#and you’ll have to suffer

[geminison]

Beginning of a comic I abandoned (I’m also bad at dialogues tm, I’m sorry), little Billie (love how she came out), some random rendering practice (oh god did I accidentally yassify Homer Simpson…), and um. Daud trying to eat haha

#do I clog the main tag or nah🤔 since nothing here is finished #idk idk. well i guess you’ll have to suffer me haha #dishonored #daud #billie lurk #emily kaldwin #art tag

[fluent-in-lesbianism]

the phrase ‘stuttering like an idiot’ needs to be stricken from all forms of media

#next time I read one of y’alls fics and I see that phrase #I’m leaving a comment asking why you think someone with a stutter sounds like an idiot #you made me read it in a beloved character’s voice #so now we both get to suffer #and bc I don’t trust y’all #I’m suspending your right to ‘did I stutter’ until you do better #you’ll have to figure out a more creative way to convey that your character is nervous

[saturncodedstarlette]

🌟Ideas Dumping🌟

I always seen hurt/comfort fanfics where the character caused pain (emotionally) to the reader and still get a happy ending just bc the character confessed to the reader, I never understand that. I want to see the reader stands their grounds and be like

“So you think by confessing to me everything will be all happily lovey dovey? You caused me pain and embarrassment and then, you had the nerve to stand in front me and act nothing’s wrong? You don’t deserve my time & affection, if you were truly love me you wouldn’t make me go through all that suffering and humiliation! You’ve already lost me before you had a chance to be with me. You don’t deserve me.”

#Original : Archiviststar | aka me #🌟ideas dumping🌟 #Hurt/no comfort #slow burn #Angst #cod angst #fanfic angst #x reader angst #Cod #Cod x reader #Cod x reader angst #I want to see the character suffers from their own actions #If you want my affection you’ll have to crawl and beg for it #Resident Evil angst #Resident evil x reader angst #Genshin impact angst #Genshin impact x reader angst #Obey me angst #Obey me x reader angst #writing prompt #tropes

[mrspockify]

One of the cruelest things I think Bowser would do is give Mario an ultimatum, a very cruel one. So your Mute Mario, making him chose between Luigi and his daughter.

Ooooh I really love angsty scenarios where someone is forced to choose between loved ones!

For Mario, he would pretty much instantly delude himself into believing he could save them both. He has to save them both. There’s literally no other option in his mind, because he can’t bear the thought of losing one of them.

But for Luigi, there would be no choice. Mario has to save his daughter. He does everything he can to get that point across to Mario, and if he has the option he’s making eye contact with Mario from across the room to convey that to him. He wouldn't even have to say it or sign it. Mario would see the look in his eyes understand automatically that Luigi would never forgive him if he let his daughter die instead.

It would break his heart, but he'd still promise to save Luigi, signing it from across the room as he finally looks away and sprints towards his daughter. It's probably the last thing they ever communicate to each other.

#ask #mute mario #headcanons #luigi #dad mario #and anyone who has read my fic The Last Thing You’ll Ever Do knows how Mario is without his bro #I think having a daughter would potentially help him survive that though #but he would still suffer #and struggle with the feelings that come up when he looks at her

[ssreeder]

Is it okay to ask a spoiler? (kinda, like, it's probably just for me I'm at the beginning of your fic and I'm anxious as fck 😂😂)

I'm reading LIAB (chapter Going the Distance), and loving every word of it! I'm considering it as a real book instead of fanfiction, because you're a really skilled author and I can't wait to read the whole series and become an unbearable fan annoying you!! 😜❤️🙏🏼

Anyway, while reading I can't help but wonder: during the series are we gonna see Zuko and Iroh together again? I can't stop thinking about how Zuko misses his uncle (for context, Chang just was left behind for me, so I'm a little emotional about that yet!!!) and I can't stop thinking if we get to see Iroh unleashing all his angry at Zhao once he finds out what happened to Zuko and how our boy suffered...

(Another question completely different: is there any scene in the story you would love to see draw? I actually got to know your fic because of the lovely fanarts hahah, and now I was thinking about drawing something that I read but can't decide which scene 😭😭)

HELLLOOOOO!! I had to look at the chapters to figure out which one was Going the Distance & then I realized you really are in the very beginning of the fic series haha! Well…. WELCOME! (&your anxiousness is super valid it’s a super anxious fic I’m even anxious just thinking about you being anxious lol)

AWWWWW I HOPE YOU LIKE THE ENTIRE SERIES!!! it gets a little wild in some places & super duper dark so I just like to always warn lol. heed the tags lol.

OK AYYYY so as for the spoilers: Iroh & Zuko will absolutely be reunited & it’s going to be a mess. So much will happen between where you’re at in the fic & where you’re going, that it’s hard to even explain without spoiling the entire fic! Which I will do if you want just let me know haha. but Iroh will be part of the story and I think you get an update on him towards the end of the first book & then you’ll hear about him in RIA & then they’ll be reunited in ITF. They have a long & painful journey ahead of them I’m sorry… you have quite a bit of angst to get through.

& I can promise you Iroh is going to be very very PISSED. I love me some slightly feral Iroh, especially when it comes to his nephew.

(omg omgomgomgommgggg fanart is like a proposal to me and I swear I’m rolling on the ground happily just thinking about it. But idk what scene I’d pick I really like people who create the fanart to pick because I like to see what they choose! Also you have a long way to go so maybe something will interest you?? I’m super excited either way!)

thanks for the ask I hope you enjoy reading!!

#I think iroh pov pops up around the forest lesbians #So if you find some lesbians in the woods you’re close to an iroh pov lol #It’s a very anxious fic and it’s a whump style story so just be prepared #But yeah Iroh is not a man to sit by and let his nephew suffer #Ok he actually totally is but not physically suffer haha he can look past internal trauma but he draws the line at physical injuries! #But zuko changes a lot…. So…. Yeah that poor boy goes through it #& iroh is on the other side with arms wide open and zuko just doesn’t know what to do about that lol #We’re still in the middle of their situation right now and we don’t have an Iroh or Zuko pov so it’s been a BLAST haha #We will eventually get another iroh pov haha but it’s coming slowly #Oh I can’t wait for you to get to some parts because idk if you’ll be expecting them or not haha #*spins in a circle* WE WILL SEE!!!! #OK GOODLUCK #Waterlooletterwrb #Liab #RIA #ITF #ask #THANKS FOR THE ASK I HOPE YOU ENJOY!!

[quietwingsinthesky]

the last unicorn post from earlier has me thinking about the master. that yana is still in there, you know? is still someone he was, if even for a brief flash across the life of a time lord. there’s no way to unlive that life. there are ways to twist it later, sure, to make utopia into hell on earth. but the life was lived. in much the same way that the doctor can remember, can feel, the love he held onto as john smith even as that life is ripped out of his hands. the doctor choose denial and then grief and then to shutter it all away. and so john smith died, and so professor yana died, and the doctor and the master live on. the doctor has done this before, and he lives in orbit around humanity, trying to keep the best parts of them and hold them deep enough to take root (which he can pretend he gets to choose, as a time lord. as a human, it all floods in and can’t be dug back out.) but what about the master, right?

to borrow a turn of phrase: i think there are two time lords left in the universe, and they both learned how to regret.

#regret here meaning less feeling the emotion of actual regret obviously because time lords do not actually funxtion on unicorn rules. they #already get sad just fine on their own. no humanity needed for that. #but i dont know. i just dont think he brushed it off so easily. i think he did a hell of a job convincing himself he did. #and what better way then to twist his own great works and destroy the species he was working so hard to save at the end of the universe. #but what about the knowledge that he *could* be that person. that somewhere in him exists a version that wanted to save people. #a version that is painfully too much like the doctor. even. now is that part worse or better than the human part? #but if past regenerations are ghosts i think yana deserves a haunt. #anyway maybe ignore this one im rambling about nothing here #theres just. i dont know. what if you were the last of your kind and in surviving you made yourself Not Like Them in a way you’ll never #escape. #i mean doctor who is just so concerned with all these plots about hybrids and children of the tardis and clones and What Makes A Time Lord. #but they’re so obsessed with it in just. a very Lore way. is what it feels like. we get brushes of more like with jenny and how she’s #physically a time lord and the doctor denies her that inheritance. a shared suffering… #but me myself im just fascinated with the doctor and the master as the time lords who survived. but they survived Wrong #its. its. children of gallifrey that don’t belong to her anymore. you know? #i dont care if river’s got time lord dna!!! or the metacrisis is physically human!!! i dont care!!! talk to me about what it means beyond #their blood and bones!!! what’s it like to have your sense of self stripped from you like that!!! #what’s it like when so much of you is the shed skin of time lords past. but one of you was human. one of you was painfully *humiliatingly* #human!!! #enough about how much dna you need to count as a time lord. i want to know how much they can mutate until they can’t be recognized as one. #does that make sense?

[frodo-with-glasses]

A parade!

#the sheriff-leader #robin smallburrow #meriadoc brandybuck #merry #samwise gamgee #bill the pony #peregrin took #pippin #frodo baggins #lord of the rings #lotr #my art #fig tree au #you’ll have to forgive me for not drawing all dozen sheriffs #five of them is about as much tedium as i’m willing to suffer for this X’-D #me (a genius): hey let’s draw something really small and really long for the blog that a lot of people access thru a MOBILE APP #i am very smart #thank goodness for detail images LOL

[bdubsgreen]

Got on darktwt because of the current state of affairs and

#barely 2 days in and I’m suffering from severe whiplash #i will be charging bdubs & his enablers for my therapy session #& you’ll have to guess if I’m talking about physical or psychological therapy #hermitcraft #bdubs #bdubs arc #bdoubleo100 #in all seriousness it’s cool that he’s interacting with his fan base so much #i genuinely enjoy seeing him learn the lingo and such #never change bdubs

[apoptoses]

Let’s talk about head canon etiquette

Head canons are one of fandom’s gifts. They give a picture of the characters, give some insight into your favorite writer’s ideas on a ship, they’re great, they’re fun. However-

Someone putting a head canon on their blog is not an open invitation to take that idea and write a fic with it.

“But I love this idea, it inspires me!” you might say. Well that’s great! Here’s something you can do:

1. Ask the original poster if it’s okay to use their idea! Most people won’t bite and they’ll be thrilled you asked. But if they say no? You have to accept that answer.

2. Put your own original spin on the idea and make it unique to you

Say someone posted a head canon along the lines of “A & B love baking cakes together, every Friday night they bake a red velvet cake and eat it while watching horror movies”. You love this idea. You love them baking, you love the hijinks they could get up to with flour and eggs, you love the cuddling afterward. So cute!

If, without permission, you write a fic where A & B, on a stormy Friday night, make a red velvet cake and watch scream then you’re just lifting their idea word for word. It’s basically plagiarism.

However! If you write a fic where A & B make muffins on some other day and eat them in the park, cuddled up and people watching? Great! Its essence is the same- baking, cuddling- but the details are *yours* and that’s what counts.

Fic writers have tons of fun head canons they’d love to share. But sometimes they want to eventually write those ideas into their own fics.

Respect that. Don’t just take a head canon straight off a post and tag the author in a fic like you’ve done them a favor expanding their idea out. You’ve made them feel awkward by putting their idea into a work that is not theirs, and then put them on the spot by tagging them in it as if they should thank you.

And worst of all, chances are you just stole something they were thinking about using and now not only will they not write that fic but they won’t share their head canons anymore either.

Be polite. Be respectful. Ask first before you use someone’s detailed idea that was not tagged as a prompt anyone can just use.

#posting this because it keeps happening to me #and I have some head canons I would like to share #but I’m hesitating on answering these asks #because I don’t want the fine details of them just stolen again #I don’t care if someone is inspired by these ideas #just don’t lift every single detail like it was your own!! #if you do you’ll get blocked #and there’s other folks suffering from this #they’re gonna stop sharing their fun ideas if it keeps up #vampire chronicles #fandom etiquette #vc headcanons

[usernameyettocome]

Can I hear a wahoo

#second Crowley portrait on here! if you’re lucky you’ll get a third #I really should draw aziraphale at some point #don‘t want crowley to be all alone #well I guess art imitates life #crowley #crowley fanart #anthony j crowley #good omens #good omens fanart #my art #artists on tumblr #goodomens #idk what else to put here #keep enjoying fanart while you suffer ig #wish you the best little gomens people #get well soon #im really sorry my art style keeps changing I have like five different ones #ok that’s not true #it’s a SPECTRUM actually #spectrum of inconsistency #but who needs consistency anyway amiright #good for cognitive development

[lifeonmvrs]

signal samurai trio, my beloved <3

#yk it’s funny that in the episode they decide to show their friendship they also show edgeworth choosing death #IT MAKES SENSE (bc they show edgeworth leaving first when they are little and now when they are grown up) BUT IT’S STILL SO FUNNY #phoenix is all like #«our frienship will never change… right edgeworth?» #and then the music stops and they show edgeworth leaving 💀 #i mean… i GUESS it will never change. edgeworth is leaving once again… BUT LMAO ITS STILL SO FUNNY #OK SORRY FOR THE RANT LOL #yall have no idea how much i struggled drawing larry #if you wanna see my suffering you can check my uhh like three posts on my main blog (you’ll have to find it tho blehhh) #but yeah #drawing larry was a nightmare #and i FORGOT HIS BEARD!!! i am NOT drawing it tho #phoenix was hard too but easier than larry #edgeworth was the easiest to draw (not staying it wasn’t hard tho 😭) #very in character tbh #ANYWAY!!! hope you like the drawing now for the real tags ig #phoenix wright fanart #phoenix wright #miles edgeworth #larry butz #laurice deauxnim #signal samurai trio #ace attorney #digital art #art #digital artist #fanart #aa fanart #aa #my art

[urgeforgoing]

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#I get it’s sooo easy to put people in boxes and that sometimes people are more obviously suffering addiction but like. #there are so many signs on the album that are telling us to look deeper #this is coming from someone that spent her 25th birthday in addictions counselling for alcohol #but at the same time. had a very good job - a great social life - obtained academic accolades… etc. #I spent some of the summer in a psych unit as well but still seemed put together on the outside #the only people that ever knew about my issues???? those closest to me! #and it cost me some of my close relationships as well #you’ll never know until you’re in the situation but substance abuse / mental health does not have one look!!!!!

[fcb-mv33]

A Daniel tiktok page making a video of a child being left at a gas station and captioning it “max after losing a race” is literally the vilest person:)

#glad you’ll never have to suffer like Max did as a child #glad you find it so funny!! #scum #rambles

[hanzajesthanza]

i think the witcher makes me feel a profound sadness every night because it’s about all the things we love so much, or that we wish we had, but can never get back. the tragedy of the uncontrollable. the pain of loss.

ciri, despite her youth and innocence, loses her home and family and then she even her adoptive parents, and then she even loses her youth and her innocence, and is left with nothing but a grotesque scar symbolizing her trauma that doesn’t fit her childlike face and a hardened, green glare. and a sword, which is only a burden.

her parents, despite their incredible love for her, despite all of their agony and sacrifice to get her back, despite their own loss of their honor, their pride, their blood — they lose her too. they lose a child, the most tragic loss of all.

dandelion loses his best friend, clutching at his memories like the weeds growing by loch eskalott, trying to grasp the last twenty years to write his memoires.

milva hears her father’s words when she shoots, and his wheezing echoes in her mind.

regis lost himself, his entire life, all the people he ever loved and chased away.

cahir, despite his large family that loves him more than imperial orders, can never return to darn dyffrya, feel the sun on his face in vicovaro ever again.

angoulême wonders if her mother would have loved her had she not abandoned her, imagines what her hand patting her head in praise could have felt like.

and then geralt loses them. all of them, one by one.

and nimue, reading about it all, can never meet the figures of the legend she has obsessed over for years and years… she has her part to play in it, she can know their voices from dialogues and know their faces from etchings, but will never be able to tell them she loves them, tell them how much they mean to her.

even when they find what they’re searching for, even when they find what they’ve desired so — it’s only for a bittersweet moment. they shortly lose it again. everyone in this series is so intertwined together and caught in the same snare of destiny, and at the very same time so very alone and abandoned

#additional edit: this textpost brought to you by carolina in my mind #edit: and no one’s loss is the exact same! even though there are parallels — everyone suffers differently. #i used to feel guilty describing my experience as ‘loss’ because it wasn’t pertaining to death and that’s typically what loss insinuates #but you can lose so many things outside of death. and inside of death i don’t rule that out — but for me at least #the witcher books made me realize there are soooo sooo many ways to suffer and girl i’m not special lol #like all the protagonists experience this horrid sadness and tragedy and they KEEP LIVING and then they SUFFER EVEN MORE and then they DIE #and its like omg thats horrifying but like that didnt make the read any less enjoyable. in fact it made it more so #if they just were happy all the time there would be no story #so it made me realize that even if you are suffering or even if you have lost. life is still worth living #and also that rage and ‘bad’ emotions and selfishness and all these evil things that rise up from within a person are in fact natural #the creation of children of contempt seems almost unavoidable in the world we live in #but the point is that you cant stay a child of contempt. you have to humble yourself or someone else (BONHART) will humble you #dont hurt others or leo bonhart will snatch that beret with the rooster feather right off your ashen-blonde head #the witcher books #txt #analysis #kind of? analysis: a big theme in this is loss. lol kind of obvious not really groundbreaking you’ll have to forgive me #f: a hansa's a hansa #f: i want to see the sky #damn who would think a war saga would be a tragedy smh #obv /s #personal

[pastel-rights]

And then I finally end it off with some doodles of them… they make me feel things.

#ringmaster doodles #sona art #( they’re very much the theme of. love in the face of the neverending march of time. ) #( being immortal and knowing you will outlive the man you love because someone else deemed he unworthy of eternal life. ) #( he may still have tens of thousands of years left. sure. but you know that those will go by and he’ll disappear in the blink of an eye. ) #( and you’ll sit there on his death bed. wondering why did things end up like this? ) #( wondering what you did wrong. and if you could have done something different. you’ll always ask yourself. ) #( if he lives a life of happiness and comfort or did he live a life as gruesome and miserable as the wars on earth? but you won’t know. ) #( and the more you think about it. the more you realize it. how nihilistic he was. and how he never seemed to smile even in the good times. #he always seemed to have a frown or a scowl on his face. he always seems bothered and unhappy. ) #( so you wonder if it was something you did. because you know you aren’t perfect. you’re hardly good. ) #( you wonder if he’s mad at you. maybe he was. but he doesn’t have the heart to stay mad. ) #( and that’s love in the face of adversity. knowing that no matter how bad it gets. he loves you as you love him. ) #( and you wonder why he never smiles. because he truly never does. and so you ask him. honest and true. ) #( and he tells you there isn’t anything worth smiling for. nothing in this whole world. ) #( but he smiles at you. it’s always small. and it’s always brief. ) #( but that smile. that smile means love. ) #( that hug. as flimsy as it may be. that hug means love. ) #( of course. he isn’t affectionate. if anything. he detests it. he hates physical contact of any kind. you’ve noticed. ) #( which is a shame. you love your hugs and your kisses and your hand holding. ) #( but even if he doesn’t like it. he lets you do it. because it makes you happy. ) #( and you learn that when you’re happy. he’s a little less miserable. ) #( of course. not all love is equal. and not all love is fair. ) #( the love from a lover and the love from the father can never equate to one another. ) #( no one will love you in the same way a father or mother loves you. in the same manner. no one will ever love you the way I do. ) #( because my love will remain with you. long after I disappear. ) #( and as bitter as the idea of my own existence coming to an end is. knowing I did all of this for. essentially nothing. ) #( that I’ve gone through all this pain and suffering and hardship just for it to all amount to nothing. for it to be fucking useless to try. #I get to die knowing that you’ll always love and be loved. and that’s enough for me… ) #( … maybe there is something worth smiling for after all. )