#kieran.adulting

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SUSPICIOUS

#text #mine #kieran talks #kieran.adulting #so apparently im all but guaranteed a promotion and another raise at the end of the year #which i knew but my boss is going to try and get me a bigger raise than i thought id get #PLUS im due for my 2 year raise and the annual cost of living increase this summer #all of which combined even at the low end is going to up my paychecks to like #an actual livable wage maybe #so we're working on getting the deposit together to move next year around the summer #too many good things are happening all at once #or like #too many good things are all in the works at once

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equal parts terrified and excited rn, update to come later if I remember

#text #mine #kieran talks #kieran.adulting

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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

#text #mine #kieran talks #kieran.adulting #my fucking grandmother. who loves me Very Much #sent me money for my birthday to help pay for my dental bills. #im going to SOB

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state refund save me

save me state tax refund

state tax refund

#kieran talks #kieran.adulting #mine #i bought groceries and ordered new bras and underwear #AND pajamas #and i have to go grab some other things we forgot with groceries today but #thank fuck for my state being so shit at keeping my taxes #wishe the federal government would do the same #instead of making me owe every year now despite withholding 0 #whatever

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I'm so fucking anxious im going to puke

#text #mine #kieran talks #kieran.adulting #going to the dentist for the first time since at LEAST 2008/9 #with my absolutely fucked up teeth #like i told thrm my teeth were bad and i probably need crowns or something at least #and they said theyd take xrays and we'd figure out whay the next steps were after #but like #im so fucking anxious about it #i scheduled a lyft #i have a credit card in case its more than the 25 dollar copay or i have in my debit account #im just #😬😬😬😭😭😭😭😭

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my fucking. cat. has been licking herself obsessively for like. the last week and a half.

we discovered a sore on her throat from her collar buckle was rubbing bc she kept turning to lick. I woke up this morning to a line of fur on her back missing.

I THINK its just stress grooming. bc I was gone for a whole week at the end of July, and then we've had maintenance doing work in our apartment last week where they had to take an electric saw or whatever to the wall and ceiling to fix a leak. and they're probably going to have to do it again bc we have no hot water.

so now IM stressed too bc I can't afford a vet visit right now. I'm fucking.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

#mine #text #kieran talks #kieran.adulting #we have a vague plan of trying to distract her from grooming and #making her stop stressing but i dont actually know what im doing #fucking shit

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I'M BEING A BRAVE ADULT IN AN ADULTS WORLD

#text #mine #kieran talks #kieran.adulting #submitted a maintenance request instead of having my dad call the front office for us #and depending on if/when maintenance shows up #I'll probably be calling the front office to ask if maintenance can possibly get out here Today #disgusting disgusting disgusting #hate this hate this hate this

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fucking owe 400 dollars to the federal government this year. goddamn bullshit.

at least I'll get a nice state return? or at least half of it I GUESS.

#text #mine #kieran talks #kieran.adulting #fucking #i finally did my taxes #i owe like 368 dollars on my federal return #but my state return is 849 #so #thats nice #now my mom is asking me how much they took out in federal taxes #what the FUCK does that mean #like 1600 or something i dont KNOW #i just entered the numbers on the sheet and i owe money #wheres that fucking small monkey meme

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two and a half weeks until my teeth stop looking like shit

#text #mine #kieran talks #kieran.adulting #is the money worth it?? #fuck no #but it is what it is #at least ill be able to open my mouth without being paranoid about people looking at my teeth #S O O N

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I want to puke part 2 the electric boogaloo

#text #mine #kieran talks #kieran.adulting #back to the dentists office to get a mold of my teeth made #so they can get my crowns made #however!! i am now nervous about it #itll be fine #im just nervous bc thats who i am but itll be fine #they were nice yesterday #theyll be nice today too #itll just be 270 dollars for the fucking thing tho :) #ugh #im not going to enjoy the process of paying the loan back for this

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I have to go get an actual fucking eye exam from an actual fucking doctor

goddamnit

#text #mine #kieran talks #kieran.adulting #i just want to renew my permit PLEASE #but no the stupid little eye exam foohickey at the dmv fucked me #i couldnt read any of the first column thingy #on either of the machines they had #so now i have to get an actual eye exam #FUCKING #i hate this

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i was Too Productive today

i got so much done im lowkey Very proud of myself like, made bread (ate most of said bread (it was very very good)), swept all the floors, mopped, vacuumed all the carpet, changed the sheets and blankets for both beds, AND actually cooked dinner and got dishes started

i should make bread more often is what I've learned

#kieran talks #kieran.adulting #mine #text #my jaw hurts and i think its my wisdom teeth on the right side tho #:( #i also ate a thing full of blueberries so like #plusses and minuses #OH AND AND AND #ive made progress on a spreadhseet for dappervolk pets for myself #which is fun #completely unnecessary #but fun

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hello baseless anxiety that only shows up when im using my oven, beloathed

wish you'd stop showing up, bud

#kieran talks #kieran.adulting #text #mine #IM JUST TRYING TO MAKE POTATO WEDGES #THATS IT #STOP MAKING ME ANXIOUS OVER IT

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been in a shitty mood since i got home from work and i cant tell how much of it is just like

genuinely being in a bad mood, or the headache i had when i walked in, or that i was halfway home when i got told i could work from home tomorrow and i Didn’t have my laptop with me so i have to go in anyway

#mine #text #kieran talks #kieran.adulting #i might just run into work grab my shit and my files and then run back for the bus #and work from home anyway #ill have to skip my lunch hour maybe but #oh well lol ill be home anyway #but yeah no i got home and have been in a shitty mood since #hopefully im less fucking pissy in the morning but who knows

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just make it to thursday just make it to thursday just make it to thursday

#kieran talks #kieran.adulting #hhhhhhhhhhhh #its fine

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I'm genuinely updating my ipod for the first time in years just so I dont have to exist in silence until the usbc to earphone jack doohickey gets delivered this week for my new phone

I will Not be living like this at work.

#text #mine #kieran talks #kieran.adulting #plus i should get my new debit card this week AND payday is Wednesday #but anyway i plugged my ipod in and like #i dont think ive used in like #5 or 6 years? #ish? #EMBARRASSING