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finelinevogue · 3 years

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hiii idk if ur comfortable doing this but im recovering from one and it would mean the world but could you do one where the reader has/had an eating disorder and when eating harry just kinda comforts her because he knows its harder to eat etc (i hope u get what i mean :( )

hi! hope you’re having a lovely day! first of all i am really proud of you and you in turn should be really proud of yourself! this one is especially for you, for me and for anyone who is going through or recovering from an ED. please read whenever you feel comfortable in doing so and that’s okay if today is not that day <333 love you

It was a bad day.

Not very often do you have them anymore, but when you do have them you feel as though you will never be good enough and that things will never get better.

When you were younger you developed an eating disorder, but never used to see it as being a problem. It started off as not snacking as often as you used to, specifically cutting out sugar and fat from your diet completely. Over time it grew to not having lunch, breakfast or dinner and then all three altogether. Your stomach shrunk and you kept your stomach tide over with water - at least that had no calories. The pains in your stomach became normal, but the pain against your heart was so much worse.

Because people began to notice.

It would be a small comment like “you look like you’ve lost weight” or “you’re all but skin and bone”, but it would make you realise, just for a minute, that maybe what you were doing to yourself was more significant than you first thought. But you continued, because you had to be enough. You wanted that flat stomach. You wanted that thigh gap. You wanted to be the skinny girl that could be picked up. You wanted to fit in clothes less than a size 10. You wanted to be able to be confident in showing more skin. You just wanted to feel beautiful - be pretty.

It wasn’t until Harry came into your life that things started to change. He didn’t make any comments about your weight, ever, but only encouraged you to do what felt right to you. When you asked him to help you find a therapist, because you finally had someone to support you through it all, he was ready with his laptop and notebook. When you asked him to make a slightly bigger portion for you today, he would make his the same size so you didn’t feel like you were being greedy. He was your equal. When you asked him whether he loved you he never responded with words, but actions. Kisses. Sex. Chocolate. Flowers. Soapy baths. Nail painting. Hand holding. Cuddling. It was a surprise each time as to what he would do, but it showed you how much he really did love you.

Since being with Harry he had guided you through putting on weight, with the aid of your therapist and your fitness coach too. You had come so far, even with still a long way to go, and for that Harry was forever proud of you.

Harry is proud of you.

Some days it was hard to believe that though. Some days you slipped. Some days that dark cloud reminded you of all the negative things you once believed about yourself. Some days were like today.

“Y/N i’m home!” Harry called through your shared apartment.

You were still in bed. He’d left you this morning to go record some stuff in the studio, silently kissing your forehead goodbye as you slept still. Today was a day where you reminded yourself of all the bad thoughts you used to think about secondly. Today you couldn’t find the strength to get out of bed and go eat, but scroll through models instagrams and pick out all the things you wished you had instead of them. Kendall Jenners figure. Kaia Gerber’s youth. Gigi Hadid’s eyes. The list was endless.

The only time you’d gotten yourself of bed had been to go to the toilet. You had thought about intentionally making yourself sick, a deadly habit that you’d worked hard to overcome, but with much strain, tears and a shout at yourself in the mirror you managed to walk away.

“Baby?” Harry called out again, but your throat was so dry that he hadn’t heard you call out that you were in the bedroom.

When he walked through the bedroom he instantly knew it had been a bad day. You were tucked up underneath all the covers, with tear marks staining your face and the hood, of his Green Bay Packers hoodie, pulled up over your head. You chewed on the strings of his hoodie, a sign that you were physically hungry but your brain wasn’t allowing you to process that you were.

“Harry?” Your voiced rasped out, turning to see his beautiful, glowing, face.

“It’s alright lovie, let it out. I’m right here, you’re okay.” He cooed, immediately climbing into bed next to you so that he was facing you. He took the strings out of your mouth and traced his finger over your bottom lip, leaning in for a quick kiss. It was his way of letting you know he was here with you.

“I-i’m sorry.” You whimpered, your bottom lip trembling.

“Wait one minute lovie,” Harry shot up out of bed, leaving you confused as to what he was doing, but when he came back with a tall glass of water your eyes watered over with admiration for him, “just sit up and take a sip of this for me baby.”

You nodded wearily and took a few gulps of the water, finding pleasure in the way it quenched the thirst in the back of your throat.

“Thank you.” You smiled, handing him back the glass half-full.

“And thank you.” He replied, kissing your forehead softly. “Was it a tough day?”

Harry leaned back against the headboard and brought you to lay on top of him, your head against his chest. It was comforting to hear his heart beat the same rhythm as yours. He pulled the hood down so he could tangle his fingers through your hair - a comforting method he’d come to know you loved.

“Just felt really bad this morning and then I wanted to so badly go make myself sick,” you felt Harry tense up a little at your words, “but I didn’t and now I feel really angry and frustrated about it. I just… oh I don’t know H.” Your words deflated.

“Baby listen to me, you made it through the day! That may not seem like an achievement but is fucking is! You did so great and I couldn’t be prouder of you. Really truly.”

You moved your head to look up at him, a glimmer of hope in his eyes that he was breaking through to you.

“Just didn’t feel good enough today to eat.” You swallowed the lump back in your throat.

“That’s okay if you didn’t eat, but I won’t let you a second more of today thinking you aren’t good enough because you are worth so much more than that. You are worth the stars and more. I love you more and more every day and i’m proud to have you mine.” His words were the most comforting you’d heard yet.

“Stars?” You questioned for some silly reason.

“And moons and planets and galaxies. I wish you could see that, baby.” He kissed you on your forehead again, letting his lips linger a little longer this time. “You don’t have to feel bad or apologise for today, because I know you’ll love yourself tomorrow.”

“How?”

“Because you’re stronger than you know. Today isn’t defeat, it’s just a pause for what tomorrow is going to be.” He hugged you tighter, squishing you to make you feel his love.

“And what is tomorrow going to be?”

“Better.”

And that was exactly it. Tomorrow didn’t have to be perfect, and today didn’t have to either, just as long as it was better. Not best; better. It was all about small steps and learning that it’s not all about leaps of faith. It was about learning to love yourself, by yourself. It was about being okay with the bad days, because you know you’ll have fucking amazing days to make up for it. It’s just about making those days that bit more amazing - that bit better.

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yumpty-dumpty-inactive · 2 years

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dear @mooscutely, @disoriented-fish, @humans-are-rubbish, @coralsparklingtea, @tiredzephh, @axrioly, @thehutaomain, @luvajax, @kxllmelia, @mayple, @myluvkeiji, @abyssheart, @spookii-does-stuff, @mikan-ronpa, @cynettic, @skyward-pride, @kazuichi-soda-pop, @almondoufu, @guhua--geek, @hopefilledimagines, @salami2, @cerasus--flores, @catisnerd, @keijisnumber1fan, @socksthefemboy, @hushyouu, @0ddlyfamiliar, @chichikoi, @valberiyah, @wangshuu, @yumir3, @help-wtf-am-i-even-doing, @freshgenshinmemes, @nolawritesfanfics, @k-kazvha, @thecruxcaptn, @hqrbinger, @ophelia-writes, @kouyun, @ventirain, @simp-lyzity, @0utrid3ramb3r, @alonelysimp, @aweebstuff, @almond-adeptus, @severedftaes, @azurawashere, @simplyxsinned, @icecappa, @heyitslane-sl, @monsternotinthecloset, @whowho-who, @bookuya, @noirkkat, @catcze, @witch-hazels-musings, @ohmykazuha, and to all of my other mutuals and followers,

hey, i'm back. sorry i haven't been super active, lately, but I've missed you all <333 . just wanted to remind you of something. you are amazing. and I love the fact that no matter how many followers i have, no matter how much I post, or how tired I am, you all have been there for me. stress has been piling up lately, and I've barely made enough money to get presents for my family. you all, whether intentional or not, have taught me what it means to truly love and care for someone, family or not. even if one day I leave genshinblr, i'll still remember all you've taught me, and all the memories we've shared. I still remember aeri, jade, and jayee, and miss them all dearly. I hope one day they pop in to say hi, but i don't expect that any time soon. I hope to continue to be friends with you all, and just remember each and every one of you mean the absolute world to me. please look for your name below to see a special thank-you. (IF YOUR NAME IS IN BOLD) + (i only did this if i know you well)

moo, I love you so much. you always manage to make me feel loved and special, even when I feel ugly and useless. (mooscutely)

disoriented-fish, I don't know you that well, but you seem like a kind and caring person, and I hope to interact with you more in the future. humans-are-rubbish, same with you :))

gale, your writing is amazing. i loved the headcanons you made, and i think you have a very bright future on genshinblr. i wish you nothing but the best. (coralsparklingtea)

my lovely tired/sleepy anon, you never fail to make me chuckle or smile whenever i see you interacting with me or dropping into my inbox. love you. /p (tiredzephh)

mayple, dear lord. bestie. that's all i gotta say. (mayple)

koi, you were one of my first friends on genshinblr. I will always have your back, feed you diluc brainrot at any time, or just be there if you ever wanna talk. love you. /p (chichikoi)

catte, ugh you listened to my rants so much, i feel so guilty oml. i've been seeing your blog growing, and i hope you continue you grow much more <333 (catcze)

hazel, you're so pleasant to interact with, i envy you. you get along with everyone so easily, and i hope we can continue to get along in the future :). (witch-hazels-musings)

jia, firstly, I love you. you are unbelievably kind and have a good heart, and I wish you the best of luck when it comes to anything, honestly.

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alex, thanks for simping for cyno with me ;D (ventirain)

I love you all, and might not be on a lot over the course of the holidays, so happy holidays to all of my lovely mutuals and followers!! remember that you all are outstanding writers and I adore reading your works whenever they release!! I love all of you so much, mwah <333! /p

possible brainrots for y'all coming up,, but don't get your hopes up too much lol

with much love /p,

- abbie

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bsd-bibliophile · 3 years

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Survey Dates: November 15, 2020 - December 15, 2020 Number of Participants: 331

You can view and download the full results here.

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#BringBackYumeno2020

How cool you included translators in this! You ROCK.

bsd kunikida needs a vacation

Bungou Stray Dogs have been a blessing for me ever since I started watching the series last year. I had lost my drive for reading and writing as a hobby, university and disillusionment with the publishing industry killed that, but now I have been revitalized thanks to the series. Not only did it drive me to go back to writing original works, but I have started writing fanfiction again after almost ten years of hiatus from story writing. The BSD online library has been a blessing not only as a source of research for the writers for my fanfic, but also has been the only way that I have been easily been able to get a hold of some works by the authors in English, my preferred reading language. Please keep up the good work! Thank you so much for everything that you have provided for this fandom.

Buraiha,,,, just them

Do not make me choose between Dazai and Chuuya, I cannot, they are both my favs lol.

for the question about how many books by japanese authors i own, i responded with more

Hello friend! Twain’s my favourite in bsd but this is about japanese literature soooo than 10, but to clarify: they are not all from bsd authors.

hello!! just a quick thank you note!! im polish and variety here in japanese literature (either in polish or english) is very limited, but thanks to your website it's very easy to find works i want to read both by japanese or russian authors. i also like the fact that i can read abt the authors' connections and how they influenced each other in their works, and get some historical context. i want to be a translator in the future, so i'm incredibly grateful for this kind of accessibility. keep up the good work and thank you once again!!! <333 - julia sz

I will like to thank you for all the information that you have supplied us on the tumblr page. Also I will like to know if you have any information about "A New Hamlet" the adaptation Dazai made of Hamlet. You will really help me if you know anything about it.

hi, i really enjoy your blog and "no longer human" as well as "the moon over the mountain" are on my christmas list. i hope to learn more about these authors and i wish you a good day!

Hi! Just hope you have a great day!

I am currently learning Japanese and I hope one day I can read these authors works in Japanese instead of a translation

I am interested in reading literary works translated into languages other than English, but have difficulty finding ways to read them. For BSD, I also watch the recordings of stage plays. Also, BSD and the authors have sparked my interest in other Japanese literature (I really like Banana Yoshimoto's books). Lastly, thanks for the online library, it's such a huge help!

I am sad to have to answer that I’ve not read these authors. I just watched the whole anime in the last two weeks and am going to go read some of these authors now. I actually have two literature degrees from US institutions and have become increasingly aware of how awfully western they are. I love this anime and am glad it’s opened me up to these authors. I’m excited to read them.

I can't wait to see what you do with these results!!

I cannot thank you & your blog enough for helping me fall further in love with Bungou Stray Dogs. Keeping so many works in an easy-to-access place is also a total lifesaver--and you just made it all the more easier to realize my love for literature. I know I'm rambling, but thank you so much!

I have a question, is it better to read these Japanese novels in their original language (Japanese) or does it not really matter if you read the English translation? I guess it's a given that reading it in Japanese is more authentic, but I'm just wondering if it's really worth it to learn such a complex language just for the sake of authenticity. Are English translations at least 90% legit anyway?

I have read most Japanese works in English except for the poetry of Nakahara Chūya, which I read in/translated from Japanese.

I have very mixed feeling towards BSD, I prefer the side stories rather than the main plot and I only like a small choice of characters, but I appreciate the series for introducing me to many great authors that I hadn't known.

I hope you have a great day!!

I just found BSD Biblio blog recently, but still I get to know about the real life authors a lot. I can't understand japanese much, so this blog truly helps me to know more about the authors and their remarkable works. I'm greatly appreciate the efforts that had been put on this blog ^^ My deepest gratitude to the translators~♡

I just wanted to say thank you for your big interest in sharing japanese literary œuvres on the internet. Here in Spain there aren't many works translated in spanish, and those that are translated, have a poor translation, except the works of Dazai. Your page lets me enjoy many pieces of art from the great japanese writers!

I love bsd and bsd-bibliophile is a great blog

I love the blog and my favorite things are the quotes! Keep up the good work. <3

I love the universe that taught me to love books.

I love this blog and thank you sm for all the love and hard work you put into it. Thank you.

I love your blog, but I didn't know you had a library! I'm definitely checking it out, since where I live it's not easy to find the books of all the authors and I want to read at least one book of each! ❤️

I love your blog:)

I love your blog!

I love your tumblr! Thank you so much for collecting all the information about the authors!

I LOVE YOUR WEBSITE ITS AMAZING THANK YOUUUU

I love your work and dedication!

I mostly make do with the books that are available in my public library, thus the only physical copy I own is "the key" bu tanizaki (if that's the correct translation of the novel)

I play the BSD mobage; that is about as far as I am into BSD as a fandom, as I've only began a couple months ago.

I prefer print, but ebooks are good when that's what's available. I started reading the BSD manga, but stopped. I enjoy it much more just vicariously through my friends who read the manga and novels. Thanks for providing Japanese lit content all the time! I'm trying to learn Japanese, but I've a long way to go, so it's cool to learn about authors and possible English translations.

I read a lot more Japanese authors than I used to before, due to the anime Bungo Stray Dogs

I really adore what you do. Though I have not been very active in the library due to real life issues, I look forward to sitting down and looking through it!

I really appreciate BSD-Bibliophile. I've learned a lot and I know without it, I might not have gotten this into Japanese literature!

i really enjoy seeing your posts on my feed and reading quotes from various writers. thank you for your effort, i really appreciate it :)

I really like that you share quotes of these authors, they're really interesting to read! :) It also helps me to decide what I want to read next haha

I really want to read the light novels, I wish one day you can upload them! Love this page so much!!

I saw a few posts from your blog on Twitter and I'll definitely follow it from now on! What you all are doing is truly amazing and I wish you and your blog only the best! (I don't have enough free time to dive into as many books as I wish I could, so your blog is really helpful)

I think Asagiri-sensei try to promote these famous Japanese authors and I really glad he did because I actually like the poems and story by these authors and whenever I read you guys post a quote from any of their books, I feels the need to buy the book. Thank you for your hardwork!

I think your work in organizing and encouraging people to engage in Japanese literature beyond the series that introduced them to it is awesome.

I use BSD-Bibliophile so much and am very grateful to have it!

I wanted to read some of Dazai's, Kenji's and Akutagawa's works, but they are hard to find in physical stores

I wanted to thank for both the blog and the online library for granting me acess to works that are either too expensive or not available in my country <3

I'm following BSD for 4 years and I read literature of BSD authors as much as I can. I'm deeply in love with its characters, and I'm delighted every time I discover the references from the real life authors and their works. I recommend for those who want to go in-depth with BSD to read the literature, or at least learn about the real life authors. It worths the time. You'll love BSD even more, and maybe the real life authors and their works as well.

I'm new to Bungou Stray Dogs, and I plan on getting my hands on the manga soon! and also the works of the real authors the characters are based off of. :)

I'm so thankful for the site! Since I can't afford the actual book, I am able to read them thru here and if you don't mind, please add Hagiwara Sakutaro's Hownling at The Moon and Kikuchi Kan's Beyond the Pale of Vengeance. Thank you!

I'm so thankful to the amount of effort put into this blog. Thank you so much.

I've been following you for years, your blog is one of my favorites. Thanks for all you do!

I've come by this website a few times, but today is the first time I've really read anything on here. The posts provide a lot of insight. I'll definitely be coming back here to make use of the online library. Thanks for making this available!

I've read and enjoyed Dazai's works, and he's the one I choose for favourite, but it's hard - if I had to choose a second I'd go with Chuuya's poetry. I've somehow wound up reading and re-reading it both for reference in my own works, and just because I want to, when I like.

I've thoroughly enjoyed all the works I've found through this series and I highly recommend people look into Tachihara's poetry! He's my favorite poet ever and his work is highly underrated.

I'm very thankful for this blog. It's heaven-sent for a booklover and fan of Japanese literature for me. I'm sure you're constantly trying to update the library, but there are a few very rare books I've always wanted to read but I'm not sure if I'll get to. Can you add "Azamukazaru no Ki" by Kunikida Doppo? I'm not sure if there exists an English translation, but I'd be eternally grateful even if you uploaded the original Japanese (actually, I would prefer that to the translation, even though it would take a million years for me to decipher the whole of it, at my level of knowledge of the Japanese language. Japanese and English being poles apart in grammatical structure, a lot of the nuances of a Japanese piece is lost in a translation, and this being a record of Kunikida's innermost feelings, I would prefer to read the original.) I also want to read the reports Kunikida made while he was a war correspondent during the Sino-Japanese war, that made him famous as a writer and journalist, but I'm not sure if those could be available. Please include Kunikida's wonderful poetry too. I have mostly read some them in the original Japanese, or Bengali translations made by a senpai of mine, but I would love to read more. As you can probably tell, Kunikida is one of my favourite Japanese authors (although I selected Akutagawa as my favourite in the survey... I love both of their writings equally, but the survey only wanted one answer, so I chose Akutagawa.) Please include writings of other Japanese authors who are not featured in BSD as well, if that is possible (you could maybe create a different section for them?) One of my favourite Japanese authors is Komatsu Sakyou, but I've only been able to read one book of his ("Japan Sinks"). I also want to read "Virus: the Day of Resurrection", "Take Your Choice" and assorted short stories written by him, but Japanese literature is unfortunately not at all easily available where I live. Which is all the more reason I'm so thankful for your blog. I wouldn't have been able to read so many amazing books of some of my favourite authors if it hadn't been for your blog. So, thank you from the bottom of my heart. I hope you will read this and consider my requests. Have a nice day :)

it is through bsd-bibliophile's blog that i am able to go in-depth about japanese authors, so thank you so much! and just a little suggestion, though you don't have to do this if you don't have time or there's simply not any reason for you to do it, i would really love to answer a survey not only featuring japanese authors but all authors across different literatures (japanese, american, english, russian) who are featured in bsd because i think that would be fun as well. and this is really a fun survey~ thank you so much!

It was very fun to fill this list.

It's too hard to choose only one character or author

Keep doing what you do, it's amazing!

keep the great works!

Loved this!!! 💕

Nothing in particular. I just wanna thank you for having this survey. Loving BSD forever.

Since I only recently fell into the world of BSD and Japanese literature I haven't been able to read many of the works I want. I'm quite eager to read "No Longer Human" by Dazai-sensei since I really liked his style. An interesting thing is that I wasn't very fond of reading poetry until I discovered Yosano-sensei and Miyazawa-sensei, I enjoyed their work a lot. I'm very grateful to this blog, I wouldn't have been able to immerse myself this much into Japanese literature and read all this wonderful works if it wasn't for you so thank you so much! Keep up the good work!! ♡

Thank you for all of your hard work in these translations; reading Japanese literature has always been my wish. Being able to find and read their works in English is the greatest thing that's happened to me.

Thank you for all the hard work! You all curate the content so carefully and do so much for the fandom. It's one of my favorite bsd

Thank you for all the work you do~ and thank you for the library as well~

Thank you for all the work you’ve done💕✨

Thank you for all your hard work!

Thank you for continuing your work on this blog!

Thank you for everything you do!

Thank you for helping me find the translated copy of Return to Tsugaru by Osamu Dazai a while back!

Thank you for making the online library available! It's a great way to read some of these works that are not easily found elsewhere.

Thank you for providing the PDF's of these books, I don't want to buy them until I know I like them because it's hard for me to read because of my ADHD, so thank you for providing them in English!!!!

Thank you for the survey!

Thank you for this site! It really helps me to learn more about the Japanese Literature. Thank you to everyone who worked hard to translate the manga and light novels! I cannot decide which author I liked the best nor which book I liked most. It really is hard for me too choose! *sends love to everyone in this site*

thank you for this site! this really feeds my reading and BSD obsession <3

Thank you for your hard work :)

Thank you for your hard work, BSD Bibliophile! You are amazing! ;)

Thank you for your hard work!

Thank you for your work ♥

thank you so much for all that you do!!

Thank you so much for all your work on the BSD Bibliophile website!

Thank you so much for both your blog and the online library!!

Thank you so much for bringing closer the translated works and thanks for the authors who translated them

thank you so much for creating this special blog! I love it and really adore it

Thank you so much for your great work! your blog is a treasure for those who don't speak Japanese but are in love with Japanese literature (─‿‿─)♡

thank you so much for your website!!! sending love from hk!! :DD

Thank you so much for your wonderful work in making Japanese literature more accessible, so people who cannot find them in their country are also able to enjoy them <3

Thank you very much for your efforts in providing information and reading materials for everyone! I find your blog and website especially useful since I can't seem to find any physical copies here where I'm from.

Thank you!

Thank you.

Thanks for all of your hardwork!

thanks for ur hard work <3

Thankyou so much for this amazing collection of Japanese writers and BSD!

The translations from the BSD Library are amazing.

there's always more than one favorite character or author but it is hard to pick between them

This blog is has so many posts that have helped me to read these literary work and became an important part of my life. Thank you for all moderators for sharing these beautiful works.

This is an interesting survey for bsd franchise also for the people who like and read Japanese literature. As a casual franchise wanderer, I'd like to fill this for showing my country existence//slaps wwwwwwwww. Thank you for providing this survey. Salam Literasi!

This library is amazing!

This was fun!! I use the bsd-bibliophile tumblr a lot - reading the quotes helps me pick which book to read next!! Through reading the Japanese literature written by BSD characters, I’ve since found other Japanese authors I love like Sakutarō Hagiwara and Dan Kazou, too!!!! <3

To clarify some of my answers, The Japanese books I own are mostly children's books. My parents however, have some Japanese novels and short stories as they are from Japan (for example my mom has a copy of Kumo no Ito by Akutagawa). I never finished Setting Sun nor Kokoro. I got about halfway through both before I had to return it to the library. The only other jp lit I've read not including poems is like a quarter of Snow Country by Kawabata Yasunari.

would just like to thank you for always providing the resources for BSD fans! i have been introduced to some of my favourite all-time works since discovering your blog and your resources!

You have a great blog, thank you all!

You're doing amazing work. Thank you so much for all you do for this fandom and the Japanese literary sphere in general.

You’re the best!

Your blog is absolutely amazing and if i hadn't found it i wouldn't have been able to read any of the BSD authors' works, i downloaded each one that interested me in PDF from your blog, hence why i admire it so much and i am so grateful for it. It is obvious that you put a huge amount of work into this blog and i love to wake up to new quotes and fragments every day. Keep up the great work, with love, a reader from Romania!

Your blog is amazing. Keep up the great work! Much support ♥️

your blog is SO helpful for my master's thesis on japanese literature. there is basically nothing in my country about japanese authors and i cannot thank you enough for the work you have done. seriously you are saving my life !!!!!!!!!! i really hope you have a good day!!!! you are really awesome™

Your BSD Library is very helpful for me, thank you for your efforts on creating it!

Your website is great, and I really appreciate your work, it’s makes it so much easier to find Japanese literature and to find new authors.

Your work is beautiful and you have expanded my knowledge of international literature so much; thank you :)

#survey #results #2020 #japanese literature #bungo stray dogs #bungou stray dogs #bsd #bsd-bibliophile

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From: Melody — Even though we have yet to speak much outside of nets, it’s so clear that you're such a sweet and loving person and I love you🥺 Happy Birthday Ash! You deserve all the love and anyone who thinks different will have to face moi >:(

From: Yannie — Ash bb, happy birthday again you sweetest and most caring human being. You're one of a kind who truly cares of the people around you. I wish you nothing but happiness for this year, ilysm 🥺💖

From: Levi — Happy birthday Ash<3 I know it's a little bit late but I love you with all my heart and I treasure all the moments we've spent and all the conversations we've had together. I know I'm bad at texting back and sometimes I forgot, but I truly do adore you - no matter what. Remember that I'll always be there for you and that you're an absolutely amazing person. Thank you for being my friend and I hope we'll be able to be friends for a long time. 💖 Levi

From: Rid — Lovely Ashkoo, since all good things come in threes (or something), I want to wish you a very happy birthday again! <3 I know I tell you every day how much I love and adore you, but since you deserve every piece of affection, I think not even that will ever be enough. Thank you for being one of my closest friends here, always supporting me, always being ready to help and for writing amazing fics, creating incredible graphics – and for just being you. I luff you mucho and I hope you have the happiest and loveliest year ahead ✨ Your Ridzie 🥰

From: Jords — my sweet lil ash, the biggest and warmest of birthdays to you angel. from everyone ive come to know, you've become a true friend — someone i know i can come too when i need to talk. you're always there and ready with a shoulder to lean on, and i could never thank you enough. there are not enough thank yous or I love yous in the world to conjure up just how incredibly thankful i am for you. thank you for the laughs and love, whether it's 3pm or 3am! you're so supportive to everything, you never have a bad word to say and to be quite honest, you might be the sweetest person tumblr has produced. thank you jimins dick for providing us ash and her ever so horny beautiful writing. knowing you has made my time and experience on dumblr a hell of a lot more meaningful. enjoy your day, i hope you're spoiled to no end. & have a wonderful new year <333 forever n always , jords 🌹

From: Marinette— ASH BABYYY love of my life, apple of my eye, I can't even begin to describe how much you've come to mean to me in such a short amount of time. You’re such an amazing person and an amazing writer, I’m so glad to have found each other in the immensity that is the internet. This year I wish you the very best for this new year that is beginning, I hope this new trip around the sun brings you nothing but joy and fulfill meant and everything you could possibly want from life itself. I wanna shower you with love today (and every day after that tbh) have the happiest birthday baby! 🥳 -Marinette

From: Maya — hi ash! wishing u a very hapi borf from the bottom of my cold, icy heart ♡ thank u for always making me laugh and also, making me wonder myself into an existential crisis. ilysm and i hope your day is amazing! - luv, may

From: Anita— Hey there Ash. A little burst told me you are a december baby, so I HAD to congratulate you. Both on your birthday - ofcuz - but also for being born in the same month as me, muwhaha (I’m joking btw). But for real; congratulations, I hope you had a wonderful time and with more to come. Hopefully we will spend more time together in the new year, cuz you seem so cool fan girl scream. ❤️

#birthday post #happy birthday!#staff: ash

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Happy birthday to you my sweetest beloved! ♡ ⋄

Hihi I had to came here as well to wish you a holy wednesday {how iconic that is aaa} and the happiest and loveliest birthday ever queen, I hope you had the best day so far , filled with sunshine and love and much cake and joy with your loved ones! I hope you’ll spend the day being cozy and doing lovely things. I’m wishing you all the good things this universe could give you and everything you wish for and heart desires may find it’s way to you ! You really deserve the whole world and more for being the most kindest sweetest person I know and I’m soo grateful for you and for the beautiful person you are and I’ll forever be thankful for our friendship and I’ll cherish every single moment in my heart forever, love you so much and I appreciate you lots! You’re literally one of a kind and I hope you know how special and loved you are!✧I hope that all the positivity and love and warmth you give everyone return to you 10000xtimes stronger and bigger and overwhelmed your soul in the most beautiful way ! I wish you only happiness and love and healthy and peace above all coz that’s the most important thing for a happy life and the rest I’m sure will come right away! I hope this year and the years will come will treat you so so well and gentle with such care and love! Thankuu for every single moment since we started talking and just thankuu for everything you did for me,for always blessing me with your sweet words and encourages , for all the gorgeous gifs sets you have made and I’m so proud at how far you have come and just for all the lovely edits and posts and the iconic b&w ones and ofc the most important things in love and life that’s robbe and his smile and dimples hihi that I adore so much and you know very well how much in love I’m with it ☼ pls never stop keeping sobbe and robbe alive ♡ im sending you so much love and kusjes and infinite warm hugs on this special day and lots lots lots of love and peace for your heart! Love you lots cille ♡ ♡

{ I have a little something for you later but for now will remain a secret hihi till then lots of love to you ⋄ } ☾

alice... my most beloved, i am literally lost for words right now <333

where do i even start, where do I even begin. just thank you so so much. from the bottom of my heart, thank you for everything! i have no words to describe what i feel right now so i'm sorry if this is gonna be messy and a bit of a ramble and yeah... just a mess because i am a mess right now. every time you say something like this to me i don't know what to do with myself. i'm not good at taking compliments in, but just know this means more to me than anything. you're one of the sweetest human beings on this planet, and you really are one of a kind. you're so special, and i'm so certain that if the world was filled with more people like you, it would be a much better place. you have the biggest heart alice, so pure and so full of love and happiness and kindness and you're just too good for this world. and the fact that i can call you my friend just makes me the luckiest person, and just know how grateful i am too, because our friendship truly means the absolute world to me! you mean so much to me alice, and just thank you for everything! you were one of the first people i began talking to here on tumblr, and i've enjoyed every single second since then

i adore you my beloved alice, i cherish every moment i've gotten with you and i appreciate everything you've done for me. whether it's been sending me pictures, your amazing edits that always leave me speechless, your endless support, your encouraging words, or the goodness of your heart. i already feel like i'm forgetting to say so much to you, like this is such a mess.... i am a mess i'm so sorry. but this is what your words do to me, they make me smile like an idiot and feel so freaking happy! i mean... gosh i'm so thankful for you alice and just thank you endlessly. and knowing you're proud of me, makes me feel so much... again just thank you so much! AND HOW DARE YOU ATTACK ME WITH THAT PICTURE OF SANDER WHEN YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL ABOUT IT! AND THEN IN B&W... LOOK AT MY BABY! HE IS SO PRETTY IT'S SO UNFAIR AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH MYSELF RIGHT NOW. gosh alice... your edits always leave me speechless and this one is no exception. just thank you, again I feel like i keep repeating myself lol, but my heart is just so full of your love right now and it's all most too much for me, but in the best way possible. you've blessed me so much today, with everything... and the fact that you have a little something for me later... I AM CRYING ALICE! WHY ARE YOU SO SWEET TO ME AND NOW I CAN'T WAIT TO KNOW WHAT IT IS. OML I LOVE YOU!

anyway... i'm so sorry for this mess of an answer. in the end i just wanted to say thank you for everything! thank you for everything you've done for me, thank you for everything you continue to do for me and just thank you for being who you are. i truly hope you know how special you are! sending you so many hugs and kusjes and love, and i wish i could give you the biggest hug! you have a very special place in my heart... (and in my home), and i hope you know how much i adore you! thank you alice for making my birthday so forking special. I love you very much! <333

#cille's asks #cille loves alice ✨#cille's twenty-third birthday! ✨#another essay no one asked for

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🍓 - but I also want to wish you a speedy recovery, I'm sorry you've been in bed sick for the last while. I love you and I'm always around to talk if you need someone to chase off some loneliness for a bit. <3

Send me a 🍓 and I’ll compliment you!

Oof, I always don’t know where to begin because there will always ALWAYS be so much that I want to say about you, buddy. And it always frustrates me how this peanut of a brain can never effectively compile it altogether for you aweuahw!! But man... each time I count the number of years we have known one another, I can’t help but smile, you know? Such as this morning? When I was listing down the things I am so grateful for when it comes to life, you were ofc listed in there. Knowing that I have been blessed with such an amazing person like you in my life? And to top it all off, that amazing person also happens to be one of my bestest friends!

BUT-- onto the actual complimenting itself~ It’s no secret how you are one of my all-time favorite writers and writing partners EVEEER!!! Screw me being bias, I was already admiring the crud out of you from the moment I found your Rhys blog. And boy does that admiration simply continue to grow over these years. You honestly put so, so much thought into every one of your portrayals, and it’s always fun to see what thoughts you have to share with us all! You know I love every single one of our interactions, and again, I always feel like the luckiest bean getting to interact with you on your blogs. You just have such a knack when it comes to writing the most complex characters especially, without deterring away from those layers. And instead, effectively knowing how to add on them, without ever destroying the main core itself. And honestly, I still think you deserve way more credit than you get to this day, bud. Truly. You will forever be in my TOP 3 FAVORITE WRITERS mhm!

Aaaaaand it’s no secret what an absolute warrior you are, Rory. I ofc don’t just admire you when it comes to your talent and intelligence. But your perseverance, kindness, humility, patience and determination. I have seen you overcome so many obstacles over these years, and god were they some huge ass ones. You are continuously making progress, no matter how slow it might seem at times. And this is why I will always be so proud of you, and so full of confidence when it comes to you! I know you are going to go places, in time. I know you are going to reach those goals in due time, and I promise I will be there with you through it all. If I am not here yelling about it. Please know I’m quietly still yelling in pride, one way or another uaehuwh!!!

I love you so much, Rory. And will always be so, so grateful to have you in my life. Honestly, if I ever have the chance to come to Canada, I sure as hell would love for us to hang! <333

#ofdcstinies #❄️BECKOWSKY SPEAKING! ❄️#(And bless you buddy you always know what to say ;u; <333)

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angelicamaeariass · 4 years

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October 24, 2020

1. What, and who, is worth suffering for?

I honestly think I am putting myself through the suffering for me to have a positive perspective on things. I am doing everything I can for me to become the person I want to be. If I don’t go through all of this suffering, I would be stuck doing nothing.

2. What would you stand for if you knew that nobody would judge you?

I want to stand for the things that I love doing, even though it seems weird. I’ve been judged for who I am and the things that I love doing. But then sometimes I’m insecure about who I am and so I edit and hide myself whenever I’m around people. I’ve learned to stay true to myself and to love myself for who I am. It really does suck that I’ve always had to hide myself, but then I’ve learned that I deserve to be surrounded by people who truly appreciate me for who I am and to let go of people who don’t.

3. Based on your daily routines, where will you be in a few years? Ten? Twenty?

I don’t have a daily routine but I feel like for me change my life, having a routine is essential. I’ve been working out 4x a week and it really has changed the way I look, I’m making it as a habit I’ve haven’t done before. It’s so important to implement more good habits into your life.

4. Whom do you admire most, and why?

I really admire two of my closest friends, I’m not going to write names but there are two people in my life that are so passionate about life. They are just focusing on school and work, they're hobbies, friends, family. I really admire that.

5. What do you not want anybody else to know about you?

I don’t want to talk about my past, as much as it was so traumatizing to me. Something traumatic has happened to me in March and May of this year. The only person I’ve ever told about my traumatizing past is my best friend Vee. I never talk about it, but it hurts to think about it. I never deserved to experience something traumatizing as that in my life. This year was definitely hard.

6. What are a few things you thought you would never go over while you were going through them?

I remember my first love lol. I first got my heartbroken by a guy I was like obsessed with. Until after we graduated high school, he was obsessed with me. I never thought I would ever move on from him but I did. He treated me like shit and I left.

7. What are your greatest accomplishments be?

I was stuck and feeling hopeless and depressed looking for a job after I graduated high school, and I went out of my comfort zone and joined a youth organization which was something I’ve never thought I would do. I had some jobs that just didn’t work out for me and through the organization I have found the most amazing job with such incredible people and I’m absolutely grateful. I also want to say that I took a program at RRC and I was so lucky that I got in because I got to help so many people, and I’m so very passionate about giving to others as it really holds a special place in my heart. I miss working with kids. I really love helping people and working with them and that’s why I want to study sociology/psychology. All of the work that I’ve done for the past year is so meaningful as I’ve changed so many people’s lives. Especially working in retailing I’m always grateful going to work as I’m helping people in looking for what they need.

8. Who from your past are you still trying to earn the acceptance of?

That’s a really hard question.

9. If you didn’t have to work anymore, what would you do with your days?

I would be traveling, making time for my favourite hobbies.

10. What are the most five most common things in your daily routine aside from the basics such as eating and sleeping?

Meditation, Fitness, Time for myself, Friends, Family, Creativity

11. What do you wish those five most common things were instead?

I wouldn’t really change anything

12. If you really believed you didn’t have control over something, you’d accept it as a matter of fact. What do you struggle to accept that you have “no control” over? What part of you makes you think or hope otherwise?

Omg this is so hard to answer. I feel like this question is regarding relationships on what you can’t change about people and you have to accept that and let them go. In the past, I had to accept that this person didn’t appreciate me anymore and I was being taken for granted. I had to accept that this is what this person is feeling and I can’t change anything about that. But I deserve better and I didn’t want to waste anymore time, and so I left. But no matter what, I always have confidence in people and let them into my life and see where it goes from there. I am never hesitant on letting people into my life. But if it doesn’t work out, it’s okay. I let things flow naturally, whatever is mean’t to be, it’s mean’t to be. I’m forever grateful that I still met them. And that gives me hope that I’ll find someone that’ll appreciate me one day. Just one day.

13. If you were to walk through your home and put your hand on every single thing you own, how many of them would make you sincerely feel happy or at peace? Why keep the rest?

This question really made me appreciate the things that I have. In my room I am surrounded by so many things I hold deeply in my heart. Whenever I’m in my room, my thoughts always wander to places that are so overwhelming and anxiety inducing but then I forget that I am surrounded by love and peace. My books, my stationary, my video games are so very precious to me. Those are the things I love so much. They are always there for me to beat those negative thoughts in my head.

14. What bothers you about other people? What do you love most in other people? What bothers you most about yourself? What do you love most about yourself?

What bothers me about other people is that I feel like I’m always playing a role depending on the person or group of people I’m around with. I can never be myself, and when I’m myself OF COURSE IM BEING JUDGED FOR IT. Tumblr, the books I read, and these educational YouTube videos I watch made me not give a fuck about what anyone thinks anymore. I’m so tired of sitting in my comfort zone, and when there were so many times I stepped out of my anti social bubble, it really changed my life. What I love about other people is the people that are so understanding and listen to what I’m saying. It’s really rare to find someone that actually listens to me. It’s so fucking hard. I would want to get a therapist or something but then you know I’m the main character of my life and I’ve been listening to myself and creating self awareness by journaling. It’s so nice to have people actually listen to me, and those people are my best friends and I’m so grateful for that. What bothers me most about myself? Is that I think and care about everything way too much. I SEE THE CORRELATION BETWEEN GIVING A FUCK AND NOT GIVING A FUCK LOL. What I love most about myself is the various interests in things that I have, that I care about people and I love helping them, I’m so adventurous about life and is in love with the beauty of the world. And I love being different, I love being myself <333

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His response to what i said in my previous post. How can he be so perfect yet I’m hurting him? God help me figure out what i want please. I hate this feeling. And Fraz im sorry for hurting you my love....

To my baby girl...

Yes we met in highschool, through samiyah *Thanks Samiyah hehe* we were wonderful friends, you started falling for me, but I had a crush on you after we did the Food pantry thing together, but you told me you had a crush on some kid in DR and I literally was reading the text and was like "damn she likes someone else" so I stopped liking you then. I miss talking to you all night 24/7, I swear I still go back on Facebook and WhatsApp reading all those messages calling me baby, babe.. ugh. My eyes and heart and attraction were always on you my queen. I am so happy you were my first love... wish you could've been my last as well. Our picnics, adventures, walks, talks is what made us different and something that I could never have with anyone else in this world. Oh yellow was our favorite song??? I'm over here writing this listening to scientist.. "come up to meet you, tell yaaa I'm sorry, you don't know how lovelyyyy you areeee <333" you didn't hurt me baby, you just shocked me, I just thought you'd be mine forever. I forgive you, I forgive you, I forgive you, I could never ever hold a grudge on your beautiful soul. Im AMAZING? Your literally the most stupefying PERSON I have ever met in my life. Nothing is wrong with you, your heart want what it wants. I don't regret anything neither, except for letting my guard down, I loved you blindly with my full trust, I just never thought you would leave me......... I'll never forget you until I die. Ahhh what made us just so special was that growing up in this environment, all everyone did was go to bars, and parties and smoke and have s**, and when I met you I was like where were you all my life? Every second, every minute, every hour we spent together was sober and real love, and every activity was just something so new and beautiful that no one else did. I love you so much yo. Don't thank me, as your husband my mother told me to always protect your wife, and that's exactly what I did, through anger, tears, and frustration just understand I literally would take a whole round of bullets and 30 grenades for you. I wish I didn't have to lose you either, but it's as you wished and as your genie your wish has been granted my dear. My heart will forever hurt, even when I grow old and weary I'll forever feel that pain of losing someone who I wanted to marry. Just as I fell madly in love with you at 21 I'll still be madly in love with you at 83 years old, I swear by my heart. Yes God knows all, and forever will I put my trust in him. I just hope and pray one day someone will love you and treat you in a way where you will never feel the need to be alone. Your the most bestest friend I ever had, because I literally never had a bestfriend and losing you was losing a piece of my world, heart, and soul. When you left me it felt like someone died in my life and if that feeling doesn't show you how much I really cared and loved for you I don't know what will. No love I'm sorry for all the times I made you cry, worry or feel uncomfortable. I never ever in my life cheated on you, nor did I ever have a lust where I dated you for pleasure, everything about you I loved and everything about you was flawless your literally the most perfect human being I ever met and it breaks my heart saying that' because I'll never be able to hold you in my arms anymore..... my heart will forever be confused and I'll never truly understand, but just know I love you Yafreisy Del Carmen Reyes, for eternity I love you my Gazania. I'll love you again and again and again. Tommorow, today and yesterday I will love you forever until I die.... yo tambein te quiero mi amor

Sincerely,

The man who will never stop loving you

Sent from my Heart

#lover #loveletters #love #heartbreak #brokenheart

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jiflat · 6 years

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while my writing blog exploded, i realized i hit 300 on this blog! i haven’t been very active on this blog for a long time, and it’s just been a few months since i’ve started using it again, complete with a revamp. i’ve had this blog for years, and this is the first time i’ve ever really enjoyed coming on here, and it’s all thanks to the lovely friends i’ve made over the last few months.

whether you came from my writing blog, or we just found each other on here, i want to thank you personally for making my experience on tumblr so much better ;; i know not all of my mutuals are on here but i was thinking of people i’ve spoken to because i’m shy and all but i hope to keep this going and to be able to make more friends on here :’) all of you, whether on this list or not, please stay in my life for a long time, and always be happy and healthy!

@regal-kleio: you’re my best friend so you automatically end up in this list no matter what. i love you bitch i ain’t gonna stop loving you bitch :’) thanks for putting up with all my fangirling and letting me ruin your dashboard’s aesthetic with a bunch of seventeen posts and my writing ily forever and always xoxo stay hydrated say hi to mags for me

@ccarats: my sweetie pie, angel bb whom i can’t remember life without anymore. i don’t know what i did to deserve this kind of wonderful friendship but i’m so honored to be in the soft trio with you. and to think this all started over a bad meme about how much seungcheol trash we are :’) it’s been such an honor to watch you as a writer in the last few months, and even more of an honor to get to know you and become your friend and get to scream with you about nonsense and i’M SO HAPPY TO HAVE A NIGHT OWL BUDDY WOW. i wish i could really put into words how much you brighten up my day but i guess this lil post will suffice for now. i loves youuuuu please stay in my life for a very long time thank you~<333

@fallingforcheol: my angel baby sweetie, whom i also can’t remember life without anymore. you’re such an angel??? how did i manage to snag such a friend??? wow. amazing. you’re so talented and so kind and perfect, i wonder if you ever get exhausted :’) but honestly i’ve been so happy and honored to be your friend and you make my days so much better. soft trio wouldn’t be the same without you babes our adorable fearless force. god how do i even do this you’re just perfect okay thank you for being my friend and for everything you do for me i can’t repay it back but you is stuck with me anyways bish. i loves you so much i can’t wait to cheer you on through all the cute boys you’ll encounter in college bb so pls stay in my life for a very long time i don’t know what to do without the soft trio anymore okay ily <33

@queerjunhui: MI AMIGA PRECIOSA HERMOSA LUZ DE MI VIDA thank you so much for always being so supportive and kind and lovely and just overall a perfect human???? i’ve done absolutely nothing to deserve you but you’re stuck with me kid you’re too angelic for me to not ever appreciate having you in my life now :’) i hope you always feel how absolutely loved and appreciated you are, especially amongst the content creator community because i know for a fact you keep a lot of us going and we wouldn’t be nearly as happy to do what we do with you specifically. ily bb~

@aigremoine: listen even though you torture me on the daily with jihoon, my life is so much brighter because of you and your incredible writing. I DON’T WANT TO KNOW WHAT A WORLD WITHOUT VEE IS LIKE ANYMORE OKAY I JUST APPRECIATE YOU AND YOU’RE SO WONDERFULLY TALENTED AND I WANT THE ENTIRE WORLD TO KNOW THAT YOU’RE THE BEST.

@boosoonhao: i’m still in awe that we’re mutuals tbh you’re like. a goddess? wow. amazing. truly. thank you for being my friend and for putting up with my soonyoung attacks :’) you’re such a wonderful writer and i am so constantly in awe at all of your ideas and work that i can’t believe you’re really out here blessing us with free content wow. amazing. you’re also so cool????? like wow shit i am so in awe. also whenever you shout out my writing blog i literally have to stop and blink away tears idk what i did to deserve you tbh. also i owe you a huge thanks for inviting me into the gc??? i’m so honored and thankful. ily aj!!! thank you for being such a wonderful human!

@sha-writes: what is my life without sha??? not relevant, probably. you’re so ashdjakshdka. and i’m just like. i’m really in a groupchat with the sha??? amazing. truly. you’re so kind and talented and i just want you to know i am always here to fangirl over your work and also really happy that i get to talk to someone like you :’) please continue to bless my dashboard and my life plsnthanku

@kingyu97: fee!!! my soccer buddy whom i adore more than i know how to put into words??? we don’t talk as much as i wish we did but you’re always so kind and great and funny and i love that i got to meet you and I’M SO GLAD I HAD SOMEONE TO YELL ABOUT THE WORLD CUP WITH HONESTLY. but anyways please keep blessing us with your incredible talent and please keep blessing me with ur friendship i can’t ask for much more than that :’)

@wonusbookshoppe: CJ!!! you sweet, sweet, adorable human whom i adore so much wow. every time you talk to me my heart is like T-T<333333333 honestly i just have so much respect for you as a writer and as a person and i love the fact that we’ve become friends and i hope i get to know you better because you’re just so great and such a bright light in my life rn :’)

@cheolmates: dooly! i connect dooly with angel tbh. you’re so wonderful and kind and i can’t believe we only recently became mutuals. -insert meme about how i’ve only had u for a day but if anything were to happen to u i’d murder everyone in this space- honestly though you’re always so kind and supportive of myself and the soft trio and it makes me tear up every time. literally our gc just holds dooly appreciation moments because you’re so wonderful. i hope we can get to know each other better from now on~ :’)

@justriqht: lauren!! even though we don’t talk much, whenever we do i’m so happy because you’re such a sweet human and you brighten up my day so much :’) please keep writing a lot you’re so incredibly talented and i really appreciate you so so much :’)

@chocojaehyun: most of our interactions happen in the gc but like??? you’re so wonderful???? and incredibly talented??? and i’m like. in awe of your existence??? even if you torture us with the cursed term i still love you so i’m just gonna keep appreciating your very existence for as long as you’ll let me :’)

@forevershua: ryan!!! one of the coolest humans??? you’re amazing and so so funny, i’m always amused whenever i see your comments on the gc hehe. i hope we can get to know each other better!!!

@lowqualityseventeen: shawna the cutest bub thank you for existing?? wow. you’re always so sweet on the gc and you’re so incredibly talented as a writer, i’m really in awe and i lovelovelove reading your stuff :’)

@custardheart: taylor being one of the kindest, sweetest humans alive??? highly likely. i really appreciate your presence in the gc and the interactions we manage to have when it isn’t exploding :’) you always have such kind words and are always so lively and funny and i just adore you so much and i hope we can become better friends~

@virryth: i know most of our chatting happens on my writing blog but listen here, i appreciate our jihoon trash sessions more than i can tell you. you’ve been so kind and supportive and i can’t put into words how much that has meant to me :’) thank you for being such a wonderful human.

@keyboardaegyo: sephie! i know we don’t talk much but the few interactions we do have always brighten up my day, and seeing you on my dashboard in general tbh. you’re so sweet and kind and you’re a really great writer. i really hope we can get to know each other better!

@urijeongcheol: okay i know we don’t talk about but every time we do i’m like !!!! grace!!! a wonderful, adorable, kind human being!!!! i’m so happy we became mutuals and if nothing else, i’m always really glad and happy to see you on my dashboard. i hope we’ll get to talk more often~

@mak-baes: listen i know we only recently started interacting but i already care about you so much okay we need to talk more and i hope that we do in the future! you’re such a great person and a very talented writer :’)

#ji:mutuals appreciation #ji: lovely mutuals #amazing people i hope i included everyone i'm a bit of a goldfish brain so i'm sorry in advance

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badboysupr · 2 years

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// OMG OMG OMGGGG YES YOU REBLOGGED THE YEAR END MEME!!! So okay, Sammy... SAMMY. What can I say that already hasn't been said by this point? 😭

It makes me so so happy that we reconnected again this year, especially when considering that it was around this time when I had chosen to send you those whispery emails. ;u; And while yes, we haven't been talking to one another each and everyday (And only because we are so busy and trying to survive rn in this crazy ass world of ours)-- AND THAT'S OKAY because tbh it still feels like we are kinda living next door (On Discord LOL), and that my door is always open, when you ever do want to say hi and talk about anything, and vice versa!

... But okay enough about me, and I'm so so sorry this is all over the place because I just got up tbh ROFLL!!!

But, Sammy, you are. truly one of the sweetest souls I could have ever be blessed to meet. I think I have been blown away by this fact since day one, all those years back, when I was so lucky to have you follow me back on my old blog. If anyone that deserves the title of human sunshine, it's you. For even at your lowest, even when you go through your own struggles, you are always so bravely facing it all with a smile, tbh. But please, Sammy, don't you ever forget that it's okay to let it out, to have a shoulder to lean on, AND without apologising, because your friends are all ready to support you if needed. You are just so loved, gir, and rightfully so. There's just so much to love, admire and respect about you, and I most definitely know that firsthand, hehehe.

I truly hope though that 2022 will treat you better, Sammy. Though regardless of whatever obstacles come your war, I know your amazing self will always be able to take it on. And we are here with you as you do! As you yourself have said with me, me and your friends are here to back you up when needed. I wish you all the happiness in the world, and that you will get to enjoy all sorts of wonderful things this world has to offer! You are beautiful on the inside and out, and again I am grateful to call you my friend. Love you, pal. <333

@yukikorogashi || Before 2021 ends...

o(；△；)o B-Beckyyyyy...

I can’t believe you. You reply so sweetly to the message I sent you and yet still come at me with an ask of your own? Is this allowed? IS THIS ALLOWED??? T^T

But no—listen, in all seriousness, I’m so immensely grateful that you took the time to write this (apparently right when you woke up? gORL) as much as I’m grateful we’ve come back in contact again! I can’t thank you enough for reaching out like you did over the holidays last year. 8′) tbh, I had basically resigned myself to the idea of us just never talking again (and certainly wasn’t going to pester you), so the fact that you worked up the resolve to send me a message and bring us together again? ALL ON YOU. You over there being such a ray of sunshine always and managing to look past any grievances we had in the past. That means the world to me that we were able to forgive each other and move on and both grow from it. So. Again. Thank you!!! ;w;

Can’t believe the audacity of you talking about me being a human sunshine when that’s 100% you eXCUSE ME /)////(\ The fact that such an amazingly beautiful person like you who I admire in all ways (personality/attitude-wise, talent-wise, you name it!) is over here giving ME compliments? Catch me facedown on the ground sobbing for the next week. Like you said, it really does feel like we’re neighbors in the online world who just occasionally say a cheerful hello to each other and are there for each other when we can be, and GOSH, Becky! The fact that I can have vulnerable moments and you just... pop up like some fairy godmother to send me love and support? You are such a sweetheart always. And any amount of encouragement from you is just exceptionally more helpful than I can tell you. ;A;

I hope you know that I extend all the same back to you. If you ever want to chat or vent to someone? Kick down my door in discord and come at me. I’ll have my blankets and hot tea ready for you! I hope 2022 also is kinder to you. You’re always working SO HARD yourself, and you deserve some time to relax and enjoy life, too. <3 ;w;

Thank you, Becky! So much love for you, and have a wonderful start to the New Year!!

#(answered)#(save)#girl ur constantly over there KILLING me with kindness ;;#but it's a good way to die so i can't complain that much #ilu and appreciate you and am sending SO MANY HEARTS AND SUNFLOWERS back at you!! <3 <3 #(ooc)

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beryul-blog · 6 years

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so i’ve reached a milestone . ive loved luke ever since i first watched the movies when i was seven years old and??????honestly my love for him hasn’t changed????? having said that , my love and understanding for his character would not have been where it is now without you guys. im just so grateful and balled over at the talent , creativity , and passion of everyone i follow and idk expressing emotions is not my strong suit so uhhhhhhhh yeahhhhhhhh ilu<333 im way too adh.d for this i stg ZOOM ZOO M TO THE SPECIAL MENT I O N S

THE BLUE MILK ( the duplicates --- some id consider friends )

ooOooOh boy . you guys i cant even bE GIN to explain my love for y’all . i have the biggest duplicate angziety in the world . its in my nature i cant help it and honestly??????/all your interpretations terrify me bu t in a good way i promise bc theyre all so unique and well thought out and amazing and what makes it even wor S E is that all of you ( even the ones that i dont speak to all that often ) are the sweetest, most talented , sensitive , passionate individuals ive met online????? EV E R. also all these comments are genuine not sarcastic aslkjaksdnasl (forgive me im british i thin k everything sounds sarcastic)

@horizonwept : charlie????mY. G OD. your understanding and enthusiasm of our Son is unparalleled and?????? ik we dont speak that much recently b u T I WANT TO MORE????? everytime you post something i press mah lil face up to the screen and weepe t h . you’re also kind and funny and people just????? love u?????AND I lov e u too????? al SO you convinced me of lukes characterisation in tlj and tfa and honestly????im so s O glad u did<3 everythign u post is just so thought out and intelligent and i just. wish. i could do wht u do??? keep being amazing sweaty :’) @lstjedi : KAY!!!!!!! the founder of the lu k e slywalker group chat *g a sps* mah love. now i know youve been feeling a lil insecure recently about ur age and ur mental health has been acting up (belief me i know<3 ) b u T HUN NN Y listen up: you ar e the symbol of dont-judge-by-age policy bc honestly???? u have the skill, dedication, and maturity of people who are twice ur age. ur passion????? unbelievable. ur kindness????? one of a kind. ur maturity?????? uhhhh more than me. ur writing???? delicious. if youre feeling insecure about your age, dont. you are amazing and talented and dont u d A RE forget it<3 edit: also i love how you come onto the chat being the first person to talk and ur like ‘hi guys!!!’ and idk i just find u really sweet and friendlyasjdna,nda @skyhcpped : ro!!!!!!! henlo there my frond. first of all wh ERE DO U FIND ALL THESE MEMES?????? im loving it keep going. we havent spoken much b U T the groupchat has brought us Together and thats the best thing ever bc i think ur just?????? so talented and ur understanding and love for luke (eveninmemes) is unparalleled. i love talking about our mutual Hate for re/ylo and a L SO i hope ur not still freezing on hoth?????if you are cold, wrap up warm, grab urself a hot chocolate if u like that sort of thing, run a bath, uhhhhhhhhh create a pillow fort, find a tauntaun and sit inside it. that was my survival lecture thanks for coming to my ted talk :))))) also the fact u are. literally. daredevil???? taking a s hot of vinegar and terrified a boy??? my hero, mah idol. i did a reverse thing where i dared (2) boys to take a teaspoon of vanilla essence and they did it (s o empowering ;)

@lightswept : riceeeeee. honestly how can anyone ever hate you???? we havent been talking for v long but omgskdnf you are so sweet and lovely and u deserve The World????? haters need to back tf up bc u are so Pu re. and ur also really attentive????? your writing is just so fluent and honestly??a full course meal. remember that i love and appreciate you and thats NEVER going to change<333 if u ever need to talk, i am always here even tho im shit at advice i will send u metaphorical cake and hugs xoxo

@hopegave : mY ITALIAN BEAN. look at us europeans yesiknowbrexit, awake when all the ‘muricans are sleep i n g asljdaksl ur honestly adorable??????like i cant even begin?????on the group chat youre so enthusiastic and capiTAL LETTERS and asjaklsdlka so Pu re??? and both of us gushing about snow ??????? iconic, truly. you, being the first person to call ne w york hoth????? also iconic. ITALY IS ONE OF MY FAV PLACES ON EARTH I GO THERE A LOT IN THE SUMMERASFJHSD b U T thats off topic. what i need to say is that ilu and ur enthusias m and friendliness and yeah?????? stay awesome

@dualsuns : LIAM IDK WHY IM TELLING U THIS BUT WHENEVER I THINK OF U I THINK OF WINE??????? m aybe its bc ur prose is so damn sophistica t e d????? its so fluent and makes s o much sense???? ur so good at narrating lukes thoughts its so obvious you have this amazing understanding of his character its !!!!!!!! and i seriously admire that/? like your voice is uhhh h on point . i can tell you take this seriously and care so much about luke (boi me too) and it shows???? in all ur hcs and ooc posts its all backe d up with quotes, love and analysis like damnnnnnnnn. i know ive only really interacted w you a couple of times in passing but id love to more????? ur amazing everythings amazing wow<3

@didntturn : hmm mMMMM Mm kylie. have we ever spoken????? i dont think so. i just admire u from afar :’) g U RL first of all ur hilarious???? idk i think we’ve got a similar sense of humour aklsdnanm its very british. also ur hcs t a KE MY BREATH AWAY. so muc h detail and love????? u clearly have a deep understanding of luke only us mere mortals can d REA M of<3 hope we can start talking bc i uhhhh adore ur characterisation and id love to discuss????? idk im gushinggggggg

THESE ARE ONLY SOME DUPLICATES I COULD GUSH ABOUT EVERY SINGLE ONE OF U UNTIL THE DAY I DI E

THE DROIDS ( mah main cretins )

@guiltslut : yh idk who u ar e :/ j K BINCH IK UR WENDO!!!!! mah main cretin :’) youve been by my side for 8 months (or was it seven???? i cant rememberasdkajsdk) which is an,, ,, , achievement. your writing is tasty af and ur enthusiasm unparalleled. i will always love and appreciate you<3

@smuglr : i have to put u on here bc we’ve known each other for over a year and thats kinda mcCrazy??? im sorry i havent kept in touch as much as i probably should have, but im more sorry for making u think i was on bath salts when i was quoting bad lip reading :/ honestly ever since the beginning ive admired ur prose so much???? its so good and attentive and poetic and fluent i just???? could gush about it all weak tbhhhhhh your graphics and aethetics are also ?????? amazing?????? im so happy that i know u and even after all this time i still love and appreciate u<33 Stay groovy mah frond

@primdoe : sO ik i havent known u for very long at all n this is probably like?????? a lil Extra?????? but im already in love. i could gush about ur oc for Yonks and just how passionate and attentive you are to her????? shes so detailed and cared about by many and you inspire me to put more detail into my own ocs askdjasmnd???? ur graphics and ps skills are just????? they water my crops honestly???? and the fact that you gave me one of your psds is the sweetest ilu??

SPACE SHIPS ( the i-admire-from-afar-but-also-interracted-with-in-the-ims-and-loVING IT-so-far-even-tho-im-shit-at-replying???? category )

@aequitia , @astrmech , @awokeforce , @baelnc , @deadlymarch , @elanere , @hopehrt , @rystolo , @scintist , @sunworn .

SUNSETS ( the i admire and havent interacted with yet *__* )

@dynste , @entropiet , @ersoic , @flypulse , @forcebled , @galasymph , @greysistance , @jaigsight , @midlapse , @tiefighting , @resistijo , @roseared , @starkniight , @theforcetm , @rotichor , @scorpyre .

#ik ive missed a to n #b U T if ur my mutual then #hmu :*#this too k me all da y #but i need everyone to know that yall water my harvest<3 #✫ * . THIS IS THE DOLLAR STORE . HOW GOOD CAN IT BE ? / * OUT .

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survivorreelsmagicwithin · 4 years

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Episode 1A - “The Hufflepuffs are too nice even for me”-Ruthie

This is not the tribe I would have picked. I do not know anyone here which means I am at a disadvantage from the start. However, I am really connecting with Jules right now so maybe I can vibe with them enough to get an immediate ally. But I still need someone else. I am still figuring out my tribe so it will take me a hot minute to adjust. I hope I am not the first boot. I am going to pull my weight in this challenge and pull my first W ever!

I'm fucked, Jess knows how i play bc she literally just hosted me for Old west like a month ago. Whoops. Also joanna is in a competely different house than be so I'm crying. So far I do like my other housemates but we'll see how much of a slytherin they truly are as the days go by.

why. does. this. cast. have. to. be. full. of. icons. i'm really not that good at survivor?? hopefully i do okay??? just tryna be social and shit. (also Ravenclaw is the best)

I’m heading to bed and the boys are about to have a call... I hope an all boys alliance isn’t about to form I’m not here for that! So far I’ve just talked to Kevin and Lily one on one and so far I really like both of them! I’m going to get to know the others tomorrow. This cast is so iconic. I talked to Owen before I read that we weren’t supposed to and he and I are going to go to final two together if neither of us get voted out!

i am SO NERVOUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I DONT HAVE ANY INITIAL GOOD VIBES ABOUT ANYONE ON MY TRIBE!!!!!! NOT A PERSON!!!!!!!! AND I DONT WANT TO BE THAT ANNOYING BITCH ASKING THEM QUESTIONS ABOUT THEIR LIVES!!!! AND SHIT!!!!!!!!! ugh i dont want to be first boot EITHER LIKE!!!!!!! ugh. uGH.

Me and Jules are literally kindred souls. I love her so much already and she is my ride or die for the rest of the season. Fuck these other bitches!

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Why do I feel like I am the only one putting in effort for this challenge. At least this means I will be safe for a hot minute, right?

Okay so... Max and Landen still haven't accepted my friend request I noticed when I just tried to message them. I'm still talking to Kevin and Lily A LOT! Kevin is so easy to talk to and Lily is too and she and I have SO much in common! I really like the idea of aligning with the two of them but I'm too nervous to suggest it just yet.

Also, my wand was special and I got a special idol hunt out of it! I didn't find anything but still! I'm glad that I at least got one word?? Not sure if our team will win a reward or not but it would be nice!

Honestly, my tribe seems to be particularly inactive and nonchalant. I am the most active person here, in my opinion. It is kind of frustrating, however, to be the only one trying in this challenge except for the very few and far between exceptions. Joshua even forgot about the challenge entirely! I hope to God that these people, if we have to go to tribal because we lose the immunity challenge, do not vote me out. Honestly, it would make no sense since I am already proving that I will be a challenge asset and very active. I would make the best ally out of everyone on my tribe! I would be allies with myself!

I LOVE YOU OWEN BUT PLEASE GO SUCK A DICK. You need to stop. Wth, go back to school so we can get some points. You too Kevin DX But we're in the lead so far *knock on wood* and hopefully stay that way. Love Jess and I hope I can take her to like f4 but I think I want to take Joanna and Owen to f3 if I even make it that far

This cast.... WHOA!!!! feel like yall had to put some of these ppl under imperius curse to get them back because I havent seen these faces in a WHILE!!!! Ruthie is a queen, first thing we messaged to each other was f2 <333 love her but dont trust that she wont turn on me at some point lol. Raffy my little island of shade bro, and Autumn <3 crossroads queen.... nice to see some of my children back here. I'm glad Jess is in the game because I like her a lot but I did just disappoint her in eve's challenge game so...we will see. but i love jess regardless :) ummmm... so happy I was sorted onto the brain tribe, then immediately proceeded to fuck up several times in the spelling challenge LOL

My tribe is nice though. I'm glad I'm with Dan - we have a weird history in games, but we've both been here for 7/8 years at this point and our ancient bones will prob work together. I already think him and Jules are going to be my alliance on this tribe <3 jules is AMAZING but I can tell they (? is this correct pronouns i dont remember and it wasnt in the posts) are a social legend and are going to be on EVERYONE's good side. love them though already, we have a lot in common and it was easier to talk to them + also get into a bit of game chat.

Joanna and Miguel....not so much. I like them both fine, but they don't know how to converse. I asked them all a shit ton of questions and they didn't ask a SINGLE thing back???? Like...okay work! I can't do it all for you, give me somethin!!!! I do like them both, it's just....they don't give a shit about me! LOL

Miguel is also an awkward one because I played with him LEGIT five years ago or more, in a game where we were on opposite sides. I'd rather work with him based on that connection than not but...apparently he already told Jules that we were against each other before??? and he's barely spoken to me so whatever. I like him, he's cute and he's funny, but.... if he's telling people more about me than he's willing to even get out of me myself, it's a no from me :)

WOOHOOOO WE WON REWARD!! I DIDN'T REALLY HELP (i tried but with no success) BUT I'M STILL REALLY HAPPY ABOUT IT! THANK GOD FOR OWEN

Well it’s day 2, we just lost reward but Immunity is still up for grabs!! Hopefully it’s something we can excell it but 👀 a bitch don’t have many skills so we gon have to see on that one! Other than that we got to know our tribe mates, I have a really good tribe! First off there is Ruthie who I played an old season of TS with and I worked with her BUT also voted her out :c so maybe we can work together and look past that? She was a really good ally of mine but it didn’t work out. I’ve loved talking to her again tho <3 then there is Lily! A new person to me but I absolutely adore her I love her energy she’s so talkative our conversations have been really good! If I had it my way I would work with her in this game, but I don’t want to force anything so I’m not gonna bring that up to her this early. Then there is landen another familiar face to me, I played also a TS season with him, and we had a rocky relationship in that game, not really do in part to either of us just how the cards fell. I did NOT vote him out but we didn’t end our game relationship on the best terms. He seems the least eager to want to talk to me which is not a good sign bc I remember him being so outgoing in 2020 and that energy not being matched here worries me. He also addressed me as “mr. 2020 winner” in our first talk so <3 maybe he might target me <3 thays so fun <3 lastly there is MAX! Max is fun, kinda loud but in a good way, he wasn’t all that helpful in the challenge for reward (him nor landen were all that active) and we had a good first conversation and then it’s seemingly gone downhill? I still have to see if our momentum picks back up before I decide what my plans with him are, i wouldn’t mind working with him if possible but he is also fairly close to landen (apparent after an over 2 hour long call last night.. IN THE TRIBE CHAT) so if landen has a distaste for me he’ll definitely spread that to max if he has the choice, so I gotta tread carefully but only time will tell how I end up fairing on this tribe :o WISH ME LUCK

It is second day of school and I already hate everyone. It seems that I actually went back to Junior high where everyone's playing PENIS on the great hall. I forgot how it felt to play with teenagers and I'm not here for it. I think I'll be a true ravenclaw and isolate myself reading a book or learning new spells cause I don't have many interests in common with these people. On a side note I'm really happy to be a Ravenclaw, and I actually like our team, I think we are strong and I hope I'm not in danger if we do lose, I'll try to work on my foreigner charm and start faking even more my mexican accent if that's what I need to do in order to stay, Jules is amazing, loved her and I hope we can work well together. Also I love the whole castle idol hunt idea , so... charming.

First things first... this cast is... BONKERS. I didn't expect it to be as stacked as it is..

I'm scared.

I hate it here.

There are sooo many weird relationships here which is kind of a good thing and a bad thing. The good thing about it is... I THINK that means some people got beef and I can maybe piggy back off of some of these relationships... IDK I'm not trying to think too deep into anything right now.

BUT... y'all put me on a tribe with someone who just single handily put me out of a game TWO FUCKING DAYS AGO and I'd like to complain to your MANAGERS @hosts.

In all seriousness I'm going to try and have fun in this game and not take it entirely tooo seriously.

ALSO.. my fucking wand gave me the option for a "quest" yesterday but it'd have to remove me from the tribe chat... so obviously... I gave the quest to someone else. Aka: Jacob.. who I knew would be a selfish bitch and take the quest. I also knew the likelihood of him telling me about what actually happened were high and I'd virtually get no weird looks my way because I WASN'T the one who was removed from the tribe chat. This basically ensured that I got to know what the quest was, its potential contents, and paint a target on someone else rather than myself in case there was virtually nothing to base the first couple of votes on... right?

I think I'm onto something with the idol guesses. There's weird storylines in them and I THINK if I can somehow get to the green house and find the other ingredients that were in Snape's writing I'll be onto something.

Also me and Jacob snapped in that Reward challenge and these HEATHENS should thank us for single-handily giving them a reward. Nick randomly slept all god damn day.. which really annoyed me. We have a reward and you are gonna SLEEP ALL DAY? SIR? I get real life happens but at least hide the fact you sleeping sis.

My tribe is literally probably the LAST TRIBE I wanted to end up on because well.. 1. Nick is shady and social. He might take the fact that I was loyal to people in the other game into account. I've tried the whole "I start off each game fresh and no hard feelings" spell but will he accept it? Tune in folks. I also technically can't explain my actions in the game to him because he is currently still in it so... PARTY!

2. Jacob is amazing and I love him. We've actually played several games together and weirdly always end up super loyal to people. He's a crackhead though so I'm gonna have to be a BIT cautious with him. I sipped dumb bitch juice and told him about Snape's writing because I want to show him some sort of token of loyalty.

3. Vi is a crackhead. I know this because I've hosted her. Kind of wanna fuck around and give her first boot from the tribe because I DO NOT TRUST HER. When she gets bored, she fucks things up, she lies for fun, and well... no.

4. Jessie seems really sweet so far. We haven't really spoken much which kind of sucks but we will get there!? I think?

I think some may have found something, because I just idol searched and I the exact same path I did yesterday, and yesterday there were three different choices and today there were only two. The only reason I could think of why one of the ending options were removed is that something was there and something was found...

12 minutes later

turns out it was a mistake, never mind

Okay it is challenge time and Max is around I think and Lily is finishing a class but KEVIN AND LANDEN ARE LATE, they are delinquents I expect more from Hufflepuffs than this tardiness.

I'm definitely kidding but... may not be able to be around for the entire challenge if they don't hurry the heck up. Part of me wants to start but I don't want this to be on me if we don't do well. OH Kevin just messaged me so at least another tribe member is on... WHY is he not messaging the tribe chat?? OH Lily is on now so I should stop writing and get to business... WISH us cute little badgers luck!

20 minutes later

been doing this challenge for over an hour, i feel defeated

If this wasn't a team work thing I would be done by now these people are slowing me down. x_x. DLSJFSLDFJ I shouldn't complain. They all have good ideas but it takes FOREVER to agree on something. Also I do feel like an asset to the hufflepuff tribe because when I was eating lunch with my family Lily messaged me and told me I was the glue holding the tribe together and she wished I was back and that made me feel VERY good about my place on the tribe!

But seriously I'm just ready for the challenge to be over so low key I hope that Max stops responding for awhile again so I can just say random shit until we finish the dang thing LSDJFLSJDF.

The Hufflepuffs are too nice even for me.

That challenge went terribly. In all honesty, I would not blame my tribe for wanting to take me out because I took up the leadership role. But it was not like anyone else was taking the reigns so I needed to do something. I just hope they can see the merits of keeping me in this game. I really don't want to be first boot. I think we're going to have to go to tribal because we we took so long. God this is going to be so frustrating.

This challenge is NEVER going to end I'm trying to be patient but Max always interjects with something and it SLOWS EVERYTHING DOWN FOR TEN MINUTES. OR MORE. I just have this window open to complain, lol, I won't send this for awhile. LOL Max is killing me. All the boys are exhausting I don't think they have been paying any attention to the notes I have been making, if we go to tribal council Lily and I SHOULD be safe.

OKAY it was fun that everyone just joined in in the end but I'm so glad that it is over and I hope that we won this thing and are safe!

me: im gonna be sneaky and not tell my alliance ALL the info i have also me: tells them info i couldnt possibly know without telling them ALL the info i have anyways.

https://youtu.be/qhfHo_Ns1xQ

Living my dream as a huff puff, no big deal. So far I’m really enjoying being on my tribe. We all communicate well and have positive attitudes about things. We also had so much fun at the immunity challenge but I can tell we are all stressed about the results. I’m really impressed by everyone this season being involved and I could tell people were on their A game during the reward challenge. I would really hate to see us as the bottom tribe having to go to tribal. I honestly don’t want to see any of these people go but I certainly don’t want to be first boot. I’m really proud of our tribe and I would hate to have a loss right now put a crack in the friendships we have been building.

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outrowings · 7 years

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Nitya here! I’ve had this blog for 900 years and some of you guys have seen me through one direction, years of regret superwholock, marvel and dc, the 100, sense8, star trek, star wars, and my final form: kpop. the best part of this has been seeing all my old favs also turn into kpop trash blogs how we’ve stayed together for so long through all this. anyway here’s me being gross and loving my mutuals (long post ahead)

favs: im sappy so heres me trying not to cry about how much i love you as i type these (idgaf if we only talked once i still love u)

@artificialskyway : veronica! i’m so bad at replying but ur always asking how i am and sending me pics of my favs and im forever grateful <333 i hope you continue to write in the future ur work is amazing!

@beinfired : my favorite (and only) hoobae. tk thanks for putting up with me LMAO and always sending me the freshest memes and hyping me up like no one else. ur finally making edits and i love them!!!! keep going !!!!! i cant properly express my undying love for u so ill leave it at that.

@blameblamebts : hana u trash queen the most beautiful and ethereal being ever i love you so much. u always hoeing in the chat and hyping me up i love you for it <333333 ur face and ur writing are both truly an inspiration to me

@fightitigniteit : brit, we haven’t talked in a while but i miss you and im always hoping the best for u. u are one of the strongest people i know and i know you will always come out on top <3333333

@itschims : celine! we’ve talked one (1) time but ur so sweet and funny! i look forward to seeing u on my dash every time i log on. lets talk more!

@kimseaokjin : den! we haven’t talked in forever but u were so welcoming when i first became a switched over to a bts blog and im forever grateful for how warm u were towards me. tysm and lets talk more!

@lyselena : my big sis, hey alicia. Thanks for putting up with me and taking care of me and sending the best tumblr memes. I still haven’t finished goblin.... anyway i love u to the moon and i know youll be amazing at college!

@makeu-ssi : MARY an amazing writer who freaking destroys my soul on a daily basis i love you to pieces. seems like a cinnamon roll but is a sinnamon roll. pls keep writing and inspiring me ily :*

@marks-angel-imagines : sienna! u absolute cutie. we started talking when you made that cute post about mutuals and i completely died omg. l love your writing! let’s talk more <3333

@minmayhem : Kennnnnn, #1 at sending heart emojis. always? sends? the sweetest? messages? in the gc??? i love you you make my day better!!! ur art legit makes me sob its not possible to be this talented tf ken?

@mvpgyu : BRYN, #brynya forever. I feel like ive known u forever even though it’s just been a few months. Ur so genuinely nice and i consider you a close friend at this point!! so grateful to have you and i wish you good luck with your personal endeavors im always cheering for u!

@pasteljoon : michaela, it’s been a while since we talked but u were so kind to me and messaged me after i replied to one of ur posts. u asked me about pride and stuff and i felt so loved? i love your hobi airport piece u posted i hope u make more art soon <3

@pbandj-hope : christina! a fellow khh stan and the only (only) person who reblogs my non bts content. I love talking to you and I’m really grateful to have you as a mutual :D *finger guns*

@qwertydashiell : isha! im always missing you and sorry for being horrible at replying :(((( i’ll always support you in ur academic endeavors and im so proud to call someone so kind and intelligent my friend. looking forward to ur next visit!

@taenecesito : caitlin, we haven’t talked much but ur so incredibly kind and accomodating im grateful to be mutuals with such a wonderful person!

@sugaaoii : ali! we haven’t talked in a bit but please! keep! making! gifs! ur original work gives me heart pain???? its so good??? ur one of the most genuinely nice people ive ever met and ily

@uniave : my irl bestie. im glad u made a tumblr because i can send u dumb hockey and chris evans posts here instead of texting u links. SO grateful to have had u in my life for like 6 years now <333333333 im gonna stop cuz we’re not mushy

@vanillalattaes : FAHREEN. whose purpose on earth is to tag me in posts with the intention of stopping my heart? i love you so much ur tags make my day <3333 lets talk more babe :D

@withnosuchgrace : tahira! wow can words explain how much i love you? nope. u really out here boosting my self esteem and giving me love. queeen of making me weak in my knees im so grateful for u *ugly crying in the club*

@wolfhgang : ramasha <3 can’t believe we’ve been mutuals for 2 years and it took bts to bring us together. i love bonding over our shared love for collarbones and seeing them happy <33333

mutuals bolded: we never talk but im silently loving u from far away keep doing u babes! (feel free to message me anytime im a lonely loser)

non mutuals: some of the raddest blogs ever; some of them ive been following for years now

#-E: @02busanboy @1aeyong @43hy @4joshua @4oclockvmin @adamparrsh @agustdia @anthcny @arigathanksgozaimuch @arkhamdevil @babybird @babyseguin @baekhypcy @bane-magnus @bangtoori @bang-tan @barrnes @bbarryallen @blondekimseokjin @booptae @bwichim @coedkard @cosyjeon @bfjhs @blushguk @buckycap @cabeswatre @cassadnracain @chambaeq @chewymoustachio @cho-chang @cinnawon @clarksalive @commandtrek @cowjimin @cypherkookie @cyquerslut @daefsoul @daegunotes @daegusoftboys @deamus @denimin @dianacprince @dreamjimn @dreamyoongi @epiloguejimin

F-J: @fluffyliontae @flyera @forceawoken @fragrantae @gamjin @gaylando @gftae @gifmebangtan @glittergyeom @got7doubleb @gothamroques @gotjhope @guksuu @gxnnylovegood @happy-kirk @hcwkeyes @heathenz @hey-uta @hisbarnes @hixtae @hixtxpe @hi-xtape @hobieism @hobikookie @hocusqocus @holyfuckmark @hoseokskitten @hqleetaeyong @h-sh @imdbgenius @isitkpop @itskimtaehyung @jakeperallta @jamescarstairs @jcmesbcrnes @jeonbegins @jeonpetals @jessicajcncs @jeyne @jhaviguk @jikookinky @jiminboi @jinmini @jinsweater @jjptv @jnghobi @juliushonks @junghope @jungkookio @jyncassian

K-O: @kazbkker @kimdaily @kimyugy @kinkyoongs @kookmint @kook-tae @kpop-bunnyjungkook @kths @leivorgana @letterstokook @lenarise @lgbtae @lgbtleia @lthyl @lukemagnus @lupitanyonqo @m1nqyus @makkeuga @maknaebun @makomoriz @markleetrashh @marksseunie @mellonjin @mindykahling @mintyjihoon @mintyugbam @moonlightmaia @moonlignt @mylovejhs @namjjooni @nctokki @nctsjeffery @nejighafa @newtsckamander @nickyhenmick @nochuie @nyvta @ohastraeus @ohmyamysantiago @okjb @oliverfreakingwood @otteryj

P-T: @park9495 @parkejimins @parkgaetrash @parkjiminbiased @parkjiminer @peachyhimchan @perhalta @pjmjjk @prettymochi @prettytae @psteezy @pvedameron @rapnamu @ravehclaw @reecekinqs @remusmoopin @reysolo @richardgansvy @royalkpop @rude--jude @safejimin @samwwise @seoulscapes @shakepaere @shownx @skywalkuer @smolsamberg @smolstevie @softesthobi @softestpoem @softjiminstan @softmarkbum @softykook @soft-jihoonie @spicysiren @stilesxmartin @study-ksj @sugamuse @sunflowhobi @sunlewis@sweaterpawsjimin @sweethyung @sxmberg @syubbed @taexguk @tae-all-the-way @taetaetuan @tahyungs @teahyngie @the-porcelain-doll-xo @the-princejinyoung @thiccsidney @tuanever

U-Z: @ultbusans @ungiis @unmarvel @velvethoseok @velvethoseok @vernonymous @wondersdiana @workofteaguk @wpnderwoman @xseokjiin @xtaexhyungx @yeolology @yes-knope @yoonggi @yoongi-jin @yoonmin @yoonseok @youngforevers @yutaf

Networks: 95linenet bang7net busanboys-net daegulinenetwork gguknet gotbang-net got7snet got7hyungnet got7maknaelinenet honeyboynetwork jinminnetwork jhope-network kimtaehyung-net knjnetwork kpopwritingnet monbebe-net nctinc seokjin-network taeguknetwork thekpopnet

#seriously ily all <3 #if ur in the wrong category or dont wanna be tagged just lmk!#captain's log #follow forever

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