If König tries to kiss her and gets interrupted by one of her teammates I will set fire to your ask box and fill it with rage
Idk if this fits into any chapter I have planned yet but the idea was too good not to write a little thing for:
He’s so close.
It seems to warm you from the inside you, the way he towers over you. The fabric of his hood drapes forward as he leans his head down to regard you, one massive, brawny arm braced on the wall above your head. The small sliver of light from the cracked doorway slashes across his face in an abstract illumination, a radiant glimpse that glows and glints across one of his eyes.
You want to look away from his gaze but you can’t. There’s something intoxicatingly enticing about his stare, the way his eyes are fixed on you with an immovable fascination, a barely restrained fanaticism at the simple sight of you in the darkness, lips parted as you meet the gleam of his eyes. You can only imagine how you look to him, a doe in the glade, eyes alert and yet somehow gentle, trepidatiously trusting. Then him, a wolf in the woods, at the edge of a campfire, the solitary, desirous howl of him a gale in your thoughts.
He’s consumed by you. It feels like he wants to eat you whole.
You can’t help the traitorous flutter inside you, the quake of desire that weakens you across your knees, sends a thrilling shiver racing up the path of your spine.
You want him to devour you.
“You’re so…pretty, Maus.” He murmurs, and there’s a different glint to his eyes now, something a little more distant, as his pupils flick down to your bottom lip and back up to your eyes. “Schön.”
You hear his glove creak above your head, his fist curling tight, as if trying to push away an urge. Selfishly, you wish to reach for it, unfurl his palm into yours as if it might somehow reveal the secret he’s clasped there, let it bloom between your caught gazes.
You don’t speak. It feels that, if you do, this strange spell might be broken. This absurd fairytale will evaporate once more into the hail of gunfire and his thunderous, booming voice manic with the violence of battle. Here, in the place where he’s caught you he’s softer, blurred at the edges so you can reach out, grasp the center of him, drag him selfishly closer.
“I…” He murmurs, and again his eyes dart down, staying at the place where your caught, airy breaths tumble from your lips. “I want to kiss you.”
You don’t move. Barely breathe.
You shouldn’t. You can’t. To let him get even closer, here in the land of enemies would be a treachery, an unforgivable atrocity. If you fell even further into his hands, let yourself sigh against his lips, it would mean a surrender, a capitulation of everything you’ve sworn to for yourself. You promised you’d kill him, and now all you can think about is the warmth of his murmured name for you spilling across your tongue.
Maus.
You could push him away. You could retrieve the knife from your vest, stab forward in the darkness into the cadaver of him you’ve built in your mind. You could feel the wet seep of him spill scarlet over your fingertips, listen to his wounded wheeze echo forth into the space between you.
Instead, in the scant light of the outside pushing inwards into your heart, you close your eyes. You wait for him.
He makes a noise then, something between a sigh and a hum, pleased and yet pleading. It’s desirous, heady, filling the cracks of you with a sickly sweet elixir that you want him to lap at with a gentle, curious swipe of his tongue.
There’s a rustle of fabric, and you know he’s drawing back his hood. You can look, you know you can, but it still feels wrong, forbidden. Like Orpheus turning to look into the realm of the dead you fear that the moment you open your eyes this enchantment might be broken, that once again you’ll find yourself alone, longing for the hunger of his stare.
A touch at your chin. It’s fleeting, hesitant, then settles into something solid. You resist the urge to lean into it, and yet let it guide you all the same, upwards, higher into the clouds.
“Maus.” He whispers, and it feels like an incantation that traps you within his trance, one you walk into willingly, and yet try to claim to yourself is a trickery, a snare with no escape.
It’s not that he’s caught you, it’s that you’ve willingly surrendered to the temptation of his lurid, tender embrace. Into him, this man who has taken your heart captive despite the fact you offered it of your own volition.
König. Your mind whispers, and it feels like a sacrament, a confession of your own treasonous desires.
Then, a crackle of your radio.
“Rookie, how copy?”
Your eyes fly open, and for a moment you see him, see the wide, pale shock of his exposed expression just as he freezes, locks his eyes with yours, mere inches away.
Then he’s pulling back, yanking at his hood, but it’s not enough to disallow you from seeing the sliver of a scar sneaking up across his chin, a jagged render of flesh that grazes the corner of his mouth.
“Rookie. What’s your status?” Your radio crackles again, and you fumble for it, trying to calm your suddenly racing heartbeat as you respond.
“On task.” You reply, and subsequently wince at how utterly unconvincing your reply is.
There’s a pause then, and in the silence you swear both you and König hold your breaths, awaiting a reprimand, an order, a question as to your absence.
Then: “Good. I’m almost at the target. RV in five.”
You and König let out a tandem sigh, both your forms deflating in relief at the sound of Ghost’s voice. There’s a beat before you turn your eyes from your radio back to the enemy before you, feeling your chest clench at the twin tides there, warring for victory over the tender, exposed rift of your heart.
König seems to see it in your gaze, because his shoulders loosen even as he crowds close to you once more. You press back automatically, mind reverting to the default of a soldier cornered by an enemy. Yet when his palm cups your hip you soften at the edges, relax into his hold.
“Now.” He purrs, and you hear the wicked smile in his voice. “Where were we, little Maus?”
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okay this is such a weird question but like what is a dangerous scent? Because when i’m in heat i feel like a black widow omega hybrid thing that makes nests and lies there in waiting for an alpha to be lured in where i can keep them trapped and well yk it’s a heat for a reason. But it’s not like normal nesting for me it’s “i’m a dangerous creature that waits for my prey to come and find me through my pretty scent and deceptively comfortable nest”. Idk if this is normal behaviour for an omega at all but recently i just feel so feral like i’m about to kidnap some poor alpha and keep them in my nest forever 😭😭 ANYWAY back on to the question, i need a scent that rings danger. Right now my scent if fairly sweet and it works for everyday but when im in heat and in these moods i want another scent that like indicates other omegas to back tf off and i want to feel dangerous yk? sorry this is probs such a strange question hahaha
OK FIRST OFF!!!!! THAT IS A CONCEPT THAT GOES SO HARD AND I AM IN LOVE WITH IT!!!!!!!! I have never understood an assignment more clearly in my LIFE; I am FERAL about this concept.
Ok!!!! That being said, we have a lot of options to play with.
The first thing I thought of was keeping your original scent but adding something like capsaicin or menthol to your scent AKA things that don't necessarily have a smell, but will certainly affect people's senses.
I also did an rudimentary Google to get a vibe of what spiders smell like. A couple different sites mentioned acetic acid, which breaks down insect bodies. Acetic acid is basically vinegar. So, it's not so much of a luring thing, but it definitely would be indicative of danger.
That being said, capsaicin, menthol, or vinegar aren't the most appealing scents, and actually trying to make/find those scents as a wearable perfume might prove difficult. So! May I also suggest pushing the sweet elements of your existing scent to the extreme? Your everyday scent can be used as the dangerous lure and no one would ever suspect it!!!! You catch more flies with honey than vinegar (albeit figuratively) after all! Does this idea underplay the danger element in practice? Yeah..... but, it'd also probably be the kindest one to implement in real life, haha.
If all of those options sounded really unappealing, you can also try a dusty/musky scent? I've seen some people go with that for a hunter vibe.
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Is the next dru chapter coming SOOOOON? waah sk eel i miss u !!! I have been checking updates daily ( or maybe every minute!!! )
ALSO,,,, I wonder what inspired you to write dru ( and the scenes ) ><! Is it just a random idea that sparked within you or are there any silly background stories about it???
- 🤟🤟🤟🤟🤟🤟🤟🤟🤟🤟🤟🤟🤟🤟anooooonnnn
VERY SOON!!!!! >:) thank you for your excitement and anticipation!!! I can't wait to post this chapter. It's LONG and oh-so-devastating.
As for what inspired me!!! In classic merakiui fashion, I mentioned sk Jade in the tags of a post and someone asked about it. The skeleton of the concept began on this post. I had been watching a lot of true crime during that time and it inspired me to write about a sk!Jade who has an insatiable craving for human meat.
One backstory to DRU is that while writing it between May and June 2022 I shared the idea with my friend, and they told me: "Make him as feral as you possibly can." LOL he is but a feral, hungry eel. <3
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Hi, I came to report to you that your ql music research is rubbing off on me 😅 I was watching ep 2 of Ploy's Yearbook (for Joong and Namtan 😍), when suddenly I recognized a piece of music!! But I couldn't place it, so I tried to remember which series have I watched so many times that I'm familiar with the music. I reached the tentative conclusion that it must be from SIMM or possibly from Hidden Agenda (but I definitely connected it to JoongDunk). Maybe I need to do a complete rewatch of both series to confirm, what a hardship 😂 I just wanted to tell you that maybe aside from being a JD vampire bl truther, this will be your other legacy
oh my god, that's amazing!!!!!! i LOVE to hear that!!!!! i'm actually planning on making a side blog focused on shared royalty free music in thdramas, but that's something that is earliest going to happen in the summer if not in the winter. i wanna work my way through some of my fave shows first, because those are the soundtracks i'm more likely to recognize and i just wanna have them on my google doc before i go put everything in tumblr posts (which is also gonna take forever bc my google doc is currently at 100 pages worth of entries sjkfkjsfdj)
aaaaanyway, re: music in ploy's yearbook
was it by any chance desert caravan by ludvig moulin? i haven't watched ep2 yet (i was actually about to go watch it when your message came in and i couldn't help answering it first kjdkfdg), but i did see a clip of it earlier in jimmy's insta story and the scene had this music in the background. it has come up in episode 1 already as well. if it was this, then good job on connecting it to a joongdunk show because it actually has come up on hidden agenda a couple of times! i'm still missing the last 3 episodes on my music collection, but these are the time stamps so far:
ep1 pt1 - 0:13
ep3 pt2 - 0:20
ep4 pt1 - 4:32
ep8 pt4 - 8:08
And here are the time stamps for ep1 of ploy's yearbook:
ep1 pt1 - 11:10 / 17:41
ep1 pt2 - 1:50
ep2 pt1 - 9:38
ep2 pt2 - 0:27
ep2 pt3 - 3:09
ep2 pt4 - 3:07
you might also have recognized get up on that horse by spring gang as the music that plays in bad buddy at the beginning of ep7 when pat is in the car (ep7 pt1 - 1:20) or also in ep12 when patpran claim they broke up (ep12 pt3 - 3:45). oh but wait, it's definitely connected to joongdunk, you said? well, as it turns out this one has actually come up in star in my mind a lot. like. A LOT:
ep1 pt2 - 5:55
ep2 pt1 - 4:00
ep2 pt4 - 1:02
ep3 pt2 - 1:15
ep3 pt3 - 1:55
ep3 pt4 - 1:17
ep6 pt2 - 1:23
ep7 pt2 - 1:48
ep7 pt4 - 0:48
ep8 pt1 - 4:33 / 5:41
ep8 pt3 - 5:07
and here are the time stamps for ep1 of ploy's yearbook again for reference:
ep1 pt1 - 13:00
ep1 pt2 - 2:26
ep2 pt1 - 8:37
and here, have a bonus because why the fuck not: moonshiner's turn by martin landström. this one has shown up in ep1 pt4 of both bad buddy as well as 23.5 degrees. also found in ep1 of ploy's yearbook at:
ep1 pt1 - 18:53
ep1 pt3 - 6:16
ep2 pt1 - 0:35 / 17:30
well, i'm gonna go watch the new episode now! feel free to check back on this post in a couple of hours, i might edit it or add a reblog with all my findings about the music in ep2 😂
edit:
i've added the ep2 time stamps to the aforementioned ones! and i found new music as well!!
maybe the one you recognized as a joongdunk series music in ep2 was winning hand by ealot. it came up in star in my mind a couple of times:
ep1 pt4 - 3:00
ep2 pt2 - 2:20
ep4 pt2 - 9:16
ep8 pt3 - 4:17
it featured in ep2 of ploy's yearbook at following timestamps:
ep2 pt1 - 16:58
ep2 pt3 - 3:45
and there was some more bad buddy music as well (diggin' the drama by the new fools) and it amazes me that my brain immediately went "we know this!!" considering it showed up in bad buddy exactly one single time (ep7 pt2 - 13:45). bad buddy really has wormed its way into my brain in every single aspect in the last two years huh djkfkjdfg. anyway you can find it in ep2 of ploy's yearbook at:
ep2 pt1 - 11:10
apart from these, there were also two pieces of music that sounded increeeedibly familiar to me but neither shazam nor google could come up with any results! i'm gonna have to click through my "not found" list at some point, maybe they're already there. here are the time stamps if you're curious:
first one i can't find (ep2 pt3 - 2:06)
second one i can't find (ep2 pt3 - 7:09)
this is gonna bug me for a while....
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Slaves are also not hostages, a hostage is held deliberately to force the hand of a third party, with the promise of returning them if you get what you want, not literally anyone captured for any reason. If you are taken with no prospect of being released you aren't a hostage.
Those posts are always really annoying, I get the idea behind language used being important but the opposite of that point is made by simply warping definitions to fit whatever you want it to. They also come with an insinuation that people are deliberately not calling things by [name] to minimise it when it just doesn't fit the criteria at all. Its jumping on a bandwagon to sound smart and it undermines when people have a legitimate point about minimising language being used.
Tbh slavery is a perfectly good term to describe slavery. If people are taking it lightly its because they are condoning the actions not because we need to switch up the words. Why aren't "slave" and "slavery" considered Bad Enough Words?
exactly!!!!!!!!!!! they literally just want to do numbers on twitter its such silly shallow stuff
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