#and the FOUND FAMILY IM GONNA DIE

[transgenderfivepebbles]

waa i don't wanna kill lowell :((

#ramblings #my boy who loves his wife so so much.. #and the FOUND FAMILY IM GONNA DIE #THE LIU IS EVERYTHING I WANT WHY DO I HAVE TO DO THIS :((((( #PROJMOON WHY. I'M GOING TO WALK INTO THE OCEAN AND NEVER COME BACK. THE FAULT LIES WITH YOU #KRILLING MYSHELLF WHY WOULD THEY DO THIS TO ME #it's ok. it's ok i'll just draw them later to cope (<- lying to himself)

[deadandphilgames]

oversharing in the tags time :)

#i think it’s time i go back to therapy #i keep having recurring nightmares about my ex best friend #or dreams where she reaches out to me. and explains why she cut me out #backstory. in high school had a lesbian toxic situationship with my #bestie. THEN i had another one. which kinda overlapped? the first one was open but also just messy #anyways. jade and i were like together for a year. then she got a boyfriend one day and i had a breakdown #it happened just after high school and i was sooooo … unwell. wasn’t out to my family felt like i was gonna die etc etc #(this is all pre dnp btw) anyways next year i found dnp. a couple months later she broke up with her bf #and we sorted dated for a while (this whole time we’d been just friends and i was still not really over it but hiding it) #and then she dated ANOTHER guy. they broke up and she had a breakdown and moved 9 hours away. i went #to visit her for a month. we like kinda dated again then and i thought we could make it work. then 2020. no travel #so she started dating a guy. didn’t tell me. even though we spoke every day. she moved in with him #then she breaks up with him mid 2021. i started dating my gf. but Jade was clingy and it was awkward #she started dating a sketchy guy who was homophobic. i went and visited her a few times #start of 2023 she tells me she wants to make more of an effort cause he didn’t like her friends so she cut everyone out. then she ghosted #in feb 2023. we had tickets for #mcr in march. i had to text her cause she’d blocked me on messenger and said im going to the concert whether she’s there or not #she said ‘yeah no worries! you can take someone else in my place too 😎’ she used that fucking emoji #and I haven’t spoken to her since. I think she quit her job . and that guy was not a nice man #so I still worry about her #writing this all down makes me realise she was a bitch and I deserve better #but I just want closure. it isn’t fair she replied so casually to my text when I said ‘you’ve blocked me’ #it isn’t fair she HAS MY SIGNED COPY OF DANS BOOK #anyways. I need therapy to get over this #and I haven’t even written about my family issues (im #out and they’re supportive but my god they fucked me #up as a kid) #if you read this hi 👋 hope you are having a lovely day #don’t get in lesbian situationships!!!

[eebie]

little nightmares is scary strong… two little guys all alone in a big world … They speak not a word 2 each other besides like. little whimpers yet they love!!!!. an inhospitable and desolate forest of hostility set ablaze with a single spark of companionship ^_^ a beating heart in the chest of a corpse, a lively daffodil growing from the rot of roadkill . their bond rends heads from shoulders, tha sky from the earth And in between they kindle their own glowing salvation out of the warmth that they find in each other!!!!!

#sorry 4 waxing poetic on main😢😣🙏 #my rambles #little nightmares #i FUCKING LOVE the Found Family in apocalypse trope #six did not betray mono i will DIE on that hill. im not even gonna get into it though #mono betrayed her first👹👹👹👹even if he didnt know it . even if he didnt know he was hurting her!!!! RRREAGHHGHHAARREAAA!!!!! #I LOVE mono so much tho dont take those emojis like i hate him i almost like him more than six #me : im not gonna get into it. also me 15 seconds later: im getting into it #its ok i caught myself in time #iots just. SO HARD being right about everything …..siiigghhhh #this is also about low and alone!!!!

[oathofkaslana]

albedo and klee make me so so sick guys did you know she’s the only sibling he constantly has in his life. did you know she’s the only family he constantly has in his life. did you know she’s the only constant connection albedo has to humanity.

#SMITE ME. #IM GONNA DIE. #AND THE BEAUTUFUL THING IS #HE FOUND FAMILY AND UNDERSTOOD HUMANITY IN ALL ITS LOVELINESS #THROUGH A FAMILY OF NON HUMANS #gi #albedo & klee #albedo #klee #alchemages

[hearties-circus]

Guy that I am. So normal about

#al art #al ocs #imagine me in a locked echo chamber just wailing about denys #thats my head right now #im so fucked up sbout them. because. i had a little thiught #before my reasoning for ehy denys wouldnt kill axel was a mix of professionalism and contradictory feelings #now having given it more thought ive realised its specifically because axel is OK with it #denys WANTS axel to be scared for zir life denys NEEDS axel to be terrified #because thats how vos parents felt. they were scared. they didnt want to die. they didnt want to be Killed. #and little denys was so so so scared stumbling upon the scene that vo was gonna be next. who wouldnt be. wicks parents were Murdered #wick needs to get that revenge to have axel be so so scared like they all were back then #but zes just not. #its been 5 years since axel found out who denys was and almost immediately ze realised that whatever punishment denys wanted was justified #it would be the right thing. fae wouldn't fight it. #so now neither of them gets what they want. they cant. #denys still wants axel to think wick would and could kill fae at any moment but axel is ok with that #i am literally in my room seperate from my family on hogmanay and gripping my glass of blue wkd. i am SO normal right now #denys #axel

[yanderesotherhalf]

That feeling when you're gonna be surrounded by cute counselors for an entire summer.

Okay I've been way too obsessed with @campwillowpeakk lately and I'm so excited to see where it goes~! Gotta say the characters are too cute not to draw so I hope I did em justice with these doodles! Nearly impossible to pick a fav out of them all so I ended up doing all of them lmao

Keep up the great work and thanks so much for working on such a cool project! can't wait to make more fanart as we get to know more about this lovely hopefully-not-murdered cast!

#camp willowpeak #cwp harper #cwp jazz #cwp dante #cwp sophie #cwp cammi #cwp gavin #listen knowing my luck im gonna get one of these guys killed right away so I'm gonna enjoy this lil campy found family while i got it okay #i'm a sucker for yanderes so harper has my whole heart #but Gavins the one im most excited for he's got 0 game and corny as hell and damn if that doesnt make a girl smitten #also jazz just has me sdfghjhgfd #ma'am i love you im gonna apologize in advance for never doing any of the work im gonna have to be doing #right im gonna stop rambling but please know id die for all of these guys you make great characters have an amazing day mwah #art tag #doodles

[frodo-of-the-nine-fingers]

every tv show needs:

1. a lesbian

2. her best boy best friend that she's in an unhealthy codependent relationship with and they both put each others needs over their own and everyone else in the entire world

#im gonna be SICK #something something found families and ride or die besties

[lastoneout]

Thank you for the really kind anons, sorry I don't have the spoons to respond properly rn given Everything, but they mean a lot and I am going to keep them in mind <3

#tldr: my grandpa is probably going to die soon #Im gonna have to drive across the country with my family to hopefully be with him before the end #and I found this out yesterday before dinner #it's all hitting pretty hard rn #now that I dont have stuff to distract me as much #so yeah #not in the best headspace #probably was meaner to that person than I needed to be tbh #shoulda just blocked them #but they really hit a nerve

[goooteamfriendship]

the fact that they continuously choose to be together as a family. a family!!! that REFUSES to give up on each other!!!!! and fights tooth and nail for their happiness and safety!!!!! fuck!!!!!!

#ofmd #our flag means death #the found family is found family-ing #god damn it they love each other so much im gonna die #this is what i wanna see!!!!!!

[screwzara]

I HAVE FINALLY RESUMED WRITING WREATHS OF AZALEA

This is a separate Original Story I had been planning aside from Epiphany's Bind, Rampant Inc. and Bleeding Hearts

Mostly based on the idea of a multidimensional apocalypse through the perspective of one of the survivors who is currently in her mid teens - early 20s(haven't decided her exact age)

Found family and betrayals ✌️✨

This actually came up in my head because I feared being left behind by everyone I loved and that they would choose a complete stranger over me if they had a chance so ummmm don't mind that- [Spoilers - That's exactly what happened to the protag]

Anyways, the starting might be a bit awkward since timeline-wise, it's around the middle of the apocalypse where everyone has gotten a good idea on how to survive but the dangers have also become more prominent

I'm gonna write it all in Notes and Wattpad

I might post it here too though 👁️👁️✨

#Original Story #Wreaths of Azalea #its technically a rewrite since I tried writing it like 2 years back but it was horrible #the idea still stuck tho so im gonna try writing it again #anyways #imma die since i also have exams rn #dkdkkd #my next one is on wednesday 💀 #also #jdjdmkdkd #since this was brought up brought a self insertish fear it might be a bit cringe #kfkdkdk #it has angst #too much angst #found family is also there #actaully is there a term for extremely slow found family dynamic build up like how there is one for romance(slow burn)? #kfkdkd #anyways if this story ends up doing good then i might also write the prequel to this

[drbtinglecannon]

I have such mixed feelings on dalador

Cuz on the one hand

it's really funny

I feel like it could happen canonically, though hopefully years down the line rather than anytime soon

they were once so close as kids/teens but something happened and it led to bitterness and pain for decades that maybe can't ever be fully healed but can be remade into something new which has the potential to be sweet

But on the other hand

I think Darius' found family relationship with Eber & Hunter (and also Raine & Eda but not as close) is a billion times more important to his character and more compelling to me as a fan than dalador could ever be to the point I don't really care for it in comparison

it'd probably be plain unhealthy to even attempt dating for years given the amount of bitterness they had festering for decades

both Darius and Alador have the far more important task of fatherhood coming up (newly for Darius but Alador has been failing at it for years cuz of his neglect from his own abuse)

it's unfair to Em, Ed, and Amity for Alador to immediately hop into a new romantic relationship after all his years of neglect. Also Em & Ed weren't even around for the falling out between Alador and Odalia so they don't have that extra layer of understanding/acceptance that Amity does

it's unfair to Hunter too, like I imagine he'd unintentionally take that as a sign he's not actually wanted around if Darius was focused on a new relationship, and Hunter deserves all of Darius' attention

while Alador did ultimately choose the right side in the end, he actively helped make the rebellion more difficult all the way up until the end which almost got everyone Darius loves killed and that's uh, probably gonna be an issue for a while on top of the decades of bitterness. Add on he was the last to see the kids & now everyone's extra pissed at him. Like if Eda doesn't kill him Darius might himself

we don't know what caused their falling out and it could be extremely justified, so the lack of knowing for sure makes me a bit iffy

I feel like they're kinda fundamentally incompatible on bigger moral issues, the ways they approach magic, and personal ideologies. This isn't unchangeable but idk, I'm thinking about how Dana talked about Darius as a char and wonder how well that would mesh with Alador for a long term romantic situation

I know it's not really popular but after OTWAT I think daraeda is a way more interesting dynamic if I'm gonna ship Darius at all (tho under specific circumstances i.e. it's Raeda & Darius is very casually involved cuz I don't really see him as the type to settle down himself & Raeda is the OTP they're getting married it's non-negotiable it is happening in canon I am manifesting it... but anyway he occasionally goes on dates with them and such but for the most part he's doing his own thing which includes being Hunter's dad & Eber's bestie/brother & just his own personal time cuz he's a man that highly values his me time & I love that for him)

I still have mixed feelings on Alador after how he was acting in King's Tide (like dude... You're the adult be more mature? Also don't threaten a clearly abused child with sending him back to his abuser???? The fuck you were abused too dude you should have more compassion in such a situation. His moments with Amity were sweet but also I'm still mad they didn't go get the twins. All in all he's not off to a great start here)

I was vehemently opposed to it prior to COTH so I'm still not fully convinced

dalador being funny is the main reason I enjoy it which isn't a great reason imo lmao

out of the ships I think will happen/are canon, easily the one I care the least about by a wide margin

See found family point again cuz my god that reason is everything to me

#not gonna tag the ship cuz i dont wanna be that asshole adding negativity to a ship tag. but yeah idk its very mixed #ive made some anti posts about it before coth & ive made some pro posts about it since but. idk after kt im way more focused #on darius' found family relationships with eber & hunter than i could ever be on his romance with alador lol #toh #discourse #kind of #long post #no one needs to read this I'm writing this for me #cuz i have so many damn thoughts on my owl show that i need to bloat my stupid blog with them or I'll die #daraeda is just that ot3 meme to me. both the 'my bf & his bf' one & the throuple rant from the gay & wondrous life of caleb gallo one #i guess i was expecting dalador to interact by now but they havent & given the time restraints i dont really care to see it if it means #losing out on family stuff instead. for both of them they have way more important family stuff (tho alador i just dont care about as much) #tc posts

[mychlapci]

i like all the angsty fanfics where Ford wears so many layers and prefers turtlenecks because hes insecure about his scars and hates to show them to people. or he hates the all star tattoo. but i also like to think of a scenario where ford is 100% fine with his scars and even with the tattoo hes just got a fashion sense that fits and doesnt want to interrupt the aesthetic, and coincidentally his preferred cool and comfy outfit also covers all his scars and tattoos. sometimes he does wear a normal shirt or parades around in his underwear like Stan without any problem and no one knows what to say

#gravity falls #ford found one outfit he looks sexy in and went... actually im gonna wear this until i die #his whole family think hes insecure about the scars he brought back from the multiverse #but ford is just completely fine. doesnt understand why everyone tells him hes so brave whenever he wears a tank top

[blusandbirds]

"you said goodbye to everyone but me. why?"

"you know why."

"tell me."

"you're the only one who could change my mind."

okay so like kill me then

#blu talks #they really said found family im gonna die #blu's white collar watch

[nexus-nebulae]

hmmm

#i have a movie script idea that i wanna make that will inevitably be cursed to forever be a WIP but #i write a LOT of stories where characters inexplicably get turned into animals (weird curse; latent shapeshifting ability; etc) #and one subgenre of that that i write a lot is 'character becomes a household animal and has to communicate that to The Humans' #shaggy dog movie style you know #anyway i had an idea for one of those with a distinctly autistic message #where an autistic person gets turned into a cat or something and gets found by a random family #and realizes they're being treated kinder as a cat than a human #and the whole movie is about them like. getting the acceptance they deserve and finding a better environment for themself #idk i had a specific idea for a scene where the Autism Cat and one of The Humans are interacting #with the cat like. typing on a keyboard to respond to the human #and the cat says something like 'youre kind. kinder than most' #and the human goes 'well yeah!! im not gonna leave you to die!!' #and the cat just sits for a second and then goes '... kinder than most' #because. o u c h. and also mood.

[bo0zey]

raaawwerrrrrr hehehe uwu ::)))) lol teehee!!! weewooweewoo!!!!!!!!!!!!! xD hahaha :P lolzzzzieeee awoooooooga meowmeow woof hahahahahahahahah :D lol lmao :3 8D

#OMGGGGGGGGGHHH IM SO RANDOM HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH OMG I AM SO SILLY AND ODD!! HASHTAG DORK ALERTTTT LOLLLLLLLLL #yesterday when i woke up my first thought was i don’t want to be here i should really kms and for a moment it was genuine not passive #it struck me at that moment. how Genuine i meant it and wanted to do it #it was only for a few moments until eventually i glanced over and saw my perscription bottles on the bedside table #and i reminded myself that these thoughts are happening because i hadn’t taken my medicine in a few days i don’t know how long but a few #off and on then off for a few days #im so unwell i hate being so pathetic!!!! stupid stupid stupid everyone else from my nursing school either already took the test Or #they’re studying right now preparing to take the test either way everyone’s gonna be a nurse and i’m not at this rate i haven’t done shit #it’s because i feel hopeless again i feel futureless i know i don’t want to live another few more years i know this it’s a core belief #so searching for jobs for a long term future just seems so pointless to me #but i know my family expect me to do it and i’m going to do it don’t worry i know i’m just a chronic procrastinator i’ve been like this #and i know i can’t live at home forever i know if i truly want to not be here anymore then i have to get my own apartment #somewhere i won’t be found and somewhere ​i’ll be able to die alone without the risk of being found and hospitalized #i won’t fuck up it won’t be an attempt it will be completion and seen through i’ll only have one chance i absolutely cannot fail that #anyways if anyones reading the tags DONT WORRY PLS IM JUST VENTINGGG N BEING DRAMATICCC LOLLLL PLS DONT WASTE UR ENERGY WORRYING!!!!!!!!!!!! #i’m really fine my life is fine i have nothing to complain about i just am an annoying whiny crybaby who can’t suck it up and grow up #everyone has to grow up and be an adult nobody wants to work but we have to #except i don’t jsut not want to work i want to Genuinely not be Alive lollllllllll #darn! how do i get over such a silly little hump! a bump in the road! #i’ve been an adult since i was the age of a child i can’t remember exactly when my role in life switched but i know it was sooner #sooner than a child is supposed to grow up #i’ve been an adult for so long no wonder i’m so tired i already grew up i don’t have the energy to live as an adult anymore #my mind n body are tired. i wish the world would just stop asking anything of me. #i have nothing left to give anyone only rage and sadness so i just want everyone to stay away so i don’t hurt anyone anymore #ramblings #🤣🤣🥸🥸🥸🤓🤓🤪🤪😝😂😂🤣🤣🤩🤩🫢🫢🤭🤭🤔🤔😲😲🥴🥴🤠🤠🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡😺😺😽😽😺😺😼😼😸🙀🙀😹😹😹

[thekingofchungus]

i wait like a week to buy the brand spankin new haribo monster gummies after 2 failed attempts, in my nauseous stupor I grab one off a shelf in eurogiant and once i’m no longer unfunctionally sick i take out my newly acquired prize and i find out its literally 90 percent frankensteins. with a grand total of 4 ghosts and 3 draculas.  what and how

#chatbox #WERE ALL OF THEM ON THE SHELF LIKE THIS? IDK I LITERALLY WAS SO SICK AND JUST WANTED TO LEAVE THIS MORNING WAS HELL ON MY BODY #genuinely thought i was going to die i was so fucking sick but good news im way better!! I JUST FOUND THIS OUT AS SOON AS I RESTED UP #like what is this ronald mcdonald clownery #its already like a half full bag there were like 4 lemon ghosts and fucking 3 blood orange draculas like why is this reeses pieces?? #like for fucks fuck! whyyy im gonna have so many fucking apple frankensteins to sift through #haribo why cant you be normal....is this just a eurogiant thing....i dont know dude i am sorry for expecting normal gummies #BUT I DO HAVE. SOUR SKELETONS. with lots of blood orange if i remember that right #take THAT. hah #but hey i have haribo monsters to begin with so thats like a default W. just so odd like come on please be normal #snack corporations just be normal im begging you. evenly distribute your fucking wares to like a civil degree #looking at you Celebrations who only ever have 3 fucking malteaser chocolates #you cant comprehend it. you cant comprehend how many family gatherings you've uneased #snackscapades #nom talk #what was my tag for this again?