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#and im being called unreasonable angry and unhinged because im the crazy one im the one whos been in a mental hospital the one with issues
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#im so angry right now and actually physically sick
#my whole family consists of two people only and theyre both pro israel and super condescending towards other opinions
#saying everyone who does not share their opinion is a unknowledgable child on the internet that buys into trends and lies
#i tried to talk to them so many times offering to talk and share resources
#trying to reason with them
#screaming at them how their logic doesnt make sense and only works if theyre profiting off of it
#and im being called unreasonable angry and unhinged because im the crazy one im the one whos been in a mental hospital the one with issues
#but my whole life is reliant on them and i can not cut them out of my life even if they do great damage to my mental health and selfesteem
#im completely financially dependent on them and can not live on my own
#not only because i wouldnt be able to get an apartment without them but also because i only have a job because i work for my step dad
#i cant hold other jobs or even get them to begin with and also they would pay less than half of what i earn now
#which would not even be enough to pay rent
#i hate my life so fucking much i am so angry how i have to have my abusive mom in my life and cry about it like im 14
#im so tired of fighting for i dont know what
#im so tired of being gaslit all the time and being looked down even though im an adult and try to speak super eloquently
#and then it just ends in me crying and screaming and my face twitching uncontrollably because everything i say is being shut down
#i know im right i know what i read and see about gaza i know so much more about the whole issue than them and see all the horrors
#but it doesnt matter because im just an ungreatful child who wants to invent conflict because apparently i love fighting
#like nothing that i say matters
#israel is using abuser tactics like silencing the people they abuse and playing the victim and twisting the narrative
#and the whole zionist propaganda
#and thats literally my mom and how she acts as a person
#she hates being jewish she never talks about it she didnt want to tell me anything about the culture and didnt learn yiddish from her family
#and now she says that everyone who is against israel is like the people who were antisemitic to her all her life and said shes less than
#she literally made this war this genocide about herself and how shes always the victim
#i wish i just had someone to talk to so i dont go completely insane
#i feel so alone
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