#anyway. fuckign. goodNIGHT

[reikunrei]

man. it sucks that i got so good about not feeling like everyone secretly dislikes me. and then a friend i made in college showed blatant favoritism for another person in our group by constantly inviting him to hang out while i was in the room without even asking if i wanted to come. and continued to do it even after i expressed that it made me feel Weird and Bad that they did it so often. and now i feel like i'm perpetually 13 years old worrying that i'm everyone's Least Favorite Guy

#but ive also been mad about this specific person all day bc i kept remembering shit they did LMAO #worst roommate experience ever. and i havent even had that many roommates #they brought back my suicidal ideation which is Super cool and awesome and great and sweet #and it's like. theyre Allowed to mesh better with someone else more than me. that's fine. i get it! #like im not gonna be Actually mad about that. but it was the fact that it happened. every. single. time. #and it was always the other guy or someone else who was like 'oh will do you wanna come too?' instead of them #and they then had the Gall to be like 'but i feel like we clicked really well and that we're like best friends :(' #like. girl (gender neutral). then act like it #i say things #anyway. fuckign. goodNIGHT

[demonstars]

himcore

#I LOVE THIS FUCKIGN SCREENSHOT SO MUCH IT'S LIKE COCOMELON TO ME. #anyway goodnight Todya has been so exhausting. In all the ways #star rambles

[cyberiada]

more attacks !! @vibecenter13 's idroa and @skullharestudios 's arthur ! the fact that I got to draw my fav tallyho character for art fight feels like cheating but I'm sure as hell not complaining

#the first attack i was fistfighting with for like 6 days of severe art block to get the piece to cooperate with me #and then spent like 30 minutes trying to figure out chromatic aberration in csp #anyways yeah i was tortured by that attack and suffered more than jesus. btw #the arthur one i literally did today in a rush after working on refs all morning And did most of it while being sooo tired after the stables #the power of arthur #before i finished typing that tag tumblr suggested 'the power of autism' and yeah that too #anyways. passing the fuck out now goodnight #art fight #art tag #people's ocs #do i add fuckign. tallyho tags to this #eh sure yeah why not #tallyho #tallyho! #arthur pendragon wyllt #body horror #< i guess

[seventh-district]

wow was i really gone for two whole months

#where does the time go #anyways i’m back again. for real this time i swear #tumblr pls don’t flag me again i swear i’m a real person i’m just also a cryptid sometimes #i return with more life and death experience. even worse chronic back pain. and a brand new hyperfixation on Sun and Moon from FNaF #wow after years of passively observing FNaF i finally got reeled into the fandom. i’d say this is a surprise but that would be a lie #they are exactly my type and i won’t even try and deny it #i knew from the moment i saw them #God Can’t Help Me Now. #if they ever even could #i can’t believe myself. the fuckign daycare attendant. from A FNAF GAME. i should be embarrassed #too bad i’m not tho #anyways. gonna go think abt getting thrown around by two 7ft tall robots goodnight and god bless #Seven.txt

[quartztwst]

I was gonna post a picture of Azul and act like I'm saying goodnight to him like I'm crazy but tumblr crashed bc they couldn't handle azul ugh.

Anyways good night azul ur so cute teehee I love you so muchhhh ur literally the only thing keeping me going I lov youuuuu mwa mwa I love you so much it's been fuckign 3 years life will crumble soon and destroy me but ur still here mwa mwa I love you so much I can't say anything poetic I'm so tired I love you 😘😘😘 Ur not really but ur real jn my heart I love u

[stuck-in-the-ghost-zone]

HIII THABK U FOR THE TRIVIA AND ASHE SONG before i take forever 2 answer those or forget here is a blank ticket to please please talk about prime defenders and their AWFUL emotional literacy and processing skills i would literally love to read that essay so much ive also been thinking about it incessantly. big eyes staring up at u.png. ok ok peace out GOODNIGHT !!!! <33

i lied actually im not going to bed im judt thinking about this ans listening to St. John on a loop now. hello catkiss.gif i forgot how youve filled me with so much joy. that cat is so fuckign cute

anyway. hi :) prime defenders huh. this is gonna be less of an essay and more of a sleepy ramble but ohhh i have so many thoughts. they all process things so differently and none of them are good at it they all need therapy so bad. ms.g where is the hero therapy why didnt you build that into w.a.t.c.h ma'am

vyncent is probably the best at actually processing things out of all of them, he just internalizes everything to the point where he wont talk about it unless hes pushed past the breaking point. vyncent is actually very.. emotionally intelligent? i want to say mature but that feels like im singling him out because hes the oldest. i just feel like because he grew up on Fauna and had to be in basically survival mode in a world full of monsters trying to kill you.. that makes a person grow up quicker than they should. i think vyncent had a good childhood and for the most part his parents took good care of him but just.. living in that world doesnt seem like it leaves room for a whole lot of expressing emotions. vyncent is good at quick analysis of a situation, but unless a problem directly interferes with the current goal he doesnt externalize it to everyone else. but bottling up his feelings and emotions just builds up pressure over time until something like the lich makes him blow up and let it all out at once, usually in a dramatic monologue format bc condi is really good at those god damn it. also they played off the fact that vyncent said all of that to the lich and then missed his attack as a funny thing but i like to think of it as. he got too overwhelmed w his emotions and lashed out too soon it made his fighting messy. vyncent is so angry and honestly after what hes been through he deserves to be !!!!

william wisp. my boy. god hes just like me fr so much so that it physically hurts sometimes. anyway. i always think back to the scene where theyre all in the cabin talking about themselves/sharing backstories and william keeps desperately trying not to talk about himself. the fact that hes so ashamed of his powers he hides wisp form every time. two of his powers are LITERALLY a) turning invisible and b) turning intangible, usually as an excuse to leave whatever situation hes in ("accidentally" falling through the floor at opportune moments in season 1) . theres. a thing that happens at the end of episode 13/beginning of epidode 14 that youre really close to and i wont spoil yet but god it has to do with this so extremely much please come back to my inbox when you get there. youll know what it is trust me. um. yeah. so anyway. i think a lot of this comes from a place of. he doesnt want anyone to be scared of him. williams not stupid hes incredibly smart and insightful he knows his powers are objectively SCARY. hes scared of himself constantly, he doesnt want anyone else to feel that way about him, so he shifts focus whenever those aspects of himself are brought up because if someone were to think about it for any amount of time theyd realize the truth that hes scary and dangerous to be around (<< william logic. hey remember how one of the reasons he originally left deadwood was because the monsters there were attracted to the wisps and therefore Him so he left to keep his friends/family out of danger)

i think a lot about williams death and the immediate aftermath, i dont know how much you actually know and how much of this comes later but . how does he go home after waking up from that. his parents know about his powers, so they MUST know what happened. what do you think he told them when he god home muddy and dirty and broken and probably bloody after being missing for. god knows how long. how does he look his mother in the eyes and tell her her little boy is dead. but hes also not because hes standing right in front of her. how the fuck do you think he felt the first time he went into wisp form and saw his body laying there !!! of course he wouldnt want to talk about that!!!! youre gonna have to pry william wisps emotions from his cold dead hands !!!!!!!

dakota's response to the ashe situation was to run away in the woods and do nothing but train for 10 months. he didnt think about it for 10 months. i dont even have a whole lot to say about dakota other than like. stunned silence whenever his inability to process trauma is brought up because grizzly does such an incredible job at being like "you ask dakota how hes doing and his face is just blank" << paraphrased actual quote from an episode i cannot remember which one. either 11 or 12 ?

also because im thinking about him im including ashe in this. we didnt get to see a whole lot of his canon reactions to extreme emotional situations so a lot of this is just coming from My Mind but ashe seems like hed be the type to repress a lot of his emotions too. being alone in your house/in your room for extended periods of time will do that to a guy. i think he feels a lot of things and will probably very openly cry/scream/get angry when hes alone but as soon as he knows another person is there he can immediately flip the switch to turn it all off like nothing happened. very much a deadpan "im fine." if someone asks how hes doing, even if hes got like. the remainder of tear tracks down his face. cannot physically express his emotions in the presence of someone else

#very tempted to add a thing about the greats to vyncents section but i am not going to #anyway do u think it was weird for him to have the people he idolized in his brain. they knew things he thought #they felt things he felt they probably talked about it its no wormnder he keeps his emotions close to his chest etc etc etc #anyway. #im projecting a little bit on all of these can you tell. dont take any of this as canon i am fully like. #oh boy how can i put aspects of my godawful mental health practices on my favorite little superhero teens. #especially ashe be he has not a whole lot of canon basis . sorry ashe you get my emotion switch #asks #intertexts #friends!!! #jrwi pd #um!!! sorry i went off on the second william paragraph i think about the early stages of him gaining his powes a lot. #its the danny phantom in me #also that last sentence was especially mean of me sorry. i did yhat on purpose :) i love to be evil #OKAY. im going to bed for real now. i had 2 get this out of my system before i slept on it and forgot all the thoughts fresh in my mind

[2-wuv]

i think I. Finally have my final team together for the end game vjdkdkvkfngn

#legends arceus liveblogging #talky #it took like 2 hours to findthe stupid hole to find zorua in I'm fuckign pissed. anyway i named mine Anonymous #for no reason either. it just sounded Fitting™ #i didn't. know which Pokemon to take off my team and ultimately decided on boxing Umbreon again abdnsndncmf #so my team is Zoroark; Espeon; Luxray; Arcanine; Typhlosion; Sneasler #w espeon and umbreon being switched out w each other if need be #and I'm judt. Sits here. #I've never switched pkmn out so much for a team ever BWBEHFHnandjdjsj #I still consider my sylveon apart of the team too. and my walrein. andddd my porygon-z. #p much any pokemon that I gave a nickname too is officially/was officially on the team at some point BWBDNFNGN #and like... wow. i carethem so much. oh fucj it's almost 3 am i have to walke up at 10 tomorrow. whoops #ok goodnight

[peachcitt]

okay listen. just listen. hear me out. don’t look at me but hear me out. lipstick

you can read it here

#miraculous ladybug fic #miraculous ladybug #mlb #mlb fic #ml #ml fic #adrinette #adrinette fic #OKAY. OKAY. OKAY. OKAY. #NO ONE LOOK AT ME. I DON’T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT YES I DO #im like. 100% certain when i wake up tomorrow im going to remember i wrote this and POSTED this and im gonna fuckign. go feral #anyways. goodnight

[jesterjamz]

goodnight!

#olly orates #we switchin it up tonight!! fuckigne bnuuy!!!!!!!!!!! #god. thats a nice bnuuy picture right there. love it. wish that were me 12/10 #anyways! #today was good :] #got 2 wear my binder to school it was very fun & very pog i enjoyed it very much #stream was fun too. you guys are never gonna believe who was in my twitch chat today. #the irl manboy25. god. (he created taofab!) #& YES i know im friends with him. but still!!! he never shows up to streams! & yet here he is. in my fucking twitch chat #so glad i was drawing women instead of watching animanboy kfdslfddljdslfk #anyways!!! lets hope 4 the best tomorrow :] #have a nice night #ALSO i do wanna say this now. uh. im fine w/ ppl reblogging the goodnight posts but only if ur using it AS a goodnight post #cuz there have been some ppl reblogging the goodnight posts (idk how they found the posts??? hello whered u come from .) at like. 3 pm. #thats the middle of the day!!!! i mean timezones exist but like. im not sure #just dont reblog the goodnight posts unless ur using it as a goodnight post . do it for the goodnight not for the cute possums ok #have a nice night i love u all <3

[spritespi]

theres a joke somewhere in me drinking more soda now that its my brand but im too tired to make it work someone who’s funny write this shit down

#soda chats #fucking. sure whatever i cant bring myself to use the old one #also my phone is DYING but my charger is on the floor and my beds too FUCKIGN high #n i want. my fuckign cherry coke please #hrhghrggrhgrrhgeggg #also: benry 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 #also: [redacted] 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 #also: im going to fucking fail out of school #i need to pull myself the fuck together n ask for help or sum bc this is NOT sustainable #also. realizing some things abt myself #man this shit really does happen in college huh???? wack #ANYWAYS #i wont say goodnight bc i will not be sleeping yet #GOD THERES SO MUCH GOING ON IN MY BRAIN i will drink my cherry coke and listen to mbmbam and keep going ig #goodbye

[cloudydoodle-moved]

writing goshi is weird because gonta’s 6′6″ and ryoma’s fucking 3′5″ what do i do with this 3′1″ height difference

#cloudy.txt #HOW how do they hold hands or Anythign this is fuckign 3 feet im gonna lose it #would it be legal to simply say that ryoma's like. a little under himiko height because HBKSDHFUISDFIUSDF #anyways goodnight

[magnatherium]

ugh i gotta post this as a reminder to myself to not slack off but . i wont be trying to Do any new art stuff until the end of school, which is ju.....ne? 7th for me because,,, Writing Goals. im trying to write and gosh darn it guys its so hard and i need to set a goal for myself or it’ll never happen lmao,,

anyways if you see me posting (if anything, itll be margin doodles/more old stuff) you have any and all rights to operatically scream at me to Write! thanks

#reminders #n...not art? #i dont fuckigng know what month it is #its that GOSH DARNED #aforementioned vld au and DAMN #it was day 7 of last years tddk week and i WILL die if i dont have it done by summer because ive been meaning to work ahead on this years bu #t i shouldnt DO THAT if i never finsihed the LAST ONE and its inevitably going to be a MULTICHAP because i went too HAM and #hhhfngnhdhnfdnjdhfgrhdfh #i cant write #follow my shitty writing blog on basadd dot tumblr dot com pls and thanks! might have updates might have quotes might just pass out #anyway HASHAHAHHAHAHAHHA I JSUT SAW A CAT SAID HI AND WAVED AT IT AND IT FUCKIGN TOOK OFF #it was firestar lookin aww #but yeah its the flash kitty im like 15 meters away and on another floor im sorry for scarin u kitty #i dont know what i was going to say with that 'anyway'! so ill just post thanks yall for putting up with my bullshit AND rambling honestly i #f u read my tags ur a blessing goodnight

[tractatis]

just kidding i’m not asleep yet but where the mcfuck is obi-wan’s final lightsaber in canon. has it ever been established. where’d it go (don’t reblog)

#let finn have it. let it reach its final form let it Ascend #ooc; #anyway goodnight now for real #he died as he lived: losing his fuckign lightsaber #''it probably stayed on the death star and was destroyed'' false. i refuse 2 accept this

[thedragonpepper]

to not know who I am

but still know that i'm good 

long as you're here with me

(x)

#artists on tumblr #illustration #sketch #art #ink #can it please be inktober #i bought these really nice brush markers #my art #original #i just survived a tornado #didnt have power for two nights and three days #you know who had power though #c o s t c o #fuckign costco i swear to god #anyway #aesthetic #love #relationships #more generic tags #goodnight #shoulda made more sky and less house #this is a scene straight outta frozen i swear #ok goodnight for real

[adriles]

don’t follow me into battle if you hav e never done or thought about doing war crimes. i dont want any peaceful men shitting this war up

#unrelated to anything on here now #but ima just say that im so excited for college but im so fuckign SCARED because i can never bring myself to talk to anyone unless someone #speaks to me first (unless it’s in person. sometimes. only if im more comfortable with them really) #and i know NO ONE outside of my program #which #even though everyone there is so nice and interesting and amazinf #is so concerning cause i know NO ONE ELSE in EITHER SCHOOL #and im SO SCARED FOR THE FUTURE #but i am excited for the archeology course i get to take on linking the archeology to the mythology of the trojan war #cause that is #my EXACT shit #anyways it is 2 am goodnight

[easyrev3nge]

i’ve fallen into the routine of telling my mom goodnight every night without fail and telling her i’ll see her tomorrow and she went to bed tonight so i couldn’t tell her goodnight and that i’ll see her tomorrow and now my brain is telling me she’s gonna die

#i fuckign hate this #im actuallt freaking out a lot about this #i can’t just go in there and wake her up to tell her goodnight #now im just convinced she’s gonna get really hurt #anyways now im crying on the couch bc i didn’t tell my mom goodnight