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miyaur · 1 year

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ok but tbh im surprised not a lot of ppl have talked ab having phone sex with the hsr men because like....

— ok hold on nonnie, you cant just give me one of the best ideas ever, and leave me hanging cuz um????? only made scenrio for the ones onboard with the astral express huhuuu, FOR JING YUAN/LUOCHA/BLADE JUST IMAGINE THY JOIN THR ASTRAL EXPRESS !!!, lowkey my worst work, i dont feel good :)

— heads up! phone sex, mutual masturbation??, idk character strokes cock thing

dan heng, caelus, welt, luocha, jing yuan, gepard, blade, sampo — the astral express!

it just started off as a small conversation, himeko decided to separate you two for this mission. so while he was out trailblazing, you were watching the planet, every day 'till he came back. and you couldn't help but feel lonely. all you could do was wait for him to reply to your texts, asking if everything was going well, all that stuff (more utc.)

texting each other "wish you were here right now", etc., just telling each other about the past days. somehow, it slowly turns into flirting, and even into sexting, those pictures of you with only laced lingerie, just captioned "ready for when you come back<3" and he can't help but stroke his clothed cock that was just all of a sudden hard. covering his mouth, trying to muffle his mouth as he slowly took out his dick. reddened shy tip just waiting to be stroked. dan heng couldn't help but imagine his cock inside you, you teasing him by moaning into his ear didn't help his situation, it helped him get off better though! as he could barely contain his own moans, it seemed like you were getting off too <3 and it seemed like your climax was coming earlier than expected, and you couldn't help but let such sultry moans out of his name. his cock ached for you, but all he can do for now is do the same as you and imagine </3

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hoodharlow · 9 months

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We Created This

AN: in my head Miriam has the vocal range to sing like Billie so in the El Novio universe Miriam sang "What Was I Made For" for the Barbie soundtrack <3 (also fun fact I actually had the Palm Beach Teresa Barbie but I gave her bangs bc she had that big ass forehead lol) Luke pic from @kindahoping4forever. Enjoy <3 💗💖💕💓🐙🌺🌷🌸💌💞💓💗💟💕🧁🍨🎀🧸🛍🩰

Requested? No

Warnings: fans tryna be messy lol

Word Count: n/a

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@'mdm: tell me why I'm wearing the same outfit as one of my old Barbies that I used to play with at my grandparents' house

@'josephdominguez: you even have the same forehead

-> @'katdominguez: I was just gonna comment this LMAO

-> @'mdm: I hate y'all

@'jackharlow: 😩

@'barbiethemovie: it was what you were made for

@'miriamfan: y'all what if Miriam is the surprise singer for the Barbie soundtrack 👀 she was at the LA premiere and she's been posting a lot of Barbie stuff

-> @'mothermiriam: I see the vision. She has the vocal range for a ballad like her song for Placebo Junkies or the songs she sang for In the Heights.

@'barbie: this Barbie is a superstar

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@'mdm: cant believe I'm saying this but im part of the @'barbiethemovie soundtrack!!! My song is officially out now along with the music video 🥺🥺🥺 ty to @'lukehemmings and @'claybornharlow for working on this with me 🐙🌺🌷🌸💌💞💓💗💟💕🧁🍨🎀🧸🛍🩰

@'lizzo: welcome to the Barbie soundtrack family

@'giahunter: y'all (24÷12)+6

@'saintclauds: you will pay for your crimes 😭😭😭 had my ass crying in a random theater in Argentina

@'katdominguez: my baby sister did THAT

@'alinahunter: the most important song in the soundtrack, imho

@'hardcarebarbiegirlie: wtf is this shit? This is BARBIE why did you make a sad song

@'miriamstan: okay I heard the lyircs and 🤔🤔🤔 is she dissing Jack? Are they broken up because the lyrics hint at a breakup? He didn't even comment on it

-> @'miriamshipper: maybe watch the movie before you make your inaccurate conclusions? The movie gives you the context lol

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@'jackharlow: I don't know how to feel but someday I might

@'medegutierrez: 🦦

@'urbanwyatt: *bites lip*

@'claybornharlow: 🙄

-> @'miriamhater: Blame on Me hits different knowing you produced a diss track for his ex 🖕🏻

-> @'mdmxjh: the caption is a line from Miriam's song you fucking headass

@'jackfan: Ariana Grande leave SpongeBob and get at Jack

@'mdm: 👀

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@'mdm: the making of What Was I Made For with @'lukehemmings and @'claybornharlow 💗💖💕💓💗💖💕💓💗💖💕💓

@'lukehemmings: it was a privilege to work with you

@'claybornharlow: thank you for trusting me with this, sis

@'jackharlow: ❣

@'giahunter: lmao the aubrey video

@'calumhood: y'all had Claudia sobbing snot

-> @'saintclauds: why do you always to expose me 😭

@'mackaremyparents: see Jack was there so obviously he knew what the song was about

@'miriamhater: I want better for Jack. Miriam is using him to get at his brother. It starts off as help to produce a song next thing they know they're reproducing babies.

-> @'mackfan: babes, he commented "sis" please bffr

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@'jackharlowsource: Jack via Instagram Stories

@'jackstan: I just know he took Miriam to see Barbie

@'mackshipper: the antis are foaming in thr mouth 🤭

@'antimack: their trying to save face but y'all don't see it because your so far up they're asses

-> @'mackaremyparents: tbh I couldn't process anything with all your incorrect use of your/you're and there/their/they're lmao

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nerves-nebula · 11 months

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For years ive kind of favored demisexual/demiromantic above bi/pan to refer to myself because tbh it’s just more accurate. The way I’m attracted to people is nearly unrelated to gender. I could probably make a dozen things more important to me than the gender or physical appearance of my partner.

Gender presentation only matters so far as if someone is openly visibly queer I’m more interested because I know we might be thr same. But if it turns out they’re a shit person what does it matter what they look like. And like, I’m not interested romantically? I never deeply desired a relationship just from looking at someone, at most I just want to see more of you if I like being around you :/

I described my romantic feelings to a friend once as basically just being friendship but with more intimacy than a typical friendship and more of your life intertwined and he was like “that’s absolutely not what romantic feelings are they’re way different from friendship” and I’m beginning to think I might just be aromatic/asexual entirely, not demi. and i haven’t been able to tell because i deeply yearn for intimacy and I’m a bit possessive and so I figured that must mean I want romance or something.

But I’ve never had a crush. And I love my girlfriend but I probably couldn’t tell you the difference between my relationship with her and having a really close friend- because she’s my best friend! I adore her, but I never needed her to be in love with me. I never need sex or even really romance. We’ve been on one “date” to see sonic 2, and mostly we just hang out like we always have just with occasional kissing and some sexual activity. My ideal relationship has always been being best friends and deciding to intertwine your lives, which is basically what happened, and I knew that would always be seen as romantic to outsiders so I didn’t realize until recently that like… there’s no specifically romantic feelings here??? It’s just closeness? Intimacy? And I can easily see myself developing this kind of closeness with any of my friends if they do desired??

Anyway I think it’s time I stopped kidding myself. I’m not Demi, I just have really high standards about who I keep around in my life and get close to in general. My standards for friends and partners are exactly the same because there isn’t much of a difference when it comes to who I want present in my life.

I don’t catch feelings when I’m close to someone, I just get relaxed around them, which feels nice and so I equated it with romantic emotions. But once I got more friends I realized that warm fuzzy feeling wasn’t romantic attraction!! Because im aromantic!!!!

I guess it’s pretty cliche to come out during pride month but in my defense I didn’t realize this until i wrote this post. I was supposed to be musing on why I prefer demi to other labels and basically just talked myself into identifying as aromantic. Oops.

I’m probably also asexual but I already basically knew that.

#nnstuff #aspec #arospec #aromantic #pride

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blue-jisungs · 10 months

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your moots as songs go!!

GOSH I REALLY WANTED TO DO THAY BUT NOW THAT I REALLY GOT IT IM SWEATING ITS SO HARD LMAO OKAY LETS GO (it took so long help)

zanna @slytherinshua would be ‘happy fools’ by txt ft coi leray!! deposite the goofy title you’re so happy and being such a positive vibe just like the song!! well, i do feel like a happy fool while texting u bc you just bring the best in me and we r VIBING!! n screaming over txt. or minhyun. just doing our thing teehee

coco @enluv 'blockbuster' by enha fr yeonjun!! i remember when i first heard the song i just felt so positively pumped with energy (well i still do) and that’s how i feel whenever we interact!! you have those rockstar girlboss vibes just like the song fr!!! and ans i will never get rid of it (the song. and you!!) coaxe on top btw 🫡

ola @l3visbby 'mirror mirror' by milli, changbin and f.hero AND YK WJYYY. the power the song has. like!!! god!! and it screams girlboss. and you, mother, are certainly a girlboss. you're the freakin' savage yes you are

roxie @mirxzii ... 'home;run' by svt!!! i love this song sm you dont even know but its so... hyping. encourages me to do my best and be my self. and so do you!!! roxie you're inspirational and spread positivity just like this song <3

yena @fairyhaos 'fearless' by svt. besides the song being a musical masterpiece (the chours give me goosebumps istg), the dive into lyrics never fails to amaze me. the wordplay, the connections with 'fear', the overall written genius... chefs kiss. just like u!!! and your writing too!!!

skye @etherealyoungk 'fighting' by BSS ft lee youngji!!!! you're so positive and always spread good energy, encouraging me to keep fighting even if u donr realise that muahaha!!!

kimchi @planetkiimchi i had a struggle tbh but eventally id go for 'fire alarm' by nct dream. its hyping n energetic, just like you. and a little mischevious lmao but you give me that vibe (in a good way i swear)

@crxzs angie you're 'billy poco' by enhypen <3 LMFAO UFIEHAVCOJAQ yeah!!! I LOVE THE SONG THO ITS SO GOOFY BUT NEVER FAILS TO MAKE ME SMILE, JUST LIKE U!!!!

noelle @icyminghao 'boomboom' by svt!! its so catchy, you just listen to the song n vibe. and thats how i feel chatting with you!!! just fun, giggling n feeling like exploding from chuckles so quite literally, you got me like boomboom

rania @wheeboo 'happiness' by red velvet. also is this weirdly specifiic, idk, but you do give me red velvet vibes. but its a silly goofy song, reminds me of summer, good vibes and well, happiness.. just like you <3

@malarign 'przez twe oczy zielone' by akcent NAUR IM KIDDING IM SORRY joo! 'gotta get back' by p1harmony ft pink sweat$ !! idk why its just such a soft, cute song and it screams cosy vibes. so, exactly like you :D

nia... @rubywonu !! 'darl+ing' by svt :D ignoring thr lyrics hmh,, ha! but no, i really love this song its so calm and perfect to listen, chill. and earns a giggle or two from me bc im so whipped but hey!! you have that effect on me too <//3 and and you're so cozy too (i hope that makes sense lol)

hana @wqnwoos i’m sorry i can’t explain it fully but ‘attack on bangtan’ by bts. it’s just!!!! i always get so buzzed when i hear it so i it’s the same when we talk so that’s that hehe

@ylliris-hanniehae ylli!! id say ‘left and right’ by charlie puth ft jk!!! it’s such a silly but lovely song, i can never get tired of it… just like talking to you 🫵

#axe’s fun corner

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enden-k · 1 year

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alhaitham literally is the most autistic character since zhongli himself. pinnacle of autism. did you hear about his soundproof earpieces. this guy is so well equipped to not deal with anyone's bullshit it's incredible. i relate incredibly much to zhongli and im putting alhaitham in the same basket with him.

literally whenever i hear people complain about how he's an "asshole" or "stubborn" or "heartless" or "cold" it's like. ok. so they just hate autistic people then. bc literally i am so attached to this guy he's never done anything wrong. man's just got level-capped autism.

sorry for the unsolicited ramble. i just. you are SO correct 100%.

( also i think he and zhongli would get along very well just like sitting at a table infodumping back and forth. )

EXACTLY my thoughts, thanks for putting it in words!!

i know of the noise cancelling headphones and rlly love this detail (i too have one that i use in everyday life bc im extremely sensitive to sound + my misophonia; i rlly rlly like this detail)

also yep same. i lit read through some random ppls reasons on why they hate him bc i thought i missed smth important in thr game and wanted to understand but in the end they just named things that rlly reminded me of things former "friends" and acquaintances threw at my own head once they got closer and learned to know me better/when i stopped masking. so it rlly annoys me now when i read such things bc it rlly feels like they dont hate him but just ppl with autism atp lol. if ppl would hate him bc his torso is bigger than ittos i would understand at least avxbxj

anw im feral about him like i am about childe as in, im not gonna take ppls bullshit on them since apparently they dont understand them like i do.....?? so i am stuffing them in my pockets lmfao

(i would love to see that tbh)

#rambles #reply

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definitelynotshouting · 10 months

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BROBROBROBROBROHROHROBROBROBRIBROBROBROBROBROHROBRORHORGRORVORVOTVOSHPSBFPSHAOHSKSK AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

OH MY GOD

EVERYONE NOT BEING THEMSELVES, EVERYONE OBVIOUSLY ACTING BRHIND WALLS AND WITH BUILR UP PERSONALITIES THAT ARE DEFINITELY NOT THEIR OWN.

PEARL FINALLY, FINALLY SAYING ALL THOSE THINGS SHES WANYED TO SAY SINCE SHE FOUND HIM ON HC. SINCE EVO. HER BEING THE ONLY ONE TO REALLY BE HONEST IBSTEAD OF TIPTOEING AROUND EVERYTHING

MUMBO LIGHTELY GOING IBSANE, STILL HAVING THE SAME GRIAN> EVERYTHING MENTALITY EVEN THO GRIAN SAYS THEYRE EX-BESTFRIEBDS

SCAR AND GRIAN KNOWING RACH OTHER TELLS, KNOWING EHAT THR OTHER PERSON IS BASICALLY FEELIBG BUT BEING QUIET ABOUT IT. SCAR BEING AN “OPEN BOOK”, BUT NOT BEING HIMSELF. BEING HIS SALESMEN PERSONALITY. BEING A FAKE PERSONALITY BECAUSE NO ONE REALLY INOWS WHO OR WHAT YRIAN IS ANYMORE. HIM BEING THE ONLY ONE TO ASK AND NOT YELL, BECAUSE HE KNOWS AT LEAST SOMETHING FROM 3D LIFE.

THE PEOPLE ASKING HIM ABOUT HIS PROBLEMS BECAUSE THEYRE MAD BUT BECAUSE THEY DO ALSO CARE. BECAUSE HIS PROBLEMS ARE MOST LITERALLY HURTING EVERYONE (might I add, these are so realistic. Ige had conversations../ kind of like these. and Jesus when I say you write them so realistic it hurts me, I mean it. ohhhh I mean it) I WAIT EVERYDAY FOR THESE CHAOTERS (DW DONT FEEL PRESSURED OR RUSH THEM WAITING IS LOWKEY FUN) BECAUSE GOODBESS GRACIOUS AT EVERY MOMENT IT FEELS LIKE THE TIP OF A BEEDLE IM HOING CRAZY I CANT DO THIS

HIM BEING CALLED, EVEN IF NOT DIRECTLY, A MONSTER. HIM TRYING TO MAKE JUSTIFICATIONS BUT BOT ANSWRRING WHAT THEY REALLY WABT TO KNOW. HIM KNOWINY HR MESSED UP. UUEUEUEUEUUEE WAAAAA CRYING SOBBING WAILING TEARING UP TEARS TEARS TEARS TEARS TBROWINY UP SCREAMING LOUDLY SO LOUDLY

:DDD

gods YEAH i am so glad this is coming across realistically, bc thats been SO very important to me from the start (the hilarity that THIS is what my maximum self indulgence looks like not lost on me). I love portraying these incredibly complex relationships; im truly so glad people have been liking this chapter, because gods i worked my tail off hitting a lot of specific emotional beats in that Pearl and Grian conversation. And with Scar, the way he's compartmentalizing and pulling out that cheerful, salesman persona, is so important to me as well. Its really nice being able to weave different character dynamics and reactions into each chapter, and im so so happy thats being appreciated!!!

I am absolutely LOVING your analysis here btw, ur really nailing down a lot of things i wanted to convey, so im really glad they were noticed!!! :D also djsbdjdjdj im glad you dont mind waiting; this is actually a pretty novel experience for me to keep a longfic going with this much consistent momentum, even if each update is like, a month or two apart, and im having a fantastic time doing it. Its been really fun to write this and see everyone's reactions to it :D and tbh i never expected it to get this much attention, so im absolutely blown away by it being enjoyed so much by so many people!!!

#shouting speaks #asks #hunger au #compliments #SORRY IF THIS DOESNT MAKW SENSE I AM SOOOOO SLEEPYTIRED TODAY #this ask made me smile so wide WAUGH im so happy ppl are liking this story and this chapter #txt

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itgirlgyu · 11 months

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nyeheheh its actually so cool how we're somewhat online at the same time

WAIT LET ME GUESS YOUR HEIGHT LIKE 5"2?!?!?! YOU GIVE ME 5"2 VIBES

i fr feel like if i ever had a convo w beomgyu like w no language restrictions i would just transform to the most annoying, insufferable version of myself; like i would literally become one of those 10 year old roblox trolls

SHOHEI LEFT!?!? W/O DOING ANYTHING?!!? 😭😭 at least nct japan is a thing now

my virgo ass was delighted at sungchans presence 💪bringing the very neccesary representation

also yas given-taken+drunk-dazed was perf and then tamed-dashed came along which wasnt bad just not very slayful and then things started going downhill w pass the mic I COULD NOT STAND THAT AT ALL

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soulmate connection fr!!!! NO WAY YOU GUESS MY FUCKING HEIGHT RIGHT?! THERE'S JUST NO WAY NOOOOWAYYYYY!!

bro fr like if you stay alone with beomgyu in a room and if by the grace of satan yall start talking, he's gonna corrupt u like slacker uncle to the impressionable nephew, like he's the stranger danger. his face is enough to ruin 6 years of your future with your personality. man is like radiation.

I think so shohei is not in any unit ALSO NO FUCKING WAY YOURE VIRGO BC IM A SAGITTARIUS AND I WAS LIKE FINALLY nct got a sag !! and then shohei come and it was like no way?!? two sag!! gotta be a rick roll,,, we did end up rick rolled. bc no sag ans virgo in nct now, they are doomed.

I HATE PASS THE MIC SMM,, tbh tamed dashed wasn't as good BUT LIKE I LIKED IT SO MUCH BC OF THR CONCEPT LIKE ( i used to make fun of the name so much) but like sunoo made tamed dashed so much cooler. my little slayer YAY BABY GO!!! also I think in their last come backs paradoxx invasion was kinda cool, pass the mic-more like out the mic in water and let it die.

#(🍎)—anonie!

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ivanzplaid · 2 years

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Ok I've only seen the like og saw so I have no idea who a lot of these dudes are. Tbh you can show me a picture of Hoffman and Mathews and I'd think they're the same guy but I do know who Lawerance is. Anyway this is an excuse to tell me about all of your head cannons for the saw men you love.

OH MY GOD I SAW THIS AND SCREAMED THANK YOU THANK YOU🙏 youre literally the best im so excited, i dont like hoffman that much so any slander good slander but this made me smile so again tysm🫶🫶 the og saw is so good but damn its smth,, i love talking abt these things smth

requests are open n masterlist is up :)

screaming and kicking my feet youre so sweet for this literally lysm💖

Saw General Headcannons! ( Lawrence, Amanda, John, Hoffman )

Warnings: Fluff, Abusive Homelife/Relationships w Addiction for Amanda, Mentions of Ptsd from Saw Traps, Scar mentioning, My Hcs🫶

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Lawrence Gordon

he is an ambivert, doesnt go out of his way to mert new people but knows how to keep a conversation and is a fairly confident person

his cane itself doesnt bother him, but the memories of adam and the bathroom give him shudders and a heavy sigh

he doesnt agree with everything john believes, he feels an immense amount of guilt and even though on the surface he survived, he feels he shouldnt have but will never admit that, a part of him died when he made it out of the basement

AWFUL bedhead, wakes up with either his hair going every direction or sticking to his head

he doesnt use a ton of product, a comb or brush and maybe 1 or 2 other things

great hygiene, he knows whats up and he doesnt use the bs 3 in 1, not musky and showers once a day

his teeth are pretty straight, few cavities as a kid and maybe one now but def had to have braces as a kid

grew up with loving and nurturing parents, they were attentive to him and gave him a lot of praise but took control of his life alot, thats why he needs to feel in control when he does his apprentice work or in his personal life

very reassuring man, since he grew up with great care he knows how to give it as well, he is generally a great relationship guy and knows how to treat his s/o

romantic in personal times, not huge on pda, will hold your hand or let an arm go around your shoulder/back

he does not have a huge online presence, a facebook is really it, thats all he could handle, social media for him isnt a need so dont expect to see him on it alot

im SURE him and hoffman had some type of way of knowing eachother before hand and i wish we saw that, whether it was mutual hatred or snarky remarks, the way lawrence said 'i dont think so,' when hoffman was in the bathroom made me WEAKK i loved his heinous arc so much

hoffman and lawrence probably argue but hoffman is under an anonymous account trying to instigate a fight

def has nightmares / ptsd about thr basement and will wake up in cold sweats imagining hes still there

natural blond, is too afraid to dye his hair because growing up everyone loved it

hes a classical man, appears very charming and can allude himself of much suspicion

he and john talk decently, im sure john has a biased liking toward him, they probably sit down and discuss what should happen next even though lawrence hates it, he still does it

i love to believe that the apprentices and john celebrate holidays or birthdays together, they all have nobody but eachother basically so this hives them the sliver of humanity that most desire

not a jewelry man, thinks it looks a little tacky

has a high self image to maintain

not really an outdoorsy guy, youd have to make him go on a hike, but if you suggest going out to dinner or the movies, he gladly drives you two

doesn't celebrate his birthday, nothing against it but just doesnt

likes italian restaurants

has strictly one barber or hair dresser he goes to, he only trusts them

he most likely did all the group work back in school, he always resented those kids

easily makes a bomb homecooked meal, will leave you wanting more

has a dad bod and he does not care, finds no need to

he likes shopping a decent amount, but if you go with him he will keep you there for hours

im so happy you asked me this omfg, theres more but i think i filled up his section🫶🫶

Amanda Young

she deserved so much better than what she got

you wont see her in saw 2004 ( i believe ) butshe was manioulated by john, and even in his final moments she cared about him, shes a vulnerable woman who latches onto people who treat her with the least bit of kindness or respect

HARD time expressing how she loves or cares for someone, she panics a lot

mainly stemmed from her childhood abuse & neglect, she has a difficult time processing her emotions and stress, making all situations hard to evaluate or stressful in general

she is very caring and loyal to those she trusts, being slightly clingy because if her fear of abandonment

she's surpassed her addiction, but will definitely have a long road to recovery, supporting her and judt being there, driving her to addiction centers throughout her time shows your dedication to her and she may be anxious at first, but warms up to you after a while

besides that, im sure as a child she experimented with so many phases and styles, she wanted to fit in and gain her parents love, schooling was difficult as well for her

im sure she had a few friends, maybe one or two ones that she spent a lot of time with, she was an outcast to begin with, most teachers didnt mind her, im sure she befriended one or two

her grades looked like B's & C+, shes fairly smart but due to her environment she was pushed to her potential

had a few girlfriends in her teen years, she grew into an identity of a 'bad' kid and that attracted some people, possibly forming a group

snuck out a lot, nobody cared when she did so it became a nightly occurrence

she was not ready for any relationships, they were long but toxic, she was vulnerable and needed space and therapy ( still does )

reaching adult years she outgrew her friends and relationships, turning to homelessness possibly after her parents kicking her out, and then messing with a bad group of adults

she definitely likes to shop in the mens and womens section, doesn't care what the clothes are as long as it fits and is warm

she loves when her sleeves are longer then her arms, likes to wrap herself in them

if you take her out for food, she doesnt care where, fastfood is lovely and so is a nice restaurant, shell thank you for the whole night

loves to play boardgames, and if she knew hot to play videogames that would be her favorite as well, anything to fill in the hole of her childhood with bonding time

dislikes marks hoffman.

takes after johns beliefs, he 'saved' her in her eyes so if he says jump she asks how high, dedicated asf

she has the ability to be a healthy soul, but after becoming an apprentice it was gone

i love her am but shes just so💔💔💔😢

John Kramer

i love him

no shame

he most definitely was intelligent growing up, never showed it or talked about it though

reserved, but if he was partnered up for school he would talk what's necessary, super chill kid

not a huge music guy, but maybe in his younger days hed turn on the radio while he worked on designs for inventions, but he never minded if he had to work in silence

he didnt care what other kids thought of him, very humble child who could keep himself company

liked to help his mom with his lunches, had a close relationship w mom, his father was a supporting factor in his life who pushed him to do his best but also was proud of him, however his mom was there more

very hands on type of man, we know hes always tinkering with something

has multiple scars and burns from accidents when making the traps, but has one scar below his hair from the car crash

box dyed his hair as an adult because a past s/o told him to try it, he hated it

very decisive person, if he had social media he would get in arguments alot, he thinks that his way is the right way in a calm way, his username on facebook is probably "@jkramer1" something simple to remember, most likely made a sticky note and gave it to amanda to remind him

dislikes soda & fastfood, would rather make something himself

really doesnt care who he loves, if he finds someone who he can genuinely love and trust hes content

if you date him he is a talker, not like billy lenz, but hes calm & loves to share facts about his inventions, will not let you know their intention because he loves you

he loves animals, he most likely had a childhood dog(s) whom bonded

he considers lawrence his favorite, he likes his independent traits, yet how he still stays with john, its intricate

hoffman on the otherhand

we know what he wanted to happen ( and what did ) to hoffman, so im assuming his apprenticeship was short lived, maybe serving as punishment because john did not respect mark

i believe that he did love jill, but overtime it dwindled

he fucking loves billy the puppet, he has an emotional attachment to it and will always repair it

talks to billy when nobodies around, its therapeutic

my little maniac fr

Mark Hoffman

do not expect a lot of hcs for him i cant

obviously a determined and vengeful person, believes in justice, and possibly the way john does, but not as,, extreme

had a great sibling relationship, the moment his sister died and then her murderer was not done right, he lost it, a part of hoffman that everyone knew before left because he was always close and protective of his sister, and he let his anger out

his sister used to give him haircuts, started when they were seven and just playing around, but she eventually became good at doing his hair so he only trusted her with it

very irritable person, not afraid to break bonds or deceive acquaintances

wants to appear smart & diligent, he needs people to see him better than he is

sensitive in rare instances

hes very protective of loved ones in general, and after he lost his sister its like a cage surrounded you, he wouldnt let you out of his sight

most likely tried weed as a teen and coughed the whole time, was offered something stronger and with tears in his eyes he declined

lawrence and amanda love to mess with him, they tag team on pranking him as their little fun

def got his head smashed into his birthday cake as a kid

fucking loser

john subtly fucks with him everytime they have to meet, john hates these meetings more than hoffman

hes the one who uses 3 in 1 in the shower. sweaty.

had a minor sweet tooth as a kid

on halloween he probably went as a cartoon character by a costume he made

i hate him

thank you for listening🫡🫡

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ziggy thank you sm man this was sm fun🙏🙏 ill always have hcs for them and your request made my day 🫶

requests are open, masterlist is up!

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I think I have an anwser for you earlier post on thr SMA interview. You said you found it weird how Chris wanted someone who knows how to apologise and does not like to argue. I have not read the interview so I do agree that this was (at least) worded very poorly, especially with him having such a young gf compared to him. However I think I know what he meant. I interpreted it as someone who owns up for their mistakes? And who does not like to argue for the sake of arguing? I hate to say it but there is a toxicitytrend going around (Watch the citygirls/cityboys up trend on tiktok) People are becoming more selfish everyday. I don’t know if it is the same in the millenial age group, but I can find myself agreeing with these statements if you’re looking for a partner in gen Z? I’m sorry if I’m not clear, English isn’t my first language

Lol he shouldnt be looking for a partner in gen z though

I think you misunderstood the point tbh

My issue is that it sounds like he expects a lot of arguments from his partners. Why does he do that? Could it perhaps be bc he isnt that great of a partner and has never really worked on himself bc he liked being the frat/fuck boy he was in his 20s and into his 30s? There were a lot of things he did when he was with jenny that were uncool, and the way he always "hides" his partners also feels strange.

There have always been rumors about him being a total fuckboy and hooking up a lot. As well as the drugs. I have always believed them to be true, tbh. The truth is that Chris has been single for so long bc he wanted to be. He liked the attention and he liked the women and he liked not having any obligations outside of work. And I don't blame him. Because I am the exact same way.

The only difference is that I am aware and honest about this. I am open about the fact that I do not want to be tied down bc im not ready for the commitment. I am open about the fact that I enjoy my independence and freedom. I think the reason people are angry is bc he's been selling himself as a family man who so desperately wanted to settle down but couldnt find the right woman.

I never bought into that shit, I've always known he was shady but I chose to ignore it.

The problem now is that I no longer can. It has become blatantly obvious that he's shady. This is not normal. I don't care what y'all think, it just fucking isn't. If he didnt look the way he did, if he was balding and didnt have a fucking sixpack, y'all would have been outraged about this. The only reason chris isnt balding is bc he got hairplugs bc he started losing his hair at 30. Im saying this to remind you that HE IS 41.

He has greys in his beard and his hair. Wrinkles that he's had forever.

He can no longer keep the same lifestyle bc his metabolism has slowed. He can no longer work out as much. He is a dinosaur.

These are all words he used to describe himself during his SMA interview. Which came out the day before he announced he was "seriously dating a 25 year old and happier than ever" right before he took a power walk through central park while yanking her with him and then letting go of her hand as soon as he'd passed the paps he bought for the occassion.

#im grossing myself out even more having to write this #yall are doing this to yourselves #i told you not to come here to try to change my mind #i am a taurus #i study law #i will DOUBLE DOWN #i will spit facts #I will throw them in your damn face if its necessary

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This is so random but I saw ur tags in the rb of an old birdflash fanart and ur energy just resonated with me and I was like I must follow this person... Anyways hello:D ur art style is so lovely I'm so glad I found this blog I am fucking insane over Wally West but also batfam and THE BARRY & WALLY FATHER SON DYNAMIC IS THE ONLY THING EVERRGGRHRHTJFJKZKSKSJFKK

Also I am staring at the tmnt in ur bio, I saw a comment recently that said that Leo & Raph are basically dick and Jason and omg I have never been the same since like WTF why are they so right....

omgomg HELLO??? u liking my tags actually means sm wtf skgjkajkgkh BUT HI YES HELLO HEY!!! TYSM 4 LIKING MY ART AS WELL OMG??? bcb cb c bc bc u points @ u u like wally i have a silly hc i drew a little bit ago

THIS GOT RLLY LONG SO IM SRRY LSKJFKSL

i will give it 2 u bc y not skjgkgALSO INCLUDES A BIT OF WALLY + BARRY WHICH IS Y I THINK HT OF IT OK

BASICALLY ITS A HC ABOUT WALLY WEARING GLASSES THEN EVENTUALLY WEARING BRACES/HEADGEAR BC LISTEN PLS HEAR ME OUT

glasses bc i just think so theres rlly no other reason just always had glasses as a kid

IGNORE THR TRASH ITS JUST HOW I DO MY SKETCHBOOKS ANYWAYS AKHFK

SO GLASSES RIGHT??! THEN HE BCAME A SPEEDSTER likekeeee preteen-ish? if im not wrong// BUT LIKE getting accelerated,,,, everything ig @ that age would b CRAZYY so i think his teeth got kinda vry fucked up((im so nice 2 the blorbos,,,i swear,,,,((dont belive me)) SO HE HAD 2 GET BRACES & HEADGEAR

he doesnt wear contacts no matter how roy or dick tries 2 convince him he doesnt want 2 use their money

he will keep taping his silly blocky glasses until they literally turn 2 ash

just take the whole sketch book page whateverrrr r rr

BUT YEAH THATS OT OTS SILLY & MEANS NOTHING BUT EVERYTHING 2 ME barrys there just listening 2 him talk bc no1 used 2 listen 2 him infodump about much b4 idk

i feel the need 2 show wally sketches but i rlly dont have that much((that isnt au related))

i think this 1 is silly anywhoo there was tmnt in this & ill brb

LITERALLY THEMM i was NKT reasy 2 draw fhem 2day omg skfjksjf they looks so ass i swear i can draw a pretty dick

jason tho??…,,,,,, uhm uhm srry pat pats

also srry u only rlly((like RLLY)) know tmnt2012 so akhfkfk

GIVE JASON A SPIKE RN((talked w/madi & jason actually needs a bearded dragon)) <- putting this hear so if i ever reread this ill know

ANYWAYS RED BLUE SIBLINGS SO TRUE ITS ACTUALLY THEM JSUT

im remembering some of the more,,,dramamtic moments of 2012 tmnt & like holy hell yeah

i gotta bring out the tmnt au again its literally mostly abiut dimentsion x bc angst but holymoly

holy moly ahhahabf my humoresuck i kinda 4got what i was writing tbh so oopsies

hey guys? what do we think of s2 -> s3? ((leo in a coma + canine)) ????? how we feelingvvvbbb jsi!!?!? im literally talking 2 myself & thid point ermmm

ANYWAYS HI I CANT BELEIVE U UR SO SILLY U READ THE TAGS AKFJFKV seey 4 my rambling :3

/e wave 2 u!!!!!

#KAHKFJKSJCKKVIVKVLVL HEADACHE WORK W/ME #i dont have an asks tag do i? whoops #anyways RAMBLING SM RAMBLING IM SO SRRY LOL #i always do this #NVM I JUST LOOKED 4 LIKE 5 MINS #it’s literally just the most basic thing ever lmao i shoudlve known ANYWYAYYYWAYSSS #ive been typing on this on & off 4 like an hr or so just whenver this was sent-ish-ish #SOOOO ITS CONFUSING #ANWYAYS AKHFKFK #enjoy the wally hc ig??????#:3!! yuppers!#puppee answers #puppee hcs #<- bc… technically yeah… LISTEN IM TRYING 2 ORGANIZE ITS NOT WORKING #sigh i was supposed 2 b drawing kyle LOL #OK I MEED 2 STOP MY HEAD ACTUALLY HURTS W ITLE WEEEEEEE #if u read all of these tags uhmmmmmmm!!?!!!????!!!!??!!!!#i need 2 stop debating wheteher or not i post this js bc skf

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khodorkovskaya · 11 months

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I think I probs just give off a weird vibe tbh... idk why but it's a feeling I kinda get 😂

I'll try to work on it but not sure how but I just really wanna be able to talk to people, like in only have 3 friends and I cant get other people to talk to me lmao, even when I try to converse etc I just get left on read and stuff or they gesr thr conversation to what they wanna talk about and in like ok

Idk I just feel down sometimes because I eanna connect with people and chat etc and have friends and connections with people but I always just get left on read and then never messages again

yeah but 3 friends is already a lot! why do you need more? i only have like... 1.5 friends..? but not even. like there's my london bestie who i talk to a couple of times a year and we've grown apart to the point where we have nothing in common anymore. there's my oxford bestie who lives nearby so i see her once a week (when it's not exam season lol) and we talk on insta every day, so she definitely counts as a friend. there's lucien who i can do fun activities with, but we never talk and plus he's in his 50s. there's my zurich friend who i can count on but again, we talk once every couple of weeks and he lives in zurich. there's my cousin whom i love but who is miles away. and that's it. when im at uni i say hello to people and we talk about the weather so i don't really have friends there. and the people who are there for me and who i can have fulfilling conversations with any time of day are my parents. but they're my parents. and that's literally my whole social circle nowadays. and to be honest i feel quite good about that.

if you're lonely what really helps is having social hobbies. like being part of an association for example (i used to be a member of the astronomical society before and that was great), joining a sports club (figure skating in my case, all we ever talk about is figure skating and it's great), doing volunteer work (i used to volunteer at music/film festivals and it's great if you're looking for a friend group to go clubbing with). but most of these connections you're gonna make aren't gonna blossom into friendships. and that's okay, really. you're just gonna do different things with these people and talk about those things and that's it. there's like a 1% chance you're gonna keep in touch outside of the main activity you do together. and that's fine. it be like that.

in my case im gonna start looking to expand my social circle in a couple of months i think. for now im not ready yet. because again, i feel like it all comes down to your personal values. if you feel like you can't have conversations with all of those people who leave you on read, it's because you guys don't vibe and that's probably because you have completely different values. and do you really want to be friends with people you can't count on? acquaintances? sure. people you can go ice skating or to the observatory with? absolutely. but friends? you need a lot more to be friends with someone.

the reason i say that im not ready to expand my social circle yet is because i haven't figured out what my values are. and this realisation of my lack of values really hit me hard last year. i was going through a tough time and none of the people id considered "friends" helped me out. my zurich friend did, my oxford bestie did. and that's it. even some of my classmates i barely talk to offered more help than the people i had considered close before. and that's when it hit me that i had just surrounded myself with people who are chill and fun and who send me memes on instagram and don't leave me on read, but there's nothing else that we have in common. we don't share the same values, we don't see the world the same way, etc. and sure, it's always fun to go out and drink with these people, but at a certain point, is it really worth it? are these the types of connections you want to care for? and i really don't want to make the same mistake again.

and don't get me wrong, i really do love having light hearted conversations and superficial small talk. it really scratches an itch. like me an my oxford bestie talk about the stupidest shit and it's great

but really don't beat yourself up for not being able to have fulfilling conversations with people. it's really not worth it most of the time. and if you're lonely, join some kind of social group like a sports club or something. you'll be okay, don't worry about it really! xoxo <3

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soundscapesystem · 2 years

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also recently i have been feeling paranoid and experiencing delusions again, i know i lost time while ryan was out for a few hours some time last week but i think it may be happening more than im aware, im feeling lucid rn but im getting a lot of different symptoms overlapping in ways that usually mean ryan is out. like rn i know my thoughts thru the day are definitely delusional but usually they make sense and seem normal. its lots of stuff about being in a simulation, no one around me is really a person, i only popped into existence w implanted memories moments ago, im a god living in thr world i created without conscious memories of having made it, im immortal, ect like lots of stuff all at once, some ofnit shouldnt make sense together but somehow it does to me at the time, i keep telling myself that even if any of that stuff is real, it doesnt change anything about needing to do important things like work or school or being nice to others and stuff like that, but it does make me feel really lonely, like even when im talking to my friends theres part of me that thinks this person is just generated text on a screen or a robot with human qualities or a straight up hallucination and not really there at all like im just alone completely in the world and it gets overwhelming and sad and lonely. i try not to think abt it andni havent talked to my therapist abt it, cuz idk how to even bring it up tbh, but it felt important right now while i am very aware that those thoughts are not true to just write it out that its not true and theyre just weird delusions ive been having

ive beenparanoid too on top of all that. i feel like my ex is stalking me even tho i have no evidence of it at all, its just a really intense fear. but i know thats not possible. i have a new car and he couldnt possibly remember where my dad lives to find me anyway. it sucks my mom lives so close to him now and sometimes i have to be in the same county as him and that makes my paranoia way worse but i know i should be safe here but im scared anyway. at this point construction worker are basically a trigger because i cant drive past guys in neon vests without my heartrate rising and being fully convinced my ex us out there and is gonna see me and come kill me

idk

just a lot going on tonight

#logan speaks

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