#and now I’m motivated again

[endermagpieart]

What do you mean I’m a bit late for Janus’ big day? Of course not, how could you say such a thing! I definitely didn’t forget all about it in my absence and only get reminded in the incorrect quotes video live chat; that’s not like me at all ;]

Anyways I decided to dress our sassy snake in some different outfits I think he’d like. He seems like the type to get all dolled up on his birthday and it goes with Thomas posting pics in outfits inspired by the sides on their appreciation days!

@thatsthat24

#sanders sides #janus sanders #ts janus #thomas sanders #sanders sides fanart #my hoard #I’ve returned! #the newest asides came out and I remembered how much I love it #so I’m hyperfixated again and I’ve not now peace since #it is nice to actually finish something again tho #I’ve been pretty busy working lately and now I’m starting to pack to move into my first apartment! #so not much time to really sit down and draw #and when I do have time I can’t get the motivation to actually draw anything #I want to get better about posting stuff on here #(even though it feels like I’m just dreaming into the void a lot) #even just silly little things or rough sketches I’ll never finish #I hope it’ll help me continue to draw and make things again #I forgot how nice it is #anyways if you’ve read this far thanks #have a cookie :] 🍪

[clownsuu]

I give you an

A

A

Also I stole this ask just so I can post this fuggin weirdo I made smhh (I raise from the dead just to post an oc again LMAOAOAOAO)

Hopefully this will be my last one in a long while I can live with 7 fuggin wh characters HHFHFUDJSNKSSJ- well- technically 8 if you include Betsy-

But to keep it (somewhat) short and sweet- my loser- a ye ol Milkman- Zachary Milksop (chronically lactose intolerant) and Betsy (a lil mascot moo sentient puppet)

Another character made almost spur in the moment again (like Mari) though thankfully not another bUG, but just some average human smhh. He’s a really simple guy, a loser, is as interesting as normal milk— he’s just the ye ol milkman who delivers you that gud shid smhh— enjoyer of the finer things in life (lunchables). A lil flirty and charming (in possibly the cringiest way possible) however he doesn’t really seem to pick up anyone besides the local cows that constantly harass him (and eats his pants). He enjoys watching them though, from v e r y m u c h afar——

hes just kinda, “that guy”

Also Betsy- a very sweet woman! She always greets everyone and has the friendliest extroverted personality ever! Always the type to bring (albeit tiny) gifts for her favorite neighbors and always leads when talking to anyone. Not like she would allow Zach to say anything anyway, she hates his polyester guts (and only him smhh)

#HOPEFULLY #h O p e fu l ly #Last oc in a while I am too tired to make another one in the spur of the moment again JDHCGDDH #I’m trying to rest damn it LMAO #But also doesn’t help that iv been feeling like absolute garbage lately #Last night specially- I just couldn’t sleep for the life of me- I was so upset and disheartened- #Dw I’m a lot better today- just still feelin a lil hollow #But anyway! #a loser 😔💔🥄🥄 iv been wanting to make a painfully dumb human character since iv made Dusty #But nOOOOOOOOO I MADE EVERYTHING EL S E #Now iv basically made every version of characters iv been wanting to make- #So now I can finally be at e a s e - #Welcome home #welcome home oc #Also hopefully that will actually motivate me to draw welcome home content again LDNHDJDDJDJ been severely l a c k I n’ #Zachary Milksop & Betsy #They share a tag 💔🥄🥄

[treasuringizu]

⤷ gojo x reader | 0.7k words |

⤷ tags | insecure reader, very self-insert, suggestive content at the very end, established relationship, not proofread, satoru loves u, u love satoru, he's a sap!! satoru carries you up at the end.

“Hey,” Satoru breathes, nuzzling his face into your neck, soft white hair tickling your skin. 

“Hmm.” you hum, running your fingers through his soft locks, your other hand rubbing along his back, feeling the smooth material of his cotton shirt, lingering on the muscles you can feel under it. His arms tighten around you, pulling you even more into his lap so that your chests are as close as they could be, your bodies melded together. You feel his nose press into you and the rise and fall of his body as he releases a breath when you place a delicate kiss on his shoulder. 

“You know you’re beautiful, right?” 

“Satoru…” you do your half-awkward laugh, half breathing out thing that you always do whenever someone compliments you, now burying your own face into his neck as heat crawls up your skin. 

“You are. You truly are,” he says, pulling away from you and holding you by your waist, looking straight into your eyes with that unwavering gaze that never fails to let you know he’s being genuine. You take him in as his silver eyelashes flutter against his cheekbones, framing his azure eyes that are intensely staring back at you. His glasses are always off around you. He claims he wants to fully see you as best as he can. 

Awkwardly smiling, you hold eye contact for a few seconds before nervously glancing away from his eyes. At times like this you can’t help but wonder, how does he see you as that? As beautiful. Doesn’t he know that he’s the beautiful one? That he’s the one that makes you stop in place multiple times a day just to think, wow. It's hard to believe him sometimes, when he says things like this. He says it so freely too, with no hesitation, no reluctance, simply opening his heart for you to look inside and do whatever you want with it. It makes you grateful that he chose you, of all people. It makes you scared, because what will you do when it's over? When it doesn't last? 

“We all know you’re the beautiful one, Satoru,” you respond, looking over his shoulder. When you’re met with silence, you glance back at him only to see his eyebrows furrowed, a pout on his lips, and without thinking you smooth your thumb over his bottom lip, smiling softly when he only pouts even more like a petulant child. 

He cups your face with his large hand, frown softening but still there when your eyes flutter and you rub your cheek into him. “Why do you always do that? Why don’t you ever believe me?” 

You keep your eyes closed. “You know why, Satoru…” You bring your front to his again, burying your face in his neck and holding him close as if he might disappear from under your fingers. 

“I’m yours forever, you know? There’s no getting rid of me. No matter how hard you try. You’re stuck with me, baby.”

“So you’ve said.” You hate when you’re not able to respond with the same thing, hate the hurt he tries to mask but fails around you when you don’t tell him how you truly feel, but you know he knows. You just need to work up the nerve to let it out.

He lets you avoid, Satoru can never deny you. Instead, you breathe him in, inhaling the comforting smell of his cologne and detergent, and he rubs soft shapes into your back, deft fingers bringing you to the edges of sleep. It's like this for a few minutes, the soft sounds of your breaths the only thing you can hear on the couch, but then he speaks again. 

“I’ll make sure to keep telling you until you believe me.” 

You sigh, “Will you now?”

You feel the jerk of his head against your neck as he nods, determined, and you smile to yourself. You can’t ever let him go. 

“I will, every single day.” You don’t mention that he already does. “You’re so incredibly beautiful, love. It kills me. I love it.”

You laugh, and he pulls away again to see the action, eyes crinkling with his own smile, dimples forming in his cheeks as his eyes sweep over your face.  

“Alright, Sa- Oh!” You’re cut off when he lifts you up with one arm, wrapping your legs around his waist and strolling over to the bedroom. “Satoru!” 

He winks at you, patting your ass. “I know a few other ways I can show you I think you’re beautiful.” 

#* waves awkwardly* hey guys! here's this! #i don't think i've written a drabble for satoru before actually. hm. #anways #let me hide again now #working on my other gojo fics!! #gojo x reader #satoru x reader #gojo satoru x reader #gojo drabble #satoru drabble #.gojo #.jjk #.kc writes #*swipes sweat off forehead* i haven’t written in a while #i’m happy #and motivated!! #i hope u guys like this

[cicadaknight]

render process for kotallo

#he got shorter before he got taller lmao #i think this was the first time i painted in grayscale to start? #saved so much time and suffering because i could just focus on values #and then my biggest trick was generating a color palette from the reference image and running with it from there #i have a craving to do another portrait 👀👀 maybe of fashav?? or talanah?? #kotallo #hfw #my art #horizon forbidden west #process #idk why i’m posting this now just wanna get motivated again #fanart

[sunnibits]

hello hello here is my legally obligated Art Vs. Artist for 2023!!

I struggled a bit more with inspiration and motivation this year, but I still managed to make some art that I’m proud of and enjoyed creating! I did a fair bit of OC art, contributed to Art Fight, had an unexpected amount of fun painting eggs, and of course still had time to squeeze in some slutty Izzy art <3 (albeit not nearly as much as last year).

all in all, a bit of a random mix this year, but I’m hoping to make more progress and regain some proper inspiration in 2024 :))

as always, thank you a million times to everyone who supports my art (especially to those who supported me opening my brand new inprnt shop!!) I truly mean it when I say every comment, every reblog, and every sweet message means the world to me <333 I’m eternally grateful :)

#art vs artist #my art #of course I am doing this at the last minute but like. what else did you expect #to be completely honest I don’t think I really made much progress this year :/… but that doesn’t mean I’m not proud of what I made!! #it may be small progress but any progress always counts :)) #I’m just looking forward to hopefully regaining my motivation soon and having fun with art again!! #Izzy was truly my one and only muse for like 1.5 years so I think now that my hyperfix is faded my brain is genuinely kind of lost💀💀 #god pls send me a new hyperfixation soon

[doodledrawsthings]

Do you plan on there actually being a story for soss

¯\_(ツ)_/¯ maybe, most likely a comic.

#I have been in a several months long episode of burnout which has fundamentally #changed my relationship to my enjoyment of making art #I’m mostly just trying to get that enjoyment back rn #I’ve been getting better I think #and I’m slowly slowly putting together what I might wanna do with soss together #but the motivation to start it is absolutely non existent rn #so for the time being I’m just trying to enjoy drawing stuff again and drawing for me #while exploring the characters before I get around to feeling like doing comics again #sorry to people looking forward to when I finally get my ass in gear and hunker down to make something #truth is I don’t know when I will actually do anything with soss IF I even get around to it by then #but right now I’m just trying to prioritize my brain and right now all my brain wants to do is draw loose pretty doodles of #my OC’s hanging out

[wickedhawtwexler]

finished another quilt top fuck yeahhhh!!!

#i started this one foreverrrr ago #then made a bunch of mistakes early on that i had to fix so i got frustrated and gave it up for a while lol #but i picked it back up after getting laid off and now it’s done 🙌🏻 #now that i have an interview i’m feeling super motivated to plow through all my other wips so i can finish them before i have a job again #but for now…. break time lol #m.txt #my crafts

[noodleblade]

Checking my favorite ship tags like reading the morning paper everyday

#rambles #everytime there is something new I go :O #unfortunately for me sometimes it’s just p/rn which is fine but like…not what I’m personally interested it #sometimes the tags don’t have a lot of movement and I use it as motivation to put something new in there #(I say not having written in a week or so now) #I feel the urge coming again #but we will see

[zzeroorezz]

🌙 ! THE COLLECTOR ! 💫

the background isn’t made by me btw, it’s just a screenshot from the newest episode

#the owl house #toh #the owl house fanart #toh fanart #the collector #the collector toh #fanart #my art #sorry for the lack of art !!! I have no motivation right now #but I’m trying to enjoy drawing again #also yes this is a digitized version of my previous collector post :-)

[transrikuu]

I was rewatching some kh1 cutscenes and man. I wish Kairi still had her personality from this game. I wish she was still voiced by Hayden Panettiere. I wish she had an actual reason why she got a keyblade instead of just. Accidentally touching Aqua’s keyblade to gain the ability to wield one and being handed a random one during KH2. And it’s never explained in game why Riku had a random Kairi keyblade lying around. Kairi deserves better.

#I have an AU that’s like. I’ve already written quite a few chapters for it. and kairi is the main focus. #and now I have the motivation to start writing for it again #maybe I’ll actually post about it #anyways #kris speaks #I’m just thinking about her…

[mittenlady]

chapter 15 of CAYA is finally finished. unfortunately i will not be posting anything until i finish chapter 17 <3

#mitten lady writing things #yeah all it took was an 8 AM in a hall with a nice study lounge and having no classes afterward #technically i have hw i need to be doing but i just sat here for like 3 hours and now intend to get subway #if we do bad at regionals then i’ll have a lot more time to write too #but i also will have less of a social life and so. i will need to find another hobby . until next semester #mawk twial is literally half my social life #anyway i just want to finish CAYA. #i at least want to get to the point where the chapters are just the ones detailing in game events #because those are substantially easier to write lol #it’s been really hard getting back into writing after months of being away from it #and tbh i’m struggling to maintain my motivation as intensely as i did this summer again #BUT i’m really excited to write the obligatory post 4-4 scene ;) #and then chapters 22 and 25 i’m very excited for

[silvermizuki]

#fantasy because I’m doodling sword poses right now and #I feel happy drawing again #or motivated might be a better word #also don’t scold at me for the price 😭 I just want people a bit more interested/enticed #commissions #hush silv

[delicateimage]

Hey girlies update time… I’ve been sent to a clinic for my weight and it’s been really stressful and my life is kinda falling apart lol there’s defiantly good aspects to it but ughhh I’m like :( bc my diets had to change so much and I feel so unproductive now and I’m really scared about gaining weight but they’d said I’d like die or whatever if I didn’t which um. I genuinely feel so disgusting heavy and sick and disgusting and DISGUSTIGN eww and my disordered eating brain is coming back in full force after silently controlling me for like nearly years at this point and it’s all so much. the hardest thing about this is that I don’t want to gain weight at all and particularly I don’t really even care to live anymore. I’m scared everyday I’ll fall deeper and deeper back into disordered eating I’ll get lonelier and lonelier I’ll get fatter and fatter I’ll lose everything I’ve ever built for myself… ugh this is a mess but ong.

#it’s hard because I don’t want to sound like I’m bragging like HEYYYY I GOT HOSPITALOZED FOR BEING A SKINNY QUEEN YASS but omg I can’t #this is so sickening I feel so fat and disgusting there were two days where I could feel like I could eat the calorie count they gave me but #now I feel like a FAT FUCKING BEKUGA WHALE I feel like I gained 40 pounds in a day I feel so hulking and disgusting I’m eating so much ew #the self harming intentions came back because I lost my only form of control over my autonomy. I feel like there’s no other way for people #to hear me other than harming myself and depriving myself #I feel like such a waste #it’s like tomorrow I want to go back restrict restrict restrict restrict eat 5 calories exercise for an hour #but I just can’t. #I don’t have anyone to talk to because no one understands. #I feel so lost #the one thing I enjoyed about the diet change is the snack kinda… it gives me motivation to keep going. #everything is so stressful though and I don’t know how to encapsulate everything AT ALL ugh #I’m so tired and I just want to fall over and die already but… idk #I want to restrict really badly. I want to purge and fast again. I want to become anorexic. I was at to scream out and cry and say that I’m #hurting and I’m weak and I can’t take it anymore #ugh #omg I haven’t made a huge tumblr rant in months omg I haven’t USED tumblr really in months omg #my ED loves tumblr like girl hey

[goldensunset]

ALRIGHT for october we’re doing ‘look how far i’ve come’ uber-honesty hours. here is a compilation of stuff from 2021 which was the year i began digital art. that first one was my very first (in this era of my life at least. i did some when i was younger too but that was a distinct era of time ago) and some of these deal 100hp psychic damage to look at but that’s just part of the arting process right? go easy on me. you can see me drastically get better in the fall

#shoka was the first i ever posted on here #mostly bc up until fall 2021 i was exclusively doing oc art #that was like the first real fanart i did (again; in this era of my life. i used to draw a lot of steven universe during my instagram days) #thank you ntwewy for being the thing that finally inspired me enough to get into fanart again #and my love of all the media i’m now into has kept me going forward on my art journey #although i’m kinda sad i haven’t drawn my ocs much in forever… #this particular batch i haven’t drawn at all in two years now #i could do you guys SO MUCH BETTER now but unfortunately i don’t have the motivation

[andbunnyforall]

okay so I know this sounds weird because my goals are usually straight A’s BUT - my math grade was sooo low for a while due to several missing assignments

and GUESS WHICH BITCH GOT TO AN A-??? hopefully I can get everything up to A’s soon but I’m so happy rn!

I can DO THIS!!

#watch my next post be all like “y’all I fucked up again…” lmfao #but at least for now I’m happy!! #let’s gooooo #studyblr #study blog #high school studyblr #study motivation

[mama-we-all-go-to-huesos]

YOU'RE SO COOL AND FOR WHAT!!!! i'm looking through your blog and it's like gut punch after gut punch with how IMPRESSIVE and HEART WRENCHING IT ALL IS..... WHY ARE YOU SO AMAZING......

anyways. you are So Cool!!! have a good day!!!!!!

YOU ARE THE SWEETEST THE DEAREST THE NEW LOVE OF MY LIFE!!! Thank you so much agh words cannot express how much your words mean to my little struggling artist self!! Thank you seriously you’re amazing and I’m so happy my content is worth the praise of someone so charmingly sweet!!!

YOURE the coolest and I hope your days are as amazing as your soul!!!

#and I love all of you reading this right now too! #thank you all for every follow like and reblog you guys keep me motivated and excited to keep improving as an artist!!! #hope u have a great day drink water eat your lettuce and remember you’re loved!!! #and to all my fellow beginner and timid artists out there - we got this! YOUVE got this! supportive people abound just reach out <3 #Anyways WAGH sorry for being so corny I’m just!!!! I LOVE MY FELLOW SEWER RATS SO MUCH THANK YOU GUYS AGAIN!!!!!