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Hi. Have a request for a prompt! Thenamesh au where Gil is a special force agent and Thena being his commander in charge. Gil is at a risky dangerous mission and Thena, having a secret crush, is watching worriedly through his and the other teammates bodycam, talking with him at a quiet moment. A bit of angst and fluff? :) would be interesting to read something like that!
"All teams in position."
"T minus ten minutes," Thena spoke into the mic from the safety of the command post. She eyed the monitors, displaying their access to the security feeds as well as her team's body cams. "This happens fast, it goes smoothly. You move as we practised...no one gets hurt."
"Yes, sir."
Thena stepped back, holding her arms folded around herself. They had gone over this, they had trained and planned for it. Everything was in place and things were expected to go fine. But she was worried.
She shouldn't have been. It was...inappropriate for her to be.
But her eyes drifted up to the corner monitor, displaying Gil's position at the end of the hall. He was one of the only ones of the team isolated from the others. But his strength would be needed if they had to restrict access to the windows and stairwells.
"Hey, Boss?"
Thena switched over channels, uncaring how suspicious it was to want the privacy. "Gil."
"Sorry," he sounded like he was smiling. He could always speak casually, even if they were in the middle of a critical and dangerous mission.
"No, what is it?" Thena asked softly--too softly.
"I guess," he sighed. Anyone else pulling this would have gotten an earful about her not being a therapist, and that if they were having doubts then they didn't have to be part of her squadron. But Gil was different. "Are you sure you're safe over...?"
Thena bit into her lip, trying not to smile. It was silly, really. She was in a secure location, the command post for operations being just within range for her to keep an eye on her team. "The area's been cleared. We're perfectly safe."
"You're right," he mumbled, shifting anxiously as their countdown continued. "You know I just...worry."
She did know. She knew that he was entirely too sweet for this line of work, and that he was a great home cook, and that his favourite colour was green-
"What if they know where you are?"
"They don't," she answered plain and simple, hoping she sounded like a commanding officer when she said it. This wasn't the first time she had gone out of her way to assure Gilgamesh wasn't worrying about her when he needed to have his eyes in front of him.
"I guess they'd be in for somethin' else even if they did," she heard him chuckle on his end. "I wouldn't wanna face down the Goddess of War one-on-one."
Thena let out a faint laugh before she could stop it. He heard it, though, and she could tell. "Focus, Gilgamesh."
"Yes, Ma'am." It sounded dangerously like flirting when he called her that.
"Gil," Thena began again before she could stop herself. But her nails were digging into her palms and her heart was pounding. "Keep your eyes on the prize. No unnecessary risks."
"Get in, get out," he finished for her, and she watched his bodycam rise slightly as he straightened up his posture again.
"Just," she paused, her throat tight and dry. "Come back...to me."
Whoops.
"Alive!" she rushed out to add on, "come back to me alive!"
There were a few seconds of silence on his end, and Thena felt as if the temperature in her saferoom had increased tenfold.
"Count on it," he promised her, sounding much more serious than he had before.
"Gil, I'm serious."
"So am I," he responded quickly. "We'll be back before you know it, Boss."
Thena went back to folding around herself, pacing as their time ran out second by second. "You better mean that."
Gil held position as the first unit blew the door open down the hall. They were out of time. The image of his cam feed blurred as the smoke bombs went off.
"Thena, I promise."
#Thenamesh AU#the dRAMA#I have a weakness for the#commanding officer is weak for one (1) of their own#also I watched Salt when I was home sick#and it changed my brain chemistry#it's actually such a good action movie#it legitimately didn't go where I thought it would#and also#when she blocks off the cameras#and Liev Schreiber tells her to get her 'goddamn panties' off the camera#altered something in me#anyway#CIA (or whatever) Thenamesh#Thena has to keep her cool#but every time a mission is over all she does is fall to her knees until she hears Gil's voice#and he's all cheery like#Hey Boss everything went great and I only got shot twice!#and Thena is so cool and collected#but on the inside she's a wreck#Thenamesh Special Forces AU
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#interview with the vampire#on my rewatch#and got through episode 5 and now I Sad#so anyway#vote armand#never read the books btw#just watched the 'young and beautiful' armand/daniel edit#and it changed my brain chemistry
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do you ever just
[the line is from a fic by @/Rauchendes_GNU on ao3]
#my brain chemistry has been changed forever#i swear to god#the magnus archives#tma#jonathan sims#martin blackwood#jmart#jonmartin#the archivist#jarchivist#fanart#art#illustration#digital art#artists on tumblr#hummise art
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I've been dead in the ground for long enough. It's time to try living again.
#astarion#bg3 astarion#bg3#baldur's gate 3#i am so much in my feelings after finishing his quest#he changed my brain chemistry#bg3 spoilers
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currently in jjk hell
#let me brag for a sec. the first one is the most perfect thing i've ever drawn#done. they changed my brain chemistry#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#jujutsu kaisen fanart#gojo satoru#geto suguru#shoko ieiri#satosugu#satosugu fanart#jjk fanart#my art
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[our friends] are not pull string dolls for our amusement,” Rekha said, standing on an apple box she had been manoeuvred onto like a pull string doll for Jess’ amusement
#so this episode was fucking crazy huh?#that reveal changed my brain chemistry#lily and Brennan just collapsing to the floor#gamechanger#game changer#dropout#Sam reich#brennan lee mulligan#Jess Ross#rekha shankar#gamechanger spoilers#mera speaks
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Babies' first wanted poster
This movie broke my brain, changed its chemistry and make me draw this.
#nimona#ballister boldheart#fanart#nimona fanart#nimona my beloved#nimona 2023#this movie changed my brain chemistry#myart#nd stevenson
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im not ready for his whimsy im not ready but im ready who knew one mans whimsy could strike one down
#adventure time#fionna and cake#fionna and cake spoilers#simon petrikov#im not ready to see him but at the same time i need to see him#2 days 2 days is all i need to wait#nothing will change im still never gonna shut up about him till the ends of time#but seeing him will alter my brain chemistry#hes gonna disassemble my brain an rearrange my neurons#also hes like so he/she right here right ? thats not just me right ?
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"But remember that an "angel" is anything that carries out a mission for God. This includes forces of nature. An angel doesn't have to be an intimidating, fiery being... Photosynthesis? That's an angel. Gravity? An angel. Magnetism? Angel. The Midrash in Bereishis Rabbah (chapter 1) says than an angel only performs one job. That job doesn't have to be destroying Sodom; it could be peristalsis, centripetal force or condensation."
- Rabbi Jack Abramowitz, The God Papers
#top ten quotes that changed my brain chemistry#i looove to think about this concept it brings so much richness to my perception of the world#astronaut meme 'it's all angels?' 'always has been'#judaism#jumblr
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↳ BtVS 5x07 “Fool For Love”
#and today on scenes that changed my brain chemistry forever:#seriously though it’s unbelievable he is so!!!!! he’s just so#btvs spike#william the bloody#james marsters#btvs#buffy the vampire slayer#buffyverse#btvs gif#btvs gifs#gif#gifs#gifset#my gifs
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i dont believe in consistency
#spider punk#spiderpunk#spiderverse#across the spiderverse#atsv#hobie brown#hobie spiderverse#i loooooved him the movie changed my brain chemistry forever#im never going to recover i was miles' age when i saw the first one in theaters and now im older.....
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“do you think i care for you so little that betraying me would make a difference” is one of the most insane sentences ever said in my opinion
#like i’m not even the biggest clara fan but this changed my brain chemistry#twelfth doctor#clara oswald#doctor who#1k
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the healing tour
pete's heaven iowa speech / patrick seeing the crowd light up after playing spotlight (oh nostalgia) / playing favorite record as a surprise song / pete smiling and singing along to the kintsugi kid (ten years) / patrick covering leonard cohen's hallelujah / pete's speech about found family in l.a. / patrick forgetting the lyrics to 27 and the audience screaming them instead / patrick smiling during saturday / patrick hugging joe on his first night back / playing the kids aren't alright as a surprise song
#so this is basically just a collection of all the moments that changed my brain chemistry#fall out boy#fob#so much for (tour) dust#patrick stump#pete wentz#joe trohman#andy hurley#some of these are missing links because I couldn't for the life of me find the videos again if you have them pls message me
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do i really ship them if i don't draw them in Gustav Klimt's The Kiss pose
#puella magi madoka magica#pmmm#kaname madoka#akemi homura#madohomu#the rebellion movie changed my brain chemistry 10 years ago and i haven't been the same since#my art
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no thoughts, head empty: just that thing barbatos does where he rigs games of chance for mc
#gotta be one of my favorite barbatosisms#let me know if i missed an example of this. it's so good. that season 4 scene changed my brain chemistry#i think it is past time we acknowledge barbatos is the smoothest mf on the cast. it's the politeness compounding it tbh#it's cringe w everyone else i am afraid#obey me barbatos#barbatos obey me#obey me#obey me shall we date#barbatos x mc#barbatos#long post /
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