#and because you’re overwhelmed

[bonesofhoney]

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#nothing beats crying at working because of a stupid error #and because you’re overwhelmed #and pride yourself on being really good at your job #and then crying again because even tho you tried really hard to make sure no one noticed #everyone did #so you cry more because you’re embarassed …. #and then crying on your way home because a cute little kid said hi to you #if anyone needs me I’m gonna shove my face in a tub of ice #to get rid of this monsterous headache #sigh … #the past two weeks have been so stressful my body is giving up #at work*

[dryadjoy]

Buck deserves a love confession that isn’t inspired by him being put in danger. Buck deserves a love confession that doesn’t come out of a life or death situation.

Eddie deserves a love confession that comes from him wanting to, not feeling like he has to. Eddie deserves a love confession where it feels natural and he doesn’t struggle to explain himself.

They both deserve a love confession that is domestic and warm and RIGHT for all the right reasons.

#Sorry but I would hate for there to be a confession in the finale (I don’t think there will be dw) #I want to see both of them realise their feelings and dance around each other a little and confess because they can’t wait any longer #and not because life or death or fear but just because they’re so overwhelmed with love for one another #help us season 7 you’re our only hope! #911 on fox #911 abc #evan buck buckely #eddie diaz #buddie

[ghosts-cyphera]

hey it’s lo !! hi !! just quickly sliding in to say thank you to everyone who interacted with my post last night. I was really, really deep down in the pit and even though I wasn’t in any immediate danger, your love and help and support did get me through the night.

though I’m so, so incredibly sorry to see how many of you have struggled with suicidal thoughts, it also means a lot to see that I’m not alone with this. thank you so, so much for the reminder.

sending you all so incredibly much love right now, my darlings 💗 lo out !!

#today was easier! I had a dentist’s appointment that I had to get to in the morning and it was the first time in four weeks that I’d #-left the house by myself #I managed! I did really good actually. I didn’t get overwhelmed from being in the public #and I beat my fear of dentists and got my chipped filling filled back in :-) #then I went to tk maxx for some quick valentine’s shopping (because let’s be honest: w/ my track record I’m not leaving the house- #-before valentine’s lol) and treated myself to some chocolate cake and even started journaling today for the first time in many years! #heavily thanks to you all last night for your suggestions #anyhow !! I hope you’re all doing alright tonight. please know that every single ounce of my love is headed to you in 3-2-1 NOW #hopefully most of it reached itms destination and you feel a little bit warmer 💗 #lo talks #tw suicide #cw suicide

[st4rd0lly]

chuuya coming home from work not expecting much (if anything) special for his birthday but his favourite dinner is made and on the table still warm. maybe theres a glass of his favourite wine too. even better when after the dinner you do whatever for him that he likes most (whether thats a blowjob, riding him, etc). i need to take care of him on his birthday so bad

you understand me. i NEED to take care of this man so bad just in general, he deserves to feel so so good on his birthday </3 give him the princess treatment, pepper his face with kisses when he comes home and help him calm down after a long day with food and wine on the table… he sounds so so pretty afterwards when you go to fuck him, pushing down on his chest gently to help him lean back on the bed and let you take care of him. he’s probably even more sensitive because he’s been hard ever since you started to give him bedroom eyes during dinner ! he cums so quickly he’s almost embarrassed if it weren’t for the fact that you eagerly dragging your tongue all over his dick and wherever his cum landed, even better if it’s just in you because you don’t stop riding him

#. . . mission received —✫・゜・。. #. . . executive at the house —✫・゜・。. #have you heard his educational sounds. he’s gonna be sounding like that all night tonight #having him grip onto your hair in desperation while he’s so close and rutting into your mouth… #sighs dreamily #hearing him whine and moan all choked up because of the overwhelming amount of pleasure you’re giving him…

[roseofcards90]

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#even when your parents put a shock collar on both of the dogs one still manages to escape #and then the other escapes through the front door and he keeps running around in people’s backyard and the roads #because he doesn’t know how dangerous that is and he won’t fucking come back to you so you just hope to god you can pull on his collar #and even then he still resists and just bites your arm like crazy #it hurts it fucking hurts like hell #and you’re glad the neighbor found your other dog but it’s like #no matter what you do those dogs will dig something to somehow escape and it’s frustrating to deal with #because you’re the only one dealing with it every single time #I’m tired of this my arm hurts #I’m tired with dealing with all of this I just want to get out #I’m overwhelmed and stressed out #my posts

[doll-elvis]

hopefully one day I’ll go to Elvis week but for now I’m living vicariously through others 😭

but honestly the idea of actually going to Graceland makes me so nervous for some reason- it seems so emotionally overwhelming and overstimulating, I’m not sure if I could handle seeing anything without sobbing. just the thought of the jumpsuit room makes me feel faint I swear

I would love to hear about y’all’s first experiences at Graceland and the emotions you felt !!

#does the graceland tour come with brown paper bags for breath control #because I would need it #there’s just so much to see and I would imagine so many feelings to be felt once you’re inside graceland #so much history in one house #I’m overwhelmed just thinking about it #elvis presley #elvisaaronpresley #elvis #elvis history #elvis fans #graceland

[cream-and-tea]

[ID in alt]

pallas + giftgiving ❤️

#including not one but TWO instances of stealing stuff from calliope they’re so unserious #i didn’t even notice i’d done that twice until reading through to make this post but i think i should keep it that’s actually so funny 2 me #pallas why r you stealing shit from the person you’re obsessed with in a nemesis way to give to #the girl you’re obsessed with in a besties way what is WRONG with you #<— i bully but this post exists because i got overwhelmed with affection for them #bc like. they’re trying SO HARD they don’t know how to care in a way that isn’t destructive but they’re TRYING #and they do care they care so much they just don’t know how to express it and they don’t! want! to hurt her! #they believe that they will eventually but they don’t WANT to!!!!! #pallas outwardly: gives agnes a littol present #pallas inwardly: i would tear my heart still beating from my ribcage if it meant keeping you safe #they are NOT self aware about this though whenever they do something nice for agnes or anyone else their narration is just like #‘wow so weird that i did that moVING ON’ we don’t gain the ability to self reflect until book 2 #wip: ghost story #pallas #creme does a writing

[janiedean]

two episodes of nervous crying your brains out for longer than one hour in the span of three days were not in my bingo card for 2024 when I graduated ten years ago and I would like to frankly get the fuck over myself

#personal for ts #one day i’ll be able to put into words #the absolutely hateful feeling of thinking you got over your shit #and then finding out that NOT ONLY you aren’t #but KNOWING you’re falling back into shitty coping mechanisms you STILL let it happen #honestly my self loathing is off the roof because fifteen years ago i didn’t know i was shitty coping #now i KNOW i am and guess what here i am doing the whole isolating myself and forgetting to reply to ppl song and dance #christ i thought i was okay with handling that kinda shit guess not #and yeah ofc i need to fix it for myself but this time is so much worse i’m just #my kingdom for waking up one morning and feeling some level of mental clarity #and for some goddamned financial stability #and for the force of will to keep the house tidy enough that i dont feel sad just looking at the state of the living room #guys also honestly sorry if i forgot to reply to your ask or pm or anything i’ll get to it at some point #i swear i’m not ignoring people on purpose i’m just completely overwhelmed sigh

[devilishdelights]

“lucifer i’ve got a migraine” you say

“okay. come here” he says and drills a fucking hole right into your skull

you sigh in relief. “thank you.”

#brought to you by: i’m having a fcuking migraine and can’t sleep #this is what the migraine fic is going to be guys. just sou know #should i do. a cw warning. #cw gore imagery #i think? would work best. idk y’all #cw gore #like just to be super safe in case one of u guys has a vivid imagination and can spiral into imagery lol #obey me fanfiction #<- i think this post can count for this tag because i use quotation marks and there’s a character interaction. #i’m an official obey me fic writer guys xox. writing in second pov is actually really easy oddly enough lol #does anyone else in this fandom get chronic migraines. do u have an overwhelming soft side for lucifer because he gets them too #like it’s not overly expressed in game but i like that he’s a miserable character and gets migraines because haha *points* that’s me. #when he psssed out from a migraine and lost all his memories… so real of him. and we caused that. #you’re welcome babe. me next

[anne-the-quene]

Someone remind me sometime to post my essay about the way people talk about Henry VIII

#i’m a disability studies major #and one of the most common topics of conversation in dis studs #is the relationship between disability and villains #and that people with disabilities are often made out to be villains #but villains are also made out to have disabilities #because disability is a manifestation of inner evil #shakespeare famously did this with r3 #but it’s an idea that goes back pretty much to the bible #and this idea is so ingrained in our culture we do it withiut thinking #and people absolutely do this with h8 #calling him a monster…guess what? #that’s a manifestation of this idea #harping on about his weight and using ‘fat’ as a perjorative? #that’s also a manifestation of this #for people that don’t like h8; it’s not enough for him to have just done bad things #he also has to be grotesque and deformed because that just proves how evil he really was #it’s funny the number of times people have talked about h8 in this way to me #and i’m like…girl if only you knew that i’m a disabled person whose academic career is literally dedicated to this very subject #and you’re just feeding me even more evidence that proves my point #but i digress… #henry viii #also don’t even get me started on the people who have gotten mad at me for saying h8 was disabled #because as well as people who villainize disability #there are also people that sanctify it #and think that all disabled people are perfect little angels who can do no wrong #(the overwhelming message you get from doing disability studies is that people’s attitudes on disability are just fucking WEIRD #and why can’t anyone just be NORMAL) #disability #disability studies #i wonder how many people actually read the tags…

[loveofastarvingdog]

So you’re saying you’re selfish enough that you rather break mutuals than try to consider other people whose dash you’re making unusable? Point taken!

damn. i guess you’re saying you’d rather misinterpret my intention and ignore my willingness to take other voices into account. i’m prone to forgetting to tag and getting excited and spam blogging. it’s not because i don’t care, it’s cause i forget. if i purport myself to be safe by committing myself to Not spam reblogging, and then forget, that is then more dangerous than being warned and either being careful or removing oneself from a potentially harmful area.

i believe in caring for other people, and i also believe in curating your own online space. i personally follow someone who often spam reblogs a fandom i don’t care for at all, and slightly dislike, and when that happens i either close tumblr or scroll past, because i made the choice to follow them and am making the choice not to unfollow because the rest of it is worth it to me and because i enjoy seeing them be passionate about something they love.

if a mutual of mine is affected i should hope that they would come to me and talk with me about it, because if we could work something out that would be great. but if there’s only an anon without specifics, then i’m not sure what can be done. i wouldn’t go to someone’s house and tell them to stop collecting fifty of the same mug, and if a friend of mine hated something i collected, then i wouldn’t invite them to my house i’d offer to go somewhere else with them.

#frankly you aren’t seeming very kind right now #and if it’s because you’re annoyed i like to reblog that’s whatever. on you for following a guy who reblogs #but if it’s because you’re overwhelmed in some other thing and you’re taking it out on me #i’d encourage you to step back and try to figure out a healthier way for You to deal with that

[itspileofgoodthings]

Also it’s like the time I was teaching much ado about nothing and we were breaking down the Beatrice and Benedick scene where he says “May a man do it” and she says “it is a man’s office but not yours” and I was saying that the point of the scene and the struggle for Benedick is that he needs to say “I am the man for the job because I’m YOUR man” and one of my senior boys just kind of laughed and was like “Miss K. You can’t just SAY things like that to us.”

#much ado about nothing #teaching tag #A FAVORITE memory because it was so funny and real. the class was so quiet #but the thing about teaching teenagers (or really anyone I guess but especially teenagers) is 99% of them are not going to show you #a damn thing about how they’re taking the things you’re saying #(Which really. Thank goodness for because that would be too much) #but every once in a while one of them will put something into words. and he was just like. #‘you can’t be that emotionally honest about this. It’s too overwhelming to listen to’ #(But in a sweet and cheerful way! he was a delight of a student and I loved teaching him) #And I love restraint! And propriety! And I practice it every day in the classroom #But once all the boundaries are set up I love to pull absolutely no punches and just watch them be staggered by an emotional truth #that I’ve just articulated in some way they can understand #and it IS overwhelming it IS too much but what else is literature for #may we all be overwhelmed and then awakened

[polysyndetonaddictsupportgroup]

i need to reread sea glass garden so this question might be a little all over the place bc my memory is lowkey selective (which is so embarrassing for me as a criminal justice student but whatever)

BUT are you going to add more lore to megumi’s CT? because i was reading your asks and i love your point on how the ten shadows is the antithesis to the six eyes. that’s just poetry to me. especially your point about the domain expansion—

AND SPEAKING OF DOMAINS. i have no idea how gege’s little fucked up jujustu world works anymore but when megumi was suffering in his blindness and was about to fall asleep thanks to gojo little “lemme knock a bitch out but gently…” technique, he said something about “it’s a garden” — does this have to do with his domain expansion? like is he just chilling in his domain but like suffering?

was this his big moment where he was like yooo the abuse did fucked me up but it had some perks. whenever i’m feeling less suicidal because i met a cute himbo boy, i could fuck around and try a domain expansion. an incomplete one but a win is win. (the manga needs to get it together bc i need to see megumi’s domain completed already..)

We’ll get more lore about his cursed technique in it.

I will confirm that the garden line is about his domain expansion and that Gojo realized that’s what was happening the second megumi said it. Maki didn’t because she doesn’t know it’s called the Chimera Shadow Garden. That’s a Zenin clan secret.

Megumi is currently stuck in his own domain, but it’s hostile to him. Normally, he’d be completely comfortable and in control of it, but his own cursed energy is attacking him. He’s its victim right now.

#sea glass gardens #we’ll get more into the long term effects of this on him later so I won’t discuss that #but Yuuta’s never gonna have it pointed out for him that megumis in his domain right now #only gojos clocked it #again normally it’s a place megumi would feel fully at home in #but right now his own cursed energy is what’s hurting him #the chimera shadow garden was purported to be terrifying in gojo records #it’s the antithesis to gojos infinity #it’s a monstrous place of darkness and shadows #instead of being overwhelmed with everything you’re overwhelmed with absence of information #it’s terrifying because it could be anything out there in the dark and it all wants to hurt you #it’s the fear of the things that live in the shadows made manifest #gojo is a little desperate to pull megumi out of it again but he doesn’t know how #he knows how scared megumi used to be of the dark

[just-a-cinnamon-bun]

Guess who had a ✨ meltdown✨ today

#I add the sparkles to make it feel less sad #but like that shit sucked #once again reminded that my autism is in fact disabling #thank god it was before work because if that was at work??? I wouldn’t have recovered as well as I did #meltdowns get so fucking intense #it feels like you’re gonna die and the whole world is overwhelming

[gregmarriage]

yo, send me asks or something, until i pass out?

#before anyone asks i’m not back or at least not properly back #idk i can’t stay around but i can’t stay gone #it’s a problem #not that anyone cares imao #but anyways let’s not worry about that #just talk to me? #or not bc i’m lucky to get like one ask at any given time #oh to be a more popular blog #or just a more popular person in general #me and my rapidly declining list of friends imaooo #but that’s not actually fully real #i’m just feeling bad and not keeping up my friends and feeling even more bad because of that #it’s a vicious cycle #idk to anybody who still actually cares #i love you i’m just not doing great and i’m not up to talking sometimes #or i’m top up to talking and it’s probably overwhelming and annoying to ppl #and it’s okay if it is #i’d rather you tell me honestly #or maybe you’re cool with it which makes you weird but also i appreciate it #idk if anyone can withstand my asinine bullshit for more than five seconds you’re a real one #i’m also wanting to reach out to ppl but i’m unsure how to and it’s hard and it’s all just stressing me out more #but also if you do reach out first i’m unsure if i’d even be up to talking #it’s all just a mess #i just wanna be better already!! #ugh anyways #not the point of the post imao #gwen is lonely #< should be an new tag

[mushroomofficial]

finally bit the bullet and got myself dani donovan’s anti-planner, and i just want to say that if you have adhd you need to go buy this book right now

#did not expect the funny sweary adhd book to make me cry but the section on being stuck got me #also there’s a section for what food to make when you’re overwhelmed! literally when im overwhelmed i just don’t eat because i can’t think #just. i feel very seen and much less alone than i did before i started reading. i have the feeling this will be life changing #actually adhd #dani donovan #anti-planner #whispers from the mycelium