#anyway its a fucking apartment building

[monte-hall]

Guy who says ":(" after every inconvenience

#atsv #across the spiderverse #spiderverse #the spot #he found and framed the little thing. normal scientist behavior i guess #that spider was made of something crazy cause how'd its corpse stayed intact for 1 year despite decomposition & wrong dimension decay #anyway the apartment scene adds so many little things to his character i like it #from the whistling while building a mini collider to not giving 2 fucks if it killed him

[dragons-and-yellow-roses]

Me, while manically cleaning my room at 3:27am: I should make several large, life-changing, irreversible decisions.

#so ive been in a bad mental state lately #because of many things. but the biggest being (yes i know ive complained about this in multiple other posts) #that my best friend and my ex gf were fucking. without even asking or telling me. i got no heads up. just figured it out on my own #which sucked and now im not speaking to either of them #and when i first found out i was in a bad place physically too #i had a terrible ear infection that was so fucking painful #and i realized i could concentrate on both things. so i focused on healing #and then i remembered ny family is coming to visit for Christmas #and thats a lot to deal with. so now im focusing on cleaning the apartment. specifically my bedroom #so im manically cleaning at 3:30am while angry and stressed and trying not to focus on this thing that makes me really upset #and in the middle of cleaning ill suddenly think 'should i quit my summer camp job?' or 'should i move states again?' #its not good. but i havent acted on anything #AND in the middle of cleaning i found all of my meds #i havent been taking them for months. but i decided im gonna start taking them again #i have a few refills left but then ill have to find a psychiatrist. i dont want to. but its definitely for the best #im trying to get my life back on track and build and better it #but then something hits me and completely derails everything and makes everything so hard #so anyway im gonna go do some more cleaning and try not to make life-altering decisions. and maybe build a desk #btw i have to get up at 9am to take out my puppy. and at 11:35 i have to get ready for work. again its 3:30am #and im full of manic energy #tomorrow is going to be very bad but at least I'll have a semi-clean room

[br-uwu-cewayne]

Thinking about Battinson slowly starting to step out more in his Bruce mask, courtesy of realizing the city needs more than what he had been offering her, getting back to Mayor Réal about what he could do, etc., and as such... kicking off that verse's version of Wayne being the Damsel In Distress Du Jour and needing to LET himself be rescued by the GCPD on occasion.

And when it all first starts he's annoyed, because this is drawing SO much attention to him and also having to LET himself be the hostage when he KNOWS it would be SO EASY is just so frustrating....

...until a few go rounds in, when he starts realizing like oh. another nice dark cool room to wait alone by myself in for a few hours 🥺 this is so nice thank you i was getting so tired and now like

Whenever the strain of Being Bruce Wayne is just graaaating on him, or even just an appointment coming up that he's too burnt out (or just... doesn't want to) attend... maaaaaaaybe he arranges... just... just a little anonymous ransom for himself online so he can get kidnapped soon. As a treat.

#and also my REAL motive for all this of course - Gordon having to come rescue him #from some damp fucking cave or sewer or part of the city thats still flooded #and one glance at this pathetic drowned shaking chihuahua looking man has him pulling off his nice warm coat and wrapping it around the #man's shoulders or OOH maybe his coat's ask well too but his apartments nearby so he swings by there first to grab like #one of his oversized flannel sleep shirts to keep him warm and cozy during the next few hours of questioning in the chilly GCPD building #and Bruce is taller but so LANKY he's drowning in it and wrapping himself up like a bat in its wings and burying his noise in the warm #scent hiding his face against the florescents (the only part that still sucks about it all - the end bit where all the attention is on him) #and if it's the coat Jim FINALLY gets it back after... what seems like maybe just a few days too long but hey who really understands #billionaires anyway theyre all eccentric right? #but if it's the flannel he never sees that shirt again sorry Jim that's Bruce's now. #the batman (2022) #Bruce Wayne #Batman #Jim Gordon #jim x bruce #bruce x jim

[despite-everything]

so i'm hesitant to even bring this up because i don't want to jinx anything or get my hopes up but... i have an interview for a job next week. it's in a pretty small town which would be tough for me, but everything else about it seems absolutely fucking perfect, and if it were to be any small town in the united states, this would be ideal, so i think i can handle it. anyway, there aren't a lot of places available for rent, but i just found a recently updated apartment perfectly within my budget that's cat friendly and most importantly: it's a two minute walk from where my job would be. like i'm not kidding. that would be so fucking amazing. i haven't even had my first interview yet, so who knows what will happen, but this feels almost serendipitous?

#i mean even if i land the role someone else might get that apartment first #but the good news is i didnt find it on a traditional apartment search site i had to go direct to the building itself #its a cool fucking building too and would have an elevator (4th floor unit and i have a busted knee) #anyway. i hope i get this job and i hope i can get this apartment too #the view is INSANE! and id be living on the coast again!!! #technically the view is of the bay/river mouth but still. its stunning #i want it so bad #im getting my hopes up. i always get my fucking hopes up #tree talks

[bananonbinary]

just got a blazed post from a fucking real estate flipper like. who is this for. are there actually circles on here that love when asshole rich people buy up all the houses as an ~investment~ and then rent them back to poor people who can no longer afford to purchase their own house. you are literally one of the most parasitic groups on the fucking planet. who the hell on tumblr dot com, the website littered with posts from people begging for enough money to eat this week please, is like "oh hell yeah cute house renovation :)"

#fuck OFF landlords #i dont even know if landlord is the right term there #i mean they certainly do landlord #but the whole process is so much more gross than owning an apartment building imo #anyway the housing market is in crisis and its directly because of these assholes #dont fucking make a fun little post like im ur buddy asking about your neat little projects

[rohirric-hunter]

My job is always trying to sell me a gym membership. "We have a discount fitness program! Our employee discount program is selling 3 free months of Planet Fitness this week! Do you want to join the YMCA?" I have a warehouse job! Why do you think I'm out of shape????

#i swear if i go in to talk to a doctor and theyre like 'well thats an interesting complaint you have. i think you need to exercise more' #im gonna bite them #i live on the third floor of my apartment #i walk home from work when its nice #i walk a fair bit anyway to get too and from the bus #and anywhere i go other than work... i WALK #i exercise SO much why am i still being bombarded by all these fitness program ads #also i want to make it very clear that i dont trust planet fitness as far as i could throw one of their buildings #and the in house fitness program is called 'real appeal' and billed as a weight loss program #and you should know by now if you follow me how i feel about those #the ymca can stay but its on thin fucking ice

[montanabohemian]

i just watched this video on youtube about a $12 million dollar house and while it was in fact stunning, the thing i couldn't get past was the fact that every single bedroom had their own washer and dryer. and i'm like, if i spend $12 million on an enormous house, i ain't doing laundry in my own fucking room. no way. there will be an entire room dedicated to that thank you very much. like what the fuck. you spent 11 years building this stunning chateau-like house and you give each bedroom that?! i don't know man, rich people are weird.

still want the house tho. hahahahaha. where's my rich sugar daddy when i need him.

#the kitchen – while impressive – also really stressed me out #i mean i suppose at that price you'd probably have staff so it wouldn't matter much #but like the kitchen was so incredibly spread out and didn't seem to have much cohesion or sense #in terms of like if you were actually going to use it to cook meals #and i guess the basement and attic were both unfinished which was INSANE #you spend however many years designing and building this monstrosity and then don't finish it??????? #the 'master' bath was certainly a sight to behold and i loved EVERYTHING about it *except* where it was placed #so like it was ALL windows and that was fine cuz they were up in the mountains on like 40 acres and zero neighbors and of course #but one side of the bathroom (i think the shower maybe?) faced part of a driveway #and like if i had $12 million those windows would be those mirrored windows hahahahaha but on this house i don't think they were 😬😬😬😬😬 #but my favourite part of the whole house was ironically what could be considered its own apartment wing because it had its own kitchen #and it's the only part where the individual washer/dryer makes sense #but i suppose that might be where staff could live? who knows. ahahahhhahaa #ANYWAY apparently the family only lived in it for *three* months and it's sat vacant for like 7 years (tho not abandoned) #i mean what the fuck rich people #hahahahahahahahq #where's my sugar daddy when i need him #i will 1000% take care of this place #could have some cool parties at this place too

[publicuniversalenemy]

am i perhaps THEE luckiest guy inthe world? sources point to Yes

#i was a'browing yelp as i do to try and locate Cool Shoppes And Such to visit in my new neighborhood #and guess. guess what i found. like without even Trying. guess. #(i'll just tell u) #(its an volunteer-run anarchist bookstore and cafe and its like. mere blocks from my apartment) #first of all. what a fucking DOPE concept. second. that's a foot in the door to the world of anarchist organizing in pgh #THIRD. i think i will be hanging out there All The Fucking Time #theres also a TRUE greasy-spoon type diner nearby too #also theres other fucking INCREDIBLE ameneties and such literally Right Next To My Building #like gas and groceries and pharmacies and ATMs and all kindsa esesntial shit like that #also there's a year-round indoor farmers market coop??? right There??? #like bro. location is PRIMO #anyways. i am EXCITED #whatever the fuck

[juleteinthrum]

Can you belIEVE ME. ZIM(a trauma holder) would have a fucking trauma response(im a trauma holder)?! UNFATHOMABLE (i carry the majority of the bodily trauma including emotional shit).

#im an idiot #mitten in headspace meeting with my family at the cabin like muttering betweenst each other “im worried about zim” #“i knowww hes been in front for a WHILE this shit doesnt happen” #“its gonna be just like October” “i knowww something must be building” and i enter the apartment from taking the trash out. #so i feel like i have enough privacy to actually enter innerworld and ask hey wtf guys what #and they all look at me like hey buddy. wide eyes. “you okay?” like yeah what the fuck is going on??? #and im like last time i fronted this long no one had any issues!! and they just kinda.“you know thats nOt true. there was so many” #and i just silence bc idk what to say bc they're right Nd im like. but im fine? isn't kiba the one???? and they're like yeah but. he direct #ly impacts u and everyone else bc were in 1 body and ur literally a trauma holder n u literally just described being triggered numbly #and im like psshhhhhh *goes and has a full body trauma meltdown shaking and hyperventilating and groaning incoherently bc it hurts and i can #t speak or breathe or think and they have to soothe me thru it* and then go back to what i was doing like huh. huh. hm. im. here for a purpo #im traumatized LMFAO and anyway im using this blog as it's supposed to finally #got a lottt done today im proud but goD my body did Not Like that #zims stink #actually plural #osdd #traumagenic #invader zim #fictive #vent #cptsd #trauma response

[angorwhosebabyisthis]

wiggles at Things What There Are to Reblog When My Brain Allows Me to Route My Mental Energy in That Direction

#whosebaby talks #my brain has been laser focused on Specific Subjects to devote all its computing power to and complete crickets on near everything else #but By God the Time Approaches #in the meantime i've just been a combination of navel-gazing and dissecting Setrákus What the Hell is Wrong With--Oh Oof. Still Though #LL has a lot of issues with derailing and replacing characters' personalities and where they realistically built from #but setrákus is fascinating because he has VERY strong continuity of character right from the start of what we see of his life #the writers did a really REALLY good job of 'he was such a shy quiet boy what happened for him to end up this way' #probably to some degree unintentionally; but it has a massive *amount* of intentionality to it #compared to a lot of others; at least it vibes that way to me #it helps that like clockwork almost every single fucked up thing he does and builds his life around #is a combination of trying to process his issues by retraumatizing himself #and directly replicating what happened or was done to him or what he thought was wrong; while trying to rebel by doing the Exact Opposite #the things he says and does are all *incredibly* revealing once you know the basic patterns to look for #it's refreshing and really fascinating to take apart #anyway yeah my brain has been pretty much entirely fixated on that or philosophy stuff or recovering from back injury stuff lmao #LL tag

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#me: itll b done monday. itll b done Monday. no more of this experiment after Monday. #my boss Saturday morning: we made some changes to the end of the experiment. u dont have to take measurements sunday and Monday. youll do #it Tuesday and Wednesday. #me: ...i cant even. if i have to fucking do that. why would u do this to me? why the fuck cant i just fucking do it sunday/Monday? #im not fucking doing that. im not. fuck off. why would u do this??? is it bc my birthday is Monday so u think ill b sad abt being in the #lab? bc im im fucking not in the lab and this fucking experiment is still going ill spend the day crying and unable to do fucking anything #bc i just kno ill have to come back on fucking Tuesday and do this again #is it bc u think the post processing will take too long so u wanna split between days? bc i will fucking sit there all fucking night #on Monday if it means i can fucking get this over with. ugh. great start to this fucking day. fantastic #ive already emailed back like: um hey some of these changes make sense bc um what the fuck??? it doesnt make sense to offset my #measurements? so what thr fuck???? but like more polite and hopefully less frantic sounding. god. i hope she doesn't have a valid reason #for this. i dont wanna fucking do that and i will fight back #email. me. back. my fucking stomach hurts abt this >:-[ also i didnt get a lot of sleep and came in at like 6.30am #bc i forgot to measure prewatering weights over the 2 weeks. oops. so im maybe not that steady #but i fucking hate this idea. and im not saying i refuse to do it. but i fucking refuse to do it #well see if i hold out. agh. birthday present to me. i get to be selfish and end this project early. and by selfish i mean i get to protect #my brain a tiny little bit. a teeny tiny bit. except my apartment is now so fucking cold ill probably end up in the lab anyway #bc everytimr thry turn on the air in my building its like so so so cold snd i dont have temp control and i wont complain #unrelated #i need my answer before 5.30 or my head will explode

[fagrackham]

i get rambunctious abt architecture

#the sort of secondary downtown in the town i grew up was all these really charming little brick buildings and there was a ben franklin and #a donut shop that exploded (dw abt it) and really classic signage and the unitarian church which is a really lovely romanesuqe building #from 1890. it's one of the topographically lower points in the area and what should happen a few years back but these giant towering luxury #condos coming up at the highest point in the area. its like a church r smth idk but its fucking hideous in that sort of 80s-pomo-modern #farmhouse way and there arent apartment keys you have to use an app which makes me sick. oh also the library was rebuilt in 1965 and is #this adorable little building which is decidedly midcentury inside but not in the cool way you're thinking but it's PRETTY. there's an #ornamental book on the face of it and a wrought iron gate and it's really cozy. but the wiring is janky and instead of just fixing it they #are gonna knock it down and rebuild it to be one of those hideous glass walled monstrosities that have taken over any public space. see #also how they knocked down the high school which was built in the late sixties after the original burned down and replaced it with this #torture chamber. no character at all just sterile blue furniture white walls and light gray tile. it is cold and soulless and so big it #makes me sick. its also almost entirely open concept. but it USED to be this fantastic 1970 ish brick building w brick walls and multicolor #tile and lockers and a gym with wood panelling and murals of the beatles and calvin and hobbes #anyway rant over but the world is turning to shit

[4kadhd]

Ok I think my allergies are something that's in my room I went out to the living room and I was fine, I cleaned my fan so hopefully that should help

#my stuff #anyways if u can clean your fan blades #the dust build up can hamper the air flow and make ur fan suck #and if ur unable to take the fan apart easily to clean it its not a good fan its fucking trash #and can be a fire and health hazard considering its just blowing gross dust the whole time

[calamitouscynic]

this is the most useless feeling in the world

#mine #text #kieran talks #kieran.adulting #anyway i made the mistake of lokoing at the low balance alert from my bank this morning to start with #on the bright side im not in the negative yet!! down side i have three dollars to my name #so #thats great #we'll see if it holds up until friday i guess #and my sisters trying to get stuff delivered from walmart using the app and the app is Confounding Us Both #like she put our address in right but the marker is wrong #this is kieran three hours later #they delivered everything to the wrong apartment #we're at the back of the complex #they delivered it to the first fucking building #i had to carry six bags and 2 cases of water back to my apartment #its some bullshit

[biolums]

stuck between loving being home from college for the summer and being back in my childhood home and hating it bc im constantly reminded of the gentrification happening literally all around me

#new rich ppl housing developments keep being built #drawing in the rich ppl to my area (along with the oil business which is very big where i live) #and the worst part is that these rich ppl are also buying houses near them #like literally across the street from me #and its raising the prices of everything #and thats not to mention the new stores going up everywhere and the fucking toll road now 4 minutes from my house #a few years ago we got our first ‘store’ where we could get basics and stuff near us #except now the businesses keep coming and its just scary #seeing these shiny new buildings and then driving down the road less than a minute #and its my dads old apartment building which was… it was the kind of place deadbeats and white trash might live #(which to be fair my dad is neither he was just poor bc divorce is expensive ((on both sides))) #anyways im going to start killing people who support frakking on site #ill probably delete this later if i remember #just needed to rant #jace.txt

[floorpancakes]

this song is so doumeki coded im gonna yell

#tommy heavenly6 #ive been getting very into tommy lately #nobody was surprised #no but like i am building a doumeki playlist and when i realised the lyrics to this song i was like FUCK!!! #common theme lots of the songs i put in my doumeki playlist r like big explosions of emotion and a willingness to do crazy things for love #or a desperation to quietly love from the shadows #or fight fate w bare hands in a greggs parking lot #anyway the theme of like 'u made a wish that's gonna drag us apart and take you far away #fate is a trap wishes can bring harm id become a devil if it was for your sake' #LIKEEEEEEEEEE #xxxholic #if you think about it doumeki is the tommy heavenly6 to watanukis tommy february6 #its the glasses... #Youtube