#and everyone else in stuff too ig

[scugdump]

i asked one of my friends if i should draw them all in dresses or suits and she said both so

#rain world #rain world iterator #iterator rain world #rain world five pebbles #rw five pebbles #rain world looks to the moon #rw looks to the moon #rw seven red suns #rain world seven red suns #rw no significant harassment #rain world no significant harassment #rain world sliver of straw #rw sliver of straw #barely noticeable traffic lights if you squint #moon in a suit #and everyone else in stuff too ig

[raiiny-bay]

my favorite edits - 2023 edition 1 / 2 / 3 / 4 / 5 / 6 / 7 / 8 / 9

#ts4 #simblr #once again i don't know how to tag this so... #i'm just gonna use the same tags i used last year ig #2023 was apparently the year of the monster boyz #only 3 of these are not mb posts & i'm ok with that actually #ik i've said it a million times already but #i had soooo much fun doing mb stuff this year! #i'm really excited about all the stuff i have planned for the AU tbh #like. i have a list #i'm hoping................... to get the origin stories done at some point. #probably gonna do some writing here soon ish. #i've gotta make all of the side characters still & finish the character page so idk. i'll figure it out. i have a lot of ideas #i really wanna start sharing more about the story & the boys' actual personalities so that's probably what i'll focus on this next year #edit-wise i mean. like doing lore edits & stuff. idk #making cricket's was really fun so i think i'll like making stuff for everyone else too #i just have to not try to do a whole story bc then i'll lose interest. it'll be like the degenerates all over again lmao #idk why i just hate making story posts #lore posts are fine but story posts? mm no. not for me. idk how but they are different in my brain ok #n e way #i rambled. sorry. bye lol

[agztsuma]

#WE ARE SO BACK #i think they would be friends #st@n goes to p1p for help since hes in a good relationship and surely that means hes good at romance even though he sucks at everything eve #(wrong) (sucks at that too) #literally no one else is in a healthy relationship as far as hes aware #except tw33k and cr@ig but its embarrassing to ask them about romance stuff #so p1p agrees to help. unfortunately things go wrong every single step of the way 'comedy of errors' style #bc other people keep trying to get involved a la c@rtman k3nny etc #good news: the poem turns out pretty well #thumbs up #alright everyone enjoy turning this scenario around in your head if you like it. if you dont then enjoy not doing that #my art #also st@n looks weird just ignore it

[deepfriedseagullfeet]

the actor having a cocaine addiction since 1922 and literally doing it off of silver platters vs jack making henrik shoot him up with morphine stolen from the hospital every single night. and somehow both these guys are still alive despite this

#jack also drinks heavily and occasionally abuses pain meds if henrik cant get him his drugs #idk if this is too dark to post but i think about jack abusing drugs and stuff because being a Creator takes its toll #not sure exactly how jack became....the way he is i still need to develop that #meanwhile everyone was doing hard drugs back in mark's day so hes been doing that shit for 100 YEARS and STILL HASNT KEELED OVER #old habits die hard ig #drugs tw #addiction tw #again apologies if this is too dark or insensitive #i just think jack abusing henrik for drugs because he can manipulate the medical system well (he did this to get jackie his meds initially) #makes jack a whole lot shittier #also i think mark being this hollywood famous actor from the roaring 20's its apt to end up with hard drugs #if i need to tag this as anything else lmk pls #ego posting

[beelzzzebub]

alright so maybe this is stupid, but basically my family is always making fun of my cat for her weight, and i really hate it

i'm the fattest person in my family, and honestly, for the most part, i love my body. but it's hard a lot of the time and it took moving out of my house and having more autonomy and control over myself to get to that point.

my family has three cats, and one of them is more my cat than anyone else's. we found her at only a couple days old and i took care of her as a kitten. i love her. she's loud and bitchy and playful and soft and yeah pretty fat, at least compared to our other two cats.

i'm not a vet and i'm not a doctor, i'm not good at biology and i can't say i know all that much about health. this isn't really about that though i don't think, because when my family brings up her weight it's not in a way that's even trying to act concerned about her health. she's more active than either of the other cats and she has no trouble getting around and up places. if her health was an issue, i would do everything i could to help her along with my family. but the remarks that they make about her weight rarely, if ever, involve her actual health.

it's just like instead we can't talk about my cat at all without making her weight a joke. i'll say, hey, look at my cat. she's sitting on this soft blanket, isn't she adorable? and someone will say yeah, and she's also so fat. not as an endearment or even just a fact (because i know it's not bad to be called fat, it's literally just an adjective) but they laugh about it, because it's funny and she's different from the other cats. if she's eating, that's funny. because she's fat. if she ever ever misses a jump onto something high up, it's funny. she didn't make it because she's fat. never mind that, like we all know, all the other cats fall off things and miss their jumps too, it's funny because you can point it out with my cat and laugh at her because she's fat.

so maybe you start to put together why this is bothering me. the other thing that is significant in my house about my cat is that she's mine. her traits are loud, fat, and mine. she prefers me and i prefer her.

this is getting out of hand.

ok. the point is.

i always ask people not to make fun of her for being fat. it kind of hurts me, and when i ask them to stop, they laugh at me too, or even get mad at me. because why am i being so sensitive, it's a cat. my sibling actively gets mad and bothered when i tell them to stop. at this point i hardly even try to be polite. it makes me upset. and i've said that, and i've asked them to stop, and they don't, so i don't see why i'm obliged to be nice about it. but of course people keep doing it and i just keep getting upset and then i'm told off for being upset. so idk.

i know this is probably stupid because i have a talent for blowing things out of proportion, but also, it's just always been like this, and it really upsets me and i kind of wanted to get it out so, you know. here we are.

#boink #vent #again #sorry #sigh #i feel like too much #lol #take up too much space #physically and mentally #make too much noise #too much to handle #too many emotions #too much of a problem #too hard to deal with #too big for the room and the bed and the chair and too big to fit my limbs into the same space that everyone else seems to manage to #it's a sucky feeling and just. just little stuff. like this. just emphasizes it #and maybe that's on me maybe that's just my own issue that i have to sort out on my own ig #still though #still kind of knocks the air out of you a bit

[n0ct0urn1quet]

man. i wish i could get like. a free penis trial to see if i actually wanna get bottom surgery or not. 1 week free penis trial just so to get used to having one so i can fully decide whether i truly wanna get bottom surgery or not

#the one biggest thing im worried about when getting bottom surgery is jhust stuff relating 2 sex #like im sory if im getting too tmi rn i dont. uh. have anyone else to rly talk abt this to bc everyones going to bed KLJSKJLG #but im just worried like. what if i get bottom surgery and nothing feels good or satisfying to me anymore yk? #a big big big big thing im worried about is whether its even POSSIBLE for me (who's technically a cis girl though i dont identify as cis) #to ghet bottom surgery. can i just do that? can i . a cis woman in the eyes of doctors. just go and be like 'i want a dick now' #thats another thing. because i. i dont know if i can. i dont know if doctors just DO that. do they? #ig i havent rly done a lot of research #annd google... rly isnt the kind of place to look for bottom surgery positivity. ill be honest #i consntnatly see stuff like 'dont get bottom surgery its bad for u!!!!!!!!!!' or 'bottom surgery ruined my LIFE!!!!' #and it just scares me bc god its like. its abig decision. its EXPENSIVE. and bc im Technically Cis it might not even be an option for me #like i love to be like 'ahha i have a dick im getting bottom surgery hahahaha girldick' but its like #idk man. its . oaughhg

[theloveinc]

would it weird if i like. LMAO. ...

#would it be weird if i just randomly opened up commissions (match-ups/caks/relationship analysis) #even tho i literally cannot think of a dam word to post here #i mean i can i just hate all my writing right now #all of it #is that unfair tho? to u guys? to stick u with my Bad State stuff #im okay at matchups and money and free time would motivate me but #i feel like thats cheating somehow #to do that but not This (which i really want to be doing but . kindof hate myself too much to rn) #im jus struggling and panicking right now u know? #w/ my roommate and my mom and the holidays and bills #LOL im gonna make myself cry #honestly ill be fine but #i will have time so im wondering #anywayyyyyy i thought i wrote up a commissions sheet a while back but i can't find it #ANNOYING #anyway #sorry ig i just needed to rant #i hate ranting i hate talking abt myself i hate everything right now truly but like #everyone else posts all their random thoughts 24/7 all the time so #i should just let myself scream #and take the fat L #this is /srs tho would it be weird LOOOL #caitie blabs #caitie rants

[fedoranon]

Good news! Waiting a bit on ToTK has worked, I am now able to play the game without being vaguely disappointed by it!

Bad news! I've been listening to a Kingdom Hearts recap podcast and Command Board Command Board Command Board Command Board Command Board Command Board

#specifically the hosta apparently Do Not Like the command board game which just reminds me how much i like it #god grinding spell synthesis in this game without it? why? #you too can be made an absolute fool of by Tigger!!! #why is his ai so much better than everyone else's fr #anyway i went back and got the camera in the middle of the gerudo city boss fight because this game just lets you do that ig #filled in the overworld & sky maps completely #figured out theres some kind of translation thing i need to get and maybe? this one place is where? #not sure how often im supposed to return to places #never usually do that in rpgs if i can help it but i think i have to to unlock more stuff? it seemed like there's more to do in rhe little #starting camp anyway #i have easier access to my switch than my ps4 so like. actually playing more leg of zel than Command Board

[munamania]

ok. so she stayed over until like. 6am. and this is so hard because well i do like her sooo much and we hung out for like. 9 hours. and obviously i can be so normal about that but it’s like. i feel like. i know im meant to know her. but dear god why did it have to be in this capacity. im gonna go insane

#like i am grateful to just have her here and to have met her and we just hit it off so insanely #but why does she have to be straight. and i dont want to be one of the bitches that assumed she was queer but like obv i was. #why does she have to have a boring ass bf that i dont even hate but that. truly based on any time ive interacted with them it's been sooo #weird. but she's saying yesterday she's had thoughts of MARRYING him. i mean this is first real relationship for her ig maybe #i used to think abt that too? idk. but like. ugh #it still feels so special to just have this bond this person that so easily like gets me and clicks with me and we just work #and appreciate each other quietly until given the opportunity (like last night) to just say a bunch of shit #how am i supposed to be normal!!!!!!! ugh #like i need to try to move on. at least temporarily. at least in some capacity. but how the fuck am i supposed to do that #when even on a friend level we're like. absurdly close and stuff #she's telling me about when she met her bf and they both sensed smth between them and everyone else did and so it just worked and #whatever. bestie. do you know how many people have asked me um. about you about us #cause we're just so WEIRD!!!! but she's straight. like i can't sit here and disrespect the fact that she's said that outright like twice #yk. what am i supposed to do. #grrrrrrrrrrrrr UGH!!!! like. yk???? i don't WANT to not have her in my life i know the easiest solution would be #stop talking to her. but u dont get it. like we just on some fucking strange level Get each other. we just do #and i dont want to give that up just because i have feelings that she might never be able to reciprocate #even if it would feel right. #film girl saga

[dragpinkman]

had to scream and spray at someones off leash dog today and hold in the urge to yell "none of you deserve dogs"

#i fucking hate the group of people at the dog park i try to walk when they arent there but i dont always know #they have a bunch of untrained dogs constantly fighting each other that they never correct and let bark at everyone who passes #today one of them arrived late ig and let their off leash dog just run out of the car barking heading straight for my dogs face #i screamed “HEY. LEAVE IT” full deep volume at the dog and it ran off the trail startled so i start speed walking my dog and i out of the #area and the dog comes back less aggressive this time but still im not letting them sniff especially in a situation that started off #aggressive on that dogs part and as the other dogs in the fenced area are barking so i spray him #he runs away comes back spray 2 more times then he leaves us alone #(the spray is water mixed with a bit of bitter apple dog chewing spray like the stuff to deter dogs from chewing on furniture. its #fine to ingest & breaks the dogs concentration even if u just spray it on their back and not at their mouth if theyre trying to bite/bark) #if you were wondering what the dogs owner was doing- he was standing doing nothing attempted twice to recall his obviously untrained dog #then gave up and stood there. and the 8 other people in the fenced in area were doing nothing too to even call their dogs down. not even #trying. ive literally seem the dogs in the dog park start attacking each others necks when another dog walks by and the only time the #owners have stopped talking to each other and done barely any corrections was when one small dog was screaming for help #i genuinely hate those people and their lack of respect for their dogs and everyone elses #he could've atleast grabbed his dog or something. this would've never happened if he leashed his dog instead of doing what all of the #owners do and leave and enter the dog park with no leash sometimes no collar with untrained aggressive dogs

[emmys-writing-blog]

okk, I've been at a major blank for the castle infiltration chapters I had been writing. Normally I just write whenever I get the inspiration to, though it's been almost 2 months now and I still have absolutely nothing for that story. I do not think I'll continue that story; if I do, it probably won't be anytime this year. I do have a new hyperfixation and story idea though so that will probably become my whole blog. I'll start posting about that soon!

hopefully

#i had been so excited for that castle infiltration story but ive been so unproductive on it for so long now #everytime i think of it i just think back to how unproductive ive been in general with life and stuff at the moment #its made me really hate thinking about that story which sucks because i really loved the characters #and i had big plans for the story and everything #this stuff just happens though ig #and at least i have a new story now that i can direct my attention to #that way i can feel at least a little bit more productive #really hoping that i don't give up on that story idea too #i didnt even think that i liked writing that much until i stopped #and realised that it was kind of the only thing i was using to validate myself and feel productive so im not just wasting my days #i guess im probably setting myself up for disaster with that #i seem to have this really big fear of not being productive with my time while everyone else around me is #i feel like ill just wake up one day and ill be like 10 years older despite having accomplished absolutely nothing #only being able to 'show off' things that i did when i was a kid #im trying to break that mindset but it may be a while #for now ill just keep writing #sorry for the massive rant in the tags it wan't supposed to be that long lmao #not writing #castle infiltration #ok thats enough tags

[sundial-bee-scribbles]

redrew some of these nerds, these are there most current/updated designs rn? so improvement i GUESS?

#my art lol #ocs #original characters #lucian #spencer #aurelio #colin #nestor #ciar #my ocs #bleh i probably shouldve put a watermark on this but rn im too lazy to do so. plus this is still technically a wip and nasty looking so #its a little funny that me putting watermarks on my art is kind of a sign of growth??? cause like #i used to not put them b/c i thought my art was so bad nobody would bother to steal it #now its slightly less worse ig so i am actually concerned. but that is a bit more for the fandom stuff b/c who cares abt these nerds #i still think the 'my milkshake brings all the boys to the yard; and they're like; dead' tag on the og post is SO funny #I MEAN ITS TRUE... well lucian ends up as some undead abomination and aurelio a demon but other than that #yeah everyone else here dies #also edward's design is p much the same but he and sonata weren't here cause sonata is a pain to draw #AND i just need to overhaul his design cause its a mess in color i need to figure that out #and false siren lore going brrrrr b/c its a mess too and i need to fix up so many ends. those two have way too many alternate timelines #so im tryna condense shit

[cattailtales]

ngl you really don’t notice how pervasive the shipping brain-rot in fandom is until you’re scrolling thru a tag for a media in which you don’t “ship” anything

#tbh I’m loathe to say I really ‘ship’ anything in the first place I just like the dynamic of some couples #but i don’t particularly care if the characters actually wind up together in canon #and I’m certainly not gonna stomp my feet if they wind up with some1 else. it just ain’t that deep #but in like mando for instance. I don’t really like. care if he winds up w/ bo #but some ppl are rly out here gettin mad abt bo’s character developement bc they think mando and luke have way more similarities/chemistry?? #like. bruv what #yeah we’re not gonna have anymore Meaningful Interactions between mando and luke cuz the frog would rather be with his dad than be a jedi #like how tf else are you going to shoehorn luke back into the story then?? #also idk maybe I was succumbing to the pounding headaches I get from watching too much tv for too long #but idk WHERE tf everyone’s getting the parallels of mando and luke from… or the chemistry. bruv they’ve barely talked #anyway. anyway. shippers be shipping ig🤷 #I think maybe I’m more annoyed by the way these ppl tag this stuff anti-[insert character they Don’t Ship] #cuz like. m8 I think u might just be anti-paying attention to the story cuz ur viewing everything thru a shipping lense. yanno? #a cattail tale

[citrus-grove]

we cut off our abuser today :)

it kind of hurts but this was best for us and its a good thing so im proud of us

#my memories of her were almost all good lol #so ig i dont fully understand #its all secondhand stuff for me #but it gets better though right? feelings fade and everyone else will feel better too #sparky post #slightly negative sorry #the grove is healing #actually did #actually traumagenic

[hauntedpearl]

most controversial prequel opinions (or just prequel opinions in general)

agshsjdd ugh I'm very uncomfortable being über critical, because, like. i am being honest when i say i enjoyed watching it!! but!!! i just think it's like. over-all. Not All That as a show. it feels like a pretty standard cw show — mid everything, mostly coasting on attractive people and teenage nostalgia sgdgdjdkkdd IS THAT HARSH.

I'm not falling over myself for a new season or losing my entire mind over it. it's a fairly fun addition to canon, but i don't think it was necessary. or even. like. idk. enriching. I enjoyed the ritual of having something to watch every week, but again, it's not like it was The Good Place or something you know? and i think it's okay that it wasn't! i enjoy watching this kind of stuff where i can just turn my brain off! that's why i watched it!! and also it was nice seeing dean on screen. but again. i just don't think i could ever take it that seriously as a show. like I'll watch it if they extend it but i don't know man. it's just kind of okay?

i will say, tho. i personally do feel like if the show even feels like it has a heart it's because they got Jojo and nida on it. just having a dynamic that was fresh and not white people being white people was good for the setting! and their chemistry was nice! they made the show worth watching for me personally. wasn't a huge fan of the johnmary thing but like. who was really.

#i feel like i have bad standards when i see opinions about the prequel online when pepple are like it's cathartic and stuff #but then im like. you know. you never know what shows do for you ig #like just because i didn't feel that way doesn't mean it's not valid #but yeah for ne personally it was like just some show #i do have a lot of things i did not like and also kind of made me go 🤨 in the plot but i will not speak about it #because that's just. giving it ao much unnecessary thought lol #like YOU KNOW I SOUND SO ANNOYING TO MYSELF BUT IT'S LIKE. IT'S JUST SOME STUPID TV YK WHO THINKS ABOUT IT TOO DEEP NOT ME SORRY 🙏🏾😭😂 #can't be arsed rip #but i will read everyone else's takes ✨ #doe's inbox #muku 🌼🌼🌼 #kind of prequel crit don't come for me lol

[fellhellion]

Wow the old adage rlly is true (you will, by no fault of ur own, create M-mancing detectives with trust/commitment issues)

#I was like lmao I’m not going to do the same as everyone else <- accidentally did the same as everyone else #ITS JUST A DELCIOUS DYNAMIC OKAY #but yeah locking those book 2 saves has been kinda eye opening for me re getting to know my detectives better #like behind all the charming sarcasm my M mancer rlly does think he’s like. intrinsically kinda broken. #all without even realising he’s falling in love for the first time lmao #can’t wait to see THAT blow up #whereas my N-mancing detective is like. mutually lost in the honeymoon period romance sauce like N but also not really sure how to put her #walls down in the same way he’s unsure of. #it’s a really fun progression and I want to see how it pans out. #WHEREAS EMMA! oh Emma wayhaven. honestly wouldn’t have as shy a stat as she does once she Knows what’s going on #I think her shyness is mostly just awkwardness and a lack of certainty about how Adam rlly feels about her. #the autism experience tm in life has given her very strict boundaries when it comes to initiating stuff because she doesn’t want to mess up. #she ends up never doing ANYTHING. and at this point it’s just mutual floundering plus Emma being sure she kind of just got permanently #friend zoned shdhhdjfjf bitches will feel happy they’re a friend but wrestle with the stinging rejection ig #tunes talks wayhaven #STILL haven’t done my F route and I’m avoiding the LT because I’ll just feel too bad to enjoy it shxnndnfnfnf