsible for Joffrey's cruelty, Cersei's enabling, or Robert's subsequent apathy. The fact that people can't seem to comprehend this is maddening. I've never seen people have the same attitude towards Sansa for speaking up for Dontos, even though it incurred Joffrey's wrath and would've escalated had Sandor not spoken up. Why are Sansa's actions brave and kind, but Arya's are seen as stupid and reckless? What happened to not blaming young characters for the actions of others?

This is one of those things where the fandom decides for themselves that they know the story being told, without actually looking at how it's written. They would rather debate on (baseless) hypotheticals than look at why George presented the story to us the way he did. It takes an insane amount of misinterpretation to decide that Arya's actions are the reason for Mycah's death and misses a, rather large, point being made by the author. Notably, none of these people can ever provide evidence from the book to support their insistence that Joffrey would've simply left Mycah alone. You would think that since that's the basis of their argument and they're so adamant that their analysis is correct, they would be able to support their reasoning. It's almost as though the books don't support their interpretations...

#arya stark #ned stark #joffrey baratheon #the trident incident #anti arya bs #fandom nonsense #a song of ice and fire #asoiaf #people are joining the class wars on the side of classism and that's just insane to me sdksdkdsk #you are not supposed to think that Arya defending a lowborn boy being attacked is wrong! or that her not being classist is wrong oh my god #yeah George's point was totally that it's better to bow to classist ideals than defend those who are unfairly treated /srs #he wrote a bunch of characters victimized by a bigoted society cause he was in a silly goofy mood he definitely wasn't making a point 🤪 #I've said this before but it really is alarming that George has more progressive ideas then a lot of people in fandom #anyways it rocks that Arya defended Mycah it rocks that she isn't classist it rocks that she wants justice for him #it rocks that she's constantly thinking about trying to protect those who can't protect themselves and that she wants justice for them #hurray for privileged characters growing beyond the ignorance of the society they were raised in!!! #praying people don't try and misinterpret what I said because my point about Sansa/Dontos isn't that she was wrong for speaking up for him #it's that people are hypocritical and biased when it comes to Arya and her behavior #the same people who say you can't blame Sansa for lying will blame Arya for Mycah and Lady's death it's honestly hilarious

[heavensmortuary]

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#guys please pray for me I’m really struggling again with eating/self image issues again and I’m just in a tough mental space #can’t seem to break free lmao #anyway yeah #keep me in your prayers #delete later

[toxooz]

been binging tf outa Avatar the last airbender bc ive been puking my EVERLOVIN guts out since yesterday and hear me out

#remy would probably get cool weapons or somethin but honey im so sorry it would be the reality #sk8 squad #ollie #ponti #oscar #abio #kari #vinny #remy #im Just Now feeling like the worst is over but holy fuck talk about misery #and i Have to go to work tomorrow anyway since i had to call bc today was supposed to be the recovery day but nOOO body said fuck u #cause this is like the 3rd time this has happened this year alone like i refuse to believe its just a bunch of food poisoning instances??? #i been eating the same for years and i know my immune systems been shot ever since covid but that was 4 years ago now somethin aint right #pray for my downstairs neighbors they had to hear me fighting for my life every 30 minutes PFFFT EEUUUAAGHGG HUFF HUFF HUFF yeah #although i will say all this shit has really toned down my emetophobia now everytime i gotta puke i just let out a long disappointed sigh #but goddamn still brutal tho

[kisaraslover]

What if Kaiba and Kisara swapped hair for a day? Either color or style (or both!)

IM A WHITE HAIR KAIBA TRUTHER I think he CANONICALLY has a white hair phase around 16, in his High School years -or Duel Monsters years- because how could he not, hes already deeply proud and satisfied about his Blue Eyes Blue Eyes connection (makes him feel like its fate he gets these cards (LMAO boyyy you have no clue)) so he'd definitely have a white hair phase like this

and with Kisara, im pretty sure some fics had her dying her hair to not stick out, to draw less attention post traumatic experiences, but i just wanted to fantasize about a situation where she takes up HIS coloring just for them to further own each other. why not. theyre crazy anyway. why not

#yugioh #ygo #art tag #seto kaiba #kisara #blueshipping #ask tag #AWOOGA my queen in my colors HOWLING AT THE MOOON #yeah no im serious abt kaiba white hair. kaiba bewd tattoos. i think its neat if hes the single worshipper of the god he fully owns #i am your only subject. you are only a god big enough for me. mine is the only voice praying to you. you only listen to me anyway #does a god exist without subjects. do you without me? ill take up your colors. you will only be remembered through me

[glowingsand]

now that i've read the chapter instead of just absorbing it through leaks....gojo's death painted as underwhelming and unsatisfying makes a lot of sense. it was supposed to be that way. he died with regrets just like everyone else. he didn't die all alone, despite what he told megumi. he chased his dream and fell short. throughout the story, he couldn't seem to find the right balance between selfishness and selflessness, which is why he loses himself while fighting (he even admitted this in today's chapter). which is why megumi isn't a priority while he's fighting sukuna. that's kind of why he broke so easily - where he's been trying to strike a balance between those two labels, his opponents have mostly embraced selfishness and become all the more definite in their identities. gojo never gave himself an identity other than being "the strongest", but even he couldn't figure out what that meant - that's part of his tragedy. yeah he's the strongest, but does that mean for himself or for others? what he does know is that for the most part, he can't control what happens to him. so he kind of loses himself in that uncertainty sometimes and goes crazy. ppl sometimes ignore this and turn to the misconception that just because he has noble ideals, gojo must be a hero but he's not. his entire character is tragic and unsatisfied, and his death resembles that as well.

#this is such an adhd coded post I'm so sorry the thoughts are really spilling T-T #pray for me to actually be coherent for once. but anyway this is something that's stuck out to me a lot #bc a lot of the fandom is pretty angry but like. this should've been expected?? #a character as tragic as gojo isn't gonna live a long and happy life you guys. #its sad yeah (says this like she wasn't in a state of shock for two hours) but it was coming. I'm ok w it #if gege brings him back though I'm gonna be pretty disappointed. keep him dead. keep him happy w his husband in heaven or hell or wherever #jjk #jjk spoilers #jjk 236 #jujutsu kaisen #gojo satoru #ok ill be normal about this now sorry I've been posting about this nonstop since wednesday IM SORRY

[her-midas-touch]

Oh would you look at that. I’m sad. You’ll never guess why 🙄

#its fucking school ugh #maybe I’m overreacting but the way that place immediately sends my mental health spiraling:(( #i hate this so much I’m actually gonna cry wtf #ari says things (existential crises ensue pray for me y’all 😭) #anyway yeah not the most cheerful of my posts but things feel kinda shitty rn #ari yells at the void

[swinging-stars-from-satellites]

pray for me please

#SHITTY morning guys #I messed a bunch of things up before even leaving home and now I feel devastatingly worthless and awful #like... nothing can fix this my day is ruined kind of feelings. I'm trying to fight them but all the proof is that #they're true. I effed up and then made it worse by reacting poorly repeatedly when I should have gone forward differently #repeatedly #so.... yeah #anyway. I'll probably feel better in a little while but i should never trust my feelings with stuff like this. they're nasty little buggers #idk. I feel like I SHOULDNT feel better. I need to change so much about my attitude and behavior why should I have a good day #how can I???? #idk ANYWAY. I'm gonna stop wallowing. pray for me please?? #prayer request

[dimsilver]

do y’all ever think about how badly hozier needs to read till we have faces

#I actually prayed this would happen today #he’s already so into the ‘love is devouring and being devoured’ idea #what if he could get the rest of the way!!! #love is still dark and mysterious and the gods require blood #but maybe there is also a lover who reveals himself in light once the curse is broken #you know? maybe it’s not a strong forbidden poison it’s going home #yes maybe truly knowing your lover will kill you #but maybe it will also make you new #make his embrace will make you like himself and there will be no more fear #yeah anyway #don’t really listen to more than a few of his songs because they’re such vibes but they’re so theologically/spiritually bad #but this idea just struck me so forcefully #i hope this makes any sense #hozier #till we have faces

[newvision]

There’s something so holy about listening to demo tapes of songs you love??? A little rasp in the voice, a change of the lyrics???? I am reduced to tears

#this post is entirely about paul McCartney and nobody else #the demo tape to The World Tonight??????? are you fucking KIDDING me James Paul McCartney. are you joking #‘I saw you swaying to the rhythm of the music; caught you playing; caught you praying to the voice inside you; I saw you swaying there’ #yeah you did Paul. yes you did 😐😐😐😐 #I LOVE his lyrics he GETS it #anyway #paul mccartney #Beatles

[mattynmarns]

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#just got some of the scariest news of my life #my dad is in the ER and is being transferred for emergency surgery #and im at school. on call. so i can't leave. in a completely different city. #apparently 85% survival rate if its caught quick #god i hope it was caught quick #i just really love my dad man hes the person i talk to the most and will listen to me talk about all my favorite random stuff and engages #with me about it and he's the person i look up to the most in the world probably and im just so scared because im so far away and i cant do #anything but trust the doctors #im just. so scared #and apparently hes in a lot of pain right now and i just. don't want this to happen #and i just want to go back to when i saw him a few hours ago when he was fine and make sure that he stays fine #and idk. rough night. #prob deleting this in the morning but i hate telling people im scared irl and i need to tell someone that im freaking tf out actually and #that this feels like the worst thing to happen in my life #anyways yeah. going to try to not exist for awhile and pray that i dont run into anyone with eyeliner tear streaks and snot all over my fac

[wheeboo]

i forgot to mention that in one my classes my professor gave us all lil notecards for us to write our names, major, and a quote you live by. best believe my mind thought of the lyrics of kidult and i felt so pleased when i wrote it down (cuz who wouldnt live by kidult tbh)

#i also might crash in an hour or so tbh im exhausted #WHICH MEANS YAY SLEEP FOR ME HOPEFULLY (praying) #anyways today was fun #im tired dying and tired but #yeah #imma like... wake up n go the gym tmrw prpb #fuck and i have to order my conatcts too #rania rambles

[not-souleaterpost]

Trigun - Inspired by the movie "Wise blood"?

(maybe the book too but havent read it)

Anyways, first I thought it would just be funny to point out some surface visual references of charachters which prolly are too generic to be proof of anything.

I mean ehh thats generic enough-

Well that too-

Well the hat and crazy eyes are there

Well the last more recalls Vash's own injurys

(think there is a scene in his Eriks disguise that match more)

But ok, one could say that this is as arbitrary as any other of my posts that dont deserve to be posted - Until I saw the full movie and got that there may be a deeper and more interessting connection

So trigun is know to have atleast Christian-adjasent themes and the author, even if never or not anymore Christian, seems to have a familiarity and interest with it that goes beyond the usuall japanese "wow cool crossess" and pop kabalah stuff (like NGE and shit or persona having all those occcult demon shit)

So what does it have to do with the movie? Well it is one exploring a theme that seems to be simmilar, even if Wise Blood presents it in a more macabre, black-humor, less sentimental and uplifting way

A world without God - or better said Christ/Love/Forgivness

Triguns whole point about Vash not killing anybody IS in the end an expression of the want of the world to be able to heal, to get better, to people to connect in a true way, of going beyond tricks and self serving rational scientfic interests

Thats why Knifes is kinda a representation of cold, uncarring survival of the fittest, of evolution, of the rule of superior beings by force and cold calculation and deception.

To make a parralel to the movie, it shows a man who cant see Christ, the power of redemption of something beyond himself and his own interests and striving - even if he feels justified by partly believing the things he rejects.

But in the end without them, it becomes a self fullfiling prophecy - his "Church without Christ" - without healing of the blind and resurection, without redemption - it condems him to that, making him blind and dead, and his atempts at repenting for killing some guy for a petty reason futile - not even being able to recupareta the love he gets from a landlady.

The theme of a fake preacher is then what is reflected in Wolfwood in Trigun, who is also just a killer, trained by another one, who can in the end find redemption in death and doing the right thing, even if it has a tragedy to it.

And in a way that illuminates Vash's whole journey more, why he couldnt give up and why it was important for him to find love and not become a more suffisticated monkey in a zoo who's hand only his brother would want to shake...

And thats why Vash not killing is actually cool and good and not stupid - cause of a random movie that butchered a book that prolly was tottally different.

But why the self.depreciation? Isnt apreciating the world and creation, "art", not a dialog, a call and response of unlikely meetings?

If not: Yeah...Sorry

#trigun #wise blood #wiseblood #christianity #analysis #comparison #thematic comparison #dialectical materialism #yeah...sorry #didnt read the book so sorry if that would make more sense #anyways interesting movie #for a moment you think its gonna be a corny oh bad people help each other movie but nah lol #also funny but also sad #and shows how many old gems there are I and most others havent seen #also yeah I wanna quit social media as I said but this was too interesting to not share even if I alone care lol #but trying again even if I fail after two days like allways lol pray for me post-ironically